#but am i not allowed to be weak

[novelconcepts]

The defintion of hell is knowing a show is incredibly well-received in its first season, but if people don’t become machines churning out tweets, content, and rewatching 24/7, there’s no likelihood it’ll get a chance to tell its whole story. This shit is madness. Shows in different genres shouldn’t have to pit-battle for dominance. First seasons are MEANT to be baselines establishing worlds and characters, not complete storylines. The idea that this golden age of television has turned into “get it done in one or get out” is revolting.

#the sandman #paper girls #some of the hot takes on Twitter are breaking me #‘why don’t we know the whole story? it’s bad writing if you don’t have a complete story in the first season’ girl WHAT since WHEN #how many excellent shows were weak as fuck in S1?? and here we’re getting shows with incredible first seasons fighting for their lives #like fuckin Christ dude the idea of long form storytelling is allowing your story time and space to spread out #otherwise we would only make movies #i am so sick of this edge of my seat fear that any new show I fall in love with will get axed because the higher powers don’t care about art #this has to be a bubble right? this has to pop at some point and go back to shows valued on what they are #and don’t even get me started on creators having to beg for good reviews to balance out review-bombing from shitheads #if every one star review is clearly bigoted from the comments? why is anyone taking them into account?? #why is there no way to manage this shit aside from creators being like ‘please help us”’

[chaoticgouda]

#the grimace gallery #basically I’ve been feeling really dizzy and weak and lightheaded and nauseated recently #BUT it keeps coming and going and funnily enough seems to occur mainly when i’m around an anxiety trigger #or am allowed to stew in my own toxic brain juices for too long #SO GHHHHH what gives #I hate the prelude to throwing up so much

[meredithbeckham]

win the fight, save your life.

#octaviablakeedit #octavia blake #octaviaedit #the100edit #the 100 #* #i just saw this quote and it of course SCREAMED octavia #and spawned so many thoughts about how everything octavia is #and becomes is unresolved childhood trauma (and further trauma on the ground of course) #comes from a miserable life of not being allowed to exist to suddenly being given the EARTH and devouring it grasping for strength for powe #for connection for life for everything she was denied for 17 years #and because octavia grew up in violence and death #every lesson she learned being harder and more violent by simple nature of it #and how everything octavia's ever been taught is fight and violence and demolition of weakness #slay your demons #i am not afraid (yes you are you've always have been) #and so how could she end up any other way #but finally she does confront this she finds a way to make peace with her darkness she finds peace and happiness #and that saves her life #ultimately she does choose healing in large part so she can be a healing influence in a child's life rather than a damaging one #and i love her sooo much #but beyond being meta of course.. octavia a summary literally and figuratively

[turtleblogatlast]

Headcanon that Future Leo was really good with Casey Jr. while the kid was growing up, and this is largely because Leo had previously gotten a lot of experience looking after Hueso Jr. as well.

#rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt headcanons #I am so very weak for Señor Hueso and Leo’s dynamic #though Leo very much has to earn the privilege of being allowed to look after Hueso Jr in the first place #tbh based on what we’ve seen from him I genuinely think he’d be great at it #it’s the perfect opportunity for him to be a ‘leader’ of sorts whilst still being allowed and also encouraged to be FUN #I have many soft feelings for this okay #and yes I thought of this partially because of the fact they were both Jrs

[rebloggerandy]

the killing moon, will come too soon.

the killing time, unwillingly mine.

#DN #death note #teru mikami #light yagami #mikalight #or teruzuki if you prefer #am i allowed to death note post in 2024? #just know it's lesbian visibility week. yeah they're girls now. #happy lesbian visibility week by the way!!! #I have a weakness for one-sided obsession… #my art 👍

[sexyzuka]

I wanted to make a motivational poster for my office, but an hour later it turned into this.

Kiba believes in you, don't give up!

#i shouldn't be allowed to have photoshop and an internet connection #boruto #naruto #kiba inuzuka #boruto next generation #boruto naruto next generations #my gifs #i still want to print this out and hang it in my office #gosh i really miss the “scalene kiba” image made years back in goddamned ms paint of all things #god i am so weak for this fictional man #i just want him to call me princess and kiss me on the forehead while tucking me into bed #is that so much to ask for??

[sysig]

Twin skeletons need twin carriers (Patreon)

#Doodles #UT #Handplates #Gaster #Sans #Papyrus #Asgore #Also hey Edgar is here! What the heck! Lol #Vargas #Edgar #Ugh I am so weak to baby silliness jfdslafjdjsahfds #I quite literally asked for it and it was still an OHKO lol ♪ #Just! The idea of Gaster getting a baby carrier was too cute not to explore heck and a heck #He'd need a twin carrier! :D Or one of those ones that can attach one to another criss-cross style however it works - he'd need two #But the classic twin setup would have some interesting logistical problems haha #For one Sans is very upset at being separated from his brother especially - Papyrus would also fuss but Sans is much louder ironically haha #There are carrier styles that allow both babies to sit sideways so they can see each other tho :D A decent solution #Also me realizing in real time just how old Gaster is to be a single father all of a sudden lol #There'd still probably be situations where he'd need to be a bit more balanced I imagine that'd get fairly front-heavy #Even if they are skeletons so is he haha #The other problem would be - I imagine Sans would basically always take Gaster's chest and Papyrus at his back #Even tho he sleeps more - maybe even partially because of that - Gaster would always want to be able to check on him #He's quieter and moves around less and if he Needs-to needs-to he can protect Sans with his arms #Hopefully that would never need to happen! But Parent Brain haha #He accidentally bonks Papyrus into something and goes into near-hysterics of What If That Was Sans I Can Never Set This Baby Down Again #I have another small silly idea related to that as well hopefully I can get to it soon haha #Anyway - obviously he trusts Asgore with Sans! Happy medium! #Papyrus finally getting some chest-to-chest snuggles hehe ♪ Gaster isn't baby talking him he's just being dryly silly haha #The translations are ''NOW NOW'' ''ISN'T THAT QUITE ENOUGH'' ''DON'T YOU KNOW BETTER'' #Asgore just enjoying watching him talk to the boys in his own font - privately but openly bonding with them! ♥ A thing only skeletons can do

[ceruleancattail]

The indescribable urge to shove my face into Cater’s midriff and have him ruffle my hair.

I believe that he has a nice waist, and his hands are gentle. Stroking my hair, massaging my scalp, while I wrap his waist with my arms, snuggling into him.

CATER IN CROP TOP WHEN

#the mage’s hat 🎩 #I AM ALLOWED TO HAVE ( 1 ) MOMENT OF WEAKNESS #AND I’M CLAIMING THAT RIGHT TODAY #Caru

[miabrown007]

going crazy about kaz brekker hours

#HE'S JUST *screams into a pillow* #Inej wants him to be better she NEEDS him to be better and shed his armour and be emotionall vulnerable and honest to her #and every time he tries it life delivers a right hook into his solar plexus and knocks him to hell and back #and time and time again he is made to come to the incorrect conclusion that being vulnerable and soft and caring about anyone ever #is a mistake and a weakness that he isn't allowed that he doesn't deserve #and his only way of getting what he wants and keeping the people he loves safe is if he becomes something that can't love them #like life just continues to punish him for having any kind of feelings #and he can only love them if he kills the part of himself that loves them. like COME ON MAN #i'm literally unwell about this kid (KID HE'S FUCKING 17 LET HIM LIVE) #someone sedate me (well actually don't i need to start reading CK tonight) #Kaz I Am Ruin And Ruination Brekker #and it's so tragic because he has come such a long way during SoC and when Inej asks him to be hers you know he can't do it. he would like #to but he's unable of it like his walls are still built up so high. #and it's fair of her to ask because she needs that and keeping her always at arms length is not viable of Kaz but also that's all he can #currently give her. that's his all and it's not enough and my heart is breaking for them ohmygod #they make me think so much of felonies love square I'LL EAT GLASS #okay. anyway. finished six of crows. i'm normal about them. #mia's reading

[djosephqueery]

Robin's joined the mix!

They're here to judge you.

pspspsps @corrodedcoughin look it's Them

#Eddie put her in the Scoops uniform cause he knew it'd piss her off #then he HAD to make a matching outfit for puppet steve #Neither Robin nor Steve are happy about this #Eddie gets Robin back on his side by letting her use Little Robin #Steve isn't allowed to touch any of the puppets #Steve is petitioning for eddie to AT LEAST give puppet steve a nail bat #and eddie can't deny he likes the sound of that #he is a weak weak man #and so am I #puppet steddie #stranger things #Len doodles

[theshadowrealmitself]

I don’t give a shit about what canon says, in my head Vulcans of any gender would usually just be gentle with Humans

Like maybe before when Vulcans were barely interacting with Humans they’d be aggressive, but with the way they’re constantly reminding Humans that they’re stronger and stuff, I think on a more instinctual sense they wouldn’t see a single Human as a threat unless provoked

(If they see them as a mate is a whole other thing)

Mostly cause,,, I really can’t stand the idea of them losing that much of their senses, also for the mate thing I really can’t stand violence of that nature (yes, as a reader of pon farr I am suffering)

But also, just imagine you’re friends with a Vulcan and one day your usually stoic friend seems to be snapping at people and acting aggressive, everyone’s telling you to watch out and then you see them coming at you, they look pissed, you’re suddenly reminded of the differences in strength between your two species, you’re terrified, suddenly they’re right by you…and they just give you a polite greeting? Then walk by you to snap at another Vulcan to move out their way

#yes yes yes I’m weak #but I’m allowed my headcanons #Spock would obviously be different as Humans are a part of him and he’s a part of Humans #Star Trek #yup sorry it’s still the really self indulgent stuff because I am suffering!! #I can handle a lot of violence but not really that kind of violence and it’s horrifying to think of them #well #having sex while having loss that much of their senses #I hate it #I’m ignoring it #sorry if this isn’t what you want to see in this tag I know it’s really self indulgent #Vulcans #Humans

[maraskywalkers]

ok so my "what if Tim's mom was a Horse Girl ™️" hc has evolved & now she's possibly an equine therapist (yes it's whole journey & no I will not explain myself) so now I'm like does Tim have a canon opinion on horses? lmao bc listen I now decided that he has a way with horses bc of his mom and never really comes up until they're working a case or something & Tim totally calms down a horse & like bonds with it & Raylan tries really hard not to swoon but Tim being all soft & gentle with a scared horse or whatever just does something to his heart okay

#tim finds it both hilarious & endearing #like wow raylan you really want to be q cowboy huh #but also like the tenderness between them #tim wasnt allowed to be soft growing up #but he's learning how to let himself #the fact that it just makes raylan want to kiss him something silly is a nice bonus #raylan holds every soft moment tim lets him see close to his chest ok #sappy headcanons for you #i may have constructed an entire gutterson family headcanon backstory maybe #anyway #with some givenson bc i am weak for them #hope this isnt like wildly ooc but *shrugs* #tim gutterson #raylan givens #givenson #justified #justified headcanons #tim gutterson headcanons #idk how properly tag srry

[evilkaeya]

I see the dazai kinning is hitting you hard today

I was possessed I'm over it now

#is getting possessed my fault now #am I not allowed to have a moment of weakness #sai answers

[oneirataxia-girl]

this is the second part to @supermarine-silvally's ask, found here! they asked for quite a few questions for my One Piece ships, Kenji x Killer & Law x Mari x Kid, Keller's answers can be found here, while this post is all for Midlaw. so let us begin! tagging the other anime girlie @auxiliarydetective as well

1. How did they meet and what were their first impressions of each other?

Mari knew of Kid and Law long before the three crews landed on Sabaody, she's intrigued by Law's abilities, but thinks Kid is a senseless, bloodthirsty idiot. but it's KidLaw that met first on Sabaody, it's dislike at first sight <3 Kid thinks Law is a stuck-up "I'm better than you" kinda guy and is itching to beat him up in the new world, while Law thinks Kid is unnecessarily destructive and overall not someone he wants to associate with

KidLaw see Mari for the first time at the auction house, where she gets the collars and chains off the other prisoners with the keys Franky got; Kid thinks that his assumption that she's the weakest out of the Strawhats (for context, Mari consistently has the second-lowest bounty, second only to Chopper) was right, while Law is slightly unnerved by the fact that she seems to pop out of nowhere, but also thinks she's not that dangerous

2. What kind of dynamic do they have with each other?

black cat x orange cat x black cat, rival crews to tentative allies to unmarried divorced throuple to 'if I don't see my gf & bf/bfs in the next five seconds I will bring down this building', "we're going our separate ways." "... yeah?" "it's for the best that we don't meet again soon." "agreed."

3. What do others think of them?

the Heart pirates are the captains of the Lari ship the second Law introduces Mari to them, but after Wano Bepo, Shachi, and Penguin are thrown off because they get the feeling that their captain doesn't hate Captain Eustass like he claims; the Kid pirates board it after watching Kid trying to subtly show off in front of Mari & Law (neither of them is impressed, but neither of them would admit that it was a bit flustering to be scooped up with one arm so that's that); and the Strawhats (namely Brook, Franky, Chopper, and Robin after a bit) are on board as soon as they work it out, Nami got a bag of berry from Kenji from betting that Mari would fall for Law, but she and Kenji both lost money to Robin because she's the only one to bet that their crewmate would like both Law and Kid, Zoro could not care less who Mari likes as long as it's not harming the crew, but he's subjected to both Kenji and Sanji's lamenting so he drags Jimbei and Usopp in to argue that it's not their business, meanwhile Luffy has no idea about any of this and is just wondering why Mari's more mopey than usual

5. Is their joint future bright or bleak?

ideally yes, Idc if I have to trample canon I WILL give them a happy ending and there's nothing Oda can do to stop me

7. Do they have a desire to protect each other?

normally, no -- actually, Kid & Law did think Mari would need to have someone watching her back, but after seeing her on Wano, both of them know Mari would not appreciate them fighting for her. similarly, Mari isn't too fussed about their safety because she knows Law and Kid can handle themselves. but if one of them goes down, you can bet the other two are going to go full demon on whoever did that

10. Who would win in a fight?

okay this one deserves its own dissertation post, so I won't elaborate much here. it depends on where the fight is and if the three of them are at their fullest abilities or not, but it's probably ending in a tie or a surprise takedown after two of them are exhausted

12. Who is a better caregiver?

Mari. Law has no sleeping schedule and survives on onigiri with black coffee and probably has no idea how to show that he cares for people, Kid is a freak of nature and probably would've died long before he set sail if it wasn't for Killer and also has no idea how to show affection other than be less mean towards them. it's not a hard competition when one of them has oldest daughter syndrome and middle child syndrome at the same time

15. Who has better fashion sense?

it's a tie between Mari and Law. sorry Kid but I can't look past those pants 😭

20. What's the worst thing about them teaming up?

to be on the receiving end of their blows. think Kidlaw fighting Big Mom, then add in a phantom that always strikes to incapacitate (or kill, depending on the situation) at the worst possible times for the receiver, which just so happens to hit the weakest spots every single time. if Mari adds in her dust bombs and puts her devil fruit to active combat, then it's just overkill if they're not fighting someone Yonko level

21. What's the best thing about them teaming up?

to be on the same side as them, especially if you're not a good fighter, you can just sit back and watch Law dice up people and Kid disarming (sometimes literally) the other side, while Mari pops out of nowhere to string up some poor terrified guys then gives a quick report about what's ahead then vanishes again (this is ghostwritten by Kenji, Usopp, Nami, and Chopper)

36. What is a gift one would give to the other?

Kid makes metal flowers for both Mari and Law, as well as some other practical bits and bobs. Mari and Law I can't really see getting gifts (I hc Law prefers to give quality time and Mari acts of service) but Mari makes matching necklaces for the three of them when they tie the knot

39. What's an inside joke they'd have together?

how long will it take for Kenji to accept that his sister is hopelessly in love and has no intentions of leaving her boyfriends (he's actually happy and relieved that someone wants Mari, but he pretends to dislike them to keep them on their toes); what insane thing will Luffy do today and which one of them is the unlucky recipient of a rubber hug; Kid can't do housework at ALL

45. If one of them was in trouble, what would the others do?

hunt down the people responsible and show them exactly why people don't mess with what's theirs

48. If they swapped bodies, how would they handle it?

okay this will probably also require a long explanation and this is long enough as it is, so I'll answer this some other time with doodles to show the scene in my head ;)

give me a number + relationship and I'll tell you something about that relationship!

#i feel like midlaw is also not fleshed out enough #objectively speaking it shouldn't be allowed for them to decimate people so easily in a fight #so i'm going to reconsider some of these answers too #also if anyone has hcs of law/kid love languages pls hmu #i am suspish of my own hcs #i am of the belief that lawkid talked after defeated kuma on sabaody and they were toeing that line between shit-talking and flirting #they get so close to each other and agree that they're gonna fight the next time they meet #then law sees mari for the first time after timeskip and he's like #why are you prettier than i remember. stop it. i can't fight if you're distracting me. also why can't i sense you #kid watching on broadcast is like #wait is that??? the strawhat?? she still looks weak af. why is she with trafalgar. scratch that why is mugiwara with trafalgar?? #and mari's like #maybe you two aren’t as bad as i thought. i think i can grow to like you guys- wait. no. fuck am i falling in love??! #and shuts herself off #these tags are stupidly long again #alvita's answers #ship: midlaw #otp: the metal strings of death #hadley my beloved

[ajdrawshq]

listening to octopath music and drawing and writing stuff for my octopath pmd au so The Horrors(tm) dont get me

#i am getting WAY too in depth with these character profiles but if i dont hyperfocus on it i will implode . #like. we got species (including fusions/variants) types (may differ due to species) (plus an extra type bc of mixing in octopath mechanics) #also bc they can have up to 3 types at once i calculated everyones weaknesses and resistances which is actually kinda fun w tri-typed mons #also movesets up to 9 moves including 8 from their species(es.?) and 1 from their extra type . bc octopath #and abilities which everyone can have up to 2 of bc of how the older pmd games worked #tho each start with one and gain one in a similar way to octopath which allows for more mismatching #and also making it easier to choose fitting abilities for everyone they otherwise woildnt have access to #their IQ groups (tho. i am mildly tempted to scrap that and make my own groups. no yeah thats my next task now) #held items and general/single use items theyd most likely have #and any other individual notes i have on them 👍 like therion being unable to evolve further bc part of his lineage is a 2 stage evo #ohhh i also need to note where everyone comes from. except maybe therion bc we dont know his hometown at all #thats gonna be kinda hard bc each continent has pretty much all the biomes but psmd changed that up a bit..... hm.... #and the sand continent is straight up from psmd only unlike the rest so i need to check if theres anything besides deserts there #bc i could theoretically put 2 travellers per continent and go from there.. OH wait that works hold on. im a genius #maybe i need to replay psmd again and see.. i gotta be at least partway in my current playthrough it camt be too hard #id like to mimic where everyone starts out as much as i can.. tho i cant remember if theres a livable tundra area in pmd #still gotta do those iq groups tho . that goes first #octotag

[coldshrugs]

you look nothing like my dreams

#io/estinien #io laithe #ffxiv #i am so sorry. i'm sorry. is this cringe? #i found a pose for the kiss by klimt and i'm weak for it so #here i am #they are just. so soft together #i will never get over their parallels and growth. and the comfort and ease they offer each other?? #ANYWAY #i'm allowed to post mush because this has been the most brutal month i've had in a few years & i need serotonin #azia gposes