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constelacionde-orion · 7 years

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It’s too late for us.

Prompt : Y/N is hired by Amanda Waller to make an easy job in order to get something she really wants back.

A/N : Okaaay, so… this is my first fanfic, and I want to make an apology ‘cause i’m not an english speaker or writer so any kind of mistake please forgive me and let me know. AAAANND I didn’t edit it so it may have some (ALOT) of mistakes. Again, sorry.

Pairing : Jason Todd x Reader

Y/N (your name), Y/L/N (your lastname) Y/SH/N -( your superheroe name)

Warnings: ,swearing, nightmares, torture, 💀(?)

Word Count: 2700 (Holy Shit)

Everything is black, the only thing you can listen is your heart beating and your desesperation to catch air. Your lungs are burning and you don’t know why, until, you hear that sick laugh that comes alive as a far away echo.

You look around but everything is still painted in black. You try to run, or even move but you can’t, something doesn’t let you go. Suddenly, there’s a blinding light and you shut your eyes close. There’s someone walking, hard steps that stops near you.

“So, people really do crazy things for love, huh?” you heard the Joker said, he’s breath makes contact with your skin and you move your head aside, but he grabs your face and make you turn to look at him.

“LOOK AT ME WHEM I’M TALKIN’ TO YOU DARLIN’!” he screams at you.

You open your eyes and see how close he’s face is close to yours, you are not afraid, that doesn’t even crossed your mind, that’s why you spit in his face, and you smile, after that, he slaps you hard enought to spit again, but this time with blood.

“Anyway, as long as I want to play with you, I have places to go, you know, make people, laugh” he starts pacing around.

You try to look down at yourself, but you’re on a table all tied up, with syringes pointed straight to you with some kind of turquoise liquid inside, you are so space out thinkin about a way to escape and to beat the shit out of him that you didn’t hear all his rambling.

“And, let’s just think for a while, that I’m makin’ you a favor, you’ll see him again, don’t worry darlin’” He tells you while he grabs he’s coat, and slowly makes his way back to you.

“I have to say little girl, you do really have balls to come here, so sad, you’ll have to go”

That’s the last thing he tells you, after that you hear a machine starting up, you shake your body, you try everything, but thenm there’s alot of pain in your body, the syringes make contact with your skin and all that strange liquid is running thrue your veins. Your screams fill the empty basement, tears falls from your eyes, and before everything goes black there’s only one face you see, Jason Peter Todd, your friend, your first love.

You’re awake, once again in the middle of the night, you heart is beating fast and you have to think about calm things to relax your breathing. When you feel more calm you look at your phone in the nightstand ‘4:11’. You look at the ceiling when you feel the tears in your eyes.

Six fuckin’ years since he left and still, this is not the first time this happens, it’s not the first nightmare that recall you how you losed Jason or how you gained you lighting powers (something he actually didn’t plan). But truth be told, this kind of nightmares aren’t the worst , sometimes you dream about him, how he would look like, if you both will be together, that kind of dreams are the worst, the ones that feels like reality, that he is with you, because when you wake up in the morning, you are, alone.

You go back to sleep hoping to avoid the topic of Jason.

In the morning (10:00 am) you are back in your normal life, your boring job (you do need bills to afford college for the next semester), your boring mates, your boring coffee in your boring white cup, everything, sucks. But that’s the way it should be, or at least you think that way.

Since Jason, well, died, you avoid all the Batfam, every single one of them, you where so angry with Batman that you cut all possible connections. That’s why they don’t even know that you actually went for the Joker or that you have powers or even the fact that you make your own patrol in Gotham at nights. I mean, they don’t even know you change you name to Jenny Peters for crying out loud, in your little world you where still Y/N /Y/L/N, but no one should know that.

You’re boring life is over when you enter your apartment at 9:00 pm. You get ready for once more by Y/SH/N and patrol Gotham, it’s not surprise that some nights you see Batman with his bunches of kids, but you try not to make contact with them, even when you think you need help, that what’s actually happed this night.

“You really are a girl, you failed with your lightning shit” that fucking bastard said while approching you.

“Well, I guess your father’s condom failed too ” you said while lauching another lightning, this time a perfect head shot.

The guy fell to the floor just few inches away from you. You jumped his body, and went to other rooftop, not even seconds after your feets touched the ground and you felt something sting your neck.

“What the f-” you said while turning around.

Everything felt like a rollercoaster and dizzy, soon after, you fell to the floor too, the last thing you saw where shoes.

Once fucking again you where tied up, at least this time was a chair, and a room more, comfy in some ways. The walls painted in blue, a window, a lamp, speakers in every high corner and right in front of you a camera.

‘Great’ you think when you saw the red light flashing and also when you noticed that you weren’t wearing your helmet, so, you were exposed.

“So, this is kind of a Saw movie, you want to record my death or why the hell I’m here?” you said while your eyes scanned the place.

Nothing, no one.

“Well. In that case I think I can simply break free and stole this pretty video about well, me.” you said while trying to focus on your lightnings to escape but, what the shit, you couldn’t, not even a spark was coming out.

“Good to see you are doing okay Miss Y/L/N” said a female voice through the speakers.

“Awh, not you again” you said with annoyance while looking straight to the tiles.

“You do have a great memory to remember my voice lady” said that shitty voice again.

“They’re in the list of things that I should totally avoid” you said, now looking at the camera.

“Tell me Waller, why you don’t let me give you a light show, huh?” You smirk to the camera, of course she will tell you.

“You do not even give a shit that I already know your actual name?” She said now with annoyance in her voice.

“Well, nope. I know you either give a shit about it, ‘cause it’s useless today” you said trying to scratch your cheek with your shoulder.

“You’re in a cage that simply does not allow powers . Now, the may reason you are here Y/N it’s because I want to negotiate with you” She said, and you actually could here how she take a seat in a chair in other room.

“Oh, really?, about what?” you said looking at the ceiling.

Of course you can escape this shit, you may not have powers now, but you already have escaped many other cages before without them, you just have to be very careful this time.

“I need you to kill someone in order to have someone back to you” she said without hesitation.

“I’m not very convinced, you gotta be way more, specific” you said while raising an eyebrow to the camera.

“I see. You know this anti-hero, named Red Hood, a really pain in the ass nowadays, he kind of interfere with my own issues, so I need you to take him out of the game” She said and you felt she did not finish so you didn’t say anything.

“If you kill the Red Hood, I’ll give you Jason Peter Todd back” she said.

Your eyes were now full open, you even gasp you hear his name again, your full attention was on the camera, but then, you remembered.

“Even if the guy was trying to stole my own cookies, I would not do it, Jason is more than dead, I saw his grave, I saw him go down in the fucking coffin” you said trying to stay calm.

“What if a show you these…” she said now entering in the same room as you.

Amanda Waller was a very smart women. She showed you pictures, recordings, everything’s for you to understood that he was alive. She didn’t told you how, she said you will have to do it when both of you where together, in that moment it didn’t cross your mind something was missing in the plan.

After few hours later you accepted and returned home with all the files in your hands, the hour, the place, everything where you could find the Red Hood. Amanda Waller was very clear, one mistake and you are dead.

Also, she didn’t told you who was the man under the red hood.

Jason POV

How many times a man has to be kidnapped? he said to himself while looking at the blue room.

“I’m glad you’re awake Mr. Todd” a voice echoed through the speakers.

“What? How you know my name?!, get out and come here!” he said while trying to break the handcuffs.

“Woah, you are way more violent than her” she said with a bit of humor in her voice.

“Her? I don’t give a shit about with who you was talking before!, now come here and-” he shouted in the empty room,

“Oh, but you do give a shit about her, Jason” she said still with the sense of humor.

“Oh, really?, if so, tell me her name” he said with sarcasm.

“Y/N Y/L/N” she said.

Jason stayed in shock, his eyes looking at the camera in front of him, even his breath was caught in his throat.

“You see?, you do give a shit about her!” Amanda said while laughing a bit.

“What did you do to her?!” he shouted even louder this time.

“Easy there boy, I need you. And for the record, I didn’t do anything to your sweet Y/N, she’s safe and sound, well, that depends on you” Waller said once again while entering to the blue room.

“What do you mean?” he said with hate evident in his voice.

“You see, there’s this little pain in the ass called Y/SH/N, she kind of just act like a Robin Hood, but I don’t like when this kind of superheroes bring their noses close to my own business, so, I need you to, take her out of the game, in return, I gave you your sweet Y/N” Amanda said with a smirk in her lips.

“You always play dirty Waller, what’s the trick?” said Jason trying to focus on the real bet.

“Oh, yeah that. One mistake and I’ll kill you, okay?, and that means also, that you can’t ask for help, it’s between, you, Y/SH/N and me” she said while handing’ him the files about where to find you.

“Any questions Red?” she asked while turning away.

“Where you have Y/N?” he asked while looking at Waller’s back.

“She must be in her late College hours, i don’t know, she may be fine” she said going out of the room.

Jason arrived home, he read about your powers and study your attacks, but it never crossed his mind you were under that black helmet.

The day finally came. You where looking for this guy Red Hood in the rooftops. You start thinking that Amanda might be wrong about the date because you couldn’t find him anywhere. It was that moment when a bullet passed by your arm (you didn’t get any damage) that maked you think twice.

“You know, the point having a gun it’s that you actually hit something” you said while turning around to face the popular Red Hood.

“I’m not here to chat Y/SH/N” he said while pointing his gun straight in your helmet.

“Me either, I just thought you may want to be friendly before you died” you said while dodging’ the bullet.

That’s when eveything started. You both where fighting actually to death, kickin’, punching, screaming, dodging, jumping in the rooftops, running, everything. You both wanted so bad to kill each other in order to have the other back into their lifes.

There’s a point where you have to cath your breath, so you send a lightning straight to the left side of this helmet. That part broke into million of pieces and Red Hood fell. You catched your breath, and not even five seconds after you where pinned in a near wall by the Red Hood and a gun under your helmet.

“You do have terrible aim, that’s actually fine with me, I can kill you easily now ” The Red Hood told you while pressing his gun under your chin.

And that’s the exact moment when you see him. His blue eye shinning with the moon, the white strand of his hair that escapes from the hole you made in the helmet. The Red Hood is Jason Todd, your Jason.

“Jason” you said under your breath, still he listened to you.

“How you called me?!” He screams at you, but you didn’t even flinch.

“Jaybird” You said now, your eyes still scanning his blue eye in order to find some kind of recognizance.

“How you know that?!” the screams once more, the gun pressed even further, but you don’t move.

“Because I used to called you that when you came around in your Robin suit” you said with tears in your eyes.

You feel how the gun lowers and then you heard how it hits the ground. Jason take off your helmet and there you were. Crying with a sad smile in you face.

“Y/N” he said now under his breath

You just nod with your head and launch yourself to him, giving him a tight hug. his arms goes to your waist and his head gets lost between your shoulder and neck. You feel how his tears explode in your jacket, and you know you may look like a mess, but in that moment you don’t care, you’re once again in the arms of the man you have always loved, you close your eyes and breathe his essence, he’s is alive, he is with you again.

But as Amanda Waller said, one mistake it’s no acceptable. So when you opened your eyes, you see, a red dot in Jason’s back, you scan the place and there is, a sniper waiting to push the trigger. So you know, you can’t lose Jason again you will not bury him once again, you will not see how his body it’s caged in a coffin once more. You pushed Jason aside and you point your hand to the location of the sniper and shoot a lightning. The moment the lightning goes out of your hand, it’s the moment when it makes a sound like an actuall thunder, you see how the sniper’s body fell to the ground and in the same moment you feel something in your stomach, painful, it stings, and your body feel numb. You fell once again to the ground on your knees, something warm is making your way through your throat, and you know, you are not stupid you know, you’ll die.

And then you feel something warm in your cold skin, you try to find the source with your eyes, but everything seams to go in slow motion, you just hear everything far away. But there you see, once again before everything goes black, the face of your friend, of your first love, Jason Peter Todd, this time he is calling your name, he carries you down the rooftop, begging you to stay, and the only thing you manage to say is “I Love you”, you see how he is crying, but you smile, because you are in the arms of the man you always have loved.

Well, hell, let me know what you think.

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