#but ahhh im just thinking about them

[pepperpixel]

“Those thoughts of past lovers, they'll always haunt me

I wish I could believe you'd never wrong me

Then will you remember me in the same way,

as I remember you?”

BABY WE BUILT THIS HOUSE, ON MEMORIES!!!! ITS MORE BETTY AND MAGIC MAN ART TIME!!!! AKA PepperPixel is completely obsessed w the dynamic of two people dealing w very similar trauma finding understanding and solidarity in one another!!!!! GHGHG JUST. I LOVE IT. I LOVE THEM. SO MUCH.

#adventure time #betty grof #magic man #at magic man #normal man #king man #doodles #sorry about the enthusiasm that songs just RLLY FITTING FOR THEM #UGH!!!!!! AHHH!!! #like…. GHGH I CANT EVEN BE ARTICULATE ABOUT THIS ATM IM SORRY #my source for loving these 2 together: dude trust me ghghg- #no aCTUALLY THERE IS A FUCKING BASIS FOR IT BUT. still. I understand.. why it’s not most ppls focus ghgh #I get it I like petrigrof too! I just think… there’s untapped potential in these two….. I see it…. #I also like Simon Betty and magic man in a polycule too!! I just… I want magic man to be included I think he’s interesting….. #and the relationship / dynamic he can have w Betty and Simon is interesting as well!!!!

[goatpaste]

#sorry holding myself back from putting a handful of ships i dont even really care about but think are kinda funny or whatever #like foo and anasui because i think they should kill each other #any variation of the sbr quad labeled as 'whatever the fuck these guys had going on' #orr whatever dio vanilla and hol was doing #OR MAGENTA MAGENTA AND WEKAPIPO BECAUSE THATS SOOO FUNNY THEIR JUST DISCOUNT GYJO #or esikar because i was like i felt they were on teh more popular side and would dominate this poll #OR AHHH..kira and shinobu im literally so soorry #COUPLES WHO MAKE EACH OTHER WORSE #like i dont like them as a fr thing and thats the main reason im not putting them on here because i trust no one with that concept #buT THEIR INSANE TOGEATHER #love them for that #but yeah no suuuper self indulgent poll its late o clock i need to go to bed onc ei finish this ep of trixie motel

[enden-k]

how are we doing fellow zhongxiao shippers, xiao really said “i will sacrifice myself so all of you can leave” and zhongli literally just went “no. you will not as long as i am here”

is he smiling a tiny bit or am i imagining it omg

#long post im emotional and need to save it somewhere shh #2.7 spoilers #as soon as zhongli popped up in the flashback i knew he would save him theres no way he would ever let xiao die #zhongxiao #myountalk #'fellow zhongxiao shippers' i think im the only one here on tumblr or smth tbh HAHAH #why does twt have to be so annoying 90% of time ahjscb id just ramble over there with the ppl if it were possible #sighs whatever anw #this cutscene gave me all the life back i lost just today (absolute worst shit day eugh) and re #REMINDED me how dear this ship is to me ahhh i wish i could post and ramble more about them #...i just should tbh.... this is my blog i get to do what i want AHHA #genshin tag #own

[walterfartzroy]

i know nobody in my classes, don't talk to the people in my lunch, and the building is hot as balls. it is SO OVER.

#tallorambles #like srsly idk what im gonna do...... #idk #i m too scared to talk to people and im just. AHHH. #idk hopefully people approach me instead of the other way around i dont wanna #start conversation #im trying to buy merch of stuff i like as a conversation starter #OH!! #i ordered some stuff to make myself hlm charms and stuff #ordered some little tiny meat cleaver charms and some chicken ones. #and shrinky dink paper to make the son's product so i can make one for him #was thinking about making his purple and green but now i think ill just #do blue and white and green. #the product charms will be enough purple and green #was gonna have them say “DEAD MEAT” for Biker's #“GET A GRIP” for the son because. duh #unm... still havent decided what im gonna do for jacket though. #IDK!!!!!!? #masked maniac seems stupid #but #i mean #what else could i do #chicken man

[magnusthepuppet]

hey guys. i’m back. and i’m a changed man. i will never be the same again. words cannot describe how amazing those episodes were to me. the symbolism. the tragedy. the pain. but most importantly, the hope. the hope that people can grow and change and love.

i knew they’d end episode three with some sort of cliffhanger, but jesus christ this was so much better then i could’ve ever imagined.

#MERMAID STEDE FTW #also i fucking called zheng yi sao so long ago #not even funny how much i screamed when they revealed her #EXCITED FOR ANNE BONNY AND MARY READ BTW #i’m thinking that’ll be in episode four #because it seems that ed hasn’t quite forgiven stede yet by then #yk yk #ANYWAY #AHHH #amazing #10/10 #god so many things happed #so many amazing and beautiful things #IM SCARED ABOUT JIM AND OLU THO #i just don’t want them to break up tbh #i’m happy to see poly rep obviously #it’d just make me sad to see people who clearly love each other so much not work out #i cant say anything about it tho #cuz the season isn’t over !!! #meaning that there’s so much stuff to figure out #uhhhh anyway sorry for the ramble #i’m just really happy rn #our flag means death #blackbonnet #gentlebeard #ed x stede #crew of the revenge #zheng yi sao ofmd #susan ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers

[puppyeared]

WHY am I losing my shit over LEGOS

#IM FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE IN HERE. AHH #I think I’m scaring Gray trying to convince him to watch Lmk 🗿 I’m normal about it I prommy #IM BEKNG SO NORMAL ABOUT MACAQUE AND WUKONG. I CARE ABOUT THEM A REGULAR AMOUNT #THAT BEING SAID I WOULDNT BE AGAINST MAKING ART FOR THEM BEING FROEMDS AGAIN I WANT THEMTO MAKE UP 😭😭 #And I finally have a lil context for macaque chilling with MK so I’m glad they kept the running thing where macaque genuinely doesnthave #Beef with MK. If anything it’s bc of wukong being his mentor but like if it’s just the two of them he’s chill :) #Yapping #lmk #I CANT DO THIS RN. I HAVE A 9AM CLASS #ITA THE YEARNING AND THE BEING ASSHOLES TO EACH OTHER BECAUSE YOU DONT WANNA CAVE FIRST MINDSET NOOOO #LITERALLY PANNING TO SWKS FACE WHEN THE INK CREATURE TURNS INTO MACAQUE THATS NOT A COINCIDENCE BITCH #THEYRE SO STUPID. HUG IT OUT IM BEGGING YOU AHHH

[istherewifiinhell]

anyone wanna get emotional about collaborative art with me?

[Mirage 19 Story: E&L, Layout: Eastman, Pencils: Jim Lawson, Inks: Laird, Letters: Steve Lavigne]

ID from alt: Cropped section of the page annotations by Laird, (relevant) text: Page 18 is also the beginning of what I think of as "Brick hell" - Jim drew so many panels with hundreds of bricks in them, and I felt obliged to ink them all in. That was a LOT of bricks." Left is a panel showing Raph running down a curving brick tunnel, the wall is drawn with individual bricks, uncountable amounts of lines that illustrate the curvature.

If not, enjoy brick hell instead (I'll leave, just a doozy of a brick hell image at the end)

(this issue has beautiful layout paneling, which little snippets of could never replicate. great one to check out. imho)

come one come all to the worst barn party of the decade...

[IDS AND ALTS THE SAME]

ID: Jones family barn interior. Mike and Don speaking to Raph (off panel). Mike, in an open gesture: Life is good here... It's given us time to heal, to accept what's happened. Leo's needed this time, too--. Don, by his work table, no mask, wearing an apron. More neutral: We're not the guardians of society, Raphael... we never were. END

ID: Three panels, Raph pushing Leo around, yelling at him. The background moves from uninked, to midtone, to dark tone, as they both get more angry. Raph: No-- You're hiding out here... scared to face facts... And you're dragging all of us down with you! Fun and games are over, Chump... Look at yourself! END

ID: Two panels, Raph looks down to a wooden sword Leo (off panel) has held up in his way. He looks at it, unimpressed. Then looks up, pissed off and says only "Mistake." END

1. Three panels, Leo in the forground, just his leg seen. Raph on the floor against a wall. He whips his chin, saying "You were always good, Leo...". Close up, spit hangs from his mouth, continues "... One of the best..." He stands and finishes "...Which makes life here even more of a crime."

2. Four panels, Leo has Raph in a choke hold, holding him from behind, they are on the floor. Sweaty and teeth grit with exhertion. Leo says "--Do you hear me?!" Raph starts throwing punches to Leo's head, just above his own. As each one land we close in on Leo's face. END

Well. Thats great. Ill eat my own heart out how abouts.

AND ANYWAY. My favourite favourite effect.

ID: 1. Four panels, Leo, Mike and Don, run along a roof top, grab some fire escapes, and make their way to street level, skirting the edge of a street lamp's glow. The entire set is pen inked normally, and washed completely with the mid tone, save the small circle around the lamp, glowing white.

2. Large panel. Raph, 3 point lands, kicking up dust in the center of a spot lit section of sewer. The tail ends of a hood he wears trail up with the motion. Very little double-tone is used on the page, instead the shadow is communicated by increased hatch lines still following the shapes of every object in shot. END

ID: Raph sits in the tattered remains of the turtles lair, his brothers shadowed in the foreground. Raph, not very warmly says "Welcome Home." END

Okay okay. cry forever and every. please for the love of god. read comics. now. more brick hell

ID: Three panels, showing the entrance of a sewer tunnel into a larger area, closed and open pipes along the wall. The shot holds empty for two panels, then with the inclusion of Raph jumping out the exit in the third. If you are to look carefully. You can tell, though the scenery remains the same, in each, the intricate pen inked brick work and shadows have been done three separate times. END

LIKE. I KNOW ITS TRADITIONAL MEDIUM COMICS. But sir.... SIR? Another annotations from Laird specifically. Have mentioned using the copier to place certain things in backgrounds.... i just.... SIR?

#some shit #turbles... #one occassionally gets the impression that. laird is. ehm. a little particular about his work. Id say. well. its good work. #tags now refer to the contents within.... #RAPH LEO FIGHT EVERYONE STOP THE PRESSES IMMA DIE.... #ahhh. the blueprint. god. im ILL. fuck. this. don telling RAPH its not on them. thats. god thats a WHOLE OTHER. ouf. #and then. THE INTIMACY. of the violence. it KILLS THE MAN. thats. one hell of a fight scene. honestly. just. again. the over all pacing #of this issue. tuned to perfection. that is. some of the first time ive very felt panels come like blows. emotional ones. #like. NOT INCLUDED. but theres a moment thats. like down right scary? not horror scary just like. STRESS SCARY. #GENUINELY. feel sick. LOVE IT #i CANTTTT handle it. i love laird turtles inked by lawson but guess i ALSO love lawson turtles inked by laird. #idk. they so emotive and pretty naturalistic expression wise. also makes me think of sophie campbell though i could just be thinking about #the idw leo micro. cause. well. i want (issue) where (they) pass away. not because i hate them becauase i LOVE THEM. #wifi blogs mirage

[surreal-duck]

silly box thing i made for class

#animation #if anyone recognises this or me i simply ask you to please never speak of this to me ever. #not that it's particularly likely but just in case #man im glad i only have 5 days of school a week again instead of 6 like the past three semesters #cant believe im already a 9 to 5er at this age though fecking lmao #<- comes home too exhausted to do anything else every day #ahhh i wanna doodle silly stuff but i still have a very high priority piece im collabing with my friend on due in a week #well its not like its the end of the world if i dont make anything for them every once in a while ill just. stare at my almost full canvas #though i think the fact that im happy enough w my own art that it satisfies and satiates my need to look at Things is p good enough #yeah this is once again abt mdyz. i think about them too much for my own good i think #hnggggghnngng i wanna go to sleep..... i finished today's assignment earlier than everyone else so i might not have anything to do tmrw #maybe ill just bring my laptop and work on the collab at school. agh

[honeydots]

What do you think Siegbert’s relationship with Laslow and Soleil’s relationship with Xander are like particularly as they get older/teenagers.

anon you're enabling me i LOVE their parent/child relationships as they get older!!! read more cause this got looooong

for laslow and siegbert--well first off, i think laslow always can provide a particular brand of emotionally-based support that develops more as siegbert gets older. siegbert has his Anxiety Issues, and where laslow and xander both struggle w sociality as well, i think laslow can relate in a more... empathetic way? dealing with some of the emotional aftermath and letting feelings be feelings (this isn't to say siegbert doesn't go to xander or that xander doesn't help, i just think they're good at different things). on a more lighthearted note, i think laslow's really good at getting a giggle out of siegbert, and good at finding ways to alleviate pressure. he's been doing this for years with xander. and yes, xander and siegbert need different things, but laslow's good at pinpointing those things

something i rly like abt their relationship is that i think that where siegbert more openly shows his idolization of xander (like we see in-game), he still does something really similar with laslow. looking up to him, taking inspiration from him. it just comes out in different ways. for example, siegbert probably trusts laslow's opinions... a lot. considers his sometimes more than his own. and he's just fascinated by the stories he tells. even after laslow's married to xander, i like to think he still travels (and drags xander with him as often as he can--and also drags their kids along as often as he can hahaha), and those stories in particular really entrap siegbert. which is good for a budding prince, i think something laslow (and eventually siegbert and soleil) has that xander lacks is some open mindedness, and not being so narrowly nohr-centric in his perspective--esp in upbringing, if that makes sense. this is also why i like laslow taking xander traveling, cause ultimately i think it would do him good.

ONTO!!! soleil and xander!! ive mentioned before how much i like the grumpy-dad and peppy-daughter dynamic, but. to reiterate: i really really like it gjsjfjsnf soleil, similarly to laslow but probably even more, tends to go to xander and ramble about her girl successes and failures. just barging into his office like i hope you're not busy cause i have things to SAY!! and i don't think xander dismisses her, but he does make her wait sometimes, hahaha. i also think xander will often tell soleil what she needs to hear, rather than what she wants, and ultimately for her that's better than the alternative. he's not entirely harsh (though he can be and that's something to work on), but honest. he also dotes on her more than he should by a xander-standard LOL

i think soleil provides to xander a lot of brightness--it is NOT lost on me that they named her soleil, sun, in a place like nohr. i think surrounding xander with bright people is a fantastic idea. and just like laslow's doing with the traveling thing, soleil probably gets xander to socialize a little more, haha. he isn't a brick wall that can't talk to anybody, but--he does strike me as the kind of guy who has coworkers, but not friends, ya feel me. soleil's confident and full of energy, and tbh i think she's the type to really want attention from her parents, so asking xander to come along with her is a frequent request. and that eventually, naturally, leads to xander getting out more. she doesn't have the same setback as laslow that if he gets shy enough he'll retreat entirely while they're out, hahaha

and one final note to round this off: i like to think!! that xander and soleil are both cat people (xander = cabbit, and soleil has lines about owning kitten posters), where laslow and siegbert are dog people (i have many aus where laslow has a pet dog so this is more of a 'because i said so' kinda thing) (also you might be inclined to think cat for siegbert also but i need you to look inward. deeper. i think he'd like the enthusiasm...!!! i have more i could say but i'll leave it at that)

there you go!! :D

#GAWD this was long. i was writing the second part of the siegbert one and i was like shit #i still have soleil's to go. ghsjfjsb #i rly do have more to say. but..... #my next longfic after my current one is LITERALLY all about this. especially as the story goes on #and im rattling the bars of my cage like. i wanna explore this in the fic rather than here #cause i can do it BETTER in the fic i know i can #so. eventually there will be more on this topic. if you're still interested in (checks scheduling notes) a year? gjsjgjsjfjsdn #that fic is easily why i have so much to say NOW. i think abt it a lot #and honestly i just really really love parent/child dynamics of all sorts #especially from both of their perspectives. you know!!! #anyway thank u anon for giving me the chance to ramble. this is seriously some of my fave stuff #ahhh this reminded me i have a fan parent-child support for xander and soleil i still need to write out #i have the synopsis but it's not really properly *written* #part of that is bc im indecisive on the formatting tho #comically i think the mother-son support for siegbert works very well to just slide laslow into #but tbh id like to eventually make one for them too #just for fun hehe #okay i will stop now because tags are getting long too #(<- girl who can't shut up abt her ships) #dots answers asks #anonymous #dots's xnlw tag

[iwantyoursexmp3]

23 is such a weird age for me because i feel like i've been in my twenties for 20 years (probably bc of covid) but also there is still so much twenties left but also i feel so much older than i did at 21 or even 22 (probably bc of the Trauma) so i don't feel like i'm in my early twenties the same way i was before esp knowing that i'll turn 24 next year which feels like such a step up compared to 22 -> 23 (to me!!!) because it's so close to 25.....i feel like i've been alive for a thousand years and was also born yesterday

#when i talk about getting older its positive btw i cant waittt to be in my thirties and flirty about it #i feel like im between early and mid twenties and mid twenties feels like AHHH but in an exciting way #also this is not abt the whole myth that your brain fully develops at 25 but #i feel...like my brain and psyche feels different than it did at 22 and i think its a combo of what i learnt from grief #but also just my brain getting older LOL im like wait....things feel a little bit clearer #23 is so crazy like wdym im older than felix and dorothy are in rr. i mean by 1-2 years but still #IM LOVER BOY FELIX'S AGE??? HE'S 23??? and dorothy and beau but im on felix mode lately #does anyone else have this thing where they look at characters the same age as them #and youre like wtf you are so young..... #then you're like WAIT im also so young...like its more obviously how young early 20s is when you see it in someone else #like felix and beau and dorothy etc are so young!!!!

[thedeadthree]

— FIVE SONGS TAG.

my dears @multiverse-of-themind, @statichvm and @jackiesarch to do this cutest tag! thank u so much loves!

when u get this, list 5 songs u like to listen to, then send this tag to a few of ur followers 🌿

tagging: @griffin-wood, @blackreaches, @risingsh0t, @marivenah, @chuckhansen, @queennymeria, @florbelles, @leviiackrman, @marivenah, @confidentandgood, @shellibisshe, @saintsilver, @adelaidedrubman, @rosebarsoap and you!

MITOSIS / eartheater

THE LIAR / marriages

BLACK PUNK / rico nasty

KILLER / fka twigs

ZERO / the smashing pumpkins

#only if you want to of course! 🌿💚 #ocs on the brain clearly but then again! when are these fools not! ✨🥴❣️ #LISTEN okay y’all remember that redacted new cyberpunk oc right.. zero is a song i think of her and her man.. who is also [redacted] ✨🥴❣️ #KILLER AND HATI AND MARCUS KILLER THATS THEIR SONG NOW AHHH ITS MAKING ME CRAZY THEYRE MAKING ME CRAZY #im being so normal about them can u tell.. they definitely don’t live in my headspace rent free rn ajsjjxjx #i don’t wanna die for love but a holy love / that one and only love my tears are worthy of #dancing in the dark i can feel it in my heart your a killer but I didn’t wanna call it #something in the way you put your hands on my waist pulled me nearer no i never wanna call it #took your love for righteous and now im in a crisis with a killer.. YES I RECITED HALF THE SONG IN TAGS BUT LISTENNNN IM LOSING IT HERE #also? the liar and lhysa and s*olas MAKES ME LOSE IT TOO MY GOD #the whole song is basically just them.. and also this song works so well for how d*ettlaff would feel about nyctemine? #bc there’s a LOT of unresolved resentment between them? from when she like.. left him.. she sort of ghosted him in a way #SHE FEELS HORRIBLE ABOUT IT OKAY IT WASNT EXACTLY HER INTENTION #she had obligations to tend to that couldn’t wait and didn’t know when she’d be back and told him to move on.. neither of them really did ✨🥴 #also so many of these are songs that can be found on anyas birthday party playlist hehe ✨😌 #leg.txt #leg.abt #leg.tagged #THANK U SM DEARIESS ❣️

[timelord-of-the-moon]

...........

#so that actor i have a thing for was on a film shoot tonight with me #and close to the end he asked me if i wanted to grab dinner #and anyways we get in my car and two of the others from the set were there becuwse i was dropping them off #but we went out for pizza at like 10pm #and ahhhh i still realy like him he's realy pretty #and im ADing his film sets this semester and hes going to do camera for mine #god i realy like him #there were point today were i think he was flirting with me which god if he didnt have a girl friend i would have totaly asked him out like #like on a date date #not just grabing pizza and talking for an hour #which hey idk i can pretend like it was a date hehe #i hate having feelings but god i realy like him #anyways i told him we should hang out sometime and i think we will #also like we talked about film sets and I opened up to him about some realy bad experiences i had #becuase tonights film set was run by someone who didnt have much idea of what they were doing #so he and I did a lot of work #but oh well #at least i got to be around him for a while #anyways i have class with him and a show we're doing tomorrow night and then 2 film sets next week so ahhh ill see him a lot

[impossible-rat-babies]

Okay eyrie isn’t actually That Tall but still!

#this area is only this blue at night and I refuse to take nice screenshots #the ears on eyrie do not count #the funny thing is they don’t look much taller than raha. but they’re taller than thancred??? #i dunno ellis and I were talking about it #and I think eyrie is only like. 5 foot 10? #I think I put their height slider a little lower than middle ground #I don’t know it was a blur sjsjsjsjd #I gotta fantasia them anyway I gotta change the voice #bc they just. horribly yell/scream in combat and it’s Tragic #viera voice 4 my beloathed #owen talks #ALSO IM SORRY ABOUT THE FREE COMPANY NAME AHHH #it’s my friend’s free company ansjsjsjd