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#but i suspect that ive got some level of hypochondria bc ive definitely had breakdowns about my health before lmao
yippee-ki-yoyo
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I.....do I have OCD or am I just neurotic as all fuck
#like ik im obsessive like yeah whatever
#but i never really had any compulsions
#but like????
#what if i actually do have compulsions and ive just been missing them this entire time
#bc they dont look like typical compulsions????????????
#like ive been thinking a lot about my self harm stuff
#and i think it was largely an extension of like an insane amount of moral rigidity and an unhealthy desire for moral purity
#and the 'cleansing' was self destructive behavior
#bc i KNOW i have intrusive thoughts
#and im very obsessive which isnt always bad
#but i suspect that ive got some level of hypochondria bc ive definitely had breakdowns about my health before lmao
#+ moral obsessions are consistent with OCD
#but ig i never connected my shitty coping mechanisms with my underlying guilt in a lot of things????
#probably because it wasnt very immediate in terms of bad thing -> action
#but like holy shit what if i have OCD
#also like... idk what to do with that i guess it doesnt change anything lmao
#omg what if thats the reason im having such a hard time making the leap to actually transitioning
#what the actual FUCK
#me: haha im like the only well adjusted one in my family
#my brain cells making the connections that are gonna destroy me: LMAO
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