#but after his return to the show for season10 was announces he clearly said that he'd love to have ian not being in a relationship for once

[jeanmoreaux]

i just watched the shameless season final and it left me super emotional! carl’s outburst of self-doubt? heartbreaking. debbie prioritizing carl’s needs? heartbreaking. ian and fiona’s goodbye scene, with ian providing emotional support and reassurance? heartbreaking. fiona’s quiet departure to somewhere closer to the equator? heartbreaking.

#ahhh i am such a mess after watching this adjhjakshkjasd #i have no idea how i’ll get through my week now #sunday’s episode was always a treat for my stressed heart #i’m devastated right now #and this episode’s prison scene made me realize how much i missed ian #i was repeatedly annoyed by him throughout the seasons but he grew on me #i was always really invested in his storylines up until the mess that was gay jesus #but his goodbye with fiona was like a reminder how amazing his character really is #and since cameron was saying in one of his interviews that he thinks ian's storyline for season 10 is really good again #i have hope that we'll get to see this side of ian more in the future #so yeah i am more than happy he'll be back #but man am i going to miss seeing emmy's gorgeous face #still sad she left the show :(( #as much as fiona annoyed me she was always a fav #even at her lowest #sooo now that we will have to wait months for new episodes what am i going to do with my life??? #probably read more books lmao #((also i just read an interview from back in january by the chicago tribune or smth #in which cameron stated that he would consider coming back to the show to do more ian and mickey stuff #but after his return to the show for season10 was announces he clearly said that he'd love to have ian not being in a relationship for once #so now i am confused??? bc why say such things one minute and then say something completely different the next??? #is it bc noel fisher probably won't return and they have to write out mickey again??? #idk i am confused)) #((i am also confused by emmy's interview that discuss her exit from the show... why am i even reading stuff like that... #noel's interview about the show are always so confusing too!! #what's up with literally everything askjhladlkja))