Practising Goncharov Theme by @caramiaaddio on violin bc I thought it would add an extra layer of haunting…ness (is that a word?)
Here’s the excerpt I’m playing in the video:
Despite it being in a fuck off key for violin it is a really beautiful piece and it’s absolutely worth the trouble of practising in second position (world’s most hated position) and I’m HOPING 🤞 I can record and (maybe) post a full cover of it someday
Y'know I'm pretty sure obsessively thinking about a lego cartoon all day every day for over a decade to the point that it's a key part of your entire personality and one of the first things people know about you is just. Not a very allistic thing to do. Y'know? You understand me?
To any person who has felt internalized transphobia, if you feel the world is against you, then know that I support you. It can be so hard hating yourself and hating the group you belong to. It takes so much work to even begin to feel comfortable with yourself, even more with your community. Even if what I say to you politically wise is too much, that it’s too far. Even if you’ve hurt other trans people, it doesn’t matter in how much I care for you. I still care about you because I have been the person crying about how much they’re a freak in the bathroom mirror. I care about you because it’s unfair for you to endure this hardship. No matter what, I want you to get through this, and I’d be overjoyed if you promised to survive it.
No matter what, just please, never forget that you are human. You are never less than human.
Can't believe Scar saw a rapidly approaching, dishevled mumbo and went "he's so cute." I need to run unorthodox experiments on them.
IKR SAME OMG
They’re literally perfect for each other <- delusional
But seriously they have so much lore together in my silly brain and the few interactions they do have (WHICH HAS BEEN INCREASING A LOT LATELY MAY I ADD) has been FUELING the fire rapidly and gods gods GODS do I have many thoughts about them
i think we as a fandom don't talk about dan and renee enough aftg hitlist anon. i understand that renison and mattdan (?) prevail but we need to look at the sheer potential in that one short story about dan's recruitment alone. the sports rivalry turned hatred. dan only getting recruited because wymack came to watch renee. the strip club. having to unite in the face of misogynists. do you see the vision. do u see the vision aftg hitlist anon.
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Wonka (2023)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Mr. Fickelgruber/Arthur Slugworth
Additional Tags: PWP, well there's some plot as always, but mostly it's just porn, trans felix fickelgruber
Summary:
“You didn’t tell me you were coming,” he says as they ascend the stairs, Arthur just behind him, so close he can practically feel the warmth coming off of him. “What if you’d…interrupted something?” he adds, with a quick glance over his shoulder.
“I might as well have,” Arthur answers, his voice already rougher than usual, the way it gets when he’s aroused. “With the way you’re dressed,” he adds, and the words send an unexpected jolt of heat through Felix, so that he nearly stumbles on the last stair and Arthur has to reach out and steady him with a hand on his back.
I would like to know more about You've get Something to Lose, please and thank you?
Bobby POV where he’s gearing up to tell Sunset Curve some big news!
It started off as a one shot with no actual plot/motive/end goal. I’ve written quite a bit on it, but it’s all just one long scene that goes absolutely nowhere… so in all honesty, I’m thinking of changing the whole thing. Just don’t know how/to what yet
I know I have some good stuff in the first draft that I could split and spread across chapters, so that’s a plus! Now to come up with some sort of actual plot…
I ended up reading The Price of the Phoenix and while it didn't make me want to bleach my eyes like Killing Time, I still didn't like it as much as I hoped I would. Don't get me wrong, the homoeroticism was intriguing to me, but the actual writing and storyline itself left me with a headache. I think I get my hopes up with these books, given all of the possibilities that the written word has for Trek, and it inevitably sets me up for disappointment lol
“Which makes me wonder if the memeification of IBS might be part of the problem. While the condition’s visibility may suggest a net positive, could it have the inadvertent effect of leaving sufferers resigned to symptom management instead of pursuing a cure, viewing the disorder as a fluky feature of their bodies rather than a distinct condition that merits precise intervention?”
^^^ IBS tumblr, i implore you to read this article in full. the above is the most immediately relevant except from it, but there’s a lot of information in the full piece that may be useful. like that IBS is not even a real diagnosis, but an umbrella term for a bunch of symptoms relating to an ‘unclassified gut issue’. wild.
look i’m not saying i will but i’m not saying i won’t but i’m also saying i have a kpop and ppop sideblog @underskz and who knows what will appear on there……..who knows