#but he cant give them life

[agni-ashes]

i’m. im going insane over this.

transcript under the cut!

martyn: "i talk about my fears to- so that i can face them! well, get rid of them at least"

jimmy: "you're gonna have to face it now! *laughs*

martyn: "well i'll tell you now, what i'll do, is once your build exceeds this build by one block in terms of height, i will come and slaughter you and push you down to third life and then, we'll just stop proceedings"

jimmy: "we're on- we're on new life. i don't- that was two years ago, martyn! get over it, it was two years ago! third life was two years ago!"

martyn: "... third life never ended for me."

#martyn inthelittlewood #jimmy solidarity #nlsmp #third life #GOD #THE. THE ANGST POTENTIAL OF THIS #the two of them... being the only ones who seem to remember... #listeners #maybe because of that? #and OHHHHH i cant #he misses his king #and now that his origin gives him an affinity for ice and snow and wintery things #he misses his king all the more #agni transcribes

[kingudon]

Both?? Both is good :)

Scott: This is my husband, Jimmy, and this is his soul mate, Tango.

Jimmy: *hiding a bashful smile behind his wings*

Tango:

#udon talks #hermitcraft #life smp #double life #flower husbands #team rancher #flower ranchers #hermitcraft x empires #empires season two #empires smp #solidaritygaming #scott smajor #tango tek #hermitcraft 9 #third life #i cant decide between them #tango just gives me stich energy #hes trying his best #incorrect life smp

[druidonity2]

My last two brain cells being investigated for identity theft and corruption.

#world of warcraft #varian wrynn #warcraft #i drew it when everyone was doing the meme and i realized i should post this before i forget #but like come on its perfect #I love these two and lowkey sad that more people don't give carefree dontgiveafuck dumbass charmed varian the fanwork he deserves #He was the one who sacrificed himself thinking that he would die so that Logosh could survive #BRO SAID “SHE SHALL NOT HAVE YOU” WHEN HE SAVED LOGOSH HE WAS GONNA SACRIFICE HIMSELF HES THE BEST #AND NOBODY REMEMBERS HIMM #I mean they do i guess but like LoGosh is more talked about and like i recongize its harder to talk about Charmed Varian when he doesnt hav #a unique name #and i joke hes not a dumbass hes really smart and caring and is very very lucky that his sacrifice actually saved them both because logosh #would not be able to rule by himself #I have an au where onyxia split anduin in a last act of defience before death and they cant combine the boys without risking his life and #as he grows older the twin boys flaws grow and grow until it dystroies their relationships and minds and theyre forced to find a fix #basically my headcanon is that logosh would've succumbed to his flaws as king alone and would not have succeeded as king as long as #the Varian we know did

[stiffyck]

Okay what if the winners got to meet previous versions of themselves through the life games.

Like grian meets no one. He didn't have any previous "versions".

Scott meets 3rd life Scott.

Pearl meets 3rd life and last life pearl.

Martyn meets 3rd life, last life and double life Martyn.

Scar meets 3rd life, last life, double life and lim life him-

This whole thing was an idea that I got just because I was thinking about ll and sl scar because they were both so lonely like wtf and I just though about a scene that would be so. Grips chair.

Ll: "We won?"

Sl: "Yeah"

Ll: "Did we have allies? Friends?"

Ll scar probably thinks sl scar won only because he had allies to support him. He knows what its like being lonely and he hopes no one has to go through that loneliness. And he wants to be optimistic for once that sl scar, future him, gets allies, gets friends.

He tries to hope and then he sees the look on sl scars face. Or maybe sl scar tries to lie- maybe he tries to say they had allies.

Ll scar sees right through him. He's him after all. Maybe he's always gonna he lonely anyway

#im being insane give me a momebt #also i forgot pearl wasnt jn 3rd life but its okay. she was in 3rd life to me <3 #ALSO? THE POTENTIAL OF 3RDLIFE SCAR? AND DOUBLE LIKE AND LIM LIFE SCAR? #3rd life scar is optimistic. he thinks its okay! grian is his ally in the fjture too right? he wins with grian? #no other scar wants to look him in the eye becayse they all remember the allyship they had with grian thay crumbled in ll #and that got completely destroyed in double life. #double life scar doesnt want to tell 3rd life scar and tell him grian doesnt care. he cant do that to himself. #tell his younger and more optimistic self that grian doesnt want them as his soulmates... that he would rather sneak off with skmeone else.. #and lim life scar. he was excited for the future because he did have friends! he had allies jn lim life- but seeing sl scar? #seeing how they just go back to being alone again? #its soul crushing. #(inserting my aroace angst here: is he really that unlovable? is his lack of romantic love so unappealing? #does no one want him? does no one but himself love him? #does he himself even love him? can he? seeing how miserable they all are it feels hard and lonely #lim life scar probably wants to comfort them all- but isnt it sad that the only person to comfort him would be himself? #) okay im done being insane goodbye- #stiff talk #gtws

[skitskatdacat63]

For everyone who wanted bullfighter Nando when I mentioned it the other day, here you go :D

+ this one I don't feel like coloring yet(imagine he's in Ferrari colors!!!)

#did you know bullfighters dedicate their kill to a friend or member of the public by giving them their hat? #i really wanted to draw silly vettonso where fernando offers seb his hat #seb retires from bullfighting(yeah its an au now) and fernando in his green costume is like; #'here is my hat. now will you come back from retirement? 🥺' #but yeah feel very abnormal abt that ^ and also the thing abt them having someone who helps them get into their costume as a sacred ritual #theres just a lot of thoughts and ideas floating around in my head bcs of it #anyways i liked drawing this but it was very suffering too and took me like 5 hours #its like. you see the intricate embroidery and im like ah! omg! i love painting details!!! #and then remember im not the best w coming up with ideas for the embroidery pattern itself #so pls bear with me 😭😭 mainly i was trying to reference the diamond logo of renault #but most of it kinda just ended up being austrian knots i guess bcs thats what my mind defaults to #i thought the shoulder pad would be the most difficult but that came together the easiest and made the rest actually work in my head #aaahhh also im surprised w the angle of his face! im usually not good at side profiles as well as tilted down heads #but i think he looks pretty good honestly??? #also w the sketch i just wanted to post it bcs i liked his face okay 😭😭😭 #i wanted to paint it too but I realized im so naive thinking i could paint two of these horrifically detailed things in one session #but his face 🥹🥹 i like it!!! theres some renault era pic of him i really like where hes sun drenched and angry looking #^ and i think i captured the vibe well so!!!!! #well anyways mayhe ill draw more of this. it was fun but also like sucked my life force out bcs it kept going from easy to 'I CANT DO THIS' #the pictures of matadors are just...insane to me. tiny waist fat ass flamboyant costume. im dead 🫠 #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #catie.art. #fa14 #matador au

[obihoe]

i think its so crazy the way having power as a shinobi always seems to be such a double edged sword on naruto. like on one hand, u need it, its a tool for survival and it earns u respect from ur peers. but on the other .. it can also lead to the exact opposite. if u have too much power it can lead (or contribute) to isolation and becoming ostracized from ur community bc it makes people fearful of u .. this is applicable to madara i think and to naruto and gaara as well. madara isnt ostracized only bc of his power, it is also his lack of skill in forming bonds bc he has trust problems but his power is a major contributing factor. he is feared for his power (but also admired) and the more he gets isolated, the more he starts building his own identity around it as well and starts thinking its the only thing valuable abt himself. naruto as well is feared for his power as a jinchuuriki even tho he is also a bit of a special case since its only the grownups that know abt this so his peers ... they ostracize him for the opposite thing. he's a failure at the academy and a difficult learner so he gets no respect. it is only when he starts gaining more power (or controlling it better) and using it for the sake of the village that he gets everyone's respect and acknowledgement. he's a hero even all of a sudden. but gaara is an even more extreme case. gaara is also a jinchuuriki and he's ostracized for it to such an extent that he does not get to build bonds at all and in a bit similar fashion to madara starts self-identifying only over his power. both him and madara end up consumed by their power but while madara decides to use it for the sake of saving the world, gaara just fully decides to just live for himself, fight for himself and love only himself ... madara also becomes a bit self-absorbed but its not something he does purposefully i think. gaara just goes, well, everyone fears me and despises me anyway, so i might as well give them a reason. my only purpose in this world is to kill ... i have no other reason to live. i forgot where i was going with this but .. something something isolation, objectification and dehumanization from others on account of ur power and it leads to the person internalizing it and seeing themselves also as either below or above being human .. madara perceives himself to be above it, he develops a god complex and comes to think that he is the messiah who will solve the world's problems (with power) and gaara seems to perceive himself to be beneath it .. as a tool and a servant. both to his village and to the bloodthirsty voices he hears in his head.

#gaara #madara #naruto #posts #.. had a whole other chunk of text here that i deleted bc i thought it wasnt that relevant to the topic of thr post #but i still think its interesting so i'll put it in here #when i said gaara hears voices .. i was going to say mdr doesnt but then realized that thats not true? mdr also hears voices #presumably. he heard kuro zetsu speak to him in his head during their first (well majority actually) time that they spent together #in the cave. mdr seperates him from himself when he gives him to obt. and he seems to believe that to have been the moment of his creation #anyways but i think its so interesting how both him and gaara have a seperate identity with them that benefits from this? #they benefit from their corruption. the ichibi benefits from gaara's bloodlust and hatred and kuro zetsu benefits from mdr's power lust #and they both drive them to further pursue it ... there is something in there i think. something abt how experiencing isolation etc #will make u susceptible to ill-natured manipulation or influence. from the outside #gaara apparently can handle having to live with shukaku after he gains his first bond (naruto). and he isnt susceptible to it anymore #mdr wouldnt have gone down his path either if his bond w hsrm hadnt fallen apart #naruto is saved bc he does not give up on trying to find bonds. putting aside how it kinda sucks for him to have to prove his worth #to his village first. it is ultimately abt him never giving up. always trying ... and eventually finding the right people #to bond with #mdr never finds this up until the end of his life ... and its the reason he cant find his peace ever before #but i also think its interesting how both kuro zetsu and the ichibi .. i mean they dont outright manipulate their targets #theyre moreso just feeding into whats already there .. its why mdr/zetsu work great together narratively i think #but it also applies to gaara as well. gaara wants to shed blood bc he wants to share the same kind of pain he has experienced #just like mdr wants to gain power/become god cuz he longs for control and is fearful of depending on others #and both the ichibi and kuro zetsu want that as well. the ichibi hates how the humans have treated him. he hates being confined to #a jinchuuriki's body. he wants to be free. and if he cannot be free he will use his host to go punish the humans who did that to him #and kuro zetsu well ... he wants to be powerful i guess. but he moreso wants mdr to think that he is #so that he can become host to kaguya who will explode the fucking shit out of him #there's more even .... gaara seeing himself as a tool to others since he believes the voice to be his mother's .. and mdr seeing himself #at the center of everything cuz he thinks that the voice is his own. mdr bc of this being even more self-centered #but then also more altruistic. bc he's the savior. running out of tags here unfortunately but yeah .. much to think about

[cheaploafs]

late night cuddles

#coffee talk #hyde #gala #galahyde #hyde coffee talk #gala coffee talk #coffee talk game #art tag #you all are coming with me on the journey of learning how to draw them <3 enjoy #also did i go overboard with thr chest hair? maybe. i don’t regret it though he’s a werewolf let him be hairy #anyway i love that vampires in this universe dont have pointy ears yet here i am. because i cant control myself #i already hc’d that hyde was a cuddler when it comes to sleeping so it was nice of gala to confirm kt by compairing him to a cat thank you #they are just.. you give me a game with a vampire/werewolf bond im going to go bonkers over them .. chefs kiss #i like to think hyde is like a heavy sleeper because how else do vampires sleep for liek decades in coffins you know #i mean they probably dont in this game obviously but listen man shsjdkfk #and for gala i think he’s more of the opposite #because werewolves tend to be restless so just very light sleeper maybe even has insomnia too #overall i am rotating them so much in my brain .. like i just think theyre neat #also saw in the little pixle arts for the game that hyde has piercings as well ive never bene more happier in my life like YES.. YESSSSS

[levmada]

levi with stretchmarks levi with stretchmarks levi with stretchmarks levi with stretchmarks levi with stretchmarks levi with stretc

#POST WAR HES RELAXING FOR ONCE IN GIS LIFE #gabi and falco get it into their heads to give levi a sweet tooth cuz he likes giving out sweets to the refugees #AND LIKE HE LEARNS TO COOK #BUT THE POINT IS HE DOESNT HAVE TO FIGHT ANYMORE AND HE #his muscles soften and his thighs get just a little thicker AND HES SO SOFT #he’s a little bit insecure about it as someone who hasn’t known having an ounce of fat in his life #AND #he develops these purplish-tan lightning bolt like ripples under his arms and thighs and below his navel #AND HES INSECURE #BUT BUT JUST TRACING THEM EITH YOUR FINGERS AND GIVING YHEM KISSES AND SAYING HOW BEAUTIFUL HE IS #he gets all snippy and looks away #but he CANT keep up the attitude when you’re in bed between his legs and tracing them w your tongue #he can barely watch but he doesn’t know if he’s emotional aroused or embarrassed #!!!!!!!!! #levi x reader #i’ve written smth like this before what am i yapping abt #levi ackerman x you #levi ackerman hc #levi ackerman fluff #levi.thoughts

[liquidstar]

and now for something stupid

#but really i also just wanted to play around w this sort of coloring style bc its been FOREVER since ive used it #and i think i can make it look better now #AND i think i can make more sillay stuff like this and not have it take as long w cleaning up lines #anyway now you all understand the terrible dynamic between these three #phobo's infodump text is just copypasted from the wikipedia page for knives. #julliet ALSO uses knives is the thing so hes actually mansplaining < JOKE #he just wants to share. even if it gives her a headache. but he wouldnt mansplain he doesnt have it in him. hes ok with felonies tho #but julis life hasnt known peace since she was told to take care of the newbies #and shes ALSO a newbie (just slightly less so) so really this is probably just tartarus hazing her #theyd take one look at the two disorganized unserious overeager newbies and think ''you know what would be fucking hilarious'' #and pass them onto the neurotic slightly-less-newbie who takes everything as seriously as possible. disaster combination. #i cannot stress enough that this is a group of bandits and murderers theyre NOT above hazing. #deimos actually is doing the best job at it since he is stealing as we speak #i mean hes not supposed to do it to his teammates but still. on the right track #as for the dynamic between deimos and phobos themselves its like. theyre just bros. theyre both pretty similar in personality #except deimos is kinda more mean and cynical while phobos can be kinda. dense and naive despite literally where hes at in life #but most of the time theyre basically beavis and butthead #i would also like to stress that juli is not being homophobic she just already cannot stand these guys and cant believe the audacity #but. complete misunderstanding. karma for stealing wallets ig #this will never be cleared up by anyone ever #but again thats not their dynamic they are just beavis and butthead. and i guess that makes juli daria LOL #finn's ocs #finn's art

[benreygenders]

when the codependency hits

#just a little more low effort thing to give myself a bit of a break #the stanley parable #stannarrator #scribbles #tfw you fall deeply in love with your oc to the point where life feels pointless and empty without them and you devote your life to them #but to your knowledge theyre not even a sentient person theyre just a character you built to play with and youve grown so attached but they #have no way of reciprocating those feelings so youre stuck in an endless loop sitting with them hoping against hope that theyll rid you of t #he loneliness you just cant move on from #im really normal about them by the way i promise

[sonknuxadow]

you know i do wonder how many sonic characters actually have living parents. like knuckles is the last of his kind so obviously his parents arent around anymore. both guys who could be considered shadows dads are 100 percent confirmed dead. sonic is canonically an orphan im pretty sure. and on the other side of the coin cream is like the only character in the game cast who has a living parent we actually see onscreen. but what about everyone else i dont think theres a straight answer for any other character. other than rouge's mom being mentioned a couple times i Guess but we dont even know anything about her or if shes still alive just that she existed at some point. are these kids constantly putting themselves in danger because they dont have parents around to stop them or because their parents just dont care

#like what about tails. im guessing he didnt have any sort of family he was attached to if he left to be with sonic so quickly #but that doesnt really mean he didnt have parents at all. maybe he had parents and they just sucked i dont know #what about amy. what if she had parents this whole time we just never see them. #what about blaze. considering shes a princess id assume she was born into that role #but i dont know if her parents are ever actually mentioned #maybe theyre dead and there was no one else to take on their role and thats why blaze has so much responsibility at such a young age? #silver . he was born in a wet cardboard box all alone i cant really imagine him hvaing parents sorry #considering charmy is 6 and living with vector. an adult whos obviously not his biological dad. #i feel like something probably happened to charmys parents #espio i dont really question as much #becuase it feels very common in the sonic universe for teenagers to have more freedom than would be expected in real life #or maybe its not that common and the teenagers we're actually following are just living the most fucked up lives ever. i dotn know #but either way. espio where are your parents buddy. are they still alive. vector where are YOUR parents are they still alive #i dont know if i actually want canon explanations for all this though #because its kinda fun not knowing every detail about every characters life and being able to speculate and insert your headcanons n stuff #to be clear im talking about game canon #i know stuff like archie sonic and the sonic movies and the 90s cartoons will sometimes give characters new family members #or talk about their family situation even if the games dont say anything about that sort of thing

[jabberwockprince]

reworking this old ass oc and trying to figure out colors <3

#red shoes and the seven dwarfs #rsatsd #prince average #digital art #purinsu art #points at the screen. THATS THE RED PRINCE!!! SON OF THE QUEEN OF HEARTS!!!! #except not really bc hes actually the jabberwock #DID YALL EXPECT ANYTHING ELSE FROM ME. OFC MY RED SHOES OC IS THE JABBERWOCK #OFC USERNAME JABBERWOCKPRINCE MAKES AN OC THATS A PRINCE AND THE JABBERWOCK #anyway. these two are dysfunctinal codependent gays who cant stand each other but terribly miss their old friendship #very big 'i hate you but only i get to make fun of you and make your life miserable. no one else gets to do that. just me' vibes #and then me giving prince average an ungodly amount of depth #cause come on. hes the HUNTER. FROM SNOW WHITE. YOU CANT JUST GIVE ME A GUY BASED ON THAT MF AND NOT EXPECT ME TO GO INSANE #so tldr: average is supposed to kill the jabberwock. the jabberwock turns out to be his only childhood friend #average gets cursed. red prince wants to Not Be The Jabberwock. they start using each other for their own goals #i got to 13K words for this super self indulgent fanfic abt them on ao3 and now i have a whole ass twine chart for them

[oceanwithouthermoon]

kuboyasu confessing to saiki and saiki telling him that he likes him back but knows that kubo sees dating as a big life commitment and thinks he'll regret making it to saiki 🧍🏻‍♀️

blah blah blah something about how he doesnt think aren truly knows him and kusuo believes himself to be a bad person and a monster and a liar and has so much admiration for aren because he promised himself he would change and stuck to that and saiki doesnt think he can do that

#he thinks he cant give him what he needs in a relationship because he cant be honest but you can bro you can #think ive made like thid exact post like three times #i just.. think about them.. a lot #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #kuboyasu aren #kubosai #meows post

[krisispiss]

I love that One Piece's character writing is just SO GOOD, that the simple act of one character asking another character for help during a fight can be genuinely one of the most beautiful and powerful scenes for both characters, showcasing how far both of them have come on their journey to heal from their trauma. Like that's incredible!!!

#i am talking about the Sanji and Robin scene during wano #Sanji deciding to trust his friends and ask for help instead of just giving up his life to an enemy he cant fight #Robin having friends trust her to take care of them LITERALLY MAKING HER GLOW PINK WITH THE POWER OF LOVE WHILE SHE KICKS BLACK MARIA'S ASS #its so good

[kusuokisser]

saiki fell for an email scam once and someone somewhere died a very mysterious death

#[free coffee jelly? all i have to do is give them my email and password?] #[this is a dream come true! okay.. sent] #he then gets hacked and burys the scammer in computers or some other dramatic shit #because he cant be normal for even two seconds #saiki k #saiki no psi nan #kusuo saiki #saiki kusuo #disastrous life of saiki k #saiki #kusuo

[todayisafridaynight]

shopping trip

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #.. god what timeline is this even #ryu ga gotoku 2 #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 2 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #daigo dojima #masumi arakawa #snap sketches #how many dads can we give daigo before its enough #TRICK QUESTION it'll never be enough this man has never had a stable father figure in his life he needs all the dads he can get #collect em like pokemon except youre playing a nuzlocke and they keep disappearing #if masato isnt going to appreciate his dad then im simply transferring him to someone who will #i just think its cute they both wear trench coats and fedoras. Its A Common Outfit i cant hear you over my delusions #i have so many goofy Papa Masumi doodles in mind yet so little time nowadays to get to do them #'arakawa the assassin' i dont know him sorry i just know rgg's number one dad #speaking of though... will we forgive me if i do that dad drip tier list tomorrow ? or later i guess #i procrastinated this comic all day LMAO id do the tier list tonight but i wake up in like two hours so #i'll do it later i prommy #for now goodnight please enjoy. //gestures vaguely to this post//