#but i know it makes no sense whatsoever

[raveartts]

didn't know what to draw and my mom said "draw a dragon" thus: Glory

#raveartts #dragon art #wings of fire #glory wof #wof rainwing #don't question the wing anatomy dear God I don't know what I'm doing #it looks fine at a glance until you try to figure out how it works #and then it stops making any sense whatsoever

[springlock-suits]

Au where Mike fucking died in that hallway and they made him possess the empty dog animatronic

#'mike wont let us take abby' 'we kill mike so he wont get in the way' 'abby wont play with us if we kill her brother' #'then we put him in an animatronic. then he cant stop us and abby can still have her brother' #'that sounds like a good plan with no flaws whatsoever lets do that' #fnaf movie #fnaf movie spoilers #i miss back when we would make aus n stories where the nightguard becomes an animatronic lets go back to that #theyre literally was a dog animatronic btw i dont have pictures but at first i thought it was bonnie #until i realized the red bow was like. a dog bone an a red ribbon #soo tempted to start drawing mike n abby as animatronics. the only thing stopping me is tired and lack of references #the doll animatronic in the movie reminded me of the doll animatronic charlie had in her closet in the novel series #and i know theres some doll on one of the frights covers too does anyone know anything abt that one? it looked like the animatronic as well #v nice to see a non sl human style animatronic. nice to know what those'd look like #actually makes a ton of sense to be a doll since freddy and gang are plushies #mike schmidt #abby schmidt #i wish we know what the feddy head saw trap was for tho #five nights at freddy's movie #five nights at freddy's movie spoilers #fnaf au

[thesherrinfordfacility]

do you think current crowley wishes he could go back to the angel he was and tell him that his nebula, his stars, will be safe, that he himself will directly help to save them, and not only the stars but also the earth and humans that that sparky other angel likes so much. reassure him that his efforts won't be for nothing, he doesn't need to ask questions!!! he doesn't need to challenge anything, because it'll all be okay and he can trust that everything will work out fine

but then also stop. calculate, and understand that in order for everything to be okay... crowley has to ask questions, has to go through what he did, the pain and rage and abandonment and silence that comes with it, it's inevitable - because if he doesn't fall, doesn't become the demon he is now, everything that follows will never have happened, he'll never experience humanity, never get to buy the bentley, or feed the ducks, or grow his plants, or save the world, or fall in love??? and actually consider if the fall was worth every bit of pain and rage and abandonment and silence... if, in exchange, he gets all that????

#good omens #this makes no sense whatsoever but it suddenly hit me that if crowley does magically find a way to time travel #or at least manipulate the past from the present #he probably could make it so his former self doesnt ask questions - no matter how illogical that would be #illogical in that it would create a paradox (ive watched dw i know that's a Bad Thing) BUT to not do it would mean #accepting that the fall was worth it??? unreliable narratorship or not thats a tough pill to swallow #anyway ignore this

[blaseballbrainrot]

I'll admit I don't know much about game or web dev but I can't help but wonder if some form of scope creep is part of what ended up killing blaseball. I've been thinking about it for a while, they rebuilt the entire sim, the entire site, made more complex unique art assets, made an app, massively expanded their team, etc. But after almost 2 years of waiting the sim was buggy, the site was inaccessible and unfinished, the app never even released, something was going wrong somewhere be it in their management, attempted scope or something else. I got the overwhelming impression that a lot of if not most of the dedicated fans would have been fine (or happier!) with just a new but similar sim on the old site like the short circuits, and personally the 3d assets while nice didn't feel very blaseball to me (and that's leaving out the argument that could be had about them leaving less to the imagination despite fanon interpretations being a huge selling point)

I can't help but wonder if they made a lot of these decisions just to make blaseball bigger or more marketable, despite being directly after the entire message of expansion. It still breaks my heart that something as powerful to so many people as blaseball ended the way it did, it deserved so much more than what it got and I'm still grieving and I know it's not a simple situation but until if/when TGB releases more details about their decision all we can do is speculate I suppose. I might just be in denial trying to come up with reasons it shouldn't have ended this way

#does this make any sense whatsoever #im going through some Other Life Things right now so #im getting some frustrations off my chest for the catharsis #on the flipside i dont know if this is a terrible theory #tldr i wish blaseball didnt end and im sad #blaseball #rant #negative

[feelingtheaster99]

Marinette Dupain-Cheng deserves like an EPISODE LENGTH apology from the whole class for not believing her about Lila

Honestly especially Alya for constantly GASLIGHTING her about Marinette’s dislike and disbelief of Lila purely stemming from jealousy when the WRITING WAS ON THE WALL

#full disclosure #I did not finish season 5 so I am unsure about this #but I don’t believe ANYONE even apoligizes to her for a second #this whole Lila plot literally makes my blood boil #because it makes no sense whatsoever #and I know it’s a kids show but that doesn’t mean I can’t be mad about giant plot holes and poor choices for characters #cause Alya is supposed to be her best friend #the person she trusts with her secret identity before anyone else #and Alya is a either a TERRIBLE and/or a STUPID friend to Marinette when it comes to Lila #like you believe that Marinette didn’t steal or cheat or push Lila down the steps #but you don’t believe Lila is lying??? #and you know marinette is LITERALLY Ladybug but you don’t question Lila saying Ladybug is her best friend??? #make it make sense #alya cesaire #marinette dupain cheng #miraculous ladybug #miraculous class salt #THE SCENE IN WHICH ALYA AND NINO DENY BOTH MARINETTE AND ADRIEN ARE TELLING THE TRUTH BECAUSE ADRIEN IS “too in love makes me so mad #lila rossi #mlb #miraculous season 5 #ml revelation #ml class salt #ml salt #Alya should have an episode length apology to marinette like by HERSELF #the LYING DISEASE plot hole also grinds my gears #makes zero sense

[skoulsons]

Joel feeling like a failure and feeling the need to apologize to Ellie, even over things he can’t control, is, I think, very much an anxiety thing. And also comes down to who you are at your core. Even him telling Tommy, “I have to leave her,” because he doubts his capabilities in being able to protect her in the long run and believes she’ll be better off without him

Joel loves hard. He loves really hard when he does. He loved Tess, despite his inability to show it to her the extent I think we all believe it was. He loves Tommy, we know that. He was willing to drive cross country just to make sure he was okay after three weeks of radio silence. Maybe not loved, but he sure started to care about Henry and Sam and was willing to let them join he and Ellie on their journey to Jackson. And he loves, loves Ellie. More than he’s even comfortable with. (Un)willing to leave her, shove her away from him, even if it means she’ll be safe, as much as he wants to keep her right next to him, held against his side

But what comes with loving someone, what comes with having a heart like this, and what comes with this fear of the well-being and safety of those around you, is a striking belief in your inability to do for them what you believe you should do. It is blaming yourself for things out of your control when they come up in the others life. It’s believing you’re responsible for…nearly everything about them. It is caring way too much about them that you want to take that pain upon yourself to relieve that person of it. And it, in turn, makes you believe you’re not good enough when you can’t. Incapable. Unworthy. Along with the general mix of…not feeling adequate or good enough in general. You want to help this person in every way, but your belief in your inadequacy creates such a debilitating sense of understanding of what you really want and who you are

But, I say it’s an anxiety thing because of believing that person will blame you for something that’s out of your control. That because you couldn’t stop something that, frankly, is completely out of your control and responsibility and could’ve never stopped in a million years, you find a way to blame yourself and, in turn, think this person will also blame you for not being able to stop it. Because you care too much and are too freaked over protecting them that your understanding of how they feel gets completely warped. That you think they’ll lash out and cut you off. That they’ll be angry with you for what you couldn’t stop. And, out of the fear of believing that could happen, you take it upon yourself to apologize. To try and take it and place the blame upon yourself. To try and keep that person from becoming angry with you

And we know Joel (I think??) took anti anxiety meds even Before. That he was forced to cut it immediately, worsening it tremendously. And with how hard he loves, especially Ellie? That’s a nightmare for mental health. His fear over her life and well-being. His belief in his inability to protect her due to how afraid he is. How he’s failed at protecting her innocence, something that is inevitably out of his control because of the world they live in. How he probably blames himself for Ellie watching Henry off himself. Something, again, he could not control because Henry threatened his life. And nearly Ellie’s. And he tells Tommy he has to leave her because he believes he’s incapable and unworthy of protecting her. Maybe it is his age and hearing. More than that, I think it’s a mix of this anxiety and his golden love for her that makes him think it’s the right thing to do

People like this, like me, need a lot of convincing. Convincing and reaffirming that not everything is on us. That we can be taken care of. That we can take breaks and don’t have to hold the weight of the world on our shoulders, and I think that’s exactly what Winter does for Joel and Ellie. For Joel to, in my opinion, view himself in this light and to shove her away and for her to come running back, holding his hand and telling him, wordlessly, that she is there to take care of him. She’s there to convince him, “it’s you and me. Rest, let me take care of you.” To reaffirm and comfort him through it. Sure, he’s forced to rest bc he’s basically comatose, but it applies to at least the beginning. That his probably last real moment of consciousness before he wakes in episode 8 was her coming back to take care of him. To show him that it’s not just him

#maybe this is just 3am me projecting #which it VERY well could be #but idk I was thinking about joel and anxiety and my fingers just typed things #so who knows if this makes any sense whatsoever #if it doesn’t please act like I never ever typed this!! #the last of us hbo #tlou spoilers #joel miller #ellie williams #I feel like there are things I mentioned here that I did not connect back to but I am very very sleepy so I apologize for that #this feels like a school essay that I didn’t do an outline or a rough draft for #and I just handed it in when I wrote it all the night before

[whyamiherewhosummonedme]

I gotta ask, do survivors really hate playing against modern Skull Merchant? I find her aggressive setup playstyle really fun, and putting drones in unexpected places and then mindgaming survivors into going through them and injuring themselves I find super duper fun. Other setup killers like Trapper, Hag and Singularity rely really heavily on maps, while SM is workable most places (which is great for a dumbass with absolutely no ability to remember map layouts lmao)

Point is, I think that in her current state she's super fun. I played a round when she was first released and yeah, it was kinda lame, but I gave her another go recently and got completely hooked, pun entirely intended. I still see a lot of people hating her though and I try to make matches fun for everyone, so. Is she actually unfun to play against? Or is it just a bad reputation?

#dead by daylight #dbd #skull merchant #this is a genuine question btw! i really enjoy her weird aggressive trap kit she has now #but i see a lot of people despising her pretty violently and don't really get why outside of her (admittedly pretty shit) original design #i know. dbd community is the fucking worst. don't pay attention to it #but also I wanna know any specifics that survivors don't find fun to try and play around #that way we can all have a good time in this silly fuckin slasher game and this lame ass elon musk ass bitch! #(she is SUCH a dweeb i love her so much. she makes no sense whatsoever. girlboss behavior tbh)

[eric-the-disposable-demon]

yeah but what if crowleys tears are holy water so crying hurts much more than it should

#Good omens #I know this makes no sense whatsoever but my brain decided it hates me

[anachronistic-falsehood]

oh my god dude. sorry i'm gonna have a homestuck interlude to classpect qpac and his role in the narrative because i'm thinking about him

he's. SO Page of Hope coded. he's so page of hope fr. his class being a Page makes so much sense because throughout homestuck, every single Page are all people pleasers. they're walking doormats who rarely stand up for themselves. they feel like they can't do anything right, so they sit down and shut up half the time so they don't do anything wrong. and his aspect being Hope makes so much sense because like. Hope is about optimism and doing right for right's sake and helping those who are down. he holds optimism as his greatest shield even when things are crumbling around him. it's so important to him!!!!

but also being a Page means that he lacks his aspect in a way, and his journey will be long and arduous before he can see the fruits of his labour, and when his efforts pay off, MAN it will pay off. there are so many times when he has just seemed to have completely given up hope. he's been broken down again and again and again and you can see the peak of that during the risus pills arc, when he was so out of it he was actively suicidal. but somehow he keeps bouncing back!!! he found the cure anyway, he left it for Cellbit, the guy he's terrified of, and he saved himself and Forever. he will step between something that scares him and something he wants to protect even as he cries and shakes and sniffles the whole time.

the thing about Pages is that it takes a long time for them to reach their full potential, and there will be so many bumps in the road before he even comes close. but when a Page finds that potential, they can be one of the most helpful, powerful, and dangerous members of their session. Pac is an extremely useful member of the server, he's extremely skilled, he just doesn't see it, and he can't reach his full potential as a Page until he can recognize his own accomplishments. the only problem is that when Pages reach their full potential, they have a tendency of dying right away. when Jake faces Aranea in Game Over, when Tavros stands up to Vriska, they both die almost immediately.

Pac and Jake "yes and" everything because they don't want to be a burden, and Pac and Tavros don't know how to face the people who traumatized them. the inaction of Jake and Tavros is what ultimately leads to their deaths at the hands of the Light players who hurt and manipulated them. (coincidentally, i also see Cellbit as a Light player, a Prince or Bard of Light, but that's for another post!!!) Tavros didn't stand up to Vriska sooner, Jake couldn't say no to Aranea, and Pac folds as soon as Cellbit, one of his greatest fears, is in front of him with a knife.

Tavros and Jake forgive people who hurt them no matter what they've done. Pac has faced his own Light Player and died multiple times at his hands in both Purgatories, and now after a brief interrupted apology, they're supposedly just fine. Cellbit doesn't mean to be, but he is Pac's own personal Serket.

the difference with Pac though is that he is like if Jake or Tavros got a well-rounded continuation to their character arcs. his story isn't done!! it's still going!! he's getting there!!! he's getting more confident, he has support from the people around him, and i think eventually he can break this doomed-by-the-narrative cycle that fully fledged Pages seem to have.

#qsmp #mcyt classpects #sorry. i got carried away. u know how it is with classpect brainrot i'm sure <3 #so sorry for putting homestuck shit in the tag bro (<<is not sorry whatsoever) #i get very carried away with classpect analysis i just think about it way too much #rotating classpects in my head all the time always #anyway. it's bedtime. buenas noches <3 #edited bc i had things to add GIRL I WASN'T DONE!!!!! #of course part of the doomed by the narrative themes pages have is a result of hussie's biased writing against jake and tavros #but in a meta sense it also applies to qpac because ccpac loves making his cubito suffer <3

[officesupplied]

all my aftons (except ms afton) are transgender

william is transmasc, this adds to his "I have to be better than everyone else, I am better than everyone else" shtick, due to not being "correct" in the eyes of society.

if elizabeth hadn't died, she would've been nonbinary,

nate (cc) would've been genderfluid,

and michael's too busy to deal with gender.

nate and mike were from ms afton's previous marriage, which is why william has a bias against them. elizabeth was adopted after they married.

#rambling #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #afton family #i dont know #theyre all trans #does any of this make any sense whatsoever #its 1:50 AM #im a tad tired. #just a little.

[thethingything]

having dissociative amnesia and repressed trauma is kind of like being made to take part in an ARG but the clues are things like having random unexplained triggers and vague flashbacks, and you know solving the mystery is gonna make you feel like shit but eventually you just sort of end up having to do it anyway

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #trauma #system stuff #god I hope this post makes any sense whatsoever #I think we've stumbled on something our brain didn't want us to know but this is a regular occurence so y'know #either our brain will decide it's not actually time to deal with this yet or we'll get thrown headfirst into processing it #but that's fine we've somehow managed to cope with everything else we've unrepressed up to this point so I'm sure we'll manage #this year has been wild so far in terms of suddenly having to face various trauma and triggers head on though

[sleepless-crows]

sometimes i just want to throw up because the people around me are so self centered and ignorant on purpose

#nobody will stop buying from starbucks and mcdonalds #and they will literally humiliate me because i said i do not want to eat that freaking chicken nugget #when people ask you what you want to be. shouldnt it be less about your career and more on the change you contribute to the world #im so sick of everything im not even making sense #im so angry at my friends and my family but they dont feel any guilt whatsoever #and theyre good people. i know. but. theyre not

[vigilantewives]

He constantly eats, and she's uncomfortable?!? (i say with sarcasm).

#marry my husband #kdrama #its crazy cus she knows minhwan; like she died because of him 10 yrs from now with sumin by his side #yet jihyuk literally being a decent guy no nefarious motive whatsoever is sus to her make no sense!? #and i aint out here saying she shouldn't feel the way she feels #it's just from the outside it sounds so stupid #because she knowssss #is it cus he's higher up as a boss? because of the two losers who wont let u live and wanna control u?

[snoppy]

I'm sorry but I think its good that tom is saying stuff that makes you all uncomfortable. I think everyone is a little too willing to make him the hurt innocent underdog

#not able to articulate it fully which is why its in the tags #but however downtrodden he may appear he's still one of the large club of white men governing the show #and the gay shadowing and his relationship with shiv made him oversympathetic to most of the audience watching #but this man is not a victim like whatsoever 💀 building on that post i reblogged today #the entitlement is something ever present in the way he interacts with shiv #and something interesting i notice is how its only ever with shiv and greg #who are people he can control in a romantic and professional sense #especially because greg is kind of a foil to shiv when it comes to tom #“i will not let go of what is mine” etc etc #and the subservience to shiv only lasts as long as she's his only way into the family #as soon as he has an in with logan (janitors of idaho id say?) most of that stops #even in s1 as soon as the ships scandal comes to his attention he's all too happy to hide it + the ravenhead issue #my point is he's never been a good person and idk why any of you are surprised. especially don't know why the shiv haters have been arguing #what is basically reverse sexism 💀💀 #as if it wasn't abundantly clear from s3 that he exercises just as much & more control as her if he wants to #with the period tracking and the baby thing. #idk maybe i will make a better post clearly i have thoughts

[buffyspeak]

the story about valentine breaking jace’s fingers when he messed up on piano is brutal and heartbreaking…. but does he tell it to like. just anybody? or does he really trust sebastian that much?

#jace said today i will trauma dump #good for him #but like why does everyone so immediately trust sebastian #only alec has Any reservations whatsoever #and even that goes away #shadowhunters rewatch 2023 #jace wayland #sebastian verlac #i know he saved izzy #so jace probably trusts him because of that #but i don’t imagine they’ve bonded to the level it makes sense to just share this sorta thing #unless he’s Going Through It #whivh i guess he sorta is #abuse // #ask to tag #forgot to tag those earlier

[suddenrundown]

2024 is the year i will wrestle come back and haunt me into having a semi-coherent plot

#ive wanted this fic to exist for like 3 years and the fact that it still doesn't #is mostly due to me genuinely not knowing what the hell happens in it #but i want it to exist!! i need it to exist #and so it shall #you all will just have to forgive me if it makes absolutely no sense whatsoever ok? ok #and if its Awful? well we shall just never speak of it again!