#bury me with books

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, from coffin heart? bury me.

[text id: how did you get so close that i have to dissect you out from under my skin? / memory is a deathbed. remembrance is a grave. the memory of you is a scab that i keep picking so that it scars. a burn, a souvenir, something to claw at that claws back at me. / i refuse to be haunted by something less. / there's a sun-sized ache where your hands used to be. / and now that your place is empty, the blood in my heart pumps around nothing. / nothing. / nothing at all. / senseless circulation. / what am i to live for when i have made my body my casket? / where am i to go from here? / and i always knew longing had another name she wouldn't let me call her by — it's hunger. / my heart grew up to be far more starved than my stomach. / it's the things you learn in your childhood, from the words of your mother, from the hands of your father. / if your teeth do not graze my bones, i do not wish for you to kiss me. / how have i turned gentle love into such devastation? / such greediness? / i carry a coffin for a heart; everything i love must be buried. / plant your garden in the cracks of my skin—mud, gravel, everything. let my blood be water to cater to your needs. / terrible, terrible human, thinks barbarity and love are words of the same meaning. / a mad dog would be a far more gentle lover to the rocks being thrown at him. / and, my dear, i wouldn't ask you to fold me in the pages of your favorite book, just the embedment of fingers between my ribs. / how did you get so close that i have to dissect you out from under my skin? / GET CLOSER.]

#fatima aamer bilal #coffin heart? bury me. #literature #poetry #poeticstories #book quotations #words words words #writings #typography #yearning #longing #pining #unrequited love #dark poetry #dark academia #taylor swift #art #bts #franz kafka #sylvia plath #lana del rey #mitski #fiction #fantasy #web weavings #book qoute #spilled quotes #parent issues #anne brontë #mahmoud darwish

[average-hua-cheng-fan]

another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.

there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.

#thinking about how they are bonded together by being the only people who remember their dead culture... augh it kind of makes me want to cr #as much fighting as fengqing do they are really the only people who will EVER understand each other's childhoods #which. aughhhh #there's a lovely modern au fic by heavensturtle called ''i'm just there to admire you.'' where they talk about chinese diaspora go read it #fics that mention paradise manor being in the xianle style also make me want to bawl. especially when fxmq notice it #other people that remember xianle: qi rong. jun wu. mei nianqing. yeah. none of those people are easy to talk to #buried deep in the xianle quartets heads are things like xianxia silly bands and xianxia nickelodeon and xianxia hi chew that LITERALLY #NOBODY ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD REMEMBERS. DOES THAT NOT MAKE YOU FEEL INSANE #the immortality in tgcf and how it affects memory and sense of self and relationships. ourgh #i speak #tgcf meta #tgcf #tgcf spoilers #i guess? #tian guan ci fu #tgcf books #heaven official's blessing #hob #xie lian #hua cheng #hualian #feng xin #mu qing #fengqing #xianle trio #xianle quartet

[weltonboys]

jackie & wilson - hozier / either/or: a fragment of life - søren keirkegaard / first love/late spring - mitski

#mine #hozier #mitski #jackie and wilson #first love/late spring #bury me at makeout creek #dark academia #light academia #dark academic #soft academia #academia #dark academia aesthetic #books #poetry #words words words #web weaving

[atopvisenyashill]

alright here is my rec list for everything george rr martin:

(link will be in reblog). in it you will find:

the list of all the asoiaf books and related supplemental books and graphic novels (just to like, cover all my bases here)

books and authors across all genres that george has name dropped as having an influence on the series, from historical books written in the late 1800s about random scottish castles to the beginnings of the sword-and-sorcery genre written in serials in magazines.

books about the history he's taken inspiration from besides the ones he's name dropped - basically i found non fiction books that seemed well reviewed on an academic level but also sounded like narrative non fiction bc i can’t do anything too dry or technical. however,,,, i included notes in this section on what part of the story is inspired by each book. i kept it to the stuff that he’s name dropped - like dorne being a mash up of wales, moorish spain, and palestine, or hadrian’s wall or the anarchy - so if you think something sounds interesting but the book i picked was ass, basically every subject had a bunch of books on it!

(caveat i mean, i picked stuff that was readily available to me through my library system as someone in the greater chicagoland area lol so ymmv as to whether there's a lot of info available to you. if you want to know about how to use libby, hoopla, or kanopy tho, hit me up!!)

books i think it's very likely he took inspiration - this is the smallest section, i’m not about to project onto this man, its at the very bottom of the sheet & it’s just like, lolita, some fairy tale stuff, and other books george has written, so it’s also about further understanding his ~style~ + i am simply interested in these titles.

if anything is kind of unclear or if you noticed i missed something george has said, feel free to let me know!

#i will include the link in a reblog bc tumblr still buries linked posts afaik #valyrianscrolls #getting on my soap box #grrm #took me longer than i thought to find books on the black dinner oh my god there are too many king james!!!!!!

[rubusart]

#severus snape #pro snape #best friends snily #snily #lily potter #hp fanart #lily evans #severus snape art #they usually bought a lot of books #I mean A LOT #like #for Merlin’s sake Snape stop it #what are you going to do with all that books - bury me in it? #Actually yes Sirius #that’s his plan #graceful revenge👌

[hanzajesthanza]

like, i do love cahir when he's introduced, and we get to know him and his character, but also, if i was geralt, and i heard this from my little girl:

i would also beat this guy's ass into the ground and want to kill him so so badly. like this is ciri's nightmare but this is also a parent's worst nightmare

#in this moment it took all of geralt's strength to not just get up and walk directly to strangle this guy with his bare hands #'what did he do to me' ohhhhhhhhhh my goooooddd geralt heard kill bill sirens #but in the moment he had to be like 'shhh it's ok ciri you're safe now' #when she hugs him and buries her face you can see his face and it's just silent horror and rage #also like what actually happened wasn't even that much better but we don't talk about that (jk we should talk about it) #the elbow-high diaries #book: blood of elves #excerpt #AND THEN. IN TOWER OF THE SWALLOW. CIRI HAS BECOME THE NIGHTMARE!!! FOR SUCH A 12 Y.O. GIRL AS SHE ONCE WAS!!

[bonefall]

do you ever worry your own writing might come off as misogynistic though? it seems deceptively easy

When you have anxiety, PTSD, OCD, or multiple of these things, every move you make is something you will self-doubt. It can become endless if you let it, and you can be frozen by absolute indescision.

Embrace the void and reach enlightenment with me; There are many ways to read a story, and no writer can pre-empt every possible interpretation. Not even myself.

If they think my work comes across as misogynistic? Let them. Salty amoebas are often wrong on the internet, but the block button and xkit are beautiful transwomen who are also my friends.

#Honestly tho the existence of terfs is enough to make you realize #That theres some dumb assholes out there who will cynically leverage powerful phrases to try and intimidate you into silence #I think you would need to have some salty coconuts or do an ooo biiiigggg stretch to think BB is misogynistic #This is the melting down about women blog #This is the blog where I regularly take canon books and make them about women instead #I saw a vaguepost about me just wanting one dimensional softgirls #While I was in the middle of showing Fern how to get away with murder by burying two bodies in one grave #And writing her obsessive and unhinged justifications as she digs her claws into her little brother's shoulders desperate to make her- #-senseless violence. The WASTING of her sister's sacrifice. Into something with meaning #If it's wrong to write girliemurder then I don't want to be right <3 #Bone babble

[merakiui]

Tw: slut shaming, incel!Idia, him being gross, noncon, size kink kinda, afab but crossdressing, etc

Imagine just bullying Idia daily when you game with him, calling his penis small repeatedly, this man had enough of your daily shenanigans, but the more he sees you the more he notices just how small you are compared to him to be just a normal male.

Your body is just so..... Feminine. Your frame is small but your thighs thick? Now he just has to test for himself, he bets that you were a slut who only likes getting gangbanged by the Savanaclaw students.

Come on? A girl crossdressing in an all boys school? We all know this troupe. He bets you are all loose from all the fucking you did,( little did he know you were a virgin all along, what non virgin would hang out with him daily anyway?)

He decided to take action against your mockery and pins you on the floor while you were distracted with your game,

"Hey prefect, tell me, why would a man wear more clothes around their chest?"

"W-what?! Get off me you tiny penis bitch, even squidward's nose is bigger-"

Idia wasted no time to strip you off your clothing, he was right after all, you were a girl, all girls are the same after all, it's their fault that no one wants to fuck him, you are just yet another loose slut.

He zip ties your hands then begins licking your cunt, this taste is quite addictive, but why isn't it all wet an soppy like in hentai? He attempts to shove a finger in but his single finger is getting clamped like crazy, no way..... You were a virgin? But no aren't you a slut?

He continues to lick your clit while his large hands keep your legs open, he stares at you, you really are a girl huh? How did he never catch that? As he did what hentai taught him you slowly gushed on his face, no longer fighting back from being all brain mushy.

He almost cummed in his pants but it's okay, you were meant to be bred anyway like the bitch you are. As he inserted his long dick you started to cry.

"Its too big, it won't fit. Can we stop this already?"

"Where did this your snarky bitchy attitude go? What happened with calling me tiny? No no, you're staying right here, this is all your fault. You finish what you started."

When he filled you to the brim, he can notice the massive bulge of himself inside of you, tiny you say? You were regretting your words right there, you started to scream and squirm as he thrusted.

It burns, it stings, it hurts, its feels good...wait what? You began slurring your words, you went from screaming no to screaming more. He finished inside of you.

White was oozing out, he took pics for later purposes. From that incident onwards Idia started to take action against you. You were converting from a brat to a cutie pliant kitten.

You do what he asks you to, like wearing a collar with his name on it, and wearing the skirts with tights you oh so despise. Every time you wanted to act out, he always threatened to share pictures of you and hack into the whole campus's phone just to spread it, maybe next time you should have watched your words.

UUUWUAAAAA IZUNA, THIS IS DELICIOUS OTL OTL OTL OTL

(cw: yandere, nsfw, unhealthy behaviors/relationship, implied captivity, non-con, pregnancy mentions, incel idia, misogyny)

And he’ll make you sit on his lap and cockwarm him while he’s gaming. Maybe he’ll make you wear a ball gag so you won’t be too noisy when he’s on vc. If you’re good and you don’t cum, he might let you take off that cute, revealing outfit you can’t stand. Maybe he’ll let you wear his hoodie. It’ll be so oversized on you. He might just fuck you in it. :) he probably uses you as a reference for when he’s sketching. He’ll stuff you full of all kinds of sex toys just so he can improve his anatomy or certain poses. Or he’ll want to recreate scenes from his favorite hentai.

And if you can just stop complaining and take his cock like the good kitten you are, he’ll bring you birth control, all that stuff girls need for their monthly periods, and anything else you might want. But that’s only if you’re obedient. He’ll dangle all of these good things in front of you because with the click of a button he can have them ordered to his dorm, but he can take them away just as fast. All it takes is one bratty comment from you and he might not let you take any birth control. He never bothers to wear condoms either because doing it raw is so much better. Idia has plenty of money and resources to care for a child (not that he’s truly ready for parenthood, but you’d look cute with a round belly and he’s always wanted to try pregnancy sex…), and if it’s you he wouldn’t mind it. But maybe that’s just his dick talking. Logical Idia says there’s no way he’d be able to take on that sort of challenge, but Idia when he’s buried to the hilt inside of you and you’re digging your nails into his shoulders thinks there would be nothing better than knocking you up and waiting for your belly to swell and your tits to grow a size or two and begin leaking. :)

That’s really all you’re good for, isn’t it? You should’ve known what you were getting into when you found yourself stuck at an all-boys academy. That’s basically a hentai waiting to happen. You’re basically signing yourself up to be a communal cumdump. Idia feels lucky he got to you before anyone else did. There are so many eligible bachelors here… there’s no way he can compete with them, but now he has you and he doesn’t have to compete. You may be a little brat when you aren’t stuffed full of cock, but at least he sees the real you when you’re under him, completely at his mercy and always melting at the slightest touch. He’ll condition his kitten well until you know exactly what to say and do when he expects it.

#twisted chit chat #n/sfw #tw: noncon #tw: pregnancy #yandere twst #video-game-luvr #now please hear me out….. incel azul #gross slimy crusty musty maidenless horrible diabolical octopus #i need him to ruin me orz #WAIT BUT IMAGINE BEING ONE OF AZUL’S BULLIES #AND YOU MEET HIM AGAIN MANY YEARS LATER #AND HE HATES YOU SO SO MUCH #so naturally he has to ruin your life #and he crafts this grand complex scheme that inevitably ends with him knocking you up #you called him ugly and squishy yet it’s the same ugly and squishy octo-mer who’s filling you until you can’t speak coherently anymore :) #omg or (hear me out again orz) incel rollo #OH ALSO IDIA MAKING YOU WEAR ONE OF THE HOSPITAL GOWNS THAT THEY WEAR IN BOOK SIX #AND HE’S IN THE STYX UNIFORM AND….. (i am then dragged away and buried underground)

[granhairdo]

1885 edition of the brick!!!

i get irrationally drawn to certain objects i see, and unfortunately, this pretty overpriced 1885 edition of les miserables was that item i was drawn to. i needed it.

from my research, this edition was printed all throughout the 1880s along with illustrated editions of many of hugo’s works.

i’m sure you recognize at least a couple of the illustrations here, as these are full of the classic gustav brion and emile bayard illustrations (including the famed one of cosette!)

these images are just a fraction of the amount of illustrations throughout it. it is PACKED with illustrations, almost every chapter having one as this edition has ones done by multiple artists. this clearly was even higher end for the time! it’s filled with illustrations, impressively large, sturdy covers, and i don’t know if it’s just me but the paper does feel stronger than some from books ive worked with or owned from this period.

while flipping through the pages, it definitely feels soulful. on several of the pages, there’s clearly a thumb indent from reading, which might be annoying to some. but to me it makes it all the more charming. clearly, someone throughly enjoyed it. whoever this person was, i feel connected to them a little bit.

this edition is BEAUTIFUL and i am very proud to own it!

#les mis #the brick #les miserables #i really hope someone as enthusiastic as me ends up with me bricks in 100 years #i want all my books to be donated to libraries and charities after i die (aside from one copy of les mis that i want to be buried with) #so i hope someone out there sees it and falls in love just like i did with this #im 99% sure this was very overpriced because i bought it for around 200 usd which is extremely expensive given the condition #and compared to similar editions prices #BUT I WANTED IT #so if anyone knows more about this im curious if got a terrible ripoff or an incredible deal

[thelostgirl21]

"...there’s something star-crossed about these two. There is a deep connection there, but the turmoil, war and politics of this world are pretty intent on pulling them away from each other." - Joey Batey (x)

Yeah...

Just so you know, if you're a guy with a 3 syllable name that begins with "R", and you so happen to experience a strong case of love at first sight for someone that sort of happens to be named "Juliet" or "Julian", you might find yourself facing a few obstacles getting in the way of your relationship.

Just saying!

#Jaskier #a.k.a. #Julian Alfred Pankratz #Radovid #Radskier #The Witcher #Romeo + Juliet #Radovid + Julian #I sense a pattern... #Thankfully since Joey was quite adamant he didn't want to do the romance if they were planning on going with queer stereotypes #I'm assuming they'll be avoiding to go the “bury your gays” route with these two #Also read an article at some point where he mentioned that it felt important to make sure that the queer romance would feel as significant #and important and have as much influence on what happens in the show as the heterosexual ones (I'm assuming Yenralt). #So that's sort of why I'm cautiously hopeful they'll work things out... #And continue to further develop the romance in future Seasons... #And yeah... For people that are familiar with the books let's simply say that we have a really good reason to wish for Jaskier #to have someone that truly loves him to take care of him and support him through certain rougher times ahead... #Trust me on this it's not a want it's a freaking need #I won't be able to emotionally survive the end of the series if it sticks to the canon book ending if Radovid isn't there #and they don't give these two some sort of a happy ending... #My Posts #My Stuff

[ivynightshade]

fatima aamer bilal, from coffin heart? bury me.

[text id: and i always knew longing had another name she wouldn't let me call her by — it's hunger.]

#fatima aamer bilal #coffin heart? bury me. #poetry #yearning #longing #literature #poeticstories #book quotations #book quotes #words words words #writings #typography #dark poetry #dark academia #web weave #web weavings #parent issues #taylor swift #art #bts #franz kafka #sylvia plath #lana del rey #mitski #pheobe bridgers #anne brontë #self deprecation #unreciprocated love #spilled quotes #self loathing

[honestlywhyamibackhere]

I hate that you can tell exactly what I'm obsessing over at the moment simply by looking through the posts I've liked

#books #dark academia #movies #marauders #the picture of dorian gray #dorian gray #oscar wilde #doctor who #sandman #neil gaiman #having your tumblr likes public is like wearing your heart on your sleeve #hyperfixiating #help #my friend asked me what I've been up to lately and i genuinely couldn't reply #because all I've done is bury myself in fiction and live inside a cubby hole in my brain #i literally organise my life by remembering what phase i was in at the time #I'll be thinking about sunmer and go ah yes that was when i was balls deep in my hannibal obsession #which is an annual event at this point #speaking of which #hannibal #nbc hannibal

[cookieswithforksandknifes]

Blog Intro!🥀

A bit about me:

My name is dawn-rose

I’m a minor!!

I love to read and get involved in fandoms

my fav artists: The neighborhood, Arctic Monkeys, Chase Atlantic, Conan Gray, Alec Benjamin, Lana del Rey🫶

I’m a Taurus ♉️

My biggest fandoms: Shatter Me, TFOTA, TIG, Harry Potter(ik jkr is bad but it was like my childhood obsession😭)

Fav movies: Pride and Prejudice, Flipped, 10 things I hate about you, Tangled, Beauty and the Beast(live action), Hunger Games series, Harry Potter series, How to train your dragon series, The notebook, twilight

Fav shows: young sheldon, big bang theory, camp cretaceous, loki, percy jackson, Anne with an E

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I’m writing a story rn but it’s not the best. It’s my first story so if anyone has any advice please tell me.

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If you have the same interest or just want to talk to someone you can just message me. I’m interested in talking to people who have the same interests as me.

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♥️🫶🧎‍♀️ - Aaron Warner Anderson, Henry Elliot Vitiello, Cardan Greenbrair, Oak Greenbrair, Ravi Singh, Draco Malfoy, Oliver Wood, Eugene Fitzherbert(and Rapunzel obvi), Mr. Darcy,Jasper Hale, Finnick Odair, Coryo snow…, Hiccup Haddock(and Astrid ofc), THE Hawthorne Brothers, SEBASTIAN SALLOW, Lorenzo Berkshire, Theodore Nott, Mattheo Riddle, tom riddle…,

sorry kinda went on a rant😔🫶

#blog intro #the inheritance games #the cruel prince #agggtm #harry potter #shatter me #aaron warner #bury a friend #books #writer? #sebastian sallow #slytherin #slytherin boys #anne with an e #percy jackson

[radarchives]

#obey me #beelzebub #belphegor #satan #how tall are those piles of books for belphie to be buried #someone get satan some more shelf toppers

[radiantmists]

man especially having now read the flashbacks i think about how hard xie lian always tries and how many people have told him that he tries too hard, that he never should have bothered and that doing so made things worse, or even more commonly just hating on him for not fixing things or being arrogant or whatever they think his problem is. and some of those people are probably even coming from caring places!

but before hua cheng, had anyone ever sat next to him and said, you tried and that's good, it matters that you cared, you did your best. nobody could have done better than you.

how badly must xie lian have needed that?

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #the donghua is making me emotional #this arc made me emotional in the books but what can i say people crying in my ears makes it worse #GOD the way xie lian loses his temper for a /half a minute/ bc he's spent centuries in silence about this #got stabbed through the chest and buried alive to preserve lang qianqiu's heart #and now it's all destroyed #and then the second he realizes that he did something as mild as shout at the person responsible #he breaks down apologizing?? #and like. its funnier with the romance parts later but its the same thing #xie lian is still human he can't stop himself from feeling or reacting to things #but he can hate himself for it. he can apologize for ever mildly inconveniencing someone else with his humanity #i don't think he internalizes what hua cheng says here at all #but. at least someone SAID it #at least someone told him what he did mattered and what he intended was worth something #after all that time #and like. you wonder how he can be so cheerful all the time usually despite all the shit that happened to him #but it's because he thinks he deserves every bit of it!! #i feel for hua cheng on a spiritual level i would also move mountains for this poor man if i could

[camelspit]

stina on the book 10 cover (pleading)

#ough.. stina and sophie together.. #shannon do you know how insane that would make me #i would never shut up #and stina in jason chans style? i would faint on the floor dead and gone and my wife would have to bury me and be a widow #shut up about dex he has the first book the box set and a decent amount of official art #stina.. holy shit.. #batting my eyes at shannon #but also i am. delusional. #like with team valiant there was a slight chance but. #now that her character arc has been lost forever. #i doubt that it could ever happen #she could still look cool in the graphic novel though #bald stina 😳 #kotlc #stina heks