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Attempting some tablet weaving for the first time. I have essentially no idea what im doing--i did watch a few videos which mostly went in one ear and out the other, as well as look for some written guides which were completely indecipherable if for no other reason than Reading Hard.
The warping was fiddly but straightforward, and the first several inches are totally botched bc i wasnt really creating a clean warp shed bc i had no idea what belonged to what half, but after i figured that out it got way neater ! I'm not really concerned about how it looks though. This first attempt will serve its purpose either way, which is to be a bag handle so that i don't have to crochet or knit one. Yes i did finally try tablet weaving just to avoid knitting or crocheting more straps.
Also wow, these cards really arent going to last very long. I pulled them out of the 5 deck hand and foot set (hence why they're all 3s, since thats the worst card to get and i figured removing a few wouldnt be missed), but if id realized they deteriorate so fast i definitely would have just used something else. Oh well though.
Also, i had a feeling this would hurt my back, and indeed it does. I lasted about 10 minutes before it was too much. Might need to use a chair next time.
#was talking to my fiance about dyslexia earlier and have been thinking abt it a lot recently#was diagnosed as a teenager at the same time as the adhd#mostly dont think abt it and generally considered it not to affect me that badly#but i have a theory abt why i csnt read anymore and why written patterns are SO hard to follow#which is that i think reading for me takes a LOT of mental energy and focus#and if im low on that for whatever reason anything more than a few sentences is just utterly insurmountable and i can't read it#its even worse in any language other than english which baffled me for years#but ! my fiance was telling me how he has an easier time reading english than anything else bc he practiced SO MUCH trying to read normally#in english but didn't do the same in hindi or anything else#which like. oh. yeah. i also tried way harder with english bc that's what school was in and i was desperate to not be seen as stupid#which also explains why reading aloud in any language other than english is so so hard#reading hamlet aloud for english lit: god this sucks but i do love hamlet#reading dante's inferno (french translation) aloud in french lit: oh my god i hate every second of this and i think i will die from nerves#reading childrens poetry aloud in russian for my intro to russian class: if i dropped dead right now that would be preferable#and like my russian pronunciation was not the problem here#i could have a conversation with my teacher in russian okay#and i know cyrillic ! no problems there#but having to read it aloud ?? exhausting and miserable#anyway. all of this to say that i am not using patterns bc trying to mix reading with learning a new thing is just. not happening#backstrap weaving#tablet weaving
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typical-simplelove · 3 years
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All the Way Across the World - 40s AU (J. Markstrom)
Summary: Jacob wasn't looking for love while he was in England fighting the war. However, he wasn't expecting for Lily Stratton to come in and change that.
Series Masterlist
A/n: Here is the first part! This one is the same universe as the Matthew Tkachuk part that is linked in the series masterlist. Also, I want to thank @glassdanse for sharing their stories with me and allowing me to incorporate them into this series. Thank you so much for your help with this! Enjoy reading!
Warnings: mentions of war, death, and fighting; everyone on the Calgary Flames for this is Canadian (this is what worked for everything to flow)
Word Count: 9.3k
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May 26, 1940
The loud dancing music coming out of the Red Cross building on the base that Jacob was at was a calming welcome. After a ten-day boot camp trekking through the English countryside, being back in London was a nice sight. Jacob didn’t often opt to spend his nights off with his friends in the Red Cross building; however, Elias wanted to introduce Jacob and some of the other boys to the girl he’s been seeing. Rumor has it that Elias is going to propose soon. Jacob walked into the Red Cross building and immediately sighed. Loud music and drunk soldiers was not what Jacob wanted to do during his free time. He understood the idea and thought behind the Red Cross women setting this up each Friday night. That doesn’t mean he has to enjoy it.
“Please, be nice,” Elias pleads to Jacob. “Don’t be this mopey version of yourself, please?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Jacob grumbles.
“No, I agree, you’re unusually grumpy,” Matthew interjects. What was it with Jacob’s friends and their need to point out Jacob's mood? Don’t they understand that they are fighting a war? All he wanted to do with his time was find a girl to love and marry and go live in a house on a lake. Isn’t that the dream? This war threw everything out the window.
“Fine, I’ll try to be less grumpy, but I’m not taking care of you when you’re drunk later,” Jacob relents. His friends cheer around him at Jacob’s admission and a drink is thrown into Jacob’s hand. That was quick. Jacob follows his friends as they find a table to sit at, and Elias goes over to find Annica.
Some of the boys are looking around trying to find a girl who will want to dance with them. Jacob isn’t doing that. War isn’t a time to find someone to fall in love with. During wartime, Jacob is going to put his energy into fighting this war and ending it as soon as possible. The sooner that it’s over, the sooner that Jacob can go home and live the life he was working for.
“Everyone, this is Annica,” Elias says as he motions to a girl who is holding onto his hand. “Annica, everyone.”
Some of the boys wave and others say hi. Elias found a pretty girl who definitely is crazy about him. Introductions are made and small conversation happens.
“I actually have to go back to work; I don’t think Lily thought I’d be this long,” Annica says. She kisses Elias on the cheek and heads back to the kitchen.
“She’s great, right?” Elias says as he watches Annica walk away. “I think I’m going to marry her.”
“That’s great for you,” Jacob says. He tried to sound chipper and happy, but it was hard when he was in an atmosphere he didn’t want to be in.
“Don’t do this, Jacob, you promised that you wouldn’t be grumpy.”
“Then maybe I should just leave.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
“Yeah, I know,” Jacob sighs. “I’m going to go outside for a moment.” Jacob places his drink on the table that he hasn’t taken a single sip out of and crosses the room to head outside. He opens the door, and his entire attitude makes a positive turn as he heads breaths in the air.
After a few minutes of standing outside, Jacob hears some commotion about twenty feet away. He turns and looks; he sees a woman in a Red Cross uniform pouring some liquid out of a giant pot. He watches her struggle and decides to go over and help.
“Do you need some help, miss?” Jacob asks and startles the woman. She jumps and the pot lands on the ground resulting in the liquid to spill.
“Well, I guess that completes what I was trying to do,” she says with amusement.
“I’m really sorry about that,” Jacob apologizes. He looks downs at the woman and notices her shoulder length black hair that was pulled back into an intricate updo.
“Oh, don’t worry. The damage was more of you frightening me than anything else.”
“Again, my sincerest apologies, Ms.; I’m not quite sure what to call you.”
“Stratton, Ms. Lily Stratton of the Canadian Red Cross. And you are?”
“Second Lieutenant Jacob Markstrom.”
“Well, Lieutenant, thank you so much for making this part of my job easier.”
“Dumping out whatever that liquid was?”
Lily laughs. “Yeah, that’s always the hardest part. It’s heavy and I don’t have the most strong arms in the world. I doubt you can relate to that.”
“I’m afraid I don’t follow, Ms. Stratton,” Jacob asks confused.
Lily laughs, and Jacob feels a blush creep onto his face. “How tall are you, Lieutenant? Actually, it doesn't matter. You’re tall. What I mean is, I doubt that holding heavy things is a difficulty for you, Lieutenant.”
“Oh, no, definitely not, Ms. Stratton.”
Lily giggles, and Jacob determines that it’s the best noise he’s ever heard. “Well, Lieutenant Markstrom, I have to get back to serving you and your fellow soldiers. It was nice to meet you; I hope to see you around.”
“The same here, Ms. Stratton.”
Lily takes one last glance at Jacob and walks back into the kitchen. There was something about Jacob, she just couldn’t quite put her finger on it.
. . .
“Who was that man you were talking to yesterday, Lily?” Annica asks when Lily walks into the kitchen the next morning.
Lily slightly blushes and pretends to busy herself with cleaning the dishes.
“Oh, so you’re not going to tell me about him, then?” Annica teases. When Lily doesn’t respond, Annica only prods further. “You know, I could tell that he was extremely tall. Maybe I should just walk up to each tall man on the base and ask if they talked to you yesterday.”
Lily gasps. “You wouldn’t!”
“I would. Unless…”
“Unless, what?”
“Unless, Lily, you tell me his name. It’s about time that you find a romantic partner.”
“Firstly, I don’t need to have a romantic partner, so hush! Secondly, his name is Lieutenant Jacob Markstrom.”
“Oh, Lieutenant Markstrom? He’s friends with Elias.”
“Of course he is,” you joke.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Annica asks, confused.
“No, nothing mean, I promise. It just means that the one man I find attractive and talk to also happens to be friends with your boyfriend, or soon to be fiance. This means that you can badger him and me until one of us makes a move. This, however, doesn’t mean he finds me attractive or wants to go out with me.”
“Who are we talking about?” Elias asks as he walks into the kitchen. He wraps his arms around Annica from the back and kisses her cheek.
“Your friend, Jacob,” Annica answers.
“Oh? What about him?”
“Nothing, other than the fact that Lily here talked to him and finds him attractive.”
“Oh?” Elias asks amusingly.
“Can we not?” Lily pleads. “This doesn’t mean anything and it was one conversation.”
“You were the girl that Jacob was talking to because let me tell you, he came back from being outside in a happy mood,” Elias adds.
“What does that even mean?”
“He doesn’t like loud party atmospheres. However, he was in a better mood and didn’t mind the atmosphere after talking to you.”
Lily just stares at Elias and looks to Annica for help.
“It means he likes you or at least enjoys your company, Lily,” Annica clarifies.
“Oh, oh!” Lily says. “Wait, don’t. Again, this doesn’t mean anything.”
“You’re right, it might not mean anything, but you could make it mean something.”
“Oh, be quiet, Annica. Can’t we just change the topic, now? We have to have the donuts made for the pilots who come back from their flights in a few hours.”
“Sure, but this doesn’t mean we’re done with this conversation,” Annica relents. She turns to say goodbye to Elias, and Lily turns away. It was nice to see them so in love; she couldn’t wait until they got married one day.
. . .
The following week, Lily was put to work in the kitchen. She was told to have dinner readily available to be filled. Lily didn’t particularly hate this job; however, she wanted to see Jacob again. She wanted to see him and talk to him. She doubted there would be any natural way for her to see Jacob or for him to see her. Oh well, right?
Lily was beginning to peel the next batch of potatoes when the door to the kitchen opened. Believing it was just one of the Red Cross women, Lily didn’t look up. “You can leave the tray on the table in the middle.”
“Well, I don’t have any trays to give you, so I’ll just sit on this stool,” the person who enters says.
Lily lifts her head and turns to the person talking. “Lieutenant Markstrom, what are you doing here?”
“Do you not want to see me? I’m offended.”
Lily smiles. “This isn’t where the other soldiers hangout on Friday evenings.”
“What if this is where I want to be?” Jacob flirts.
Lily raises her eyebrows. “Oh, is that so, Lieutenant?”
“Partially, Ms. Stratton.”
“What does that even mean, ‘partially’, Lieutenant?”
“Annica and Elias forced me to come talk to you. I was going to wait until you made an appearance, but they forced me into here.”
Lily shakes her head. “Of course they did.”
“Now it’s my turn to ask what that means, Ms. Stratton.”
“Don’t worry, Lieutenant, it’s none of your concern.”
Jacob has an amused look in his eyes. “Mhm, if you say so, Ms. Stratton. May I ask, what are you doing?”
“I am prepping the potatoes for you and your fellow soldiers’ meal.”
“May I help, Ms. Stratton,” Jaocb asks.
“No, you may not, Lieutenant.”
Jacob asks. “And why is that?”
“You are supposed to be enjoying your evening and not working. Let me do my job, Lieutenant.”
Jacob’s deep chuckle sent shivers down Lily’s spine. “Yes, ma’am. Mind if I stay here for a bit?”
“Don’t you want to go back to your friends?” Lily asks.
“Do you really want to get rid of me that quickly?”
“No,” Lily says quickly and gets a raised eyebrow from Jacob. She blushes before she responds. “I just don’t know why you’d want to spend the evening in a kitchen when you could be drinking and dancing and ignoring your problems and the war.”
“That’s fair, but why can’t I want to spend the time with my friend?”
Lily’s smile falters slightly when Jacob calls her his friend. She doesn’t let it show, though, in her response. “Quite presumptuous, no? Calling me your friend, Lieutenant?”
“Is that not what this is?” Jacob asks with a smirk.
“I’m not sure, that’s why I’m asking.”
“Well, if it’s okay with you, I’d like to be friends with you. I think you and me could be a very powerful duo one day.”
“As friends,” Lily confirms.
“As friends, what else would we be?” Jacob asks obliviously.
“No yeah, you’re right,” Lily says. Jacob didn’t want anything more than friends with her, and she was going to be okay with that, right? Lily wasn’t going to let the attraction she felt towards Jacob ruin a perfectly fine relationship. “I’m going to get back to these potatoes, okay?”
“Yes, of course; don’t let me distract you.” Jacob tells Lily. Yeah, maybe he should walk out of the kitchen then if he didn’t want to distract her.
. . .
“Oh, good morning, Ms. Stratton,” Jacob says to Lily outside the meeting room for officers.
“Oh!” Lily says in reply. “Lieutenant, good morning to you!”
“What are you doing here?”
“I am setting up coffee, tea, and donuts for the troops this fine morning,” Lily jokes at the end. It was an awfully dreary morning with dark clouds in the sky, fog setting on the land, and a chilly breeze.
“Nice joke,” Jacob tells her.
Lily pretends to be offended. “What? This weather is quite fine.”
“I’m not sure where you’re from, but this weather is normally dreary and not ‘fine’.”
“Where are you from, Lieutenant?”
“I’m from Calgary; normal people don’t find this weather enjoyable.”
“Oh!” Lily says and raises her eyebrows. “So you’re calling me not normal and weird.”
“Who says that being not normal is weird, Ms. Stratton?” Jacob asks in a flirtatious tone. “Wait, does this mean that you like this wet, dreary weather?”
“I do like this weather, Lieutenant.”
“Where are you from, then?”
“Well, I’m from Vancouver; this weather is quite normal for Vancouverites.”
“Ah, Vancouver. Quite a lovely city, Ms. Stratton.”
“If you’re asking for me to compliment your home, Lieutenant, let me tell you, I have never been to Calgary, so I have no idea what to say.”
“Understandable, Ms. Stratton. Care to tell me about Vancouver, then?”
“Well, Lieutenant, what do you want to know?”
“Mm, I’m not sure,” Jacob says, and he playfully scratches his chin. “What about --”
“Lieutenant Markstrom, we need you here!” Captain Mark Giordano, their company CO, interrupts. “Stop flirting with the Red Cross workers!”
“Yes sir!” Jacob says. He turns to face Lily, his face is tinged with red. “My sincerest apologies, Ms. Stratton. Maybe we could continue this conversation another time?”
“Of course, Lieutenant,” Lily tells Jacob with a smile. He gives her one last glance before turning and walking away.
“So, you two are getting pretty close, eh?” Chris Tanev eggs Jacob on when he’s joined his company.
Jacob gives Chris a weird look. “What are you talking about?”
“You and Lily.”
“What about me and Lily?”
“You should ask her out. I think she likes you.”
Jacob laughs. “No, she doesn’t, and I won’t be asking her out. So don’t bother asking me to.”
Chris sighs. “Sure, whatever you say.”
. . .
After getting back from his training, Jacob has a few hours of free time, and he doesn’t know what to do. Walking around base, Jacob opts to use this time to just escape from the horrors and gruelling atmosphere of war. Subconsciously, Jacob is heading towards the Red Cross building. Incidentally, this is also where Lily happens to be at the current moment. Realizing where he’s at, Jacob decides to walk into the building. Once he’s walked in, Jacob smiles when he sees Lily sitting at a table with a notepad in front of her.
Noticing she was concentrating on her current task, Jacob softly knocks on the table to signal his arrival. Lily looks up and smiles when she sees Jacob.
“Well, hello, Lieutenant.”
“Hi, Ms. Stratton. Mind if I join you?”
“No, not at all,” Lily says and motions for the chair next to hers.
“What are you working on?” Jacob asks inquisitively.
“The Red Cross is putting on a Canada Day celebration for the troops. Because you can’t be home with your families on Canada Day, we thought we’d host our own for you here.”
“That sounds nice; you Red Cross women work hard.”
Lily smiles at Jacob. “Thank you, but I think you soldiers work harder.”
Jacob smiles at Lily. “Do you need any help with this?”
“I think I’m good at the moment; this is the first event that I will be hosting and organizing on my own.”
“Wait, does that mean you’re doing everything on your own?”
“No, no, don’t worry. I’m just the one in charge with making all the decisions and leading everyone.”
“I think you’re going to do great, Ms. Stratton.”
“Why, thank you, Lieutenant,” Lily says. Jacob was truly going to be the death of her one day.
“So, what did you do during your free time?” Elias asks later that day. He had his suspicions when he saw Jacob walking back to the barracks in the direction of the Red Cross building.
“Oh, nothing,” Jacob says. He isn’t sure why he doesn’t want to tell Elias about going to see Lily, but he knows he wants to keep that to himself.
“So, you didn’t go to the Red Cross building, then?”
“Um, no?” Jacob says.
“Why the questioning tone with that response?”
“Why all the questions badgering me about my free time?”
“Fair enough,” Elias relents.
“Just out of curiosity, why do you think I went to the Red Cross building?” Jacob asks.
“I don’t think you went; I know you went,” Elias says with power. “I saw you walking back from the direction of the Red Cross building.”
Jacob laughs and shakes his head. “Why then are you asking if you know the answer?”
“So you did go to see Lily, then?”
“I, yeah.”
“Why did you lie to me just now, then?”
Jacob shrugs. “I don’t think you need to know everything about my personal life, Elias.”
Elias sighs. “Yeah, sure, if that’s the reason, then.”
“What does that even mean?”
Elias stares Jacob directly in the eye. “You mean to tell me that there is nothing going on between you and Lily?”
“Yes, why?” Jacob asks, confused.
“Nevermind,” Elias says. This was the way it’s going to be then; Jacob was going to be oblivious to what was directly in front of him.
. . .
June 5, 1940
“I’m thinking maybe make centerpieces for all the tables,” Lily explains to some of the other Red Cross workers. “I’m going to see if my mum can send anything from back home for us to use. In the meantime, Rebecca, if you can try to find red table cloths and red and white paper. We will use the table cloths for the tables. The paper will be used to make flags. I doubt that anywhere in Great Britain sells Canadian flags. For now, why don’t we work with what we have. Let’s work on making posters to put up around base, okay?”
The group disperses into their individual groups to work on the fliers and posters.
“Any way I can help?” Jacob says out of nowhere.
“Where did you come from?” Lily asks.
“I walked in to come see you, but you were talking. I didn’t want to disturb you; you seemed like you were on a roll.”
“Oh, well, at the moment, I’m okay at the moment. However, in the future, I might be able to use your height for my advantage.”
“Let me know the time and place, and I’ll be there.”
“Perfect. What do you have planned today?”
“The weather is too muddy for us to train, so it’s a day off after our run this morning.”
“Sounds nice, what do you plan on doing?”
“I planned on coming here to see you and help, but it looks like you’re all good here.”
“How are you with coloring?”
“Is that a threat or a serious question?” Jacob jokes.
“Serious question,” Lily responds. “I was going to color in these posters, but, since you’re here, do you mind helping?”
“I don’t mind,” Jacob responds.
“Follow me,” Lily says and leads Jacob over to where her posters were. “Here. Just use these paintbrushes, please.”
“And just color it in?”
“That’s how you do it.”
Jacob begins coloring in the outlined words and pictures on the poster. He looks up and sees Lily scribbling away on her notepad. “What are you doing?” he asks.
“I am finetuning some of the details of the decorations,” she responds.
“What kind of decorations do you want to do?”
“I’m thinking of making a banner to hang made of Canadian flags,” Lily answers.
“That’s a lot of work,” Jacob admits.
“Sure, but you guys do a lot too, so shouldn’t we do something for you guys?”
“But we’re fighting a bad guy.”
“And we’re fighting off bad morale and poor morale and spirit”
“I guess both are quite vital, right?” Jacob says.
“Yes,” Lily responds. “Oh, that reminds me. I want to launch a campaign to help you guys get stuff from home.”
“What do you mean by that?”
“Well, our budget has a little bit extra cash,” Lily says. “I’m trying to get approval, so that I can reach out to your families to send the money to send small things to remind you guys of home.”
“That’s a great idea, Ms. Stratton. Also, I finished this flag, do you want me to keep going?���
“Yes, please. Don’t tell anyone yet, though, because I’m not one hundred percent sure that I’ll get approval.”
“I won’t, promise, but I hope you get it. The boys will like it for sure, if you can get approval.”
Lily smiles at Jacob. There was something about his presence that made Lily feel lighter and so much happier.
. . .
June 16, 1940
“Hey, Ms. Stratton,” Matthew says to the woman. “What are you doing here? Come to see Jacob?”
A red tint crosses Lily’s face at Jacob’s name, and Matthew smirks. “Actually, no. I’m here to pick up our shipment of supplies that came in today.”
“Oh, did you want some help?”
“Don’t worry, I’m good.”
“You sure?” Matthew asks. He looks at the large boxes labeled “Red Cross” and knows that it will be multiple trips to her car.
Glancing at the boxes, Lily changes her mind. “If you don’t mind, actually, could you?”
“Sure, I did offer to help,” Matthew says and follows Lily. The pair both grab two boxes each and head towards the car provided by the Red Cross for Lily. “Oh, hey, Marky,” Matthew says with a smirk on his face.
Lily turns to the man in question and a smile breaks out on her face. “Marky?”
“That’s my nickname,” Jacob responds with a red tint forming on his face. “What are you guys doing?”
“Oh, Lieutenant Tkachuk is helping me load up the Red Cross supplies into the car, so I can bring it back to the Red Cross building.”
“Did you need more help with that?” Jacob asks with a slight undertone of jealousy. Was Jacob jealous that Matthew was helping Lily?
“Um, I think we’re okay, but thanks,” Lily responds.
“Actually, I just realized,” Matthew states. “I have something I have to do, so, Marky, why don’t you help Ms. Stratton?”
“Oh, sure,” Jacob says.
“Bye, you two!” Matthew says as he walks away. “Behave!”
“Chucky, always making inappropriate jokes,” Jacob says.
“Oh, sure,” Lily replies. “So, Marky, huh?”
Jacob laughs. “That’s what they call me.”
“I’m assuming that’s a play on your last name, Markstrom, right?”
“You’re assuming correct.”
Lily laughs, “what would you like me to call you?”
“Anything is fine.”
Lily puts on a mischievous grin that makes Jacob’s heart skip a beat. “Okay, then. Marky, do you mind taking that box for me?”
Jacob shakes his head with a smile. “No, don’t call me that. You’re far too nice to call me Marky.”
“What does that mean, Lieutenant Markstrom?” Lily says with an emphasis on his name.
“The boys use that as a joke and to tease. They’re just being mean; you’re far too nice for that.”
“Interesting evaluation, Lieutenant.”
“You can call me Jacob, you know.”
“Oh, okay, sure, Jacob. You can call me Lily then.”
Jacob smiles. “Do you have a nickname or something?”
“Not really. My grandmother calls me Lilibeth, but that’s just because she wanted me to be an Elizabeth. She’s still quite bitter about that.”
“Well, Lily, I think your name fits you perfectly.”
“Thank you,” Lily says to Jacob with a smile that could win the war if anyone saw it.
After about fifteen minutes of transporting boxes, the pair finally finished.
“If you don’t mind me asking, what are all these boxes for?” Jacob asks. “Didn’t you guys get a shipment last week?”
“We get shipments every week with our supplies,” Lily explains. “However, there’s a bit more today because some of this stuff is also for the Canada Day celebration. I can guarantee that there are three extra crates of potatoes than normal.”
“What are the potatoes for?”
“Poutine of course. We can’t have a Canada Day celebration without it.”
“Are you making it?” Jacob asks.
“Well, me and some of the other women, but yes.”
“What else do you guys plan on serving?”
“Probably just sandwiches. We have to be careful with rationing and stuff like that.”
“Makes sense. Again, if you need any more help, just let me know.”
“Thank you, Jacob,” Lily says. “Just remember, you are fighting a war, so helping me is helping to fight the war.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Jacob says. “See you soon?”
“Yeah,” Lily says, and she gets in the car. Jacob closes the door for her, and she waves as she starts the car. “Thank you again.”
“Of course,” he replies. If he had a giant smile on his face watching her drive away, then so be it.
. . .
June 30, 1940
“No, a little higher, please,” Lily instructs Melody.
“Here?” Melody confirms.
“Perfect,” Lily responds, and Melody places the banner on the tape.
“Wow, it looks nice in here,” Jacob says from the doorway.
“Thank you,” Lily says with a smile on her face. “What are you doing here?”
“Captain Giordano had a box of supplies that his wife sent, so he sent me here to give them to you.”
“Oh, perfect! He was telling me about these; I’m glad they came in time!”
“Are you already for tomorrow?”
“I think so,” Lily says nervously. “The only thing we have left is to make all the food.”
“What are you making?”
“I told you about poutine and the sandwiches. I also want to make nanaimo bars; my mother sent me some ingredients from back home. I’ve never made it without her, so we shall see how it turns out.”
“I can’t wait to try them,” Jacob says. “Is there anything I can help you with?”
“No, actually,” Lily says. “I want this to be a surprise for you and the men, so you should leave.”
“I should leave?” Jacob asks with a raised eyebrow.
“You know what I mean, Jacob.”
“Yeah, well, can you at least tell me what I might expect?”
“I’m going to be very vague about it,” Lily says.
“That’s fine; I just like hearing you talk.”
Oh? This was new to Lily. “I, okay, I am going to deck this place out in Canadian flags, maple leafs, and red.”
“How do you plan to do that?”
“Through banners, tablecloths, centerpieces, and decorations.”
“If you want to help, let me know, Lil,” Jacob says.
Lily smiles at the nickname. “No, thank you. If you want to help, then you can leave.”
“But --”
“No,” Lily says and begins to push Jacob out the door.
“Lily, come on,” Jacob pleads.
“I’m not trying to be mean. I just need you gone, so that the Red Cross Ladies and I can get things done,” Lily further pushes Jacob out the door. “I’ll see you tomorrow?”
“Yeah, I’ll be here,” Jacob says as Lily closes the door. Despite Lily pushing Jacob out the door, there was still a wide smile on his face with a slight blush. Only Lily could bring out a smile like this on Jacob, could there be another reason for this?
July 1, 1940
“Come on, we’re going to be late,” Jacob urges on to his friends.
“Why is this so important to you?” Matthew asks with a smirk.
“No reason,” Jacob says obliviously. “I know how hard Lily has been working on this, and I want to support her.”
Matthew laughs and shakes his head. So, this was still happening then; Jacob was going to remain oblivious. This was going to be fun.
When they walk in, Jacob smiles. He was impressed. Lining the walls and ceilings were banners made of Canada flags. Each table was dressed in a red tablecloth with an elaborate centerpiece in the center. Each centerpiece was made with fake flowers with fake maple leafs hanging around it. Lining the floors were fake maple leafs. The thought that each piece of decoration had was obvious. Lily really had the skill and knack to do anything she set her mind to.
“Hey,” Lily tells the group as they walk into the Red Cross building. “Welcome to our Canada Day in England Celebration.”
“Hey,” Jacob says, and his smile immediately widdens. “It looks great in here, Lil.”
The guys roll their eyes at Jacob’s pet name for Lily. Right, Jacob wasn’t incredibly whipped for the Red Cross worker.
“Thanks,” Lily responds. “We worked hard for this to be great for you guys, so enjoy! I told you it was a good idea for me to kick you out.”
“Sure, sure,” Jacob responds with a smile, and Lily waves as she heads to the next group to soldiers to greet.
The boys thank her and give Jacob an amused look.
“What?” he asks.
“So, when’s the wedding?” Matthew asks with a grin.
“Not sure. Ask Elias, he’s the one getting married,” Jacob answers.
“Elias?” Matthew asks Elias.
“Whenever he decides to pull himself together and figure it out on his own,” Elias answers.
“What?” Jacob asks, confused. They very clearly are not talking about Elias’ engagement to Annica.
“Nothing,” Elias and Matthew say together.
Jacob rolls his eyes. “Come on, let’s find the rest of the unit.” The trio walks towards their captain and other unit members.
“This is really good,” Matthew says as he spoonfuls a mouth of poutine. “You’re a lucky man, Marky.”
Jacob looks up. “What?”
“To have a girl who cooks this amazing is so lucky.”
“I’m not dating anyone, though,” Jacob says.
“Oh, right, you haven’t realized you’re in love with Lily.”
Jacob glares at Matthew. “I haven’t realized because I’m not in love with her.”
“Sure,” Matthew says and shakes his head.
“So, Jacob, do you love my Nanaimo bars?” Lily asks as the celebration is wrapping up.
“I actually haven’t had one yet,” Jacob admits.
Lily gasps in a playful manner. “You haven’t tried one yet?”
Jacob smiles. “No, I haven’t.”
Lily suddenly grows somber. “I don’t think we can be friends, Jacob.”
“Why not?”
“Because, you haven’t eaten one of the Nanaimo bars, yet, obviously.”
Jacob laughs. “What can I do to make up for it?”
“Come with me,” Lily says and takes Jacob’s hand. She leads Jacob into the kitchen and pulls out a paper plate. “I was saving these for the Red Cross women, but since you haven’t had one yet, I feel that it’s important for you to have one.”
Lily grabs a small plate and places a Nanaimo bar on it; she hands the plate to Jacob with a smile.
“I just eat it?” Jacob asks.
“Yes, unless you want to tell me how beautiful it looks.”
You’re really beautiful. “It’s beautiful, Lily; it’s absolutely stunning.” Like you.
“Thank you, and now, try it.”
Jacob nods and eats it in one bite. “That’s amazing,” he says after finishing it. “I absolutely love it. I’m not sure why I didn’t get one earlier.”
“I’m not sure if there’s anymore around here, but you can have mine from the tray.”
“No, no, I won’t do that; you eat it,” Jacob says.
“I’ve had a few already, you eat it,” Lily insists.
“What about we share it?” Jacob suggests.
“Sure, let me get a fork.” Lily goes to the drawer and grabs a fork. She places one of the Nanaimo bars on the plate, Jacob puts out the knife. “Where did you get a knife from?”
“When you were getting the fork, I grabbed a knife.”
“That makes sense. You cut then?”
Jacob nods and cuts the bar in half. He grabs the fork and spears one of the pieces. “Here you go.” Lily grabs the fork out of his hand, and their hands briefly touch.
“Thank you,” Lily barely whispers as her face grows warm. She could suppress these feelings she had, right?
. . .
July 2, 1940
“So, you and Jacob, huh?” Annica says.
“What?” Lily says with a blush.
“You and Jacob are finally dating!”
“Yeah, no we’re not.”
“Oh, come on, really?” Annica asks. “I saw you guys in the kitchen yesterday. You guys were cute together and interacted so well together.”
Lily looks up. “It doesn’t matter what you saw.”
“Why’s that?” Annica asks curiously.
“He doesn’t feel the same,” Lily answers.
Annica squeals.
“What?” Lily questions.
“You like him?”
“Oh, yeah, I guess I do.”
“I know you don’t think he feels the same why, but he does,” Annica insists.
“No, he doesn’t.”
Annica shakes her head and sighs. Will the pair finally realize the way they both feel for each other?
. . .
August 10, 1940
“Lily, wait up!” Jacob calls out to Lily.
She turns around and smiles when she sees Jacob. “Hey, it’s you!”
“It’s me indeed. Where are you headed?”
“Nowhere in particular. I’m just out for a walk. You?”
“Same, mind if I join you?”
“Of course,” Lily replies with a smile. “How has your day been?”
“It’s been fine. I can’t complain. How about you, Lil?”
“Same, too. I’m ready to immerse myself in our next project, though.”
“What’s your next project?” Jacob asks.
“Other than Annica and Elias’ wedding?” Lily jokes.
“I guess that is coming up soon, isn’t it?”
“It is, but it’s exciting for them.”
“The Red Cross is putting on the wedding?”
“No, we aren’t,” Lily shakes her head. “However, her friends who are in the Red Cross are putting it together. Both of their parents aren’t able to be here, so we are going to try to make this as special as possible for them.”
“Well, let me know if I can help in any way,” Jacob says.
“I’ll be sure to do that,” she says with a smile.
. . .
September 16, 1940
“Guess who?” Jacob says as he covers Lily’s eyes.
“Matthew?” Lily jokes. She knows exactly who it is.
“Oh, I’m offended,” he says, and Lily giggles as he sits down next to her. “What are you reading?”
“A book,” Lily teases.
“Really?” Jacob says with a raised eyebrow. “I never could have guessed. What’s the book?”
“Pride and Prejudice.”
“Oh, a classic,” Jacob says. “Are you enjoying it?”
“I’ve read it quite a few times. We only have so many books here, so I’m rereading it.”
“One of your favorites?”
“It is,” Lily responds with a smile.
“Whatcha reading, Marky?” Matthew teases.
“A book, Chucky,” Jacob responds but not looking up.
“What’s the book?”
“Pride and Prejudice.”
This gets a bout of laughs from the men.
“Why are you reading that?” Elias says. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you read a book.”
“It’s one of Lily’s favorites, so I’m borrowing it from her and reading it.”
This comment from Jacob results in the men looking at each other knowingly. So, Jacob isn’t in love with Lily, right?”
. . .
October 11, 1940
“We missed you this past Friday at the Red Cross evening,” Jacob says to Lily as she’s setting up for the day’s activities.
Lily sniffles. “Yeah, I came down with a cold, so I stayed in my room.”
“Are you feeling better, now?” Jacob asks, concerned.
“Yeah, I have a bit of a runny nose still but nothing to worry about.”
“You’re sick, so shouldn’t we be a little bit concerned?”
“I was a lot worse the other day, so, in theory, no.”
Jacob doesn’t seem convinced. “Sure, if you say so, but that doesn’t mean I’m not going to be worried about you.”
Lily isn’t sure how to respond. She’s tried everything in her power to conceal her feelings towards Jacob; however, when he acts like this and cares for her like this, it’s hard to hide them. It’s only a matter of time before they go away, right?
. . .
November 5, 1940
“Maybe you should ask a girl to dance tonight,” Mark suggests. “It’ll take your mind off of what’s happening.”
It’s been a tough month with training and fighting. The men are tired and exhausted and stretched thin. When there is a day off, all anyone wants to do is sleep and catch up on writing home. Today is one of the few days that anyone wants to actually do anything on their day off. To seize the opportunity, the boys are going dancing.
“I think I’m good,” Jacob replies.
“Come on, live a little, have some fun, Marky,” Mark eggs on. “How about this, you tell me what you want in a girl, and I will try to find you someone who fits the bill.”
Jacob sighs. “Fine.”
“Then, Marky, close your eyes and tell me about what you want in a girl.”
Jacob closes his eyes and begins picturing the girl he wants to marry. His eyes are closed for a few seconds, but he suddenly snaps them open. He shouldn’t be picturing Lily’s green eyes or dark hair. He shouldn’t be smiling at the memory of Lily’s giggle. Why was he picturing his friend? Why was Lily’s face all he could see when he closed his eyes?
“You figure it out?” Mark asks.
“Oh, um,” Jacob begins with a shaky breath. “Blue or brown eyes? Maybe light hair. It doesn’t have to be blond or anything. Like, light brown hair? Or a mix?” Yeah, opposite of what Lily looked like.
Thankfully, Chris didn’t catch on to what Jacob was doing. Why was he thinking about Lily as his dream girl?
. . .
December 16, 1940
“Are you ready?” Lily asks Annica. “It’s the big day.”
“I think so,” Annica responds nervously. Lily helps Annica put on her veil.
“You look so beautiful; Elias is going to love you,” Lily tells her friend. Today was the big day. Annica and Elias were getting married, finally. From meeting before the war and somehow ending up in the same place, the pair fell in love and are finally getting married.
“I hope so,” she responds. “What if he isn’t there?”
“He’ll be there, I promise. He loves you more than anything in the world; I have no doubt that Elias will be standing there in his dress uniform ready to sweep you off your feet.”
Annica takes a deep breath. “Let’s head to the cathedral?”
Lily smiles. “Let’s head to the cathedral.”
“Ready, Elias?” Jacob asks. “As best man, I think it’s my responsibility to make sure you’re ready.”
Elias takes a deep breath. “I think so.”
“You look great, and she’ll love you.”
“The bride is here,” the bishop says. “Jacob, if you could head to the back and Elias, follow me?”
Elias nods. “I’m getting married!”
Jacob smiles. “That you are.”
Jacob heads to the back of the cathedral to get ready to process in with the few bridesmaids and groomsmen.
“You have the rings?” Lily asks when Jacob finally reaches the vestibule.
“Yes, I have the rings,” Jacob says and looks at Lily. the breath leaves his body. “Wow, you look beautiful, Lily.”
Lily feels the heat rush to her face. “Thank you. You don’t look too bad yourself.”
Jacob smiles and blushes. “We should get ready, yeah?”
Lily nods. “We’re walking down the aisle together.”
Jacob stops. He was supposed to lead Lily down the aisle when she was dressed in that beautiful dress that made his heart race? “Oh, okay.”
As the music begins, Lily and Jacob walk down the aisle as instructed. Throughout the entire ceremony, Jacob couldn’t stop staring at Lily. It didn’t matter if they were directly across from each other in the pew and Jacob had to move his head, he wanted to look at Lily. He wasn’t sure if she knew he was staring, but he didn’t care. She was so beautiful, and Jacob just couldn’t look away.
“How are you enjoying the evening, Jacob?” Lily asks as she goes and sits next to him at the ceremony.
“I’m enjoying the evening,” he responds with a smile. “I love that Elias and Annica are finally married. They are perfect for each other, and it shows.”
Lily nods in response. “I agree. I have a question for you.“
“Sure.”
“Do you see yourself getting married one day and doing all this?”
Jacob looks at Lily. “I’m not sure. Maybe? I think if I find the right woman who I want to spend the rest of my life with, then yes.”
Lily nods. “What does this perfect person entail to you?”
“I’m not sure,” Jacob responds. “I think someone who is smart, knows what she wants, kind, and passionate.” Kind of like you.
“Beauty isn’t a requirement?” Lily teases.
Jacob blushes. “Beauty is a weird concept, in my opinion. Everyone is beautiful in their own way, and everyone’s standards of beauty are different. So, if you find yourself beautiful, I’ll find you beautiful. If you don’t find yourself beautiful, then I’ll still find you beautiful because you are beautiful.”
“That’s really sweet, Jacob.”
“I can be a bit of a romantic when there isn’t a war to be fought.”
Lily laughs. “I can see that.”
“How about you? Do you see yourself getting married one day?”
“I think so, but similarly to you, when the right person comes, I’ll know. I do know, though, that I want to have a family.”
Jacob nods. “What do you see in your future husband?”
Lily takes a moment to respond. How can she try to describe Jacob without describing Jacob? How does she tell him that she sees him, or someone like him, to be her future husband? Fortunately, though, another soldier walks up to Lily and Jacob interrupting Lily’s response.
“I don’t mean to be rude, but a pretty girl like you should be dancing, no?” he says. Smooth, Lily thinks.
“If someone were to ask me, then I’d dance with them,” Lily flirts back. If Jacob wasn’t ever going to reciprocate her feelings, she should be able to try to move on, right?
“Well, ma’am, may I have the next dance?”
Lily looks to Jacob for confirmation. Afterall, they were having a conversation. Jacob motions his hand to express that Lily could dance. What was he to say, anyways? No, Lily, you can’t dance because we’re just friends, but you make my heart burst? No Lily you can’t dance with him because you make me calm and happy, but we’re just friends?
Lily takes this soldier’s hand and follows him to the dance floor.
“If it’s not too much to ask, may I ask your name, soldier?” Lily asks.
“Corporal Liam Springs,” Liam responds. Lower rank than Jacob Lily thinks to herself. Stop comparing the two. “And you are?”
“Red Cross worker Lily Stratton. How do you know the bride and groom?”
“I trained with Elias before getting transferred to a different unit.”
Lily nods. “I work with Annica, and we are close friends. That’s how I know the bride.”
As the song continues, Lily and Liam strike up a conversation. The constant thought that Lily kept having were along the lines of “that’s not how Jacob does it” or “Jacob is funnier” or “Jacob makes me smile more”. What was wrong with her? Why couldn’t she try to get over Jacob? It was obvious that Jacob would never feel the same, so why was she hung up on him? Because. Because Lily Stratton was in love with Jacob Markstrom, and there was nothing she could do about it.
Meanwhile, as Lily and Liam danced, Jacob was staring at the pair and sulking. There was something upsetting about watching Lily dancing with someone else.
“What are you staring at?” Chris asks Jacob as he approaches.
Jacob doesn’t realize someone was talking to him or came up to his table.
“Marky, what are you looking at?” Chris asks again; Jacob doesn’t realize. Chris smacks Jacob’s arm.
“Hey!” he finally says. “What was that for?”
“What are you staring at?” Chris asks for the third time.
Jacob doesn’t say anything but returns his gaze back to what he was staring at. This time, Chris follows Jacob’s eyeline and realizes what Jacob was looking at. He was looking at Lily, dressed in a beautiful blush dress, dancing with Liam.
“Jacob,” Chris begins.
“Why doesn’t she want to dance with me?” Jacob asks. “I’m right here, and she chooses to dance with him. I’m not disappearing or going anywhere.”
“Why do you want to dance with her?” Chris asks. Jacob always insisted that he and Lily were just friends, so why is he getting so worked up over Lily dancing with someone else?
“Because, I don’t know,” Jacob says and shakes his head. “I want to be the one to have all her attention. I want to be the one on the receiving end of her smiles. I want to be the one to dance with her. I want to be the one who she goes to when she has the biggest news or the smallest news. I just want to be around her.”
“Can I say something without you getting upset or mad at me?” Chris approaches.
“Maybe, I’m not promising anything.”
“That’s fair,” Chris begins. “I think you’re feeling this way because you’re jealous.”
“Why would I be jealous?”
Chris opens his mouth but then closes it again.
“Just say it.”
“Jacob, you’re in love with her, and I think you’re finally starting to realize that yourself.”
Jacob stares at Chris dumbfounded. He wanted to contradict his friend; however, as he sat with the thought, the more he realized that Chris was right. Jacob was in love with Lily, and he probably drew away your love because he acted in ways that represented he only wanted to be your friend. “Oh my goodness, I’m in love with her.”
Chris nods.
“What do I do? Do I just tell her? What if she doesn’t feel the same way?”
“I’m not sure what to tell you, Jacob,” Chris says. “I’m pretty sure she feels the same way, but whatever you do, you have to commit one hundred percent. You can’t go into it and only have one foot in and one foot out. She deserves the truth and everything you have to offer.”
Jacob nods. What does he do now?
. . .
“So, you and Lily, huh?” Jacob says to Liam quite passive-aggressively a few days later.
“Oh, um it’s nothing too serious,” Liam says. “We’re just talking and getting to know each other.”
Jacob scowls at the other soldier. “She’s a special girl, so don’t string her along if you have no serious intentions with her.”
“I wasn’t?”
“Good,” Jacob says and walks away angrily. That man shouldn’t get to have Lily’s love and attention. He wasn’t good enough for Lily.
. . .
“Guess what Elias told me?” Annica says as she and Lily are preparing for the day.
“What did Elias tell you?” Lily asks. “Something gross about your guys’ married life now?”
“Lily!” Annica says shocked. “Don’t worry, I wouldn’t share that with you. No, Jacob and Liam got into a fight.”
“What?” Lily asks, shocked.
“Yeah, they were arguing about something and Liam punched him.”
“Do you know why they fought?”
Annica shakes her head. “I do have a theory, though.”
“What’s your theory?”
“You.”
“Me?” Lily asks.
“I think they fought about you because they both like you.”
“I’d believe you except for the fact that Jacob doesn’t like me like that.”
“I don’t know what to say to you, Lily. I think Jacob likes you, and you should talk to him.”
“Maybe,” is all Lily says. Why would Jacob like her if he’s only ever treated her as a friend?
. . .
“Did you know that vegetables can make you tan?” Liam says to Lily out of blue.
“What?” Lily says with a giggle. “There’s no way that’s true.”
“It is! I promise; I learned it in school.”
“Where did you go to school?” Jacob questions annoyingly. He can’t stand Liam, and Liam did punch Jacob in the jaw. Granted, however, Jacob was egging on Liam, but what else was he to say as Liam talked about how you weren’t good enough for him? Liam should be lucky to have you.
“I went to the University of British Columbia,” Liam answers in a tone that Lily couldn’t quite decipher.
“Of course you did; it makes sense why you learned that in school.”
“I’m sorry?”
“Nothing,” Jacob says and looks away. There was no reason for Jacob’s comment. He had no hate against UBC except for the fact that Liam learned something from there that was bringing out your giggles. He wanted to be the one to do that. Jacob wanted to make you giggle and laugh, not UBC Liam.
“Jacob,” Lily says to him in an aggravated voice. “Can we go talk in private for a moment?”
“Sure,” Jacob says in a monotone voice.
“Jacob, what is the matter with you?” Lily fiercely says to Jacob when they’re in private.
“What, Lily?” Jacob says.
“Why are you treating Liam like that?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You’re acting like an idiot and are being truly mean and cold towards him. Why can’t you be nice to him?”
“Why are you even entertaining him, Lily?” Jacob asks with conviction.
“I don’t know,” Lily confesses.
“Really? It doesn’t seem like. It seems like you’re in love with him!”
“Well, I’m not in love with him.”
“Then why do you care for him?”
“I guess because he makes me laugh, makes me smile, and gives me attention. He cares for me, and it’s nice to have that feeling.”
“You are entertaining him for the attention he gives you? I can make you laugh, smile, and give you attention, yet you chose his attention?”
“His attention isn’t the one I want, but it’s the one I get,” Lily tells Jacob.
Jacob looks at her with a sad expression. “Yeah, whatever.”
He walks away, and Lily is beyond confused. She kind of just admitted to having feelings for Jaocb, and he just walked away?
. . .
“I’m not sure what funk you’re in, but it needs to stop,” Mark says. This was the captain's cornering that Jacob was expecting to come soon. “It’s not affecting your fighting, but it will soon.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Jacob responds.
“No, I tried to let you figure this out on your own, but it’s not working,” Mark contradicts with purpose in his voice. “What’s wrong? You’re not leaving until you figure out what’s wrong.”
“I think I blew it with Lily,” is all Jacob says. “I treated Liam like crap, and I think that’s the end of anything with her. She hasn’t talked to me in days. I miss her. I’m also in love with her, and I know I blew that with her.”
“Wait, you’re in love with her? When did you finally realize this?”
“When she started dancing with Liam,” Jacob says.
“If I’m not mistaken, I don’t think she’s been hanging out with him recently.”
“Wait, really?” Jacob says shocked.
“Whether or not you believe me, but I think she likes you, too.”
“No, she doesn’t,” Jacob insists.
“Yes, she does. I just think you didn’t know how you felt, so you ignored anything she did that might have indicated this. How many times did she spend her evenings with you? Or, did she go to you when she needed help? It didn’t matter, she always went to you or your aid. She always went to you first if Annica wasn’t around which is saying a lot because the pair are super close.”
Jacob just stares at Mark dumbfounded. He’s right. Did Lily really feel the same way? Was it possible? What if Lily didn’t feel the same way anymore? What if Jacob ruined anything ever happening? In order to quell any lingering thoughts, he knew that he had to talk to Lily.
. . .
January 1, 1941
New year, new start, right? That’s the saying? Jacob couldn’t set the world on it’s new start overnight, but he could fix his relationship with Lily. Hopefully.
You can do this, Jacob keeps telling himself. If she didn’t feel the same way anymore, then Jacob would understand. It took him hell of an amount of time to realize himself, so he’d understand if Lily got tired of waiting. He could do this.
Jacob walks into the kitchen where Annica told him Lily would be. “Hey,” he says when he walks in.
Lily looks up and gives him a soft smile. “Hey, Jacob. Happy New Year!”
“Happy New Year to you as well!” Jacob says and takes a deep breath. “Would it be okay if we went for a walk? I asked Annica, and she said that you deserve a break.”
Lily laughs. “Sure, let me just wash my hands and grab my coat. Give me a sec.”
Jacob nods.
“Ready?” Lily asks when she returns. Jacob smiles at her and leads Lily out of the kitchen to go outside. After about five minutes of walking in silence, Lily decides to ask what the reason for requesting a walk was. “Jacob, why do you want to go on a walk with me?”
“Can’t I just want to go on a New Year's walk with my lovely friend?”
“You are, but we aren’t really talking much right now.”
“That’s what I want to fix. I have one question first, what’s happening with you and Liam?”
“Nothing, I told him that I couldn’t be with him romantically if I was in love with someone else. Why do you ask?”
“I just wanted to make sure I wasn’t making a move on someone else’s girlfriend.”
“Who do you want to make a move on?” Lily asks obliviously.
Jacob gives Lily a deep chuckle. “You.”
Lily stops in her tracks and it takes a moment for Jacob to realize. “You want me?” she asks.
“I want everything with you. I know that I was an ass to Liam, and I treated you unfairly recently. In my defense, though, I finally realized I was in love with you, and I thought you didn’t like me or already got over me.”
“It’s hard to get over someone you’re crazy about,” Lily says, and Jacob erupts into a large smile.
“You mean that?”
Lily nods. “I’ve been crazy about you since that day you scared the crap out of me.”
Jacob laughs at the memory. “I think I’ve been crazy about you, too, but I just didn’t realize.”
“Good thing you realized now, yeah?”
“Absolutely,” Jacob says and cups Lily’s cheek. “Can I kiss you?”
Lily nods. “Absolutely.” The gentle kiss that Jacob places on Lily’s lips was immaculate. She never knew that kissing someone so softly could also be filled with so much passion. She knew that she never wanted to kiss anyone else ever again. “What do we do now?” Lily asks after they break away from the kiss.
“Well, we finish fighting this war, I bring you home with me to meet my family, and we live happily ever after,” Jacob says with a smile. “Is that okay?”
“Absolutely perfect,” Lily says and reaches to kiss Jacob again.
. . .
March 18, 1946
“Should I put my hand under yours?” Lily asks Jacob, her now husband. They were about to cut the cake at their wedding reception filled with their friends and family.
“Yes, you do that,” Jacob says and places a kiss on top of his wife’s head. The cut into the cake and cut a piece and put it on the plate. They both grab a fork to take a piece. They look eyes before eating the cake and smile. After finishing their bite, Jacob and Lily kiss amongst the hoots and cheers from the people gathered around them.
“Nice cake choice, Mrs. Markstrom,” Jacob says.
“See? This is why we listen to me.”
Jacob chuckles. “I guess I have forever to listen to you.”
“That you do.”
All the way across the world they had a love story. Now, on the other side, they had their forever. All the way across the world in England bloomed a friendship and love story for the ages. All the way in Calgary, though, Jacob and Lily had the start of their forever that was a story that instilled hope in all young people and couples.
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( jung yoonoh, cismale, he/him, 24. ) — alexander "lex” khang, better known to the media as eros has been working for the yōkai for around six years. rumor has it, he can be ebullient & versatile but also cocky & licentious which is why he makes the perfect safe cracker.
you can find a picture of the mask he wears during heists HERE & HERE!! though he’s customized it so that the led lights change frequently.
hi wow hello!! i’m caitlyn, 24, she/her, cst timezone. and honestly?? i am in fucking AWE of every single one of you ?!!!!!! from the bottom of my heart, thank you for taking interest in this rp & for being as encouraging and positive as you have been. words cannot express how grateful i am for each and every single one of you ?!!! whenever this idea came to me, i didn’t think it would ever take off like it has & the out pour of love and support i’ve gotten is absolutely incredible. i could go on and on for hours about how much i seriously do appreciate it, but i’d turn into an emotional lil bitch and ain’t nobody got time for that so moving on !!
this is lex, he’s a mess and a half but honestly.... i can’t ever play characters that aren’t a trashy mess with an even worse backstory so here we GO!!! there’s some basic stats, bio, personality and basic af plot ideas under the cut so if you’d like to plot like this or hmu!!!
TW: mentions of alcohol & death. ( car crashes / house fires )
general information.
full name: alexander khang. nickname(s): alex, lex. date of birth: october 31st, 1994. age: twenty-four. nationality: korean. spoken languages: english, korean, chinese, japanese, french, spanish, german & russian. gender: cismale. pronouns: he / him / his. sexuality: bisexual. faceclaim: jung yoonoh ( jaehyun ) of nct.
background.
hometown: ulsan, south korea. current residence: tokyo, japan. financial status: upper class. occupation: safe cracker. family connections: tba.
extra information.
myers briggs: entp-a. ( the debater. ) enneagram: eight. ( the challenger. ) temperament: choleric. moral aligment: neutral evil. hogwarts house: slytherin. sin: wrath. virtue: pride. zodiac: scorpio. element: fire.
biography.
born and raised in korea.
parents spoiled him and his sister to death and made sure both of them had everything they needed to be happy.
however, whenever him & his sister were young, they lost their parents to a house fire and they were forced to go into the foster care system.
he wouldn't allow him & his sister to be separated, so they ended up being in the system for a long time until an american family took interest in both of them.
and before they even realized what was going on, lex & his sister were being shipped off to the states to meet their new family.
things were... different there, their new parents still spoiling them to death but everything around them was completely new and strange.
n bc of that, and because of the fact that lex couldn't communicate with his new parents, he began to rebel.
he started sneaking out of the house, breaking into places he shouldn't have been in.. going to parties even when he was underage and all sorts of things like that.
but he took an affinity to anything that had to do with picking locks, noticing that it kept his mind focused all while continuing to be able to 'rebel' in various sorts of ways.
after that, he focused on that, buying locks of all sorts until there wasn't a thing he couldn't break into.
however, the standard locks started to become boring, technology starting to be more and more prominent in the world so he started to teach himself how to hack as well.
not just into things, but how to 'pick' technologically advanced locks and everything like that.
he started to become so interested in that lifestyle, that he went to trade school for it.
but what he didn't expect was to meet someone there in the process, lex falling head over heels the second he laid eyes on them.
and god, he was smitten. ready to marry them within six months of meeting them. after proposing on a date and them saying yes, things were starting to kick into gear.
soon after, the wedding was planned and a date was set, but the wedding would never happen and lex wouldn't be able to spend the rest of his life with them.
his fiance was taken from him in a car accident, one he blames himself for to this day because they were headed to meet him to talk about the possibility of adopting a baby bc they couldn't have one & bc lex knew what it was like to be in the foster care system and wanted to be able to pull someone else out of that situation.
after that, alexander began to let his grief consume him, finding his home to be a bar stool at the nearest bar, drinking his sorrows away until someone practically had to carry him home.
that's when he met the mastermind of the crew, the other being nice enough to drive lex home from the bar one evening due to how intoxicated he was.
the mastermind happened to catch onto the fact that lex was very much into picking locks, into breaking into things that 'couldn't' be broken into and so he offered lex a job. quick money, no one would know it was lex at the end of the day and a reputation that'd soar for years to come.
it was then that lex's life started to turn around ever-so-slightly, becoming the best ( and only ) safe cracker that the yōkai had ever seen.
he started to grow happier, or so it seemed.
lex started to hide his grief, started to pretend he was just a happy-go-lucky goof ball on the outside while continuing to drink himself to sleep at night just to be able to get some sleep at all.
but he tried to control it as much as he could, tried to keep it inwards and not let it effect him or his job, and he never did.
alexander was/is a completely different person when he's on a heist & when the crew is all at HQ together.
the only person that knows about lex’s sister and fiance is the mastermind, though he does often send big chunks of his cuts to his sister so that his niece and nephew can remain happy, healthy and equally as spoiled as he and his sister were.
he doesn’t talk about his past life, nor does he really like opening up so very few people can see that there’s a grieving person behind the goofy exterior he tends to have.
personality.
hides behind a wall of sarcasm, cockiness, and lust.
doesn’t really care to get to know people and had a tendency to push people away before they get too close to him. because he really… doesn’t want to get hurt again & doesn’t want to put them @ risk.
but will also tease and mess with literally everyone.
wears glasses to read and mess w computers, but hates them a lot and probably won’t wear them if people are around.
is …. stubborn as hell and refuses to ask for help with anything.
his motorcyle and cars are literally his babies ??? like he ?? has a problem ??
a hotmess
loves halloween so much?? he gets so hype for that holiday it’s unreal.. even if it is his bday.
fluent in a lot of languages, picked them up so that he didn’t need translators for heists n such.
lowkey worried that people will figure out that he’s actually v hurt inside because that’ll cause him to start having to deal with his feelings again, and he doesn’t wanna do that.
is the biggest flirt you will ever meet?? like if he’s speaking 2 u… its usually flirty as hell unless it has 2 do w business or he’s just known u for centuries ?
will try to get everyone to go to bars n parties with him because that’s his life in a nutshell ??
hella nerd on the inside though like owns so many comic books, loves to play video games, read books, plays piano / violin & all that jazz.
super, super intelligent. could probably work @ nasa but instead he decided to do what he does & he honestly… ain’t complaining.
drinks..heavily..  like every night?? it’s a problem tbh.
he cares… god he cares so much about people and the world but he pretends to hate everything because it’s easier than letting people in.
full of horrible and cheesy pick up lines and jokes and frequently texts people said pick up lines and jokes.
owns a book that is full of nothing but blank pages and keeps it on his coffee table because he ‘relates’ to it.
is a highkey hoe but he keeps it on the dl
super into fitness as it’s a way to keep him away from drinking every evening. ( that doesn’t work lol )
loves boxing so much and can be seen at the gym quite a bit.. also has bruised knuckles 24/7 because of it as it’s a way to take out his aggression and feelings out on a punching bag?
speaking of… anger issues af. well... grief turned into anger.
actually super kind and caring once you’re able to see get past his wall?? which is really hard to do due to his job but if u do it he’ll cherish u.
has a bad habit of smoking whenever he’s stressed out, which is usually all of the time so he smokes…. more than he should.
highkey into cuddling and all the cute shit like that but would literally never tell a soul because then they’d see that he isn’t such a hardass.
is a burnt cupcake who has really good intentions but has extremely horrible execution skills. ( and no i don’t mean the violent kind bc he’s actually v good @ that )
plot ideas.
bad influence. ( on your muse. )
best friends.
childhood friend.
confidant.
current hook up(s).
drinking buddies.
drunken hook up.
enemies that used to be friends.
enemies.
exes who ended on bad terms.
flirtationship.
frenemies.
friends that used to be enemies.
friends with benefits.
good influence. ( on lex. )
hate sex.
one night stand(s). ( past & present. )
partner in crime.
party buddies.
past hook up(s).
ride or die.
trouble makers.
unlikely friends.
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Bloodreina - The New Avenger Chapter Two (The 100/Marvel)
Prologue || Chapter One
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Summary: The 100 AU in the Marvel Universe What if Octavia and Bellamy joined the Avengers after escaping HYDRA’s Ark Project? Set after the Battle of New York. 
Pairings: All platonic for now: Steve x Octavia, Avengers x Octavia, Bellamy x Octavia, Bellamy x Raven, Octavia x Raven, Boodreina x Winter Soldier, more to come soon…
Word Count: 1786
Warnings: Bad writing maybe? (sorry about that)
A/N: We are finally getting a glimpse of Octavia’s past, in the Ark, and the people she dealt with, specially our beloved deadly assassin Winter Soldier…
Chapter Two - Winter is Coming
“Session number 4, subject Octavia Blake” Fury said out loud, leading off another recorded session. Since they joined SHIELD, one of Fury’s conditions was that once a week Octavia would join him for the course of an hour, and she would tell give him all the information she had about the Ark, the missions she executed for HYDRA and the assets she came in contact with. “Last session, we talked about the day they took you and the serum. Now, let’s talk about your training”
“The serum did not work as they expected, my body didn’t suffer physical changes, but inside, everything was hyped” Octavia started, her voice nonchalant, as if she was telling a story from a book “I was taken to a cell everyday, where my tutor would beat me up until I defended myself, or passed out” Octavia brought her eyes down to her hands as she spoke that last part, the pain inflicted to her all those years ago still very present in her mind
“Who was he?”
“They only called him “the asset”. I was not allowed to address him during training, but during the missions we were assigned he answered to Soldat, or soldier” Octavia closed her eyes briefly, the mere mention of the name giving her chills “he only spoke to give me orders, in both Russian or English. He was a machine, very precise and brutal, his strength and speed enhanced by the serum, without a doubt. He had a metal arm, complete from shoulder to hand.”
Present day
In the distance, Octavia could hear the sounds of machines beeping while the doctors worked on Fury. The sound was barely an echo, and her eyes were focused on nothing. She had become numb a lifetime ago, when she became Bloodreina, the Red Queen. Her life was blood and death, and to love, to mourn, only the weak could afford.
“Is he gonna make it?” Natasha asked as she entered the room, coming to stand by Octavia’s side, in front of the window. Her voice was shaking, and Octavia could tell that the man meant a lot to the spy.
“I don't know” Octavia simply stated
“Rogers, tell me about the shooter.” 
“He's fast and strong. Had a metal arm.” Could he be…?
“Ballistics?”
“Three slugs, no rifling. Completely untraceable.” Maria said, coming closer to the group
“Soviet-made.” Octavia concluded, to surprise of everyone in the room. All eyes were now on her, and as she was about to speak the sound of the machines alerted them to Fury’s body shutting down. Doctors worked fast, to no use. After a few shocks with the defibrillator, the flatline in the screen persisted.
“Time of death, 1:03 a.m.”
*** 
Octavia waited outside the room while the other three agents said their farewell to the director. She wanted to feel sad for the loss of the man, she truly wanted, but she felt nothing. So, she stood in the hallway, leaned against the wall, until she heard Steve’s voice calling out Natasha. The woman came rushing from the room, the super-soldier right behind her.
“Why was Fury in your apartment?” Natasha asked him straightforward 
“I don't know.” Steve replied. But he was lying.
Rumlow approached the group, turning his attention to the soldier “Cap, they want you back at SHIELD.”
“Yeah, give me a second”
“They want you now” he insisted, his voice more desperate this time.  
“Okay” Steve shut him down, annoyance cleared in his tone. He turned to Natasha, who stared a him with a sad smile “You're a terrible liar” she simply stated before walking away from them. 
Octavia was about to do the same when she felt Steve’s grip on her arm holding her in her place “Fury said not to trust in anyone” he said, as his hand roamed down from her forearm towards her hand “But my guts tell me I can trust you” he sat something small in her palm, before squeezing it shut with his hand “Go home, I’ll call you as soon as I can”
“Okay” she replied, her eyes focused on their joined hands, as his gaze lingered on her “Stay safe” he finally said, turning around, walking away from her and towards the STRIKE team
She stood motionless until they were all out of her sight. Then, slowly, she opened her hand, revealing a flash-drive in her palm, the same flash-drive they had collected the intel from the Lemurian Star.
“That was sweet” Natasha’s voice ringed in Octavia’s ear. She was caught off guard, never realizing the spy was watching so closely, and as she turned around to face her, the red-haired swiftly stole the pen from her hand, backing away from her reach
“Give it back!” Octavia hissed, trying to reach for it, but Natasha dodged “Why did Steve gave this to you?” she said, as sh inspected the pen
“Cause he trusts me” Octavia stated with a proud tone. Natasha’s face dropped
“But you don’t trust me” the spy smiled sadly. Natasha had trained Octavia since she joined SHIELD, and after all those hours together, days actually, Octavia still had no idea who the woman was. Still, she had seen the way she mourned Fury, silent tears rolling down her face, and she knew, deep inside, the same way Steve knew he could trust her, Octavia could trust in Natasha.
“I want to” Octavia said, and Natasha froze. She took advantage of that few seconds to retrieve the flash-drive, hiding it away in the inside pocket of her jacket. 
“How do you know the Winter Soldier?” 
The name made Octavia stop dead in her tracks. She turned her attention back to the other woman, who was gazing her in wonder “He was my mentor, back in the Ark”
“Do you know how to track him?” Natasha asked, expectantly 
“No, it’s like chasing a ghost” Octavia said, looking down at her hand. Whatever was in that flash-drive, would lead them to him “but let’s find out what he wants”
“Don’t you want to wait for the Captain?” Natasha’s smile was devious, which made Octavia rolled her eyes to her
“I think we can handle this by ourselves”
*** 
The two women made their way through the mall, dressed in hoodies and jeans, blending in the crowd. Steve was already waiting, leaning against a wall. He had called Octavia when they were on their way there, after he ran out of SHIELD. He was now a wanted man, a traitor. They agreed on meeting on a public place, it would be easier to access the flash-drive and make it out before the STRIKE team could get to them.
Steve walked fast towards them, as they made their way to the MAC store
“First rule of going on the run is, don't run, walk.” Natasha greeted him, jokingly
“If I run in these shoes, they're gonna fall off.” Steve mocked, as both girls cracked a laugh. They approach an isolated computer, and Octavia handled Natasha the flash-drive. From the three of them, she was the one with the most hacking expertise.
“The drive has a Level Six homing program, so as soon as we boot up SHIELD will know exactly where we are.” Natasha knowingly stated
“How much time do we have?” Steve asked, setting himself by her left side, while Octavia stood on her right
“Uh...about nine minutes from...” Natasha popped the flash-drive into the computer, initiating the program “Now” she worked the keyboard, trying to gain access to the drive “Fury was right about that ship, somebody's trying to hide something. This drive is protected by some sort of AI, it keeps rewriting itself to counter my commands.”
“Can you override it?” Octavia asked 
“The person who developed this is slightly smarter than me. Slightly. I'm gonna try running a tracer. This is a program that SHIELD developed to track hostile malware, so if we can't read the file, maybe we can find out where it came from.”
“Can I help you guys with anything?” a voice called them, their focus shifted from the screen towards a male Apple employee.
Natasha was fast in her thought “Oh, no. My fiance and sis was just helping me with some honeymoon destinations.”
“Right! We're getting married.”
“Congratulations. Where do you guys thinking about going?”
Octavia looked at the monitor, seeing the signal traced to somewhere in New Jersey “The lovebirds are going to New Jersey!” 
Steve frowned at her. Traitor. It takes everything in her willpower not to ruin their cover, and laugh in Steve’s face.
“Oh” the employee said, as he looked at Steve for a few moments. Did he recognize him? “I have the exact same glasses!”
“Wow, you two are practically twins.” Octavia mocked, aloof to the man 
“Yeah, I wish. Specimen. Uh...if you guys need anything, I've been Aaron.”
“Thank you” Steve said, as the man, Aaron, walked away, and he turned his attention back at the spy “You said nine minutes, come on” 
“Shh, relax. Got it! ...Wheaton, NJ. You know it?” 
“I used to. Let's go” Steve pulled the flash drive from the computer and they walk out of the store. 
“Meet me in the south-side exit. I’ll get us a car” Octavia said, as she walked away from them. 
After a few minutes of waiting for Steve and Nat in her newly possessed vehicle, both agents left the building hurriedly, Steve’s face red as a tomato “What happened?” Octavia asked, as Steve sat in the passengers seat without a word, and Natasha got into the backseat, smiling widely.
“I think Rogers had his first kiss since the war”
A/N: thank you for all of you who read the previous chapter, I would love some feedback, and since I never done this, I wonder if anyone wants to be tagged, just comment, or dm-me!
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