#but i'm gonna try

[the-words-we-sung]

Season 3 ending

So... It's been almost a week since the last episode, almost a week trying to wrap my head around the end of the show, trying to manage my feelings about it all.

It's hard to end up feeling the complete opposite of nearly everyone on my dash but I've come to terms with the fact that I didn't love the ending. I didn't love this last episode. (I shouldn't feel ashamed or weird for saying so but you guys loved it so much that I feel a bit like an outsider right now 😓)

I haven't been a fan of the show for as long as most of you, but it means so much to me. These characters carved a place in my heart and in my head, and they've made me happy for months now. They helped me get through some stuff, made me discover some amazing artists, meet even more amazing people through this fandom. And I loved the story. Even in its darkest, saddest parts, I loved it. I was invested.

I love Wilhelm and Simon, together and separately. They mean so much to me. And I loved season 1 and 2. It made me happy, and sad, and frustrated, and exalted. But overall, I trusted the show and I was not disappointed.

Season 3 was a lot. I liked the first 5 episodes. I can't say that I loved everything about them: I was not expecting things to get so hard for Simon, with no reprieve in sight. I was not worried about Wilmon being endgame (I know it was a big stress for the fandom but honestly I never doubted that they were endgame), but I was wondering how the show would go about tying all the knots it made (I should even say all the knots it added during this last season).

(Under a read more because it's a bit long and I don't want to bother those who don't wanna read more of my frustrated thoughts ^^')

And unfortunately the last episode was a huge let down for me. Yes, it's partly because nothing I was hoping for actually happened, but mostly, it's because the choices they made did not feel very satisfying to me: ⁕ Simon was barely there. We went from him being bullied online/offline non stop for 5 episodes to almost nothing. It makes 0 sense to me. ⁕ Kristina suddenly feeling better: she was having break down upon break down for an entire season, could barely look at her son or even just talk normally and all of a sudden she's back, smiling and agreeing to everything Wilhelm says? I'm sorry but I don't buy it? Where did this Kristina hid during the entire show? ⁕ Wilhelm deciding to not be king, talking for 3min to his parents about it, them agreeing and him running into the sunset with Simon. I'm sorry, what?? I love that they end up together of course, but it makes very little sense to me? It won't change any of the issues they had this season? They're still gonna be famous? And bullied online/offline? (Probably even more so now?). I'm not obviously saying that Wilhelm staying in line to become king was the only or the best solution, but I wanted more from this storyline. I wanted to believe it. And right now, what we got? It feels a bit cheap (and I feel bad for saying that because the ending was cute and romantic and all, but it felt too disconnected from the rest of the show for me ><)

And apart from these few points, the big issue I had with this episode was: The Angst. So that might be a me-problem, but it was too much for my poor little heart (I haven't rewatched the episode yet, and I'm not sure I'll be able to anytime soon ><). I spent like 40min of the episode with a huge knot in the stomach because the heartbreak between Simon and Wilhelm was too much to handle for me. I can see how it was beautifully made, that having lots of throwbacks to the previous seasons, the Wille song, all of that was great cinematography. But it was just too much for me. I got in the season spoiler-free but for this episode? During the lake scene I had to take a break and check online if they were actually endgame because it was starting to actually give me a stomachache. So yeah, this part might be me being too sensitive but I did not like that they made me see them fight for each other for 2 seasons and 5 episodes, but then just giving up for 40min before finally running back to each other during the last 10min. It was just too much sadness for me ><

So yeah, maybe my expectations were too high? But I feel sad, and kinda cheated. Too many things are left wide opened. Too many things make zero sense to me. And of course I'm happy we got our Wilmon endgame, but I'm less happy about how it happened.

It's a bit hard being on Tumblr right now and seeing everyone who thought it was the perfect episode >< And I don't want to "yuck anyone's yum" (as the saying goes), but I still wanna be able to share my thoughts! I probably won't write super angry/unhappy/complaining posts about the season/the finale, but I still wanna be able to chat about it. I did see some posts on my dash from people not being entirely satisfied with this ending so it's a bit comforting. And I hope we can share some nice headcanons, or just discussions about different plot points.

But yeah, I guess that's why I haven't really been active this week! Trying to get over the double heartbreak of the end of the show + being disappointed with the ending! I'm gonna come back though! I miss hanging out here, I just need to strengthen my heart a little bit more :p Gonna get back to writing about my thoughts episode by episode for this season (I can't promise I can rewatch the last one though 😖 It might take me a bit of time to get there). And I want to continue my song analysis of the show!! I'm not even done with season 2 yet, I have some work to do there ^^

So see you back here very soon 😘

#young royals #wilmon #prince wilhelm #simon eriksson #yr season 3 #young royals ending #it's hard to feel negative about something everyone seemed to love >< #I still have a lot to say #to try to express #I have a hundred emotions about this finale episode #all mixing and fighting in my poor brain #and it's hard to put them into words #but I'm gonna try #because I think it'll help me feel better about this whole experience #and I did like some things!! #not everything was bad!! #lots of plot points were actually great!! #(Sara for example!!) #but yeah #a lot to process #(and I'm super up to chat about it all if anyone else feels a bit or a lot disappointed too ^^) #(and thank you Lisa for being there to lament with me 💜) #(also yeah me watching gåsmamman this week was clearly a way to not think too much about young royals ^^') #but on another note #I got my Omar concert tee shirt and it made me super happy #and I still love the cast #to the moon and back #and I'm excited for their next projects #and and and #that's too many tags

[dentist-brainsurgeon]

This is too much 💀

#I haven't thrown up today so that's probably why #but I really don't have much of an appetite still #but I'm gonna try #emetophobia

[emilykaldwen]

Jacelaena Prompts GO

#jacelaena #okay we're gonna do some wee lil drabbles #100 words or 500 words #keeping it short #but I have my basket open #be as detailed as possible pls with what your request is #and I'll see what sparks #I can't make promises #but I'm gonna try

[luv-assangiebatch]

So it starts....

I started my PrecisionMed!AU fic...we'll see how long I can go. I am also still trying to think of a title...

Julian was an intriguing man with a complicated and somewhat dangerous past.  A computer hacking genius in his teens led into a life of activism and journalism throughout his twenties and thirties.  He seemed invincible and fearless as he took on large corporations and dared to challenge national government institutions.  The website he created from his determination and brilliance allowed anonymous sources to share inside information showcasing the sins of some of the most powerful and influential people in the world.

In his never-ending quest for transparency and truth, Julian one day found himself in the crosshairs of the United States after one of their own military officers sent him an entire database of US confidential information.  Aware he was constantly tracked by the CIA and other government spies, he maintained his courage and determination in the face of such adversity.  His small team of volunteers partnered with major mainstream media outlets to expose the deepest, darkest secrets of the US which would create shockwaves for years to come.

Always so stubbornly fearless, Julian ignored the danger that constantly followed him.  He felt exposing these scandalous secrets was the best way to ensure a proper work of checks and balances for all societies across the globe.  He was clever, creative, elusive, and mysterious.  He believed he could outsmart anyone, and as his website and organization grew into a conglomerate of volunteers with unique and special talents, they all helped to protect Julian at all costs.  However, a day finally came when his most trusted colleagues helped him evade capture and incarceration, and they knew it was not safe for him to continue on this path.

Ever so headstrong, Julian did not want to back down.  This organization was his vision, the culmination of his blood, sweat, and broken sanity for over half of his life.  However, as danger continued to close in, his advisors were finally able to convince him that he needed to disappear, at least for a while, and they would continue to maintain his mission.  Julian was the face of the organization, and a very unique one at that.  He was statuesque with an ethereal, tousled, platinum blonde mane whose locks ran down the length of his slender, chiseled face.  He had deep, dark zircon eyes that shined when the light hit them just right, once they peeked out from behind the strands of hair that tended to hang over the right side of his face.  A striking man indeed, who had his share of female fans who were drawn in by his beauty and conviction.  However, it was his unique beauty that put him in danger and why his colleagues urged him to disappear for a while to save not only the mission but possibly his life.

Julian was a stubborn and prideful man.  He was no stranger to donning a disguise every now and then to avoid detection, but he refused to change himself or his look for good.  Always clever and with the help of his trusted colleagues, his hacker abilities gave way to erasing him from existence in the digital world, which in this day and age was just as good as burning a body.

Julian ended up retreating to Basel, Switzerland which was a fairly low profile corner of the political world.  A great hiding place for a political refugee such as himself.  Donations from his organization helped to get him settled, but he knew he needed to cut as many ties as possible to protect himself and his mission.  Basel was known for having a prominent biotech presence and soon enough with his doctorate and expertise in computer programming, Julian was able to land a job at a tumor profiling company as their new VP of Therapeutic Bioinformatics. While this shift in home and career was facilitated to protect himself and his original mission, he never expected to become fully immersed in it and find a whole new life—nor did he anticipate meeting her.

#assangie #fanfic #precisionmed!au #idk my writing sucks lol #but i'm gonna try #mendax undercover

[mmonetsims]

possibly having my bg3 moment...? who knows

#kie.txt #i've had the game since early access #i just could never get into it fr #but i'm gonna TRY

[omarfor-orchestra]

Me in march when I registered for the magistrale: I have no intention to rush I will take it easy and relax through it

Me now in the middle of an existential crisis: if I pass 10 exams in one year there's gonna be only three left and then the thesis. But I'm also gonna take two professional acting courses and tutor a couple of kids to get some money (also therapy will have to be there somehow)

#i will never pass 5 exams in January will I #but I'm gonna try #also i need to ask my therapist to see eachother like once a month or every two weeks because honestly I'm spending too much money #and have no time #'i'll pass 5 exams in one sessione' <- guy who ever only managed to pass two at a time and struggling

[rosescries]

oof that sucks may I ask why you r having a hiatus. Did I miss an update or announcement

Yeah, I made a note about on here I think.

But the long and short of it is that I was getting very low on chapters to publish. So I couldn't keep up with my weekly update schedule, and I still can't thanks to that whole not being able to write since January.

No motivation or time or energy makes for no writing. I'm having ideas (mostly original) but just... couldn't word when I got on my computer.

I have been able to write a little bit the past two days with this new interest! Nothing completed, but it's something. Hopefully I'll be able to get back into the swing of things, but it probably won't be for a long while.

And under the cut for job related stress things that are likely major contributors to the problem. Which is very >:(

I have never experienced just highs and lows in my moods since... well never. Even my moods when I was dealing with the whole house situation weren't this bad. Extreme good moods that'll plummet into extreme bad moods. Multiple times I've had to keep myself from crying on shift.

And it's not even because of anybody. Everyone's rather nice (to my face) and I've only gotten one or two bad customers (which were just passive aggressive at the most). The shifts aren't bad, I'm mostly working 3-8. Management isn't bad either, accommodating and encouraging.

But damn it's just not okay. I constantly feel like I'm gonna throw up and I'm like instantly tired the minute I step behind the counter. It's fucking awful.

And just a little gripe that nothing can help, but I hate how busy it makes me feel. I feel like I have no time for anything else and the weeks are just going by so damn fast. And I have issues with time management to begin with, two months can feel like a week and two seconds can feel like a month. I hate it.

My family isn't helping anything either. Any time I try to talk about it, all I get is "well, you need a job so get over it." Which is not helpful and if anything makes me feel even shittier than before. My oh so supportive brother has also joked that he's going to disown me if I quite. But I won't survive a holiday rush. I get three people waiting in line and I start getting panicked sweats. A Thanksgiving or Christmas rush is gonna kill me.

#i'm gonna ask to switch departments on monday since i saw they had an opening for bakery clerk #i don't know if that'll really help #but i'm gonna try #i don't know if there's really anything i can do about it #other than try making social media my career #but i wouldn't know how to go about that #any customer facing position is gonna be hell #rosey complains #rosey answers #shining nebula2000

[minotaurmutual]

ok ok I'm watching the disco documentary. I'm not happy about it though

#i just can't really engage with all of this without emotionally distancing myself from disco and that's. hard #but I'm gonna try

[sir-subpar]

Gonna try something new.

I’m going to make a separate blog for this, but I’m starting a cool story project.

I’m planning on starting it today/tonight I already have something ready to go. I’ll post the new blog name soon!

Stay tuned.

#this will be very different #like a puzzle #I don't know how this will go #but I'm gonna try

[impala67-aka-baby]

I have a very terrible idea.

#i shouldn't do it #but i'm gonna try

[blusometimeswrites]

I haven't really posted here in quite some time, and I really need to get back into writing -- and sharing the writings I do

#time to start writing again #lets see if this works #idk if I can hold myself to this #but I'm gonna try #might make a new writing sideblog for actually posting snippets of my writing #and keep this one as a blog for inspo and references

[grayraccoon]

Finish your draft i fucking need it

It's been months

I dont have time

#but i'm gonna try #over brake

[pose1dson]

helloooooo i am at work, so i'm going to try to work on replies~

#* shut up kaja. / ooc. #brain is just #not here today #but i'm gonna try

[ricoka]

I appreciate it so much when I randomly receive a nice comment or someone reblogs something with really lovely tags weeks later. that's always such a lovely boost of confidence, especially when it comes out of the blue

#my brain always wants me to focus on everything i lack and everything i haven't reached yet that I'd love to #and compare myself to others #but fact is that I've never worked on my art quite the way I've been for the last two years now #so i had some basics but I was also kinda starting at zero #what i achieved in two years is something i can be proud of even if it's still mediocre haha #but comparing myself to someone who does art professionally or worked on it more diligently for several years #is not fair to myself and to others who i get jealous of #i don't think I'll ever get where i want to be #but I'm gonna try

[caloric-theory]

femra

#she probably wont make it past ARR #but i'm gonna try #oc: fyra #will i actually use the tag for her? who knows!

[ncthandrake]

the fact i'm not playing cod even though i just wanna work through more of the battle pass tonight is kinda wild tbh

#i wanna make an icon and header to match the colors on my new theme buuuut i hate making icons i just can't do it and be happy with it #but i'm gonna try #(or i'll give up and play something on the steam deck....maybe bear and breakfast because it so cute and i haven't touched it yet 🐻✨)