#but god my heart's blooming

[crabussy]

TEN GAZILLION PONY ATTACK!!!!! this is a part 2 of my subtle animation-friendly redesigns!!! I only made changes that could have happened in the show. hair gradients can be seen in cadence, and white markings on sunburst, for example.

feel free to ask me questions about the design choices!! (just mentioning: I love the CMC's actual cutie marks, just wanted to try designing individual ones this time around!) Part 1 with the mane 6!

#mlp #my little pony #twinkleshine #lemon hearts #minuette #mlpfim #mlp fim #mlp g4 #princess luna #luna mlp #sunburst mlp #mlp redesign #starlight glimmer #vinyl scratch #discord mlp #cutie mark crusaders #sweetie belle #apple bloom #scootaloo #SO MANY TAGS. DEAR GOD #lyra heartstrings #zecora #mlp gen 4 #mlp designs #some of the outlines might be a bit crunchy!!! it was difficult to find transparent vectors for some of these guys #long post #hi scary amount of followers. ponies happening to you okay?

[drunkdumbfucker]

"Those lovers are mostly gone. These hands remain-; like altars." Natalie Diaz, from The Hand Has Twenty-Seven Bones — : These Hands If Not Gods 

#shunuki #ukitake jushiro #bleach #shunsui kyoraku #IDK MAN #found these in the drafts #was def drunk in the making process #something something about these two saying farewell on the steps they grew up on #something something about saying farewells and goddamn mimihagi's shadow swallowing those steps and the last words their hearts shall excha #ge #it hurts #my shitset #something about the hands calling out to gods clasped together in prayer #not the hands cupping each other's cheeks waist lips shoulders tenderness in the tips of their fingerstips #blooming in their palms because love is their religion #FUCKING HELL

[eyrieofsynapses]

good evening, all. it is May the 25th. our lilacs are blooming, just as the ones at the Watch House did. and I am thinking about remembrance of the fallen, and GNU, and the love in commemoration.

y'know, I read Night Watch… oh, maybe a year ago and some months ago. and the lilac symbolism, the remembrance of the Watch, has always struck me with the depth of the emotion of it, the tangibility of it in the flowers. but I wasn't aware that today was the day until I saw commemorative posts, all that gorgeous artwork and more, on my dash.

I was also not aware, until now, that fans commemorated the day not only because of the book reference, but in support of Terry Pratchett and of those with Alzheimer's. which knocked me over a bit because of course, of course the group that would use GNU to honor him would do that. and… I've been thinking about GNU a lot, lately, and this caught me again.

I read Going Postal a bit ago, and reread it recently. both times, the parts about GNU made me tear up. this idea of the names, the memories, the lives of the clacks workers who dedicated themselves to ensuring that people heard each other's voices—all those names spoken again and again and again by that which they poured their souls into, winging along in the air as they could not, an eternal reminder that they were loved—how could that not touch a person's heart?

when I found out that fans online used it to memorialize him, I damn well cried. hell, I still tear up just thinking about it. do you know, there's a code for an HTTP header "X-Clacks-Overhead: GNU Terry Pratchett" written by Reddit users to put in webpages, where it goes unseen by the average user? and in 2015, when Netcraft took a survey, there were eighty-four thousand websites using it? it's eight years later—how many thousands upon thousands of websites have this now, do you think? how many little cables of light has his name flown along, now? how many times?

that alone is absurdly and unimaginably lovely in its own right, but… there's something else to it. there's something about remembering with the lilac sprigs every year, just as Vimes and those who were there remembered their dead. something about how, when we take up our lilac sprigs, we carry a little piece of the characters in our hearts, too. I kept trying to put my finger on why that makes me tear up the way it does. the conclusion I came to is this:

what greater way to honor a writer is there, but to honor them the way they did the characters they poured their heart and soul into? what better way to say we know you and you are not forgotten and your work and words and gifts to the world are held in our hearts forever than to remember them by their own words, their own vision? how else could we say you embodied all the good you believed in and wished to see in the world, but to memorialize them after the little pieces of their soul they wrapped in ink and put upon the page?

it is a knowing of the writer, to remember them in their way. it is not a worn-out faceless platitude, but a reminder that their work has been read and will continue to be, that the characters and world they loved enough to bring to life last just as their name does. such remembrance is warm and loving and delights in their memory even as it grieves.

and now Pratchett's name has been written in his tradition, over and over and over, across the vast plane of the Internet, where it will—with any luck—continue to fly for generations to come.

there is no way to truly express the beauty of that… but perhaps we can catch a glimpse of it in the lilacs, both ours and the Watch's.

#the glorious 25th of may #night watch #gnu terry pratchett #discworld #I cannot express how much I love that our lilacs bloom at the same time as they do in the books #also I dearly wanted to include this little fact in my accidental monologue but it didn't fit. so in the tags it goes: #GNU Terry Pratchett is ALSO a Minecraft splash text #which is just. aaaaaaaaaaah of course a game with something like the End Poem would do that but aaaaaaaaaaaaaaah #I have many feelings on this and a decent summary of a lot of them is about the beauty of how humanity remembers and loves our dead #and also just... the love. the love that can be held for someone you never met #but whose writing and words can pierce your heart in the best of ways #and the love for characters--for the best of them are these little shards of the writer's soul that they decided to share #because that's really the nature of writing. baring your soul and your self to others in those persons you breathe to life on the page #and then sharing it with others just in hopes that it might ring true and inspire them #give them insight #help them in ways no one else could because only YOU could write that character and share that part of yourself #and by gods if Pratchett isn't among the best at that then I don't know who is #anyway. I have feelings and I accidentally turned them into a monologue whoo #have a good evening all

[wonderloste]

❛❛ AND IF YOU GO CHASING RABBITS, you know you're going to fall ...

PLSS THE CUTE ASS ART @londonfallen COMM'D FOR ME AS A GIFT EKRJHNM THE CORE FOUR.... / artist.

#KJMKJMH #THEY'RE SO CUTE #MY SKRUNKLIES #GRABS THEM #ʚ c. white rabbit ɞ ⁄ if i only could‚ i'd make a deal with god and i’d get him to swap our places. #ʚ c. jabberwock ɞ ⁄ stroke of luck or gift from god‚ by the hands of fate or devil’s claws. #ʚ c. bandersnatch ɞ ⁄ you go down just like holy mary‚ mary on a cross : your beauty never‚ ever scared me. #ʚ c. king of hearts ɞ ⁄ roses are red and violets are blue‚ from the depths of my gardens our hearts bloomed. #ʚĭɞ ― misc: portraiture ˊˎ-

[yourdragonsareglowing]

oh god oh goughd what the fuck ough <- <- just finished the final calamity ganon fight in botw for the first time

#zach babbles #breath of the wild #botw #it was so good #zelda was firmly cemented into my heart as a favorite character oh my god #she's finally content and free #silent princess flowers blooming in droves in the fields as she and link start their own little journey I CRIED!!!!!!!!!

[risingsunresistance]

my aunt's sunflowers finally bloomed but. well im no expert but they look like they could use some work kdhfjhd. it's been raining way too much and the heat has been insane so maybe that has something to do with their skinny petals. it's her first time trying to grow flowers on her own tho, she's so happy they bloomed :]

here's some more flowers from her house, just bc they're pretty and i wanna share

this one was just wild up in the hills :0

#been waiting to see these bloomed #she planted them the week he died... that did Something in my heart man #like i said a while back. sunflowers have always meant a lot to me for a lot of different reasons #but in particular i associate them a lor with life and death bc of mother 3 #i know it sounds insane to let a game COMPLETELY change my outlook on life but. oh my god ive bever had an experience like that #mother 3 did for me what church never could KFHKFJ #but anyways- #quite a few things (mostly the rising sun) made me associate sunflowers with techno #i brought it up on priv a lot #but when the news cane out i just couldnt stop thinking about them #has another meaning to me now. they make me think of him #i told my aunt about his death and she had some really nice words to say even though she didnt know him #she couldnt believe the impact. i told her about all the people who knew him #i didnt tell her how much her sunflowers mesnt to me tho bc it felt too uhhhhh. spiritual? superstitious??? idk but something like that #it just felt like. one of those things that isnt just coincidence ya know #she comes to see me not even a week after he's died and the first thing she tells me about is how much she loves her sunflowers #felt like i was meant to hear that. idk. not good at wording these things #enough rambling im gonna go attempt to ride my bike o/ #chat #tw death

[crusheswhimsandfancies]

I love him so much😭😭😭

#I found it!!!! #hallelujah #I saw this on instagram but wanted to save the actual video #even tho they credited the uploader it wouldn’t come up for me in the search #but it’s just appeared on youtube as a suggestion for me #god bless the yt algorithm #he looks so small with those giantesses #I know he is a smol baby but they’re extra tall chorus line ladies #the way they pick him up tho #my heart!!!!! #he’s so good at dancing #like he really looks the part #I can’t get over how. uh. flexible he looks #I’m going out of my tiny fangirl mind #please I want to see him in a musical😩 #I feel like I’m going to cry and my heart is going to burst #the producers #leo bloom #I wanna be a producer

[dirhwangdaseul-archived]

weird to relate things to life but that's what happens when life and art are lived huh my breakup song is woke up from adventure time and the tv series is interview with the vampire, what a fucking world, movie is happy together but that one is too close, too damn close

#el suco posts #i wanna kms but it's also a bright day and on god i will make my suffering his #and im patient so all i have to do is keep on living #things fester in me all the time so let the heart landscape bloom its rage too #also im kinda horrified about how much happy together and iwtv just.... they have scenes of my life #how did i let myself become someone's fucking rug

[ghosttsar]

Tag drop feat. dynamics / connections pt. 3

iii. ( arthur / destinycrowned ) : a children's tale the lonesome wail of a lion's roar

iv. ( &. arthur / destinycrowned ) : i just wanted to tell you i saw you point at the heart in my chest

iii. ( mik'hale / wayan9an ) : suffering feels religious if you do it right

iv. ( &. mik'hale / wayan9an ) : tell me we both matter don't we

iii. ( alys / eversinging ) : beauty is terror

iv. ( &. alys / eversinging ) : the tides &. the winds make storms that can devour ; this is my understanding of us

iii. ( emilie / fearstouch ) : maybe we're just blood ; whatever that's for

iv. ( &. emilie / fearstouch ) : if i told you that a flower bloomed in a dark room would you trust it

iii. ( annie / lasraichean ) : i need to be youthfully felt 'cause god i never felt young

iv. ( &. annie / lasraichean ) : stay is a sensitive word

#iii. ( arthur / destinycrowned ) : a children's tale the lonesome wail of a lion's roar #iv. ( &. arthur / destinycrowned ) : i just wanted to tell you i saw you point at the heart in my chest #iii. ( alys / eversinging ) : beauty is terror #iv. ( &. alys / eversinging ) : the tides &. the winds make storms that can devour ; this is my understanding of us #iii. ( emilie / fearstouch ) : maybe we're just blood ; whatever that's for #iv. ( &. emilie / fearstouch ) : if i told you that a flower bloomed in a dark room would you trust it #iii. ( annie / lasraichean ) : i need to be youthfully felt 'cause god i never felt young #iv. ( &. annie / lasraichean ) : stay is a sensitive word #iii. ( mik'hale / wayan9an ) : suffering feels religious if you do it right #iv. ( &. mik'hale / wayan9an ) : tell me we both matter don't we

[khenzi]

hjgjhfgjhf

#☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ visuals. › she was a storm: sudden‚ powerful‚ violent‚ devastating‚ and utterly magnificent. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ character study. › passion embodied‚ a flower of melodrama in eternal bloom. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ imagery. › ㅤcall me medusa‚ for my monstrosity is not mine to bear but yours to fear. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ desires. › drag my teeth along your chest‚ to taste your beating heart. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ headcanon. › who hasn’t ever wondered: am i a monster or is this what it means to be a person? #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ writing. › ㅤisn’t all that rage so ugly? and isn’t it mine‚ still? good god‚ isn’t it mine? #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ answered. › ㅤi ask this one thing: let me go mad in my own way. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ shitposting. › what are we? werewolves‚ not swearwolves.

[rinmemesuoka]

tsukutabe. . .

#nomoto being a late blooming lesbian is something that can be so personal. i don't have quite that experience but there's still something so #heart touching about it. I don't know her official age but I read her and Kasuga as late 20s or early 30s and the two of them gently fallin #in love with each other is soooooo. it's so. oh my god. i want to cry.

[ssnowssakura01]

So i finally finished MahoPre's series and I must say...

MahoPre is the first precure series to make me cry the way i cried to Lament of the Fallen and Graduation Trip.

#yee this is all about the ep 49 #like damn writers who hurt u??? #my heart is breaking for mirai #mirai my child pls dont cry i'll cry too TT #thank god reunion is a precure thing #time to watch mahopre's movie #then i will watch kirakira and rewatch gopri cuz i said so #crying for almost the whole duration of the episode is fun #anyways mirai is part of my fav pink cures alongside black bloom and dream #if anything happens to mirai i will kill everyone in this room and then myself

[lunarfey]

tag dump: ic.

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   visuals.   ›   she was a storm: sudden‚ powerful‚ violent‚ devastating‚ and utterly magnificent.

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   character study.   ›   passion embodied‚ a flower of melodrama in eternal bloom.

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   imagery.   ›   ㅤcall me medusa‚ for my monstrosity is not mine to bear but yours to fear.

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   desires.   ›   drag my teeth along your chest‚ to taste your beating heart.

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   headcanon.   ›   who hasn’t ever wondered: am i a monster or is this what it means to be a person?

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   writing.   ›   ㅤisn’t all that rage so ugly? and isn’t it mine‚ still? good god‚ isn’t it mine?

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   answered.   ›   ㅤi ask this one thing: let me go mad in my own way.

☾ ˙ ˖ ✧   shitposting.   ›   what are we? werewolves‚ not swearwolves.

#tag dump. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ visuals. › she was a storm: sudden‚ powerful‚ violent‚ devastating‚ and utterly magnificent. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ character study. › passion embodied‚ a flower of melodrama in eternal bloom. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ imagery. › ㅤcall me medusa‚ for my monstrosity is not mine to bear but yours to fear. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ desires. › drag my teeth along your chest‚ to taste your beating heart. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ headcanon. › who hasn’t ever wondered: am i a monster or is this what it means to be a person? #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ writing. › ㅤisn’t all that rage so ugly? and isn’t it mine‚ still? good god‚ isn’t it mine? #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ answered. › ㅤi ask this one thing: let me go mad in my own way. #☾ ˙ ˖ ✧ shitposting. › what are we? werewolves‚ not swearwolves.

[wonderloste]

ʚĭɞ       ―      THE TRUE ROUTES  +  ARCANA  ,

› we all have a little madness in us , alice. especially you.

#THINGS I DO INSTEAD OF WRITING KJENMRHKJNM #TUMBLR STOP KILLING MY QUALITY #ʚĭɞ ― misc: portraiture ˊˎ- #ʚ x. introspection ɞ ⁄ i can't deny it‚ i lose my head : fight it‚ i do‚ but i can't deny it‚ i lose all my mind. #god i haven't used darcy's fc in 5 million years #crying #reversed hermit aleister :(((( am sad #ʚ c. alice liddell ɞ ⁄ oh you clever little thing‚ what a charming basket case. #ʚ c. white rabbit ɞ ⁄ if i only could‚ i'd make a deal with god and i’d get him to swap our places. #ʚ c. jabberwock ɞ ⁄ stroke of luck or gift from god‚ by the hands of fate or devil’s claws. #ʚ c. bandersnatch ɞ ⁄ worship your body as you walk my way‚ you're the only one who can make me pray. #ʚ c. king of hearts ɞ ⁄ roses are red and violets are blue‚ from the depths of my gardens our hearts bloomed. #ʚ c. puppet master ɞ ⁄ salvation on your breath‚ caught it in mine‚ mumbling confessions undone and divine. #ʚ c. black rabbit ɞ ⁄ doesn't care about how you'll save him‚ where he’s from there's no salvation.

[riseatlantisss]

Careful, he bites

Pairing : Astarion x female!reader around 900 words.

morning sex. in bed. with the most amazing vampire. that’s it that’s the plot ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

TW : 18+, shameless smut, oral sex (female receiving), fingering, tiny bit of fang kink

I love him a completely normal amount

You open your eyes slowly, savouring the blissful, heavy fog of sleep that still weighs on your mind. The voice that greets you is one you’re sure you’ll never tire of.

“Good morning, my sweet”, Astarion whispers against your ear. The bed smells of night-blooming flowers and cold winter air, just like him. His body is a comforting spoon, the nice coolness of his powerful chest sends shivers down your spine.

Your eyelids are still heavy and with a smile, you settle back in and bury your head in your soft pillow, eager for just a few more hours of precious sleep before starting a new day in the underdark.

Astarion, of course, has other ideas. He exhales and you can feel the light puff of cold air against the back of your neck. Icy fingers skate down your bare arm, dragging the strap of your night gown with them. He dips his head and nuzzles the junction of your neck and shoulder. He toys with the hem of your night gown before slipping beneath it to caress the curve of your hip. You revel in his low groan of appreciation as he discovers you’re wearing nothing underneath.

“Gods, the things you do to me,” he growls, voice muffled slightly as he breathes your scent. “Let me take care of you.”

Wordlessly, you nod and he wastes no time. He gives you a sloppy, hungry kiss that is all tongues, teeth and fangs, and then slowly lowers himself. His fangs leave burning trails across your skin, and you love every bit of it.

You can feel his erection grow next to your thigh and you raise a hand forward to touch him but he grabs your wrist and stops the motion. 

“No, darling,” he grins, “it is all about you today.”

“But –” your attempt to argue is cut short as Astarion disappears between your thighs, wraps his wet lips around your clit and starts sucking. You let out an unbelievably loud whimper of pleasure and he smirks against your body.

Pinning your thighs apart, he works his tongue in an up-and-down motion on one side of your clit and then the other. You grind into his mouth shamelessly as his tongue continues working its magic. Without interruption, he slips first one finger, then two inside you, and pushes them up against your G-spot. You’re already starting to see stars as you feel his fangs settle in the soft mound of flesh above your clit. He applies just enough pressure for it to deliciously sting without ever hurting. Those tiny pinpricks combined with the sucking of your clit and the impossible rhythm of his fingers inside you made you cry out.

“Astarion – I’m– “ you try to articulate between two heavy breaths.  

“I’m right there with you, my love,” he mutters and presses his fangs slightly deeper into your skin, as to urge you to stop fighting the wave of pleasure trying to make its way through your shivering body.  

His tongue slips across that one spot on the tip of your clit that always sets you off, and suddenly you are coming on his mouth, grasping fistfuls of his silver hair and moaning and moaning and moaning. He pushes his fangs deeper and deeper into your skin as he rides out your orgasm with you, using his free hand to hold your hips steady. Your core spasms longer than a pulsing heart, each beat making you thrash helplessly on the bed as he pushes his fingers deep. ​​He waits until you come down from your high before slowly sliding his two fingers out of you and into his mouth to lick them clean. The rest of the world begins to come back into focus but you do not care for it. You only have eyes for him.  

​​"You are absolutely exquisite when you come," he chuckles in that ridiculously arrogant way he has.

He licks his lips as he rises, expression as lazy and smug as a contented cat. You haul him up and into your arms and kiss him hard. He wraps his strong arms around you protectively and takes a moment to listen to your breathing, still shallow from the love explosion. He finds infinite comfort in the repeated rise and fall of your chest. It proves to him that you are real, safe and here, right next to him. 

Before you, Astarion had never known true bliss. Sex – even when it’s mindblowing – doesn’t fix the part of you that’s broken. Good sex soothes, but doesn’t cure, and Astarion, who’s been using sex as a valium substitute since he’s been free from his former Master’s control, knows it better than anyone. But with you, it’s not just sex. It’s safety. It’s intimacy. It’s respect. And it’s all he’s ever wanted.

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #astarion #bg3 astarion #astarion imagine #astarion fanfiction #bg3 fanfiction #bg3 smut #astarion x female reader #astarion x tav #astarion x reader #astarion smut #astarion fluff #astarion x you #bg3 fic #astarion fic #neil newbon #astarion x oc #baldur's gate 3 fanfiction #baldur's gate 3 astarion #astarion x fem reader

[qeyond]

Okay okay okay this is literally my favorite song in the world, like specifically this Placebo cover, and I first heard it from a LawLight amv and I need y'all to know about it and drink it in and blast it on your headphones ASAP

#qeyond sucks #literally my all time favorite song since i was a teen and it will never change #the timed beat liek a heart and the anguish and the longing and the desperation and im grinding my teeth down to it #q music #also important thing about me is i really love placebo and its so funny cuz i HATED their sound at first #but my god i love their sound so much now it makes me feel so much emotions #okay but please please please if you do anything for me is enjoy this song for your favorite yearning needs #i love the kate bush original but this cover just hits that exact spot that tickles my brain and makes my mental illness bloom #Spotify