#but i look absolutly fucing terrible in them

[somecraydude]

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#emma took pictures of me when we were at the river #and she like did it on her own which is cool #like she acknowledged my existance #but i look absolutly fucing terrible in them #just fucking rough #and i know thats just how i look #but god #wow #fuck #hate that so much #now my dysphoria is RAGING #and i dont fucking know how to talk about my body #in like a sexy way #cuz none of the words feel comfortable #but i want to so bad #🙃 #honestly why would she even send them if theyre that bad #literally no one would think those were good pictures #im so fucking ugly #you have no idea #literally because i dont want you to #i want you to think im hot and dont care #personal