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astonmartinii · 9 months
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friendship bracelets | charles leclerc social media au
pairing: charles leclerc x reader
charles' gf is beloved in the fandom for her love for frienship bracelets
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yourusername: charles fell asleep mid craft session :(
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user3: she's everything, he's just ken
charles_leclerc: this is a false narrative, i was just resting my eyes and not allowing myself to distract you from your hard work
yourusername: i'd say you're a man of the people but your snoring is something else
charles_leclerc: I DO NOT SNORE TAKE THAT BACK
danielricciardo: i've taken enough flights with you charlie to confirm that you do in fact snore
charles_leclerc: i am being stabbed in the back so many times today you hate to see it
user4: i'm going to spa, guarantee me a friendship bracelet and i'll back you
charles_leclerc: done ✅
user4: charles marc herve perceval leclerc has factually NEVER snored in his entire life and any allegations that he has are both slanderous and libellous and you will be DEALT WITH IN A COURT OF LAW
yourusername: ummm what?
charles_leclerc: what colour bracelet do you want?
user5: what in the everloving fuck just happened?
lilymunhe: anyhow... y/n you are so sexy
yourusername: right back at you baby ;)
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daniel3.jpeg: this friendship bracelet business is serious stuff, also charles and y/n being gross as usual
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user6: fuck romeo and juliet i want what these bitches have
yourusername: daniel do not underestimate the power of the friendship bracelets
danielricciardo: oh i'm not doubting it i saw a girl ignore me, jump across the hood of my car just to get one
yourusername: i mean i'm pretty sure that girl broke a toe, i paid for her health insurance
landonorris: people are breaking toes for these things?
yourusername: it was not the intent on my behalf, i just wanted a sister/brotherhood among fans
user7: don't make them so cute then
charles_leclerc: what do you mean gross? daniel, can i not be happily in love?
danielricciardo: i am happy for you charles but if i have to hear you break out in a sonnet about the smell of y/n's perfume or the colour of her eyes i will pull my hair out
yourusername: what hair?
danielricciardo: ????
yourusername: sorry i admit that was a low blow from me
user8: is that charles taking a pic of y/n in the last one?
yourusername: yes my lovely lil photographer
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f1: make the friendship bracelets, take the moment and taste it, you've got no reason to be afraid ✨ y/n and charles arrived at spa this weekend with the friendship bracelets that are coveted by f1 fans!
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user11: all the loser men in this comment section making fun of these don't understand how much of a stan FLEX it is to have one of these
user12: no jokes if i see someone with one this weekend i'm offering them out on the spot
user13: i literally only put mine on after the race when i got home cause i was so scared it would get stolen
alexalbon: cringey faves
yourusername: are you still annoyed i ran out last race before you could get one?
alexalbon: why did lily get one before me :(((
lilymunhe: girlies first
yourusername: what lily said
user14: all jokes aside the whole friendship bracelet thing has been great for creating a sense of belonging for girls in this sport and i can't thank y/n enough for giving us something that is uniquely ours in f1
yourusername: that honestly makes me so so happy, girls get a tough ride in all sports, but esp in f1 and i wanted to find a way to bring us all together and i actually wanted to ask if the girls (and guys) wanted to start making our own and start exchanging them at races :)
f1: we back this !!
charles_leclerc: lift the jewellery ban so i can wear mine in the car
yourusername: i can't allow you to put that extra weight in the car the sf-23 needs all the help it can get
scuderiaferrari: :((((
user15: LOOOOOOOOOL
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yourusername: my heart is so full. first, charlie back on the podium where he deserves to be, i'm so proud my love, you'll be back to winning ways soon. second, MY GIRLS. words cannot express how happy i was to see you all exchanging bracelets and making new friends! i also received so many from you which will all go in my collection at home. safe journeys back and see you guys after the summer break.
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user16: it really is the summer of the girls and barbie
user17: i've literally never felt more included at a gp before, so many girls just introduced themselves to each other and i made so many new friends :))))
charles_leclerc: thank you cheri, i love you always
yourusername: you deserve everything my love
charles_leclerc: also thank you everyone for the friendship bracelets, we got given enough for the entire ferrari garage has one as well as everyone who worked in paddock club this weekend!! keep spreading the love <3
user18: never have i ever loved a couple more than these two
user19: i am allowing my parasocial relationship to go wild rn
danielricciardo: thank you for starting this y/n even if i thought it was a bit silly to start with but my arms are full and i'm FEELING the love
maxverstappen1: same here, p is enjoying all her new bracelets 🧡
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charles_leclerc: back on the podium - i'm very happy with that, the best way to go into the summer! thank you for all of your support ❤️
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user20: my king right there
user21: the rocketships don't count so p1 in my heart
yourusername: prince of monaco doing prince of monaco things
charles_leclerc: makes sense since you're my princess
landonorris: GAG
yourusername: let us be cute, be lonely on your own time
scuderiaferrari: proud of you charles
yourusername: build a better car i beg
user22: speaking for all of us
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charles_leclerc: suprised her with a trip to paradise and she's still making friendship bracelets
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user23: they're both so sexy i can't
yourusername: i love you but you can't take the hobby out of the girl
user24: she loves us too much to stop now
yourusername: they're not wrong ....
charles_leclerc: you love me the most though, right?
yourusername: of course!!
user25: oh to be them
pierregasly: invite lost in the mail i see
charles_leclerc: literally the romantic trip you helped me plan?
pierregasly: i still i want you to take me for pasta dinners?
yourusername: back off frenchie
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dearweirdme · 3 months
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Why is it so frustrating to see comments on TK videos so confidently saying, "they're just friends/brothers" or "stop shipping them, they dont like it" or even bringing up Tae's "stay out of your imagination" comment?! Also, when people comment "I love their friendship" to purposely get someone to fight with them. Like 1. How do people know for sure they are just friends? 2. They aren't brothers. 3. When did they ever say they didn't like shipping? 4. Everyone takes Tae's comment out of context, which is so annoying. 5. Commenting "I love their friendship" is so fake when we know they just want a chance to yell about how they aren't a couple.
I guess I'm just annoyed lately with people making me feel crazy for believing in taekook. But deep down I'm thinking, "why is it crazy to think 2 people who have known each other for years and are super close, are a couple?!" Because it'd be a gay relationship? The homophobia in the fandom is so upsetting and honestly worse than I ever realized. The same people saying that shipping is wrong when its takeook are the same ppl who shipped Tae and Jennie. And Taekook have infinity more moments together and proof than taennie ever did.
The most annoying part to me is how SURE they are that they aren't real. Like, why? Because you said so? Because gay relationships are gross to you? People need to grow up.
Sorry for the rant lol
Hi anon!
I think Tae and Jk's thoughts and feeling about shipping and shippers must be amongst the most confusing ones they have. There are many aspects to shipping and shippers... especcially Taekook shippers.
Shipping is part of their job... it's part of any idol's job really. So they know (and they were probably prepared for this, and even encouraged at first) that fans in general love to ship certain pairs of idols together. It gets more confusing though if you actually catch feelings for the person you are widely shipped with.. and it get's super complicated if you even end up in a secret relationship with that person. You have to keep it a secret while people also want to see you close together.. it's a fine line to walk. There's also a wide variety of shippers. There's those that don't actually think they're together, but just enjoy the thought of it. There's those that do think they're together and are silent supporters. There's those that are very loud in their support. There's people who go overboard and make it a quest to prod them with annoying questions. There's people who think they're together but don't really like it. And what's confusing is that for Tae and Jk, it's never clear what kind of shipper they are dealing with. Army..Taekookers are faceless and nameless to them. So it's hard for them to look at Taekookers and separate the annoying ones from the supportive ones... I think.
There are instances where I feel like someone who posts an obvious "I love their friendship" actually is a secret shipper who doesn't want to be called out by fandom as a whole, but who does want to talk about them 😂. Shipping Tae and Jk together comes with a different load than shipping other members together. People very obviously feel the need to separate them from Tkkrs. I think for sure there's many who are actually concerned for Tae and Jk, and they think they are defending them. For me it gets real icky when that need is rooted in homophobia. No-one knows for sure what their real deal is. Not us, and certainly not anti's as well. But to treat the idea of Jk and Tae together as an insult is just ridiculous. And I'm quite sure that neither Tae or Jk sees it that way.
I don't think comments like "I love their frienship!" are wrong. I mean, I say I love Jm and Hobi's friendship too. I know we are sensitive to that, because it can feel like an invalidation to what we think their bond is. But, when I think of Jk and Tae.. I think they actually really like seeing comments like that. Because comments like that are safe while at the same time they do point to a strong bond between them.
It's not easy being a Tkkr. Because it will never be about us being right. It can't be. Honestly, best we can do is just keep supporting them and find comfort amongst ourselves when things get tough. You are not crazy for believing in them. The moments we see come from them, it's not stuff we make up. If the two persons in question were a male and a female more than half of the fandom would agree with us.
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seamea · 11 months
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A Steddie AU where Steve meet a famous Eddie at a Taylor Swift concert
Part 1 ♥️
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Steve and Robin were driving in their car up to Cincinatti. Taylor Swift was blasting in the car. Obviously. It was quite hot but the two of them were laughing really loud so it was really bearable.
They were going as a « gay version » of Miss Americana and the heartbreak prince as they were calling it. Robin with a lesbian flag color themed dress and a rainbow sash and Steve with a bi flag themed shirt and a tie matching Robin’s sash. They were stunning. Robin’s dress was puffy and Steve’s crown was surprisingly quite realistic giving expensive prom realness. They also made 100 friendship bracelet with rainbow colors. It was clear that they wanted to do the most for this unique event. When they arrived at the venue Robin found their seats while Steve queued for the merch.
There were a lot of people, mainly girls but everyone smiled at him and he saw so many cute outfits that he found so original. He was daydreaming when a voice interrupted him.
« Oh !! Are you Steve the swiftie teacher? From Tiktok? ». It was a little blond girl who almost squealed. She was 11 at best.
« Yes I am! I am so excited to be here! Do you want to exchange friendship bracelets with me? ».
The girl nodded with joy.
« You know, your tiktoks helped me a lot! You taught me how to tell my mom that a girl was bullying me »
Steve alsmost shed a tear. He was about the answer her when the mom in question appeared, a bit worried right before her daughter told her who Steve was. She then smiled at him and offered her card.
« You are such a kind soul. Could I give you my number by any chance? I’d love for you to be a speaker at a event I am doing! ».
Steve smiled and thanked her. It was amazing that someone felt better because of him. After he got Robin’s and his sweatshirts, he took a look at the venue and spotted were the famous people stayed. He tried to remember the path for later to bring Dustin his wanted picture. Damn. He realized at this moment where he was.
Taylor Swift would be in the same room as him.
The concert began and the crowd was wild. Everything was amazing. Life felt good. He cried during heartbreak songs thinking of his exes, which were only Nancy and Ben, a guy from college that he’d like to forget.
During one song that Steve liked a bit less he decided to go the toilets. He was annoyed but he wanted to enjoy the rest of the long setlist.
« Shake it off aha, I shake it off » was blasting in the stadium. While walking to the nearest toilets he passed next to where « famous people stay » as he called it. That’s when he saw the celebrities. He saw him. Eddie Munson. Wearing his usual outfit : a denim jacket, a leather vest, jeans but instead of a metal tee, he was rocking a era’s tour teeshirt. He was stunning.
Steve approached the security guard and asked if he could give Eddie a friendship bracelet. He was stressed, it was his one chance. The guard nodded and called the lead guitarist of THE group of metal of the moment. Steve saw that Eddie smiled at the word bracelet. He could not believe he was meeting a superstar, Dustin would be so happy. He cleared his voice to try to sound confident.
« Hum, I have a frienship bracelet for you. If you’d like it. »
Eddie’s deep voice shone, like kittens were coming out of his mouth « Wow thanks man!! « teardrops on my guitar», very fitting for a guitarist aha! »
Steve smiled, he was uneasy and shocked by this man prettiness, as well as how nice he sounded. Eddie must have seen it because he said:
« Are you a metal fan as well as a pop fan? »
« Actually, hum, it is really embarrassing but I don’t know your music that well… My friend is a massive fan though and wanted a picture. But… I…I like some songs of yours». Steve was dying of embarrassment. He should have said something else, the guitarist would be so offended by this.
Eddie Munson was, indeed, a bit taken by surprise by this. But to Steve’s relief, he laughed really loudly.
« Don’t be embarrassed man! Do you want a selfie with me? Or an autograph for your friend ? »
« I’d love too! »
Eddie smiled at him. Steve was so happy, he met a sex symbol, pleased Dustin and Taylor Swift was in the background. Truly magical.
Eddie took a leaflet and told him: «here you go babe! Love your shirt by the way… »
Steve must have been crazy because he thought that Eddie winked at him. He then waved, flushed and went back to his seat while texting the groupchat the picture of the signature and of their selfie.
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Heya, I hope it's not to much but 16, 23, 49 and 50 for the aroace asking game :3
Thanks for the ask!!
16. What confuses you about typical romantic relationships?
Everything? What is even romance? I tried to understand romantic attraction for half my life then gave up like i did with calculus. and when couples are like "we're more than friends" i lose all my braincells . Like i can't even grasp the concept of having a level that's higher than frienship. How does it feel like to reach that level? You unlock new avatars? 乁( •_• )ㄏ
23. Most underrated form of intimacy?
Being nerds together (๑♡⌓♡๑)
I feel almost turned on(mentally) if someone has same interests as me & lets me be a nerd with them. That's how i get my stupid squishes lmao.
49. How do you feel about romantic subplots in movies?
Most of the time it feels like they are trying so hard to sell the movie 🤦🏽. Of course there are some good ones. But who am i to judge something that i don't understand .
50. Any arospec headcanons?
Toph beifong is aro af. I mean look at her she's a walking aro flag.
I also hc kyoshi as aro and rangshi is a qpr.
L from death note is aroace. I asked him personally (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
Leo Valdez? Aroace. So glad caleo didn't work out
Kunikida, like you said. His the one list is his aro pass. Come out already like a normal person.
Ugh I'm in so many fandoms i have thousands of hcs it's annoying so I'll leave it here.
My English sucks if you can even understand anything that's your superpower ⊙﹏⊙
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ohdailylife · 1 year
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january 6 2023
ok well im back, so turns out eganhak still loves me and i don’t know why he showed those kind if neagitive signs earlier. i mean im happy that he’s back to the same loving person but i’m hoping that it stays that way. i’ll go to the psychic next month to get a lovers reading about my love life and get some answers about him. ok so i have this friend that loves film, and he’s so passionate about it and he’s artisticlly creative, there have been ups and downs and disagreement in our friendship and i bassically lied to him saying that i painted these awsome artwork but he cought me lying. because you know what they say, once you lie about somthing you’ll somehow get cought. and i feel like i ruied our friendship i just wanted to inpress him and i was dishonest, and he wanted to work on a project with me but because of me, he said lets just put things working together thing away. why did i have to do this. why am i like this. i’m starting to hate myself. but at the sametime i’m staying strong. so many people don’t like me because of how annoying i am but at the same time i’m not changing myself for anyone, always be yourself and you will find people you love and love you back as much as you do. my frirend said i think our friendship as to end but then later said we’ll continue to keep talking sand our frienship isn’t over but i hope he keeps his word and i hope he wasn;t just saying that. i just want to be with a asian boyfriend a korean one to be exact i’m in love with eganhak but if he talks to someone or have sex anyday he wants to then i can’t have a relashinship with him, expecally if he doesn;t talk with me that often. it bothers me how he said he didn’t get the message i sent him on that app. but its like how did you not get my message when the person that text you comes up on the top of chat list, i mean unless more people message him. but he did say he loves me the most out of anyone so thats good. in 2023 this new year im going to bleach my hair blonde and work on mysekf by stayinng true to myself so yes.
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shizunstan · 3 years
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Wanting to befriend someone on tumblr and at the same time being scared of talking to them, because "what if they won't like me😰😰😰😰"
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missyflufffics · 3 years
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Harry Potter Universe Recommendation List
Last Updated: 12/21/2020
Marauders Era
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One Shots:
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Falling For You by @theweasleysredhair Summary: Soulmate AU. After suffering thorugh the pain of your soulmate, whom was not particulary careful about injuries, their identity is revealed during a Quidditch game.
What’s Happening To Me by @harrytpotter Summary: James Potter was starting to feel more and more overprotective towards his friend Y/N and considerably annoyed at the blatant flirting she and one of his best friends were displaying publicly and at the thought she might be falling for Sirius. What was happening to him?
Sirius Black
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Regulous Black
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The Girl I Once Knew by @lunalovegxxd Summary: Malfoy!reader. When you receive the Dark Mark the best you can do to keep those you love safe is to play perfect pureblood daughter, sadly, that includes making Harry hate you so he’ll stay away.
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A Beautiful Dream by @angelinathebook Summary: You meet up with Draco during the night and discover the boy buried underneath the pain.
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Nervous by @hufflepuffgirly Summary: Fred’s nervous about meeting your family, but he really has nothing to worry about.
Blue by @hufflepuffgirly Prompts: “You’re so agitated, what’s wrong?” “You know exactly what’s wrong.”; “Come here.”; “Your hair smells nice.”
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cowboylikeghost · 3 years
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Here are 73 fact about me that nobody ask for but i need validation
1- I love Reading, drawing and plants even if i always kill them
2- I'm a whore for Jane Austen
3- I love when people prove that a conspiracy theory is false
4- I have a weird passion for geology and paleontology
4- I probably have undiagnosed ADHD because of my mother
5- I'm bad at frienship, every of them have to be special
6- My love language is talking about my passion and learning everything about the person, people think it's weird, i have nobody
7- I'm hopeless romantic even if i act like i'm not
8- I hate being touch and i hate hug, they feel weird to me
9- I hate when someone is next to me and their arm or knee touch me, it's make me feel anxious
10- I'm an introvert with diagnosed social anxiety, i'm also an infp and a sagittarius
11- I'm bi and disgusted about the idea of having s*x with someone, i think i'm ace, nobody will ever love me like i do
12- Autumn is the best season and i basically live for rainy day, if it could rain forever i will be the happiest
13- I love academic validation but i suck at school, my only way to work is to pretend i'm Chilton Rory Gilmore
14- I read non stop for 6 month and after i go on a reading slump for the rest of the year
15- I don't have a stable personality
16- I write sad poetry
17- I'm sad and this is my main personality trait
18- My family said that i'm basically sadness from this Disney movie
19- I want to move in a cottage in England with a lot of mountains so i can found cool rocks
20- I have a no self control and a big problem with my emotions
21- I get angry very easily
22- I only have 3 friends and one of them is my sister
23- I have commitment issues
24- I broke up two times in two years with two different girls that lives at more than 8h from me
25- I hate what the french language became even if i can't write a sentence without any fault
26- English is my fav subject at school
27- I hate eyes contact, it's make me uncomfy and i feel like people judge me
28- I feel like i'm better than everyone
29- I feel like everyone hate me
30- I feel sorry for every teacher
31- I love being in my bed, scrolling on my phone or reading but i hate sleeping because i feel like i'm wasting my time
32- Sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night because i feel like i forgot something for school, even if i'm in vacation
33- I hate people at school because i get bullied
34- People don't like me but i would kill to have someone like me in my life so i don't understand
35- I don't understand every jokes, i just know it's suppose to be funny so i laught, i just understand that
36- Taylor Swift is my only religion
37- I Iove more Harry styles songs than Harry styles himself, i found him arrogant and he always date problematic women, Stan Niall
38- I would do anything for Ben Barnes and Tom Hiddleston or any british men in their 40 who have a degree in literature
39- I relate to Spencer Reid in a way that nobody could ever understand
40- I love true crime, my favorite stories are about cult
41- My love for my cat is not healthy, if he died, i have to follow him
42- I alway stop watching Gilmore girls when Rory finish Chilton because i hear that she became annoying but she's one of my confort character so i don't want to see it
43- I prefer the marauders over the golden trio
44- I'm a Remus Lupin kinnie and a James Potter Simp
45- I hate Dumbledore with my whole heart i could talk about it for hours
46- I started all the young dudes, i like it but i cry at every chapter so i stoped
47- I hate my brother but if he died i would be destroyed
48- When i was little i have an obsession with panda and now i have panda everywhere in my room
49- I don't know if i want to live alone forever because i like the idea or because of any other reason
50- I alway need adults validation
51- When i was a kid i was sleeping with my socks on because i liked it but i learned that some people think it's weird so i stoped
52- I eat my cereal with no milk and i don't understand the debate, for me it always taste the same: disgusting
53- I hate touching food that isn't mine ( like when someone ask if you want to taste their meal, or if you have to clean something that someone else eat in, it's just make me want to threw up)
54- I have to sleep with no sound, if you breath a little to loud i will not be able to sleep, i'll be angry and probably hit you, one time my sister breathed too loud and i cryed
55- When i was a kid i hated turtle neck, it maked me feel like i was chocking but i learned how to support it even if it's still uncomfy
56- I hate when a shirt, a dress or a blouse show too mutch of my skin, i don't like it
57- I always wear a tank top with my t-shirt and if i don't i feel naked
58- My first panick attack was because i had a fight with my brother and my dad was yelling at me and didn't see it (i'm not mad at him)
59- When i was little i acted like i couldn't read because i was scared my mom will not read story to me anymore
60- I had my first phone at 13 but i wish i didn't
61- When i was 11 i started reading sm*t on my DS and it became an addiction, i wish everyday i forget what i read
62- I realise i was bi because of Millie Bobby Brown in Stranger things
63- I didn't realise my feminisme wasn't good until a 12yrs old insulted me in a comment section, i said thanks to her after
64- I love kids, i think they're cute and i'm jealous of their innocence so i act like i hate them
65- I want to raise a kid alone in the forest
66- I'm sure that my grandma in my dad side is a lesbian and that my mom is bisexual but have internalised homophobia
67- I hate when boomer joke about hating their husband/wife, just divorce
68- I still have my babies plush even if they're disgusting and look possessed
69- I sleep with my fairy lights on because three month ago i had a sleep paralysis
70- My parents are responsible of 80% of my insecurities and don't even know it
71- I love when it's get dark earlier in autumn/winter
72- I'm an Amy March simp
73- I just made a liste of 73 fact about me
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famej · 3 years
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Mr Smooth
(Sakamoto x Reader)
Another perfectly smooth day in Sakamoto’s perfectly smooth life.
He arrived just in the nick of time before the school gates closed, the rain didn’t even wet his neatly fixed hair and he understood everything said in class, even answering all the teacher’s questions right.
What wasn’t going so smoothly was Y/N’s day. By the time she reached school, she was soaked to the bone , all her textbooks were in a similar state. Her irritation stopped her from paying attention and she got scolded by the teacher for slacking off. And the worst was that she had to sit next to fucking perfect Sakamoto !
When the bell rang, she fished a snack from her bag, luckily  itw as wrapped in plastic and so, was intact from the water. That sweet treat came at the right time, bringing her some comfort on this shitty day.
Mr Perfect was reading whatever a perfect guy would read, re-adjusting his glasses fro mtiem to time. The sight reminded Y/N that she had a dounjinshi sleeping in her bag and she felt the urge to take it out…
Any sort of mangas were forbidden at school, but could Victuuri wait ?
The bell rang again, signalling the end of the break and answering in inner question. She sighed and got up to throw the plastic wrapper in the bin before coming back to her seat.
She was so caught up in her negative thought that she didn’t notice the backpack laying in her path and her feet hit the bag making her stumble forward.
Before she could meet with the floor or any surface that could’ve hurted her, someone caught her, preventing the fall.
Her front was against her saviour’s chest  and their hands were delicately holding her waist to maintain her on her feet.
When she looked up, she found herself in Mr perfect in person. His glasses had slipped only a milimeter from its original place and his hair had a barely perceiptible movement from how fast he seemed to have fly to your rescue.
So fucking annoyingly perfect !
Y/N pushed herself off him and straightened her uniform. Only meeting his gaze for an instant, not able to do more due to the embarrassment. Then bowed forward in a respecting manner.
«  Thank you »
She caught him nod briefly while pushing his glasses back with the tip of his finger. A really faint pink tint was coloring his cheeks.
«  It was nothing »
Sakamoto bowed and sat back at his desk and Y/N did the same. The classroom quickly filled with the students who went to get snacks or simply take a walk.
The teacher for the mathematics lesson arrived and ordered everyone to get their textbooks out.
Everything went rather smoothly at first, thanks to the idiots in her class who always got the attention of the teacher so she rarely got asked anything.
At one point, it got to geometry, and she had to look through the mess in your bag for her geometry tools.
She had to put her bag on her lap and searched the depths. In the process of moving things around, her doujinshi flew out and landed on the floor. The light smacking noise attracted some of her classmates’ attention as well as the teacher’s who whipped his eyes toward the object of your secret adoration.
Y/N felt doom fall upon her as the teacher approached dangerously, picking it up would be even worse and you’ll probably end up in the principal’s office for hiding one of the prohibited items to bring at school.
«  Who’s is it ? » the teacher asked looking at all the close by students for the culprit.
«  That kind of reading is forbidden in school, you should be aware of it by now »
The young woman opened her mouth to admit her crime 
«  It’s… »
«  That manga is mine »
She turned her head so fast that he almost got whiplash. Mr Perfecr had stood up and was accusing himself of owning a BL doujinshi, a +18 one at that. Y/N was torned between being curious of how he would manage this one and the satisfaction the blame being on someone else.
The teacher looked confused. He eyed the others, clearly not believing the young man.
«  Sakamoto ? Are you kidding me ? You can’t read boys love »
Everyone’s eyes switched from the teacher to Sakamoto
«  Yaoi is an interesting source to learn about men acts and feeling when they experience love. And when most of the time we have the point of view of their love interests, so the way their «  advances » are seen by the other party. Men shouldn’t be ashamed to read that kind of literature be cause it expresses our most sensible side . You should try it sensei »
Y/N refrained a laugh. Did he just told a very manly and narrow minded teacher to read a yaoi ?!
«  OI ! Is he stupid or what ? » she thought
The teacher’s jaw clicked at the comment and itw as obvious that he was going to chew the hell out of this guy
«  Sorry sensei, it’s mine. It fell out of my bag when I was looking for something. Sakamoto was surely helping me by accusing himself. I know I shouldn’t have bought his I’m sorry »
He was definitely lost. What to do of those two students and what about the furiusly pumping vein on his tample ?
«  I don’t care ! Detention for both of you ! Sakamoto because youd dared mock me and lied. Y/N because you brought this horror at school »
He turned around the manga still in his hand and that moment, Y/N unplugged her brain, choosing stupidity.
«  Sensei, can I get it back, I haven’t read it yet ? »
He turned around, eyes ready to kill her on the spot.
«  Do you want me to double your hour, Y/L/N ? »
She surrendered , lifting her hands forward
«  No, I’m sorry, sensei »
On that, the day didn’t get any brighter, for any of our protagonist since Sakamoto got his fisrt detention.
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After class ended, Mr Susuki asked hsi two victims to saty behind.
«  You two are going to clean every little corner of this classroom. I want it to be shining when I’ll arrive tommorrow morning »
Then he left, slamming the door shut, leaving the two of with their painful assignments.
Sakamoto grabbed a duster and worked right away, while you watched him, not knowing how t ostart up a conversation. She took all the necessary tools and went t oclean the windows, she was turning and re-turnign ideas in her head on how to apologize to him. Not that she really wanted to , after all the guy got on her nerves most of the time. But she felt guilty for dragging him down with her.
When it became too much for her mind to be tortured that way, she turned around, fiddling with her washcloth, took a deep breath and throw herself in.
«  Sakamoto, I’m sorry that you got detention because of me. And it’s probably not even receivable since i twill be noted on your record but again, I’m sorry »
She finished her apologies with a bow and stayed like this for a few seconds, not knowing what his reaction would be.
«  No need to apologize. It was on my own accord that I chose to accuse myself in your place. Sadly, it didn’t workout the way I expected. Nonetheless, I should be the one to say thank you »
He bowed, while you stared at him in disbelief.
Y/N replayed his words in her head ; she snapped.
«  Are you dumb or what ?! Why would you thank me when I’m the reason why you got detention ? Ugh, if you haven’t pretended to be at fault this morning I would’ve been the only one punished. Why do you have to act so perfectly well all the time ! You should get that checked out, it’s porbably maladive ! »
With that little outburst of hers, she just threw everything she thought of her classmate right in his face. Way to go…
Sakamoto, restraightened from his bow and offered her a small smile.
«  I only behaved like I did because I felt like itw as the right thing to do. I simply wanted to help a classmate out. I’m sorry if my behaviour is bothering you. I’ll try to be less «  perfectly well » in your presence »
Y/N rolled her eyes, even though she felt a ping of guilt.
«  Shut the hell up ! I’m not asking you to do anything and you don’t have to listen to me anyway… Don’t you want to yell at me ? »
He re-adjusted his glasses .
«  I have no reason to be mad. I simply wanted to act friendly toward you. And I have to admit I find the way you treat me interesting. While all our classmates praise me for everything I do, you don’t, why ? »
«  Are you serious ? Because you’re fucking annoying that’s why ! »
Y/N turned around and got back to work, knowing this conversation wouldn’t go anywhere.
«  In this kind of situations , frienships are bound to be created. If you’ll bear with me, let’s get to know each other more »
The young woman froze, and try to process the words she just heard. Then turned around to meet Sakamoto’s gaze. As serious as usual, his expression neutral….
«  You want us » she gestured between the two of them with her index «  to be friends ? We have nothing in common. You’re a grade A student and I’m not caring much about it. I read yaoi and you’re probably into Akutagawa or something  like that »
He wandered off to dust the shelves.
«  I know that. But isn’t friendship based on the difference between two people and what they can learn about each other ? »
«  You don’t have many friends, do you ? »
«  Not really. But it would do me good to meet people who have a different vision from mine »
Y/N sighed and placed her hand on her hip.
«  Okay, let’s try , and now that we’re friends, can you help me study the current math chapter, no matter what I do, I can’t get it »
He looked at you over his shoulder and showed off a satisfied smile.
«  It would be a pleasure, friend »
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witchofrvnswood · 3 years
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awwp rant pt. 2: the characters!
oh boy we’re finally back with part 2! 
so in part 1, i discussed plot points that i found troubling and nonsensical. this time, i’m talking about the characters and how they each pissed me off <3
note: am only doing the ones i have beef with, everyone else is cool
let’s start with sophie:
sophie
i’ll be honest, i’ve been conflicted on her character in this book for quite some time. but i think i understand my opinion on her in book 2 much better now that i’ve really thought about it. 
so this is the book where she’s probably at her most vulnerable (book 3 could be a contender too). she just lost her mind, killed many people, and is trying so hard to prove that she is good and deny everything that she had done the previous year. we also see why she behaves the way she does, with losing her mother at a young age and blaming her father for neglecting them. we understand why she goes so far to obtain love and why she ranks true love above everything else.
but her methods with dealing with this is toxic. she sees agatha as a tool for a happy ending, and it seems to come more out of desperation to belong with someone, then wanting agatha herself, as she easily dropped her for rafal and then tedros in book three. she does whatever she can to ensure agatha chooses her and only her much like tedros does in this book.
she sneaks out and follows agatha, makes agatha believe tedros tried to hurt her, comforted her and claimed she had “warned agatha” but also acted super forgiving as if agatha was the one who was in the wrong for doubting her and when the truth comes out, pins it all on agatha for trying to choose someone besides. her. now, agatha is not completely in the right in this situation, but what sophie does is so manipulative and cunning. without knowing her backstory and sympathizing with her, she would easily be soon as a cruel and toxic person.
her time as filip was very humbling for her and she realized what she did was completely wrong and she begans to sympathize with tedros and realize maybe he isn’t the villain of the story like she painted him to be. of course, this goes a bit far and she finds herself attracted to him.... which..... did not need to happen considering how toxic their relationship was in book 1.
at the end, she chose rafal out of desperation to be loved, showing she still hasn’t changed and ended up staying with him as he supposedly was the only person in the world who still loved her. (wrong very wrong he’s awful but we’ll get to that later-)
tedros
bro. broooooo. when i tell you i wanted to throw the darn book when i read his scenes in the first half of the book-
when dovey was explaining tedros’ actions after sophie and agatha left, i could not believe it, i thought she had to be joking because no way does an individual overreact to THAT point.
he literally wanted to murder sophie as revenge for taking agatha away from him?? what?? is he mentally okay? i understand seeing her as a barrier between them because, yeah, he’s always been insecure cause his dad’s best friend stole his mom away from him so that must’ve hit a nerve, but agatha willingly went with sophie. why does he need to hurt sophie over this? it’s up to agatha who she chooses, not sophie. and she chose him! she told him right to his face that she chose him and he’s still like “no we have to kill sophie first-” sir-
not to mention how generally messed up this message is? tedros claims that you can’t be in a relationship and have friends at the same time. what?? why is this in the book? why is this even a theme? of course you should be able to have friends and have a relationship, when did that suddenly become impossible?
 “I let her live last time and she took you! I can’t make the same mistake, Agatha. I can’t lose you again!” (Chapter 12). this is basically tedros trying to cut off agatha’s friendship because he knows she’s close with sophie and is worried she’ll choose her over him and he sees his only solution to this to be killing sophie. honestly, if i were agatha, i would be fucking terrified of him, like when i was reading it i was thinking “run from this relationship please-”
which sucks because i’m a huge tagatha fan but they were undeniably toxic in this book for me.
in the second half though, that’s when i started feeling bad for him because he genuinely thought he got betrayed by agatha too and ugh that killed me bc after her, he had no hope for happiness left and that’s why he turned to revenge, but the moment he freed the teachers, he got locked up, starved, beaten, and tortured which is ??
i wouldn’t wish that on anyone (except aric lawl) and god he did not deserve that i felt so horrible for him. everyone turned against him, the entire school hated him, he fully believed his true love betrayed him, and he got beaten by aric every single night. as much as i despised him before this point, he did not deserve any of that and i’m so glad filip came when he? she? did because yeah it’s tophie all over again (yikes) but he REALLY needed a friend then and i’m so happy he got one.
ONLY TO GET BETRAYED BY HIM AGAIN RIP. sorry that was not needed but ahem
i was so so happy when he realized agatha never lied and ended up going home with her, as much as i hated the ending, i was happy for him and only him, boy’s been through too much.
but overall, i’d say i dislike him as a character in this book but i also felt super bad for him?? book 2 is so complicated y’all i have so many mixed feelings about everyone in this book.
agatha
okay. so. i keep going back and forth between being fucking annoyed at her and feeling bad for her which i feel is an understandable summary of how she is in this book.
her being scared of sophie - i completely understand that. i’d be surprised if she wasn’t. this is a girl who tried to kill her, tore her down, and went batshit crazy just nine months ago and is now suddenly calm but there’s still a bad vibe to her? and she chose her over someone who finally treated her well, finally saw her as an equal, and showed her that she doesn’t have to bear so much burden just to be loved back.
but i honestly felt kind of annoyed at how she automatically, no hesitation wanted to stay with tedros forever and never look back. um. honey. let’s break this down. we’re talking about a boy she has had no contact with for nine months, wasn’t even in a solid relationship with before she left, and said boy probably has beef with her for leaving him in the first place. and she feels completely fine with sneaking into his school and telling him she wants to be with him forever the SAME day she got back.
what??? is??? this???
this is the same agatha who berated sophie for trying to get with tedros the same day she met him without even knowing him well, right? the same agatha who you’d expect to be smart and think through emotional decisions like these, right? did they replace her personality what???
i get the coven pushed her to meet him immediately but this was just so poorly planned out and so tactless i can’t help but judge her sorry hun.
after that she makes herself believe sophie is good and perfect and maybe this is just her lying to herself because she’s mad at herself for choosing tedros but reading about her talking about how sophie is so amazing and perfect and loves her more than anything compared to being ready to bolt at the sight of her was just so fake. can we talk about how fake their friendship in this book? how fake it is in general? i think wbk.
at the end she finds out sophie lied despite the obvious clues (the scim suit (WHY WOULD BEATRIX USE IT), the spirick marks on sophie’s wrist yada yada yada) and she dumps her ass for tedros and decides they’re staying together forever despite barely knowing him as a person not to mention he just tried to kill her um-
(where is the logic in this book please help me i can’t seem to find it-)
the coven
i’ll be honest: they annoyed the HELL out of me in this book. well, specifically anadil and hester. they pressured agatha to choose tedros and go to him on the first day she got back (BAD PLAN) all so they could return to normal,,, which i guess isn’t out of character for them to do anything to get what they want but it really wasn’t their business? or at least they had no right to be as pushy as they were.
not to mention how HORRIBLE they were to dot. oh my god. the way they treated her in this book was disgusting and the lowest point in their friendship. at first i passed it off as them being hurt that dot replaced them and were lashing out because they had no better way to deal with their problems, which is true but also?? let’s not forget they BULLIED dot so bad in their first year and even kicked her out and replaced her with sophie and as far as we know, they never apologized for it. can we really blame dot for wanting new and kinder friends?
but even then they persisted to isolate her from others, shut down her book club which she used to make friends, and ended up forcing herself to gain weight if she wanted to keep their friendship. y’all i don’t even think anyone realizes how toxic the coven can be at times, the books spend a lot of time solidifying their frienship to the point that it ignores how awful it was at first. and not to mention dot is used to this treatment as she’s been physically and emotionally abused by her father, so as much as she dislikes their treatment of her, she still sees them as her friends and she will do anything to keep them.
i’m glad dot has learned to stand up for herself and gave it back to hester in tlea but god was her and anadil’s treatment of her sickiening.
professor dovey
i did not like her scene in the beginning of this book. she was awful to agatha and sophie and kept tossing blame for how the woods changed on them and yelling at agatha for not choosing tedros - um, she had a split second to decide and her friend literally died and came back to life a minute ago, how was she expected to leave her?
i dunno the way she berated them really got on my nerves because they’re just 15 year olds? they didn’t ask for their story to be told or for their personal relationships to affect the entire world? yes, if it had to be pointed towards anyone, it’s them, but instead of comforting them and trying to help them find a way to fix this, she goes all pointing fingers and straight up saying it would be easier if sophie was dead (not gonna lie i had a good giggle when i read this part but if you think about, that’s actually really sickening).
i’ll be honest, i love professor dovey as a character but she just seemed so cruel in book 2 i mean i get she was super frustrated but these children are confused and distraught enough already? she’s their teacher, she’s supposed to look after them but instead she just insulted them and stressed them out.
as for lady lesso, yes she did the same, but that was pretty in character for her. yes, it was wrong of her, but idk it’s something you would expect from her and she’s known to be the type to be tough on her students, while dovey is just not like that at all. and also, dovey was WAY more mean and short-tempered in this mean, i have to say.
evelyn sader
she was... an interesting villain. super cunning super devious i really admired her except for her doing all of this toxic feminism bullshit (which was honestly already bad enough!) for rafal,  A MAN. WHAT. how does that make ANY sense?
evelyn: #kam2020 make them boys your slaves we got this in the bag girls
also evelyn: omg rafal senpai notice me uwu i did all of this for you *gestures towards girls annihilating boys*
anyways her death was um... shocking. rip. or maybe not.
aric
do- do i have to go into this one? killing yara, torturing tedros, being misogynistic, honestly pick one, i just don’t have the energy to rip him apart for the thousandth time.
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lunaleen-writes · 3 years
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You are pretty d*mn awesome
[BakuMomo Brotp] AO3 Link
Characters: Bakugo/Momo
Summary: Momo accidentally hears some students from Shiketsu talking bad about her, Bakugo is having none of that.  AKA words of encouragement Bakugo style.[BakuMomo Frienship]
Notes: Hey, just another idea that I needed to get out of my head, I really love the BakuMomo Brotp. Momo is amazing, she is the only one that doesn't see it. 
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She was walking towards the bathroom when she heard them, a couple of girls from Shiketsu were talking pretty nasty things about her, from how much she was eating to why she was the one invited instead of one of the hot guys from her class …of course, she was too polite to say something to them, so she just continued walking. She was used to it by now. Whenever she would go people would judge her for the way she dressed, her body, for being rich, for being able to get into UA by recommendation, for choosing to be a hero when she could’ve taken over one of the many family businesses.
Things had gotten extremely bad after her pathetic act in the sports festival of her first year at UA, there were so many mean comments about her online that she had decided to close all of her social media accounts once and for all. It’s been three years since then, she did so much better in the other 2 school festivals, but people still talked about that one.
Even if this was already her last year, she could not shake the feeling that she was taking the space that someone way more talented and qualified could take at the school. Most of the students at UA, if not all of them had really powerful quirks or a very charming personality that put them on the path to be the number one hero one day.
From UA only 3 students of her class had gotten the invitation, Bakugo and Todoroki of course, and then it was her. When Aizawa called her to let her know, she was sure it must have been a mistake, she was nowhere near Bakugo or Todoroki and it wasn’t as charming or popular with the public as Midoriya.
The event was a dinner where the top 20 heroes, members of the police, politicians, and new heroes were invited, anybody that was someone or wanted to be someone in the heroes circle was there. She just wanted to be over the whole thing, she was used to these kinds of meetings, coming from a rich and important family she attended these reunions all the time, but she always felt like she didn’t belong. She didn’t have the thin and feminine body that most of the other girls had, she wasn’t as confident, she wasn’t a ‘’fan favorite.’’
She found herself doubting every decision she had made constantly, she felt like she could not be a hero, and she also felt that people could see it. Maybe it wasn’t too late to give it up. 
 Coming out of the bathroom she noticed the girls were no longer there, in their place was an annoyed Bakugo leaned against the wall.
‘’Hey, Bakugo, what are you doing here’’ She asked, hoping he wouldn’t notice her teary eyes. If he did, he chose to ignore it.
‘’I heard them you know, why didn’t you say something?’’ He questioned her, angrily. If there was something that Bakugo could not comprehend, was people that didn’t stand up for themselves.
‘’What was I supposed to say? They are right! I’m not the one that should be here, there are so many others that.’’
‘’Cut the crap!’’ He interrupted her. ‘’Have you seen yourself Ponytail? Why do you care about what these extras have to say? You have a badass quirk that anybody would kill to have, you are rich, and if you’d ask me you are pretty damn hot too. You are amazing and you are the only dumbass that can’t see it.’’
Hearing these things from someone like Bakugo really did things to her. Her whole face went completely red and suddenly the whole room felt hot.
‘’Th.. thank you Bakugo’’ She muttered, timidly.
‘’Yeah, don’t get used to it, let’s go.’’ Groaned Bakugo grabbing her by the arm. ‘’Aizawa was actually looking for you, we need to take some stupid pictures now.’’
 Fin
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“If you’re so cold, why didn’t you say anything? Come here.”
“Why would you ever think something like that?”
Since you never specified if it’s angst or fluff, I decided to add it together!
This is more of a ‘reluctant frienship’ trope where Jaskier and Geralt are still trying to find their ground around each other.
Enjoy!
If someone told Geralt he would obtain a sudden and admittedly, not very unwelcome travel companion in the course of a day, he would have—well, not laugh but certainly grumbled and glowered until he wards him off.
But even after days of barely rumbled out answers and cold glares, the bard just… doesn’t leave.
It’s perplexing to the highest degree.
Geralt has never had someone stay around longer than a day—hardly three weeks—and even then, they’re usually very standoffish, wary of golden eyes and his white hair, afraid of the freak of nature.
Unlike them, this little bard decided to hop onto the bandwagon without a moment’s hesitation, barely blinking at Geralt’s more unnatural features.
It’s endearing… in an annoying way.
But it has become clear to Geralt that even though Jaskier doesn’t mind his presence, he isn’t quite sure if the bard actually likes him.
Which is fair. The first time they met, Geralt didn’t hesitate punching him when that godforsaken nickname tumbled out his lips, or grumbling out his annoyance.
Geralt didn’t exactly make himself the most likable person on the planet.
Which is—
fine.
Jaskier may be the first person who has tolerated being around him enough to actually learn more about the Witcher or Witchers in general—Jaskier is always keen and listening when Geralt would give half answers to his Witcher-related questions. But that doesn’t mean Jaskier has to like him.
It’s fine.
But sometimes he just wished the bard wouldn’t be so scared of him.
Not that Jaskier is fearful of Geralt (no, no, Geralt would have scented that sour tanginess off of Jaskier from the moment they met) but it’s clear that whenever Jaskier needs a lending hand or wants to ask a small favour, the bard doesn’t voice his complaints.
He noticed it when Jaskier stopped asking to ride on Roach, even when the bard’s feet are clearly beaten red and swollen by the end of the day; when Jaskier didn’t stop by a stream to collect water for himself even though Geralt knows he hasn’t drank anything for hours.
He notices it again tonight when Jaskier never once complains about the cold, despite the shivers wracking his frame. It is nearing the mid of autumn, with the trees lightening to soft oranges and browns, but it also means it gets colder in the nights.
Their fire isn’t very strong, considering it rained in the afternoon and most of the wood they found is wet. It normally wouldn’t bother Geralt, thanks to his mutations and enhanced metabolism, but Jaskier, on the other hand…
The bard wouldn’t even ask for fur, merely sitting silently on his designated damp log with his lute strapped over his chest. His usually graceful fingers are shivering as they pick the strings mindlessly.
Geralt keeps glancing over Jaskier, waiting for the moment when the bard would open his mouth and ask for anything—a blanket, a fur, (even though all of them have been soaked through by the rain) hell even Geralt’s warmth.
But nothing. Jaskier doesn’t even look in Geralt’s direction, more concentrated on his scrawled over notebook.
By the time Jaskier has suppressed his sixth full-body shiver, Geralt just sighs and breaks the silence. "Jaskier.”
Bright blue eyes snap to his. “What is it, Geralt?”
The Witcher glances down to Jaskier’s shaky hands, fingers pale in the firelight. 
“If you’re so cold, why didn’t you say anything?” Jaskier stares, something flickering in those eyes. He shrugs, looking back down at his lute—though Geralt has a feeling it has more to do with looking away from the Witcher.
“Come here,” he rumbles out, his slow heartbeat thumping hard against his rib-cage. Jaskier sighs and places his lute down, pushing away his notebook. He gets to feet and crosses over to Geralt’s space.
“Yes?” the bard asks, hands on his hips, looking down expectantly. He looks much taller like this. Geralt swallows hard and scoots to the side of his log, giving space. He grunts, nodding.
Jaskier only furrows his brows but before he asks, Geralt says, “Sit here.”
Those brows shoot to his hairline, surprise over his features. The bard opens his mouth, but Geralt once again beats him to it, “Sit before I take it back.”
“Bossy,” Jaskier mumbles as shoots him a look but turns around to grab his lute. He stands in front of Geralt once again, his instrument in his hands, and slowly settles down next to Geralt. The apprehension in his eyes goes away when he feels the warmth radiating off of the Witcher,
“Well, that was odd. But I’m not complaining. Thank you,” Jaskier says. Geralt can see the teasing grin in the corner of his eyes, and doesn’t say a word.
The effect is almost immediate. Geralt knows he runs hot like a furnace, his body emitting heat like a human fever, and it’s clear his idea worked when Jaskier slowly loses the tension in his body, melting into himself as he goes through a mindless chord progression.
Jaskier even leans into Geralt’s space, getting closer with every passing minute until the Witcher feels a shoulder press into him. Jaskier seems to freeze, unsure if he’s allowed, but Geralt stays silent, afraid to frighten the bard away. 
Then, painfully slowly, Geralt feels the lean muscle of Jaskier’s arm press flush against him, a soft contented sigh coming from the bard.
Geralt rolls his eyes and huffs, eventually getting tired of this slow dance of theirs. He slinks his arm around Jaskier, who squeaks, jumping out of his skin.
Immediately, Geralt pulls away, regret burning in his gut, but then Jaskier’s fumbles out, “No, wait. It’s—It’s fine.”
Geralt turns to meet his eyes and sees nothing but shy earnestness. Jaskier doesn’t smell of fear, and doesn’t seem to be uncomfortable at the turn of events; he looks more uncertain of how Geralt would react if he asked.
Unable to receive and see such emotion in those blues, Geralt merely follows his request, arm returning back to its position around Jaskier.
A few minutes pass as Geralt goes through his provisions, counting the number of alchemy ingredients in his pack with only one hand. He can feel the soft humming running through his arm, the vibration coming from Jaskier. It’s an odd version of calmness Geralt hasn’t experienced. It’s not quiet, but it’s not grating to his senses either. Their shared silence is more relaxing than Geralt would admit.
But even then, he can’t stop the nagging curiosity in him. “Why don’t you complain?”
Jaskier snorts. “I thought you hated how I kept complaining.”
Geralt pauses. “I did. But there’s a difference in complaining and asking for something.”
The strumming stops. Jaskier sighs quietly.
“I just… don’t want to piss you off all the time. I know you can’t stand being around me so I thought it’d be better if I just kept my mouth shut,” Jaskier says, voice quiet over the crackling of wood. Geralt stares at the bard, unblinking.
“Don’t do that.”
Jaskier briefly frowns, looking over. “Don’t do what?”
“Keep quiet.” Geralt glances away. “I don’t like it.” 
Geralt licks his lips, and adds, “And I can.”
“Caaaan what, exactly?”
“I can stand your presence,” Geralt admits, forcing himself to look away.
Jaskier blinks, and a grin slowly overtakes his face, “I knew you liked me!”
Geralt huffs, the tiniest twitch of his lips showing his amusement. “Don’t let it get to your big head.”
“Too late! I knew you liked me like I like you! Or at the very least, half.”
At that, Geralt frowns, staring at Jaskier, utterly confused. 
“You like me?”
Jaskier grins wider, “Of course, you big oaf, it’s pretty obvious.”
While Jaskier smiles wider, Geralt’s frown grows deeper, lost in thought. The brightness in the bard’s face dims, light concern now shining through instead. “You do know I like you, right?”
Geralt shakes his head, feeling like he missed something. “No. You’re just here for the stories, bard. That’s pretty obvious.”
Jaskier gapes, spluttering, “Okay, ouch, maybe I was with you just for the stories but not anymore. Not for a while now.”
Geralt’s confused glower worsens, something in his chest twisting—but not in a bad way. That just can’t be true, can it? The bard doesn’t leave just for the tales, he does not stay for Geralt. That just can’t be true.
The slight joking tone in Jaskier is wiped away immediately, brows furrowing further in concern. “Geralt. Why would you ever think of something like that? That I don’t like you?”
Geralt merely shrugs, his shoulder knocking Jaskier’s. “No one does.”
A pained expression flashes over the bard’s face and Geralt only gets more confused. He continues with, “Why would this be any different?”
“Well, uh,” Jaskier’s voice cracks, his voice impossibly soft, “how many of them followed you wherever you went? Didn’t care about the dangers of your ridiculous contracts? How many of them didn’t stop talking even though you reply with nothing but ‘hmm’s and ‘fuck’s?”
Jaskier’s tone lightens, a small grin tugging his lips, even despite the worry in his frown lines. Geralt rumbles. “Only you.”
“Right. And you think I would endure disgusting marshes and rotting corpses just for the stories? I don’t think so, Witcher.”
Jaskier’s eyes light up when he feels the slight twitch of Geralt’s fingers, digging into his side. Geralt only looks away, the bright expression on his face stopping his heart.
“Hey,” Jaskier says. Gentle calloused fingers nudge the side of his jaw, tilting to face Jaskier, and Geralt puts on his worst glare, but it dies away at the sight of Jaskier’s gentler gaze.
“I’m serious. I’m not only here for the stories. You should know I can get quite obsessed with projects but you’re not one anymore. You’re—You’re more than that. I like you,” Jaskier says firmly, each point accentuated by the slight pressing of the pads of his fingers against Geralt’s burning skin.
“Got that?” Jaskier asks, skies delving deep into molten gold.
Geralt grunts, his heart stuck in his throat, feeling like he’s trapped in bindings of chains, like he’s unable to leave until he accepts the bard’s version of the truth. Which is still difficult to believe. Geralt doesn’t have friends, trained to keep people away because of his dangerous work. It’s better to not get attached, no matter how small the bond is.
But this bard just breaks every rule in Geralt’s book, chipping away at his comfort zone until he’s bare and vulnerable. The only fact he can’t wrap his head around is that, well, he doesn’t hate it.
Jaskier keeps his inescapable gaze on him until Geralt reluctantly nods, at which the bard lets go of his face, seeming satisfied by what he finds in his golden eyes.
“Good,” Jaskier says simply, as if everything he just said didn’t turn Geralt’s world on it’s head, leaving him dizzy.
Geralt hums, deep in thought, and hides his grin when he hears the soft inhale after pulling Jaskier closer to him.
The next day, Geralt’s world seems to spin once again, but this time, it’s at the sight of Jaskier’s grateful grin when he sits atop of Roach. They don’t make a big deal out of it, but Geralt doesn’t have to ask before he has an armful of a shivering bard later that night.
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Title : alone together
word count : 1.2k 
pairing : keefe/dex, can be read as platonic because i feel weird having people get together after one of them has a breakdown
warnings : cassius and gisels a+ parenting, extremely vague fitz bashing (so vague im not sure you can call it bashing tbh) (just his and keefes forced frienship)
tags : @ultralazycreatorfan (you wanted keefex) (tell me if you wanna be tagged)
Keefe had gotten used to being forgotten about. His parents often left, or on the contrary, stayed in their rooms and offices for days at a time when he was younger. That was one of the main reasons they pushed for his friendship with fitz. If he wasn't in the house, then he couldn't complain they didn't care, could they ? 
It wasn't like fitz really cared either though. A forced friendship was exactly that : two boys forced to hang out with each other because their parents said so, no real affinity. But at least he had people to play with, and sometimes Biana would dress him up in one of her dresses and he would pretend to be the princess she was going to rescue. Biana was more of his friends than Fitz had ever been. 
They lost that, as years went by, and biana became less of the knight, and more of the maiden up in the tower she made for herself. Keefe lost a bit of that fairy tale too, probably. 
Fitz tried to pretend like they were actually friends for a while at least, but as years went by, silence seeped into more conversation than not, and soon enough, they'd only talk to each other when their parents were around, talking about one thing or another. It was fine, it wasn't like they were even friends to begin with. It still hurt as if he’d lost something. 
The change was nice, after Sophie came. He was important, part of the team.he felt like he got biana back too, after enough looks of understanding he still knew the meaning of after all these years and laughs shared over inside jokes. Sophie, bi, dex, they all hung out with him for no other reason than they could. Sophie found ways to hang out with him when they couldn't, when he'd put such an impossible barrier between them. 
Still, he'd never forget that loneliness, of being utterly alone in your own home when his parents were away, or feeling like you were nothing more than a “friend” made to please a guilty conscience or a father's expectations. That wasn't something he'd wish on anyone. So that's why he found himself going after dex. Or at least taking the steps to before stopping, hand hanging in the air and mouth open. He'd have said something, if he had been sure dex wanted him to. But some people just liked their time alone, and knowing the triplets he could see why that'd be something dex wanted. So instead he just watched him leave.
They never really did hang out on their own, dex and him. There was always someone else, generally sophie, for the simple reason that going to either of their homes wasn't an option. He found that on the rare occasion they did, he never quite knew what to say, afraid he would fall short. Of what ? he didn't know. Dex had already seen the worst of him, the worst of his mistakes. So instead, he made stupid jokes, and hoped dex would pick them up and turn the conversation around to something or another hed created, or a particularly annoying teacher he had. All he got was sometimes a chuckle, and sometimes a light punch in the arm. That was okay though, he wasn't free of blame for their lack of meaningful conversation either. 
Dex often left unnoticed, but he never silently. He'd always tap Sophie's shoulder and tell her he was going home, getting a hum in response if she wasnt deep in conversation. Keefe always high-fived him as he went as well. It was just their thing, he guessed. Never discussed it, yet they had their secret handshake. He loved it. 
When dex up and left, he assumed he was going to the toilets, or the kitchen. He never skipped the handshake. It took him a good five minutes before realizing he hadn't just gone to get a glass of water. He'd gone home. Or somewhere else but he wasn't at havenfield anymore. Well that was just unacceptable, he couldn't just leave without the secret handshake. 
He slapped his knees and got up. “Welp. This has been fun, but I have some pranks to pull. Try not to get too bored without me.” he said, shooting them a wink before leaving to the sound of exasperated chuckles. 
He leaps to rimeshire without a second thought. He was fully prepared to tease dex about it for the next few days, or even pull a small prank on him if necessary.
He wasn't for dex to open the door with red brimmed puffy eyes like he'd been crying. Fuck hed been crying. 
“What do you want ?” he asked quietly, in a voice keefe could still hear was strained.
“What happened ?” his mind was already racing to the worst conclusions hit could come up with. “Are you okay ?” stupid question. Of course he wasn't okay. He gave him a look over in case he was physically hurt anyways.  “Nevermind that. What's wrong ?” Would a hug help ? would dex even want a hug ? 
“Nothing. Im fine.” 
“Yeah no.” Keefe opened his arms and let dex basically fall into them. He was overwhelmed by all he was suddenly feeling. “Fuck.” he almost let out a sob at the intensity of it all. The sadness, to guilt, the sheer despair, all of it. It wasn't a feeling he'd ever wanted to feel again, and dex was just feeling so much.  He clinged to dex just as much as he was clinging to him, and he was pretty sure he'd started crying too at one point. Fuck he hadnt done anything, all these times he wanted to go after him, to tell everyone to squeeze so he could sit, hed been so fucking stupid. 
He didn't really know how long they stayed like that, but it didn't really matter anyways. Dex was the one who pulled away a bit, even though he didn't let go of keefes hands entirely. He just… needed him to be there “Im sorry, i forgot the handshake,” he said with a little smile, as if that even mattered. 
Keefe gave a shaky laugh and took his hand away for just a second to wipe his eyes before squeezing dexs hands on his own. “Fuck the secret handshake right now,” he said, with all seriousness. “I should have said something when you left. Not-- just today. Fuck im so sorry i didnt say anything.” 
dex let go of his hands to wrap them around himself instead, attacking a few steps back to sit on the bed.  “It's fine, it's not a big deal.” except it was. It was a big deal because dex felt like this, and like this fucking sucked. Like this was the worst feeling keefe's ever felt from himself or from someone else and he felt a lot of things. 
Keefe sat next to him and wrapped an arm around him so he was leaning on his shoulder. “It is, though,” he said half into his hair. 
“Why ?” 
“Because I care, and I don't want you to forget that.” 
“Okay.” 
They were quiet after that. Keefe was pretty sure dex fell asleep at one point. He didn't, but he was content basking in a warmth he wasn't sure belongs entirely to him.
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How to do Garak/Bashir in Canon DS9
Yesterday there was a fun tweet asking people how they would remake DS9 if they were given the option today.
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Which led to some fun discussions (you can see my answers here). Obviously one thing that pretty much everyone said was “canon Garak/Bashir”. That’s generally considered one of the show’s big missed opportunities, with both Andrew J. Robinson and some of the show’s producers expressing regret over never having gone there. But it did get me thinking: how would you tell this sort of story? Because look, it’s one thing to write Garak/Bashir in fanfic, filling in gaps in the canon or changing the entire tone of the story to suit your ‘ship. But if you’re retelling DS9 along basically the same lines - the end of the Cardassian occupation, the discovery of the wormhole, the Jem’hadar, the Dominion, the war with Cardassia - and with the personalities of the characters and the tone of the show largely unchanged, how do you fit Garak/Bashir into that story?
There are some obvious issues with trying to work this ship into the show’s story and overall tone. For one thing, Bashir is a Starfleet officer. We like to make fun of his early, annoying incarnation, but even in that form he is clearly a decent, principled man with strong values. It’s one thing to flirt (literally or figuratively) with a mysterious, sexy spy, but getting into a relationship with him would not only be stupid, it would run counter to Bashir’s image of himself. You could go in a dark direction with this - Garak seduces Bashir purely as a way of gaining power over him (and perhaps out of force of habit); maybe they end up in a kind of Hannibal/Will relationship. But that doesn’t seem sustainable in the long-term, or congruent with the type of show DS9 was. Bashir can’t trust Garak, and Garak has done things that Bashir would consider disgusting. That’s something you have to take into consideration if you want to write them as a long-term couple.
It’s also worth considering that, as much as the Garak/Bashir pairing lingers over the fannish perception of the show, it’s not actually that prominent in the series itself. The last episode that I would call a Garak/Bashir story, “Our Man Bashir”, is an early S4 episode, well before the Dominion War happens. And Garak is absent for a lot of the later developments in Bashir’s life - “Doctor Bashir, I Presume” (you’d think Garak, with his complicated relationship with his father, would have something to say about Julian having been illegally genetically enhanced by his parents) or “Statistical Probabilities” (a troupe of savants who claim to be able to predict the course of the war would surely be of interest to Garak). In most of these stories, Bashir is accompanied by O’Brien, a much safer option as far as suppressed sexual tension is concerned (it should go without saying that this feels like a deliberate choice on the show’s part, to undermine any idea of a Garak/Bashir relationship). Meanwhile, Bashir is absent from most of Garak’s important Dominion War stories - his relationship with Ziyal and her death, his position in Damar’s rebellion, “In the Pale Moonlight”. So if you’re going to retell DS9 with Garak/Bashir as a real ship, you'd have to rewrite a lot of these stories to take that into account.
Finally, you’ve got the show’s ending, which is an extremely dark one for Garak, who gets everything he thought he wanted - his position restored, a place of honor in Cardassian society - just at the point where Cardassia is decimated and, in his words, left dead. Working a romance with Bashir into this ending would be tricky, and risks ending up with the final scenes of Man of Steel - two people making out atop a mass grave.
(Obviously, I’m taking it as a given that this hypothetical version of DS9 is much, much better at writing mature, complicated romantic relationships than the real one. Most actual DS9 romance was painfully juvenile, and the one exception, Sisko/Kasidy, was also an extremely low-drama ship - Sisko literally sent Kasidy to jail and the next time they met they were like “so, that was a bit of a bump in the road; dinner later?” It should go without saying that Garak/Bashir would not be a low-drama ship, so the writing would need to be there to support it.)
Anyway, complicated but obviously not impossible. This is what I’ve come up with for how I would rewrite the show with Garak/Bashir as an ongoing couple. I’m sure there’s plenty of fanfic with other, better ideas.
To start with, lose the claustrophobia business. Or, you know, keep it, but the reason Garak was expelled from the Obsidian Order and banished from Cardassia is that he’s gay. (To be fair, I feel like “claustrophobia” was pretty clearly code even in the original show.) A lot of people in the upper echelons of the Cardassian hierarchy know this - Dukat certainly knows - and miss no opportunity to harass him about it.
Obviously, in this version of the show Cardassia is deeply queerphobic. I don’t think this is a huge leap. Cardassian society is deeply conformist, and family-oriented in a fascist-adjacent sort of way that prioritizes the father as the master of the home. It’s hard to imagine a society like that tolerating deviations from gender norms, and it seems fair to assume that reprecussions for such deviations would be severe.
Garak doesn’t actually have a problem with this - or at least, not that he expresses. Garak’s defining trait is that he believes in, and loves, Cardassia deeply, and espouses its chauvinistic (in both senses of the word) values to anyone who will listen. But at the same time, he’s smart enough (and enough of an outsider) to know how hollow and destructive those values really are. So Garak will explain to anyone who challenges him on it that Cardassian homophobia is right and proper, while knowing that he has fallen victim to it himself.
Bashir is out. Though “out” might not be the right word because the Federation is so nonchalant about queerness that the notion of being closeted doesn’t really exist anymore (this is a version of Star Trek where we actually follow through on the promise of a more progressive future). But at any rate, to Bashir and the other Starfleet characters, him being gay is so unremarkable that it doesn’t even come up until his and Garak’s frienship is already established. This deeply shocks Garak - he knew humans were perverted, but the good Doctor, his friend? Bashir, meanwhile, wastes no opportunity to needle Garak about his society’s barbaric homophobia (Garak: “humans may be prone to such... urges, but Cardassians are made of finer stuff”; Bashir: *rolls eyes so hard he can see the back of his head*). But at the same time, and without being entirely willing to admit it to himself, Garak is intrigued.
And so we continue for about five seasons. Garak flirts with Bashir, partly because he thinks this is a way of unsettling the good Doctor, but really because he wants him. Bashir assumes that it’s all an act, and plays along with it a little because, hey, sexy spy. But he never imagines that it could go somewhere real, and probably wouldn’t follow through if it did.
And then Bashir gets replaced with a Changeling (this is a version of DS9 where that idea was seeded throughout the first half of the fifth season instead of being decided on five minutes before “In Purgatory’s Shadow” started shooting). And the changeling takes one look at Garak, sees an obvious in, and seduces him. Which clearly causes some awkwardness when Garak finds the real Bashir in a Dominion prison camp.
Bashir finds out. Worf tells him (this is a version of Worf who isn’t weirdly sexist and judgmental about other people’s sex lives). (Bashir: “why is Garak being so weird around me?”; Worf: “he and the fake you were doing it”; Bashir: “what”; Worf: “they were boning”; Bashir: “WHAT”; Worf: “they were engaging in sexual intercourse”; Bashir: “that's not possible. Garak only flirts with me to keep me on my toes”; Worf: *shrugs* “if that’s what you want to call it”.)
So now Bashir is upset because he’s spent the last five years bugging Garak about Cardassian homophobia and it turns out that Garak was a victim of it, plus he’s now been victimized by someone wearing Bashir’s face. And Garak is upset because he let his attraction to Bashir (Garak: “my base lust!”) blind him to the fact that his friend had been replaced by a changeling, leading to him being comromised as an agent (I will leave it as an exercise to the readers which one bothers him more). And, well, if you can’t get from there to romance on your own, you may not have read enough fanfic in your life.
Then you get the war, and honestly, I don’t know. You could do an on/off thing. You could make it a very casual relationship in between the two of them trying not to die and/or lose the Alpha Quadrant to the Dominion. You could have Bashir say “fuck it, I might die tomorrow and this guy makes me happy; who cares if my boyfriend is a liar and a murderer”. You could even go the Worf/Jadzia route and have them muse romantically about having a life together after the war. But either way, they spend more time around each other than they did in the original series.
But! When Garak goes back to Cardassia to help Damar’s rebellion, there’s a lot of tension between them, because Damar heard from Dukat that Garak is a pervert (you could still keep Ziyal’s death and Garak’s anger at Damar over it; those two always made more sense as friends anyway). And then it turns out that there’s an entire Cardassian queer underground, and in typical Cardassian fashion they’ve turned it into a whole spy network with operatives at every level of government. (Garak: “why did you never approach me?”; queer Cardassian underground: “dude, have you met you?”) And they’re willing to work with Damar if he promises that in the new Cardassia, they will no longer be persecuted (I think this dovetails pretty nicely with Garak’s observation that Damar needs to be disillusioned about the flaws of Cardassian society). So all of a sudden Garak is looking at a future where what he is doesn’t make him a pariah anymore.
And then you get to the destruction of Cardassia, and, again, I’m not sure how that combines with Garak/Bashir. The entire ending of DS9 is pretty rough on romantic pairings in general, but at least when Kira/Odo and Sisko/Kasidy break up, it’s bittersweet, and in service of other new beginnings. Garak’s ending is just bleak, and I’m not sure how you deal with a romance on top of that. The best I can come up with is Bashir saying “yes, this is horrible, but you can rebuild, and if you need my help with that, I’m not far”, leaving a door open for them to reconnect in the future.
Thoughts?
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ellixthea · 4 years
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Mutual - Henry Cavill
A/N: it wasn’t supposed to be that long but I couldn’t help myself haha. Hope you like it!
Taglist: @peeyewpeeyew​ @whatifismile​ @mylifefallingupthestairs @mary-ann84​ 
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“Let me add a little bit of highlighter and you'll be good.” the make up artist and also now your friend told you before finishing your look for the night. You've been working in the cinema industry for a few years now as a screewriter. You were passionate about writing since high school and cinema since a young age thanks to your dad so naturally, becoming a screenwriter was a goal that you achieved proudly. The demands for your writing and your creativity becoming more and more important, your lastest projects were only big productions and you were happy about it.
The past year, you have been working on the lastest Mission Impossible. You were in charge of the screenplay along another screenwriter named Nate. When the script was accepted, the director wanted both of you on set to have your opinion about the scenes. As being on set during the whole shooting of the movie, you have met a huge part of the cast, including Henry Cavill. You had never worked with him before and when you saw him for the first time, you didn't expect him to be that big and impressive. You even felt shy when you were around him and it didn't happen for a while. As the months pasted, you got closer to most of the cast but especially with Henry. The two of you could talk for hours without getting bored. With time, you realised that you were starting to feel something more than just frienship for him which annoyed you. You also told yourself to never get feelings for someone you would work wih but cleary you couldn't control it. You could feel butterflies when he would come close to you and when he would touch you, you would totally lost it. Sometimes on set, you would catch him glance at you and immediately looked away. You decided to think that you were making up things.
You were getting ready for the premiere of the movie. You would not make an appearance on the red carpet but you would see the movie and then go to the after party with the rest of the cast.  As your make up was done, you did a sophisticated bun and put on a beautiful, long and close to the skin black dress with black high heels. By the look of your friend on her face, you were breathtaking.
Once you arrived at the premiere, since you didn't appear on the movie, you would directly be set at the end of the red carpet, away from the camera but still able to watch your friends walking on it. You were cheering them when you saw Henry and you immediately stopped. He was looking gorgeous. His hair, his suit, everything was on point. He was posing with his co-stars, walking along the red carpet, doing intervews when he finally reached where you were. “Y/N! I'm so happy to see you!” Henry said while opening his arms to give you a warm hug. “Me too!” you replied smiling to your cheeks. The both of you looked at each other for what felt like hours before Hnery spoke again. “You look incredibly beautiful tonight Y/N” he looked at your from head to toes, and you even caught him biting his bottom lip. “Thank you, you look great as well.” you replied smirking.It felt like there was nobody around you anymore but the two of you. An assistant brought you out of your world when she told you that the movie would start soon.
After the premiere came to an end, the whole crew was on the way to the after party. You arrived in a very fancy place. You didn't arrive at the same time as the cast so you tried to make yourself confortable and grabbed a glass of champagne and you started to chat with some people around you. The place was getting more and more crowed. You would look around to see if you would see Henry but he was nowhere to be found. A few moment later, you spotted him, talking with a group a people, including two beautiful women that you had never seen before. You felt a pain in your heart as you saw him laugh with one of them. You tried to ignore it and went to grab something to eat when the director of the movie came to you. “Y/N! I'm so happy with what the movie looks like! Your writing is amazing!” “Oh wow! Thank you but you directed it, you're the reason why the movie looks that good!” You replied, taking a sip of your drink. The two of you kept talking for a while. You kept looking at Henry and you would caught him also looking at you. You could see in his eyes that he was looking at you with desire, even with lust which was such a turn on. When you were done talking with the director, you were alone and that was when you felt a presence behind you. Henry. You turned around and his bright blue eyes immendiately locked with yours. “Do you mind if we go outside?” He asked you, in his british accent that you always loved. “Sure!” You replied and soon the both of you were standing in a sort of garden, with some white lights hanging up between trees. A few people where also there, getting some fresh air. “The movie is great! We all did a good job.” You started, trying to avoid any awkward situation. “I'm not here to talk about the movie.” Henry replied to you, which you didn't expect. “Oh well then, what did you want to talk about?” You asked innocently even though you hoped he would bring out what is happening between the two of you. “I don't know what you have done to me but since the first time I've met you, you're always on my mind.” You were speechless at his words even though you felt the same way. You just thought it was impossible for him to feel the same. “I'd be lying if I'd tell it's not happening to me as well.” You replied, feeling your cheeks getting red. Henry got closer to you and you felt your heart beating faster. “I just want to be by your side, take care of yourself, buy you flowers, make you laugh, wake up next to you, be with you.” By the end of his sentence, you could feel tears growing but did everything you could not to let them fall. “Wow Henry, nobody has even said that to me.” “Well, they couldn't see how amazing you are.” You stared at him in awe. “My feelings for you have been growing with time and I know that I want to share my life with you.” You said, carressing his cheeks. “I'd be happy to do it.” Henry replied and at the end of his sentence, he grabbed your face and kissed you passionnaly as if he has been waititng for this for a long time.
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If Blades of Light and shadow was a show and me and my family watched it part three UwU
(chapter 2 and 3 were in the same part. This will be in two parts since this would be very long otherwise 😅. So there will be 16 parts sorr about that. I'll post it tommorow or in a few days skskksks. Enjoy! 😊🤗💙)
Characters are not mine and belong to Pixelberry Studios.
My mom: Alright time for episode 4.
*theme music starts*
My mom: Lauren? Are you sure we'll see Mal aga-
Me: YES. MOM.
Tyril: *says Run again*
Me and my Tyril simp sister: *CoUgH cOuGh* hand in marriage sir *CoUgH*-
Tyril: You may call me Tyril. Of House Starfury.
Me: *chokes*
Mal: ....we're stuck with you aren't we?
Tyril: For now.
Me and my sister: forEVER BITCH-
The crew: *enters the deck*
Me knowing what scene comes next: ehehehehehehehhehehehehehehhehhehehehehehehe-
Elmira: Guys calm down. I have the perfect solution.
Me: 😏😏😏
My mom: 👀
Elmira: Tyril can sleep with me.
My mom: 👁👄👁
My sister: Hot DAMN GIRL-
My dad: She forward-
Me: YASSS QUEEN! YOU GET YOUR MANSSSSSSS!
Tyril: Ex--Excuse me?
My family: *insert Lenny face*
Elmira: My bunk's not that big but, that will make it just nice a cozy.
My mom: HOLY GOD SHE BOLD. YAS.
Me: YASSSSSSSSSS-
Elmira: Mind if I join you?
Me: Oh honEY. HE DOES NOT.
Tyril: *smiles softly*
Me: *screams* HIS SMILE IS SO CUTE AND PRECIOUS AND ADORABLE AND SWEET AND PERFECT MY GOD I LOVE HIM.
Tyril: Fine you got me. If I minded your company I would have asked you to leave.
Me: Told ya-
Tyril: So I suppose...your welcome to join me. If you enjoy looking at the sky, and if my company seems adequate.
My mom, sister and me: 🍿OwO🍿
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Elmira: what are you thinking about?
Tyril: The passage of time.
Elmira: ah. Yes. How delightfully vague...
Tyril: I'm suprised you think so. I suppose you are young for an Elf.
My mom: WAIT. *Pauses it*
Me: what is it mom?
My mom: If she's young for an Elf, how old is he-
Me who is in the fandom and can't bother with that shit anymore unless someone from the Blades writing team or book two says something: HE DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT ALRIGHT LET'S PLAY IT.
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Tyril: Today I'm supposed to be leading a toast to the legendary archer Lantris. Instead I'm here. It's strange, where time's passage takes us.
Elmira: Do you wish you were in Undermount, leading that toast?
My dad: He's definitely gonna say yes-
Tyril: Hmph. No.
My dad: O_O .......
Tyril: A waste of time. I have more important things to do.
Elmira: *snickers* sorry it's just...WOW you're awfully serious aren't you?
Me: Bitch I know It's fucking annoying-
Tyril: *smiles again*
Me: O///w\\\O
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Tyril: Look! Fae Fish!
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Elmira: Wow...they're beautiful.
Tyril: Yeah. They really are.
Me: Soft Tyril I- 🤧
My mom: 🍿👀🍿
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Elmira: Wow. You were pretty into those fish huh?
Tyril: Er...well the truth is. This is my first time on a boat. I've only read about Fae Fish before.
Me, my mom and my sister: He's so precious sskskksksksksk 🤧😳😳😳😳
My (poor straight) dad watching us fangirl: 😑
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Tyril: Everything was always about House Starfury. We had to be the best, the richest, the most influential.
Me and my mom: Oh poor cinnamon roll 🤧🤧🤧
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Tyril: And I could forget about frienships.
My dad: Oh he's antisocial and his family always tried to help him poor bo-
Tyril: I couldn't so much nod at another elf without considering the political ramifications.
My dad: Oh it WAS his parents- O____O
Elmira: So you're saying you never had a childhood.
My mom: I'LL GIVE YOU A CHILDHOOD CINNAMON ROLL-
Tyril: No.
My mom: Wait what did-
Tyril: But there were balls and council meetings to keep my interest.
My mom: .......Oh.
Elmira: Oh Tyril, you need a hug.
My family: 🍿👁👄👁🍿
Tyril: Excuse m--
Elmira: *hugs him*
My family: ehehehehehhehehehe...
Elmira: i'm sorry it's just that your pain was rolling off you in waves and I just had to do something.
My mom: .....she know what she did.
Me: Oh dat bitch KNOW what she did.
My sister: She know she gonna be in his dreams tonight.
My dad: we been knew UwU.
My sister: ......never say that again dad.
My dad: Damn ok-
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Tyril: ...Elmira?
Elmira: yeah?
Tyril: Thank you.
My family: Awwww...
Elmira: Anytime Tyril. Anytime.
My mom sister and me: *stands up and claps*
Me: A+ ACTING BITCHES. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
My mom: *sniffling* that was beautiful. 🤧🤧🤧
My sister: YASSS HOE. 🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼🤘🏼
My dad: 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽
Mal: Hey Kit! Elf boy! What are you doing all the way over there? Fun's this way!
My mom: *sighs* Listen Mal I love you but you just ruined the moment-
Pt. 2 of this is in a day or two. I know most of you wouldn't read it or all of it if I put everything together. 😅😅😅
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