nobody cares about ur zodiac do you use :>, :), or :3 as ur smileys
Hey, I know I said I’d do something for Nutcracker Month, but I’m facing the reality that there’s just no way it’s gonna happen within the timeframe. I tried to work on things early, only for everything to fall apart with my sister coming home from college and my dad’s birthday (both good things, but very very busy). Between my job search, caring for my brother, and an unexpected mold problem that ate up most of the week with cleaning (still dealing with it actually), I’ve been too drained and frustrated to make anything happen. To make matters worse, every time I’ve picked up my pen to try, even with references, my illustrations are not up to my standards. They haven’t felt a thing like the characters they’re supposed to be, and I don’t want to give someone a gift that has no soul. I feel awful saying that I’m not gonna get it accomplished this year, I don’t want to disappoint anyone.
At the same time, that doesn’t mean I’m gonna stop reblogging everyone’s art. You’re all amazing at what you want to do, and I want all of you to know that you’re recognized, appreciated, and loved. Next year, I want to make a better habit of reblogging my friends’ work. I know how much it means to me when someone loves something I’ve made, so I should do more of that so someone else can feel that good. I also don’t want to give up on drawing all the nutcrackers in this beautiful community. You are all amazing people with beautiful creations, and I want everyone to be celebrated. So while I may not be doing anything special for the holidays in terms of this challenge, it’s not a cancellation. It’s more like I’m hitting “pause.” I WILL get there someday, it’s just gonna take time. I should’ve learned my lesson with Ink Demonth, I’m not great with challenges, but one day I’d like to be good at one, just to prove to myself I can be. ^^“’ I’m so slow as an illustrator compared to others, and it makes me feel awful. I think part of what’s in my way is that I still feel a need to prove myself as an illustrator, and that’s not the right reason to take this on. I gotta love my work before anyone else can love it. When I get there, I’ll be able to do it. I’d like to be able to talk about it more, but I delete it every time I try to. ^^”’ Too insecure right now to put that out there publicly, ya know?
I’m not gonna leave you without some nutcracker content though. Some friends of mine on the voice side of things have something cooking that I think you’ll love. For now, I have some stuff to get done, more cleaning and hopefully no more mold. ^^“’ Here’s wishing all of you well this lovely December, we’re gonna kick some butt!
Pjo/Hoo Femslash Ships
Zartemis - Artemis/Zoe Nightshade
Pipeynabeth - Piper McLean/Annabeth Chase/Reyna Ramirez-Arellano
Clarilena/Ruegard - Clarisse La Rue/Silena Beauregard
Reynabeth - Annabeth Chase/Reyna Ramirez-Arellano
Silenabeth - Silena Beauregard/Annabeth Chase
Dreyna - Drew Tanaka/Reyna Ramirez-Arellano
Pipabeth - Annabeth Chase/Piper McLean
Thalianca - Bianca di Angelo/Thalia Grace
Pipalyso - Piper McLean/Calypso
Thaloe - Zoe Nightshade/Thalia Grace
Rachabeth - Rachel Elizabeth Dare/Annabeth Chase
Pipalia - Thalia Grace/Piper McLean
Pipeyna - Piper McLean/Reyna Ramirez-Arellano
Thalyso - Calypso/Thalia Grace
Pipalia - Piper McLean/Thalia Grace
Racheyna - Rachel Elizabeth Dare/Reyna Ramirez-Arellano
Pipazel - Piper McLean/Hazel Levesque
Thaleyna/Theyna - Thalia Grace/Reyna Ramirez-Arellano
can’t help but be worried about young ppl who get a huge following online. i can speak from personal experience that getting a sizeable amount of notes on the art i made when i was like 12-13 was really cool… but also pretty Damaging in hindsight! and i was only a fraction of what kind of attention you can get online. even now as an adult, knowing that i’m considered an Internet Person™️/Content Creator™️ to some degree, it fucks with your mind sometimes. hate to sound like a boomer but i don’t think it’s healthy to have Such an online presence especially as a teen,, it worries me.
it fit so well, couldn’t let this opportunity pass, obv.
57: im not calling - hollie col
92: by myself - maya hawke
3: boys will be boys - miles mckenna
ok but the jackson and jo dynamic is so good ?? how did i not notice before ??
ok but like why haven’t we gotten a maya/travis friendship ?? like queer solidarity or bust
Semi regular reminder that unless u live in a really isolated region, if u live in canada/us vegetarian/vegan diets are significantly cheaper than meat based ones 😒
You can tell a lot about a Silm fan based on whether they say ‘Sauron’, ‘Annatar’, or ‘Mairon’
also the experience of cis queer dudes wanting me to top them? immaculate. gender euphoria. next question
is it cheesy to say that i feel like harry legit doesn’t do music for the awards and titles?
you hear artists say “wow i didn’t expect it” or something of that sort but you know that the award they’re holding in their hand gave them validation and made them feel accomplished but with harry, he just really doesn’t care about those.
he’s really out there making music so that he could give the world good music that’s expressive, bold, new, reflective, etc.
it might be just me overthinking it but harry’s self-awareness and assurance amuses me so much
I WAS ABLE TO SUCCESSFULLY DELIEVER THE SPEECH AND OH MY GOD-
“if you turn anon off you’ll stop getting anon hate” AND MISS OUT ON THE ENTERTAINMENT THESE FOOLS PROVIDE? GORINGRIOG I DON’T THINK SO
Ravenclaw ¦ Asexual ¦ INFJ-T ¦ Pisces
like im so glad i finally have friends that are into anime but having to explain my top 3 favorites is so emabarassing
tonight i’m uncomfortable by my past, and in my present, i can’t tell if i’m finding myself or losing myself. i don’t know what i’m looking for except for success. am i driven? am i compensating? why am i here?
Tubbo: *joins vc*
FJORD HAS A BEARD!!!!
CALEB IS SCRUFFY AGAIN!!!!!