#but I do beleive that I’m fundementally unlikable and nobody will ever care about me enough to stay with me long term

[proteusolm]

Any time I think I’m really close with someone they drop me and are totally fine, don’t care at all, while I’m just completely emotionally decimated by it. Friendship is fake and nobody genuinely gives a shit about anyone else.

#last sentence is hyperbole i don’t really beleive ghat #but I do beleive that I’m fundementally unlikable and nobody will ever care about me enough to stay with me long term #platonically I mean