#but i really think wont be passed

[miusato]

Lmao so I finally done drawing a lineup of P3 cast in my Highschool AU. Call them wokesona or something ahskskskskasosk

#i really need to figure out an actual name for this AU i cant keep calling it wokesona to myself privately forever 🥲 #anyway Aki's costume is like the least y2k here cuz I cant recall anyone wearing jumpsuit as fashion at that time #but shhh mom said i can be cringe online today so like I was thinking that Aki doesnt really have a lot of new clothes in his wardrobe #most of the time he thrifted it or its a hands down from his foster parents or something #but it doesnt really matter his fangirls doesnt care that he is out of date when it comes to fashion #all they know is that boy is hot and they're the reason why Aki has terrible sinus because they wont get his name outta their mouth #anyway again this isnt their permanent clothes hhh its more like a guide for me for everyone's style #i was envisioning that if this is an actual cartoon that nick somehow decides to greenlight #it would be something like 'as told by ginger' where everyone changes clothes in every episode #anyway now that I get this outta my way I can finally go through my request hsjsjaka bUT FIRST //passes out and sleeps for 1 millennia #asukart #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 3 portable #yukari takeba #mitsuru kirijo #fuuka yamagishi #aigis #aigis persona 3 #kotone shiomi #minako arisato #persona 3 femc #shinjiro aragaki #akihiko sanada #makoto yuki #persona 3 mc #junpei iori #00s highschool au

[moeblob]

She can transform into a dragon and then falls in love with a man on a mission to slay all the dragons he finds. Who then begins to travel with her brother and his friend and keeps hearing about how "my sister could kick your ass" and he tries to keep his sister away from the dragon slayer because that's a risk he won't take.

Then the sister ends up marrying the dragon slayer.

The end.

#my characters #i am working on fanart but not enough energy to finish the stupid thing so you guys get ocs today #dragon slayer is actually ex-royalty and isnt anymore simply because his entire kingdom was destroyed by dragons #when he was young and after that he just got consumed by the need to make sure it never happened to anyone else #he lost his entire family and the entire population and lost hope in fate p much #then he starts traveling with mr national geographic on dragons and eventually meets his sister #while she is in dragon form and the guy bs's uhhhh this is the family messenger dragon! means no harm! #she was just leaving in fact !!! and then the family messenger dragon reappears to save the trio and looks really smug about it #so the dragon slayer is like fine your family dragon gets a pass #and he meets her in human form a few times but it doesnt really register that shes the dragon #and when he watches her change for the first time hes like oh thats why you think she could kick my ass #anyway she falls in love at first sight so yeehaw it works out #and final note is the brother is named vikrahm and her name is shilva while dragon slayer is #simply dubbed pops by their friend adlyn and then dubbed old man by vik #bc he wont reveal his name

[prommytheus]

prosecutor doodle page

#simon blackquill #sebastian debeste #taka #i wont bother tagging klav since hes like barely there #i really like my hc that simon also went to themis and was friends with some of the underclassmen (klav and sebastian) #so it is featured here #anyway uh. i want to write a fic about simons time in prison but its just diary entries describing stupid ass shit hes done to pass the time #like kicking blaise debeste in the nards and climbing fences to befriend crows yknow. simon stuff #also pride flag taka because i think its funny to imply simon owns a lesbian flag purely for the purpose of putting it on his bird

[welcometoteyvat]

jing yuan and yanqing are giving zhongli and xiao if the latter’s canon relationship was Actually fanon’s made up father figure/adopted child dynamic

#idkkkkkkkkkkkkk who looks at zx and is like 'you know what. this is a healthy parent child relationship' #like girl by fitting them into father son boxes you are actively making their relationship imbalance Worse #if you do that and dont shy away from it i respect that but if you say dad/son makes their relationship more wholesome or whatever like WHY #now i wont deny shippers might do that too but i see the dad son version so much i think im just averse to it by default #also because i think father son makes people actively Try to make their relationship something that its not and it erases a bunch of subtlet #subtleties in it. it's the nuanced r/ship -> entirely unproblematic and flavorless r/ship that i hate #also the number of people who'll block if you ship zx. like damn thats crazy you guys really think theyre father son (fake)??? #at their peak they're like. 4000 year old guys who have too much history and repression and some weird entanglement of 'nah im bothering him #too much' and 'gotta protect him w my life' complexes. and then this devolves into theyre never gonna kiss until 3000 more years have passed #listen they just Contain Multitudes idc if you dont ship it just dont make it into dad and son and we will be so gucci #jing.yuan and yanqing are like different i think mostly bc yanqing is actually like a minor and jing yuan is also a normal ish person #plus the light cone and the abouts?? yeah this is an actual like adopted parent/child thing #also good or bad news i caved and am now playing hsr. the plan is to pull yanqing and then go on infinite hiatus in the game 👍 #JWKFLJWEK i dont think theres really any draws for me besides him. personally neutral on turn based combat and the open world isn't giving #the only saving grace i have rn is 1) ive gotten to the part where bron.seele is real and man theyre gay 2) trailblazer trio 3) tall female #mc 4) everyone has way better emoting abilities than genshin 5) su.shang's really cute <3 #the story doesnt really interest me though its like cool but not mindgrippingly interesting #tbf i think genshin is the same way storyline wise (at the beginning) but the difference is that turn based combat isnt really my thing LMAO #ramblings! #zhongxiao #if you want to filter it out ??

[variousqueerthings]

not negating that chris eccleston had a bad time on dw and rightfully wouldn't want to work with that team again for his own sake (minus billie i assume), but i have reservations about people in fandom jumping on the "yeah rtd is a dick who's incredibly hated in television actually, it's just a big secret," train when i have never heard anything to that effect outside of this working relationship that ended poorly and that as far as im aware rtd has never spoken about, so it's still a relatively private affair (of which we know a scant few details/that rtd didn't stick up for eccleston when he needed that support). i mean, he might be the worst guy ever, i've never worked with him, but i don't think the people saying this have either, and i think it's way too easy for people to assume the worst and go looking for confirmation bias, because it can justify their own dislike of rtd as a showrunner or his return as pure "nostalgia baiting" (that's another post). but yeah, if i see one more person go "oh i just have a feeling he's probably an asshole actually and the fact that we know that eccleston doesn't like him (as if that's new news) confirms that" as a roundabout way of going actually his era of the show wasn't that good or that him coming back to the show is a mistake, im simply not taking that seriously. just say you don't like the writing or whatever, don't make up a guy to personally dislike. there'll be another showrunner after him.

#honestly i think -- i hope -- that rtd wont stay on the show for too long and that itll be passed on to someone else #because i think it's time for a new generation to take over generally i think it's been in the hands of people who #grew up watching classic!who for about long enough #im not thrilled about the disney stuff (which idk if that had anything to do with him anyway but i hope it gets challenged) #but ive never heard a mutter or a rumour that he actually sucks and is terrible to the people he works with #but hey show me a mutter or a rumour id be interested #doctor who #dw #rtd #russell t davies #i often see people going *the whole martha thing* and im like... you mean freema agyeman? martha isn't real #did freema agyeman say something? i think that would be relevant if she did 100% #but when you say martha i assume you mean the writing of martha was flawed and yeah at times it really really was #at times it was pretty good especially from a character development perspective #and mainly the fandom was super racist and awful to freema #if that was reflected onset id be curious to know more

[dianagj-art]

I've been drawing the turltes way too much that I've defaulted to drawing smiles like that

Anyways, new year new avatar!

Plus a little gif of my process bellow the cut

#og art #avatar redraw #personal avatar #digital avatar #I'm not completely into the pink light i chose. I might change it later #also i really like the pose but I feel like the peace sign gets lost #I might add another pass of shadows to leave the hand behind darker to make it pop out #but is almost 6am rn I dont think im thinking stright anymore #maybe after a few hours of sleep this'll look better and i wont be so critical on myself #i always kinda wanna flex redoing my avatar but then i get tired and dont want to do it adjkflakjgf #at least this time i did bounce light #i never add that even when I know i should to make it look better #dg art

[sonknuxadow]

to be honest i think classic sonic as a separate guy sucks and it should have just been a one time thing in generations that they never tried again. sorry classic sonic enjoyers .

#and thats not to say that i think all of the more recent classic sonic media is bad. sonic mania is good. sonic superstars is okay. #and the comics and animations are cute #but is it really worth it . i think the concept of classic sonic being from an alternate dimension #and certain characters being considered ''classic only'' characters kinda sucks. i dont like it. #and recently they seem to have dropped that idea and switched to ''yeah this is totally the same timeline as everything else'' #which i dont like either. i dont like them going back and inserting more stuff into the area of the timeline #that we already passed over 20 years ago just to appeal to people who wont touch anything with modern sonic in it #its like theres no winning . maybe they should just stop with the classic sonic . leave him alone #if they think they have to keep making classic sonic stuff or theyll die though why does it have to be canon #why cant it just be a silly fun side thing that they dont take super seriously #also theres nothing stopping them from making 2d games that still use the modern designs like the advance trilogy or sonic rush #i think making games like that more often would be a better compromise than whatever theyre doing with classic sonic

[homingpigecns]

this is like a sadgirl pathetic post but this guy i met recently at work was like, very direct and polite in being interested in me and i've been feeling him out bc i literally do not know him well enough to have an opinion but i can't like. he is so normal and nice. hes like a nice normal guy. every time i text him he doesn't say anything weird and he's extremely nice. what the hell. he's literally so nice. WHY. does he like. me???? like what's wrong with him that he specifically is interested in me????

#this is not even a low self esteem thing but shdhsbdhsdh every girl in the world is so pretty . me??? why????? #literally the day i met him & he asked me out i barely spoke to him was mind numbingly stupid and crawled on the floor on multiple occasion #i cant text this guy bc every time i have to answer im like. this guy is so fucking normal. me??? hes interested in me???? WHY???? #everyome i try to convey this to is like :// aww he thinks ur cute. stop overthinking. WHATS WRONG WITH HIM #he specifically asked me out by asking the relief nurse what my name was and she offered to give him my number if i was ok w it #I WAS AT WORK..... I JUST SAID YES...... and i was like ok this probably will not go anywhere. he probably wont even text me #he texted me while i was commuting home literally he was still doing cases........ #did i mention i was digging through garbage. literally he was like sorry the surgeon yelled at u she gets so flustered and ir was like no #she yelled at me bc im stupid. did u not notice that im stupid. this guy -- NORMAL -- literally saw me at my lowest and asked me out...... #brandon oscillates #brandon what abt the guy at work u had a thing for I KNOW. im so torn however sjsbdbdhdbbx we are like actually coworkers #this guy if i see him every now and then in passing occasionally in the same room. that guy is my coworker for real #it cant happen. also dbxshsdhshdhe he has a 9 yr old hes too old for me. idk his relationship status but i dont think hes married. #also hes out of my league. also my other coworker told me he thinks hes gay but that hes closeted but that coworker is filipino so #mildly homophobic. i also told him to never tell anyone else that. i dont think hes gay. whatever. #i will miss my impossible crush as my hobby but this guy is nice and ahdhs its psychopathic to give him my number and then reject his date #can u imagine #whatever. im doing high school now i guess. the relief nurse is sooo proud of herself #shdbbd literally when i came back from lunch that day my scrub was like THE DOCTOR LIKES U!!! #and i was lkke omg really??? she doesnt think im stupid???? but it was this guy. and she did still think i was stupid #u know i have concert tickets for next thursday but shdhsd i literally have had too many experiences this year #i am trying to sell tgem #personal

[filthyjanuary]

feeling sad :(

#sorry this is such a dumb thing to be sad about im a grown ass adult but like two thirds of the people i invited to my birthday #either cant come or said they would then bailed and like #some of them have legit reasons but some of them i'm kind of like :/ ok well i put in so much effort for yall would be really nice #if a crumb of that was reciprocated #idk i dont ask for much on my birthday i just want to have a nice dinner with my friends #and i have friends who like throw the biggest tantrum fusses about their birthdays and make it this entire spectacle #and people still humour them so it's kind of like #idk #do i really suck that bad that you cant make a saturday evening work to like eat good food #idk maybe next year i just wont plan anything #and everyone'll be like BUT SIMA IT'S THE BIG ONE and i'll be like well! i wish it werent! #bc it'll suck even more to have people not come lmao i dont actually think i've ever had a milestone birthday people just dont give a shit #this includes my parents idk like they are nice to me on my birthday but like no birthday was ever like hashtag special #and like the holidays already sucked so bad this year they did not feel like the holidays half the people i got presents for #didnt get me anything which is like fine i dont give presents to get them back but it kind of sucks to not even get a card? a thank you??? #idk this is so stupid i am turning 29 i pay taxes this should not be a big deal #maybe it's bc i feel like half my 20s were pandemic years so it kind of sucks that theyre basically over and idk im just feeling sad and ol #and lonely and just kind of shitty and unlikeable #AND IT'S DUMBBBBB TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST IDK WHY I'M CRYING FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE

[yes-m-ray]

All right, after a lot of consideration and deep thoughts, i have my verdict on why Laudna behaves like this around Ira:

Because Marisha is having fun.

She’s having fun, Laura also giggles a lot when it happens. The whole creepyxcreepy aesthetic is fun, and i think... well, that’s about it. 

“BUT she SAID something different an episode ago, and NOW she’s--”

Look, i love em to death, but after every episode, they forget about 70% of what happens and what they say. There are certain important core elements that they keep, and the rest of it is just vibes and blowing off steam from a heavy, busy week.

If i’m proven wrong, well, laugh at me, but at the end of the day, i’m pretty sure she’s just being unhinged and random, she’s just vibing and playing with her haunted doll and well... that’s valid. Not everything has to be a deep examination of human nature, or pillars of character creation that is going to pay off in a perfectly-exciting way in the future.  

Sometimes a character does thing because its fun... and that’s it! 

#i've seen a lot of people trying to make sense in a meta way analyzing the *why* #because it contradicts a few thing #or because it doesn't sit well with others #but i really think that's just... overthinking it #a lot of times they are just silly gooses having a laugh #and that's it #not your vibe?? #don't worry it probably wont have any weight after some time passes #critical role #cr spoilers #laudna #i have mind altering stuff in my brain rn #so #delete later maybe #marisha ray

[transgaysex]

im back home from visiting my boyfriend nobody but him talk to me for a while ok ?

#wind howls #i cant even pretend that im not sad #my older sister was on call with my mom and i passed by and she asked me if im sad and i almost broke down again #i managed not to cry on the plane but i did cry before boarding and when i got home and before actually leaving my boyfriend #the ball in my throat just wont go away #its gonna be a couple days of being really sad but. a couple of friends sent me really kind words. and i have friends at school this time #so im not totally alone. #and ill get to see my boyfriend and all my homies again in like 4 months. thats not too bad right #4 months is not a lot. its a third of a year #until then ill be missing my boyfriend like hell. but thats normal i think bc see you laters suck so hard #but they make the hello agains feel all that more happy #and one day there wont be another see you later. one day there wont be goodbyes #and thatll be awesome i think

[boygirlctommy]

AND YOU FALL INSIDE A HOLE INSIDE A

started making an animatic based on my adapt au while flipaclip was broken and now theres COLORS !!!

#my post #caps #mine own au #adapt au #my art #hehe #i started this for 2 reasons #1- to pass time #2- i really wanted to animate something to tme demo 4 #oh adapt au :3 #i dont think ive ever really explained what all goes down in this scene? i actually wrote it down w like dialogue and everything a while ag #<- lies. it was in storyboard form. but still there was dialogue there was there was #lol. lmao #i wont elaborate #unless someone wants me to in which case i will #mars.dsmp #mars.mcyt

[bobmckenzie]

I might have finished my search for the perfect Bob flannel 🧍‍♀️ I actually found a company that makes shirts based off of the ones he and Doug wear so the pattern is perfect but WHY IS IT A POLYESTER BLEND

IN WHAT WORLD is a flannel made of polyester you MONSTERS... so I THINK I'm gonna buy this vintage one from Etsy instead

cause the pattern is like PERFECT, it has red buttons just like his whereas the replica has black ones, it's half the price, it's all cotton, and if I thrift one then it'll feel more worn in and like I stole it from him 🥰🤭 and they have another blouse in their shop that I like a lot

#people in reviews say the polyblend is really nice but idk... they do have returns so maybe one day i will try it lol #and i do appreciate that they made stuff based off of strange brew AND i think it comes with a sticker #but for now im gonna pass and hopefully i wont regret it lol #the more i look at the shirt from etsy the more im like. what if this is actually THE shirt. like it looks so the same or am i crazy. #WAIT no his shirt has button flaps on the pockets. but still this is so close im so happy i found it lol #caitiechat #nvm about the blouse it made shipping too expensive 😔 but i bought the flannel >:)

[lastremainingbrainiac5fanatic]

Coming to terms with the fact that you will never have a relationship (platonic or romantic) where you both are eachothers first choice for things is devastating. I was born into a world without my consent and I've lived my life at the back of the line, hearing countless stories about someone like me finding "the one" and finally feeling whole, finally being chosen and valued, and it sounds so. Fucking. Nice.

And then I realize that there's sex tied to that. Something I don't want. And I realize that I will never be enough. That in order to have that I have to give away a part of me. And that even if I don't ill always feel lesser for it. No matter what I choose I'll always feel lesser.

And then I realize I don't even really want a relationship at all. I just want to be loved. I want to be wanted. Not in a romantic or sexual way but just in a ME way. I want to be a wanted presence. I want someone to want me around just because I'm me and I want them to want me around more than they do most people. And I know that's selfish and stupid and whatever the fuck you wanna call it but I've never been wanted in my life. And I want, for once, to have a seat saved at the table, next to someone who loves me as I am and who wants me to be there with them for as long as I can. Just like I do for them.

And I know it's like "oh Milo you can get a QPR!" Okay. No. I can't. I've only met 2 people in my life that have made me genuinely want to spend forever with them and I know for a fact neither of them would choose me first if it came to it. One because she has her boyfriend, who she says is the closest bond she has. And the other because he's genuinely way to fucking cool and has a lot of really good close friends who he would (and should) choose over me in a heartbeat. And it's fine! Like I get it, and I would never say that they can't or shouldn't choose someone else over me, it just hurts. It hurts that I'll never get what so many people get. That I'll never feel what so many people feel. It's devastating knowing that I can never love myself and that no one else is going to either. Idk. It just fucking sucks.

On another shitty note: got the results back from my mental health screen and they said that they couldn't diagnose me cuz they thought I was exaggerating my problems, and so therefore did not believe my answers to any of the questions were valid. Fucking sick, can't believe I failed an unfailable test. I'm killing it. Or I guess I'm killing something anyway. Hahahaha.

#arospec #ace #asexual #qpr #depression #idfk man im so tired #i want someone to hold me #but not actually #i think id be uncomfortable if someone actually held me #but also im so full of shit because i really do need someone to hold me #i need someone to fucking lobotomize me actually #god its 1:43am and i have to learn an entire chapter of calculus by 10am so i can pass this quiz #maybe suicide is the answer #hahahaha thats a joke #not really #i wonder if anyone reads these #if youre reading this hi #dont worry i probably wont actually kill myself #i just really want to #ill be fine

[sunshades]

How do longfic writers like. Do it. Like this shit is NOT a longfic and it's already driving me insane. How do some people churn out 100ks on the reg

#bell.txt #like im thinking of the time i thought of participating in a bigbang #and it was a mini one too like i think the minimum count was 20k which like yeah this fic passed it #but WOW those people really wrote that much. i wouldve had to go to the hospital before i managed that #'bell when is knucklebones releasing' i was confident this morning i was like before xmas #now im like no actually... within my lifetime maybe.... #hopefully the word count wont go up that much im almost at 26k and it feels like too much #were there truly so many words inside my brain.... how strange #but like the power of friendship always gets you through like mel saying the dog was cute gave me energy to write 1k more today

[silverislander]

so after the prof cancelling like 8 classes in old english, losing quizzes and assignments and grades, never making expectations clear, barely explaining what he was teaching, etc, we didn't complete all of the things on the syllabus and i don't think i can. calculate my grade going into the exam?

there's supposed to have been 9 quizzes with the lowest mark of that 9 dropped; at my best count there was 6 and i have no idea if we can still expect that lowest drop

there was supposed to be two tests and no exam, but i suppose the exam is the second test bc having an exam was his plan from the start and the dept wouldn't allow it so he's doing it via loophole + we did do one test already

we completed 2 translations as expected but i won't have the second one returned before the final exam is due, so no idea how i did on that since i felt ok abt the first one and only got a 50

i also don't have my essay back, which was like 20% and the only thing i've felt confident abt all semester

multiple quizzes and assignments were returned with random numbers on them with no indication of what they were out of (i was given a quiz back with "12" written on the top? 12 out of what? 12%?)

can't find half of the quizzes- i don't think i even have them. i have 1, 3 and 6. we were emailed some of the marks, so they might be in my inbox somewhere? but i don't have the physical quizzes and can't use them to review or like. learn from them

also the prof is out of province rn i think. this is the third time this semester. so i can't meet w him to check up on this

like i need a 65 average in every course to stay in honours, if this course fucked it all up for me i'll lose it i really will. i THINK i'm over that but i have no fucking clue. and not to catastrophize but if i don't get a 65 i can't do my essay next semester and everything is completely set up for me to go do that already, and ofc then i won't graduate in spring and won't get the degree i worked my ass off and paid a fucking exorbitant amt of money for that i am almost finished. i hate this fucking school man

#its a miracle im even passing. i shouldnt be i dont know shit #but it genuinely is not my fault this prof is the worst #hes ancient so he barely makes it to class (he hasnt been on time once all semester) and hes sick all the time #he can barely hear us talk and keeps losing and forgetting crucial shit for class #almost every time he cancelled class it was last minute and i mean within an hour of class starting. i was already in the building #he doesnt really teach so much as say shit and then act confused when we dont understand immediately #he Stated that he knew we wouldnt understand basic grammar bc we werent taught it. which is true and was said kindly #and then acted surprised when we didnt fucking know what a preposition is or the difference between that and a conjunction #hes also just. super boring. but thats just me i can see how he would be fascinating to someone else #and thats the worst part hes not even a terrible guy hes just a bad prof. hes nice hes just absolutely clueless #he literally gave us each a different translation of beowulf from his own collection for a project and let us keep them #shame i cant fucking read it! bc its in old english! and i still cant read old english! #its way beyond time for him to retire but he just. wont fuckin leave apparently #levi.txt #i couldve taken middle ages and the movies. middle ages and the movies gets to write a screenplay as a final assignment #middle ages and the movies gets to go watch the green knight and is taught by a prof i think is really cool #but noooo intro to old english is the only medieval studies req that fit into my schedule bc i live in a fucking hell dimension