#but i like giving myself smth to look forward to at the end of the week

[noxtivagus]

i'm out rn hehe

#🌙.rambles #JUST WATCHED A MOVIE W MY FAMILY #maybe i'll ramble abt that later n other stuff too #i'll check the gbf stream later but i see a new chara of erin n #grand michael n charlotta aaaa 🥺🫶🏼 #merry christmas eve.. wahh it really doesn't feel like christmas season this time around :<< #the year ends in like.. less than a week now? #strange. 2023 flew by so quick #i have a lot to look forward to next year but it'll be hard sob with having to prepare more for the future #i have to do a lot better. i'll fix myself #i really don't know what to write anymore #i want to give my friends like. personalized christmas gifts but i have nothing at all n it's already the day in a few hours #i'm quite at a loss as to what to do #for the past month ever since like. november actually #i've been feeling way more empty n lonely #even right now i'm just sitting down waiting bcs we're gna eat dinner in a bit or smth #out in the city #i. don't want to go all poetic abt it rn idk but #this feeling just. i can't really place my.. words on it i suppose but #it's loneliness. a certain emptiness i know well as loneliness #it's suffocating it's a certain warmth that isn't.. exactly warm it's not comforting #i feel as empty as the night sky i see tonight is devoid of stars #the moon nowhere in sight #i don't mean to be so negative but.. #i want to write it down. not for any particular reason. writing in any way anywhere just keeps me grounded #oh man i really really can't feel the christmas spirit this year #it just. feels rather empty. but your light gives me warmth #your words earlier 🥹 i rmber how warm n happy they made me #lilies. garden. moon. everything. i really want to write a letter to all my friends as a christmas gift aaaa but it's alrdy nearly tmrrw >< #maybe new year!!!! oh man it rlly feels like i'm chasing time there's so much i want to do. i'll do my best

[myname-isnia]

*randomly watch some youtube video about drawing*

*get inspiration to draw*

*open drawing app*

*remembers I can’t draw*

*:/*

#okay look #I can draw one thing #girls with neutral expressions from the chest up facing either forward or 2/3 or 3/4 #(​not sideways though :/) #I will admit that I’ve gotten pretty damn good at that even if the proportions still tend to be wonky #but drawing literally anything else? #usually I just shamelessly trace over a reference picture. not even try to copy it by eye bc I’m awful at replication #straight up trace over and mess around with the details in some places #AND BEFORE ANYONE COMES AT ME I MEAN POSE WISE I DON’T TRACE ANYTHING ELSE #I’m also not too bad at colouring but my shading needs a ton of work #so.. yeah. by all standards I can’t really draw #I also can’t draw facial expressions or poses or backgrounds or objects or interactions #or anything really #is it any wonder 90% of my procreate gallery is stuff I never finished.. #I know this is all my fault because I never practice what I want to get good at #I never do studies or draw smth over and over again to get better or anything #if I can’t draw something I delete the canvas and give up. end of story #ughhhhhhh. why am I like this #why am I physically incapable of putting in any effort whatsoever #and I dare call myself an artist #I don’t deserve that title

[toastsnaffler]

I wish I knew ppl irl who had experience of the same issues I have so I could talk to them abt it and they could empathise and maybe give some advice in a safe + non judgemental space when I'm particularly struggling again bc it comes + goes. but no I can't bring up half this crap even just as a topic completely unrelated to myself without ppl demonstrating theyre incapable of understanding/compassion + hold opinions that make them unsafe for me to talk to. great.

#tbf tho even if i did know ppl like that id still struggle to trust them or talk to them either way its just a Difficult thing #its okay tho im managing alright. if it comes to worst i mean its not even really that bad at the end of the day #just a lot of work that i then have to do alone to pick myself back up again. ah well. #who give a shit #ive done my laundry and food shop so i have the rest of my sunday afternoon free but i dont even want to do anything #nothing is particularly enjoyable rn. its a shame that i only get free time like this once a week but im often too depressed to use it #maybe ill just listen to some music for now and ill feel like picking up a game or smth later. ill work out in a couple hours at least #whatever. letting it wash over and past me #looking forward to going to work tomorrow bc at least i dont have to think abt anything i just do my little assays and trials #and then i get home and eat and im too tired to do anything but go to sleep. genuinely the ideal life #.diaries #maaan.

[piplupod]

i hate the video game/tech industry so much. why would this cord not hook up the controller to the PC. why do i need to buy another cord. why are the cords $40+ CAD. I can buy a brand new better controller for $40-60 CAD. I want to scream fsdjkl I just want to use a controller with my laptop and I /know/ my brothers have wired controllers somewhere that they aren't using (and likely haven't used for years) but they refuse to lend it to me. i just want to play video games to distract myself from this hell house BLEASE

#im so frustrated fjdskl like to the point of tears #i finally finagled this cord off of one brother and now it doesnt even work fsdfjkl i am so incredibly frustrated #i was really looking forward to playing like. two games. just simple silly games. with a controller #and now i cannot unless i want to drop $50 and i really dont want to drop $50 on this fdjsjgkl #i do not have an income!! and i havaen't for a year and a half !!! i am so disappointed and frustrated #why wouldnt they just make this cord work !!!! why is it only a charge cord !!! what the fuck !! there is a driver installed i see it !! #im just going to bed at this point fsfdjkl i had an awful dinner and got in trouble and now this controller doesnt work #i give up lmao i thought i would do smth fun and nice at the end to congratulate myself on getting thru the dinner without crying but RIP m #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[azulashengrottospiano]

fireplace

SUMMARY: It's snowing in the Devildom because someone messed up, and now you have to take shelter at the Demon Lord's Castle.

CHARACTER: Diavolo.

WARNINGS: None!!

COMMENTS: that someone was probably solomon. he made a food that changed the weather or smth idk. only he would do that.

~~~~~

“Are you still cold?” Diavolo murmured, scooting closer to you.

You shuddered as you clutched the blanket around your shoulders, the mug of hot chocolate Barbatos had prepared for you untouched. The fireplace in front of you crackled with life as the snow slammed into the windows of the Demon Lord’s castle.

“Yeah.” you shuddered, pulling the blankets tighter around your shoulders, “But I’m...thankful you let me stay here for the time being. I can’t imagine walking back to the House of Lamentation in this weather.”

“Why, of course!” he said, completely repulsed by the idea of leaving you out there, “Besides, this is an opportunity to have you to myself, if you don’t mind me saying so.”

You laughed, slumping over against his shoulder. Diavolo jerked at the sudden contact before resting his head overtop of yours, a soft smile on his face. 

“Of course I don’t mind, Diavolo. Though I must say. I should be the one that’s glad to have you to myself.” you snickered, soaking up his body heat.

“Oh! Really?” he laughed, face warming at the implication.

“Yeah, you’re always working so hard or wrapped up with RAD. We hardly get to spend time alone like this.” you sighed contently, snuggling closer to the Prince of the Devildom, “I’ve missed you.”

“Oh...” he felt his face grow even hotter at your confession, eyes boring into your form.

You were slumped over and snuggling against him as if he wasn’t the most powerful and influential demon in the Devildom, giving him the touch he’d longed for for years. The casual way you treated him was intoxicating, and if he had one wish to make he would wish for your treatment to never end.

“Is everything okay?” you asked, head tilted forward to look at him.

“Oh, yeah! Everything is fine.” he laughed, cupping your face tenderly, “I just...adore you.”

As he held you as gently as a man like him could, he tucked away this memory of you. Wrapped up in his blankets with you in his arms, the Devildom might as well have been the Celestial Realm.

#auburn's fics <3 #drabbles <3 #om diavolo x reader #om x reader #diavolo x reader #diavolo fluff #obey me x reader #obey me fluff #obey me diavolo x reader

[clemkruckinnie]

only you- opla!nami x reader

a/n-not requested! just a lil smth for my fav tangerine 💕💕 also luffy says lesbian rights

“Luffy, i’m telling you it’s not-“

“Talk to her!”He encourages you, shoving you forward. “It’s just Nami.”

He misses the incredulous look you give him, and before you can make a break for it, Nami’s looking up at you.

“Can I join you?”You manage to find your voice again. Nami nods, moving her hand from next to her so you can sit. The two of you enjoy the silence for a moment, watching your crewmates, your friends, and everything feels perfect.

Everything except the tension between you two, that is.

It had been so obvious that even Luffy had asked you what was going on. He was met with a snort from Zoro, a glare from you, and the conversation had ended there. That is, until he’d found you alone during the celebration of the victory against Arlong, put 2 and 2 together, and forced you to face what was between you and Nami.

There’s no way out this time, though. Not with you and Nami so close, and alone for the first time since she’d left.

“I missed you.” Aside from your question moments before, it’s the first thing you’ve said to her in private since your reunion.

“I missed you, too.” It’s a start.

“Your tattoo’s healing already.” You point out. You’d always wanted one of your own, having been too scared of needles to go for it. Your hand is hovering before you can even ask if you can touch it.

“Can I?”

Nami shrugs, “You’ve touched it before.” You remember when you’d bandaged her wound up, the act feeling vulnerable, tense, almost raw.

Your fingers ghost over the blue ink, tracing the shape she’d chosen to cover the last trace of Arlong’s grip on her.

“Beautiful.”You whisper.

“It’s simple.”

“Not just the tattoo.”

You don’t realize the words have left your mouth until Nami looks at you, through you, and you feel yourself freeze in place.

“I-“ You pause. You can’t say you’re sorry for what you said. You’re not, and never would be, not anymore.

“Why did you forgive me so fast?” Nami’s voice is uncharacteristically soft as she asks you.

“Everyone did, it wasn’t your fault.”

“You’re different.”

Nami’s bluntness almost takes you by surprise, but at this point you know her too well to be swayed by it. Her eyes give it away—she’s scared.

You bite your lip, your mouth wanting to move faster than your brain. It’s always been a flaw of yours, and you’re trying so hard to fight it off, so hard to turn what you’re about to say into something cohesive, but it’s too late.

“I can’t be mad at you. I can’t. Not when I felt the way I did the first time you looked at me, not when I felt like someone had taken a piece of my soul after Luffy told me you’d-“

You can’t tell if the memory hurts you or Nami more.

“The way I feel with you, I haven’t felt it with anyone else.” You explain. “And I think you feel it, too.”

Nami looks anywhere but your eyes for a moment, but finally looks back up again, big blue eyes gazing into your (e/c) ones.

“I do.” Nami admits. “That’s why I stayed away. You scared me.”

“I scared you?” You laugh softly. Nami nudges your shoulder, making you laugh again, louder.

“Yes! Yes, you did.” Nami continues. “You made me feel something new. I thought i’d taught myself not to feel strong emotions, but you made me-“ Nami trails off. “Not nervous. Natural. I looked at you and it was like we weren’t supposed to be apart.”

Your heart flutters at her words, smiling as the heat flushes through your face.

“I think that’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever said to me.” You admit, looking down at your hands.

Nami reaches over, taking your hands into hers, admiring them. She’d watched you fight like hell with these hands, and use the same ones to tenderly bandage her arm. Tough and strong, but tender and soft—just like you. Without thinking, she holds one up. Then, she presses a soft kiss onto your knuckles.

Your breath hitches as you realize the meaning behind the action.

Nami looks back up at you with that same vulnerability in her eyes. You can’t bear it any longer, leaning in softly, kissing her so delicately it’s almost like you hadn’t in the first place.

You ignore your crewmates’ cheers as the two of you smile, pulling away, foreheads still together.

You two will have a long journey together, but the One Piece has nothing on the orange-haired treasure across from you.

#i’m a little rusty but i love her #one piece #one piece live adaptation #one piece imagine #one piece x reader #nami #nami x reader

[queenofmistresses]

Hi!

If you haven't already written one x fem!reader fic with Colin with the "I miss you" scene from one of the teasers, could you do one then and have him call on her in a few days groveling or smth like that.

Anyway, no pressure to write it

A/N i’ve been fantasising about this since the teaser came out, absolutely I will write this thank you very much for the request!!

Spiteful

“The truth is, I miss you y/n.” He says, towering over me, it makes me scoff and roll my eyes. In truth, there is a part of me that wants to just give in and forget what happened, but the bigger -and more spiteful- part of me isn’t going to let that happen.

“You miss me but you would not court me is that correct?” I snap back, watching as it takes him by surprise and he looks at me confused. “I heard you at the end of last season, at my mama’s ball, saying you would never court Y/F/N.” Now he looks regretful but I’m taking none of it, I’ve had enough of being treated this way by him and the rest of the ton. “I am the laughing stock of entire ton no matter what lengths I take, it just never occurred to me that you, of all people, could be so cruel.” I practically snarl, something I never thought I was capable of, before turning and walking off to my carriage to take me back home.

I spent the next day as expected, waiting around for all of zero suitors to call on me. This season is shaping up to be just as the last, no prospects whatsoever. Looks like I will be a spinster as Cressida always said. I really had hoped to prove her wrong.

I didn’t even bother preparing myself for a potential suitor calling on me the day after, I knew it was pointless. I saw the lines of men pouring out of the houses surrounding mine, the most exciting part of my day was when breakfast was served. What? We have a great cook.

It’s the late afternoon now and I’m playing a game of chess with my papa, I’ve much improved recently and it looks like I might even win this time. Then I’m told I have a visitor, and my mama gets much too overexcited. I insist it is probably just a friend, a suitor would not come this late in the day surely?

Colin Bridgerton. Stood in my hall, looking like a puppy that’s been kicked rather brutally. Perhaps he feels like he has. He asks to take me to promenade and insists that he has brought his own chaperone. Honestly I think he’s acting rather strange. He had his opportunity to stop playing the pitying friend so why didn’t he take it? Why is he here?

He leads me to his carriage and, the gentleman he is, helps me inside. When we’re in the carriage I quickly realise that there is no chaperone. “I know how this looks but I swear I mean nothing untoward.” I level him with a glare, waiting for some kind of explanation for hiding wildly inappropriate behaviour. “I needed to talk to you in private and this was the only way. I- I need to apologise. I was wrong at your mama’s ball, I shouldn’t have been so cruel. It was unfair and- and it wasn’t because I think badly of you.” I raise an eyebrow, wanting to interrupt his ramblings but allowing him to continue. “I spent all of yesterday pacing around trying to figure out why I did it, why did I act that rash and respond the way I did. And I figured it out!” He looks at me almost excitedly. I gesture for him to continue.

“Go on then, why did you say what you did?” I ask flatly.

“Because they were right! Or at least I wanted them to be. Y/n I would be lucky if you allowed me to court you, I just had no idea that that was even what I wanted. The whole summer I was away I was consumed with thoughts of you. Every letter I wrote to you I prayed that you would respond, every day I didn’t receive a letter from you my heart would ache, and I had no idea as to why. Why it felt as though my very soul was missing you, needing you. I tried to ignore it, convincing myself I was merely homesick.” He scoffs at himself, he’s so far forward he’s barely on his seat anymore. “I have never wished to be home the way I have wished to be with you. You took over every part of my life, so much so it was inescapable, and truly, it became addictive.” He stares me dead in the eyes now and takes my hands in his. When did I stop breathing? “I know I have been cruel, I know I am not deserving of your forgiveness, let alone your love, but I beg you. I beg you take pity on me, let me try to make it up to you. I would give you the world if you asked for it, I would grovel at your feet in front of the entire ton if that is what you wished, you’ve become my reason to breathe, my reason to live, my everything. I could not carry on knowing I had hurt you so without paying penance for what I’ve done. Please, allow me to make it up to you.”

A pull in what air I can manage, trying to stop the tears streaming down my eyes. Even the most spiteful parts of my mind do not speak. Only a small part of my mind, one I have pressed down for many a year now whispers, ‘kiss him’. But I won’t, I won’t take that risk. What I do do though, is squeeze his hands gently. I try to muster up some kind of coherent sentence but I don’t think anyone could after that. I nod. “Okay.” He looks almost shocked, as if he didn’t just recite the most beautiful love confession I’ve ever heard to me. “Just, take it slow, okay?” I manage to get out.

He laughs, triumphantly, and squeezes my hand even tighter, thanking me far too much and swearing he will be the best suitor ever known. I believe him.

He does take me promenading, his mama chaperoning. It’s one of the nicest days I have. Now a part of me is really glad that the spiteful part of my mind couldn’t let it go.

#colin bridgerton #bridgerton #colin x reader #colin bridgerton x reader

[hp-hcs]

Lipstick part two when ??😭😭😭

when i work up the courage to write and post smut, lovely 😭😭

hate myself for writing this but yk wtv i’ll enjoy hell

this is filthy in my mind but i’m also ace so- this is probably prudish to y’all ngl

•smut• What Went On in the Supply Closet (Pt. 2 of lipstick) — yandere! Draco Malfoy x gender neutral! Gryffindor! reader x yandere! Enzo Berkshire

the boyos have a fwb thing going on fyi, thank you to the anon who suggested that. you’re a real one, homie ✊😔

gender neutral reader with no anatomical descriptions! YOU’RE WELCOME

(to my taglisters! i haven’t tagged anyone in this post because of its content. if you’d like to be tagged in any future smutty shit, send me an ask or dm or a comment or smth. i don’t wanna make anyone uncomfortable, so if i do end up making a smut taglist, it’ll be an opt-in kinda thing rather than opt-out. know your limits and triggers and stay safe 🩶)

[SMUT AHEAD. MDNI.]

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“Shit, darlin’,” Draco gasped, pulling back from the kiss. He was breathless, his chest heaving with exertion.

Enzo’s eyes had gone dark and his breathing had gotten heavier. He barely waited for Draco to split apart from you before he took over, kissing you hard with reckless abandon.

Draco waited impatiently, barely giving Enzo a minute to kiss you before he was dragging him off by his collar.

“Not in the hallway, dipshit. Closet, right there.”

“I wouldn’t have thought you’d ever choose to go back into a closet, Dray,” Enzo mumbled under his breath, yanking open the door to the supply closet and guiding you inside with a firm hand.

Draco tugged the pull-chain of the single lightbulb hanging from the ceiling, the dim light doing fuck all to illuminate the room.

After Enzo shut and locked the door, the three of you just stood in a tense silence, staring at each other. You were all daring each other to make the first move.

“So why- why now?” You asked, breaking the moment of silence.

“What?” Enzo murmured, a hungry look in his eye as he slowly took a step forward, then another, effectively backing you up against the wall.

“Why now?” You repeat, the pitch of your voice raising minutely as your adrenaline spiked. “I mean, why not ask me to the Yule Ball or something?”

“I thought you already had a date, love?”

“Yeah, but it’s just Harry.”

Draco practically growled.

You furrowed your eyebrows at his odd reaction, confused until he rested his hand on your hip, gripping your flesh tightly—possessively.

“Oh, I get it!” You gasped out with a sly grin as his grip tightened. “You’re both jealous of Harr-”

Draco clamped one hand firmly over your mouth.

“Get his damn name out of your mouth,” he hissed threateningly, crowding into your space further.

You gulped, your cheeks heating up under his hand.

“Enzy, think we oughtta show our darlin’ how much better we are than Potter?”

Enzo nodded in agreement, wasting no time before leaning forward to smack away Draco’s hold on your hips and grab them both for himself, quickly seizing your mouth with his own.

You let out a tiny noise at the obsessive way he began to run his hands over your body; gripping your waist, your hips, your thighs. You held onto his shoulders for dear life as he stole your breath away with little regard.

You stifled a small moan. Draco must’ve joined back in at some point, because you could feel a second pair of lips sucking lazily on your neck and collarbone.

Whereas Draco seemed to prefer to go slow and casually, Enzo seemed frantic, his fingers fumbling and slipping on the buttons of your uniform shirt with how quickly he was moving.

Whereas Enzo was go, go, go! Draco took his time, savoring every second.

As if to illustrate that point exactly, Draco ghosted his fingers over your ribs, not quite making contact with your skin. At the exact same time, Enzo shoved his hand down the front of your uniform bottoms, grinding the heel of his hand against you.

You gasped into his mouth, your hands tightening on his shoulders and your fingers digging in at the two contradicting sensations.

When Enzo could feel your hips move, caught under the spell of those magical fingers of his, he smirked against your mouth, snickering at every little noise and gasp you made.

He pulled away from your mouth, ducking down to focus on a spot at the base of your throat. Draco swooped in, capturing your unoccupied mouth and smoothing a hand down the front of your chest.

Babbled pleas fell from your lips as Enzo’s movements sped up, his fingers knowing exactly where to twist and prod and massage.

“Pl- please- can I-”

“Ask Dray, sweetheart,” Enzo mumbled against your neck, a cheeky grin on his lips.

“Dray- D-Draco, ple-please!”

Draco pulled his hand away from where he’d been stroking your upper torso, pretending to think.

“I don’t know, have you really been that good?”

“Yes!”

His eyes sparkled with amusement under the weak lighting. “Say what I want to hear, doll. You know what I mean.”

You groan in frustration, ceding. “Merlin- yo-you’re b-better than Har-ry!”

“Come.”

At his permission you fall apart, your body all but going boneless as your eyes roll back in your head.

You panted for air, your eyes clamped shut, as the pair of boys drew back. Your skin was sticky with sweat, and you could feel the tacky texture of that damned lipstick everywhere.

Your eyes remained shut as you willed your legs to stop shaking. An odd noise broke you out of your reverie, and you slowly blinked, trying to make out shapes in the dimly lit closet.

You drew in a sharp breath when you saw Draco and Enzo sharing a kiss, smearing blue lipstick all over each other’s skin.

You blinked once more, trying to commit the image to memory, when you realized that the odd noise you’d heard had been a grunt from Draco, muffled by Enzo’s mouth. The latter had his hand down the former’s pants.

Draco yanked at the button of Enzo’s uniform pants, quickly diving his hand in to return the favor.

You watched through heavy-lidded eyes, your mouth hanging partially open as the two hot guys you’d just been making out with began jacking each other off.

Holy fuck. That’s hot.

~~~

Your trio eventually stumbled out of the supply closet, disheveled and stained with blue.

A familiar ghost was waiting for the three of you outside, bursting into raucous laughter as soon as he saw your rumpled clothes and lipstick-dyed necks.

“Naughty, naughty children! Naughty, naughty!”

Peeves let out another cackle, blowing a raspberry in your direction and immediately disappearing through the floor.

#harry potter #fuck jkr #hp #x reader #draco malfoy x reader #x male reader #draco x reader #draco malfoy #hp x male reader #enzo berkshire x reader #enzo berkshire #lorenzo berkshire x reader #lorenzo berkshire #hp x gn reader #x gender neutral reader #draco malfoy smut #enzo berkshire smut #lorenzo berkshire smut #slytherin boys #im going to hell

[chris-continues]

Random ideas:

Mermaid knives? 👀

Escape room together with Nai?

Clothing shopping with Nai? Maybe make him try goofy stuff for fun :>

What color wax do u think Nai would use the most for wax seals? I have a wax seal kit and I thought I'd try makin something that would be atleast similar to what Nai would make

Do u think he would ride a motorcycle?

(Sorry if this is alot.....)

Omg I want to answer all of these time for a load of hcs heehehhehheheh

Random Knives HC’s

So I couldn’t come up w much for mermaid au, but escape room Knives will plague my mind since I’ve been to an escape room once and I loved it.

Escape room

-he’d think they’re overpriced and whatever but Vash knows he likes murder mystery stuff.. so he supposes he can indulge him 

-he actually gets kinda into it but tries to hide it LMAO

-Vash will take him again to like celebrate smth (like passing an important exam or getting an internship somewhere he was really looking forward to) and they take you with them

-you get into it too and Vash helps to keep track of clues while you guys solve it

-you’re on his mind even moreso after that- your excited face after you found a clue, or a new lead, or how you peered over his shoulder cautiously to see what puzzle he was solving.. god.

-yeah the pining continues

Clothing shopping

-Nai doesn’t like shopping for brand new things- having to start adulthood far too early in poverty meant that he had to find cheaper ways to access necessities. Such as clothes

-hence why knives loves thrifting. He’s a goodwill god, if I do say so myself

-imagine sifting through racks together and you find a goofy sweater for him. (You suggest he wears it and he scoffs- good naturedly, but with a bit of playful fire nonetheless).

-you find some cute things while he’s looking for whatever he needs- usually not much, however on occasion he needs more professional wear, or he’s looking for Vash

-I do think you’d mostly be sifting through clothes in minimal silence- he brings his headphones to listen to a podcast. You’re listening to the same one, he has excellent taste :)

-you brush forearms as you shop, shuffling beside one another awkwardly in the cramped area of the aisles, faces a bit flushed from your proximity

-guess what? The pining continues

-thrifting is something that brings you both comfort when not outside your home though. It’s a routine that happens in your relationship- when you’re both in a shopping mood, that is. In happenstance, if you feel like spending the day in and Knives has to run errands, he will definitely look for you more. This shirt reminds him of you, or those shoes. You’d like that.

Romantic letters

- @coffinbeananteiku (aka Sam) is the one that came up w/ the wax seal color hcs!

-she mentioned that Knives would overthink the color meanings and end up choosing either black or white (I’ve mentioned it once on my blog I think) but definitely give them a follow! I love her ideas a ton :D

-for my own thoughts? Knives loves the flow of writing in cursive. He almost never does on schoolwork, to make grading easier and neater, and he usually types anyways

-but his handwriting is elegant and direct in its own way, complimenting the utter devotion in his words as he writes to you. It’s easier for him to piece his thoughts out delicately onto the table before placing them onto the paper, sealing it once he’s read it 2-3 times (or more) and leaving it at your doorstep- as is routine for whenever he drops off letters.

Motorcycle?

-BWANAHAJAJAHAHAHAAH *cackles* no of course not/lh

-you think after he lost his only parental figure and his brother having lasting health conditions + the loss of an arm to a car accident, he’d be adamant on nothing as dangerous as a motorcycle

-you are in fact correct in that assumption

-Wolfwood rides a motorcycle though, Vash rides with him. And when Knives caught wind of the news, he was furious. How could Vash be so reckless?

-It’s weeks before Knives fully cools down, but it’s got a lasting effect on him. He needs alone time. For several days. He’s enraged.

-once he finally talks to Vash he’s biting his cheek roughly, hands grasping the arm of the couch tightly. “You do know it’s dangerous, correct?”

-“And I know you care-“

-“I do.”

-it’s a disagreement that Vash knows is plenty reasonable from his brother, and it never fully simmers.

#chris writes #trigun stampede #millions knives #knives millions #drabble #fanfic #knives x you #knives x reader #Nai x you #Nai x reader #fluff #romance #Trigun #college au knives #nai and vash #college au vash #college au #vash the stampede #angst #car accident injury #trigun college au

[ask-sarah-and-co]

Heyyy everyone! This is the blog’s one year anniversary/my bday raffle! (posted on my bday and going through the anniversary !)

Hope you like these designs! I had to physically restrain myself from keeping all of them hhhhh

Entering stuff:

Liking this post! +1 entry

Reblogging this post! +1 entry

Saying your favorite moment on the blog so far or giving me advice on something to improve with! +1 entry

Following the blog! +2 entries (new followers welcome! just don’t unfollow after this is all over! also mention where you’re following from somewhere if you’re reblogging to a side blog!)

Making one fanart of any char from the blog! +3-5 entries (per raffle)! in the post please tag me and mention that it’s for the specific char in the raffle! Different amt of entries decided on size, color, etc. Also a note: if like only one or two people make fanart in the raffle pool, I will probably remove those entries to make it fair 👉👈

Please mention who you’re entering for in your rb, you can enter for as many/few as you want!

Design rules (for dalkia and lunaleo specifically):

May be used for whatever, mark me as creator if on toyhouse and if on tumblr, tag me on the ref page!

Minimal design changes are ok! Changing the whole design is not.

Basic dni, please don’t involve them in any overly nsfw type things, maybe ask if you want to do smth involving violence/gore.

Design rules (for Alida specifically):

May be used for whatever, mark me as designer/creator if on toyhouse and if on tumblr, tag me on the ref page!

Please don’t change her design. I really like how I did it, and I’ll explain more about why.

Basic dni, please don’t involve her in any overly nsfw type things, maybe ask if you want to do smth involving violence/gore.

Details about Alida!

She’s designed to be a ship kid of Hendrik and Jasper, therefore a Cobalion/Yveltal hybrid.

You may keep the lore of her being their child if you specify that she’s from an alternate universe. (Please message me if you decide to do that.) It’s only optional, of course! She can be her own person with an eerie similarity to them, hehe.

Her weapon is called a swallow (not related to the bird I think). They’re pretty cool and kinda like a spear/sword hybrid! You should look them up if you end up getting her!

Personality wise here’s some info you can use! It can be changed or removed entirely of course! She’s overdramatic and overconfident like Jasper, and has his natural charisma. That is, until she tries to do something intentional like flirting. She gets all awkward, like Hendrik! Contrary to Jasper though, her over the top personality is really to disguise her true insecurities with herself.

Style wise (can be used or changed etc) she prefers to dress more modernly! Unless she has do wear a skirt/dress, which she hates. She also tries to make sure that all her outfits have that smoky gray collar, so she stands out more.

This raffle will end on May 11th at 8AM est! I hope you guys look forward to it!!

#birthiversary celebrations :) #raffle #art raffle #ooc #pokeask #pokemon ask blog

[piraticusdorm]

hi! apologies for suddenly barging in but could i ask for bobee’s opinions on bonnie and kath if that’s ok? 👉👈

"Kitty's just adorable! You just wanna pet and pamper him when you see him, right?" "With everyone's energy running high it's nice to have someone calm to relax next to, and thanks to them I don't have to break fights by myself when Lottie's not around~ Our role's often work together. I'm sure the next ad-lib will be fun too, I'm looking forward to work with them."

I think they'd along tbh! Similar in that they're peaceful types but while Kath prioritizes others, Bobee looks out more for himself. Smth smth "setting my feelings aside for the sake of peace" vs. "helping keep peace for the sake of my feelings". Smth there with Kath being hard to detect when moving around and Bobee disappearing suddenly for funner pastures. + Bo probs pets his sheep in a row and then Kath bc tehee fluffy hat. Only if they're ok with that tho! Oh also ofc the "damsel in distress" and "innocent child" roles just. hand in hand.

.☆.

"Bonbon... why, she's a delight! I love playing dress up together. I used to be dressed like a doll myself, and still do for the stage, so I've been giving her aaaall kind of pointers~ We'll overload her cuteness by the end of the year!" "Now that my singing is better we've been swapping the names of our plushies. I've still got a long way to go, hehe~"

plsplsplspls doll friends. it would be so cute. fr the first time Bo saw Bonnie he got a full body shiver he tried to hide with a strained smile. Bo probs still jumps a little if Bonnie makes some mechanical whirr he doesnt expect, but overall, he's like a little boy with a new doll. Oh the styles he loves but can't pull off are absolutely getting put on Bonnie, at least for an afternoon. and vice versa! Mmh I mentioned before abt Bo taking a villainess role during some angst conflict (he doesn't wanna work with the hero for a bit fufufu) but he'd def also use that chance to push Bonnie to try being the damsel, or heroine even! It's fun to try new things, and it'd be a hit to switch roles and give smth fresh to the audience. Smth smth also Bo loves his sheep plushies DEARLY and totes gets Bonnie. Sometimes you need something not-living to pour your overflowing love into without the risk of it getting bored of you or abandoning you that people have and that's normal and usual and he isn't coping ok he's sure Bonnie would agree if asked not that he would open up that deeply but surely sUREL-

#lkfkfd pls no at all!!! these r so fun i missed doing them!! :3 #would it be ok to ask back? 👀 #asks #bobee ovidio

[a-wondering-thought]

i'm listening to speak now(tv) and i had thoughts

so hear me out, but what if instead of it being another women who wanted to marry the man like in the song, its a story abt two queer women and the woman who is marrying the man is a closeted Lesbian/Sapphic woman who was marrying the man because idk family/peer pressure but in reality was in love with her best friend(who is openly bi/pan/ommi/sapphic? idk which one, but she likes women) and doesn't realise until either like a couple of days before or the day of the wedding and by that point doesn't feel like she can cancel the wedding so she just go's along with it, and its the man who uninvites the best friend bc idk maybe a grudge or smth but the best friend go's anyway bc she's in love with the bride and doesn't know the bride loves her back but she go's anyway bc it her bff who's getting married and she's gonna support her regardless and wants her to be happy, so then its the day of the wedding and they are all getting ready and i have two different endings but the first one is that like the mother of the bride/bridesmaids has to go get something/meet someone or something and so the bride and the best friend are alone and the bride sort of tells the best friend how much she doesn't wanna get married(and maybe tell her she likes someone else???, i haven't decided) but then they are interrupted bc the mother/bridesmaids has come back and the bride go's with them to idk finish getting ready and the best friend is very worried and confused for her friend bc she doesn't want her to get married to a man she doesn't love and be unhappy (up until this point the best friend had thought the bride was in love with the man) but she go's to the venue where the wedding is happening(probably a church but i'm just gonna put venue bc idk it might not be a church) and sits down and then fast forward to when the preacher says, "Speak now or forever hold your peace" and then the bride looks at the best friend and the best friend is like i'm in love with this woman and i don't want her to be stuck in a marriage with a man she doesn't love and if she will have me i'd like to marry her and spend the rest of my life with her There's the silence, there's is my last chance so the best friend stands up her hands are shaky and all eyes are on her and the best friend says " i object, *brides name* if you really wanna do this i wont stop you but you are my best friend i have seen you laugh i have seen you cry i have seen you angry, happy, anxious every emotion and the one i dislike the most is sadness so if this is going to make you unhappy then i beg you reconsider bc you deserve the world, if only i could give it to you and being in a marriage with a man you don't love is not going to make you happy, and what i'm about to say might make you hate me and if you don't want to see me again after this i will listen to you but you need to hear me out because the truth is.. i love you. i love you more than words could say, but you are my light in this dark miserable world and you understand me in a way on one else ever has, even when i don't understand myself and i'd like to think that even if there are oceans between us we would find our way back to each other, so please don't wait, or say a single vow run away with me and i'll marry you even if we only have paper rings because you are the best thing that ever been mine", the best friend looks around and see's Horrified looks from everyone in the room but she ignores them all and looks at the bride, anxious for what her reaction might be, and the bride is staring right at the best friend open mouthed and is looking like she just won the lottery but also like she might have a mental breakdown, and then she looks down at her bouquet and then back at the best friend before dropping the bouquet and rushing towards the best friend and smiles "i could never hate you, it would be like hating the best part of myself because the thing is, you're right i dont want to get married to anyone but you because, i love you. and then they run away from the venue and live happily ever after.

#what be even better is if they were secret lovers in the 1700/1800s who where forced to marry but then eloped together #welp its so long #how did it get this long #i think i got possessed #idk anymore #anyway #this all came from me listening to speak now #and took like 2 hours to write #so yeah #taylor swift #speak now #speak now taylor’s version #vi screams into the void

[wrongcaitlyn]

Hi! Do you have any tips for outlining a story?

The one I'm currently trying to work isn't cooperating with me when I try to use the methods I've used before

How do you outline? and do you have tips for what works for you?

(And I just wanna add that I really like Dear Reader, you're doing a really good job on it! and I am always looking forward to get to know more!)

hi!! yes, i do!! after writing a few multichaps, this is just what’s kinda worked for me, but know the writing in general is different for everyone, so i think the best advice i can give is keep adjusting what you’re doing until you feel that it works :)

that being said, my main tip is just to start large, and *then* get smaller. focus on the main events first: where are you starting? where are you ending? what big plot points occur throughout the story?

so for talk your talk (the first fic), i’d start with these main ideas (also, for me, i divided things into years, but depending on your timeline, that may instead be months/days/weeks, etc

2015

sep, meeting jason/piper

dec, solangelo get together

2016

june, haunted

sep, getaway car

2017

grammys

june, doomsday

and so on - these are just the bare skeleton events of what i wanted to happen each year

and *then* i narrow it down, and i try to do a chapter by chapter outline just for the next few chapters- these are just a list of scenes that i want to get through, but a lot of the time they’ll end up being completely changed- which is good, bc the outline should be adjustable!

for greatest of luxuries, this was one of the chapter outlines i had in my docs

Chapter 7 (january-may)

studio work at apollo household, nda3 planning, delphi records thoughts (video recordings?)

nico’s birthday

columbia archery world cup in april

austin gets accepted into juilliard (post?)

greece concert

will passing out pre-finals

as you can tell, chapter 7 didn’t even make it to january. these events ended up spanning over the course of two more chapters, but it helped to have a sort of idea of what kind of scenes/events i didn’t want to miss, and the general timeline of those things

then the final step is right before i start writing the chapter - i write a little list of scenes/events i wanna do which can be smth like “seven excerpt, apollos reaction” or “kayla article”

again, sometimes this isn’t final. but that’s okay, bc my outlines tend to just be lists, and i’m very bad at figuring out pacing before i start writing- i trust that once i start actually writing the chapter, i can get more of an idea of how long the scenes will be, and ask myself if i have to cut a scene, or add another scene to the chapter!

this is just what works for me; as of now i have the next 6 chapters outlined, though that’ll most likely go more into another 10 or so chapters bc i tend to underestimate how much i end up writing😭

i hope this helps!! and thank u so so much for the ask and i’m so glad that you enjoy the fic!! it’s my pride and joy tbhHDKS

#wrongcaitlyn #talk ur talk asks

[universe-requests]

Got any college tips?

Ps make it lengthy

Yeah! Note that a lot of this will be based on my own experiences as someone w ADHD at a large public university, and may not apply necessarily to you!

Academic Stuff:

even if textbook readings aren't mandatory, if there are associated sections/readings w your classes, you should read the textbook. there is a ton of stuff in there that's not gonna be covered well by your lectures, and you'll benefit from the additional context and examples you get from reading

make calendars and to-do lists weeks in advance. if your classes have syllabi with schedules, put all their deadlines onto your calendar. from the calendar, write down what you want to get done each day. i usually try to do 1-2 assignments every day. i do this usually a few weeks to a month into the future, so that i know what i need to get done each day. if you need to push an assignment, you'll know what you have to do for the coming days and can balance where best to put stuff you couldn't complete.

go to office hours! if you start an assignment and do what you can on it b4 going to office hours, you'll be able to better ask questions on what you're confused abt. for some of my harder classes, i went to office hours sometimes twice a week.

you may need to change your major! that's okay. i changed mine like 2 or 3 years in and had to do an extra year to make up for the change. i was afraid to "give up" on my first major (biomedical engineering), but if i'd switched sooner, i would've avoided needing to take extra time. if you do end up switching a bit later like i did, it's not the end of the world tho! it's more money obv, but this major has been much easier for me n i've made way more friends in informatics than i ever made in engineering

apply for disabilities if you think you'll need accommodations! i originally tried to go without them n realized that i was depriving myself of resources for no reason. having extra time on assignments n exams improved my grades bc i could take the time i needed!

Friendship Stuff:

compliment ppl on things like their fashion, hair, phone cases, pins, or backpacks! this is a great way to start a conversation and get a conversation flowing and i have had multiple friendships start just by giving a compliment and then continuing to chat from there

start/join campus discord servers! it's a great way to meet ppl in your classes or your building. i've made multiple friends thru discord servers for my classes, and you also get to work thru assignments or clarify things together

hang-outs don't have to be big plans. you can just msg ppl if they wanna get food at the dining hall n sometimes that'll evolve into a bigger hang-out if you end up wanting to go do smth after!

Mental Health Stuff:

if you're living in the dorms, you'll probably feel rlly scared/sad on your first night or even first few nights abt being on your own n such. both myself and my therapist sobbed our first nights in the dorms! but it'll get better n you'll feel more confident doing things by yourself/being away from home as you go

the first year can be rlly tough to adjust to. i was so depressed i was sometimes peeing in my trashcan bc i couldn't get myself out of bed. now, i'm doing much much better! as you go, you'll get better at your time management skills and knowing your limits and coping w frustration/anxieties

as much as possible, go to events on campus. go to plays, movie nights, clubs, concerts, craft nights, game nights etc. n don't feel afraid to do it by yourself! it's fun to have things to look forward to and get yourself out of the dorm and making sure that you're eating meals (bc if you're already out, you might as well eat)

#college #ask #long post

[blueberry-macaron]

who said the reverse love square would be better? Who the hell said lets have Adrien fall for Marinette during THAT moment, lets have Marinette fall for the guy that can't take a hint she doesn't like him despite the fact another timeline of the very dude gave her trauma, and just them being together is the end of the world in three different time lines while dad of the year is still the villain? Why is the audience in for this same people square when it got uncomfortable by the minute in season two going forward?

It's a mess and I hate it😭

Marinette is so, so deeply traumatized by what's been going on in her love life, I don't think she would ever allow herself to date again because everytime she does, something bad happens. The chat blanc timeline was the worst one for her. If I were her, I couldn't imagine falling in love with this guy (and if I did, I would bury those feelings deep down and never ever pursue him).

The writers wanted to make their relationship challenging but they went wayyyy overboard with what Marinette has to endure that I think giving up on her crush would be the best option for her. Her relationship with adrien consisted of making a fool of herself and be embarassed about it, her relationship with Chat was dealing with his temper tantrums, his codependence and watching how the world got destroyed. And now the boy who has turned white and destroyed the world is literally her only option and only then, her feelings suddenly changed out of nowhere because he suddenly put his game face on during akuma fights. As if the other temps haven't done that ever. How convincing.

And the statue scene... ugh.

Look, I too have written plot lines like this where one person didn't know the other one was there (bc they were hidden or disguised or smth) and they declared their feelings to the other person unknowingly and that's how they got together. WHEN I WAS 12. Back then I thought this shit's the most romantic thing ever, now I cringe at myself. The writers apparently have never grown out of this and it shows. And if that was the point where Adrien's feelings have changed... why was this never mentioned? And I don't mean hints that he has looked at her some way because this show is the master of tell don't show, meaning that I expected Adrien to have a moment to say anything about it, like "huh, Marinette kissed me... that wasn't bad actually" or "wow Marinette's such a good friend... and such a good kisser". I didn't get that vibe that he acted different before and after the staue scene at all. You can't tell me he had feelings this entire time, not show it and then expect me to buy it.

For the love square to fully work, it had to reversed (or completed, however you wanna call it). I understand why they went that route. But they're also ignoring a ton of problems without solving them and it just ruins the whole thing. Like, the developement is so over the place and unbelievable that if they hadn't put in the umbrella scene, which was the scene where everybody started shipping them, I think the love square wouldn't have been nearly as successful. Their developement made people walk away from it, and that's pretty telling of the writing skills here.

#ask #anon #ml salt #love square salt #writers salt #this shit basically wrote itself and they still messed it up somehow #that in itself is a special talent

[johaerys-writes]

I love ur disaster fic soso much and any mention of it ending already has me sobbing crying biting wood ABSOLUTELY DISTRAUGHT 😭 ur updates have always given me smth to look forward to n idk how ill continue w/out them🥹🤍 may i ask how close we are to the ending given the current chapter?… just to prepare myself for the grief 😔

Aaaaahhh anon I wish I could give you a big big hug right now, I'm so glad you've been following and loving my fic, it really means a lot to me 🥹 also I'm RIGHT THERE with you on the grief of the ending, I really don't want to reach the finish line and I am DREADING it already 😭 We still have... maybe 4 or 5 chapters to go? maybe a bit more or a bit less but thereabouts I think. Which seems too little if you ask me 😭😭 gah I just don't want to let them go like at all at all

#disasters au #patrochilles #i'm just NOT READY