#but i do think that im unlikely to be in a relationship eventually despite wanting one bc im what you call

[stqrgirlie0]

⋆toxic!theo⋆

now we’ve all hear of theo in a healthy and loving relationship, however in a toxic one? Probably the worst. Things would start off good, you guys would be all over each other, all the time. Everything would be great, unit it wouldn’t. After a few weeks, theo would grow bored and tired of you. He’d talk to other girls right in front of you, on purpose. And then when you’d confront him about it he’d get all defensive, make you think that you’re the one who’s wrong. He’d accuse you of being controlling and that he’s allowed to have ‘friends’ who are female. Despite being emotionally done with you, he wouldn’t break up, because he lovees getting you all riled up to the point where you are so mentally exhausted with his mind games, that you just give up. You give up, and you let him win, again and again and again. You guys would argue every single day, and it would always be in his dorm- because there’d always be something to go confront him about, no where other than his dorm. Leaving a toxic relationship isn’t easy, and when it’s with theo-it’s even harder. All your friends say to get out of it before it’s too late, but you’ve already ran out time. Confrontation doesn’t affect him, all the more reason for you to not leave him just to accept the challenge of making him care- just once. You would be screaming your lungs out and he’d just stand there, with a stupid smirk on his face as watches you pace around the room while shouting, and wonders what your thighs would look like locked around his head, your hands brushing out his fluffy curls and your mouth chanting out his name instead of whatever you were saying right now. Eventually the previous becomes a reality. It was almost like an indirect apology, yet theo had no intention of apologising, he just wanted to keep you hooked on for the next few days until he would do it again. suddenly everything’s fine. Well it’s not, but that’s how he’ll be pretending it is for the next few days. It’s this and his love bombing that made it so hard for you to leave, you hate it but you don’t. It’s a tricky one, but the cycle goes on, and on, and on. And oh my god this man is so stubborn, he cannot and will not change himself for you. During the honeymoon period of your relationship, his smoking didn’t really bother you, he wouldn’t be smoking all the time, maybe once every two or three days (sounds very unlikely I know). But after things got a bit more strained, he’d smoke multiple everyday- maybe even finishing the whole pack in a day. It was horrible. You hated the smell, and the worst thing was that it was everywhere. on nights when you and theo would supposedly ‘make up’, every corner of you would be infested with the scent, lingering on your clothes for the next few days. on the other nights when you’d go back to your dorm, alone and crying, you’d toss and turn in your bed. The scent would arise, from your pillows, duvet, hair, clothes, and it’d remind you of him. Shamefully you’d admit that sometimes the smell mixed with his signature cologne, would automatically drop you to your knees (don’t worry girl, me too), not that he minded. Honestly he loves seeing you from above, it just engraves the power dynamic between you two into his psychotic little brain, inflating his ego more than it already is. god he hated you, but oh how he was in love with you even more, infatuated and obsessed- feeding his desire of seeing you crying your pretty eyes out because of him, shouting with your pretty voice at him, pulling at your pretty hair because of him. Yeah, he’s (very much more than) borderline insane, but girl, as soon as you learn the rules of his games, he’ll wish he never started it.

a/n: guys if your s/o reflects any behaviour below- LEAVE. this is not meant to be normal!! This piece is not in any way condoning toxic behaviour- just a little writing task seeing what I can come up with

#something I started ages ago and decided to finish #YALL IM SORRY BUT IM GON HAVE TO HOLD OFF PART 4 FOR A BIT LONGER #work is killing me and I have easter break to catch up😭😞 #pls take this as a peace offering🙌🏼🙂

#slytherin #slytherin boys #theodore nott #theodore nott smut #theo nott imagine #theodore nott x reader #theodore nott imagine #theo nott smut #theodore nott x you #theodore x reader #theodore nott x y/n #theo nott #theo nott x y/n #theo nott x you #theo nott x reader #theodore nott x slytherin!reader #lorenzo zurzolo

[vampirzina]

Hello! I have an idea for a request, you can ignore it if you don't like it 😸

What is it like to be friends with benefits for bi-han and Tomas? nsfw or sfw, whatever you feel comfortable with.

thank you ♡

fwb!reader (w. Bi Han and Tomas) short hcs

tw: gn!reader, mdni, nsfw, not proofread

notes: hey! im so sorry this took so long to come out. accidentally got attached to other things and i havent had much writing motivation lately. but im writing this on a new pc and im eager to see how well it works!!!

masterlist

It's hard to say that Bi Han treats you any differently... If he's even interested in this kind of thing in the first place. But it's not that he completely brushes you off, either—if you don't pay attention, you'll miss the way he looks at you despite his icy exterior, or the subtle things like a little extra care and/or consideration he does that he wouldn't normally do for anyone else. It's just that he wants to keep things under wraps as much as possible due to the lack of a title further than 'friends-with-benefits' between you two. Jealousy? Yes. If you end up trying to date and abandon him (so he puts it), he'll be so upset that he'll confess. You two will end up in a relationship... Someday.

Tomas will make it look like you two are in a relationship. Of course, you two really aren't—just see each other in the confines of a bed. That doesn't stop Tomas from being doting, though, and it makes certain people question whether or not you two are dating or more. One cannot so simply just say 'we're fucking with no title on', so he just meekly denies that you two are dating. It seems like he has a crush at the very least. Jealousy, yes, but very silently—you wouldn't know until much much later. The type to ask 'what are we?' when you are innocently doting back.

Bi Han likes to think pretend he's laying claim to you whenever he's fucking you into the mattress, but he has to remind himself when he's done he's not actually yours. Ironically, however, he's the one to remind you that you two aren't in a relationship whenever he thinks you're moving or acting too much like you're in one [with him]—he won't admit it, but he kind of likes it. It spurs him on to make sure you can't walk later. He won't initiate cuddles or aftercare, but he's incredibly responsive when you do. You eventually catch on, and it becomes a necessity at that point. Bi Han gets sulky if you don't.

Tomas focuses more on you than himself, but he makes sure to satisfy himself at least once before the whole endeavor ends. He's gentle if you've had a bad day, and he's rough if you're feeling particularly pent up—either way, you're getting your worth and more in the end. And, he won't say it, but he also likes to pretend that you two are in a relationship. But unlike the former, it slips a 'few times' that the person he's shoving his dick in isn't actually his significant other. It gets to him sometimes and he lies awake contemplating if asking you to become permanently his is a mistake, while he draws delicate circles on the crux of your back.

@𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐙𝐈𝐍𝐀೨

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#mk1 x reader #mortal kombat x reader #mortal kombat x you #mk1 x you #bi han x reader #bi han x you #bi han hcs #tomas vrbada x reader #tomas vrbada x you #tomas vrbada hcs #vampirzina

[chococolte]

SAGAU! How would they prove themselves to you? (Ft. Xiao, Gorou and Kaeya?) If it’s not an issue?

word count. 1.2k

୨୧ — ꒰ cw. yandere, unhealthy relationships, possessive & obsessive thoughts/behaviors, religous + cult themes, sagau + cult au, kaeya and xiao both have" i will stab myself if you ask me" moments, in gorou's it's mentioned he's willing to cut his tail and ears off for u, g/n reader. i do not condone yanderes irl.

୨୧ — ꒰ a/n. i wrote these really quickly so im sorry abt their quality uahhh

kaeya

Kaeya feels sick.

A bitter taste is resting on his tongue. He doesn't know what it is. He doesn't really care much for it, anyway. All he knows is that he's scared.

It's a strange feeling. One he thought he had done off with by now.

But this fear is different. It churns in his stomach. His entire body shakes with every trembling breath as he realizes what he's feared the most has happened.

You don't want him.

Kaeya is aware you didn't say that, but it's implied. In your gaze, in the way you walk past him. You don't want him. You don't care for him.

You did, once. He remembers it clearly. Your control was brilliant. Like stars in the night sky. You kept him warm when the cold encroached too closely on his heart. You kept him safe from every dark, nasty thought.

With you, he was whole. With you, he did not drown himself in drink. With you, he was finally at peace.

And then you were ripped away from him. And now you're throwing him away.

It hurts more than he imagined, despite the fact that he knew it would happen eventually. He wants to tear at his skin until it peels off, wants to pull at his hair; he wants to grab his sword, stab something until it bleeds.

Kaeya knows he shouldn't. He should be strong for you. He should show you how capable he is. He should show you how deserving he is of your attention. He should show you that he is worthy of your light, of the warmth emanating from you.

Kaeya knows he should detest you. He shouldn't be desperate for your love, like some dog bereft of affection until you. He shouldn't be this close to kneeling and begging you, he shouldn't be this close to tears at the mere thought of never feeling your warmth again.

But he is. He swallows down the bile in his throat, and grabs his sword.

If he must prove himself to you, he will.

Whatever it takes. Whatever it entails.

If you demand him to throw himself into the flames, he will. If you order him to kneel and impale himself onto his sword, he will do so without hesitation.

All that he asks in return is a glimpse of you. All that he wants is for you to touch him, in whatever way you please. Hit him, slap him, take your foot and kick him in the stomach— it doesn't matter. As long as your eyes are on him. As long as he can feel you again.

Don't you know how cold it is without you?

xiao

Xiao has never been so close to screaming before.

It's unlike him. It is unlike your silent protector, your second shadow. He should be calm. He should be composed, ready to strike at any threat against you.

He shouldn't be like this, ready to throw himself in your lap and beg you to please look at him. Please love him. Please give him just a modicum of attention.

It's unbearable, claws scratching at his throat. Every second that goes by while he's aware that you think of him as unworthy is another spent in agony.

Xiao knows it's not his place to demand anything of you. He is not so arrogant as to believe he is in any way in a position to do so.

But it's difficult. It's difficult to keep himself calm and composed when he sees you touching another, so freely giving out what he so desperately desires. It's difficult to keep himself from piercing whoever is lucky enough to grab your attention for longer than a second. Jealousy wraps around his throat and squeezes.

It's not that you don't want them. You just don't want him.

What is it about him that you dislike? His clothes, his face, the way he stands? Do you find his lack of emotion distasteful; do you hate his silence, do you find how bashful he gets in your presence unpleasant?

Do you hate him? But you liked him once. You had used him, once. Loved him. What's different now?

Is he boring to you? Do you find him undeserving, now?

Then he must simply be interesting. He must simply prove himself to you.

He is deserving. He is worthy. He is. Why are you acting like he's nothing? Why are you acting like you don't care anymore?

Xiao feels betrayed. Bitter. But he can't stop the quiet tears from cascading down his cheeks, silent prayers of which you deign not to answer.

Whatever it is you want from him, he will give. If you desire for him to break his contract with Rex Lapis, he will see to it. If you want him to swear fealty only to you, he will do it. If you want him to turn his back on the people of Liyue, pick up his blade and taint himself ever further, he will do it.

If his death is what you wish, he will see it through. All that he asks is that in his final moments, that you please run your fingers through his hair.

gorou

Gorou can't stop himself from shaking.

You denied him again. He doesn't know what he did wrong.

He should be strong. Imposing. He shouldn't care about whether you want him or not as much as he does.

You're a God. You're his God. If you don't want him, then he will simply live his life in the background of yours. He doesn't need to be the one sitting by your feet, he doesn't need to be the one worshiping you directly— he doesn't, yet his heart still cracks when you turn away.

Gorou is aware that he isn't all that special to begin with. Not compared to some of your other worshipers. Archons bow at the bottom of your throne, and whisper threats at each other when you turn. The strongest of every nation kneel and do as you command without complaint.

He is merely a general of an island from Inazuma. To the people of Watatsumi, he is important— but to you? To God? He is nothing. What is he that you have not already seen before?

It's why he tries to stifle his feelings of bitterness and sadness.

You don't need him. He doesn't need you.

He doesn't, he tells himself, but tears still soak his pillows every night. His lips and ears still tremble when he sees you brushing your fingers through the hair of another. His grip on himself falters when he captures a glimpse of the love you so easily show to others.

Why not him? Why not him anymore?

What did he do to anger you? If you would tell him, he would fix it immediately. Some part of him you dislike? He'll change for you. You think his ears and tails are unsightly? He'll do his best to hide from from view. Or would you rather he get rid of them altogether?

He'll say yes, despite the tears in his eyes.

Is it how he breathes, is it how he carries himself, how he holds his bow? What is it? Why don't you like him?

Why don't you love him anymore?

Whatever it is, he can fix it. Gorou can change for you. He'll throw himself in the gutter until he's perfect for you. Until he's exactly how you want him to be.

You'll love him then, won't you?

#[🦇] — my writing #genshin impact #genshin x reader #yandere genshin #yandere genshin impact x reader #yandere male #yandere x reader #yandere genshin impact #yandere genshin x reader #sagau #yandere genshin imagines #yandere genshin cult au #self aware genshin #sagau xiao #sagau kaeya #sagau gorou #yandere kaeya #yandere xiao #yandere gorou #yandere sagau #genshin sagau #gender neutral reader

[luvmyoui]

four - why?

previous masterlist next

gp!myoui mina x fem!reader

warnings: toxic relationship, cursing, infidelity, sexism, pregnancy, teacher x student thing (v brief), mentions of sex, tell me if there's anything else!

word count: 2,313

a/n: PLEASE tell me m if this is going too fast, i feel like it is but i need an opinion frm someone reading it, bcz i have a faint idea but i think im going too fast yk?

before mina’s birth, due to the ultrasound pictures, mina was thought to be a boy. unlike most intersex girls, there was nothing unusual about her anatomy. when mina was born, she was recognized as a male and grew up being treated as one. mina wasn't always as bad as she grew up to be, in fact it wasn't until she started spending more time with her grandparents that her view on others changed. 

mina’s grandparents were very old fashioned, they had strong beliefs and they tried their best to instill them in mina. due to the time spent with her grandparents mina eventually started acting the way they did and started to believe the same things as them. they believed that women were meant to stay home and take care of the children while her husband provided for her. their beliefs were passed down to mina who was the sole heir of the family, having had no cousins or siblings. 

7th grade, that's around the time where most hit puberty. the same was for mina, when she turned 12 she finally hit puberty, but it didn't go exactly as expected. 

“dad, my chest keeps getting fatter but i'm not fat, it’s like i'm growing boobs!” mina exclaimed to her father, she had never been more confused. what was going on?

the thought of mina being intersex had never crossed her fathers mind before the day this happened. It also could have been just the hormones from mina hitting puberty which was causing her to grow breast tissue. due to the fact that there could be 2 explanations to this mina’s father saw it best to have her tested. It may have just been her hormones, but just to be safe he decided to get her tested. 

when the results came back it was uncovered that mina indeed was intersex. this information came as a shock to everyone in the myoui family, especially mina. 

“does that mean my dick will fall off?! am i gonna become a girl?!” was what mina first said when she was told that she was indeed intersex and she was growing breasts. 

“listen kiddo, your penis isnt gonna fall off. and technically you are a girl, but that won't change anything. you're still you.” mina’s father replied, trying to comfort her. 

due to how many changes mina was going through because of her gender identity her parents decided to move to a new city to allow mina a fresh start. in mina’s new school she presented herself as a female saying that she didn't want to be trans and she would stick to the gender she looked like. 

mina had never experienced something like changing schools, she didn't know anyone there.  people had tried to bully her, tried to insult her. but it had always backfired, mina would never allow any disrespect towards her. especially from someone below her. mina often got into trouble, but her parents always bought their way out of it. 

mina always seemed to be stirring up trouble at school, her parents figured it was because she didn't have anything else to do. due to this thought they put her in boxing, she seemed to like starting fights so maybe boxing would work as an outlet for her anger instead of her classmates. when proposing the idea, mina was ecstatic, she could now learn new ways to beat up the kids in her school.

despite her hard and mean demeanor, mina fairly quickly rose to be the most popular in her school. It had always been like that, mina being the most popular and sought out student by others. being the most popular girl in her school and the prettiest, she had many admirers, majority of them being males. her many male suitors quickly diminished though, when she was caught in the boys locker room comparing sizes with the quarterback. 

ever since that day it was made known to everyone that mina had a dick, and a big one at that. 

mina’s popularity wasn't just among her peers, mina was also quite popular among the teachers. she always turned her work in on time and was constantly participating during class. not only was she an exceptional student, but the money her teachers were gifted during teacher appreciation week made them like her all the more. for this reason whenever mina would get into trouble with other students the teachers would often turn a blind eye or take mina’s side. along with being arguably the most favored student, there were many rumors that she was favored in other ways too. 

“hey mina, you know the new teacher, the hot one?” shawn asked, the quarterback of the football team and mina's best friend. 

“yeah, i have her for history, why?” 

“you’re always talking about how you can pull any girl in the school, so i dare you to fuck her and record it.” shawn said to mina and her eyes widened in shock, this was only their sophomore year. how early did he want her kicked out? 

“fuck, okay. by next month ill get you a video of that bitch sucking my dick.” mina responded, she would never turn down a dare, especially one that included fucking someone. 

and true to her word by the next month she had sent a video into the group chat with all her friends of the said teacher on her knees sucking minas cock. It made sense to them that the teacher would sleep with mina but to let her record it? everyone was baffled at how she did it. In response mina just said that the teacher obviously didn't know she was being recorded. the video for obvious reasons didn't make it out of the group chat but it did cause many unconfirmed rumors amongst the students. 

although mina was known for fucking around, and never taking anyone seriously, that all changed when she met y/n. y/n was different, her beauty was on another level. The moment mina laid eyes on y/n she knew she was done for. that was the moment her reputation changed from fuckboy to lovergirl. she pursued y/n for months before she was given a chance but even while pursuing y/n there was nothing more that mina would want to do. y/n was it for her, she knew she wanted forever with y/n. 

mina had never acted this way, she would skip out on parties to spend time chasing after y/n. she refused all advances from other girls saying she was taken, it might not have been official but the moment mina saw y/n she was taken. It wasn't like you were a nobody either, everyone knew the y/n l/n you were only second to mina in popularity. mina for some reason had never noticed you, too focused on her own life; she never knew of your existence until she saw you laughing with your friends at a party. 

dating someone like mina wasn't always the easiest thing, mina had this huge superiority complex. your relationship with her was always you compromising on things. she acted as if she owned you, you weren't allowed to have any male friends, but she was allowed to be friends with anyone. 

mina would never tell you, but she liked the power trip she got whenever she was with you. you were the perfect girlfriend, you never complained, and you always did what she said. mina never wanted to lose you, no matter how it seemed or how she treated you she knew that she’d never find someone like you. 

when you had first told her you were pregnant mina couldn't believe it, it was like a dream. she had always wanted kids, especially with you. You were her girl and you were gonna have her baby. she honestly had no bad intentions, she always loved kids, having a son was always something she wanted.

the day she was told you were pregnant she called her grandparents, they were in japan so she couldn't personally meet them but she wanted their advice. the one person mina respected the most was her grandfather, and now that she was going to have a kid she wanted his advice. her grandfather told her that she should treat her girlfriend exceptionally because she was carrying the next generation. he told her that having a son was the best gift she could be blessed with. 

with her new found advice and information mina tried her hardest to be an amazing girlfriend to y/n. she obviously wouldn’t lie and say she enjoyed staying up at night while y/n cried and vomited but she still loved y/n and her child on the way. sometimes she would question herself and why she was even doing all this, why she was missing out on sleep for this stupid reason. y/n could do this herself, why did she always insist on mina staying up with her. mina never voiced these thoughts but they stayed on her mind.

mina felt so accomplished when she found out that she had in fact gotten y/n pregnant, and not only that, y/n was also going to keep the baby. all of her friends were surprised when she told them and didn't believe that mina had in fact knocked up the y/n l/n. y/n was known for her reputation of being a virgin and never getting intimate with anyone, much less getting pregnant. 

when the baby was born and the gender was seen to be a girl, mina was incredibly disappointed. she knew that y/n could have another baby but mina knew y/n would never agree to it. she resented y/n, it wasn't the child's fault for being born the way she was, it was y/n’s fault. deep down mina knew that no one was to blame but she could help but need someone to blame. 

maybe that's what led her to seek comfort in the arms of another, y/n’s body wasn't as desirable as it used to be. you had gained weight due to the pregnancy and mina hated that, she would often make comments on your body and weight in hopes that you would change it. the change was taking too long and mina was getting tired of waiting. she had needs and if you couldn't fulfill them she would have to find others to. 

mina tried to tell herself that it was you who made her do this, it was you who forced her into doing this. she left the home when you were sleeping and left to go to a party, ‘this is y/n’s fault, it’s on y/n’ is what she’d repeat to herself. she found someone pretty in no time, and she dragged them up to one of the rooms not letting her lips leave their skin. 

as she fucked the other girl all she could think of was you, the way your eyes squinted as you laughed, the smell of you, the way you said her name. she couldn't do this. mina didn't realize it, but the tears were pouring out of her eyes and onto the back of the girl under her. she never hated herself more, she wanted to throw up. She hadn’t drank anything, but she felt sick to her stomach. she pulled out and pulled up her pants, the other girl was confused and as she went to ask mina what happened mina left. 

she went back to her shared apartment with you and showered, she needed to wash it off, she felt disgusted with herself. how could she have done this, she sat in under the shower crying to herself. she hated herself for what she had done, she never thought of herself as cruel but there was no other word to use for her actions other than cruel. 

her skin was all pruned up by the time she exited the shower, she laid behind you in bed crying quietly into your shoulder. feeling the wetness on your shoulder you slowly stirred awake and turned around to see mina crying. she refused to tell you what upset her but she kept repeating ‘i love you’ and ‘i'm sorry’. you had no idea why she was saying this but you just wrapped your hands around her as she buried her face in your neck. 

after that day mina changed, it was a confusing change, and it led you to believe that mina was now cheating on you. after that day mina started acting more distant. you didn't know what happened but you could smell perfume that wasn't yours on her clothes when you washed them. mina was confused, maybe if mina was a different person she would've found herself wrong and changed. but in the end mina was still mina and she kept the thought that you made her do it in her head. the cheating stopped, but the way she treated you stayed the same. 

the thought that mina was mistreating you never crossed her mind once, you were made to take care of children, to cook, and to clean. her telling you to do this was the bare minimum, in mina’s eyes she treated you amazingly. 

mina never treated you badly, she loved you so much and she would never mistreat a loved one. her wanting to become an idol shouldn't have been a surprise for you and you should have supported her. she was the victim in this situation. maybe she wasn't as present in her child's life as she should've been, but if that really bothered you then it was your fault for not saying anything. 

If mina really hadn't done anything wrong then why did she feel so empty as she boarded the plane to korea only accompanied by your words. 

a/n: lets ignore that mina never had a boy name and all the other things that don't make sense🤗🤗 also im sorry if this is bad i didn't know what to write😭😭

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[craneworms]

pls talk to me about luffy and usopp.. im so normal about this show

i love talking my silly little thoughts about the silly little characters that consume my brain to anyone who’s willing to listen.

usopp and luffy’s relationship is objectively one of the most fun & interesting to explore between the east blue 5. because first of all, luffy let usopp on the crew because he just liked his company and vibed with him. i mean, unlike the rest of the east blue crew, a sniper wasn’t really a needed role in the way a navigator or a cook were, and he wasn’t a ridiculously strong demon of the east blue like zoro was. when you look at it from that perspective, luffy really didn’t need to bring usopp into the crew, but he did because he saw his bravery and kindness during syrup village. (not to say that luffy didn’t like the others when he met them too, just that they also fulfilled a needed role on the crew unlike usopp did). he’s like the resident personality hire.

while they had got along before luffy saw usopp’s bravery and sacrifice when it came to protecting his village, that was really what made luffy decide that usopp was his sniper. and when you take into account that usopp didn’t really have a favourable reputation in his village, luffy being probably one of first people to see his bravery and kindness (& the first person to support him when he needed it), for me it made me like their relationship over a lot of the other crew’s relationships.

also, usopp’s role on the crew in general has always been kinda interesting (very much pre-water 7 to water 7). he respects luffy & his dream greatly. one of the most memorable early one piece moments for me was usopp’s speech during the mr.4/miss merry christmas fight. like he had his skull cracked open and still stood up to fight because they made fun on luffy’s dream. it’s such a turning point for usopp, especially because before them a lot of his actions were like the bare minimum of protecting his crew and himself, but in that fight he was going out of his way to help vivi and alabasta as a whole & stand up for luffy’s dream. this isn’t really anything unique, but i like that one of his first real character defining moments is driven by luffy in some way.

adding onto that, him and luffy have always had an interesting relationship. like it’s really aparent pre-water 7 but usopp just provides like a normal friendship between boys for luffy (which both usopp & luffy probably hadn’t had before). and i think this is really one of the things that drives water 7, usopp was just there for the fun mostly, he didn’t have that kind of unwavering dedication like the others, and that meant that he didn’t really respect luffy as a captain on the level that the others did and more saw him as a friend & equal. and while that’s good, it eventually led to conflict. (not to blame it all on usopp, luffy was a bad captain & friend to him during water 7 & he shouldn’t have let it escalate that far.) but despite all of that, they can not — will not — continue their journey without one another. we see it especially in water 7, but also usopp’s reaction to marineford & his motivation to fight during dressrosa literally being because he didn’t want luffy to forget him.

it’s something shown again and again that, despite usopp not being as strong or brave as some of the other strawhats, despite their clashes and conflicts, they are not willing to let that get in the way of their relationship because they do not want their dreams without the other there to witness it.

plus their personalities balance each other out in a really fun way. i mean we have usopp who’s lived a pretty sheltered life compared to many of the other strawhats and scared by most things. and then we have luffy who wrestles tigers for fun and doesn’t really recognise the danger of most things. but also they have a lot in common and get along very well. while luffy inspires usopp to follow his dreams and be brave, face the things that scare him and push himself further, usopp also helps reign luffy in from doing a lot of crazy shit, which is much needed. they are shown goofing off, their relationship is built on that kind of mutual understanding and respect that all the strawhats have for each other while also seeming more relaxed which is a welcome break for them. also luffy’s unwavering belief in usopp’s lies (and his complete inability to lie himself) creates a really funny contrast between their personalities. it’s always entertaining to and fun watch them interact and they really bring out the best in each other.

anyway i love them. i am chewing on them like a stimtoy but instead of micro-dosing on plastics i’m micro-dosing on lusopp.

#one piece #monkey d. luffy #straw hat luffy #one piece luffy #usopp #god usopp #one piece usopp #lusopp #whoops this turned out really long but i have a lot of thoughts on them #i love them dearly

[akutasoda]

Hello! one of your new followers here–well I mean, you've been in my feed a lot of times and I always seem to see your fics when scrolling through bsd tags.. (hope I wasn't spamming), I think your writing is really nice and its so smoothhh.. To like, read! (ٛ⁎꒪̕ॢ ˙̫ ꒪ٛ̕ॢ⁎)

Anyways, here to drop a 12am thought of Ayatsuji Yukito — Like, because his life is in constant death threats and he's always on the watch and on guard,, how do you think he'd have a relationship? Like, would he hide it because he thinks it'd be a (potential) add on to the growing lists of threats and bind him down.. or would he keep it a secret despite it being hard to do?

(Personally, im kicking my feet at the thought of having a secret relationship with him.. Like forbidden love kinda thing bc of the lines of work.. or just the fact that his s/o is a normal civilian and he wants them to keep that life..)

Sorry for the dump! Take you for your time if you'd ever read this!! (づ ◕‿◕ )づ

—🔎

secrets worth protecting

synopsis - your lover wasn't exactly the easiest person to be with, but you two loved each other too much

includes - ayatsuji

warnings - gn!reader, fluff, hidden relationship, death threats, wc - 656

a/n: hello anon! thank you haha probably one of the best things my writing has been called, also loved this request sm

↪the only two ways i could see him getting into a relationship is either by pure chance of meeting you as a regular civilian or a more unlikely way, you as a co-worker of tsujimura and beibg assigned to watch over him. but personally would prefer having a civilian lover. it brings a sense of normality for him to indulge in despite everything else going on in his life.

↪that being said, actually getting into a relationship with him would be rare. even if he so desperately was in live with you would be so reluctant as he wouldn't want to risk getting you caught up in his problems that wouldn't end pretty. you would have to tell him you really were okay with it and wanted to be in this relationship with him. eventually he would let it happen.

↪you most likely would have to understand that if you were in any threat, being caught in the crossfire, you would not see him for a while. he wouldn't necessarily break it off but would ignore you until it had subsided. and yes he totally would hide it. not only for your safety but because it would distance it from his normal life style. when he's doing his time as a detective, he keeps that to only that, and the minute he's let of he can go to you and indulge in a normal, calm and peace life with you.

↪even though he had to be under constant watch, his work as a detective for them made them reluctantly give him anytime off as a surveillance free time. meaning he could freely be with you.

↪going out would be not very often. mainly spending time together under the santicity of your residence or his. but maybe you could convince him to go out and have fun. showing him all your favourite spots or places to go which quickly become his favourite. but would absolutely love having the time with you where he wholly believed that he could eventually live a normal life with you. he'd be dammed if he ruined your life because of his previous life style.

↪however if you were a co-worker of his. it gave your relationship a more exciting quality to it. wouldn't engage in showing that relationship on the job however, he still would prefer to keep it secret. but just the idea that a simple slip up at work could expose the both of you gave it a slightly different edge to it.

↪he would understand that as detectives you both received a fair share of threats but would absolutely want to avoid you getting involved with his affairs. he wouldn't want you being used against him at all, in either scenario, let alone you being sent death threats from his problems.

↪in either scenario, i think the best way for it to remain hidden is to always keep the relationship for when he isn't under watch and at home safe, with you. even if it proved difficult to do, you both would try your hardest to keep it secret.

↪as i said would want to normally just stay within yours or his residence when together but that's notvall that exciting so if you two did go out he would be on guard until he was absolutely certain that it was safe, then he would thoroughly enjoy himself with you.

↪ however being home with him came with it's own perks, helping each other make dinner, him showing you his favourite dolls, you showing him your hobbies/intrests and staying cuddled up in each others embrace talking about whatever came to mind. it was hard work to try and keep it secret, he wished he didn't have to but for your safety he would. he would do anything to keep the love of his life safe and that even meant he wasn't above using his ability or influence to dispose of problems.

#x gender neutral reader #x reader #bsd x reader #bsd x gender neutral reader #bungo stray dogs x you #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs #bsd ayatsuji #yukito ayatsuji x reader #ayatsuji x reader

[ickadori]

Cashier turned babysitter toji drabble had me going crazy in my head and i aint even a writer but i wanna write a story for this but holy shit i cannot do that so i made like lil bullet points to share with u, it would be like such a sweet slow fluffy burn

• Toji decides that having a babysitter would be pretty convenient, especially one that can see the chaos that can be found in his life and accept it (his dogs completely ruining the shop)

• Reader wants to start right away cause money. Bills aint gonna pay themselves

• Reader doesnt have alot of experience with kids but tries she best with megumi, and loves to see the dogs

• Would eventually realize something kinda funky going on like how these damn dogs popping out from mid air and shit but she doesnt wanna talk about it cause what if it compromises the money

• Relationship grows with toji, megumi and the dogs

• After a long while one time after megumi was put to bed, toji came back late and kinda wounded and bloody and hes like yea im good but readers like hmmmm no u aint that aimt normallll, she aint like experienced with treating injuries but tries her best to help him

• Maybe he'd like tell her more about their life and sorcery or his line of work, maybe only small details but enough for reader to get a picture

• I'd like to think that the story still goes mostly with the plot but with toji being way more involved with megumi like an actual dad

• He'd still take the job to kill riko but reader would get a bad feeling in their gut about him leaving and would try to make him stay or take a different offer

• He would still refuse and the story would carry on as usual with him fighting geto + gojo and killing riko

• But i dunno man maybe reader got toji on fucking Life360 or something and tracks his ass down before gojo and toji rematch start going down. Begging gojo to spare the guy cause hey he was just doing a job u should be going after the one who hired him.

• Somehow someway it fucking works yippie

• Megumi probably still goes to jujutsu high and gets mentored by gojo beforehand cause like i dunno interested in the son of the guy who managed to kinda beat him. I wanna think their dynamic stays the same cause its cute and wholesome seeing sorta-dad gojo

• Toji and reader get to have lovely romance and eventually reader moves in and megumis once babysitter becomes his step mom and they live happily together

If you ever made a part 2 or continuation of that lil drabble i would comburst from happiness. I adore ur writing and how you characterize the characters and protray them.

firstly, you can always write!! even if you don’t think you’re good, if you wanna write you should :p it’s a skill that you build and no one is perfect when they start 🩵

secondly, I LOVE THIS!! i will admit though that i’m not a toji fan so a part 2 is unlikely but i love this idea 🥹 reader sticking around despite the awfully strange things happening because they need the money, and megumi has taken quite the liking to them as well so they’d feel bad just up and leaving. it’s clear that the kid doesn’t have him mom around, and he might be compensating for that by latching onto you, but you don’t really mind it, and toji hasn’t voiced anything against it so you just go with the flow.

megumi is a nice enough kid, too, even though he sometimes does the weirdest things with his hands — you guess it’s some type of signal, because it time he does it, his dogs seemingly spring up from out of nowhere and go rushing over to him.

once megumi starts developing his technique more and things start getting harder to write off, i imagine toji would very briefly mention all of the sorcerer and jujutsu stuff to you, just enough to assure you that you’re not losing your mind and are the only one seeing ugly, goblin-like creatures lingering around.

he doesn’t tell you about his job, but you’re a snoop and he doesn’t exactly do a great job at hiding all his sensitive information in the house. you don’t approve of it, obviously, but as the saying goes, out of sight out of mind. he did it before you came, and he’ll likely still continue to do it even with you voicing your distaste for his employment.

i feel like reader might somehow get wind of the riko thing, and they choose then to cut ties with toji. they had held on so long because of megumi, but also because they had (begrudgingly) actually come to maybe possibly like toji, but just a tad bit, nothing serious!

anyways fast forward and gojo does him dirty LMAO but maybe he only loses his arm. and yeah, he’s strong enough to keep doing what he does with his limitation… but he thinks he’d rather keep you by his side instead, so he hangs up his weapons.

megumi goes the sorcerer route, scouted by none other than gojo, and at first gojo had done it to get under toji’s skin. rub a bit of salt in the wound, but then he comes to care for megumi as well, and it’s not uncommon for you break up potential fights between the two men when gojo dubs himself as ‘megumi’s better, cooler, hotter father’, seemingly uncaring that he’s labeled himself as toji’s husband

#++ asks #LOL #yeah um #this would make a cute thing 😭 #again love your idea <33

[beth-march]

Hi! this is out of my comfort zone really by doing this, but I needed to say something and you're the first account i thought couple help! but i've been a confident mileven shipper for years now. i've been able to handle backlash through reason, i've never worried about b*lers, let alone paid them much attention. but after volume two, everything shifted. between the hate mike got at the start for merely voicing the love he's had for the girl he's always loved, to the 180 of people strongly believing he's gay for Will again, it's just incredible. it's inescapable. im mostly observing twitter, which i'd say was a reasonably good place for milevens. it's now turned into a whole other world. infiltrated by kids who claim to want rep, which i fully support as a queer person myself, but who do it in exchange for misogyny and ableism. people who claim to love el yet want her heartbroken. and while this post is a rant, it's also one of concern, and id love to hear from someone as reasonable as you. im firm in my beliefs and my love for mileven, but the duffers have always loved their fan service, and this is unlike anything i've seen since fandoms like Sherlock or Supernatural. Essentially, my question is, do you think the duffers will give into this fan service? clearly the reasonable answer would be no, you don't ruin a 4 season build up like mileven for the sake of fan service. But id be lying if I said the sudden influx of B*ler shippers and the likes they've been getting isn't shocking. So what I'm trying to say is, as Mileven shippers, do you think we need to be worried for season 5? I can't believe im evensaying this; i wouldn't have thought it feasible even a year ago, but the public response is almost intimidating. All the best, and sorry for this dump!

Hey! I’m so happy that you decided to reach out despite it being outside your comfort zone, and I’m touched that you decided to ask me. No need to apologise whatsoever <3

Twitter is fun in that there are some really adamant Mileven defenders on there, but it’s also a deranged swirling cesspit of truly startling volatility, so yes, I understand why you’d be intimidated seeing what goes on over there. Especially given the absolute confidence that hardcore B*lers apparently have in an eventual endgame! It’s astounding to me, how much faith they have. I understand why this vehemence from so many people - making tweets that garner tens of thousands of likes - could make anyone’s faith waver, especially given the Duffers’ history of fan service.

But, I’m still not worried. I’ve never been worried. I know that you’re not really worried yourself, but I understand needing a second person to say that they’re not worried, either. And I’m not! It doesn’t matter how popular that ship becomes, the Duffers are going to stick to their guns when it comes to Mileven. They wrote Mike's monologue themselves. They said in a recent interview that they already know how the show ends and they aren’t going to be influenced by other opinions - they also said “we can’t please everyone”. So that’s a precisely comforting quote for your worries, whether or not it directly applies to By*ler shippers (I wouldn’t be surprised if it did).

If you need some more assurance, just consider where Season 4 left off, and the fact that Season 5 is the last season. In these final eight or nine episodes, the characters are going to be very busy trying to save the world. There isn’t going to be time across those episodes to not only break Mileven up, but also to suddenly have Mike go through a complete and utter change of character, come out as queer, and confess out of nowhere to wanting to be with Will.

It would be very bad story telling, and the Duffers are literally better than that. Their canon romantic relationships are all excellently written - Mileven, Lumax, Jopper and Jancy are all so, so good. So carefully developed, with such good payoffs. If B*ler was going to happen, we would know about it by now. It would not be hidden in subtext - see Vickie and Robin, and Will’s sexuality, which have all been explicitly addressed.

When it comes to our Season 5 endgame, Mileven shippers have one enemy and it’s the possibility of the death trope.

#belle answers asks #mileven #mike x eleven #el hopper #eleven #mike wheeler

[ambietwice]

( ꈍᴗꈍ) AMBIE'S DATING HISTORY

warning(s): lucas wong & like one (1) mention of sex :)

1. Lucas Wong

duration: january 2, 2017 - january 13, 2018

relationship: puppy love, firsts

current status: not talking

public or private: private

reason for break up: lucas was too busy preparing for his debut

about their relationship: lucas was a trainee and ambie was already a successful idol. they had a sweet relationship and had lots of fun together. though lucas rarely saw ambie eventually and is the reason she wrote many sad songs for TWICE's albums. they broke up eventually because lucas was not putting any more effort into the relationship at all.

2. Kim Hyunwoong

duration: april 1, 2018 - june 12, 2019

relationship: steady in love

current status: supportive acquaintances

public or private: public

reason for break up: the public reaction

about their relationship: these two had the easiest relationship, both of them able to speak english and being pretty chill people in general. ambie relaxed well with him and her members knew that, the members thought that they would be together forever and often teased her for it. when the public found out many were actually really supportive, but many thought bloo was a shitty person simply for the way he looked. the hate didn't necessarily drive a wedge between the two, but with ambie constantly trying to keep the fans happy and them getting increasingly more upset over random things, they decided to break up.

3. Kim Seungyoun

duration: november 4, 2019 - june 6, 2020

relationship: friends to lovers

current status: supportive

public or private: private

reason for break up: lack of time

about their relationship: this relationship shocked the members the most because, while they knew she and seungyoun were friends, they thought she was going to date her friend (jungkook). it took them by surprise when ambie introduced seungyoun to them as her boyfriend. he was the best bf ever and ambie really loved him, but time seemed to work against them. everytime one of them was free, the other was not. it got to the point that their touring schedules were the exact opposite almost, so in order to save the stress of constantly worrying about seeing each other, they decided to break up.

4. Lee Chan

duration: december 18, 2020 - may 27, 2021

relationship: friends to lovers

current status: friends

public or private: private

reason for break up: burnout

about their relationship: ambie's shortest relationship, ambie and dino dated with excitement for both of them. they were on cloud 9 at the start of the relationship, always talking about each other and thinking of each other and you know the drill. their stress almost completely disappeared when they were with each other and their members took great notice in this. once that special honeymoon phase was over, the only thing they really were was really close friends who had sex. that's when they decided to break up because they felt their spark had burned out. they are still close friends now, with little to no awkward tendencies.

5. Kim Donghyun

duration: august 28, 2021 -

relationship: friends to lovers

current status: dating

public or private: public

reason for break up: n/a

lmao so before you look too deep into this.. im aware that it's unlikely that she would have so many relationships given how busy she is bound to be,, but listen... i do what i want ;) much love <3

about their relationship: these two met in 2019, talking easily over kakaotalk after exchanging info. they never hid their friendship from anyone, and after a certain hang out in 2021, feelings shifted between them and they decided to explore things further. they have an easy relationship, full of fun adventures and chill evenings. despite both groups being busy, they find time to talk to each other at least once a day, be that seeing each other in person or just a simple voice note. netizens started noticing things between them, and after discussing with jyp & brand new music respectively, they decided to go public. fans weren't over the moon about it, but it could've been a lot worse.

#ambie.relationships #ambie.dino #ambie.bloo #ambie.lucas #ambie.woodz #twice addition #twice added member #twice 10th member #twice #fake kpop idol #fake kpop oc #kpop added member #kpop addition #kpop female oc #kpop oc #oc kpop #kpop idol oc #fake kpop addition #kpop female addition #fictional idol oc #idol oc #fictional kpop idol #woodz #dino svt #bloo #kpop au #oc idol #ambie.donghyun #kim donghyun #ab6ix donghyun

[stormyoceans]

I'm playing Wolf among us and idk if you know about this game or its main characters but Sea as lonely wolf kind of character who survives on one pack of cigarettes and glass of whiskey a day and needs to control his inner beast who is a detective and Jimmy as overly competent deputy measure/secretary and a babygirl and i need him to wear glasses for this role. He and Sea meet a lot and their relationship is complicated because on one hand they clearly could be friends and they feel comfortable with each other and on other hand they have different morals and Jimmy is careerist and naive although he was betrayed in the past and Sea is so lonely but he is always literally always in trouble because of his work and his reputation (he did bad things in the past and the whole town is kinda scared of him). And they just understand each other so well even if they don't agree with each other's choices. And when shit hits the fan and some kind of mafia complicates their lives and bureaucrats steal and the residents of the city complain only the two of them remain against the whole world. I won't even say anything about noir atmosphere and possible desperate and angsty and smoking hot sex that could happen between them. Do you see the vision Monica?

NOT ONLY IM SEEING THE VISION ANON IM ALSO VERY MUCH EMBRACING THE VISION. IM ACTUALLY MARRYING THAT VISION AND MAKING SWEET SWEET LOVE TO IT

....that sounded less creepy in my head BUT THE POINT IS!!!!!!! THIS IS SO GOOD IM CURRENTLY HAVING THE FIFTH BREAKDOWN OF THE DAY ABOUT IT. im actually not familiar with wolf among us so i read up a little about it and it's definitely something i could be really into (i LOVE folk tales and any of their subsequent retellings), and i'd actually think it would be amazing to have a show that also keeps the supernatural aspects, but even without them THE BASE IDEA FOR A JIMMYSEA SERIES IS - PARDON MY FRENCH - FUCKING INCREDIBLE

LIKE!!!!!!! sea as a reformed criminal now working as a detective would be SO GOOD, he would absolutely NAIL the dark brooding type who actually has a heart of gold underneath his gruff exterior!!!! and i gotta be honest, im not sure what a deputy mayor does exactly, so how about jimmy as a lawyer aiming to become a judge because he believes law is the only way to ensure justice and that's why he often argues with sea, because unlike him sea believes the entire system is corrupted and that the law not always helps the innocents. even if they are so different, though, they somehow work together really well and get along better than anyone would expect. when jimmy first moved into town pretty much everyone told him to stay away from sea because of his reputation, but jimmy was never one to judge a book by its cover so he started to approach sea multiple times and despite sea's better judgement he found himself enjoying jimmy's company

and they're not exactly friends but they're also more than colleagues AND THERE WOULD BE SO MUCH TENSION BETWEEN THEM BUT THEY DON'T EVEN REALIZE IT OR MAYBE THEY DON'T WANT TO REALIZE IT BECAUSE THEY BOTH HAVE ISSUES AND DON'T WANT TO RUIN WHAT THEY HAVE until eventually they get involved in a big case where like you said it's basically just the two of them against the world and sea gets injured while protecting jimmy which is what finally makes them admit their feelings because they can't lose each other and AND [IMPLODES]

THIS WOULD BE SO DELICIOUS AND JIMMY WITH GLASSES WOULD BE SO HOT PLEASE IM LITERALLY ON MY KNEES FROTHING AT THE MOUTH I WANT IT SO BADLY

#BRB DIALING P'X UP AND PITCHING THIS TO HIM #HE LOVES JIMMYSEA SO MUCH I KNOW HE WANTS TO WORK WITH THEM AGAIN AND WOULD GIVE THIS CONCEPT JUSTICE #also for some reason i keep imagining sea wearing suits but with something over the top always added to it #like the fur jacket he wore for the gmmtv 2023 event #ANYWAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING THIS WITH ME ANON THE BRAINROT IS SO REAL IM CLAWING AT THE WALLS OF MY ENCLOSURE #jimmysea #bl wishlist #m: ask

[amatres]

👀 tell me about ur oc's,,,if you so desire,,

happily! this is also going under a read more because it Gets Long lol, i apologize in advanced for my rambling thoughts, it's mainly about her relationship with her shitty boyfriend TM so beware

i'm guessing you're asking about my girl adelaide bc of my last post so im going to ramble about her for a minute. So like, what if you mixed anthy himemiya and sophie hatter into a blender and got a new character from that? wouldn't that be the most repressed and angry person to ever exist? that's sort of how she's ended up with how i've played her lol.

adelaide is one of my pcs who i am currently playing and she's in a game called hand of the queen, and was born to a disgraced noble family who fell a few generations back bc of whatever fucked shit her great grandfather did (which i don't know bc my dm immediately latched onto that and im just now getting hints at what it is. he made some deal with an evil god??? he took a ring with the symbol of that god off a severed hand idk man he's fucking weird) and so all her life she's been pressured to bring her family back to glory but she's a reclusive and and quiet person so she obviously isn’t prime material for being the beacon of social society. eventually the pressure made her have a public breakdown as a child which her parents never let her live down, only becoming increasingly more emotionally abusive to her as time went on and they saw more flaws in her not living up to the ideal they wanted her to be. which only made worse by her being rejected by a majority of her peers for her family's past and her own withdrawn personality.

anyway, she was recruited by the queen among four others to be her personal guard to investigate sensitive matters on her behalf. funny thing is adelaide didn't know this, so she went into this whole thing thinking her abusive family finally got fed up with dealing with her and sent her off to die on a fools errand of investigating a plague for the newly crowned queen with little political backing. so she was like, not doing great and even lashed out at some of her fellow team members out of anger of Everything.

turns out very quickly not to be a plague at all, but a conspiracy by the queen's own advisor to poison the country side and make it appear like a plague, and his method of doing this was by forcing his son to do his dirty work for him as captain of the guard for one of the city gates. turns out, the advisor sold his own son's soul to some evil god (same one from before) a long time ago who is now pushing for the country to be poisoned as well, and because of that he was forced into being an accomplice to the whole thing.

long story short, the hand of the queen captured the advisors son after sealing some fucked up thing called a god child crashed on that son trying to kill the hand of the queen and frame them for the poisonings, but unlike the rest of the group, adelaide knew this dude since childhood and felt something was up and so was trying to be nicer to him in hopes of figuring out what was going on and not wanting to jump to the conclusion he did this all of his own free will.

he latches onto this and even after he escapes from prison, during a ball thrown in the hand of the queens honor of course, he takes the time to sneak into the party to talk to her despite the danger it would bring, spending the night talking to her and even asking her if she believed people could change, before eventually leaving to escape to another country. he even sends a letter to her that night and she hides it from the queen and guard because she wants to give him a chance to prove he's willing to change, and over the course of the following months, he still reached out to her through magic, and slowly began opening up to her more, even trying to change to become a better person now that he's finally free of his fathers abuse. which in turn she starts doing the same because she can see so much of herself in him whether she wants to admit to it or not and they slowly are starting to shift away from being being so embittered by the abuse they were dealt by finally finding someone they feel not only can accept them as they are, but that drives them to want to be better people for the other's sake

now the hand of the queen is in this country he ran away to and he just gave us all the information on his side of things, but now the group are tasked to bring him back for trial which everyone there will be vying for his death, especially bc his shitty dad is dead now so he's only person left they can blame for the poisoning to take out their anger on. which adelaide 100% doesn't want to happen

there's other things too, like how adelaide's older brother was friends with the advisor's son since they were all kids and apparently the dude was trying to court her for years but did a bad job at it because adelaide instead interpreted it as him mocking her, which is just wild. he's tried telling her to stop worrying about him because he doesn't want to drag her down with him and see her get hurt in the middle of the conflict, but it's too late for that because her way of showing love is worrying over people. so she's going to latch onto him and do everything she can to save his life and try to give him the chance she doesn't think she'll ever have, which is to live a life free of others control

sorry about All The Paragraphs but i've been going nuts about this for nearly a year now but pls understand im obsessed

#ask answers #this was all accidental on my part btw i was not intending to somehow romance the villain npc and put them on a #path of redemption but sometimes things work out that way and it's great actually #adelaide oftedahl (oc)

[nat-20s]

If anyone does end up in a romantic relationship with me good fuckin luck bc I will not have any goddamn idea what I'm doing

#what do you MEAN most most people work through the pitfalls of a first relationship in their high school or college year #i feel like I'd be applying for a job that requires 10+ years when im freshly geaduated u kno #also like not to be self deprecating in the tags or whatever #but i do think that im unlikely to be in a relationship eventually despite wanting one bc im what you call #someone who be very high work for very low reward #to extend rhe metaphor. the job application of people #ANYWAY #personal #negative

[psychelocktango]

Therapist: it sounds like you want justice that will never come. I know you feel bad because you have anger and don't like feeling like you want the people who hurt you to hurt you but that's good! That's progress!

Me: okay so how do I get rid of that want for justice/ revenge?

Therapist: that's sort of just being human. Your anger is justified! And that's a good thing to have!

Me:

#I WANT ANSWERS NOT SHIT LIKE THIS MY DUDE #he suggested breaking some pottery and pretending it's people who hurt me & BRUH that only works for me when its objectively terrible PEOPLE #none of these people are 'chuck in the hate bin you trash' people. so no #so no- the implication of 'hurting' them like that is not satisfying #at least im good at not using my anger as a weapon? unlike my exs- different levels though #i just wanna live my life because at least i have the peace of mind now that i didn't do anything to cause any of the shit that happened. #but not doing shit wrong and having shit happen anyhow still sucks especially for the people caught in the fallout & how it disrupts things #i dont want anger i just want to enjoy my own life and while i can at least keep it well contained so it doesn't hurt others #it still LEAVES a bad taste in my mouth #where is the big red button that says YEP THAT WAS BULLSHIT & YOU DIDN'T DESERVE THIS OR CAUSE THIS & PEOPLE MAY HAVE LIED & HURT YOU: NEXT! #okay no one's reading this but ive got larengitis still so i just needed to get this dowb #i guess we both gave disclosures like i said i talk a lot and they didnt think i mesnt that much (despite talking all the time???) #and they said they got defensive but i assumed that they would continue the same kind of 'weirdly inappropriate response' and then thinking #but now i know: people can be mature in many ways but can still act like a child when it comes to their emotions #tbh my most reasonable want is just for my ex to go to fucking therapy and learn how to manage their emotions so rhey dont do this again #and then eventually It'll either dawn on The therapist or them that oh shit i made a very wrong call and was a major asshole #i mean i wont get an apology im sure- admitting they were wrong? i had to once explain that telling someone something upset you is HEALTHY #just the backwards logic of i feel guilt therefore this person is MAKING me feel guilt- like maybe you have morals? maybe life is complex? #or it's your baggage from another relationship- whatever it is i just wish less adults like that existed because shit's tirinfy #i wish being certain in myself was as powerful feeling now as it wss when I felt it towards my abuser #instead it just feels unjust and sad and my brain likes to focus on the worrt that they'll hurt someone else #and i need to let that go because it jsnt my responsibility and unfortunately that's probably what it will take to make them grow up #they didn't make me the most upset though- it was shocking but it fits their personality #people who said they cared and didn't even talk to me at all that's what fucked me up. #how do you trust people again when seemingly honest people just dont care about truth or even hearing someone out like #I'll never understand that level of cruelty that someone can do to someone else #and i did what i needed to so i could have closure but its still just terrifying that people DO that and dont think much of it #because it means i didnt know them- if I'd known... idk if i could have become close with them because clearly they see people as disposable #and hearing multiple sides before reaching a conclusion as irrelevant and that's just against all of my morals #i don't want any more scars. i wish i could judt detach and not care about people and go against my word as easily. be able to breathe

[gojology]

— gojo, megumi, yuuji | crushing on dense fem reader

the request :

pairing : gojo, megumi, and yuuji x dense fem! reader warnings : cursing, no proof reading wordcount : 1212 a/n : anon i cant believe u asked for hcs when im this bad at writing them ... girl r u good ?

GOJO SATORU  ‧₊˚✩彡.

☆ Now, Gojo is as straightforward as it gets with relationships. 

☆ When Gojo first realized he had a thing for you, he was all for it! I mean, what’s not to like about you? 

☆ He obviously forgot how dense you are. Any expression of love towards you was fruitless, it was like you didn’t give another thought. 

☆ He would wrap a hand around your waist, call you affectionate nicknames, show you off to a very disgusted  and uninterested Yuuji and Nobara. Rarely did Megumi join in, he was probably off doing his own thing.

☆ You just thought he was being friendly. 

☆ He finds your density kind of enduring, often finding himself studying you, just to make sure no one’s hurting you. 

☆ Gojo felt like some sort of guardian angel looking after you 24/7, but he doesn’t mind watching you.

☆ I feel like sometimes he just straight up says, “I like you.” you chalk it up as some sort of... twisted joke. And he’s getting frustrated at this point.

☆ When you’re off campus, off doing your own thing, he discusses with Shoko, asking her what his best chances are. 

☆ Gojo absolutely follows every advice Shoko gives him, even if it’s stupid, because honestly he hasn’t got any experience with a girl as dumb as you. He’s tried everything at this point!

☆ When you and Gojo are doing your own thing, alone, he leans in real close to you, and it takes everything in him to not kiss your lips. That’s what Shoko thinks might work, near physical contact was enough of a sign to say, “Hey! I like you.” 

☆ Shoko always says that you probably won’t realize any approach other then a direct one, and this was direct enough right?

☆ This piece of advice he particularly ignores, though. He doesn’t go all the way with the advice, he’s scared of ruining the friendship, no matter what Shoko says.

☆ He values you as a friend so deeply, you always seem to forget that he’s the most powerful, and he enjoys the normal relationship between the two of you.

☆ Gojo never, ever wants to lose that. He’d rather call you pumpkin then the rest of his life, while you obliviously stared back, then call you another friendship gone haywire. 

☆ So you two just look at each other, all silent. You’re obviously curious why he’s staring at you with a starving pair of eyes, but eventually he laughs it off and hands you his favorite candy that he always kept in his pocket. 

☆ He hands you your favorite flavor, because he always remembers it. 

☆ You walk away, chewing and rolling the candy around on your tongue, and he wishes he could taste how your mouth tastes afterward. 

MEGUMI FUSHIGURO ‧₊˚✩彡.

☆ Poor Megumi over here, he’s basically a tsundere.

☆ Megumi hate’s confrontation, so he does EVERYTHING in his power so he doesn’t have to tell you directly.

☆ Nonetheless, he has a horribly bad crush on you. He also has trouble hiding it.

☆ Thing is, he doesn’t want to fuck up the friendship. After all, he was your “study partner”. 

☆ You’d often find yourself in his room, analyzing old Jujutsu writings for Gojo’s homework assignments. (Why the guy assigned homework, you have no idea.)

☆ Megumi was silent. He didn’t like speaking unless being spoken to. This changed with you. 

☆ While you’re writing or doodling in your journal, he sneaks glances at you. 

☆ Once in a while, he’ll realize you’re writing a word incorrectly.

☆ Instead of taking an eraser like any normal person does, Megumi insists that he would help you write out the words

☆ Holding your hand, he’d guide you, muttering the letters under his breath.

☆ He wishes he could hold your hand forever, it’s warm compared to his cold ones, and then his mind wanders.

☆ Wondering just how warm your cuddles get. 

☆ Blushing ferociously now, he looks down at the paper, and you look at him, confused as to why he stopped writing. 

☆ He’s incredibly stiff, he doesn’t wanna think about that while you’re right in front of him. You tap him a few times, and he jolts back to Earth. 

☆ You ask him what he was doing, but he doesn’t reply, instead stroking your hand’s skin and grumbling words you couldn’t understand. 

☆ You sit there, maybe he has anxiety, that’s why he’s stroking you like a therapy cat. 

☆ Megumi’s weighing out the positives and negatives of asking you out right this second, but his anxiety prevents him. He touches your skin subconsciously. 

☆ Negatives always seem to win though, he doesn’t wanna risk losing his friend. He turns back to look at your face once more, fluttering his long eyelashes, taking a deep breath in, and continuing the assignment. 

☆ “Next time” is all that echoes in the back of his mind.

☆ You just think it’s a bit weird, to be honest. Why does he look at you that way?

☆ You just think that he has his moments of too intensely thinking. 

ITADORI YUUJI ‧₊˚✩彡.

☆Like you, Yuuji’s also dense. ☆ Unlike you, he has the power and the courage of asking Gojo what these feelings were. ☆ “Yuuji-kun, have you ever felt love for someone special before?” ☆ “No, what’s that, Gojo-senpai?”  ☆ “That’s the feeling you get around (Y/N). You think she’s cute, I bet that.” ☆ That’s how the bastard found out he had a crush on you, through his equally as stupid teacher. ☆ This clearly spelled out disaster. ☆ Whenever you and Yuuji went out on missions, Yuuji would offer to cover for your role in the mission as well, claiming that you needed a break. ☆ “Why?” you’d ask ☆ “Because, I like you.” ☆ “Wow, Itadori-kun! You’re really nice!” you say, a smile on your lips, “Honestly though that’s a lot of work on your shoulders, I think I’ll-” ☆ He would stop you in his tracks, and kind of look at you. ☆ Yuuji thinks your work ethic is precious, and he deeply admires that. ☆ He also thinks your density is really cute, but he worries that he’s not masculine enough for you. ☆ This is why he tries to appear more, “macho” as he says it, around you ☆ But inside, he’s soft, and soft for you only. ☆ Despite his usual friendly and carefree personality, he would punt someone into the horizon if they looked at you different. He was overprotective that way. ☆ But you never truly got the hint, and he always was upset by this, in which Gojo would comfort him, and the cycle would restart. ☆ But here’s the problem: he doesn’t want to ruin the relationship. As much as he trusts Gojo, nothing was showing out of his obvious flirting, and eventually his confidence wore out. ☆ Sometimes he still tries talking to you in that flirty manner, but you just tilt your head and kinda go, “What?” ☆ Giving you a big, reassuring grin, he gives you a thumbs up. ☆ He sighs as he does so, telling you, “Nevermind.” and talks about something else. ☆ Deep down, he’s cursing himself out, he thinks it’s all his fault and not you just being stupid.

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jujutsu kaisen headcanons #jujutsu kaisen headcanon #jujutsu kaisen hcs #jjk headcanon #jjk headcanons #jjk hcs #jujutsu kaisen scenarios #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen x y/n #jujutsu kaisen x you #gojo satoru hcs #gojo satoru #gojo satoru x reader #gojo satoru x you #gojo satoru x y/n #jujutsu kaisen gojo satoru #jjk gojo satoru #megumi fushiguro hcs #megumi fushiguro #megumi fushiguro x reader #megumi fushiguro x you #megumi fushiguro x y/n #jujutsu kaisen megumi fushiguro #jjk megumi fushiguro #itadori yuuji hcs #itadori yuuji #itadori yuuji x reader #itadori yuuji x you

[arcane-ish]

Silco bunnies

I’m not much of a fanfiction writer (English is not my first language and I’m flat out not very good), but if I could write, these are the plotbunnies on my mind after that season 1 ending.  (in the unlikely case that anybody wants them they are all up for adoption, do with them what you will)

Silco’s Happy Life

Basically a feel good story about Silco x anyone (Reader? Viktor? Sky? Basically anybody he doesn’t have much of a pre-established relationship with) where Silco falls in love with X and through learning to open his heart to X begins to realize that he also had to teach Jinx to make friends and open her heart to others again, beecause with X he sees that it worked out for him despite his trust issues. 

The darkly “Happy End” version of season 1/Silco in jail 

Where Jayce is actually okay with Silco turning himself in, Silco goes to jail, Jinx returns to Vi, but she visits Silco in jail regularly Hannibal Lecter style and he grumpily and misantrophically comments on whatever Jinx tells him is going on in her life. 

(if that fic had a plot it would probably Jinx asking Silco’s advice on various things that are happening in the aftermath of Silco going to jail and at one point she stops coming and Silco freaks out and breaks out of jail to ave her from whatever has happened to her)

I could also imagine that as a side story to where after Silco trades himself in to give Zaun independance Cait makes her parents take in Vi and Jinx and Jinx is super freaked out by living in such an opulent house and not quite trusting Cait’s parents and again coming to Silco to ask advice from im. 

That Silco/Vander snarky coffeeshop AU

Basically Silco and Vander as this cranky married couple who run a coffee shop together and raise their kids. In my head, Silco is constantly in a bad mood, hates each and every single one of their customers and constantly comes up with ideas how they should use their coffee shop to distribute drugs in their pastries. Maybe the plot would be that their daughter Vi falls in love with the beautiful girl Cait who is a customer and Silco can’t grumpily eye roll hard enough. Jinx is the adorable daughter who tries to get him to ease up and be happy for Vi. 

Silco’s name

Okay we know from Mel and Cait that at least some people do have firstname/lastnames in Piltover. Ever wonder whether Silco is a first or a last name? Or even just a nickname? What if he has a secret first name that he usually doesn’t share with people. What would it be? [partly inspired by the chembaron’s rant on how Silco “had the name, had the look” or something along those lines and that’s why they trusted him and looked to him as a leader]

I could picture that being the topic of like a Silco&Vander back story, or a Reader/OC fic. 

Ghost!Silco

After the end of season 1 Silco turns into a spirit that follows Jinx. He actually can’t interact with her (for now). He basically watches her actions and mentally/spiritually head desks constantly at how stupid everybody around Jinx is and how from his perspective they are doing everything wrong. Maybe eventually at the end he can send her a sign. 

Hey they could do the Aphelios & Alune thing from League. 

Vander and Silco’s first meeting

I just really wonder how they met. What did Vander think of SIlco when they first met? Did they meet as equals, either with both of them being nobodies, or were both of them gang/community leaders already at that point? Or was one of them already a leader and the other one was an upstart? 

Did Sllco already have his eye back then, or did that happen later? 

Some ideas that float in my mind maybe Vander is already a successful street gang leader (kind of like Vi in Act 1) and Silco is like this angry, scrawny, hungry kid? Or maybe it’s later in life and Vander is like maybe one of the miners who tries to organize the miners and it’s more a union meets organized crime thing? Or I could picture Vander like boxing and fighting people for money in underground pit matches (maybe for some angsty reason) and Silco sees his potential? 

Time Traveler

Okay maybe that’s on odd one. So Silco wanted like the nation of Zaun right? But we know that Zaun does become a thing right. So in a way Silco succeeded? Like my headcanon is the council survived through Mel having some sort of protective magic going on and against all expectations the council decides to stick with their decision. Maybe Sevika takes over the underworld and makes sure their side of the deal is upheld. 

Anyway the future there is a scholar of the history of Piltover and Zaun and they become curious about the person who negotiated Zaun’s independance and what happend to them and how could it happen they were killed. So they travel back in time to witness the events and they find out how it was a daughter who was his undoing. 

Jilco domestic father-daughter fluff

I think there’s already a couple, like Silco braiding Jinx’s hair or Jinx freaking out about her first period, so maybe some of them might already been covered. 

Silco reading Jinx a book for bed time. Maybe Jinx is hesitant because that used to be something with her family. Maybe Silco has one from his childhood. Maybe he thinks they are stupid.and doesn’t like the plots and Jinx asks him about his childhood, whether he never had anybody read to him. Maybe Silco gets creative and sarcastically reads her stuff from the paper instead or maybe they make up stories. 

Jinx’s first birthday when she’s with Silco. Silco freaking out about what gift to get her or whether to get her a gift at all. Maybe instead of a present and a birthday party he takes her on a trip instead to see some thing or another. And maybe give her a lecture. Or maybe his gift is not giving her a lecture for once. 

Speaking of taking trips together. Silco at a carnival. Suffering on a merry go round. 

Just Silco walking through Jinx’s lair and looking at and thinking about the various things she has there and what they mean in his mind. 

Jinx walking in on Silco having sex with Sevika. Okay, I generally don’t think that Silco and Sevika are likely to have that kind of relationship, but maybe they tried it at least once and it was super awkward and I think Jinx’s reaction might be hilarious. (btw, would love some POV of Sevika on Silco, what exactly he ever did or said that drew her to him) 

I feel like Silco’s clothes should have their own backstory

Who makes them? At what point did he start dressing like that? Was this something his parents taught him? Something he decided on his own? (somebody pointed out that he hates the topsiders but he has adopted their style) 

Silco versus the council

I feel like we were robbed of a scene where Silco faces the Pilotover council and rants at them. 

Also maybe Silco/Jayce hatesex as they negotiate various details of their deal or have to find a way of co-existing and working together (ie let’s say taxes and trade between the cities or some sort of infrastructure project like a train or an elevator). 

#arcane #arcane plotbunnies #silco #jinx #vander #jilco #silco x vander #vander x silco

[trashcanfills]

Hero Killer Stain | Akaguro Chizome Relationship Headcanons

Yes I’m here to deliver.

The kind of person to only have very few friends. This guy ain’t the socialising type. I mean look at him he practically oozes lone wolf vibes. Not a people person for sure. He’s definitely socially awkward as fuck though thanks to his poker face that part of him isn’t obvious.

If you do manage to be friends with him though, oh boi where do I even begin?

He is an independent guy so expect like long ass periods of non-contact. He would occasionally check in on you to make sure that you are alive and doing well, sometimes with a text saying hes coming over. If you are lucky he might hang around for a while but apart from that he’s not gon do much (totally not because he’s socially awkward cough cough).

Really thoughtful as hecc. He’s not such an asshole to make any demands for you and your time. With how disillusioned he is with the current state of society, he’s going to cherish all the shit you have done for him, especially when you are one of the only ones who stayed with him despite the bloody path he has chosen.

Mention offhandedly about needing or wanting something? So long as he can afford it, it’s definitely going to appear on your table the next day without a trace of him left in your house. The kind to help around the house when he possibly can. Even if you try to deny his aid he’s not gonna budge at all cus he is one stubborn ass motherfucker. After some time you just give up and let him do what he wants. Though it is kinda funny to see the Hero Killer doing domestic stuff around your house.

However he can be a bit of an insensitive jerk at times. He judges a bit too hastily and makes wrongful assumptions. He also tends to believe that the fault lies within the person themselves whenever theres a problem, and will point it out if you asked for it.

This can result in arguments when you make mistakes or anything cus he will unintentionally make a comment that directly attacks you and your character. I can see that eventually you would reach a breaking point where you cry and/or scream at him about these hurtful comments. Yelling would of course devolve into an argument until you explain your feelings and situation to him such that he understands. Crying would just really hit in the realisation on how shitty his actions were and he would rectify that immediately by comforting you.

Hangouts typically consist of you guys sitting there in silence doing your own thing or watching a movie, or both of you engaging in philosophical discussion about today’s society. Yes because this is Stain we are talking about, expect the topic of False Heroes to come about. Once that happens, you would end up listening through his entire rant on False Heroes and their Unworthiness for the Hero title.

You definitely have engaged in debates with him on dealing with false heroes. He would be respectful of your views so long as they are well supported AND well-rounded arguments. Being one-sided esp towards the heroes would make him dismiss your views since it’s the same opinions adopted by the masses. Acknowledging and accepting that his views and ideals are valid would be a big deal for him, even if you disagree.

Sadly I’m not really sure if it would change much on his hero killing ways. To him, it’s the only solution he feels he could implement to best deal with false heroes, and it’s a necessary evil. Plus, he’s more of the take action guy. He can’t really just sit around, wait and think on what to do when there’s so much at stake. I find that it would be good for him to have a partner to hold him back and properly think through some stuff because of this, if he were to get into a romantic relationship. And speaking of that…

If you are in a romantic relationship with him, it’s just the above friendship qualities multiplied by 10 plus the couple things.

He WILL be a mother hen for his s/o. Regarding his friends, he tends to trust their ability to take care of themselves, only stepping in when needed to. Regarding his partner? He takes responsibility for their wellbeing. If their condition is less than perfect, he’s going to do something about it.

Accidentally cut yourself? He’s already grabbing the first aid kit. Sees you aren’t getting enough sleep? Prepared to be whooshed away and dumped on your bed. Stressed and anxious? He asks you to confide in him about your worries, and if you can’t, at least tell him how he can make you feel better.

God forbid someone lay a hand on you intending harm cus if Stain knows about it, he will straight up gut them. He will interrogate you if he sees an injury on you that’s unlikely to be an accident. He’s not going to budge until you tell him who did it to you, and even if you don’t, he WILL find out on his own. He might end up hurting someone innocent so it’s best if you tell him who did it to save him the trouble. And if they mysteriously disappear from your life, that’s only for the two of you to know :^)

He’s definitely not used to physical affection being the loner he is, so if you initiate and like give him a hug or a kiss he will get flustered and blue screen for a short while. He would also be tense when cuddling for the first few times, then relaxing a little bit afterwards. Uh don’t surprise tackle him out of nowhere unless you want to get slashed or chucked at a wall. As much as he loves to indulge in your affections, he still needs to keep his instincts honed for fighting. You never know when someone might decide to attack the both of you. (You tried to surprise hug him once. It ended up with you getting injured and him attending to your injuries while lecturing you a little about doing that AROUND A SERIAL KILLER WHO KILL HEROES for a LIVING)

But otherwise he doesn’t mind physical affection. He would grow to love it, and would gradually take initiative to touch you at any opportunity if you tell him you are open to it. This does become funny with his brilliant poker face, when you guys are doing your own thing and all of sudden he gets close to you to hug, smooch or cuddle. He gives absolutely no warning whatsoever. It never gets old. Your reactions to him doing this amuses him a lot.

Expect occasional heartfelt speeches on how much he loves you or how much you mean to him. Might not realise this himself but gOd he can be a sMOOTH motherfucker. He is good with words, and gENUINE about what he says about. He will pull off the how I saw the world as a dark ugly place until you came along speech shtick and there will be this Moment of you guys beholding each others presence. THATS how good he is. (I mean you heard him monologing while fighting Izuku, Tenya and Shouto like daamn)

He’s a very practical person and isn’t one to be sentimental. He can’t afford to be sentimental if it can jeopardise him and his loved ones in any way. He’s adamant on not keeping anything of his around in your house cus he doesn’t want you implicated or associated with his murders at all.

Somehow, if you both are really really deep into the relationship, I can see him letting both of you carrying rings from each other. Not worn around the ring finger of course cus that can attract unwanted attention, but rather it being attached to a chain necklace that both of you would have at all times.

It’s kind of a promise and dedication to you, in the sense that, if he could or if he had the chance to, he would have formally proposed to you. He hopes that he can if somehow he fulfils his personal mission, and if both of you can find somewhere peaceful and safe together.

Edit: Realised I forgot to add some stuff in lol, so dont mind that I add more points to this already long ass post. Im on mobile so apologies if formatting is weird.

#hero killer stain #stain x reader #akaguro chizome x reader #akaguro chizome #bnha x reader #mha x reader #hnnnnnngh fuck can u tell how much I love this man