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danger-noodles-doodles · 7 months

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i am tired and procrastinating and i'm sure someone has said this already, and better, but Nightshade in Transformers: Earthspark is making me so emotional.

it's about the joy of being queer and especially the joy of finding out there's a whole world full of people like you and the joy of learning that there's words that describe how you feel and the joy of being able to talk about it.

"...what a wonderful word for a wonderful experience."

being queer is a wonderful experience and i'm so so unbelievably happy that there's starting to be media that shares that opinion so blatantly. there's people out there who get you and people you can talk to and my gods so many people who have stood where you're standing and whose footprints in the road ahead can show you where you might end up. you can wave at them and say hi! i'm like you! and then they might say hi! i'm like you! and that connection gets to sit in the back of your mind for the rest of your life because you're not alone and you've never been alone.

what a wonderful experience indeed.

#queer #nonbinary #gender #transformers #transformers earthspark #tfe nightshade #i'm rambling i'm raving and also a secret third thing #which is ranting #if you're not safe being you yet then you keep yourself safe and never think less of yourself for it #you're all wonderful #this probably makes no sense i'm so tired #but have it anyways

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farfaras · 11 months

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Cuánto daría por gritarles nuestro amor (decirles que al cerrar la puerta nos amamos sin control).

Steddie week. Day 2: Bittersweet. 431 words. Ao3 link.

Inspired by the song ‘Solamente amigos’ by Ana Gabriel.

@steddie-week

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Eddie turns and looks at Steve, who is staring right back at him. He doesn’t need to say anything at all, his eyes say it all. Eddie thinks about how he’s an expert on every expression his boyfriend has. And this one right now just says one simple truth. ‘I love you.’

They’ve learned to be subtle. They’ve had to. You can’t be too careful. People like them can’t afford to be careless.

Steve’s hand brushes his seemingly by pure accident. Eddie’s shoulder pushes Steve’s like an innocent friendly gesture.

There’s always the undeniable feeling of longing, a yearning so deep inside that it’s almost unbearable. That desire to just tell everyone, their coworkers, friends, family, just how much they love each other. They would shout from the rooftops about their love if they could.

Important people know, close people know. The ones who matter know.

It still feels wrong when they can’t publicly be themselves.

Max and Lucas are having their first dance as an official married couple. It’s such a heartwarming and sweet moment. Other couples join them on the dance floor.

And Eddie just craves.

He almost feels guilty about turning this lovely moment into a sulking party. But it’s not like anyone other than them (and Robin) register these moments as something they just can’t have. Something they probably won’t have.

Steve’s eyes are glistening with unshed tears. His heart aches.

“Steve,” Eddie wishes and wishes, so hard, that he could cradle his face right now. Kiss those tears away.

Steve’s smile is something so reassuring. He’s sure that his heart keeps beating just because of it. “I know.”

When the wedding is over, when they've danced away the night with their friends, their family. They’re gonna go home.

Behind those doors, even if it’s unknown to the world outside. They’re gonna love each other. Today, tomorrow, and the day after that. If Eddie is lucky, every single day of their lives. They’re gonna love each other. Unashamed, uncontrolled, without any outside voices.

They’re gonna wake up in their bed, to each other. Still wanting to love.

Because it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks. Doesn’t matter how many people will hate them for it. Doesn’t matter how acceptable it isn’t.

Even if they miss out on a lot of the ‘couple’ experiences.

If it means that they don’t miss out on love. On them.

Then it’s so worth it.

Steve wipes the single tear that dropped. He laughs, something wet but radiant. Almost euphoric. “I know, Eds.”

“Good.” Eddie presses their shoulders together. “Me too, Stevie.”

#steddie #eddie munson #steve harrington #eddie x steve #steve x eddie #stranger things #stranger things 4 #steve harrington x eddie munson #steddieweek2023 #steddieweekprompts #mer writes sometimes #ficlet #am i late?#absolutely #but have it anyways

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that-darn-clown · 7 months

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Extremely emotional right now and just... idk we're so lucky that we're so small in this vast nothing, but here there is something, and that something is that the sky looks like cotton candy

#the clown! it speaks!#i dont know if this makes sense #but have it anyways

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vamprisms · 4 months

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adhd will have you fighting for your life to do beloved hobbies that bring you nothing but joy

#it's the guilt of not having done 4 million things you need to do first yet. which you dont do anyway

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isawiitch · 9 months

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ok NOW we can all freak out marvel vfx workers voted to unionize thank god

article here

#union #!#anyway.#do i dare tag #marvel #still have to wait for marvel/disney to legally recognize and accept/negotiate with them but... good.

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liquidstar · 6 months

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If my mom sees a significant amount of blood she gets lightheaded, and has fainted on some occasions. Once it happened when we were kids, I wasn't there to witness it but I heard the story from my dad. Basically my brothers, around 7 or 8 at the time, were playing outside while my mom was making their lunch, and she accidentally cut her finger. It wasn't anything serious, but it drew a fair bit of blood and she passed out. My dad saw this and rushed over, but he didn't really know what to do so he just sort of started slapping her to wake her up (not recommended, but he had no idea and panicked)

At that exact moment my brothers both came in from playing, and all they saw was our mom unconscious on the floor and our dad slapping her. So, like, without even saying a word to each other they both just INSTANTLY start whaling on him, like, full blown attack mode to defend our mom. Which obviously didn't help the situation, but she did wake up and everything was fine.

Now our dad says that he's actually really glad they attacked him over what they thought was going on, because it means he raised good boys. And I still think that's true, they're very good boys.

#i think about this story sometimes like yeah I'm proud of them for that too actually. good job baby brothers #they're not babies anymore of course they're turning 20 next year which is crazy #but they're still the type of people who'd do something if they saw something of this sort happen for sure #respectful of women and everyone else too. they're good guys #I'm glad I ended up with them living in my house against my will for like 14 years #anyway i have no idea where i was for all this but my best guess is probably a friends house given the time period #i was always at my besties house lol #i hope she's doing well too actually. haven't spoken in forever...#bestie from greek elementary school... if you're out there... let's get muffins and fanta at the bakery across the street again someday 💜☮️

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silverspleen · 5 months

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Every time I see that G--gle phone photoshop commercial my heart is filled with infinite sadness, like, yeah it's cool you can have a good family photo, it's cool you can do that, but god, there is something to be said for the honesty of a family photo where you're blinking, or crying, or have ugly wrinkles.

What is too unsightly for you? Would you swipe-click-replace out the image of my cousin crying on our Florida trip family reunion photo? Would you remove the plastic snake I have clenched in my grip, which I still have to this day? Would you scoff at the wrinkles around our eyes and the strands of hair on our faces as we squint into the wind, the day before the massive storm? Would I remember it if I didn't have these reminders, if the picture was perfect and clean, all children in a row with perfect gleaming white tombstone tooth smiles? No tears. No plastic snake.

Everyone is beautiful and no one looks genuine.

#like it's cool it's cool but also IT HURTS.#BE UGLY #HAVE AN UNFLATTERING PICTURE OF YOURSELF #it's who you are #people are often unflattering and it's genuine #anyway stupid candid camera shots will always be my favorite pictures of myself #I like to see how I look when I'm not posing #the dragoon diaries

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ithappensoffstage · 1 month

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I am genuinely so worried for all the young horny dykes going into adulthood thinking there's something "problematic" / "wrong" with them for being horny because fucking tiktok lesbians think any horny dyke content is "male gaze fetishitic"

#have seen screenshot after screenshot of that video saying love lies bleeding is fetishizing lesbians and?? muscles??#i cant take this shit anymore #text #anyway stay horny!#concerning tags y'all!! bobbi is joking! sarcasm! joking!#(for the later reblogs with the added screenshots)#y'all are killing me with these notes though this was formatted to be like. a 30 note max rant post.

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aesthetic-uni · 1 month

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It’s that time of the year again

#uni talks about the universe #ides of march #julius caesar #is this anything #I’m too lazy to make anything else so #have at the #this man has been dead for 2068 slutty slutty years and we are STILL tormenting him #anyway happy holidays to those who celebrate it #more like resting in pieces haha #okay I’ll go now

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auckie · 2 months

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https://x.com/MorePerfectUS/status/1765391777580912958?s=20

PLEASE GD IF YOU LOVE AND WANT TRAINS

#so excited that the Amtrak is adding #new routes looking to reach 160 new communities by 2035 #new trains to the NE too #doing this by making coaches have fixed seating meaning there’s alternate forward and backward facing ones #so they can operate as push pull trains with less turnaround time #thehre debuting #2nd gen acela and airo trainsets #so excited anyways take a look 👀

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eosofspades · 9 months

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i didn't have "i'm broken" teenage asexual angst i had "i'm literally being the only reasonable one about this concept and the rest of you are behaving like fucking freaks" perception issues

#oh the experience of being 13 years old and seeing all my friends talking about wanting to have sex and obsessing over it #and being like 'we are all literally WAY too young to be having sex what the actual fuck are you talking about #why are you even considering it when we have much more important things to worry about. like how much middle school sucks'#you know what though. i still stand by this. that was an entirely reasonable thought to have and i WAS being normal about it #anyway #mine #asexuality

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rapidashrider · 6 months

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The agonising feel when a character tag is full of shipping that you Simply Do Not Vibe With. The solution is, naturally, to keep scrolling. But the wince, the WINCE.

#ship what you want #but my god #the STRENGTH I must have #anyway go forth and bless what brings you joy #(but also you are wrong about it)

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airinn · 3 months

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