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orionangeline · 16 days ago
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Tfw you're daydreaming about being in an interview for a book you never got around to writing and now you really want to read it but oops it doesn't exist but at least the author seems cool
#no it would have been a very angsty im in middle school and im SO full of angst and run on sentences and I like edward cullen and the fae#and also I don't know how to separate or transition ideas so theyre all gonna be smashed together versions of my favorite books type thing#to be fair I started the idea around middle school so#no but the amount of 'huh that's probably not a good sign mentally' things I put in it#idk how people dedicate books to their family when I would die if my family ever saw any of my wips#if I ever actually write/publish anything its definitely gonna be under a pseudonym for sure#at least the main characters are all nonbinaries and or slightly magic and or a really big wolf who is a mother hen#god the tumblr posts about how they had potential or the book was problematic or oh god the horney fangirls for my emo mc#the fanart of the mc and their best friend the fae wolf who the interview revealed could turn into a humanoid but only in faerie#the interview also revealed that the main characters name was main character y/n shortened to maich ryan / ryan maich#anyways I mean ive seen worse things published im just too lazy to write it/ remember more than a basic plot and some cool scenes#I would however be wildly amused by messing with the fandom if I did write it and it did gain a fandom#i had some cool ideas for the format but i never would have handled it properly#there was some stuff that would've needed a lot of research and not just the places that the mcs traveled to#like the book would've been formatted like ur the mc/in mcs head like first person right but mc always refers to themselves as 'we' mentally#and it's eventually revealed that you (reader) are like. an alternate personality right but I have no clue how to not do that... poorly#anyways maich (make) has been through some stuff and i didn't want to write poor representation yknow? a middle schoolers idea of how#how some of that would affect a person was really inaccurate but also imperative to the plot unfortunately#eventually I'll do enough research that I can make a good reworked version probably maybe idk its sorta cringe in general lol but#but I really want to write about the characters#-well about the mother hen magic wolf that adopts a useless gremlin who won't take care of themselves#also it was going to be a romance between the two human mcs but I had no idea what a romance really looked like from the inside so it ended#ended up being a really homoerotic best friendship thing that was very awkward and also maich dies at the end#then the interview reveals that wolf actually dragged maich back to faerie before they died but maich thinks they're dead but!#they live happily ever after basically#see bc the story made me sad that maich dies for other mc at the end so i made it less an allegory for trying ur hardest and still failing#and more an allegory for like. cutting ties and just moving somewhere new if you have too many bad memories but now you get to be#a forest cryptid with ur dog and sometimes talk to a bitchy tree lady and her wife the river. also for no reason whatsoever the moon and sun#are brothers and fall for maich and they get chased away by wolf and that's why wolves howl at the moon it's to keep dumb gods from their#best bros. also wolf used to run with the wild hunt I don't make the rules
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aiden-png · 2 months ago
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I keep writing in a vacuum ^^; I started publishing my work somewhere entirely different to a new audience and thought that the success there meant my writing had merit on its own. but writing to please an audience will always please that audience, and doesn’t mean my work is actually quality. some ppl are always going to go easy on me or be too nice, even when I ask them for honest, brutal feedback. but then on the other end of it, if someone who doesn’t like the genre I write reads my work and doesn’t like it, does that mean it’s bad? or just that it doesn’t appeal to them... I got some really great feedback today that is really gonna help me continue to improve, but it sucks to hear negative feedback that then says the work that needed polishing actually just needs to be scrapped. I can’t always write in a vacuum bc it’s safe and validation feels nice. I know I have a long way to go as a writer, even if I’ve improved a lot in the last year. constant success in a vacuum will only prepare me for failure when I venture out of it... it’s still hard to decide what feedback to use and what feedback to tune out though. not everyone will always like my work, but when I’m proud of it, it does sting to be told it’s so bare it’s just a skeleton of a story
#aiden writes#the best way to improve is to keep writing and set attainable goals#I have a new goal rn and I’m reaching for it but if I don’t know my own weaknesses then I will surely fail#I got the feedback pointing out my weaknesses and I’m gonna use it wholeheartedly#but I may have to ignore the feedback to scrap it entirely for being too vague#I now have 3 opinions I asked for and 1 I did not ^^; and the 3 I asked for gave me the 3 perspectives I needed#the piece was entertaining to read and the story is built without any excess#tone and description needs development as do character voices and setting#I don’t need the piece to be great or flawless XD but I do want to feel proud of it when I send it to competitions#and I can’t feel proud of it with that unasked for opinion weighing on my mind#I didn’t honestly expect it to win or be published anywhere but now if I don’t succeed it’ll feel like it’s bc I’m just not good#and not that if I continue to try I will improve...#but if I do win even then I’ll have it hanging over me. telling me I didn’t deserve to win bc it wasn’t actually good#writing in a vacuum is a comfort bc at least if someone doesn’t like my work here it isn’t my fault#but if someone doesn’t like my work out there then it’s bc I’m not good and didn’t try hard enough#once my work reaches a broader audience ofc it’s gonna be reviewed by ppl who don’t even like my genre and will only have negative words#and I do have to be prepared for that. and it will hurt for a long time at first bc those reviews are just as valid#but today? I don’t know what I need to take to heart out of this#I just need to keep writing and not be discouraged. and if I fail after trying anyway I can’t let the ‘I told you so’ get to me either
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cosmic-connor · 2 months ago
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I have a funny line I wrote that I want to share but it would spoil the MAYBE upcoming fic im working on 
#it has a similar energy to its fine all the bleeding was internal thats where the blood is supposed to be#except its funnier bc i came up with it#connor talks#I want. to try. a multi chapter thing. but who knows how itll go#especially with dan vs because thats the smallest fandom i could have possibly picked DSHADL#LISTEN everything needs a huge slowburn fuck you. but also fuck me bc im the one who decided to try and write it#i mean it doesnt actually matter how many people read it if it makes me happy lol#that one i did got 11 kudos and i cha cha slide in my room every time i get an emai lnotification#almost at a hundo hits babeeeey thats awesome#oh man. ive said too much lol#this is why i never published the first chapter of that awesome pinescone fantasy au because it was GOOD. but theres only one chapter#and there is still only one chapter. and there will probably continue to be only one chapter. see my issue#my favorite work and yall cant see it... im sorry but also not sorry bc im sparing you from dissapointment#just like. to give you an idea. most nights as i lay in bed daydreaming to fall asleep i like to write a few lines in a google doc#so then if i get an idea and it gets rolling then it turns into like a fully formed idea rather than a disjointed scene#THEN if inspiration strikes ill spend waking hours actually writing and probably finish it the same day i post it#so. like. im somewhere between step 2 and 3 bc im working on it during the day but theres not like A LOT to it just yet#just. yeah.#this is going to sound conceited but ive always sort of wanted to have a fic thats on the first page results when you sort by kudos#and i feel like with dan vs the pool is so small i might be able to achieve that LOL#although MAN... i do have to compete with like a DECADE of time those old ones have been published for...#but u kno... with a multi chapter thing people read it more... have more chances to see it and read it for the first time... ;)#also i see yall waking up from the dead... ily... <3 <3 <3
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rlly vibing w/ poetry rn
#i've always had trouble with the if you want to be a writer you need to actually write#i'm not saying i want to be a writer but it's always gone in and out of my head#anyway#i'm realising poetry is a form of writing that actually i can do#i find inspiration in the environment in the media i consume in day to day life#and i write a poem#not super regularly no but i am writing original work more often than i ever did at any other point#the whole coming up with a story plot and trying to write a whole ass book is a little much for me actually#i really never did have any success there#but a poem? i can write a poem. a page. two pages. getting my thoughts out roughly#editing it with advice i picked up on from the writing class i took last year. if i want to#no pressure. some stuff i write out and do not edit. i might come back to it later but idk#no one else is seeing it i don't need to pass any assessments with it it can be a mess of an idea#i can always come back eventually#at christmas my uncle asked if i ever planned to try and put out a book of my poetry since he read a piece my dad sent#the idea of writing a books worth of poems is also too overwhelming actually#but i can do single poems. and maybe one day i'll realise i actually have quite a lot#i suppose it's a weird dream of mine now. i feel like i'd never actually get it published but idk#dreams don't have to be realistic. it seems more achievable than trying to write a novel anyway#to be perfectly honest it's one of the first dreams i've had for myself since my depression set it during my mid teens#it's a good sign i think. i know i'm gonna have a future now. here's my first dream. i like it. i can change my mind or whatever#but it doesn't change the fact i thought ahead to the future for something i'd really like to do at one point. so. anyway. yup
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passingthetime · 5 months ago
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I never thought I'd be thankful to the Hungarian government for anything, but damn the details of our new restrictions are a relief...
#when i heard online school was back i was devastated#this is my last year in art school and actually my school's adult courses will be banned after that so my last chance too#and we were just starting to have live models in art class and that's pretty much pointless in online class...#but this time students learning a profession may participate in classes that require physical attendance in person#i didn't think they'd consider us honestly#but i'm grateful they did#also there's a national curfew between 8 p.m and 5 a.m which would be an issue for dog owners#but they get an exception to the curfew dogs can be walked at night near one's home which must be a relief for my parents#i didn't expect dog owners to be considered either so it's a pleasant surprise?#also they let go of some taxes#and restaurants and pubs can do delivery without any paperwork otherwise necessary#it's a lot more thought-through than in spring i can actually live with most of the new rules#the fact that our prime minister has absolute power now is scary though#so is the military presence in the streets even if they are just there cuz we don't have enough policemen#honestly the police patrolling the streets scared me enough already#also the new regulations will be published on facebook by the prime minister instead of the usual clear and detailed written stuff#which sucks because the shit he says usually makes no sense??#like there was a regulation back when restaurants could have guests#he said 'you can only remove your mask when you're eating' which was really vague#i mean when you're in the process of putting food in your mouth? or just when you have food in front of you?#then when details were released it turns out that meant you can take your mask off if you're sitting at a table...#so yeah hope i won't be fined for not being able to make sense of the prime minister's videos#but otherwise#as i was saying current regulations i can actually live with to my surprise#detailed and surprisingly minimizing negative consequences#rambling
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virginalbehemoth · 6 months ago
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#thinking abt how my highschool was the first in the country to have an LGBT studies class...#and how it made the news.... nationwide news...... and how when I took it it was a shitty fucking class#it was half lgbt studies half ethnic studies#we had to submit columns to this lgbt magazine every other week or something#and the teacher was like ‘’they’re a little conservative so don’t be too radical’’ so I wrote (to my memory) very radical angry poorly done#thinkpieces columns. and got repeatedly rejected#but I did get published once!! want to know what it was for?#there had been a protest that I missed bc I’m sorry at that point I was too tuckered out to care#but we had to write a column on it. so I wrote the dumbest sappiest shit I could think of. and it got PUBLISHED#oh my god once she made us all like go at each other’s throats for eight basketball tickets#like we’d been offered 8 tickets to a warriors game so she didn’t show up to class#had a sub tell us#and made us choose how the tickets were distributed. which led to everyone going fucking insane and fighting#like I do not care about basketball so I’d leave to walk around the entire building#and stop by class. and if they were still screaming I kept walking#and I remember the next class the teacher was back and she was like ‘’ write down how you felt about last class for your do nows today’’#and I wrote a very polite ‘’it was stupid and you did a terrible job’’#and she looked at my writing and went ‘’ hm.’’ and kept walking#personal
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brilliantblindinglights · 6 months ago
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no one:
me: i will have u know i stayed up half the night writing down all of this person's reasoning and came up with very decent arguments in regard to that world-
#OKAY BUT FIRST OF ALL#i am not going to make her take back the p*dophilia claim because 1. i'm not even exactly sure what she's talking about#and 2. if tui did really say ''it doesn't matter they're dragons''.... there aren't many excuses for that#LGBTQ+ rep is?? understandable?? but only bc as far as i know tui is a straight white woman from new zealand who had the intent to make#a popular book series. the first wof arc was published a very long time ago#(and there are lesbians in the last two arcs which is rlly nice although tui... u can do better than that)#the entire silkwing arc.... well i mean i think i might need to read it again in regards to checking whether they actually liked enslavement#but. there is a resistance and that's what the entire story is about?? also it's been generations since they were first taken control of#so i think.... it might be reasonable??#tui your ''they're dragons'' reasoning works in most places EXCEPT for the one u used it in... great job#let me just say rlly quick the person who i got most of this info from only read seven out of the fifteen books so missed a bit of 2nd + 3rd#and what they know about the parts they didn't read are from synopses and those synopses are usually really sus!!#and then on the terms of darkstalker and the 2nd arc kids giving them a second chance... i meann.....#i think u would have to read the separate book to understand that darkstalker may be 10000 years old#but he was also a child when they put the spell on him (haha spoilers? no) and he was also raised by#the most overdramatic and bitter and angry dad in the series. me going ''yeah the action's unforgivable but he was never taught better''#i mean that's probably what the jade winglet reasoned as well though so in thinking somewhat realistically.. it checks out#also. maybe possibly. the op of the post is thinking too much in human terms? they are literally dragons#there hasn't been a day i haven't been reminded of that (when thinking of the series haha)#and it would not be possible to take them out of this series as human characters because of all the things they'd be forced to deal with#i mean i'm going to go find some nice lgbtq+ artists with good hc now that i realize there was barely any rep there#but in the simple view of whether this affects kids' views on the world/abuse/ppl i really don't think it does??#i'm not saying any of the stuff that happens is okay (and like. we need to talk abt them more often) but... it's fantasy children's media#i mean for the time what else would you expect idk#WOW THIS IS LONG I'M GONNA GO NOW#love how i'm only realizing now that darkstalker is a child in the body of an all-powerful legend king with too many dreams#ink talks
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elvesofnoldor · a year ago
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made the mistake of finishing reading this tolkien fic with the premise of “what if after fëanor dies he sticks around to see how things play out as a ghost instead of answering the call of mandos”. which is hardly even canon divergent cause this could have very well happened. it was basically re-telling of the events of the latter part of first age, but with a much greater emphasis on the war of wrath and sons of feanor--maedhros and maglor especially. 
i just didn’t expect the author to make maedhros’ death so horribly sad. like ofc i knew exactly what happened in canon, i came up with a more detailed narrative of what happened in my mind and i planned to make a comic out of it, yet i read what they came up with and i was still crying rivers of real tears sakdjflksa
#yolanda talks#not to be sad abt something fictional and also something almost nobody following me cares that much abt#but HEY#i wanna post some screenshots and make some Joaks but i have no jokes to make. and im just achingly sad for maedhros#i love how the author carefully plans out the war of wrath. which is something never written in detail abt in canon. i could never#map of beleriand is way more complicated than map of (rest of) middle earth. and map of middle earth is more complicated than thedas map#and they make the hopelessness and the bleakness of it all so...painfully real? even without a lot of detail descriptions of the landscapes?#it's like. wow it didnt hit me that these people (mostly elves) lived on this horrible apocalyptic landscape for a hundreds so years#after spending hundreds of years labouring to nurture it. only losing them all in a a decade. all happened within most of their life time#and then forcing to find refuge from the dearly beloved places they called home--now rotting away. it's JUST terrible#and then the oath. and what happened to maedhros and maglor. what they have done. it's all so terrible! it's just terrible!#tolkien used to write abt such painful and terrible tragedies. these ones from silmarillion are only published after his death#wish i care a bit more abt lotr and the hobbit. i still greatly enjoy re-reading lotr (for real. instead of skimming thru it like i did)#more so than watching the movie nowadays. but i wish my heart lies with characters from lotr and the hobbit more#but that would never happen. i care abt beleriand the most. and there weren't even ruins of it. it's gone beneath the waves#it's gone even in the fictional universe it was in. and the memories of it are eroded in thousands of years after#the passage of time can be so very cruel#i just wish that there is more detailed emotional reactions from the characters. the dialogues are great. very tolkien-like#but the characters can come off a bit too stale at times. and feanor didn't chime in and comment nearly enough as he should#his perspective is too omniscient. just something to justify emphasize on sons of feanor.#but i still love the fic. even tho it hurt me so. and it does REALLY make me wanna start off on the silmarillion re-telling i wanna write#in maglor's perspective. this time.#ah. which reminds me: no romantic ships too. which is something i oddly appreciate#there really isnt a ship in tolkien im super passionate abt. esp in the first age where everybody is all related#that being said i do wish the author has gone a bit more detail into fingon and maedhros' friendship. there is almost no dialogues between
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elvesofnoldor · a year ago
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#yolanda talks#im away from home atm and the biggest mood rn is that i wish i brought lay of beleriand with me#bc i wanna read it so SO MUCH right now smh i assume there was a pdf of the book in its entirety online#cause it was published forever ago. but no. only lay of leithian is online.#just read a passage abt maglor and uh gosh i love it i wanna read the lays#NOW!#'no other player has there been. no other lips or fingers seen. so skilled tis' said in elven lore. save maglor son of feanor'#'forgotten harper singer doomed. who young when laurelin yet bloomed'#'to endless lamentation passed. and in the tombless sea was cast'#AA AH A HA HSDF HS DF  > 1 1 DFJjd fjksd ???!!!#idk whats with me i dont even like lays. who likes epic narrative poems? they r just ok.#tfw when the end of each verses rhyme. my brain produces serotonin#also....passages abt maglor.....ummmmmmm yes#i can never decide if maglor is called the mighty singer cause he writes rly good songs or if hes just sing good#turns out hes called that cause he sings good. plays good too. very good. the best. like i expected#get a bit worried there cause i thought at the end of the passage its implied he drowned at sea?#like i was like did jirt intend for maglor to drown at sea in one of his first drafts? but no. i think he was described to be#'casting' his lamentations to the sea#i didnt bring it along cause the lays are tolkien's first draft. he was calling noldorin elves 'gnomes' in the poems#and i was like 'eh i dont need to read first drafts materials' but u know what actually i do#tbh the passage abt maglor is from...lay of leithian? so maybe i will just read that lay in its entirety maybe theres something abt mae too
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icephas · an hour ago
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On Eagles’ Wings
Sunday, May 9
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As a people, Israel had been immersed in Egyptian paganism for many long, hard centuries, an experience that no doubt dimmed their knowledge of God, His will, and His goodness.
How could the Lord win them back to Himself?
For starters, He would demonstrate the genuineness of His love for Israel, and He did this through His mighty acts of deliverance. He would begin to woo the nation into a loving response to His covenant proposal. God first reminded the nation of His gracious acts in their behalf at Sinai.
What two illustrations describe the manner in which the Lord brought Israel from Egypt to Sinai?
Exodus 19:4, Deuteronomy 32:10-12
Deuteronomy 1:29-31, Hosea 11:1
What would these illustrations teach Israel (and us) about the nature of God’s attitude toward His people?
These illustrations indicate that our God is very much aware of our helplessness. Read Psalm 103:13-14. In both the figures of the eagle and the parent carrying his child we sense God’s concern for our well-being. Tender, supportive, protective, encouraging, His desire is to bring us to full maturity.
“The eagle was known for its unusual devotions to its young. It too lived on mountain tops. In teaching its young to fly it carried them upon its back to those great heights that overlook the plains of Sinai, then it dropped them down into the depths. If the baby was still too young and too bewildered to fly, father-eagle would swoop down beneath it, catch it on his back, and fly up again with it to the eyrie on the crags above. And that, says the divine voice, is ‘how I brought you out of Egypt to myself.’” — George A. F. Knight, Theology of Narration (Grand Rapids, MI: William B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1976), p. 128.
Contrast God’s interest in us with our interest in one another. How should His concern for us affect our concern for others?
Based on your personal experience, what illustrations can you think of to describe God’s unselfish interest in us? Make up a few images on your own, from your own experiences; draw also from whatever culture you live in. Share them with the class.
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barnesandrogersfanfics · an hour ago
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Ocean Eyes - Part 13
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A/N - OMG finally an update!!! I'm so sorry it has taken me so long but writers block is a bitch! Thank you all for sticking with me and being so patient 💕💕💕 Please like/comment/reblog.
"CHRIS EVANS HAS A SECRET FAMILY!"
Shit, shit. Shit! Oh my fuck this can't be happening!! I thought to myself as i clicked on the link Hannah had sent me, the page loaded showing photo's of Chris and I kissing, photo's of Chris and Mason...... my heart was racing and i could feel the panic setting in.
"Fucking Brian!" I mumbled, this was taken the day i saw his car outfront! I got up and made my way to Chris' office, i needed to let him know about this ASAP incase he was suddenly blind sided with a question while doing his interview.
As soon as i appeared in the doorway Chris looked up and gave me a little smile that soon fell when he saw the tears in my eyes.
"Im so sorry but can you just excuse me for two seconds..... i'll be right back" Chris said leaving Scott talking to Jimmy Fallon.
"Whats wrong?....." he asked quietly pulling the door closed behind him.
"Im so sorry Chris....." i shook my head.
"Why? Whats happened?...."
I passed him my phone showing him the headline and photo's "Everyone knows, I'm so sorry! This is all my fault...." i started to cry, this isn't how i wanted everyone to find out... we weren't ready for everyone to know yet!!
"Hey stop! This isn't your fault sweetheart!" Chris wrapped his arms around me "come on don't cry, i hate it when you cry".
"Im so mad Chris!...they have no right posting photo's of Mason!"
"Let me just go finish up this interview, i'll be two minutes" he kissed me before rushing back to finish up with Jimmy.
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After Chris had finished up his interview he was calling his publicist Megan, he already had missed calls from her so she had obviously heard what was going on. An hour later she was sat on the sofa across from us listening to the whole story.
"I want those photo's of my son taken down now! They can't post photo's of my 6 year old for everyone to see!" Chris was yelling as he paced the room.
"I've already put in a call and told them to take it down, but you know its gonna be out there now....you can't hide from this Chris"
"I know but.... fuck! We didn't want Mason in the public eye..... he's just a kid!"
"I get it, they should have at least blurred his face in the shots, most tabloids do nowadays unless the parents give consent but this particular tabloid that published the story, they're not one of the big names so they're more interested in their 5 minutes of fame with this exclusive"
"Brian did this. He did it to hurt me, its not even about the money! He could've sold the story to one of the big tabloids and got a payout..." i shook my head "the guy is crazy! I wasn't even dating him!"
"We're gonna try and do something about him too, leave it with me" Megan gave me a small smile while writing something in her notebook "So, you should probably post something on your socials.... clear up the gossip. Usually id say don't react to this but we need to do some damage control because right now, i guarantee all people are thinking is either you've been an absentee father with no interest in your son for the past six years" she said looking to Chris "or you'll be public enemy number one for keeping Chris's son from him" she looked over to me and i lowered my head in shame, i had done that..... i had my reasons but i did it all the same.
"So what do we say?" I asked quietly as Chris came and sat beside me taking my hand.
"We say that even though the two of you haven't been together romantically up until now, you have been raising your son together but chose to keep him out of the public eye"
"I'll put something together for you to look over, make sure you think its okay" Chris told her.
"I know this isn't great but we can handle this"
"Thank you Megan".
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Over the next couple of days things gradually calmed down, Chris had posted a simple statement which i was told to post too even though my accounts were private to friends only, he didn't go into much detail but confirmed that we do have a son together and asked for our privacy to be respected.
His fans had actually been amazing and so supportive, of course there were a few saying some not so nice things about me and Mason but we knew that would happen. The tabloid stories quickly disappeared regarding Mason when other celebrities started posting, calling the tabloids out for not respecting our privacy after we had made it clear we didn't want our son in the spotlight.
But i still had this constant pit in my stomach, a feeling that things would still get worse before they went back to normal.
I was currently laid on the bed next to a basket of laundry that needed folding and putting away, I had retreated upstairs with the excuse of doing laundry while Chris, Scott and Mason were out back playing some game. The truth was i just needed some alone time, i was tired of putting on a brave and happy face, pretending like everything was fine. My hands massaged my temples trying to shift the dull headache that seemed like a constant thing lately.
"Hey, you okay?" The sound of Chris's voice from the door way made me crack open an eye to look at him.
"Yeah, headache is all"
"You've been up here a while, i got worried"
"I was doing laundry i told you....."
"You mean the laundry still sitting next to you?" He teased with a raised eyebrow.
"Yep, i started then i got a headache. I just need a few minutes" i said quietly closing my eyes again.
"Sweetheart you know you can talk to me, you don't have to act like everything is fine....."
"Yes i do, if i don't I'm gonna loose it and i can't do that with Mason around".
I felt the bottom of the bed dip and opened my eyes to see Chris crawling up the bed towards me, he moved my legs so his upper body was resting between them as he pressed kisses to my T-shirt covered stomach.
"What are you doing?" I shook my head and chuckled at the playful look he had on his face.
"Trying to cheer you up, maybe help you forget for a while" he smirked pushing my T-shirt up more so he could kiss my bare skin this time.
"Is now really the time for that? Mason is awake downstairs...."
"Its the perfect time for that, Scott will keep Mason busy"
"You dont know that....."
Chris quickly pulled his phone from his pocket and tapped quickly on the screen before tossing it aside.
"Done, no distractions" he laughed.
"Oh god please don't tell me you told Scott why?"
"Of course not but he's not stupid"
"This is a bad idea..... we said slow...."
"This is slow, i just wanna make you feel better. Plus you know orgasm's are supposed to help with headaches" he shrugged with that cocky grin.
"Oh really? Is that right?"
"100%" he nodded making us both laugh, he reached for my shorts and starting to pull the them down my legs...
"Wait!" I said suddenly sitting up to look at him making him groan as he looked back at me from between my legs.
"What?"
"Lock the door would ya?" I giggled throwing myself back down on the bed shaking my head as he leapt from the bed and flipped the lock.
"Now where were we?" He said before crawling back into position.....this was a bad idea.
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baron-alexbarnes · an hour ago
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Bucky x reader
best friend to lover
Masterlist
Summary: You love Bucky, Bucky loves you, but no one steps forward. So when he brings home a woman he introduces as his girlfriend. Steve decides to give it a go.
Paring: Bucky x F!reader
Rating: Nothing
A/N: Hey, i'm sorry for the mistakes, i'm sorry if I did not publish yesterday. I will try to publish 2 or 3 parts of the series today, but I promise nothing and if you have any request you can ask. (For more info, I will make a post to tell you what I can do)
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You sit on the couch with Steve. "He should be here any minute," you nod. You and Bucky have been best friends since elementary school. You and Steve are like a trio. Despite the fact that only Steve knows about your feelings for the dark-haired man. He pushed you a few times to tell him, but you were afraid. Afraid of being rejected.
The door opened. It showed Bucky and a woman. Steve knew what he was doing and he didn't like it at all. He tried several times to get her to admit her feelings for you but nothing happened. However, he knew that he loved you and had already been for a few months. The blonde looked at his friend who had already put on his face a false smile, knowing what he was going to announce. "You're not late at all" you laughed. "I just wanted to introduce you to my girlfriend" he said with a smile. [Y/N's] smile faltered. "Your girlfriend?" Steve put his hand on his best friend's shoulder.
After a few minutes. The 4 were sitting in the living room. The couple was holding hands as if no one was present. "So... Are you a couple? " Asked Betty smiling and innocent. "No, no, they are not" replied Bucky quickly. Steve took your hand "Actually... Steve couldn't let Bucky play with [Y/N]'s feelings. He had tried everything on both sides to bring them together. "Oh you two are too good together! How long has it been? " "Yeah, how long? " Bucky added as he looked at them with his eyebrows furrowed. The anger was pronounced on his face. You scratched the back of your neck and decided to get into the "2 weeks" game. 2 weeks!? "Bucky said as he stood up. Steve did the same. "Look, I gave you a chance with her! You didn't take her so I took her. In a fit of rage, Bucky punched his best friend in the nose. Betty gasped as you rolled your eyes and stood up. "Bucky, you don't have to say anything! I'm with Steve and that's it" You looked at the woman next to him "And then you seem to have found someone good" The concerned woman looked at Bucky with a smile. "Betty, I'm really sorry, but I have a little problem to deal with" he said angrily. Looking at the fake couple. You were sitting Steve on the couch, handing him tissues. You looked worried. You really cared about Steve and it hurt him. Even though he never admitted it to Steve, he thought he understood that you were so important to him. "No problem, I'll see you tomorrow" she kissed him. And you had seen it all "It's okay, you'll find someone" Said Steve holding your hand. "Look at him, even with a bloody nose, he dares to help his friends. Bucky, who hadn't heard Steve's sentence, laughed humorlessly "Yeah... Friend huh? " "Listen Bucky-" "No" he cuts you off then looks at Steve "You knew it, you knew it and you did it! "He shouts with tears in his eyes. "Bucky" you walked over to him. He looked at the blonde man mad with rage, he did not even realize that you were approaching him until you touched his arm. "He knew what?" You asked. He didn't look at you. So you stood in front of him. "Bucky?" He finally looked at you "I love you [Y/N] but... You seem to have found something better." Steve stood up. "I'll let you two talk," he said with a smile and left the room. "Besides, he dares to smile" The man walked away from you and ran his hands over his face. "Buck... "The look on his face hurt your heart. He was so sad. "Steve and I... "He rolled his eyes, "You two are together, I understand." He looked down again and reached for his jacket, "Where are you going? You were afraid he would leave before you could talk to him, tell him about Steve and you, that this is all wrong. "I'm going for a walk" "No, no, Bucky" you stood in front of him to stop him. "Let me do the talking, just five minutes and then you can go! "2 minutes" "4" he smiled "3" you nodded, too afraid to lose him and your relationship "Steve and I... What?" He was surprised, Steve said the opposite. Who was he supposed to believe? "I don't know why he said it finally... I do, but I don't know why I got into it. Just... Seeing you with her, with Betty. It hurt me because without meaning to, I fell for you. I fell in love with you. And it happened so fast and by the time I realized it, we were already best friends and I couldn't get over you, I still can't. I love you and it hurts" he was stunned. Did you love him? "How long has it been? "13 years" you looked down and he felt guilty. He reached over and took your chin in his hand. "I'm sorry," he said, leaning in toward you, "I should have realized it sooner," he took a step toward you. I told myself he was lying. How could a girl as beautiful as you want me" he moved his hand to your cheek. And looked at your lips. You moved forward too and stood on your tiptoes to get closer to his lips. His breath was now on your lips "I love you too [Y/N]" he put his soft lips on yours. They were just as he had imagined them with much more softness than expected. He smiled. He had dreamed of it so much. So did you. To feel his lips on hers, it was as if 13 years of
watching Bucky string relationships together in front of you, was gone. You were in the place of all the girls you had wanted to be. When you broke up, you could still feel the tension between you two. He already missed the feel of your lips on his so he leaned in again and you did the same. He pushed you towards your room. Closed the door behind you. And pushed you onto the bed, climbing on top of you. He smiled and attacked your neck. He sprinkled it with soft kisses before coming to leave marks. And he reached down, grabbing your shirt and pulling it off. Soon, all the clothes were on the floor. Steve was happy for you. But he didn't get to sleep until 2 a.m.
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businessfrontrunners · 2 hours ago
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Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing Launches Search for Entrepreneurs & Professionals to Participate in Business-Athlete Challenge 
https://authoritypresswire.com/?p=34336&wpwautoposter=1620561735  Lisa C. Williams, Chief #Momentum Officer (CMO) of  Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing, confirmed they have officially launched the search for business athletes to participate in the challenge. The 30-Day Business Athlete Challenge is for CEOs, business owners, entrepreneurs, and any former, current, or forever athletes.  Business-athletes are being challenged to purchase a Social Impact package for their business and a portion of the revenue will allow the publishing company to provide an important book about leadership and racial injustice to athletes.  The upcoming book, #REALTalkRacism – Blow the Whistle: You Have the Power & Influence to Affect Change, Top Athletes who Rose Up Against Racism Share Their Leadership Advice, is for athletes in all sports.   CEO of Vayner sports Gary Vaynerchuk recently said, “History is watching. Let’s suffocate hate.”  Professional athletes from every sport rose up against racism by leveraging their leadership which had an immeasurable impact on a global scale. The books that will be given to student-athletes will inspire them that, they too, can use their platform and influence for good.  “The business athletes that participate in this challenge will join me in a full-court press on racism and I am committed to putting resources and training in the hands of young athletes so they will be empowered to affect change as well,” book publisher Williams said.  Williams was inspired to create this corporate social responsibility challenge after the professional athletes from the top sports teams in the US stood up and went on strike on August 26, 2020, in response to the killing of Breonna Taylor and the police shooting of Jacob Blake. Explaining her motivation, Williams said, “The athletes leveraged their power and it made me realize that young athletes can and need to do the same.”  Williams went on to share, “The NFL Commissioner Roger Goodell, who had offered little support of Mr. Kaepernick after the quarterback began protesting, made a full reversal in August, offering a public apology to him and saying, ‘I wish we had listened earlier, Kap, to what you were kneeling about and what you were trying to bring attention to.’ Colin’s leadership and hard stance paid off!”   This is a timely initiative, as conversations are going to arise about social injustice, activism, and racism.    The publisher’s goal is to give 10,000 books to student-athletes in Minnesota, Milwaukee and Louisville. The book is due to go on pre-sale in August 2021. Once the book is published, 100% of the royalties from the retail sales of the book will be donated by the publisher to a social justice-focused non-profit that they are finalizing now.  To learn how you can participate, visit: www.beyondanathlete.com or www.thebusinessathletechallenge.com.  About the Business Athlete Challenge  The Business Athlete Challenge is a 4-week challenge beginning May 17, 2021, through June 17, 2021.  We are asking weekend warriors, former athletes at any level, and those forever athletes who are business owners to support young athletes by purchasing a Social Impact package for your business. We are also looking for partners to get the word out about the challenge. About the #REALTalkRacism Beyond an Athlete Book Edition    The Beyond an Athlete Edition book is part of a new book series called #REALTalkRacism, Heal Our Land which is our version of “Chicken Soup for the Soul”. The title of the book is, Blow the Whistle: You Have the Power & Influence to Affect Change, Top Athletes who Rose Up Against Racism Share Their Leadership Advice.   The book aims to inspire, equip and empower young athletes that they too can stand up against racism just as the hundreds of athletes did in 2020 after the deaths of George Floyd and Jacob Blake. The book will feature top athletes from various sports.  The publisher’s goal is to gift as many copies as possible to high school athletes around the country. 100% of the retail royalties of the books will be donated to a non-profit organization that supports black athletes once the book is published. The publishing date slated is to be August 26, 2021.  This date is the historical day when professional athletes took a stand after being fed up with the multiple killings and shooting of unarmed black people – the sit-out after Jacob Blake was shot.    #SportsForSocialJustice  #influenceforgood  About Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing Smart Hustle is a Business and Lifestyle Enhancement Agency. We exist to expose, equip and empower individuals & business owners to live better – work smarter and do good to enjoy a better quality of life. The agency accomplishes this through its projects, partnerships, platforms & programs.   Smart Hustle Publishing – exists to publish one book and one message at a time; the goal is that the books washing up to the shore (are given and gifted) like a message in a bottle with just the information the reader needs and just at the right time. The book we publish are our version of Chicken Soup for the Soul.        
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businessfrontrunners · 4 hours ago
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Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing Launches Search for Entrepreneurs & Professionals to Participate in Business-Athlete Challenge 
https://authoritypresswire.com/?p=34336&wpwautoposter=1620554514  Lisa C. Williams, Chief #Momentum Officer (CMO) of  Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing, confirmed they have officially launched the search for business athletes to participate in the challenge. The 30-Day Business Athlete Challenge is for CEOs, business owners, entrepreneurs, and any former, current, or forever athletes.  Business-athletes are being challenged to purchase a Social Impact package for their business and a portion of the revenue will allow the publishing company to provide an important book about leadership and racial injustice to athletes.  The upcoming book, #REALTalkRacism – Blow the Whistle: You Have the Power & Influence to Affect Change, Top Athletes who Rose Up Against Racism Share Their Leadership Advice, is for athletes in all sports.   CEO of Vayner sports Gary Vaynerchuk recently said, “History is watching. Let’s suffocate hate.”  Professional athletes from every sport rose up against racism by leveraging their leadership which had an immeasurable impact on a global scale. The books that will be given to student-athletes will inspire them that, they too, can use their platform and influence for good.  “The business athletes that participate in this challenge will join me in a full-court press on racism and I am committed to putting resources and training in the hands of young athletes so they will be empowered to affect change as well,” book publisher Williams said.  Williams was inspired to create this corporate social responsibility challenge after the professional athletes from the top sports teams in the US stood up and went on strike on August 26, 2020, in response to the killing of Breonna Taylor and the police shooting of Jacob Blake. Explaining her motivation, Williams said, “The athletes leveraged their power and it made me realize that young athletes can and need to do the same.”  Williams went on to share, “The NFL Commissioner Roger Goodell, who had offered little support of Mr. Kaepernick after the quarterback began protesting, made a full reversal in August, offering a public apology to him and saying, ‘I wish we had listened earlier, Kap, to what you were kneeling about and what you were trying to bring attention to.’ Colin’s leadership and hard stance paid off!”   This is a timely initiative, as conversations are going to arise about social injustice, activism, and racism.    The publisher’s goal is to give 10,000 books to student-athletes in Minnesota, Milwaukee and Louisville. The book is due to go on pre-sale in August 2021. Once the book is published, 100% of the royalties from the retail sales of the book will be donated by the publisher to a social justice-focused non-profit that they are finalizing now.  To learn how you can participate, visit: www.beyondanathlete.com or www.thebusinessathletechallenge.com.  About the Business Athlete Challenge  The Business Athlete Challenge is a 4-week challenge beginning May 17, 2021, through June 17, 2021.  We are asking weekend warriors, former athletes at any level, and those forever athletes who are business owners to support young athletes by purchasing a Social Impact package for your business. We are also looking for partners to get the word out about the challenge. About the #REALTalkRacism Beyond an Athlete Book Edition    The Beyond an Athlete Edition book is part of a new book series called #REALTalkRacism, Heal Our Land which is our version of “Chicken Soup for the Soul”. The title of the book is, Blow the Whistle: You Have the Power & Influence to Affect Change, Top Athletes who Rose Up Against Racism Share Their Leadership Advice.   The book aims to inspire, equip and empower young athletes that they too can stand up against racism just as the hundreds of athletes did in 2020 after the deaths of George Floyd and Jacob Blake. The book will feature top athletes from various sports.  The publisher’s goal is to gift as many copies as possible to high school athletes around the country. 100% of the retail royalties of the books will be donated to a non-profit organization that supports black athletes once the book is published. The publishing date slated is to be August 26, 2021.  This date is the historical day when professional athletes took a stand after being fed up with the multiple killings and shooting of unarmed black people – the sit-out after Jacob Blake was shot.    #SportsForSocialJustice  #influenceforgood  About Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing Smart Hustle is a Business and Lifestyle Enhancement Agency. We exist to expose, equip and empower individuals & business owners to live better – work smarter and do good to enjoy a better quality of life. The agency accomplishes this through its projects, partnerships, platforms & programs.   Smart Hustle Publishing – exists to publish one book and one message at a time; the goal is that the books washing up to the shore (are given and gifted) like a message in a bottle with just the information the reader needs and just at the right time. The book we publish are our version of Chicken Soup for the Soul.        
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businessfrontrunners · 6 hours ago
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Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing Launches Search for Entrepreneurs & Professionals to Participate in Business-Athlete Challenge 
https://authoritypresswire.com/?p=34336&wpwautoposter=1620547205  Lisa C. Williams, Chief #Momentum Officer (CMO) of  Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing, confirmed they have officially launched the search for business athletes to participate in the challenge. The 30-Day Business Athlete Challenge is for CEOs, business owners, entrepreneurs, and any former, current, or forever athletes.  Business-athletes are being challenged to purchase a Social Impact package for their business and a portion of the revenue will allow the publishing company to provide an important book about leadership and racial injustice to athletes.  The upcoming book, #REALTalkRacism – Blow the Whistle: You Have the Power & Influence to Affect Change, Top Athletes who Rose Up Against Racism Share Their Leadership Advice, is for athletes in all sports.   CEO of Vayner sports Gary Vaynerchuk recently said, “History is watching. Let’s suffocate hate.”  Professional athletes from every sport rose up against racism by leveraging their leadership which had an immeasurable impact on a global scale. The books that will be given to student-athletes will inspire them that, they too, can use their platform and influence for good.  “The business athletes that participate in this challenge will join me in a full-court press on racism and I am committed to putting resources and training in the hands of young athletes so they will be empowered to affect change as well,” book publisher Williams said.  Williams was inspired to create this corporate social responsibility challenge after the professional athletes from the top sports teams in the US stood up and went on strike on August 26, 2020, in response to the killing of Breonna Taylor and the police shooting of Jacob Blake. Explaining her motivation, Williams said, “The athletes leveraged their power and it made me realize that young athletes can and need to do the same.”  Williams went on to share, “The NFL Commissioner Roger Goodell, who had offered little support of Mr. Kaepernick after the quarterback began protesting, made a full reversal in August, offering a public apology to him and saying, ‘I wish we had listened earlier, Kap, to what you were kneeling about and what you were trying to bring attention to.’ Colin’s leadership and hard stance paid off!”   This is a timely initiative, as conversations are going to arise about social injustice, activism, and racism.    The publisher’s goal is to give 10,000 books to student-athletes in Minnesota, Milwaukee and Louisville. The book is due to go on pre-sale in August 2021. Once the book is published, 100% of the royalties from the retail sales of the book will be donated by the publisher to a social justice-focused non-profit that they are finalizing now.  To learn how you can participate, visit: www.beyondanathlete.com or www.thebusinessathletechallenge.com.  About the Business Athlete Challenge  The Business Athlete Challenge is a 4-week challenge beginning May 17, 2021, through June 17, 2021.  We are asking weekend warriors, former athletes at any level, and those forever athletes who are business owners to support young athletes by purchasing a Social Impact package for your business. We are also looking for partners to get the word out about the challenge. About the #REALTalkRacism Beyond an Athlete Book Edition    The Beyond an Athlete Edition book is part of a new book series called #REALTalkRacism, Heal Our Land which is our version of “Chicken Soup for the Soul”. The title of the book is, Blow the Whistle: You Have the Power & Influence to Affect Change, Top Athletes who Rose Up Against Racism Share Their Leadership Advice.   The book aims to inspire, equip and empower young athletes that they too can stand up against racism just as the hundreds of athletes did in 2020 after the deaths of George Floyd and Jacob Blake. The book will feature top athletes from various sports.  The publisher’s goal is to gift as many copies as possible to high school athletes around the country. 100% of the retail royalties of the books will be donated to a non-profit organization that supports black athletes once the book is published. The publishing date slated is to be August 26, 2021.  This date is the historical day when professional athletes took a stand after being fed up with the multiple killings and shooting of unarmed black people – the sit-out after Jacob Blake was shot.    #SportsForSocialJustice  #influenceforgood  About Smart Hustle Agency & Publishing Smart Hustle is a Business and Lifestyle Enhancement Agency. We exist to expose, equip and empower individuals & business owners to live better – work smarter and do good to enjoy a better quality of life. The agency accomplishes this through its projects, partnerships, platforms & programs.   Smart Hustle Publishing – exists to publish one book and one message at a time; the goal is that the books washing up to the shore (are given and gifted) like a message in a bottle with just the information the reader needs and just at the right time. The book we publish are our version of Chicken Soup for the Soul.        
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