#but I appreciate all of them anyway😭

[astorythatwritesitself]

yes good day hi I am being COMPLETELY normal don't look at the tags about this Valentine's YCH from @valkblue 😭

#mass effect #shrios #shep tag #LOOK AT THEM THOUGH AGH #i have put Adrian through many problems and i will do it again but also she can get a kiss from her bf so it's okay #it's so sweet!!! they just Get To Have A Moment To Enjoy!!! #also PLEASE appreciate all the texture work on here with me like godDAMN!!! #thank you again SO much i have been wanting Shrios art with my shep specifically for over a decade now & this is SO good 😭 #anyway time to play mass effect & figure out a writing i can attach this as a header image for

[spacedlexi]

the way the ericson group were at the outbreak just a bunch of troubled kids who made various mistakes or committed crimes and were judged by a system that punished and abandoned them instead of giving them the support and love they needed, are then nearly a decade later put into a situation where now they must judge a troubled child for the mistakes and crimes hes committed against them. and 5 to 3 vote them out 😭

#twdg #i love the way s4 connects back to lees whole 'murderer' thing back in s1 😭 guilt...atonement.....systems of punishment #i love thinking about s1>s4 themes and crying #anyway this is partially why i hate when i see the ericson cast reduced down to 'just some teens' its so much more than that #them being abandoned in a boarding school for troubled kids is SO IMPORTANT its not 'just some school' #anyway its also probably why theyre my favorite cast #theyre literally one of if not the most mature group of the series even while being a bunch of kids who make choices i dont agree with #because they actually love and care about each other. even when theyre mad. because theyre all they have left #i do think the vote was a fair way to handle it even tho i still ultimately find it cruel. they couldve talked it out #but this is still a story that needs conflict to resolve so is what it is #they would rather they leave than have to face their confused feelings. the most immature thing they do. but understandable #they did such a good job crafting that cast for clem GOD an entire ensemble built around her and aj....delicious #zombie/post apoc media about love and community my beloved 😭 #sorry but get tf out of here with that 'humans are evil and everyone dies' lame ass bullshit we are nothing without community #the amount of love pouring out of s4 is like getting my ass kicked but then they give me a big hug and kiss after and send me on my way #s4 my absolute beloved i really love it more and more every time. so much to appreciate even with it the way it is #the themes bro the themes........ the connections between seasons 1 and 4 you are everything to me #it speaks

[boydykepdf]

worst thing in the world when ur love language is gifts & ur favorite people don’t care abt receiving small presents & trinkets…i understand those cats that leave dead animals on doorsteps we r living the same lifestyle

#literally LOVE getting people presents esp my close friends bc i can make them so cute + personal #but my fucking. twin. is like the least materialistic person EVER like she never wants anything… #had the brilliant idea 2 make her a personalized advent calendar xmas gift like it’s gonna be SO cute #gonna get 12 little presents package them all nicely etc…but i just know she will not care that much 🥲 #whatever tho…it’ll be fun 4 me 2 make i already knitted her a big scarf that’ll probably be day 12… #might do it for my other sister or another friend too i just feel like this is such a good idea…. #can go 2 the thrift store & find cute trinkets…get little snacks…buy some fuzzy socks + little hand lotions etc…. #then wrapping paper from the thrift store & leftover ribbon from halloween costume. little handmade number cards…. #was already planning 2 knit them scarves anyway. scream this is the best present idea and none of them will fully appreciate it 😭😭😭

[skitskatdacat63]

2005 Chinese Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso(ft. Flavio Briatore)

#not pictured but: CRYING LAUGHING AT THE FACT THAT NANDO SET HIS OWN CAR ON FIRE BY REVVING FOR FUN TOO MUCH 😭😭 #and the commentators saying 'well kids will be kids' abt it ^ im having a moment 🥺🥺🥺 #not pictured: NANDO SINGING WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS ON THE RADIO 🥺🥺 I DIDNT REALIZE IT WAS FROM THIS RACE IM CRYINGNGGGG #all of the nando/flavio moments....if i speak- #theres just so many things i am staring intently at #SCREAMING CRYING THATS HIS BOY!!!! HIS BOYYYYY!!!!! LOOK AT THEM!!!!!! #im glad no one is around me when i watch race podiums bcs i make so many embarrassing squealing noises AHJDKFLFLLF #hate this podium(/s) bcs its peer-pressuring me into watching 2006 next...ahhhhh i might.. #renault nando is just so....hes just sooooooo...he is my blorbo and i want more of him but ahhhh.... #its really really so cute to imagine that zhou is somewhere at the racetrack watching nando win the wcc #apologies to ralf and kimi who are also on this podium but not pictured here but this is fernando's podiums theres too much good content #i hate to cut down these gif posts to 10 but then again i cant just post all 20 gifs i did make #speaking of gifs that didnt make it into this post theres one of him holding up '7' which will be included in a dif post!! #anyways im v sad that this journey is over but proud of myself for finishing it and posting all of these #tysm to everyone whos been here since round 1!! its been a lot of fun and i appreciate your support sm heheh #but worry not! the grind never stops! 2005 may be done but theres so many seasons i wanna watch #fernando alonso #fa14 #2005 chinese gp #2005 chinese grand prix #renault nando #renault #flavio briatore #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #(2005: 19/19 races watched) #<- well that was satisfying to type out! :D

[twunkzilla]

Once you meet like cishet dudes that are actually cool and you can dudebro around its the funnest shit I'm like dude imagine for every birthday as a kid you just got barbie dolls and dollar store nail polish and they were like broooo that sounds awful I know your pain

#my straight boy friends are lowkey gay as fuck but #being the person i am i have an easier time with cis men than women #just cause cis men are much more overt with transphobia and they tend to see how im like them and appreciate my aggro male rigomoroll #with women i feel like ahhh im out of place youre all bathed and shit #you keep your voices at an even speaking level 😭😭 #jk straight cis girls scare the shit out of me and they tend to think im like them for some reason so ill see them make shit up and project #deffo been traumatized by both cisgenders but i think i focus more on trauma from women cause it lasts so long #with gossipping and snitching and making shit up to their boyfriends #so with men it was usually one and done id get my ass kicked but the cycle was perpetuated by their crusty girls #god theyre like fucking symbiotic species #anyway no hate all genders are valid both real men and women and cis men and women

[mattodore]

hello, I'm curious about some things about Matthias and Theo

Who asked first to date?

How did their relationship look before it started to be serious?

Oh, Matthias was after Theo from the start. Theo’s pretty much Matthias’s exact type (which I’ve talked about here) and from the moment he first saw Theo he’d already made up his mind to go after him. He was, however, obstructed by the fact that Theo did not like him. Theo was instantly wary and on edge around him. Prey vs. predator. You get the themes and motifs, you understand what I mean. Obviously this changes over time, but when it does… Matthias doesn’t exactly ask Theo out. They behave exactly how a couple behaves: staying over at each other’s places, sleeping together, relying on one another… but Matthias still doesn’t ask Theo to date him because he already considers Theo to be his in that way. I don’t think he ever actually asks. And Theo… well. Theo doesn’t really think about it. But Matthias approached Theo first and he’s the one who made all the first moves. So… I would say him.

As for their relationship before they became serious… hm. Their relationship was always kind of serious from their very first interaction. With two characters like Theo and Matthias… there’s no way they could’ve been anything but that. But I do get what you’re really asking…

Since Theo is exactly his type, Matthias was drawn to him immediately, watching him across the room and leisurely enjoying the view. Matthias approached Theo at first the same way he approached all the men he wanted to sleep with—which is to say that he was charming and seductive. He did just want to fuck Theo at first, to be frank. But I will say that Matthias was kind of already ready to degrade himself for Theo from the moment they started talking. Theo is… very enticing. I mean, you’ve seen Theo. He’s gorgeous and he’s got an air about him that has you wanting more… He’s certainly captivating in his beauty but that quality of his that seems almost untouchable and uncaring is what really made Matthias crazy. Plus, Theo was rude. Matthias wanted him so bad he would’ve knelt then and there for him. 

Theo, on the other hand, didn’t want anything to do with Matthias. This isn’t to say that Theo had no interest in Matthias. Theo was… very attracted to him. The first word out of Matthias’s mouth made him shiver. Theo is a sensory kind of person, and the sound of Matthias’s voice paired with the distinct scent of his cologne… Theo was turned on pretty much the second Matthias got close to him. But Theo also has a lot of problems with a very certain type of man that Matthias fits the bill for: authority figures. Matthias gives a very strong impression. His bearing, his stature, his arrogance, his wealth, his voice… they all paint a very clear picture of who Matthias is and what he could be capable of. Or, they did in Theo’s mind, anyway. Theo makes a lot of snap judgments to protect himself and he’s very stubborn. He does not budge. And Matthias had the unfortunate obstacle of Theo’s acidic, distrustful personality to soften first before he could even try talking to him successfully. Now, I’m not saying Theo was exactly wrong here… Matthias is not a good person. Amoral degeneracy and hedonism… this is Matthias to me. So, yeah… Theo was very smart to avoid Matthias. But Theo was also misreading things almost intentionally because he was attracted to Matthias in a way he wasn’t used to. And he was also reacting to a trigger response. Prey animal fear. So.

When they met again, it was a little different. Matthias was interested in Theo for a much different reason. After Theo had so bluntly told Matthias off and showed how clearly he saw him, Matthias was intrigued. And Theo was… in a bit of a way. Plus, he didn’t remember meeting Matthias before. So the conversation was different. Theo’s guard was down. They talked, but nothing more. Matthias offered to dance with Theo, though, which Theo declined. 

They have more incidental meetings from there and Theo slowly drops his hackles. Not all the way, mind you, but enough that when Matthias slips Theo’s hair behind his ear and leans down to whisper to him, Theo allows himself to be guided someplace more intimate. Theo’s never had sex the way he’s had sex with Matthias. It scares him off. Matthias has to coax him back to him, which is no easy task… Theo can be very harsh when he’s scared. But Matthias likes being hurt and humiliated, doesn’t he? So. Not a problem for him. And the reward would be so sweet… so he takes his time. He warms Theo up. Theo’s aware of what Matthias is doing, but it’s not like Theo doesn’t want to have him again… his attraction to Matthias is even worse now that he knows what he’s like in bed. So he’s lured in so gently… and then they have sex again. And it keeps happening. But Theo doesn’t want anything else from Matthias. And all Matthias wants is Theo’s time. Matthias is infatuated and desperate and, yeah, a little pathetic. Theo is still detached and waspish but melts so, so easily when Matthias touches him just right. 

#river dipping #asks #anonymous #oc extras #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #ts4 #FINALLY!!! finished answering this!! you sent this in october... my god................... anon you have my full permission #to execute me for making you wait THIS LONG!! despite how many time since october i've said i'd start working on it soon #but thank you for asking <3 it's very sweet of you and i appreciate the excuse to talk about them #very much a ''won't speak until spoken to'' kind of person even on my blog 😭😭😭 i really need to get over that but yk how it is. avpd. #but anyway i won't lie............ #i feel like a lot of this is probably just stuff i've said before but now i've said it all together just slightly reworded #i also finished typing out my reply to another oc extras ask earlier too so i'm going to answer that one soon too but!! #<- deleted some tags bc i ended up taking new screenshots and editing them :)

[indigopoptart]

HIII- sorry I’ve been acting dead, my computer fried and I’m currently using my iPad 😅-

how are you doing 😁

ft @akemima and @sammysun. yall real ones fr

#literally would not have survived without them kms #my gs #love and appreciate yall more than words can say #literally my world #i could go on for hours about how much i appreciate them kms #I LOVE YOU GUYS RAHHHH #ok back on topic #i dont know how to get this back on topic now im thinking about the both of them #dies #ok anyway #YEAH! #stamps got paused abruptly because of a buncha shit going on at the same time (its mostly cooled down now!) #but im getting better mentally! #thanks to all my friends smfh #ily all kms #BUT YEAH! #home is a house and it only has people in it #thank yall for worrying though! #all your kind messages fr make me happy #like damn random people on the internet actually care about me???? thats so sweet😭 #BUT YES IM DOIGN BETTER NOW!!! and im trying to get back into writing #art #indigo’s art #ask indigo #my art #goober cameo #digital art #uhhh idk what else to tag this #but frfr thank u both u and ur sister #yall r real ones

[barefootcosplayer]

I have had the nicest people commenting on all my old bioshock fics recently and it is just so heartwarming and affirming like thank you and ily ily ily, I’m just feeling the love 😭💛🥰

#fun fact I kept trying to add an emoji to this post to properly convey my appreciative emotion #😭😭 <- this guy and a signature yella heart #but it kept rendering half the text of my post invisible and uninteractable #so just know that this app is a well formed product #you never cease dissapointing my tumblr #keep it sleazy #but anyway yes I’m filled with gratitude and whatnot #what’s up with this bioshock interest it’s gonna make me pick up the game again 🙊🙊 #fully considered rereading the novel which like as a lover of bill mcdonagh that is nice but man oh man is it a trash bit of writing #one day I will bite John Shirley’s nose off in retribution #but also I was looking at the bioshock two art book (which yes I also own literally who else is it made for if not Me #bioshock 2’s biggest supporter/stan) and manzo did it make me wanna write about the middling days of rapture #the descent into splicerhood is an aspect I find super appealing #and like all of those early signs #bc plasmids didn’t immediately morph people into splicers it had to have been a gradual thing #and the time right after plasmids were put on the market and people #began to use them and began to see the slow mental and physical decline #that has so much writing potential #the slow slide into it #maybe it’s a fic about jasmine or Anna or some of those fort frolic people and we watch our narrator start to lose control over certain #thoughts or actions #or they wake up with a boil #I’m just saying it could be hella interesting and I’m thinking about writing bioshock fanfic again but don’t quote me on that #I’d need to reach out to the old ‘shock crew again #Dana and Molly know I love you always #okay that’s enough sap for one post back to blithely reposting bullshit like once a week #(but seriously talk to me about the initial onset of splicer symptoms #the societal shift at that time is so tense and juicy! #i love you minutia lol) #barefoot raps the news

[roseofcards90]

I love building gundams so much!! They’re just little guys that stand on my shelf that I build and I’m like omg those are the little guys from the show that I also watch!!

#I also have 3 more from HG build fighters iirc? #I’m only familiar with gwitch rn tho 😭 I want to try and watch all the other series one day! #my brother was the one who got me interested in building them since he had some of his own too and owned the gundam playstation game #I played obsessively when I was a kid lmao #I don’t remember the title of it but it was on the ps2 and it was so fun omg #anyway yeah I love gundam lol #I also appreciate gwitch for getting me back into the series #my posts

[magicalbats]

Just saw someone on Twitter say Geto Suguru was a Barb in the 2010’s and y’know what. They’re right. I wholeheartedly believe it. Headcanon not only accepted but also jotted down and verified in the MagicBats Big Book of HC’s. I’m gonna’ get that shit notarized, in fact. 🤣

#back when season 1 was airing I read this REALLY cute fic series that had Gojo and Suguru with a black self insert #if I remember correctly there was a part where she gave them bonnets to sleep in with the reader and I just thought that was the most #adorable thing ✋😭 #I just know deep in my heart Suguru respects and appreciates the culture (up until you know … 🤪) #I’ve also seen a few tik toks where black women who are dating Asian or white or other men give them bonnets too so really I just need more #of this specific language all around #but anyway if anyone happens to know what fic I’m talking about I’d appreciate a link if you’ve got one cmdmdmdmd #this specific love language*** dammit

[woozi]

thank u for giving this lil blog lots of love even though i'm not as active as i used to be 🥰

#very much surprised to still see it growing and to still be receiving messages/asks even though i've been away for a bit #sorry i've been unable to answer them i promise to get to them very soon!! i appreciate all of them more than you'd ever know 🥹 #people on main might not have noticed bc that one's running on a queue that goes on for 2 months at a time but dndndjjd #also don't think i explicitly mentioned the reason why i've been pretty ia but it's because uni and my other orgs are meeting- #-face to face now again #it's also my final semester in uni!! think i'm graduating with latin honors <33 #life has been very busy and i really missed coming on here to hang out with everyone and create lil somethings 🥹 #thank you very much for sticking with me all this time!! <3 #just giving you all a bit of a life update in case u were wondering where i was hehe #though idk if ppl will even see/read this 😭 #but if ure still here and u got to this part thank u again and ily <33 hope the days r increasingly kind to u & that today is a v good one!! #if not here r some flowers 🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷 #and candies!! 🍭🍬 #or hugs if you'd like them better 🤗🤗🫂🫂 #hope u all know i'm always just here if u need a friend (even if we haven't talked b4)!! i'm just a bit slow with replies hehe #anyway #thank u again everyone <33 it's so nice to see all of u again!! #i'll try to come on here a lot more 🥰 #y.txt

[elegyofthemoon]

Sorry, but I saw your comment about how Gepard is in that piece like Serval's shield, and I guess you mean in general how that's the role he has as the captain of the Silvermane guards and how that's the role he tried to get to get "even" with Serval due to childhood, but also... The fact that at the same time Serval is still literally his shield? That always makes me soooo ajfkabfksndjd when it comes to them and their dynamic.

DONT MAKE ME THINK ABOUT THIS IM TRYING TO COOL OFF LMAO

#answered #longagoitwastuesday #MORE REASONS TO APPRECIATE THAT ART SM you're so right though #i think i was saying something about like gepard living in serval's shadow and living up to a lot of the potential serval had left behind #but yeah also regardless of how much time has passed gepard is still very very much serval's little brother and serval still being #his shield in turn #actually if i think longer on the landaus i think im going to just go light myself on fire instead #see also thats another reason why i'm like 'so where does that leave lynx' i wanna knOW and understand more #i think i told myself this weekend im just gonna go rewatch servals companion quest and lynxs just bc this brainrots like killing me mental #but its fiiiiine its fiiiiiine we're okaaaaaay #you'd think after throwing up a lot of thoughts on them i'd shut up #i think i passed out last night talking about them #AND THEN WOKE UP TALKING ABOUT THEM AGAIN???????? #girl shut the fuck up 😭😭😭 #like idk there's probably no way we'll see the landau parents and that's totally fine by me #but i just wanna see and trace development between all three of the kids bc we can see how much that played into serval and gepard #but lynx. idk i feel like she just kinda went her own way and that was that #bUT I MUST DIG HARDER #anyways the tags are so barren....i need something to trap me in a neverending cycle of brainrotting destruction for them #anyways. normal day on snow's blog. what.

[hyperfixationtimego]

if you hate him we can’t be friends 💔

#this is how I cope with seeing people who are Inherently Wrong™️ in the main tags btw #he’s just a guy……..his heart is so full and he loves so thoroughly #he adopts an emo and a feral goth and helps them to appreciate life again what more do you WANT FROM HIM #obviously he has flaws but every dr character does?? #and frankly aside from the translation issues I find that his flaws are handled in one of the most narratively satisfying ways #and I definitely feel as though a lot his actions and behaviors that people point to as reasons for disliking him are simply taken out of #context #he’s a character who was facing death before the killing game ever even started - #YES he’s intense but that’s because he has to be. he’s trying to do as much as he can within a limited timeframe #AS A TEENAGER NO LESS #Y’ALL SEEM TO LIKE TO FORGET THAT PART TOO…..GUY’S IN HIGH SCHOOL 😭 #and anyway when push comes to shove he sets aside his grudges to try and do the right thing for the people he cares about #it’s. sigh. I think about the hangar scene SO MUCH. #like he really doesn’t let Shuichi apologize because he knows that Shuichi shouldn’t HAVE to #ALSO??? he’s not BEING AN ASSHOLE in chapter 4 HE’S JUST SEEING THE AFTERMATH OF SOMEONE HAVING BEEN HORRIBLY MANIPULATED INTO DOING #SOMETHING THEY WOULD NEVER OTHERWISE DO #he puts so much faith and trust in his friends because he KNOWS that fundamentally they are good people #he’s not even!!!!! directly an asshole to Kokichi until Kokichi starts treating the losses and trauma they’ve all suffered as trivial!!! #oh and don’t even come at me with the ‘’hypocrisy’’ shit #the dude’s body is fucking SHUTTING DOWN I can forgive him for not doing a couple pushups 😭 #cries and sobs I love him so much. he tries so hard to be positive and make the most of things #y’all just jealous 🤧 #danganronpa #kaito momota #ndrv3 #new danganronpa v3 #killing harmony #new danganronpa v3 killing harmony

[lyriumlullaby-ao3]

y’all i s2g i have way more meta for you and i think some of you may even like it lol but UNFORTUNATELY i’m an idiot who decided they wanted a PhD lmfao so. yeah grad school apps are draining the life from me 😭

#thoughts and prayers appreciated lol #this is all /lh #i just get so much serotonin from interacting with y’all and school is trying to kill me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #antares speaks #i started working on more solas meta last weekend and didn’t get it finished bc of school stuff and this weekend is gonna be even worse 😭 #statements of intent!!! letters of rec!! a WRITING SAMPLE #bestie said i should send them my smut and we had a good laugh #would that my smut would get me into UBC or Berkeley but ALAS lol #anyway we’re still gonna peg the templar though lol #oh scuse me—EX-templar lol #it’s happening. i wrote ~1k of it yesterday lol #follow up thought: how do i get my millennial ass brain to stop saying ‘lol’ about everything alsjdks

[lilmeowmeowsagelesath]

i’m probably in the minority but so far i actually like all four of the guys lol

#like maybe not to the point i wanna romance them all but #they’re way more decent than i was expecting if i’m honest.. #of course that could change in upcoming eps lol you never know #originally i was high key planning to go for raf but he seems to be staying loyal for now (which i appreciate!! what a sweetie) #and in a surprising turn of events i might be going for…. joyo 👀 #he’s not as fuckboy-like as i was expecting i’m sorry for judging you before meeting you babe 😅😭 #anyways yeah we’ll see what happens !! #i also like the girls but summer started to piss me off sigh #litg #litg7 #stick or twist #personal #mine