#but I also want to burn it to ashes

[yesdramas]

#Runyu did nothing wrong ASHES OF LOVE 香蜜沉沉烬如霜 — 2018, dir. Chu Yui Bun

#ashes of love #香蜜沉沉烬如霜 #cdramaedit #chinesemedia #userdramas #asiandramanet #chineseartistsinc #ashesofloveedit #gifs #i'm not actually tag anyone in here cause I need to take space in the tags for a little unpop opinion #first of all: i am team runyu #not for jinmi (but i understand he loves her but he's not that creepy anyway he just want affection) #and also because he has ALL THE MOTIVES to burn the heavenly realm down and I AM UP FOR IT #seriously if only someone had given him LOVE in the first place he would never rebel #but not that he's going to do it all I can say is: SLAYYYYY KINGGG #i'm still on episode 45 and this drama is 63 eps long but I couldn't care more for xufeng at this point i dont think i will #anyways runyu did nothing wrong <33333 i love him i love a furious man in white

[a-s-levynn]

"And I feel like I'm losing touch with what I am again / And slowly I remember why I cannot pretend" A Series of Small Offerings - III/6 - day27

#a series of small offerings #sleep token fanart #Ash! Look look! The hightlights brought it together TmT Thank you for putting up with my stupid post i really needed that morale boost🫂 #i'm still not sure it looks like rippling water but it looks aesthetically not attrocious so i'm happy with it 😂 #and we are also back to the old school fantasy novel illustration type of shading because i love it #tho why i couldn't go for the burning cathedrals line i have no idea.. but it just did not wanted to happen #tomorrow might gonna be a skip day because traveling reasons but we'll see how te day goes #sleep token #vessel #vessel fanart #vessel i #vessel sleep token #sleep token vessel #sleep token band #sleeptoken

[theoryandahalf]

Me when I realize Matt left one last ARG to solve and my only skill is simping:

But if anyone is curious there's a subreddit and a discord server dedicated to the Where's Matt ARG (discord link in sub) https://www.reddit.com/r/WheresMatpat/

#I'm like so happy for you Matthew #I can't wait for you to go out and touch grass #but I'm already burned out and its March #I barely know how to brighten an image don't ask me to solve a cipher code just to get a link to your next project #also I'm sorry Ash your reaction in the last Food Theory was just so perfect #Ash is everything I want to be when I grow up #GT Live Ash #GTLive #Team Theorist #Matpat

[blinkpen]

grumbles

what if portfolio day but its as slick and professional looking an image every given non-coward artist can muster of a character they made or have worked on saying "ceasefire now" or "they got money for wars, but can't feed the poor" and clogging the tag to total uselessness with it

#limited edition ambiguously sarcastic vent posts i know i'd get eviscerated for posting on twitter itself lmao #'this would keep me from getting hired' only by people who want you to be quiet and remain complicit about genocide #almost like any industry that puts you in that position should be burned to the ground or something #they're already trying to replace us more and more with fucking AI they don't have to pay or get backtalk from #megacorps have no loyalty to you why do you burn your morals to ashes to remain loyal to them #(-as i gently cup your face with my reassuring and also jewish hands- it is not antisemitic to say war crimes. are war crimes.) #(human lives will always be more important than arbitrary fucking lines in the dirt of this earth on which we were all meant to walk freely

[cluster-b-culture-is]

Long distance cb4cb culture is being needy and so. much. splitting. Since you can't be physically close to get a read on them, your mind just spontaneously decides how they feel about you with zero evidence. And you know the only thing that will help is seeking reassurance, but you're terrified that if you're too needy, they'll leave

.

#cluster b culture is #cluster b 4 cluster b culture is #long distance cluster b 4 cluster b culture is #cluster b #npd #aspd #bpd #hpd #Mod Reef #anonymous #yeahhh #npd crashes are. Frequent. especially because a lot of the affection and attention i want is physical #but also if anybody other than two bodies touch me i will burn the entire world to ashes just to get the feeling of unfamiliar skin off #(using bodies up there as a replacement for people because one of the bodies i'm referring to houses a plural collective) #but because i can't GET that physical affection/attention from my Person™ aside from through words & emojis. uhh to the Pits i go #+ telling tone over text is and voice calls are almost worse so i'll see something innocuous and immediately go ''oh so i'm worthless now''

[faunandfloraas]

You make me want to listen to FNF every time but I hate that song it makes me SO sad

someones not catching uuuuuuh uhhhhh uhhhh upppppppp

#thanks for the ask! #okay no but this just gives me the chance to talk about the weirdest take i saw about fnf #that was like Um Chan was lying about it being about the australian bushfires its clearly about love so lol nice try bro:/ #and i was like ............................................ ??? #the ashes? up in the sky?? fauna and flora even if i turn to dust i really want you back?? #like ????? youre right its a love song!! but not everything is about romance jesusssssssssssssssss #they were not able to visit for 3 years and imagine watching your home burning down bc mind you it was like the whole country for 6 months #1 billion animals died. the ecosystem was horrendously damaged. and this bruv finds the notion too perplexing he and felix would be affecte #and maybe write a touching little song like>>????? #its such a good song bc its got that grief in it but it is a love song and its sad but theres that bit of hope too #ough anyway. Thats why i shouldnt go on twitter bc i get annoyed about dumb things!!!!!! #also like obvs the listener will have their own takeaways from a song and how they see it but still i was confused #lmaooo #ask #i said today was the day for tangents and i didnt lie

[thatharringrovehoe]

You're doing great sweetie 🥰

#i have acquired a new babygirl #i fully support him burning his father to ashes #i don't want to fix him. he's perfect the way he is #also sorry for everyone who follows me for harringrove because I'm going to be reblogging so much of this fucking disaster child #i love him #he ruined his abusive father's entire life in one feel swoop #and even choreographed a dance number for it #the DRAMA #dabi #touya todoroki #mha #fuck endeavour's redemption arc #let his son murder him on live television you cowards

[quietwingsinthesky]

domestic destiel with baby jack except that dean wants to kill himself the entire time because he feels like he’s trapped and can’t keep going through these motions that he doesn’t feel

#<3 i can make this work. i can make this interesting for me. #jack is also not actually baby he’s just shaped like that. he is also suffering and hates it #cas would be having a nice time except that no one else is and even if he doesnt know because theyre lying the vibes are rancid and bleeding #into him #sam is having a bad time too because dean is pushing him out of the picture to better fit the ideal of married life #even if all he’d rather do is live with his brother and chill and run the bunker #keeps saying ‘sam when are you going to marry eileen?’ wedding ring on his finger from when he dragged his vows from his throat for cas to #be happy. (sam broke up with eileen months ago. he just wants his brother back. he wants his best friend back. he wants to stop sitting on #the outside of their family. he wants to see his son as his son and not when he’s pretending to be a child.) #this is going to explode so horribly for everyone <3 #personally i think jack should finally lose it from how he has to play at being so much smaller and less than he is #and burn their fucking house down and run away to sam. and then dean and cas can divorce over the ashes #and then. maybe. they can move forward into a life they can be happy in. not one they force themselves to fit #spn #dean winchester #castiel spn #jack kline #aro!dean #tw suicide

[silverselfshippingchaos]

it's literally them

#ignore my five minute scribbles but. it is very much the key wives #ash rambles 💚 #also I forgot ash's armor but shhh. her design is pretty cool (if i do say so herself) #the main attraction is her long red coat! her and her best friend (eventually wife) are the red/blue couple #she really loves her coat! it was a gift from her adoptive dad! e.raqus! #in her first appearance she only wears one glove on her right hand #but she gets some very nasty burns on her hands while trying to save her best friend #(she fails. it really fucks her up. losing her bffs and her dad for a decade. shes all alone.) #so she has black bandages on her hands in all her appearances after b.irth b.y s.leep #it's not that the wounds havent healed—it's that she doesnt want to be reminded of how weak she is. how much of a failure she is #just a pathetic little girl who didnt deserve her title of Master anymore. she's very sad for that decade. it's bad. #eventually when she does reunite with her best friend shes scared to take the bandages off. a.qua shouldnt have to see that side of her... #a.qua tells her that theyve been best friends since they were kids. theres nothing to hide. #it's not until a.qua sees those hand scars that they begin to date. theyre childhood sweethearts! theyre very cute together!!! so gay!! #i love her sooo much! theyve got a lot of baggage with a.qua being trapped in the Realm of Darkness for a decade and Ash being all alone and #struggling with a horrible case of survivor's guilt but. they make it work. they always have ever since they were little kids. #i really like my k.h s/i!!! hope you like her too hehe! also her k.eyblade is green and red and silver and named Starfire #but yeah. red/blue couples for the win! especially when theyre a.qua/ash- #a.qua gets down on one knee a couple yrs after k.h3 and they get married a wee bit after that #their kiddo is super cool too! name is violet (she/they) and they're the coolest key kid on the block hehe! #anyways yeah. good morning-

[moregraceful]

beryl is coming to visit this week and i am SO EXCITED but also working on a timeline of my parents' grief, which is a very chaotic timeline. but i am hoping the vibe does not deteriorate so badly that we end up missing the sabres-sharks game bc i really do want to experience an iota of the joy jasbah told me about once, where she saw canes-sharks and her takeaway was "i am breathing the same air as jeff skinner."

#i want to breathe the same air as jeff skinner >:( #it's also a mike grier bobblehead night which is great bc i need an effigy to burn on my george foreman grill when he trades erik karlsson #also i want to see my good friend owen power in person. i want to see a large man suck so bad at being large #beryl is visiting!!!!! and then two weeks later ash is visiting!!!!!!!!!! #and i'm gonna spend both of their visits bitching about gofundme and why cremation costs eight thousand whole ass dollars! god #my nice friends coming to visit: oh yes a nice trip to california. a relaxing time in the sunshine #me: great news! you flew across timezones and now you are going to proofread this gofundme update while i complain facedown on the floor #fresno oilers.txt

[lrdvyke]

are you in any pain? [ concerned D 🥹 ]

The sun is brighter now that the Erdtree's glow no longer eclipses it. The clouds no longer with a sheen of gold, but an ashy grey which roll across the sky in variable fits. Vyke scrubs at his eye with the heel of his palm, squinting against the horizon where the sun has finally arrived at its zenith for the day. His fingers find purchase upon the clean cloth around his head then, it sits at a slant to cover the abyss that the absence of his other eye creates, and pulls the other side down over the remaining eye.

His fingers itch to wrench the thing from its socket still.

The sudden darkness soothes for but a moment, even when the distant light within blinks in and out of existence. He listens for Darian's footsteps instead, attuning himself to them, and continues to follow the man's strides through the Lands Between without falter. Vyke knows what is coming. He likes to think he has gotten better at this, at telling when the boluses have finally lost their strength inside of him. It is just about the same time every day allowing him to anticipate and, in a way, overlap. When one wears off, the other kicks in, so that the flame never gets a chance to latch onto him again.

But today is not that type of day. They have been walking for longer, something of which Vyke does not wish to stop, but it takes its toll upon his body. The boluses keep the madness down just enough for half of the day, but sometimes the pain shoots through regardless. Where one person may feel a little sore in their legs, Vyke feels as if his whole body was submerged into the lava pits of Mount Gelmir itself.

He does not realize he stopped until Darian's voice drifts through the rush of wind in his ears. His hand pushes the cloth back up, a frenzied-yellow eye peeks out at the blur that is his friend, before he shakes his head. ❛ Not too much, ❜ he says quietly, his hands moving to unlatch the sword belt from around his hips. It is about the only thing tight on him that which he can bear for longer than a second. The trousers he has on are loose, cinching only at the ankles to be tucked into his sturdy boots. His shirt is even looser, wrinkled at the bottom from where the belt had been. They do a well enough job at covering the burns and missing skin ...

But he starts walking again, ignoring the reflexive grimace.

❛ Told myself I must make it past midday before I can rest, ❜ Vyke then explains. A goal, if one wishes, made in silence during the early mornings when sleep was hard to come by. But a goal nonetheless, bringing forth focus that is also quite difficult to come by these days. ❛ We'd never move if we stopped every time there was a flareup. ❜ Eyeless bodies, dried-out husks of people who are frozen in their midst of madness—it flashes in mind, but does its work in spurring Vyke onward.

To stop meant that the flame won.

@luredeep !

#luredeep #— ver. game #do u ever wonder about how the burning of the erdtree affected their weather for a bit #did the lands get warmer at all did the ash ruin a lot of natural resources did the tree burn for months bc of how big it was ? ? #the downsides of extensive plotting with me is that i cannot for the life of me give you short replies #i try not too. it might not look like it but i do try i swear hgkjshgjks #also i was thinking either on their way to the underground areas for more ingredients OR to the capital where the fingies might be #to figure out a cure hm hm mmm but i left it very vague if you had another idea or if u wanted to choose #tags are getting as long as the reply ANYWAY hope this is ok!! #also i imagine vyke is very light to nonexistent armor but he picked up a broadsword along the way so he isn't #completely defenseless hgkjsgj

[dearlyjun]

also writing in my password journal how much I want to fuck yeonjun

#ash speaks #his slutty waist is like burned in my brain #also I want to kiss his tummy

[jerichogender]

[ID: Five different images of comic book art showing five different female characters from The New Teen Titans. The characters featured, from first to last, are: Arella, Luand’r, Thia, Queen Hippolyta, and Adeline Kane. End Id]

#i would’ve included jade too #but it would’ve been no contest there #also i wanted to focus specifically on mothers of the titans #i’ll be honest i will cry if not one single person votes for lillith’s mom #the panel i included here where she burns a man alive & stands over his ashes is some hot girl shit #arella #luand’r #thia #queen hippolyta #adeline kane #ntt #polls

[twilightarcade]

12 and 47

ANSWERED THIS EARLY RAGHHHG YOU DIDNT SEE THAT

12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?

OKOKOK UMMM I DONT KNOW IF IVE TOLD YOU AVOUT THIS YET BUT NOW ALL OF TUMBLR (4 people max) SHALL KNOW

like ummm... let's say 2nd grade or so, somewhere in that range. I had this litte eraser for some reason you know the kind like the cheap gift bag ones. ANYWAYS I decided hell yeah time to impress my friend with this so I stuck it up my nose. How that was supposed to impress my friend I'm not sure maybe it was supposed to be like. Me making an eraser come out of my nose. Regardless I could NOT get it out and was panicking (didn't say anything, naturally) and I sat there for a bit desperately trying to get this eraser out of my nose. I eventually did and no one found out!. This naturally left a mark on me and I haven't stuck anything up my nose since, to my memory.

47: Do you have any obsessions right now?

STUPID LITTLE ROBOT HONESTLY ITS MY EVERYTHING <333333

UMUMUM in terms of music we're listening to ajj right now (this counts as an obsession because I hop around a bunch and I make the rules) umm there's this guy idk if you've heard of them his name is ashe bradley and I kind of like him a bit. AMD HTERES ALSO JOE ANDN SARA DID YOU KNOW?!?!??!!?

#askstag #anyways going to take this opportunity to go on a tangent about ashe what do you think they would be doing if his house hadn't burnt down #they being the 3 of them #I figure ashe would end up a doctor assuming it all went to plan but also wouldn't it be funny if he just didn't #like we've already established that he's clearly overworking himself I want him to burn himself to the ground so I can point and laugh #as for matty n Richard I have no idea what they were studying to be #Richard is the kinda guy I can imagine doing anything like car mechanic?? Sure office worker?? No actually I don't think he would have fun #matyy I could see being an office worker. sorta boring stuff he would be up to (but also he wouldn't) #I assume he's doing something higher but idk what and I don't think it matters anyways because I want him to fail at whatever it is #either succeed and be destroyed by that becoming his regular life or the pressure getting to him (as it did) #need to know what's up with him and Richard did you know (has mentioned this several times) #ANOTHER THING THAT WOULD BE FUNNY ashe succeeds at becoming a doctor and can't save his sister anyways. Loser. #I don't think they would stay friends though sucks to be them #ashe is obviously ashe #richard would probably reach out to them actually #matty and ashe have that whole thing going on

[the-acid-pear]

Like i know it's practically spelled out in my forehead at this point but someone deemed evil trying to be good, to be redeemed, is something that just makes me feel like

#luly talks #this is about Theodore Bagwell first and foremost but about all the others too i guess 😒 #like that's something i will never get over.like it takes a lot of a person to recognize their wrongs AND WORK TOWARDS THEIR BETTERS #LITERALLY GOING TO THROW UP AND CRY I FEEL SO MUCH FEELINGS ABOUT THIS PIECE OF SHIT HUMAN SCUM HE'S MY EVERYTHING #I WANT HIM BEATEN TO A PULP TORN APART BY HOUNDS BURNED DOWN TO MERE ASHES #BUT I ALSO WANT HIM HAPPY I WANT HIM SLEEPY SOUND I WANT HIM WITH HIS GUARD DOWN I WANT HIM FEELING SAFE FOR FUCKING ONCE #I WANT HIM TO PAY BUT I WANT HIM TO REST #SO MUCH WAS HIS FAULT BUT SO MUCH OTHER NOT I THINK EVEN THE WORST OF HUMANS DESERVE A SECOND CHANCE #THEODORE BAGWELL AKA T-BAG FROM THE HIT SHOW FROM 2005 PRISON BREAK FOREVER ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY

[pinkpruneclodwolf]

PRETENDER ACE *EXPLODES* FAWK YOU REMINDED ME OF ME AND A FRIEND'S IDEA WHERE ACE "LIES ARE MIXED WITH A BIT OF TRUTH IN IT" TRAPPOLA IS A PSEUDO SERVANT BUT THE SERVANT HE'S MIXED WITH IS OBERON "LYING LIAR MAN" VORTIGERN.

Also Pretender Ace but he's a Kama pseudo-servant is *chef's kiss* how he's nobody and kama and ace separately in the same breath and how he hates and loves and feels nothing at all for the people around him, and how he technically inherited the beast traits of Kama but loves them the way just normal Ace does but how this love is delivered and shown to others in such a twisted way (i.e.: like world destruction or something) that any trace of either kama or ace are just wiped off because none of them would ever do that and I just RARARARAWFFSRARARRARARARATRAFAGAGAFSFAFFAFAFW

I am completely normal I swear.

Thank Raynon for the new brain rot material bc,,,,,

I want to remind yall that Ace is actually more pivotal in the story than you think—him eating that tart was what really kicked off the game in the first place and if we REALLY wanna get into it, he's almost has main character traits.

But really, Pretender!Ace is such an interesting concept bc to him he wouldn't perceive himself as someone who lies ab himself.

He sprinkles the truth in like Oberon, where the lines of truth and lie are blurred.

So what would lead to Ace becoming a Pretender class?

Yuu, of course.

Because what else would be the perfect summation of how much he cares for his friends if not to forsake his sense of "self" and become a vessel for a God forsaken by humanity and her fellow God's?

The parallel of Giving and having something Taken away.

I would even argue that Ace is more like Rati in that regard.

Rati was the lover of Kama and when he had died by Shiva's hand. Some legends described her wailing and cursing the God's for sending Kama on a "doomed mission" other legends have her pleading for his resurrection which is promised.

So in a sense Kama was drawn to the traits of Rati rather than Ace and Kama sharing a likeness.

Though, what could Yuu or Ace have done to inscribe those traits into him?

#body #twst #twisted wonderland #scream into the void and i'll answer #ace trappola #like Ace giving up his voluntatily while Kama had his burned to ashes #Like Kama and Ace are an amazing combo but in the way that Kama wanted to be closer to fragments to his wife #Also the doomed mission part always sticks out to me BECAUSE of Yuu consistently dealing with Overblots #I just find it so interesting that Ace is Rati while Yuu is Kama and yet Ace ends up being the vessel for Kama #Not to mention Kama and Ace having distinct personalities #I just see Ace being the primary personality instead of Kama overwriting like she did with Sakura #i know this didnt really answer the ask but add to it but im sooo NORMAL #also the concept of absence of self and leaving yourself hollow in the face of saving ur friend is so delicious to me