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le-souriant · 3 months
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#MusicMonday Review - November 2023
#MusicMonday is the hashtag I've been using for quite a while to share music recommendations from up-and-coming artists. Always fresh, and always different, trying to look for trends before they become one. You can check October's review for more music.
Winter is approaching fast, and with it, a fury of fresh red sounds come from all over the world. Give it a listen, with a word from the artists themselves. 🎧
Reckless Giants – Little Lies
Just close your eyes And try to forget Most days I think I'm Better off dead
We start off in Lake City, FL, with a Pop Punk trio that sound truly heavy, accordingly with its subject matter:
"We went into this one with that intro riff coming up first. The song just kinda flowed from there. Musically we went into writing this one to be a bit heavier than anything we've put out. Just something that was driving and hits you in the face.
Lyrically, we try to always write about an experience, or a series of events. The vibe felt like a battle, so we dove into something we all had experience with and that was battling our vices. The “Little Lies” we fabricate that the drink isn't gonna hurt us, the drug is just to take the edge off, the toxic relationship isn't really that bad. Unfortunately they tend to come back on you and you "always seem to land face down". Once you realize that vice has become your identity you try to break the cycle but it's already embedded in you, it's become your hell."
Spearside – Trendsetters
I wish my friends were all trendsetters, I wish my songs were so much better.
Now, from Trim, County Meath, this Irish Power Pop trio takes Garage Rock from the 70s and brings it to the next level with its ageless choral hooks:
"It's a song about how people naturally come and go throughout your life. A lot of people will flatter you with their friendship only because they perceive you as being useful to them on a superficial level. Trendsetters is about picking your friends wisely"
Bo Gritz – RUT
Chosen again Done before Maybe now When they like Inverted Undelivered No action Doubled up
Next up, let's go to London, England, and buckle up for a distorting Industrial Rock tour de force. Folded. Quick. Chosen:
"It just all came about with [band members] Max and Finn playing around with some samples and drum machines and locking in on groove that turned into the track.
The title RUT was a working title for months because we felt like the band were in a rut writing new music, but the name just stuck and we decided to keep it."
The Peevie Wonders – Food Shop
Get a trolley if you want Nah, a basket will do Smile at the security guard but they will ignore you
From London we move to North East, England, to listen to this song, while stocking up on groceries. Excuse me, where do you keep the bread crumbs?:
"So basically the shop Morrisons is a place that I love to go. And every time I go I have the same inner monologue conversation with myself whilst walking around the shop. Then decided it was a good idea to write a song about it.
It's my brain talking whist shopping basically."
Electric Ginger – Baby Come Find Me
I know that you’re tired, tired from crying I know that you’re sad I know you’ve been hiding
It’s OK to cry as many times as you like but it’s OK to laugh so I’m taking you out tonight
I’m not surprised at your red eyes But you need your friends To make you laugh again
Let's fly now to South Coast, New South Wales, Australia for an upbeat guitar infused Electro Pop track that'll come find you when you feel lonely:
"The song's actually about grief. My Mum had passed away not long before, so I used that as inspiration, and how important it is to have friends around to get you through it, and even though you’re hurting, it's OK to have a laugh and it can be healing."
Listen to them and much more on the complete Playlist:
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westcoastcrust · 5 months
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November 1st 2023 , 11:56pm
I don't know how long it's been since I've written last, but I know it's probably been the LONGEST gap so far. I have thought about writing at least twice the past couple months, but I just never got around or had the energy to do it.
What's crazy is alots happened AND almost nothing has happened since I last wrote. I don't know if that's because I'm thinking more so career wise? But even relationship wise the shoe still fits.
To be honest, I think I've been running from my reality of feeling "stuck". I didn't want to believe it. I thought that after that 1st church group call that my life was going to be up and up from there. And in many ways it has! But like life goes, there's also been dips.
I think I'm finally coming to terms with the up and downness? The duality. The power in shaping your narrative by the way you choose to look at your situations. I'm trying to be more positive and kind to myself again. I once was maybe a year or 2 ago. But I fell off the wagon. I think I need therapy again. Just to continuously talk some things through. I also plan to get back into church more heavily again. I like going to church. I just don't like the drive lately cuz funds have been pretty low so I think alot about how I burn through gas money. But if there's anything to spend gas on, it should be God.
I've been writing this comedy film for what feels like over 4 months now. I get really mad at myself when I think about how long it's taking. It makes me feel like I'm not a real writer. My discipline has gotten so bad over the past 2 years. Idk if it's tiktok of what? But I NEED self discipline again. In ALL areas of my life. But especially work.
My live life sucks. Sorry that was negative. My love life is still very nonexistent. I've had many failed talking stages and many shifty hookup attempts. (People that let me know they just wanted to fuck) it is what it is though, I know my person is out there. I'll keep waiting impatiently.
We're still in an actors strike. SAG has been on strike for 4 months now. Which sucks cuz my options for opportunity have been slim too none in the acting world. But it's given me time to write (which I've slowly been putting to use)
I'm in a weird stressful yet overly peaceful mind state. I'm lowkey stressing about money. But I'm not really doing anything about it. Typing this is making my heart beat a little fater right now. I hate stressing about money. I want a job (kinda) but I want it to be beneficial to my career. I probably will just have to take a leap soon.
My sleeping has been off the past 2 weeks. Idk if I feel a little of the unfortunate "D" word. I don't want to believe I do. But realistically, probably. + winter is almost hear so I guess that makes sense. A lil nerve wracking but it's okay. I know things can turn around. I know I can make something happen before the end of the year. It's not impossible. I can do anything I put my mind to. I know I will win.
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muggycuphead · 2 years
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weird flex but ok i guess pt.12
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War… Hold up, do we really need a warning for this one? Dunno, but however, watch out for slightly disturbing and kinda…disgusting imagery, trypophobic patterns, as well as ‘necrotic’ designs I made while having funky fever bc o h m y g o d do I get a little crazier every new quarantine day (and at this point it’s coming to be an usual thing for me, big sad). However, most are made no other than for the sole sake of satire, so y’know, no need to get your underwear in a twist
Friday Night Funkin’ BoyFriend’s Hood – Old comic thingy project pages
Ah yes, this old fellow
So this was supposed to be a comic version of BF’sH, subdivided in ARCs (initially 2, now being 3), this one specifically revolving around the first one, which I called ‘Past Present’ –haha funny wordplay go brr- which explained BF’s background story, how he moved to NewGrounds City (which was basically supposed to be like the animation world’s New York City and stuff, it’s been quite a long time since I made these pages so don’t expect me to give all the details with that much accuracy, thank u) and all that. Sadly, it didn’t go farther from 16 pages comic-wise and three GF-BF interaction events script-wise –character development pls-, but it doesn’t hurt posting these
…the pages, not the script, that might come off…later, somehow
Some pages were recently edited though, mostly for accuracy reasons…and because one of the dialogue lines were just…wut incarnate
Anyway, here’s the junk:
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Bro look at that landscape
Look at the sun
He lookin like he wanna smash the earth out of spite
Also, not gonna lie, that truck right there lookin good for my standards back then
And you might notice I was quite into experiencing with scenarios and stuff when I was making this, and tell you what, it was quite fun
Still though, that excited Lil B right there gives me life
Like- look at him
He’s a certified cinnamon roll in the making
…well, not really, but we’ll talk about that later
Still, he was the character version I enjoyed to draw most in there –and still do in sketchdumps BTW (GF was alright to draw but her hair was just- sdfghj ugh, but I’m getting a little out of hand with myself here so Imma cut the roll already woop-)
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Oml here comes the feeling of regret hhhh-
Like, the reason why I wrote Miss G as a ‘whimp’ here –physically speaking- was over the fact she’s a defective demon (you know, like in that superhero movie where one of the character was powerless due to their parents being both superheros and all that, although on this case it might have just been broken genetics, chromo mutation, etc. -you get the point aight?) but like my goodness, I just feel bad for putting her in such a ridiculous scenario like this
…but guess it’s not that bad considering they’re ‘average’ demon kids and they don’t know any better sooo…eh, let it be
And yeah, the fluffly shadowy kid there was slightly inspired on one of Adam Phillips’ characters (Bitey(?) of Brackenwood, that fawn-satyr guy that was basically an asshole, mostly knew about him during my research about Adam Phillips while I was writing the 2nd version of VB), just to keep in the NG theme
He’s not actually Bitey tho; more of a fan possibly, I dunno
Won’t tell what he called, though his name –alongside the other demon kid’s- is revealed further on, don’t worry
They’re both asses tho
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Hell ye got ur just dessert served right at your step boy, now gtfo and leave my demon homegirl alone thank u
And OH BOY they finally met, let’s see how it gets down for these two
BF’s been quite quiet during the first pages by the way, that’ll change on the next pages tho don’t worry
Also, remember when I took back my ‘BF is a cinnamon roll in the making’ statement from before?
Yeah, here’s the reason why
He a little rascal
Also also, this isn’t brought up anywhere in the story (I dunno about the script, didn’t do a full checkup lately whoops) but those water balloons  were meant for something he and Broddy planned together secretly –can’t remember what it was exactly, but If anything, it was for the sake of the funny haha-
As for the slingshot, that’s just one of his favorite toys
And yeah he did break some windows back at the hood while playing with it
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Aaaa- This page is a personal favorite, not gonna lie
Like, the tender moment is real in this one, folks
And yes I did forget drawing background in the first panel, but I guess it was for the sake of focusing the viewer attention’s on the characters and midground rather than the aforesaid, y’know
Sorry for the confusing dialogue boxes in panel 2, I was basically going with my own comic writing rules back then (I was even doing the script while illustrating it, though I did write the lines aside before putting them in the panels for the sake of good placing…not for this one page however, but my memory’s kinda fuzzy about it sooo…guess it’s a meh on this case)
Not really into the ‘BF’s beeps are actually a language’ sort of thing anymore though (yes that last line means something, it’s in the next page), but I’ll let it fly for now as it’s not too eeh on this context (besides, he’s a kid here, so it’s double whatever from me)
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Real talk, GF in the first panel is basically everyone’s first reaction over BF just beeping while singing
Good thing I gave him self-consciousness about it in here, woo
Again, sorry for the floppy comic illustration –panel 1 to 4’s order specifically, was just trying to make a ‘crossed’ like panel organization, but guess it isn’t that functional when it comes to reading it –at least for someone that isn’t me, of course-
Also, fun fact about the name thing: Even though GirlFriend and BoyFriend are canonically called like that –which remains the same in BF’sH’s storyline, in my AT/AU’s case, they were given those names by mistake: Two illiterate nurse men in BF’s case (just downright dumbasses) and a half deaf demon-nurse woman in GF’s case (she had an starbuck’s employee level of name comprehension, nice)
Why didn’t their parents change their names afterwards then? Well, because 1) finding register offices in BF’s Hood is like looking for a pin in a straw-loft +where the cash at bro, and 2) The Dearests didn’t really care about it, and just…went with the flow I guess
I’ll keep the real names that were planned for them a secret for now(??, but just as a funny hint, they do share the same acronym letters from their actual names (BF, GF)
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Sissy truly got those maternal instincts flip-flopping on her
Can’t blame her though, Lil B used to be quite a piece of work to deal with back then (not like he wasn’t any better back in the hood, but you get what I’m saying alright), plus it’s New Grounds City during his bronze yeas (I think), shit’s was wild back then (I think x2) so yeah, careful around there, young man
…And here we go with the bapish thing again (yes I even gave it a name, don’t ask why I even bothered to-)
However, during those days when I wrote BF’s beepy lines, I did try to make them sound like the words he was actually saying in English so they would make some sort of “sense” and not sound like it was mere gibberish
Broddy do be looking kinda handsome there with the casual clothing and shit tho
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Ayooo we got into the edited pages now, let’s get it boysss-
I agree with GF, just shut yo bitch ass up, Stephano
Fun fact by the way, this was the first time I drew McBleep –essentially his debut- and not gonna lie, that accent I put on his dialogue is kind of funny,
Also, Stephano is GF’s half-brother/stepbrother in BF’sH, being from an ex-marriage of Daddy Dearest, and as you could tell, he clearly isn’t very loving towards GF…nor her mother even, he sometimes even blames her for being the reason Daddy D divorced his mother, though he did outgrow from that idea on the long run…the hate does remain just as fresh as the first day though, nothing can be done about that so…F in the chat for GF on that one
Also also, remember what I said about me originally using MizanPloz‘s concept for BF’s mom for BF’sH AND the wut incarnate dialogue line I mentioned all the way up in this post? Well, here’s the original panels that showcase that stuff, scanned just for the sake of having an archive of them (even if I was no longer okay with using BF mom’s design on my stuff, I wasn’t just gonna straight up erase the work, like c’mon; as for Daddy Dearest’s line...dunno, guess I didn’t want to just write it down here, but eh). And if you can make the maths down straight, I don’t think I’d need to explain why those drastic changes were made
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And yes, I did accidentally tell the eyeglow on BF mom’s original design to go die (heck I didn’t even know she actually had those to begin with), guess it was mostly cuz I wanted her to look human and shit; you can bonk me over it I honestly don’t mind
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Another edited page woo
The second panel looked like this originally, heck I didn’t even get the icon right I’m internally laughing and crying what-
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And yeah I’ll admit, this page is a little weird –the setting is kinda huh??? but whateva
Still, it was fun to mess around with the dialogue like that and try to mash it up in a ping-pong type of dynamic + the third panel is kinda funny to me for some reason now, maybe because of the perspective giving the impression of BF and GF looking at each other through their rooms and stuff, but that might be just me
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The angy sun is back, and he’s out for blood…I guess
Also, BF looks weird on the fourth panel strip what the heck-
By the way, moar cameooos broooo
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BF got quite the work enthusiasm there, folks
God bless that child heart of his, go catch the bag honey you got thissss
Also yeah I forgot to add shit to the last two panels, but in my defense, creativity machine broke on that behalf, if anyone wanna do a funny comment over it then be my guest I don’t mind
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Inhale
Exhale
Now I remember one of the other reasons I cut it with this comic
NG characters used as cameos got me off the wagon
Like, I thought it was a cool idea when I was doing the pages –since again, it’s for the sake of keeping it NG-related- but now…
…man
The mixed feelings are real by looking at this one
I do gotta give my past art some credit though, it doesn’t look too bad, and it came with a good intention so it gets a pass…a little, but it does
That biker character is from a drawing made by Sanoan on NewGrounds, here’s a link to it
And like I said on one of my earlier posts, no we don’t stand child exploitation on this house, y’all
If anything, BF just did little tasks here and there on the workshop, and when he went to do the big boy tasks, he was always under supervision, either his siblings’ or his dad’s –Broddy’s one in this case with the drill
Also, we got the name reveals!
Assel –the demon kid- and Brick –the satyr kid Bitey-lookin ass-
Though Brick’s only appearances remain on page 2 and 3 –poor guy, he’s just a bg character :(-  Assel does have some plot-wise interaction in the long run, but that’s chatter for later, aight-
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newgrounds memes go bzzzz
Again, me and my NG cameoing trash, and we even got dialogue-wise interaction with it, Jesus Christ
I did try to keep it as neutral as possible, cuz –again- I barely knew about the character I put in there –besides the fact they were a demon- and I was just doing shit on the spot
…So yeah, more complicated feelings woo-
Still, here’s that demon darling’s original version, she was made by Cavitees on –also- Newgrounds, link to the drawing I took reference from
Also, another funny skit about balls breaking windows
But this time, we have a twist: SCHOOL PROPERTY WINDOWSsss
…though it’s a demon school so I doubt they’d care
Or maybe they would? I dunno, each to their own I guess
P.S. Sissy be looking thick right there tho
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GF pulled a Lionel Messi on those folks, lol
Too bad BF couldn’t do the Jordan throw tho, can we hit 10 reblogs for this poor fellow
Still though…
“Baskie”
Pft-
I dunno why but it sounds funny now that I think of it
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That demon chauffeur looks crinkly as hell, man
He looks like he could have been the dancing demons’ dad or something (or maybe he is, but I dunno)
Also, gotta love that dedication on McBleep, man
And yeah, BF does get his side of the money made during the day
Might not be a fat stack of cash, but hey, at least he won it with his effort
Also, another Lil Miss BG moment, just to please the canon wowowo-
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Vroom vroom nyoom
Also- oh damn I forgot to erase that…water thing whatever its name is out of the street
Like, initially my idea was to have the workshop next to the school so BF and GF could chat together nice and comfily, but THEN I ALSO remembered about that little funny event I implicitly mentioned a few posts ago
…the fire incident
But now that I make the maths it could be whatever either way, since y’know, again, it’s a demon school; it’d possibly go off as like a water leak or something, but it wouldn’t do much to it so yeah
Still, what the heckle
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For a demon child, Stephano really got some salt towards BF
And yes that Bruce guy is another halfsibling/stepsibling in GF’s family
Yes the name was added last minute because I was clueless at the time I wrote this page
Yes I took some inspiration from Beach Brother for him in the time I wrote this page, though he has his differences besides not being 100% biologically related to GF
No I don’t have an exact concept for his design
And no he doesn’t have bad blood towards GF, neither past or present (heck, he even accepts his mother was the actual bitch in the situation by leaving them with their dad and go wander off to heck-knows-where –which is, in fact, what actually happened)
So yeah, that’s pretty much it on that behalf
[T.B.C.]
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randomboo256 · 2 years
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Sonic 2 Review
very light spoilers
I'll preface this by saying that the most entertained I was while watching it was when I starting playing Kingdom Hearts music over the movie whenever they talked about the power of friendship/teamwork/family. That was the only time I smiled, and that was because of my own joke.
The story is whatever. A lot of the movie felt like filler. A lot of the wedding stuff and the stupid dance off could have been completely cut. Also that weird online casino ad in the middle of it felt kinda random but idk I was kinda into it.
I would be fine with the plot more if the characters were entertaining. They weren't. I liked Sonic at points, but at other times I was genuinely annoyed by the blue rodent. The movie had awful humor, and the supercharged rat was the source of a lot of the jokes. A good amount of Sonic's lines in these films are just shitty pop culture references. Am I watching fucking Family Guy? Sonic is also still acting like a kid in this movie, even by the end. The film starts by saying Sonic should be more mature, and the film ends by... saying Sonic should be more mature.
WHAT WAS THE POINT OF THIS THEN??!!
From a character development perspective, this movie is a fucking filler episode. Maybe in the next movie Sonic will act more like the games? Or maybe the one after that? Or after that? or after that. or after that...
Tails felt completely unnecessary. Tails only feels like he's here because they teased him in the previous movie. Like "oh shit, we actually need to include him now". He's introduced so suddenly, like they retroactively forced him into a scene. He and Sonic also take no time before immediately becoming friends. He has almost nothing to do character wise. Even plot wise he has basically no point in being here other than further convince Sonic that he should be more mature, which Tails didn't need to be here to do. He also didn't have much of a personality. They insist he's a smart guy but he never does anything smart, except for once during the last fight scene. His personality is essentially the "obsessed yet embarrassed blushing fangirl" role. Wait a second...
Knuckles was ok, but he feels like a ripoff of Drax from Guardians of the Galaxy, mixed with a bit of Teen Titans Starfire with how they say sentences weirdly. "Base of the ball" is a quote from him. Originality. His turnaround was quick and jarring. He's like "but eggy weggy, I thought we were fwiends?!😢" and Robuttnik is like "bitch I've been shitting on the concept of friendship this whole movie. Shoulda saw this coming ngl". Then Knucklehead nearly drowns and Sonic saves him then Fuckles says "Y u save me?" and Sonic says "bc Im epic. Lets be pals".
They try to give all three "tragic backstories" which is such a played out trope. "Oh shit, how are we going to get our audience to feel empathy for our characters? I know! Just say that when they were a kid they got pissed and shit on or something!". It's just lazy writing.
Eggman was frankly annoying. It seems like the creators heard people liked Jim Carrey's overacting in Sonic 1, so they tripled down on it her. I thought he was ok in 1, but they pushed the "I'm a crazy smart weirdo" thing too far in 2. I was hoping that they would make Eggman act a little closer to the games in 2, but alas.
The humans had basically nothing. Tom was probably my favorite character just because he served as a straightman to all this nonsense, but even he barely had any screentime. The rest of the humans were either uninteresting or obnoxious.
All of this wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the consistently bad dialogue. It's like the movie was written in a week.. then thrown through Google Translate a few times.
OK, maybe it's not THAT bad. After all, I didn't hate the movie, but I was also struggling to keep myself watching it. I'll be honest, I'm very easily entertained person. If even I'M constantly checking the runtime, you fucked up. If this movie wasn't about Sonic, I wouldn't have finished it. I understand the movie is written for like infants, but I feel like a Sonic movie should target older age demographics. I've always imagined Sonic as a more tweenage focused series, but these films are clearly aiming lower. Oh well. The references were neat I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
I don't do ratings, but I'd give it maybe a 4/10. The CGI and some of the cinematography looked good, I liked some of the action, and I think kids would probably like it. It's not for me, that's for sure.
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seesgood · 4 years
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honest question though, is anyone else struggling with energy / motivation to write now that things are starting to turn back towards “normal” ?
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gennysdrabbles · 2 years
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So. My request. I was thinking headcanons about Urbosa comforting little brother! reader after they got bullied for their autistic traits? (Feel free to not do this! This is just me wanting self-insert Urbosa content that isn't romantic. And before you ask, autism is NOT bad, it's a society that won't coexist with autism that causes most autistic difficulties!)
i absolutely love this request. as many of my family members are on the spectrum, autism awareness is something i care deeply about. my only worry is that, as someone who isn't autistic myself, i may misrepresent you in this post, so please feel free to correct me or send me criticisms as needed.
also i started writing a fully-written oneshot about these headcanons, so that'll come sometime in a seperate post (most likely after i get other requests done)
i hope this is what you were looking for <3
warnings: mentions of bullying, though nothing explicit is mentioned; mention of a meltdown. please let me know if i need to add any.
m!reader, platonic/sibling relationship, 713 words, barely proofread
urbosa x little brother! m!reader with autistic traits
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- autism does in fact exist in hyrule
- you had been officially diagnosed by sheikah doctors when you were little. this, however, does not change urbosa’s love for you and her excitement for what you’ll bring to gerudo town
- she is completely non-judgemental and is fully aware of your needs and respects them
- she is constantly reassuring you that you are absolutely perfect the way you are and nothing can change that
- normality? it does not exist
- everyone, you included, is unique in amazing and special ways
- as a noble older sister, she is quite protective of you. when your mother dies and she takes the throne, she works around the clock to make sure life is as enjoyable for you as possible
- this proved to be not-so-easy.
- despite being a male gerudo, a once-in-a-lifetime wonder for the race of people and next in line for the throne, some kids your age weren’t as accepting as you’d like them to be.
- they didn’t understand your condition. they didn’t understand why you’d have meltdowns over such simple things or your stims to help calm you down or why your mood suddenly switches from rainy to sunny the second you hear music coming from home. to don’t understand you
- it makes it so much harder to come to terms with your condition and you feel really down about it. and as perceptive as your big sis is, she notices
- the first time you come home after being bullied, she spends a lot of time with you, comforting you and making you feel loved as you are
- her comfort comes through words. she is very wise
- she will remind you as many times as she needs to that you are not a burden and she enjoys spending the time with you
- the second time it happens and you arrive at home looking burnt out and hollow, she’s had enough already.
- even once is too much to tolerate and she decides she’s going to act now.
- she convenes with the teachers of gerudo town, posing the idea of an autism awareness curriculum
- her goal is not not single you out, but to break the behavioral standards people put in place because there are many people out there with differing and special needs
- autism is a spectrum and everyone is different, so obviously, not everyone is guaranteed to act all the same or react to things the way you expect them to.
- and it is okay.
- she had actually considered schooling you yourself until the curriculum was finished, but she didn’t want to keep you away from the others and strengthen any stigmas you already had about yourself
- so she sends guards instead.
- she keeps them at a distance though so they can observe without alienating you. and if anyone tries anything, the guards are ordered to address them
- “halt in the name of lady urbosa. you are ordered to keep your respect to the prince and heir to the throne. your ignorance may be charged accordingly should you continue.”
- the kids get kinda scared so they leave you alone.
- when the curriculum is fully developed and implemented, the bullying lessens but it doesn’t stop completely.
- but it’s had its benefits, too
- one of the girls, now that she understands you better, reaches out to you and offers her support during free times at school
- aka, she appoints herself as your bodyguard
- it’s heartwarming to say the least, and soon she gets her group of friends to get to know you
- and they really like you! your traits don’t bother them. they’re genuinely kind and accept them as a part of you, and they love you!
- urbosa is proud to see her work do some good.
- seeing you happy and smiling with friends as she watches from a palace balcony means so much more to her than she’d be able to express to you.
- she’d gotten used to spending time with you every night, so she keeps it up after things seem to be looking up. and even still on especially rough days, she is always there to console you and make you believe in the great destiny you’re bound to fulfill
- she loves you so so so so much.
- and she absolutely cannot wait to see you grow.
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ibuki-loves-you · 3 years
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Drv3 boys(or any of your choice) with a s/o that's mikan reincarnated(not literally just personality and action wise very similar)
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DRV3 Boys with a S/O that is like Mikan
Warnings: Mikan's personality/actions
Mod Ibuki: This was so fun to write! Sorry if it's a little repetitive
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Shuichi:
Oh boy-
Shuichi and you are both shy
But you moreso than him, so he gets really protective
He wants no one making fun of you or using you
One time you thought he was mad at you
You were nonstop apologizing and offering to take your clothes off
His heart shattered
"S/O, I'm not mad I promise! You did absolutely nothing wrong. Don't worry, it's okay."
When you get like this he just holds you and pets your hair
And gives you lots of forehead kisses
If you ever fell in front of him he would try to prevent it by either catching you or warning you
If he doesn't then he just helps you up and covers you if need be
"I-I'm sorryyyy!" "It's okay, baby. Don't apologize, it's okay."
When Kokichi began trying to make you upset, he was livid
"Hey, S/O! You're making me really angry!" "Am I?! I-I'm so sorry! I-I'll take my-" "Shut up, Kokichi. S/O, you did nothing wrong. He's trying to upset you. Ignore him, he isn't worth it." "O-Oh..."
Shuichi just wants you to be safe, and he's willing to do a lot for you to be that
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Kaito:
Kaito thinks your shy nature is adorable!
Like Shuichi, he is also very protective
He doesn't want anyone cough Kokichi taking advantage of you
Kaito gets really upset when you apologize consistently
He's been trying to work with you on it
"I-I-I'm so s-sorry!!!" "S/O, babe! It's okay! You did nothing wrong! Don't apologize!"
Kaito doesn't mind that you are clumsy
It just gives him a reason to hold onto you!
But if you do end up taking a fall, he's quick to help
And rip anyone who makes fun of you a new one
Before you two were dating, Miu frequently insulted you
Almost every time she did you freaked out
"Ahhhhh! I-I'm sorry!! I-I'll take m-my clothes off if y-you want!"
Kaito shut that shit down quick
"S/O, no. You don't have to do that."
If you ever thought he was mad at you, he'd be pretty sad
"S/O, I promise you that I am not mad. I swear on every star in the sky."
Boy loves you so much and just wants you to be the best person you can be
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Rantaro:
As soon as Rantaro saw you he immediately wanted to protect you
No one ever really tries to fuck with you because Rantaro will get mad and since it's pretty hard to make him angry everyone got freaked out
Everyone learned that the hard way
First time Kokichi tried fucking with you Rantaro handed his ass to him on a silver platter
"Hey, S/O! Heard you can do animal impressions super well! Mind showing me what a dog looks like?" "O-Okay..."
Rantaro never pulled you to his chest so quick
"So help me, Kokichi. Don't you fucking dare."
No one really heard him swore before so everyone was freaked out
If you took a fall in front of him, his reflexes are quick
If he couldn't catch you, he's insanely fast you help or cover you up
No one is catching a glance at you don't worry
If you ever thought he was mad at you, he'd immediately go to comfort you
"I-I'm sorry! I-I d-didn't mean to upset y-you!"
"No, baby please. Don't apologize. You did nothing wrong. You did nothing to upset me. I'm not mad, either. I promise. I'll even pinky promise."
Rantaro loves you so so much just let him hold you I'd make his entire life <3
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Kokichi:
At first, Kokichi thought it was hilarious
He thought you were just shy
Until you offered to take your clothes off because he started fake-crying
Ever since then he hasn't played intense pranks on you, teased you, etcetera
No one has ever seen him actually care about someone
So it was a shock when he snapped at Miu for making fun of you
"Fuckin' slut! Why don't you offer to take your clothes off for me!?" "I-I'm s-sorry! I-I will if y-you want!"
"Listen you fucking skank. They aren't gonna do that for you because you don't control them. So why don't you carry your sorry ass to your dorm and go play with yourself."
Miu was appalled, just like everyone else
She just cowered away and muttered an apology
Kokichi is well aware that you are clumsy
If you're embarrassed because of a fall, he'll trip too
Or start crying to divert attention
Say you land in a rather awkward position, he will cover you up as soon as he sees and if anyone looks he will throw hands
If you were to think he was mad at you for some reason, he would feel so bad it's not even funny
"S/O... I'm not mad! I couldn't be mad at you. You're too cute to get mad at! You did absolutely nothing wrong, so don't apologize!"
You're Kokichi's soft spot <3
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Ryoma:
Never once has he laughed or made fun of you
If anything, he lowkey pitied you
Although Ryoma is small, he can and will fuck someone up for you if it came down to it
One time he nailed Kokichi in the shin with a tennis racket for telling you to act like a cat
"Say it again, I dare you."
Kokichi didn't bother you for a while
If you ever thought he was angry with you, poor boy would have mixed emotions
He would be upset but also angry with himself for making you think that
"Hey... I'm not mad. I don't think I have the ability to be mad at you. I promise, you did nothing to piss me off."
Ryoma can't really catch you if you fall, but he's quick to try and help you up
If you are exposed in some way, he will stand in front of you until you fix yourself
He will protect you for as long as he lives and that's a promise
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Gonta:
Gonta was kinda clueless when it came to you
You were shy? Okay!
Even though he didn't really understand, he knew some things were wrong
Like when Miu would insult you and you'd either cry or offer to please her
"Miu! That's not nice! Don't say that to S/O! You don't have to do anything you don't want, S/O!"
Ever since then Gonta got pretty protective
If you ever thought he was mad, he'd probably bawl
"G-Gonta not mad at S/O! Gonta promise! Gonta not mad at all!"
Falling is 50/50 with him
Half of the time he catched you beforehand
The other half you fall and he feels bad
But either way he shields you and helps you up immediately
"Because it's what gentleman do!"
You're like a butterfly to him
Fragile and something that he wants to keep safe
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Korekiyo:
Kiyo found you facinating
Your timid nature drew him to you at first
He would merely talk to you and try to be your friend
"Is there a reason why you are so shy, dear?" "O-Oh, I got b-bullied a lot...I-I'm sorry! I should k-keep my sob story to m-myself!" "Please don't apologize. I would like to know as much about you as you'd let me." "O-Oh...o-okay..."
Ever since that first conversation he kept you out of harms way
One day, Miu started insulting you (as usual)
"Ahhhh! I-I'm sorry! I-I can t-take my clothes off i-if you want!" "Hell ye-!" "Say such a thing again and I will be sure to make the next trial yours."
He worked with you a lot after that about offering to take your clothes off in return for forgiveness
"Darling, you have no one to please except yourself. Your body is yours and you should not offer to display it to those you don't want to. Especially if they are unworthy of seeing such a beautiful sight."
If you ever thought he was mad at you, he would be quick to tell you otherwise
"Never, my dear. I am certainly not angry with you. I swear, I don't think I possess the ability to be angered by you."
Kiyo has helped you grow so much, and that's the most beautiful thing in his eyes <3
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Kiibo:
When Kiibo first met you, he had a strange feeling
He went to Miu about it and laughed in his face
She told him he was feeling protective
"What a strange feeling...should I act on it?" "Hell yeah!!"
"S/O, I have a feeling called 'protectiveness' towards you." "O-Oh! I-I don't know w-why you'd have such a feeling towards a n-nobody like m-me..." "Don't say such things! Would you like to accompany me to the library?" "I-If it's not a b-bother..."
Miu wouldn't make fun of you, she actually considers you a friend
Kokichi though
Another story
"Hey, S/O! You really pissed me off yesterday!" "Ahhhh!!! I-I'm so sorry!! D-Do you w-want me to take off m-my clothes?" "No, S/O! That isn't necessary! He is lying and is trying to make you upset!"
Miu would deal with Kokichi don't you worry S/O
If you ever thought Kiibo was mad at you, he'd be so confused
"What caused you to think I was angry? Actually, it doesn't matter. What matters is that you know I am not mad in the slightest."
If you ever took a fall in front of him, he would help you up immediately!
But if you fell in a suggestive position, he'd crash
Tenko would rush to help you if that happened
Then she'd curse him out on his degenerate male robot brain
Moral of the story, Kiibo wants to protect you from anything that comes your way! And trust me, he will not fail you!
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stanknotstark · 3 years
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Pulse Pt.1 (Loki x Reader)
So I got this idea from a creative writing blog that you can find here. Basically the prompt is feeling their pulse. Enjoy! 
NOW COMPLETE. Check masterlist for part 2!
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Summary: Your pulse calms Loki down. Multiple scenarios where Loki finds solace in your pulse. 
The first time it happens it’s completely normal. You had been fighting next to Loki when you had been shot. The shot of energy had gone straight through and left a small hole in your abdominal area. Luckily it missed all your vital organs somehow but you were still on the ground in agony. You’re curled into a fetal position and too quiet for Loki’s liking.
Loki ran up and threw up a shield, then put two fingers on your neck and you watched, uncurling, as this man counted mentally. When he is satisfied with your pulse he looks down at you, noticing your movement. “Don’t think of checking out now, the battle has just begun.” He smirks.
“I think I’ll stay right here, hurts less when I don’t move.” You groan.
Loki rolls his eyes at your dramatics, he’s definitely seen you worse off than now. 
“Must I carry you? Choose wisely because depending on your answer, you may ruin my reputation.” Loki says. 
You smile coyly up at the god. “Ahhhh I can’t feel my legs, I see the light!” 
Loki laughs under his breath but picks you up and as he stands his shield dissipates. He starts making his way towards the medical team that thankfully set up as the Avengers started their attack on Dr. Doom’s invasion. 
You’re thoroughly enjoying Loki carrying you around like you weigh nothing. He nimbly steps and jumps over fallen rubble making sure not to jostle you too much and make you hurt more. 
You have half a mind to hold a finger to your ear and activate your headpiece. 
“Cap, I’m down and out, You’ll need someone to cover the right side of the attack until Loki can get back into position.”
“Why is Loki out?” You hear Tony ask. 
“Because he’s carrying me.” You fail to realize how bad this’ll sound considering you’ve walked off a field with a broken tibia and a gunshot wound to the chest.
“What hit you that hard?” Steve yells, small explosions in the background of his audio but the concern still very evident in his voice.
“Uh....” You look up at Loki who glances at you and smirks. He can’t activate his headpiece and he probably likes watching you explain that you demanded to be carried for no good reason. 
So you do what any brat would do and blame Loki. “Loki was very concerned about me not hurting myself further. I told him I could walk but he insisted. I’m fine, just a hole in my stomach!” 
When you look up at the god again he is clenching his jaw instead of smirking, his eyes stay forwards but you know, oh you know, you’re going to be punished for this. 
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The next time Loki does it you’re in the middle of this limbo state of liking and not liking each other romantically. Liking each other comes naturally but when one or both of you realize this is a concoction for a bad idea (it’s really not you’re probably both just in denial) you both avoid each other for a few days before coming around again when you miss each other too much. 
With this new limbo thing going on you both get random cuddles. Meaning it’s completely normal that you’re laying on the couch with Loki behind you. The god breathes into your neck softly, seeing as he has fallen asleep. You frown when you realize Loki has a hand wrapped under your waist that comes to your front and across your chest to rest on your pulse point on your neck. He has his hand there and from the outside it might look possessive. However, you know better and realize the god is soothed by being able to feel your pulse point. 
You tab this in your head and relax again. You play on your phone for awhile. Natasha makes her way through the living room to the kitchen without a word. When she passes again, this time with a bowl of cereal, she stops to look at you two from the other side of the couch. 
You look at Natasha without bumping Loki and raise a brow at the assassin. She chews on some cereal then purses her lips after swallowing. “You guys ever going to, uh, work this thing out? I’ve got a bet going on and I’d like to win it.”
You can’t help the snort that comes out of you causing Loki to huff in his sleep then curl into you more and his hold on your neck becomes a little tighter. You look from Loki to Natasha with wide eyes. 
“It’s a work in progress.” Is all you give her and she nods and stalks off. 
~~~
The next time Loki does it it’s by your hand. Loki is fighting someone from Asgard, you don’t know his name, but he knows exactly what to say to rile up Loki. Loki starts attacking him with pure rage and unrepentant emotion. When Loki gets the chance he knocks the guy down and straddles his hips, beating the life out of him with his fists even though he’s already knocked out. 
You rush to Loki and grab one of his hands. Before he does something he regrets you open his hand and place it on your pulse. It takes you a few tries to find it through his hands but when you do find it Loki stops beating the guy with his other hand and just sits there breathing haggardly with his eyes clenched tight. 
You say nothing and let Loki feel your pulse as long as he needs. It’s not long though, Loki’s breath is normal and he opens his eyes and looks at you. Standing from the Asgardian’s bloody body and pulling you into him into a hug. You wrap your arms around Loki and he holds your head to his neck, breathing in your scent through your hair.
“Quick thinking.” Loki chokes out. 
“Mmhmm.” You hum into his neck.
When the Avengers show up to apprehend the Asgardian you go to pull from Loki’s embrace, knowing he’s a bit iffy showing PDA in front of the team. What shocks you is that Loki grabs your wrist and stops you from getting too far. You share a look through your eyes and Loki’s hand drifts from your wrist to your hand instead. 
You let the look of shock pass over your face and then smile at Loki and hold his hand back. When you turn around Steve in looking at your hands but quickly looks up to both of you and nods at the Asgardian on the ground. 
“Was that really necessary?” Steve asks as you hear Tony in the background trying to rouse the beaten man. 
“Hey, stupid, wake up!” You hear causing you to snort and bring a hand up to cover your mouth.
Steve rolls his eyes and looks at Loki for an answer. 
“A lapse in judgement. I merely thought he was more of a hazard than he actually was.” Loki lets the excuse slip from his mouth like he truly means it. You definitely understand why he is called silver tongued. 
Steve nods with a disapproving look on his face, because he lives with Loki and knows him well enough, but leaves the situation at that and goes over to Tony. 
“Stop slapping him! You’re supposed to wake them up gently!” Steve yells at Tony.
Tony scoffs, “Dude deserves it, he really thought he could beat Loki in hand to hand? Why are all Asgardian's so arrogant?” 
“Tony!” Steve yells after another loud slapping noise rings in the air. 
You and Loki begin to walk towards the extraction point. Loki has brought you into his side, his right arm around your shoulders, hugging you into him. His left hand holds onto your wrist, across his body, settled over your pulse point. 
“When did you figure it out?” Loki asks you as you both walk. 
You glance up at the god but decide to keep your eyes on the ground so you don’t slip on anything. That would be embarrassing. 
“You weren’t awake when I figured it out. We were cuddling in the living room and you had fallen asleep with your hand over my neck. Kinda pieced it together then.” You shrugged. 
Loki gives a small ‘Ah’ but doesn’t implore. 
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violetnotez · 3 years
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I just read your headcanons about treating Mirio,shouto and bakugou's hounds and it was soooo cuuuute kafkksfbksgkbs I wonder if you can do the same headcanons for Izuko, Hitoshi and maybe Tokoyami? OwO ♡♡♡♡♡
Hey bb! So unfortunately I don’t write for Tokoyami 👉🏼👈🏼 but I totally got ya on Izuku and Shinso! ❤️
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Izuku
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Please be aware you will have to be this dude’s nurse 24/7
He is just always getting hurt
No matter what, he can promise you as much as he wants that he won’t get hurt or he’ll try his best to be safe...
Lmao that doesn’t happen
You don’t know how many times you’ll be hanging out with him, and you’ll notice he has a limp he won’t tell you about
Or he’ll be at your door, covered in scraps and trying to convince you “it’s nothing, really!”
You and Recovery Girl are like besties at this point
Worst part is unless he’s like at deaths door he REFUSES to act like it’s a big thing
Like “oh my fingers are purple and look like burnt chicken-it’s chill”
NO SIR IT IS NOT FUCKING CHILL
He takes pain like a champ tho, like he will grimace here and there but he’ll never do anything but that
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“Izuku-for the love of-“ you huffed our with exasperation as you struggled with the hem of his shirt. “-just take off your shirt!”
Poor Midoriya’s cheeks were on fire, his face very much resembling a red strawberry as his bruised digits wrapped around yours, trying desperately to keep his shirt down over his chest.
It wasn’t as if you’d ever seen him shirtless, you had seen him like that countless of times....he just didn’t want to worry you. Yeah his last patrol was a little-rougher-than the rest...but it wasn’t anything he couldn’t handle!
But deep down he knew it looked pretty bad, the bruises blossoming under his skin, deepening with each hour as they were still pretty fresh. And even though they stung, and made it hard to move in certain positions, and-yeah it was kinda hard to breathe in certain ways....he was fine, he swears!
You stopped your tug of war against Izuku, hands falling limp against his thighs, your body hovering over his legs.
“Izuku please,” you pleaded, eyebrows furrowing in sympathy, “I know there’s something wrong...I just want to make sure your okay!”
“I know, I-I just-“ he stuttered our, green orbs full of guilt, “I don’t want to worry you!”
You huffed, feeling defeat flood your body, as you softly caressed the hem of Izuku’s shirt, his favorite one....
His favorite shirt.
It was cruel to do this to him, and you knew it was wrong, but of course you wouldnt actually do it...but that overwhelmingly cruel light bulb idea was now stuck in your brain and wasn’t letting go.
You sighed yet again, this time with an over exaggeration and devilish grin on your face.
“Oh, that’s okay then...” you stated, your words sickly sweet and understanding.
Izuku perked up, unaware by your drastic change in demeanor.
“R-really?!? It is?”
You looked at his slightly relieved face, smile still on your lips. “Yeah of course! If you don’t want to take off your shirt, I can always just cut it off of you-“
Izuku audibly gulped, wise eyes growing even larger.
You-you wouldn’t right? You knew well that this was one of his favorite tshirts, as it had his favorite hero on it plus it was the comfiest one he owned...he wouldn’t ever find a tshirt he loved as much as this one.
Izuku stared at your face, trying to see pass a bluff...but you were good at hiding your true emotions, eyes glinting mischievously in the hazy warm lights.
“So whats it gonna be ‘Zuku?” you asked softly, slowly trailing under the cloth of his shirt, leaving a lowing hum of electricity on his skin. “The scissors are right there after all-“
“I-I’ll take off the shirt,” he said sheepishly, cheeks glowing a shade of red.
You giggled at his expression, thankful he took the bait as you took his face in your hands, your thumbs trailing his infinite freckles.
He could be stubborn, but he always gave in...eventually.
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Shinso
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Really doesn’t like being “taken care of”
Like don’t get me wrong, you dotting over him makes him all warm and fuzzy inside,,,
But, idk, he just doesn’t like the feeling of being weak
Kind of like Izuku, tried to deny the fact he’s hurting
But he is much easier to persuade
Usually just takes a kiss or two and he gives in to your efforts
If you have to bandage him up, he likes to be a big flirt to cover up his grimaces
Gives you a bunch of blush worthy compliments,,,,,
Calls you his “Nurse Babe”
Whatever the hell that means
Honestly, after an hour of having your whole attention on him he is hooked
He will never be the same again...he is a hoe for that attention for eternity now 💀
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Your finger were feeling as if they were being tugged out their sockets, the huge bucket of soft soppy warm water sloshing dangerously in its container.
You stepped into the room where a bruised up Shinso lay on the floor, hand lazily scrolling on his phone.
Hearing you enter the room, his head tilted towards you, his once bored expression peeking up into curiousty. His violet eyes watched you intently as you set down the bucket with a huff, kneeling next to his body as you submerged some towels in the luke warm water.
“Whatcha doin’ doll?” He asked, voice still gruff from a nap he had taken a few minutes prior.
You simply continued your work, small smile on your lips as you placed a few towels in the floor.
“Well, since the doctors said you weren’t clear for a shower or bath for the night,” you stated softly, “I thought I’d give one myself.”
“So a sponge bath?” Shinso said plainly. “I’m not some old man, kitten, I’m perfectly fine to take a bath-hell, I can take a shower just fine.”
You clicked your tongue against the roof of your mouth, shaking your head at him.
“When your bruises aren’t the color of your hair, maybe I’ll believe you-“ you gave him a small grin, swallowing down a ball of saliva. “-now take off your shirt.”
Shinso simply chuckled, an exasperate sigh leaving his lips. He knew too well that you were determined to nursing him back to health (even though he felt he was perfectly fine)....so really, there was no point in trying to believe him. And at this point...he wasn’t to sure he even wanted you to.
Having all your undivided attention on him was...nice-even if he hated admitting it.
“Doll, if you just wanted me to strip down...” he said cheekily, that shit eating grin plastered on his pale skin. “All you had to was ask.”
You rolled your eyes playfully, helping hin slowly peel his shirt off his skin-thank god it was a button down, or this would have been a hell of a lot harder.
But sitting in his lap, hands trailing gently against the soft skin of his abdomen and those piercing eyes watching your every move...it wa snaking your body feel particularly too hot for an otherwise cool room.
“Aw, you poor thing,” Shinso cooed with an air of arrogance, “are you flustered?”
“N-no,” you stuttered, kicking yourself internally for your obvious slip up, “I’m just wondering how the hell you lost so hard to get so many bruises.”
Shinso chuckled at your feeble attempt at a comeback, loving how you were so affected by this change in the atmosphere.
He deifnitely wnated to capitalize on this moment, his digits cradling your face as he forced you to look at him.
He grinned yet again, teeth biting his bottom lips as he gazed at you with a hungry look.
“Aw, but you are-” he murmured, his voice dropping an octave.
“-It’s okay doll, you don’t have to hide it from me...I like seeing you like this,”
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dizzydancingdreamer · 3 years
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Men who I think would be soft for their baby for no other reasons than because I want them to be, in no particular order but still numbered ten to one because I like countdowns...
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I really do be out here exposing myself for a few of these men but I don’t care I don’t need “proof” or “common sense” or “just plain survival instincts” I just need men who are uncharacteristically soft for their babies
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Don’t come at me this is for FUN
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Part two
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10. Gally
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Did some bad things, some were his fault and some weren’t, who is rough around the edges, has superiority issues, and needs a therapist more than a girl
STILL SOFT FOR HIS BABY
Higher up in a revolutionary movement and still goes to bed early to cuddle his baby
She sits on his lap during meals and he fights everyone who says anything
Fights anyone who even looks at her wrong 
Tells her he loves her at least three times before he leaves on missions without her
When she goes with him he’s literally next to her the entire time
Does not let her go for hours when they finally get back to base  
So fucking soft for her and only her
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9. Finnick Odair
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Good guy who feels like he has to be bad in order to stay alive but falls a little bit in love with it for a little too long
Begged her to move in with him after his games
Let her decorate the entire house however she wanted 
Writes her love notes before every time he goes to the capital 
Cries to her when he comes home every single time 
When she has to go into the games he volunteers immediately even though he technically isn’t allowed and pulls strings with President Snow to be able to fight 
So he literally kills for her 
And makes sure she never has to fight 
Marries her and tells Coin he won’t fight, stays alive for his baby
10/10 soft as fuck
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8. Stephen Strange
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Narcissistic doctor Avenger who uses the phone while driving
This is the one I have the least proof for but I’m 110% sure when he isn’t wearing the cape he has his baby wrapped around him like a backpack
Crumbles for his baby, I’m talking to his knees, overwhelmed by how pretty and beautiful and wonderful she is, hugging her around the waist
Loves the feeling of her fingers through his hair 
Brings her to every Avengers Gala and practically begs her to leave early so they can go cuddle and eat pizza
Gets so scared whenever he has to do something dangerous
Drops what he’s doing when she calls him, has told off Steve and Tony (don’t start with me) and everyone else 
Peter called him a simp once and after he googled it he looked him dead in the eyes and agreed and then packaged one of the donuts Bucky brought in for his baby and then took it and left
Man is SOFT
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7. Vincent Griffith
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Reformed witch who frequently gets addicted to dark sacrificial magic and makes choices that are just this side of morally corrupt
Has skipped so many meetings as regent that he probably shouldn’t even be regent anymore 
The king of date night, dancing, fine dining, jazz music, picnics, midnight rituals
Plans every little detail and gets Josh and Davina to help him 
Uses magic to close down entire restaurants for the perfect night
Always holds her hand and sits her in the front row of his coven meetings and pauses the meetings accidentally when he glances over to her and she gives him a thumbs up and he has to literally stop and smile 
Holds her purse without her having to ask, will go to seven different restaurants when she changes her mind on where to eat, hexes people who harm her
Big softie
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6. Indiana Jones
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Literally a womanizing grave robber with very few morals 
Has filled museums with all the things he has STOLEN 
Would still protect his baby from booby traps though
Dresses her up and takes her out everywhere
Cancels class whenever she asks and more often than not when she doesn’t
Would be closer to the snakes so that she won’t have to be
Wouldn’t even think about yelling even when in mortal danger, even when it’s her fault for putting them in that situation 
Answers every question even though she’s asked the same question a thousand times 
Can’t sleep without her at all 
I’m not sorry, he’s soft
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5. Will Turner
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Most feared and ruthless pirate on the sea
Torched a town once because his baby was treated a little too cold by a few too many people
Literally would and has fought a life altering curse for her and won
Kills so many people and still goes to bed early to cuddle in the captain’s quarters
Lets her walk all over the ship in his shirt and watches from behind the wheel, has thrown a man or two overboard when they stare too long
She didn’t even notice
Plays with her on the beach whenever she wants even if it hinders the plans of the crew
Softie alert
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4. Elijah Mikaelson
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A one thousand year old+ elitist vampire with slight anger issues who has zero reason to fall in love with a plain mortal woman 
But there is no way that is going to stop me
Would rip literal hearts out for his baby until he is soaked with blood
Oh, she stubbed her toe at the bar? 
The bar is now torched to the ground along with everyone inside
It’s for his baby
Rebuilds the bar for her, puts it in her name, now it’s her bar and she’s making a shit ton of money
Buys her so many things, even when she says no, especially when she says no
All she has to do is pout and it’s game over 
Has left so many business meetings for her that it is insane
Once bought her a chair seat at Disney because she said she liked Tangled one time and now she makes important decisions she is not qualified to make 
He’s soft, soft, soft
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3. Eric Coulter
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A leader of a terrorist radical government who has outright anger issues and hates people who are different from him
BUUUUUT wouldn’t yell at his baby who is probably from Amity and probably got tricked into being in Dauntless
Lets her sleep in his room because fuck the training quarters that’s sus as hell (even though he’s the one who arranged the training quarters)
Lets her skip all the fighting and does not give a fuck when he gets called out for it, will literally abuse all special privileges 
Would probably do the training simulation for her and tell her how to beat it 
Trails behind her wherever she goes, holds her hand in the cafeteria, has her on his lap when he gets tattoos
Lets her visit home whenever she wants and threatens anyone who says other wise 
HE’S SOFT I JUST KNOW IT OKAY
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2. Kylo Ren
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Kinda evil Supreme leader of the galaxy who has killed many people, including his dad, some who deserved it and some who did not
But wouldn’t even yell at his baby-- would cry if she cried
She sleeps in his bed and when Hux calls him out on it he breaks a desk and then almost kills him
She walks around the ship and he follows her like a puppy and chokes people out when he hears them call him a puppy in their heads
Gives her everything she wants and more, surprises her all the time
Surprise trips to beach planets and fancy events 
Once he gave her a whole ass planet
Always hugging her no matter who is around and what is going on, 
The softest supreme leader in the galaxy
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1. Thomas Shelby
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A literal deadly mob boss who shoots first and asks questions never
Would 110% kill for his lady (and has killed for his lady)
Sexy as fuck, looks good covered head to toe in blood 
Yes, that deserved a point
Soft as fuck for his baby, would shoot a gun and then turn around and listen to her talk about what she wants to knit for their baby
Has paused important mob meetings because his baby wanted to gossip about what Dolly said to her at church four Sundays ago that she forgot to tell him
Keeps her as far removed from the lifestyle as possible even when that means he has to remove himself from it at points to be with her
Has skipped so many poker games without being asked purely because he wants to go home and hug his wife
He is the MOST SOFT
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brawn-gp · 2 years
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Oh don't get me wrong, I think Mick is lovely and a good driver too. But I haven't seen enough of him to actually connect with him, he seems very bland to me most of the time. He almost feels robotic sometimes, with his nice smile and professional answers, almost never showing his raw emotions (except a few times - which I kinda liked lol) it's very sad because this man is only 22 years old, he's sooo young and he acts sooo mature and well behaved (which is a good thing) but I can definetly see why he's so liked in the fandom, he seems very smart, nice and educated. But for me idk we barely know anything about him. I would totally love to hear more of your thoughts about his persona or see videos of him showing a little bit more of his personality, because I am sure he has some of his dad's fire (even tho I feel bad that everyone compares them all the time, Mick is his own person) hope that makes sense, I still think he's very lovely and pretty ofc!! :)
and that is totally fair and valid! i see no reason why everyone should like mick :-) we are lucky to have many drivers -from different series- who have such vastly different personalities, and for the most part each one of us connect to these drivers for different reasons (well i say for the most part because there's also the good list-bad list phenomenon in f1blr that i wont explain rn) but it's nice to know that you wanna know why we like mick!
[ok quick sidenote... that was all i wrote back when i got this ask, but since then, my mental sanity decided to go rogue. so uh... this answer will be a bit more personal :-) if you're not comfortable with that lmk and i'll write a more level-headed reply]
so i had some days to think, well... what do i like about mick schumacher. i mean thinking about personal biases it could be because he's an attractive man of my age who has good manners and is the son of one of my favorite drivers of all time, with a side of gatekeepy emotions because there were very few of us mick fans when i started this blog (i made this blog right after his flop f2 season, so you can understand that while he had many people that generally liked him and wanted to do good, he wasn't the most popular feeder series driver out there). but diving deeper i don't think thats all of it.
i think the most honest answer i can give you as to why i like him is because i relate to him. a lot. i’m shy and sociable in the spaces i know, but i feel the most comfortable in my own home, with my cats (in his case with his dogs, but you know what i mean). i’m cautious and a perfectionist, i like to keep my thoughts to myself. however, and in spite of that, i consider myself a very complex individual. and my biggest fear... is being perceived as boring. simple as that.
so maybe i’m just projecting, giving him a personality that may not exist, because i need people to also know that i’m more than i show in casual spaces.
does that make sense? like i just don't think that being quiet and keeping things to yourself makes you have 0 personality... maybe it just means that you need more of one on one conversations to let your true personality shine through.
the other answer is that maybe i just like bland people to balance out the more heavy personality-wise drivers like charles, lewis and seb sdkjhf
ok and to try and back-track this conversation and not make everything about me lol, i do think that part of his robotic mannerisms comes with being media trained since forever, specially with a press as shark-like as the motorsports one. he's had to be careful all his life, because the second he gets his guard down, he could face awful personal questions, like the state of his dad.
so yeah, i think thats something he could change giving the right environment and with due time.... but let's not forget that last year was his first season in f1 and couldn't prove much in the dog shit of a car that was the haas in 2021 lmao. so all of his questions in were along the lines of "do you think you're improving" "is haas a good team" "do you get along with ___", yada yada yada. and there aren't that many different ways you could answer those without sounding like an automated answering machine. hopefully the car will work a bit better this year and answer some questions about racing and points from time to time!
[also sorry for taking so long in answering i promise this was always on my mind ♡]
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So uhh,,, I'm starting to get into writing again after restarting everything, so to really warm myself up I'm doing the Yandere ABC's prompt thingy with Spirit! Cause I need the Spirit simps to return to my blog and cause Spirit is my main source of serotonin!!! Plz enjoy teehee, and I promise I'll get to all of your requests soon! let me have my Spirit simping hour, I need it very much ( :̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) Affection: How do they show their love and affection? How intense would it get? - Spirit is VERY intense affection wise, and is almost always holding onto you in one way or another. Whether that be laying his head on your chest and purring quietly, or by insisting that your hand stays connected with his while outside, he's always making sure he has a good handle on you. He's also very protective and caring, so expect to be feeling a lot safer in the future. And I mean a LOT safer. Blood: How messy are they willing to get when it comes to their darling? - Spirit was never a big fan of wasting his time on the filth that keeps the two of you apart, so he likes to keep rival elimination quick and painless. However, if he feels that whoever he's killing isn't worthy of a quick death, he will most definitely accommodate to that fact. Or, if you ask him to kill someone and specifically request for it to be long and messy, he'd do it without a shread of hesitation. After all, he'd do anything to prove his loyalty to you. Cruelty: How would they treat their darling once abducted? Would they mock them? - Mocking you isn't in Spirit's vocabulary. He could never treat you with a shread of inhumanity (unless that is, he sees it as needed), as he feels you deserve the best and nothing but the best. He owes his life to you! You saved him, you showed him that the world wasn't nearly as vile as he once thought. Treating you with anything less than the love and adoration that you deserve just doesn't seem like a concept to him even. If he get's to the point where he sees abduction as necessary, he might do the occasional "ara ara" type shit while stepping on your chest though lol, he can get like that sometimes. He'd step on you very gently, though..he doesn't want to hurt you too bad Darling: Aside from abduction, would they do anything against their darling’s will? - Before you even got him out of the game in which he was trapped, he was very creepily overbearing. Though, he couldn't directly show that considering he wouldn't ever get let out then. He'd just keep tabs on all your devices through the shadows. P.S., it was very kind of you to make a ROM of his game for your laptop for him to move into! It made things so much easier for him! Now he can have a much easier time watching you sleep and hearing you breathe when he's placed right by your side on your bed (you said you didn't want him to be lonely, which he thought was very kind and cute of you. It's exactly why he adores you so much). It also makes it so much easier to look through your phone since you have that data connected to your laptop as well. Exposed: How much of their heart do they bare to their darling? How vulnerable are they when it comes to their darling? - What was that, (Y/N)? Spirit's actions are making you doubt his undying love for you? No fear! He'll pour his entire heart to you right then and there! He'll list of just every little thing about you that makes his heart beat fast, he'll also lovingly alert you to the fact that he owes his life along with everything that he is, all to you! He wouldn't be alive or free if it wasn't for you! The coding of his game would have crumbled and basically ate him alive, so without you he'd probably be dead. Fight: How would they feel if their darling fought back? - A combination of betrayal and confusion. Confusion, due to the fact he just doesn't understand why you'd want to leave him. Isn't this exactly what you humans consider true love? The idea of being with someone who would gladly bare any level of agony just to be the only one you gaze upon, the idea of someone being willing to go to any
length just to see that smile of yours that they always adore seeing, how is this not what humans consider love? The feeling of betrayal from you doing something as selfish as trying to leave him, the pain could almost eat him alive. How could you? He's done everything for you, he's given you every inch of love and affection that he has to offer, and you repay him by trying to leave him all alone? Expect the biggest guilt trip you've ever experienced. "I thought you loved me, dearest! Why would you try and leave me?!" Along with millions of demands to know who you were running away to. There had to be some place for you to go when you left him after all, so whose throat does he have to slit just to prove to you how much he adores you? Go on, don't be shy, tell him! Game: Is this a game to them? How much would they enjoy watching their darling try to escape? - The hunting you down aspect of all of this? Yeah, I guess he could consider it a game. But the thing is, he never really considers what he's doing Hunting you down unless you're directly trying to run from him. So, at that point, hunting you down is exactly what he's doing. Spirit considers everything he's doing to be completely understandable and normal for human relationships. So he definitely doesn't consider what he's doing to be a "game" or anything else similar. His love for you isn't just some game, it's serious and it's all he has Hell: What would be their darling’s worst experience with them? - If you ever dare cheat on him, expect to see the last thread of sanity he has in him just snap right before your eyes. He could never kill you, no. But your little partner? Expect them to be torn to shreads right before your very eyes. Ever hear one of those crazy ass yandere laughs? Yeah. He'd pull that too. He'd quite literally go ballistic, getting up when who you cheated on him with isn't even recognizable, screaming at you and demanding to know the reason for your disloyalty. He did everything for you! And you just go on and pull shit like this? No. He won't accept it. You won't get away with it. He still loves you of course, and will remind you of that fact every millisecond, but you can tell he just isn't the same. More possessive, more angry and suffocating. Ideals: What kind of future do they have in mind for/with their darling? - Spirit definitely wants to marry you. Like, this is a fact. He's basically your fiance without even proposing to you yet. He'd definitely enjoy a few kids as well, but only if you want them as well and are able to have them. He understands any reason you might not want kids, and he won't pressure you. Jealousy: Do they get jealous? Do they lash out or find a way to cope? - He's like, literally the CEO of jealous (As well as the CEO of protectiveness). His protective nature causes him to be extremely suspicious of others and their intentions. Sometimes if he feels that person was getting a little too friendly with you, he'll possessively wrap his arms around you while you're talking to them and growl at them until they power walk away out of fear. Sometimes while the two of you are cuddling he'll subtly and quietly bite your neck to leave marks. Or, sometimes he just goes for the more direct route, and offs anyone who he saw as in his way. He can't have anyone walking in on private property thinking it's their own, can he? Kisses: How do they act around or with their darling? - He's usually extremely understanding and sweet. Spirit doesn't like having to use fear tactics to get his way, since he hates it when he has to resort to putting fear in you. Around you, Spirit is more loving than he ever was around anyone before. You're his precious darling after all! You saved him, you taught him what love was like. How could he not act painfully loving and sweet in your presence? You just make his heart flutter so violently. Love letters: How would they go about courting or approaching their darling? - Literally exploding Senpai's face off one day while you were paying his game. He's just been watching you for so long, allowing
Senpai to soak up all your love and attention. He just couldn't contain the jealousy, or the rage. He didn't get what Senpai did to be getting so much affection from you. So, he got rid of the problem. Senpai. He was able to convince you Senpai was completely unalive and unfeeling, just lines of code. Which, he was lines of code, but Spirit knew very well that he was aware of the world and environment around him, and could very much so be considered...alive. However, you didn't need to know that. Mask: Are their true colors drastically different from the way they act around everyone else? - Kinda? You know how protective and jealous he can be, but he completely hides the fact he's literally committed murder. He doesn't want you to think of him as some heartless monster, now does he? That wouldn't do at all. He needs you to adore him, just as much as he adores you. He wants you to be fully willing to marry him, and live out the rest of eternity with him. How could that happen if the very thought of him scares you? Naughty: How would they punish their darling? - The usual, causing you physical pain. His methods of doing this vary, along with the severity of the pain. But, lucky for you it takes a lot to get him to the point to where he sees punishment as the only way. Additionally, if you allow him too, he could get a little...lewder with the punishments... Oppression: How many rights would they take away from their darling? - Not many, if everything goes by his plan. However, if you refuse to do what he says, he'll take away as many rights as he can. Physical freedom, friends, family, and everything else in between. If he feels something is keeping you from him, he'll snatch it away in a millisecond. You don't need it. However, if everything goes to plan, then great! He's so happy you realize that your future is with him, and only him! Patience: How patient are they with their darling? - Oh, he's extremely patient! That is, unless you do something to upset him. Don't show too much fear, don't yell or scream at him, don't deliberately make him jealous, or do anything similar, and everything will be okay! He understands why you might be a little reluctant, as you've probably never had someone as loving and adoring as him in your life! So much affection being given to you is something you need to get used to, he would know. It took him a little bit to fully adjust to all the love you had for him. Quit: If their darling dies, leaves, or successfully escapes, would they ever be able to move on? - No. He wouldn't. Not in the slightest. He'd never be able to move on if you were to leave him forever. If you die, he could just chase you down to wherever you ended up considering he was a demon himself. But, if you somehow find a way to get away from him even after he chases you down? He'll be devastated. He thought you loved him, he loved you so much. He still does love you. He can't let you go, he just can't. He needs you. He lives for you. He craves you. You're his light, his everything, he can't imagine an existence without you by his side. But, that won't even happen, he won't let you go no matter what. You won't be able to loosen yourself from his grip. Not that you want to though, right? (Extra fact: Spirit wouldn't hesitate to resort to killing you himself, just so he could drag you down to Hell and keep you there forever. If it's something he needs to do, then he'll do it no questions asked. He hates causing you pain, he really does. But Spirit will do whatever it takes to have your love) Regret: Would they ever feel guilty about abducting their darling? Would they ever let their darling go? - Spirit has a very warped view of love, so while he is capable of feeling guilt, he doesn't at all regret what he's done. He feels guilt for the way you cried when he tried snuggling you and holding you, he felt guilt for the way you trembled as he reached out to you, but he just couldn't feel bad for the people he damned and murdered. They were trying to take you away from him, and that's absolutely unforgivable. Stigma:
What brought about this side of them (childhood, curiosity, etc)? - Definitely his time in the Hating Simulator. He was completely ripped away from all contact with the outside world and everyone that inhabited it, human or not. He stayed like that for years, until his captors daughter finally decided to dispose of him. Then, somehow, he met you. You decided to pick his game and it's console up, and take him home. He didn't trust you at first, but soon, watching you talk to Senpai and get closer with him, he fell in love with you. Hard. He needed you in his life, he needed to keep you. He had to have you. You needed to be his, and his alone. Tears: How do they feel about seeing their darling scream, cry, and/or isolate themselves? - Confused, but still upset and guilty. He hates seeing you in pain, whether that pain be physical or mental. So to hear you scream and cry with such pain, it absolutely makes his heart shatter. But he just doesn't understand why you're acting in such agony...aren't you happy? Don't you love him? He'll probably look at you with a pained look in his eyes. He'll try and hold you in his arms and hold you close to his chest, no matter how hard you struggle. Unique: Would they do anything different from the classic yandere? - Literally chasing you down to wherever you go, with no effort at all. He makes it so you CAN'T escape him, no matter how hard you try, and no matter who you cry to for help. With any other Yandere, there's always the possibility of escape. Whether it be by leaving their basement, killing them in self defense, getting them arrested, etc, etc. But with Spirit, there's nothing you can do. You're going to love him, or he'll make your life a living hell. Quite literally, in fact. Vice: What weakness can their darling exploit in order to escape? - While there is literally no way to escape him, you can try and manipulate him to get whatever you wish. Spirit is extremely touch starved, to the point where he'll probably tremble and shake with pleasure if you do as much as reach out to him. Just hold him in your lap and let him purr into your neck as you run your finger through his hair, he'll be literal putty in your hands. While trying to use this against him to escape will result in harsh punishment, if you can think of anything you can get out of him using this then by all means go for it. Wit’s end: Would they ever hurt their darling? - Only if needed. Spirit doesn't wish to cause you pain, but he won't hesitate to if he thinks it will make you love him and stop that hopeless struggling of yours. Spirit will make sure to cuddle you and kiss you after each punishment however, praising you in a soft whisper about how good you've been for him while he taught you a lesson. Xoanon: How much would they revere or worship their darling? To what length would they go to win their darling over? - If you want to know how much you mean to him, Spirit will without hesitation get on one knee and kiss the tips of your hand as he purrs words of pure love. He'll make sure you know just how loved and important you are to him by the end of the night, any way you wish for him to, no matter how direct or "explicit" Yearn: How long do they pine after their darling before they snap? - After escaping the Hating Simulator, maybe about a year Zenith: Would they ever break their darling? - If you were to "break" under his care, rest assured it was completely unintentionally. But, he'll still take your submission as a win. You're willing to tell you love him, you're willing to marry him and live a life with him, and that's all Spirit needs. He loves you so much ♡
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nibeul · 3 years
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Please I want to know more about your clones 🤔🤔
I am so late to responding to this but GLADLY!! I love gushing about them though I have so many (like 50 I think) so I will try to stick to my main group ahh :)
Cross (he/him): Cross was my first clone OC ever, so he holds a very special place in my heart even if I do not draw him often enough. He’s a commander (CC-0044) and was present on Geonosis, though later returned to Kamino to help Alpha with the CC training program.
He got his scar in 21BBY and it’s actually not from the battlefield (none of his scars are actually from the battlefield). The scar comes from being whipped by a lightsaber hilt, which sounds funny out of context, but it wasn’t an accident.
He’s batchmates with @katanrocksketches ‘s OC Asch! The two were pretty close when they were in training, and Cross got his name before leaving Kamino. It was given to him because of his kind of uhhh, “cross nature” or disposition pfft. He softens up a bit between 22BBY-20BBY though the walls go up again after that :’)
Coming off Kamino, he was a stickler for rules and was not a big fan of clones tattooing themselves/dying their hair and whatnot (he didn’t even like having a name at first though his batchmates used it enough that it begrudgingly stuck). After meeting Sunny though, he lets him do one tattoo and ends up getting his number underneath his left eye. It is like, staying to how he believes they should be while also accepting that it’s ok to be individual.
Cross’s favorite color is red because for him, red represents Ando (my Padawan OC) and they are very close (NOT IN A ROMANTIC WAY. He sees Ando as his little brother or kih’vod to protect).
Cross actually does not know a lot of Mando’a because of his belief that they should not try to be seen as individuals. He distanced himself from anything that he considered “individualization”, and Mando’a was included in that. Sunny teaches him a little bit later down the line, and Ando also teaches him and Ten (another clone OC of mine) some Togruti, too
Part of Cross’s strict disposition comes from being subject to Priest’s death circles on more than one occasion (I might retcon that to Adral—a mando OC of mine—because I hate KT Ugh).
By the end of the war, he carries a lot of guilt. He loses a lot of the people he’s closest to because of his actions/orders, and he uh. Doesn’t live past O66 :’) he does get a very quick.. redemption.. arc.. kinda..
Sunny (he/him): Sunny was my second clone OC made around the same time as Cross, and he also holds a very special place in my heart :) I really love clone medics, there is just something about them that makes my brain go brrrr. I also think the irony of his name is great
Sunny’s name was originally Sers, but after writing him for a few weeks, I changed it because I thought Sunny fit better. His name was given to him by his batchmate, Aran, and while he vehemently protested against it, the name ended up sticking. He won’t admit that he actually likes it (though the tattoo and painting of his armor say otherwise anyway)
Sunny is the CMO of the 409th Corps (my OC military group basically). He’s a Lieutenant (or at a rank around there, definitely a CO at the least) and he does not back down. Ever. Even the people who outrank him will fall into line if he tells them to, Jedi included. He is not afraid to pull rank as a Medic, and his resting bitch face can be very scary
On the same line of thought as the rbf, he is basically perpetually scowling. He does not look approachable at all
Sunny loses the entirety of his batch on Geonosis, including Aran who he holds onto while he is dying. The Jedi leading Sunny’s company was.. not accustomed to war and failed to adapt when it was needed. Because of this, Sunny doesn’t necessarily harbor a dislike of Jedi, though he does not really trust many of them in leading positions. He also does not like that there are kids being put in the role of commander, he does see many Padawan deaths (he later comforts a dying Padawan that he was close to, I think I wrote part of that scene for myself and it was kinda upsetting oof) —> he gets his tattoo/paints his armor in order to honor his dead batchmates
Throughout the war, Sunny gets seriously injured only once after going down in an LAAT (where he nearly ends up dying too). Boost finds him, though he’s kinda accepted that he’s not gonna make it (I mean he does but it doesn’t look like he will for a bit). After Flip (younger clone OC) dies, he doesn’t really care if he kicks the bucket either :’)
Sunny is the only one out of my main gang to make it past O66. His chip doesn’t work at all, though he has to fight through his brothers (aha, the only ones who are still alive that he is close with) in order to save a Jedi youngling that was in the medbay at the time. After that, he goes on the run with the kid (clone dad clone dad) and offers his services as a doctor in the outer rim in order to keep them afloat
Boost (he/him) (she/her) [either or, there is no real preference]: Boost has gone through a lot of changes design wise. He started out as Dax, but then Dax became another OC, then she was Boost, though she had kinda short hair that was pushed back by a headband, then his hair was buzzed, and now we are finally at long hair Boost. Idk how to describe, but she is very shaped I think
Boost for his nickname from bear hugging his batchmates and lifting them off the ground when doing so. Also from fucking around in training where he threw another one of his batchmates in order to get from one ledge to another. All around just a name with silly origins that she liked and decided to keep
Boost and Sol are batchmates!
Boost is very tactically intelligent. She’s good at thinking on her feet, sees the bigger picture before focusing on details, good problem solver, etc. He is an ARC after all, there is good reason for his status and rank as a Lieutenant. That being said, he can also be very very stupid in the sense that off the battlefield, he’s oblivious. He does enjoy being the jokester of the group, and he sometimes plays up his dumbassery for jest, though yeah, a lot of people assume that he is not smart because of his demeanor which is very wrong
Boost is terrible. Terrible at braiding her hair. Sol is the best at braiding it, though she would never admit that even if everyone knows it. He started growing his hair out once they were off Kamino and hasn’t stopped since despite the fact that is technically not within regulations. Cross turns a blind eye and Ko (Jedi General) could not care less for inconsequential regulations like that
Boost is really good with kids, but good in the way a uhh.. chaotic uncle/auntie is. He’s a lot of fun to be around with, and being around kids makes him even more rambunctious than usual. He can be what is considered “childish”, pulling pranks and everything but like, he is very emotionally mature and knows when to be serious. Again, a lot of people kinda just boil her down to “dumb” which is really wrong, though it doesn’t bug him a lot.
Boost has a big sweet tooth!! He loves getting sweets when they’re on Coruscant, which they actually tend to visit frequently enough because of Ko’s status as a Sentinel (and also because Ko benefits what the Republic sees as the “propaganda machine” as a prominent General with a good track record).
Boost is romantically involved with @buttsalsa ‘s civilian OC Esta. I reblogged some art of them the other day, they are very cute :D
Boost doesn’t make it to Order 66 :’) I actually wrote out his death and cried after going back to read it LMAO It was rough
Sol (he/him): Sol was made as a package deal with Boost, and I feel bad because I think he gets overshadowed a lot but he is kinda like the rock for the group. When he dies, things really start to crumble but uh!! That is a sad thought for another time. Anyways, like I said, he is basically the rock and also a voice of reason for Boost’s shenanigans
Sol got his nickname after reading through some flimsi that their trainer had given him. He didn’t know if it had any meaning, but he liked the way it sounded and immediately began using it. Boost quickly picked up on it and the rest of their batch was very supportive
Sol loves reading. He specifically likes reading history, and Ando slips him what he can (fun fact, when Sol dies, Boost returns to their bunk to find a couple of holobooks that Ando had left and breaks down aha.. pain). Whenever he doesn’t feel like keeping Boost from causing trouble, he just sits in a quiet corner and reads his books while everything erupts in chaos around him
Sol’s favorite beverage is tea which Ko introduced him to. He has a few boxes he keeps with him when he can, and he shares them with Boost sometimes though he has to add a lot of sugar/honey in order to do that. If he could drink tea all the time, he could. On the flipside, he absolutely loathes coffee and doesn’t understand how Sunny can drink multiple cups on a day
Sol is kinda like the person that everyone is friends with even if they don’t realize it. He’s like.. the perfect emotional pillar, kinda the therapist friend in a group that desperately needs therapy. He’s more of a listener than a talker which is why it’s easy to overlook him, but he insists that he doesn’t mind much. That being said, it’s only once he’s gone that people start to realize just how much he did (aside from Boost who already thought the world of him)
Sol is also an ARC trooper, having gone through the training program together with Boost. He doesn’t have the same tactical knowledge that Boost does, but he’s good at mediating, long range combat, and also working through plans (he’s pretty meticulous). He and Boost balance each other out well, since he is like the “slow and steady” one out of them.
Sol is the first to go out of the main four (second out of my bigger group of six). He and his entire platoon are wiped out in a massacre as a result of false intel.. man :’)
Anyways, thank you for enabling to ramble about my ocs ToT I honestly just needed to infodump shdjf
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quinintheclouds · 3 years
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YES YES YES YES YES
Spoilers for RWBY Volume 8 Chapter 6
THAT WAS SO MUCH MORE THAN I HAD EVEN LET MYSELF HOPE FOR
It really looks like this is the Volume the writers realized how many answers we’ve needed for years and years, and is answering them now. I wish it’d come sooner, of course, but since they can’t go back and fix the pacing or writing, I’m really impressed and optimistic about how Volume 8 is going!
BUT MORE SPECIFICALLY
I would like to GUSH about how they handled the Oscar and Ozpin scenes. We have needed, nay, BEGGED for this sort of development, and it’s finally here. There’s too much I want to rave about so bullet point time! 
[Note: I love the farmboy so this wound up longer than expected -- have a read more for your scrolling convenience -- TL;DR at the end]
We got confirmation that Ozpin has been pleading with Oscar to let him take over so he can burden the pain and torture instead. Oscar is the one refusing, choosing to take it himself because he knows Salem and Hazel will be much harsher on Oz. I thought that was the case, but I’m so glad they addressed it because otherwise we’d be wondering why Oz hasn’t offered. It does make me wonder, is Oz still able to take control without asking? Oscar was able to fight it in vol 6, and he’s come a long way.
Hazel is holding back -- at least, Oscar says he can tell that he is. This would keep in line with the battle at Haven, when Hazel was suspiciously playing defense and stalling by letting Ozpin monologue, then letting Oscar give a little protagonist speech... I mean, it sure doesn’t LOOK like he’s holding back. Look at this kid:
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moving on before I cry,
Ozpin suggests he take over and try to escape.
Oscar says no, he has a better idea. “This is our chance.”
Oz: “Hm. Maybe you’ve taken one too many hits.” I like this for two reasons: one, because it gives us a taste of the ol’ lighthearted Ozpin humor we’ve missed since he’s been gone, and two, because it shows that he and Oscar think differently. They have different thought processes, ideas, etc. Oz didn’t immediately know what Oscar was planning.
Oscar explains that Salem can’t take on everyone at once, and thus has been sending people to infiltrate all of remnant first, to attack from within. 
I LOVE that they had Oscar come up with this, because it is so in line with his character development in Volume 7. Not to mention how in volume 6 he was the one to figure out how to defeat Cordovin’s mecha. It’s cool to see him as a strategist, because while he’s a sweet kid from the middle of nowhere, he’s proven to be really smart and quick.
Plus, this gives him agency. People wanted Ozpin to return and save Oscar, but this is so, so much better. Oscar’s idea, Oscar’s choice, and Oz gets right on board. They’re agreeing to work together, despite their unresolved conflict. “Ozma learned the importance of living with the souls with which he’d been paired.”
AND THEN, A MOMENT I CANNOT THANK RT ENOUGH FOR:
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The captions don’t show it, but Oscar AND Ozpin said this in unison. Now, this and the few seconds that follow were a rollercoaster of emotions. Let’s break it down:
When they said this together, I was positively GIDDY with excitement: they’re leaning into the “like-minded souls” thing and calling attention to the situation! Surely this must be a sign that Oscar and Ozpin will indeed both exist when their souls are one, as they are both equally parts of the combination of lives that is Ozma. Well, maybe not equally (yet?). 
Then, my elation was replaced with dread. What if this was actually an indication of them “merging” in the way some of the FNDM interpret it will go, rather than how I think it does? Or what if that’s not what RT is doing, but what if the FNDM takes it as a sign Ozpin is taking over?? I can’t last the whole break without knowing!
AND THEN!!! Ugh, this made me so relieved. Ozpin says, in a slightly amused tone of voice with a trace of a laugh, “We certainly are similar, you and I.” YESSSSS more references to them being like-minded souls!! But still having differences!! 
“Maybe we have been presented with an opportunity.” I’m really glad they went the route where Oscar is changing Ozpin’s mind on things. Oz no longer thinks he knows best, and is allowing Oscar to come into his own. Now he’s seeing how far Oscar’s come and the person he is.
Related note: The commentary for the vol 7 finale said that it was Oscar’s speeches to Ironwood about fear and trust that made Oz realize he’s been keeping secrets and hiding out of fear, and inspired him to come back. This is so promising for Oscar’s character going forward.
[Side note: Would love more info on what Oscar meant in volume 7 when he said “these memories... you’re back, aren’t you?” because? Is he just referring to the scenes with things like how he talked about Atlas’ history as if he were there, or does he have access to Oz’s memories now? 2 chapters ago we saw that he doesn’t yet know the location of the Beacon Relic. So unless he was lying really well, he doesn’t have ALL the memories yet. So which ones does he have? RT EXPLAIN]
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I would like to call attention to the fact that Oscar smiled here. After Ozpin said they were similar, I was worried Oscar would react the way he has in the past: sad and conflicted about his identity, worried he’s becoming less of himself. But no. Like we saw in Volume 7, THIS is who Oscar Pine is. His development was his own, and we get to see that when Ozpin returned because Oscar had made him rethink his choices. Oscar Pine is more himself now than he’s been at any other point in the series. 
It’s really brilliant how the writers have used these last 2 volumes to show that Penny, the robot, is one of the most human characters on the show; and Oscar, the boy cursed to death and rebirth with a soul that was not his own, is one of the most individualistic ones. It’s just really cool how they’re playing with our expectations of the characters. (They’re doing great with Salem, too!)
[Side note: Penny’s soul/aura was given to her by Pietro, and they still have distinct personalities and identities. It’s possible that’s a parallel to Oscar’s situation, but I do feel the merge’s completion will result in one remaining soul/identity - just not a “taking over” situation]
Okay, that’s the last of that rollercoaster I mentioned. 
Time to get on a new one!
At long last, this episode finally gave us something we haven’t had since chapter 4 of volume SIX*:
*(I am not counting the one second of "Oscar." *glowy eyes* *Oscar blinks and is back in control* in the vol 7 finale)
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OZPIN IS BACK!!!!
First, HELL YES I WANTED THIS TO HAPPEN!!!
Second, wow, they can change really quickly now. At first it took effort and was super visible, then just shook Oscar up a bit with the glowy eyes, and now it seems almost effortless, seamless. The eyes glow and the transition is smooth. I like it.
We didn’t get to hear Oscar’s thoughts after Oz said “Oscar, please,” begging him again to let him take control. So we don’t know whether Oscar allowed it out of pain, exhaustion, their plan, or a decision to trust Oz and work together here. Alternatively, Ozpin may have simply taken over of his own accord. I wish the writers would give us more insight to Oscar’s thoughts, because those scenes already have him talking inside/to his own head, so leaving some of his thoughts out can seem intentional and open-ended, which could mean more dragging out answers, but I think this was fine. Not the worst case of this by far lol
WHEN! HE! SPOKE!
I was hoping for this with all my heart. Over the course of volume 7 in particular, we saw Oscar’s voice, mannerisms, and speech patters start to resemble Ozpin’s. However, he still sounds and feels like Oscar. Going back to Volume 5, heck, even Volume 6 (which is when we last saw Ozpin in control), the voice of Ozpin speaking through Oscar is similar, but distinctly different from how Oscar’s speaking now. So I’ve been theorizing and hoping, and it CAME TRUE! Ozpin sounds more like Oscar now, while still managing to clearly be Ozpin.
Right from the first “Hello,” it was noticeable. It sounded almost like Oscar. I know it’s the same voice actor when one of them is in control (same body, same vocal cords), but that just makes it even more impressive. This is the first time we’ve heard Ozpin’s voice speaking through Oscar since QRWBY yelled at him in the snow in vol 6. And I was NOT disappointed.
“Why do you follow her?” I’ll keep saying it, but he sounds so much like Oscar confronting Ironwood. 
“I know how you see me. But her? Look at what she does, how is she the answer, why not stop her??” This gives me serious deja vu to Oscar’s speech towards Hazel in the Battle of Haven (and his speech towards Ironwood in v7′s finale). That speech had given Hazel pause then, and this one does as well, now. Ozpin sounds angrier, though, more aware of just how far gone these people are, but knowing they can change.
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Hazel calls Ozpin out for the same thing the FNDM has been, and honestly, it’s been a long time coming. Hazel’s motivations are extremely misguided, Oscar was right to stand up for Oz/Gretchen at Haven, and the show really needed to reinforce the Ozpin-isn’t-bad-actually thing. Now it’s all out in the open. But it’s Ozpin’s response to this that elevated this scene even more:
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That’s it. Ozma has spent countless lives fighting a war that may be impossible to win. But if no one tries, no one will survive. The gods will destroy all of Remnant. Still, every single lifetime, he chooses to try. Like Oscar said in volume 5 (about Hazel’s sister but writing-wise also kinda about Pyrrha), “She made a choice! A choice to put others before herself. So do I.” Like-minded souls.
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AND THIS!!! Good gods I’m glad he said this. The show went way too long before anyone even questioned the “You can’t” answer from Jinn. Nora mentioned it in passing earlier, which I liked a lot (though this really should’ve been discussed in volume 6, but better late than never). But here? We see that Oz never gave up, never planned on losing, not sending people to a battle he “knows they can’t win.” While Salem is immortal, she is not infallible. Not even the gods were. Salem can be fought. Even Hazel has a moment of hesitation, perhaps even realization, before Salem enters.
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Salem manipulates Cinder, offering her the maiden powers she wants so badly, and Ozpin interjects. “You’ll only be helping her bring about the end, for all of you!”
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I just wanted to show these shots because again, just as we’ve seen Oscar’s mannerisms become increasingly similar to Ozpin’s, now that he’s back, we get to see the other way around. Look at the surprise and fear on his face. Look at how he widens his eyes and raises his eyebrows instead of narrowing/furrowing them now. Listen to the sounds he makes when tortured or thrown about. Listen to the desperation and earnest passion held in his pleas. He’s no longer hiding -- he’s being honest with the people who scare him most, and truly trying to help them see the light. 
[Side note: Cinder is not showing remorse in this scene, but I wonder how she’d react to Oscar, not Ozpin, being tortured. In the same episode, we have Cinder being tortured with a shock collar, AND we have Oscar decide to try to appeal to the humanity left in these villains. Last time we saw Oscar, Salem was torturing him with intense, almost electric magic. She might not care, but I wonder...]
ANYWAY I’m done for now. Have a TL;DR that wound up being long too
TL;DR: 
Basically, I’m super happy with the writers for the detail put into these scenes: 
they confirmed Oz has been begging to take over and bear the torture instead
had Oscar come up with an idea himself instead of getting rescued or immediately escaping
had Oscar view his dire situation as an opportunity, reminding us of his optimism and capabilities as a strategist
had Ozpin not know what Oscar’s plan was before he explained it (this might change as the souls become one, but it at least shows they think differently)
Oscar’s plan to appeal to the villains’ humanity and infiltrate Salem’s forces from within lining up with his volume 7 character development
had Oz trust Oscar and put his faith in him, which is progress for Oz
Oz and Oscar speaking in unison and agreeing to work together
Ozpin’s comment about them being similar, not the same
had Ozpin take control to speak to Hazel
Ozpin’s speech to Hazel and Cinder as parallels to Oscar’s speeches to Hazel and Ironwood, which CRWBY said were the reason Oz realized his secrecy is out of fear of trust, and Oscar’s points are what inspired him to come back.
Ozpin sounding and acting more like Oscar just like we’ve seen happen the other way around (though with Oscar, he’s holding true to his own ideas/morals, with Oz meeting him there)
established hope for some of our villains to defect, setting it in motion.
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shyneanon · 3 years
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Heyyyy so y’all know how I usually like to write HT!Sans but today I kinda wanted to write him creepy the way some people like to write him. I thought it’d be kind of fun to do that. Yandere, mwahaha. So I guess this is sort of an x reader fic but the feeling is not mutual.
That said, before reading: We know yandere-type characters are preeeeetty out of touch with reality and are obviously supposed to be unsettling. Meaning in this, Sans isn’t exactly paying attention to MC when she says “no.” It doesn’t get really sexual, but still, it’s non-con. So if that bothers you, maaaaybe don’t read this. Just felt it was fair to warn you guys, I don’t want to upset anyone.
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How long had you been down here?
You weren’t sure anymore.
As of late you had been engaged in an inner debate regarding whether you would rather be dead. You weren’t sure. At least if you were alive there was… a chance?... you could get home and eventually die there, happy.
But that was seeming farther and farther away. The memories of home were already fading. Amazing how the human mind becomes accustomed to its current surroundings, yeah? How quickly things become “normal.”
Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad if it was just you and Papyrus in this house, where you were currently chained up in the living room. He wasn’t so bad. Scary to look at, sure, but friendly, and relatively normal when it came to holding conversation.
It was Sans who made things so unpleasant.
He hadn’t done anything to you, it wasn’t like he hurt you. He was just… creepy. The way that his one red eye would just lock onto you and just… stare, unblinking…. It scared you. The look was intense. Too intense. You just wished you knew what he was thinking. At first, you’d told yourself he probably didn’t mean to be creepy. He had a big injury in his head, maybe it had screwed up his understanding of social norms. Stuff like not staring. And it only freaked you out so much because of the way he looked and how he didn’t need to blink.
But he freaked you out for other reasons too.
A couple of times he had approached you, and you’d thought that maybe he was going to strike up a conversation. You’d witnessed him have conversations with Paps before. That was when he seemed the least creepy. When he was just acting normal around his brother. He made some pretty messed up jokes but that didn’t really bother you too much. It just seemed like whenever he took notice of you he got really really weird. He’d sat down next to you, and you’d been a little nervous, but you had decided to try and start a conversation. Which had… kind of worked. Sans seemed fine with, uh… indulging you? Like he thought you just wanted to talk and was happy to listen. He made some comments, but mostly just listened. That wasn’t weird.
It was the touching that had been weird.
Again, he didn’t do anything to you, as far as you were aware he wasn’t some sort of sick pervert. But he’d just… started touching your hair, and even your face, the whole time his eye just locked on whatever it was his fingers were preoccupied with. He’d only seemed to be half paying attention to what you were saying.
You were pretty sure he’d even sniffed you a couple of times.
So from then on you’d just tried to pretend like he wasn’t there. He’d sat next to you a couple of times, probably expecting a conversation, but you’d just smiled politely at him and he’d gotten up and left, looking disappointed and even a little annoyed. He didn’t seem to mind when you spoke to his brother, though, so you didn’t think he was like… yandere, for lack of a more succinct term. So that was at least a relief.
Still, you did your best to ignore the sounds coming from the kitchen, of cooking. The times when you least wanted to talk to Sans were when Papyrus was out. Times like now. Sans was making a meal, and you could smell it, but you refused to say anything. He could take it as an invitation for more hair-sniffing.
Eventually the sounds of cooking stopped and you could hear him eating. Your own stomach felt kind of empty. But usually Papyrus was the one to cook meals for you. Thank God.
When Sans left the kitchen with a plate in his hand, you tried to ignore him… until he stopped in front of you.
“Hey,” he said.
Um.
“Hi,” you said.
He held up the plate. “I have food for you.”
“Oh, OK. Cool.”
He sat down next to you. Dude, take a hint. You could see that on the plate were medium-sized pieces of cooked meat. Instead of handing you the plate, though, he grabbed a singular piece of meat and then held it out to you. When you reached out to try to take it he pulled back.
What the… Is he mocking me?
You almost had to hold back a wounded response, but he then held the piece up to your lips and moved closer to you.
… O… oh.
“Um,” you said. “This is really nice but you can just hand me the plate—“
“Just eat.”
… OK. You opened your mouth and he slipped the food into it; once he withdrew you started chewing, not looking at him. But you could feel his red eye locked onto you.
Then you felt his fingers running along your neck, and you flinched.
“It’s OK,” he said. “I won’t hurt you.”
You said nothing, just turned when you were done with your first piece of meat. As you did he leaned in, breaching your personal bubble.
“I would never hurt you,” he said.
“Thanks, Sans,” was your only reply, and he smiled.
“Y… You’re welcome.”
He fed you the next piece of meat, sliding it in farther this time. Your lips closed around it, and… was his breathing picking up?
“You’re… pretty when you eat.”
The hell does that mean? Still, you smiled, albeit awkwardly. “Thanks.”
He got closer to you. Dude did not know how to read the room. You did not like him touching you and stuff. Still, one of his fingers started to twirl itself in your hair, like a fork twirling around in spaghetti to get it to wrap around itself.
Another piece of food. Yep… his breathing was heavier, fanning against your cheek. As if you didn’t feel uncomfortable enough, he leaned close to your ear.
“I like being alone with you.”
You didn’t like where this was going. “That’s nice,” you replied, doing your best to keep your responses curt.
Still oblivious to the fact that you didn’t like what was happening (or did he just not care?) he fed you more. You looked at the plate. There were only two pieces left. Once he was finished he’d probably get up and go. Hopefully.
He kept talking: “You make me think of a deer.”
You looked at him, despite your better judgment. Was… he talking food-wise? Did… did he want to eat you?
“So graceful, and gentle, and shy....”
One of his hands cupped your cheek.
“Like a little doe.”
His teeth a hair’s width away from your ear, he hummed.
“Can I call you that?”
You said nothing, not sure what to—
“My little doe?”
After forcing yourself to swallow your meat, you said, “Your little doe?”
That seemed to excite him. His pupil dilated. “Yes…. You’re my little doe.”
You leaned away, debating on whether to talk back. Sans carried a giant axe with him everywhere. Would he get violent if you protested?
He set the plate of food aside. Shit.
“Sans,” you began, and his pupil dilated more. His breathing got heavy.
“Yes… Say my name….”
Before you could say anything his arms wrapped around you and pulled you close. You started to shake. His brother wasn’t here to stop him. How far would he go without supervision? He wouldn’t… He wouldn’t go… that far, right?
Deciding you didn’t want to take your chances, you started to squirm, but it did no good. His grip was like that of a bear trap.
“Don’t be scared,” he said. “I would never hurt you. Never.”
He leaned in closer and you kept struggling. It wasn’t helping but you wanted him to know you were not on board.
Either he didn’t notice or he didn’t care, because his teeth pressed against your lips. He immediately started to pant, his pupil so big his whole eye almost looked black. He just stared at you as his teeth moved against your lips. When his eyes lidded in an expression that looked like he was getting high, you weren’t sure if this was better or worse.
“Mm-mmh,” he murmured, leaning into you more. “Mmh….”
OK, this was it. You were done. You started to push back. “Sans, st—“
“My little doe,” he breathed. “(Y/n)... my little doe….”
“Stop touching me, Sans.”
“I won’t hurt you. I won’t hurt you.”
He kept saying that like it was going to make you feel better. “I don’t care. I don’t like it when you touch me. I said stop.”
“It’s OK,” he said, although it sounded almost like it was to himself more than you. “It’s OK. You’ll like it soon. Just let me keep going.”
He pressed his teeth to your lips again. You started to worry. Again, he wouldn’t… go all the way, right? You began to realize that if he did, you didn’t have an ounce of the strength needed to stop him. Not to mention that you were chained to the wall. You kept pushing but he didn’t stop. He really seemed to think that if he just kept at it you’d suddenly decide you were fine with it.
“Mmh… Mine…. Just think about me….”
You tried to pull away but it didn’t work. Well, you certainly weren’t paying attention to anything but him, but not in the way he wanted.
“I love you… my doe….”
His teeth moved to your neck. You whimpered, but despite the obvious fear in it he seemed encouraged.
“I’ve been in love with you… since we met…. I’ve wanted this for so long….”
A purr.
“Isn’t that romantic…?”
A tongue you hadn’t known he had ran up your neck, and you swallowed, not sure if he was trying to turn you on or if this was a taste test.
“So good,” he muttered. Oh fuck, it was the latter.
He gave you another taste, moaning.
“I said I would control myself…”
You could see his large eye locked onto you again, wide.
“But I can’t control myself around you. Not now… that I have you all to myself. Not anymore.”
With that he bit down and you yelled. The bite was so hard it drew blood, and his tongue ran over the wound. Another moan escaped him.
He’s going to eat me. He’s going to eat me alive and he’s going to be getting off to it the whole time.
Now concerned for your life, you started to push his face away. “Get off!” you managed.
“It’s OK, my doe… I won’t eat you…. Not you….”
He moved your arms aside like it was nothing and nibbled your ear.
“I love you too much to eat you. I can’t imagine my life without you. I would die.” He leaned in, his red eye staring hard. “See how much I love you? I would die without you. I love you. I love you so much.”
He kissed your cheek, and you grimaced.
“If anyone tried to take you away… I would tear them apart.”
You realized just how much you were trembling. His words didn’t make you feel safe at all.
“Isn’t that so romantic, my little doe? That I’m so devoted? That I would kill for you?”
Getting sick of this, you hissed, “I’m not your little doe. I’m not your anything. Fuck you.”
He flushed blue, his eyes lidding again. “So… feisty….”
He kissed you again, his teeth gently trying to pry your lips apart. When you resisted he bit down, and took advantage of your small cry of pain to slide his tongue into your mouth. He groaned, his eye looking up and his movements slowing as he explored your mouth.
“Nngh….” He sighed, flushing blue and closing his eyes. His tongue found yours and he moaned again. “Mmh…~”
You remembered the large, jagged hole in his skull, and you reached up with one hand and hooked your fingers into it, tugging hard to the side. You weren’t sure if it would hurt but apparently it did, because he released your lips with a hiss of pain. You squirmed to get out of his grip but it wasn’t any looser.
“Why did you do that?” he asked, sounding genuinely confused.
“Because I want you to stop!” you yelled.
“But I love you. Can’t you see that?”
“I don’t fucking care! I don’t love you back!”
He didn’t take much notice. “Little doe... we’re all alone. It’s so quiet. It’s just us. Paps is busy and won’t be back for a while.” He leaned in. “This is the romantic moment that I’ve been waiting for. To confess to you. To tell you how I feel.”
He breathed against your lips.
“While Paps is gone, we can do anything. Anything you want. Let me prove how much I love you…. Let me make you moan for me. You don’t even have to love me back, I don’t care, just enjoy what I do to you. Just enjoy the feeling of me deep insi--”
You screamed.
This seemed to finally snap him out of it, because his look grew panicked and he clamped his hand over your mouth. “What the hell are you doing?! Don’t scream! If anyone finds you they’ll kill you!”
You pried his hand away from your mouth. “Stop touching me or I’ll keep screaming until someone finds me and kills me!”
He immediately put you back down, moving away from you. You made a point of wiping your lips and neck of all the unwanted affection, and you glared at him, moving as far away as you could. At least he seemed to want you alive. That was an advantage— perhaps your only advantage— against him.
“If you touch me ever again I’ll scream,” you told him.
He looked hurt, though that meant nothing to you after what he’d just done. He seemed to remember the pieces of meat that were left and, thankfully, slid the plate over to you.
“I understand,” he said, standing up. “You’re not in the mood right now. You’ve had a bad day. That’s OK. That’s OK. It’s OK. We can do this another time, when you’re feeling better. When you’re not upset. You’ll like it then.”
After one last glance at you, he left, muttering “She’ll like it then” to himself over and over. Once he was finally out of sight you curled up into yourself, resisting the urge to vomit. Creep! Sick creep!
All those times he had stared at you or touched your hair… Had he been planning this all that time?
You would tell Papyrus about this when he came back. You had the bite mark as proof.
At least you had Papyrus. But your inner debate was over.
You would rather be dead than here.
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transmalewife · 2 years
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I don’t want to bother you if you don’t want to do another SW meta, but if you don’t mind another TCW question: What did you think of Satine as a character? What about her relationship to Obi-Wan, and how it affects his character?
No bother at all, I had a few train rides to fill and I can't seem to make myself write any of my sw thoughts down these days but these asks are drawing them out of me so feel free to keep sending them in, though i can’t promise timely responses.
In short, I'm pretty ambivalent about her. She's nowhere near my favorite character, but I do think she's one of the most solid and important additions to canon tcw made. Maybe that's why I don't think that much about her, she fits the story, she's, even within the narrative, an echo of the past, and she doesn't infuriate me like some characters do, so she sort of just slides off my brain.
I don't ship her with Obi-Wan in the time tcw takes place, so i'm glad thats not what you asked. I am however a hopeless romantic so i do have a soft spot for the idea of a first love coming back into your life. They still love each other, because they learned what love even is together. They also hate each other because first loves never end well. They have more history than they know what to do with, they know exactly how far they can push each other, and will cross the line maliciously, just to get a rise out of the other, to get attention. They both behave like children in the first episodes she's in and i love that so much. It humanises Obi-Wan, and I love how a lot of stuff outside the movies is dedicated to exploring his own attachments and the ways he (doesn't) deal with it, which nicely foreshadows both his own attachment to Anakin letting him ignore all the warning signs, and also how he „taught” anakin to „deal” with it. Speaking of which.
That fucking conversation. That conversation in which obi-wan actually gives anakin an out, tries to get him to open up about padme, even showing vulnerability by admiting to loving satine which honestly for this man is like actual torture, and anakin goes full on parks and rec i have never had sex with anyone, anywhere, she's terrible, face wise monologue, goes shut up she's my friend. In an entirely normal and totally not suspicious way, and obi-wan goes alrighty then that's my parenting done for the week, back to my favorite place: denial. That fucking conversation is the best and worst thing to come out of clone wars. Because it makes everything so much more tragic if anakin had a chance to come clean, if obi-wan knew all along, but kept quiet to protect them. it makes them both so much more culpable, anakin for not talking and obi wan for not pushing. But of course this is clone wars so its done in the stupidest way ever.
But yeah it makes sense he wouldn't snitch on anakin when he'd just seen satine again, and was reminded of his own attachments. So I do appreciate the depth Satine adds to Obi-Wan’s character. Do you see the problem here, though? She is more interesting as a character arc for Obi-Wan than a character in her own right. Not only, there is a lot of interesting things about her story, just mostly. Because outside of Obi-Wan she kinda doesn’t stand for much. Like ok, for example her brand of pacifism is hypocritical and idealistic, and you could read that as an analogy and critique to the jedi’s values. But the story doesn’t bother to pause and point that out when shes calling for help and in the background her royal guard is shooting people to protect her. No, the irony only matters when Obi-Wan freezes up before killing a guy to save her, and i like how it reads less like noble warrior monk reminded of his vows and more like middle aged man ashamed of looking bad in front of his ex, because he doesn’t usually have any problems with this kind of self defense violence.
Women in star wars in general is a really interesting topic, and I do wanna write some meta about all five of them at some point. One thing you have to give them is the female characters, while few, are always extremely well rounded, and more importantly in this case, varied. No two women in star wars are the same, and none of the important ones are sexy lamps (although most of the ones in the background are), which is still tragically rare in the genre. And Satine is absolutely no exception. She is undeniably her own character, with a complete personality, a complex backstory and understandable motivations. It’s just a bit of a shame that this only ever seems to matter as a plot point in Obi-Wan’s story, but that’s something star wars loves doing with its complex and interesting female characters: torturing and killing them to further the tragedy of male characters.
And the thing about satine in particular is, Ok so remember how in that last one i said season 6 went off the rails when it started just regurgitating and reminding the audience of plot points from rots without really thinking through the consequences of idk the council knowing about the chips and the fact dooku put them there and not doing anything about it anyway? I think homage, references etc can be really fun when used well, but they only work as additions to a well plotted story, you can't start with the references and try to build a plot out of them. So whenever I think of Satine I do feel like someone is nudging me and going hey d'you get it? Her name is satine, Its like moulin rouge, she died in his arms there so that's what we're gonna do here. And I have to actively stop myself from rolling my eyes. I mean idk if that was ever officially confirmed as inspiration but come on. Anyway, because of that Satine becomes the opposite of most of tcw, an actually compelling character built on top of a profoundly stupid premise.
But, I’m not gonna say like, every female character that’s a part of a man’s tragic past is useless and sexist. Star wars does overuse that trope, and it especially feels weird paired with how satine does feel pulled out of someone’s ass the day before the script was due (by someone very good at bullshitting essays for great grades, sure, I say this as someone who has dabbled in this art as well, but that faint trace of wallpapering over holes in your reasoning is there.) but, there is an already established at the time female character I would have loved to see furthering obi-wan’s pain in tcw: Siri tachi. I need to finally read some of the books with her, bc the little i know is from legends wookiepedia articles, but she would have been the perfect character to explore the order’s fucked up views on attachment. I get that the jedi/politician parallel between anidala and obitine was important, but it does get repetitive after a while when the narrative keeps putting other jedi in very similar situations as anakin and going ‘see? This is what a well adjusted person would have done. Murder is bad!’ like. Yeah we know murder is bad. Maybe let’s explore why Anakin did so much of it anyway. slavery, right? Oh ok cool the council sent him on a mission to save a hutt’s baby, even though he was owned by a hutt when he was a fucking baby. Oh this time he has to pretend to be a slaver and sell his own padawan. Cool.
And I have mixed feelings of tcw’s treatment of the attachment thing, bc at times it seems to be more consciously and in its trademark very obvious way exploring how yeah maybe ‘love is bad’ is not gonna make for stable people (I KNOW i’m oversimplifying it’s 1 am leave me alone), but at times it does seem to lean hard into look anakin is bad because he’s in love. Here’s obi wan also in love but he’s normal about it like a good jedi. And i think siri in tcw would have been a great way to specifically explore the issues with the code’s rules on attachment, and not just the conflict of interest of a neutral detached knight in secret forbidden love with a planetary ruler, but without all the murder, see anakin, this is how you should deal with it. This is totally fine.
Anyway i’m gonna leave you with the last line of siri’s canon wookiepedia article that i think about every time i see someone saying there was nothing wrong with the code. I actually recommend the whole article it’s just one paragraph but very… poignant
“Kenobi then said that he only had to think about touching hands with Tachi at the Temple to think that he had deserved punishment from the Jedi Council.”
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