#but i'm seriously so emotional rn

[hayden-christensen]

the emmys said here's a jumpscare have some emotional devastation !!

#kenobi my favourite emmy loser but WINNER IN MY HEART #it had no chance agshdhd bc they never seriously look at genre shows so getting a nomination is the best it can do #thank you for this show and all the amazing moments around it it’s been the best part of my life these last few years 🫶🏼🫶🏼 #I'm so emotional rn from like sept 2020-jan 2024. following this show from beginning to end on the emmys stage... #what a time what a ride my hearttttt 😭❤️‍🩹 #also no hayden appearance the utter clownery LMAO #kenobi #emmys #*text

[lunarharp]

the flash and the flood

#witch hat tag #orufrey #god this is so scrappy..ugh.. -_-'''' uagh.. ability to draw drains away when im tired..UGH..i prefer drawing soon upon waking. #i wanted the last 'page' to be them looking back at each other but im too tired..i dont think qifrey can look at anyone rn anyway. #maybe this is the first time oru seriously burnt himself. maybe this is the first time qifrey truly cried. #i think of him in this era as non-responsive and unable to process emotion correctly after all. #so qifrey taught him what fire feels like - oru taught him what it feels like to create water #i like you because you feel safe - i'm scared because the depth of this feeling is unpredictable and can hurt me. can hurt you

[stuckinapril]

loving the therapy vibes u have planned and i have 1 single piece of advice for u: the things you truly, sincerely, DONT want to say out loud, are the most important to say ❤️

got it, thank u so much my divine angel <3 i do have an issue w obscuring the ugliest things out of fear of judgment or being misunderstood, but if she's as good as my friend says she is she'll hopefully see through that and help me navigate it. i'm rly excited :)

#it'll also always hold true that the ppl i met thru tumblr will alwaysss be my first therapists omg #i remember being 19/20 & CONFUSED & coming here to talk ab emotional things and the ppl on here had so many helpful takes and perspectives #i always say this. and it's true. that tumblr houses many gargoyles who j want to make people feel bad #but i've also met some of the most incredible people ever on here and i am so grateful #def going to therapy a much more mature me than i would've if i didn't have this silly blog to dump my feelings on #also so many people in my life r on borrowed time rn <3 i'm trying to gain the clarity to see whos's worth keeping around #the first time i seriously considered therapy was when a few anons sent me their experiences w it #which helped destigmatize it a lot in my head and that's why i even took the plunge #am i too attached to my anons? yes. is it unhealthy? also yes. will i ever stop? unlikely. #we'll see IDK i'm saying sm but i'm very emotional and insane and can never shut the fuck up #🫂🤗🥰💕🫶

[vilby]

not to be dramatic but I actually hated that ending. that wasn't lore that was a joke. what a "fuck you" to your own audience.

#dsmp spoilers #dsmp neg #dsmp critical #I literally would've PREFERRED it if cwilbur killed himself at this point #like at least it wouldn't be a fucking joke. #that was disrespectful as hell #also cctommy carried that he was great #what the fuck WAS that. #I'm really in my emotions rn and angry so I'm sorry but genuinely WHAT. #I WISH I could be one of those people laughing along and not taking anything seriously but this has been building up for so long only for #IT TO LAND ON A JOKE THAT ISN'T EVEN FUNNY #I am so sorry to anyone who cared about cwilbur's story #like actually cared and thought there was going to be some kind of depth #the only explanation I will accept is that the whole thing was some fucked up nightmare sequence from ctommy #anything other than that isn't canon to me. fucking hell. #tw suicide

[dobythealpaca]

Ooughhh yal are too cool and lovely in this fandom yall it's making me so emotional for no reason each one of you ima kiss you on the head cuz like what you guys simply cannot you are too good for this earth mwah ILY each and every one of you <3 <3 <3

#You headcannons art ideas everyone of yous #U are all so valid I love you too much #Literally would not know where I'd be rn without this silly fandom #And ur funky ideas I could read and look at all of your things for hours #I try and make it a thing where I keep up with each of your blogs cuz oml u r all too good #Sorry emotional doby here rn but ougjshdh #You are all doing such cool nice things and I simply cannot deal with it #I have no clue what this fandom WA sliek periviously but honestly now it's one of the best places #So fun and wonderfulicnannot #eddsworld #Yes you all on the main tag need to see this cuz ily all so very much seriously and I want to interact and love you all #Dman my social awkward interactionness if it wasn't for taht I hope you know I'd be spamming you asking you for evrry little detail #About ocs characters #Everything ever I love you gusy sm #Anyway ima crawl away now cuz Kshdjdj #Just know u are wonderful #When I'm like this I cannot type #It's jsuts jsbdnsjcjdjf #Misspellings EVRYWHET

[jellyfishstarthings]

sending love — you’re gonna do awesome on your clinicals!!

sincerely thank you because everyday i wake up on my clinical days and rethink all my life decisions (i knew nursing school wasn't going to be easy but it's kicking my ass man 😭)

i'm trying to find little things to keep me going though. for example, i just got one of those fingertip pulse oximeters and i'm kinda excited to try it out on someone that's not me or my family (this is like the lamest thing to geek out to but i've been giddily going around my house using it on all of my family members)

but again, thank you anon, you don't know how much i appreciate this message ♡

#ty kind stranger on the internet #it's hard out here rn so the tiniest bit of encouragement and i'm getting emotional #like someone on the internet said i was gonna do awesome at clinicals - obviously my day has been made #seriously tho i'm obsessed with this pulse oximeter #i'm going around the house showing it off like “check out my rad fucking pulse ox - it's my pride and joy”

[fatimagic]

you can pry samantha and phoebe (at least s1-3 phoebe 🐸☕️) from my cold dead hands but this all just confirms what we've already known for decades: al*ssa is slime

#@rose stans don't even think about getting your t*rfy hands on this post #i'm just so heartbroken for everyone involved who had to put up with her bullshit #and that includes king danny p*ntauro #seriously i'm feeling emotions rn 😭

[sensitivegoblin]

I literally hate my family

Not safe vent

#they make me feel like shit and wonder why I wanna die all of the time #I'm so tired of them #I really need to cut myself rn but I don't have anything #I'm tired of having to be subservient and deal with shit #what's the point of me being here truly #it just feels like whenever anyone's mad they pick on me to feel better #I wish I could cut I hate the emotional pain #why cant people just be nice to me I don't talk to them this way #I wanna die so bad my heart hurts #what's the point seriously #everything feels meaningless #they make me hate myself so much it's not fair that 70% of my life is just me dissociating #and imagining hurting myself in order to get through it #I'm tired I need a hug not getting one #I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die I wanna die :((((((((

[dan-crimes]

I hate the creativity my dream mind has because I rarely have dreams and my dreams tend to be the most thought out creative things I've seen myself create just fully functioning game ideas or murder mystery type deals or just complex storylines or even just fully self indulgent crossovers with cartoon characters lmao and it makes me UPSET bcuz I can never think of that stuff while I'm AWAKE so I think my dreams are sucking up all my creativity

#my dreams rarely don't make sense they are usually very coherent #and even if there are the rare inconsistency within my dream the overall plot still tends to be really good #but seriously my brain makes up a full ass cartoon show for the BACKGROUND of one of my dreams #like my brain rn I just woke up made a whole ass game that I was playing or watching someone else play idk #and THEN my Mom started watching someone play it and there was an update to the game so I was telling my Mom all the changes #everytime I saw one and there was even AI generated voice lines cuz they couldn't get the voice actor to come back to fill them in #I think THAT was inspired by a mobile game I got somewhat recently a story game which surprisingly had voice acting #but one of them is very obviously AI voice AND one of the best voice actors in the game had a few AI voice lines put in #bcuz I'm guessing they added voice lines in with the character and didn't wanna bother getting the VA back #back to the game from my dream tho lmao #the game was also about like a guy narrating his life experiences but it was displayed by like visual metaphors or smth #and he was talking abt his daughter and how the ''river had dried up'' bcuz she stopped letting emotions through or smth #and it had like an actual river dried up man I wish I could remember more of it lmao #it's def the kinda game you'd play like one time before ur like Yeah I get the message just a lotta stories and stuff #but finding out the background of all of it was cool too ig lol #my dream mind just casually made up a whole mans life for me to play in a game lol #and that was only part of the dream btw the graphics were really good in the game as well the sound design mwah mwah #but tbf I'm always a sucker for some good lookin water and water sounds and just water in general

[noxtivagus]

endwalker 🤍

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #i really like alphinaud's voice. n. hehe endwalker w the moon n then flowers n everything. #the way they built up the story n told it was rlly so good. the way they. build up tension.. the foreshadowing n #despair & hope. it's just so good. HFDKLAJSF OK I'M watching that One scene rn #N ALPHINAUD HEALER MY BELOVED. BUT. FUCKKKKK #WAIT THAT STRIDE!!!!! MR CATBOY. THE VOICE. THE STANCE. HE. HEEEEE. HFLKAJDS OH HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL. PRETTY BOY #THANCRED GNB OH MY GODDDD I SERIOUSLY HAVE A THING FOR GUNBREAKERS. YSHTOLAS SO COOL I LOVE HER SM #🥺 oh my god tho when yk glances to the wol that's my bb boy LMFAOOO APOLLO'S . ykyk how they get w their fav haha <3 #aaaa.. more cutscenes n. looking for flowers w meteion. oh my poor heart. my poor poor heart I AM SO SOFT #MY HEART. HERMES. HIS VOICE. AGHHH METEION LIL BB. HERMES HE'S SO GENTLE I LOVE HIM #I'M NOT OKAY. I'M ACTUALLY NOT OKAY. I'M NOT OKAY. I WISH HERMES WAS REAL FFS GODDAMN IT #hermes is basically good w animals n kids. he's really just so soft n gentle n kind n his voice is so pretty n #it's night n. oh my god. the stars the flowers the sky the.. yeah. hdfkljaldfs meteion cares so much for hermes it makes me so sad #IM GNA CRY WE MAKE THE LFOWERS SAD TOO N HIS REACTION N. #'youre not alone' IM NOT OKAY IM REALLY NOT OKAY IM SO NOT OKAY I'M SO SAD #the song. N HE REMOVES HIS MASK N. HE'S SO PRETTY. HIS EYES HIS SMILE N HIS VOICE N I JUST SCREAMED IM SORRY #i'm emotional i can't he just means so much to me oh no. meteion w the fireflies n the plants.. the animals about n the flowers n stars #he's so. melancholic. pretty. he's just so ethereal wtf n he #'doubt'. being different from the others.. seeking 'acceptance'. finding comfort with knowing that you're not alone #he. he means the world to me. it. it really isn't beautiful. his voice is so.. soft while saying all this. 'yet no one cares. no one' #the despair in his voice. how painful 'blissful ignorance' indeed is. 'always the blossoms shine pure and bright' #but he.. he's different. n it hurts him. but. 'but now i know i'm not alone. not the only one for whom the flowers weep' im so sad #his soft smile while thanking us. 'to know that you too have experienced suffering...is a comfort.' his voice wavering. n looking away too #his voice oh my god he's. 'it's...just the fast that you are here inspite of your suffering gives me heart' marry me #he smiles so tenderly at the wol. n then staring uup at the skies.. the stars. oh how they shine so bright by your side :c #asking questions. seeking answers. sharing in them and opening up in this.. calm night before. before despair #this night w the wol he had. hope. but he left without ever facing the answers he wanted so badly. #'...its getting rather late. we had best find our beds. 'twould not do for both of us to be sleep-deprived on the morrow' hdkfadjsl #THE WAY HE CALLS TO METEION SOBS HE'S SO KIND N GENTLE N. meteion worries. hermes really has a soft n sensitive heart

[simplych4i]

"Would you love me if I was a worm?"

NO. (/playful) I've never understood this. Would YOU love ME if I was a SPIDER. A creepy crawly fuck that stares up at you with glittery eyes and wants to make a little webbed home with you. Would you love me staring into my eight eyes? Huh? I'll make a web in the corner of your room and eat all the flies and mosquitoes that try to bother you. Would the temptation of a newspaper be stronger than your love for me? You could kill me in an instant and I know it. But still I choose to stay around you. I could keep your house fruit-fly free and you can gently dry me off with your space heater when I'm sopping wet from the rain. The worms are lovely and I love them too, they're wonderful to talk to. But I wouldn't be a worm, I'd be a spider. Would you love me if I was a spider?

#chai babbles #chai talks #spider #spider tw #would you love me if i was a worm #don't take this too seriously #I'm emotional over spiders rn #They're so small and perfect

[acey-wacey]

Hi hi! Could I order a scenario of how Jade and Floyd would react to MC hiding behind them because they’re being chased by bullies?? Maybe grabbing onto the tweels (о´∀`о)

I like to think they’d be surprised of someone hiding BEHIND them instead of FROM them lol..

I'm a sucker for platonic tweels! This is my lifeline rn!!

...

Shrimpy Protection Agency

Three of the more troublesome NRC seniors decided that they weren't too pleased with all the attention you were getting, having been in Twisted Wonderland for only a few months.

The students decided to corner you in the hallway, much to your surprise and demand that you apologize for the trouble you've stirred up.

When you refused, they accused you of being disrespectful and threatened to hurt you if you didn't start respecting your upperclassmen.

Through your fear, you managed to slip between the students and make a break for it.

You knew they were older, stronger, and faster than you so you wouldn't be able to outrun them.

Your only hope was to hide.

You frantically searched for a place to hide as you sprinted into the courtyard.

You were hoping someone would be there to stop the upperclassmen from pummeling you but it was empty.

No, not empty.

On the very far side of the courtyard, hidden in the shadows, the Leech twins stood, both looking mildly bored.

"Jade! Floyd!"

They both perked up upon hearing your voice.

What was excitement to see you, quickly became confusion as you ran to them and wrapped your arms around Floyd's torso from the back, shielding yourself from your pursuers.

Jade almost never showed his emotions on his face which made it all the more terrifying when his expression darkened as the bullies followed you to the courtyard.

All three of them stopped in their tracks when they saw the intimidating look on Jade's face, worsened by the wide-eyed and manic Floyd.

It wasn't usual to see either of them, especially Jade, without their signature customer service smile on, even when threatening someone, but when it came to you, there wasn't any pleasantry.

They didn't even try to pretend like your bullies weren't in danger.

"I will give you 5 seconds of silence before I begin my pursuit," whispered Jade, though the attackers heard him loud and clear in the echoey silence of the courtyard.

The one that appeared to be the leader scoffed and nervously chuckled.

"You're just a second-year. I'm not afraid of you. And I sure as he11 wouldn't need a headstart."

"Oh, you misunderstand," Floyd laughed, his eyes still crazed. "Five seconds wouldn't help you for a headstart. We're giving you a chance to pray to every God who'll bother to listen to a pathetic bottom-feeder like you."

"You're monsters!" one of the goons screeched after a few seconds of listening to their panicked breathing. Both twins just smiled in the same unsettling form.

"That bridge was burned a lot time ago, my friend," Jade chuckled menacingly before he went back to staring into the bullies' souls. "5."

"Listen, dude! We were just messing around!"

"4."

"Okay, you're seriously starting to freak me out!"

"Better get on that praying then. 3."

"I'm gonna... tell the headmaster!"

"Oh, I'm so scared. 2."

"Guys, let's get out of here!"

"That little shrimp isn't worth this."

"Only I get to call them that!" Floyd screamed after the goons as they stumbled over themselves to get away.

You could hear the bullies leaving but you still slayed firmly attached to Floyd.

"I'm a touch offended you didn't latch into me that way. Do you trust Floyd more than me?"

You looked up to see Jade smirking at you with his usual calm composure, much opposed to his "predator mode".

"I'm sorry," you sniffled, though you all knew you didn't really mean it. "Next time, I'll hide behind you instead."

"Oh, no, no, no, Shrimpy," Floyd glared at you. You could tell it wasn't directed at you specifically but it was still intimidating. "There's not going to be a next time."

"At least we can agree on that note, brother dearest," Jade mused, brushing a hair behind your ear. "We'll make sure no one will ever mess with you again, Y/N."

"What are you going to do?"

"Well, that's a secret," Jade put a finger to his lips and you could see the angry fire behind his eyes.

"You can hug me anytime you want though, Shrimpy!" Floyd chimed in cheerily. You laughed and leaned into his chest.

"Thank you so much. I don't know what I would've done with out you," you sighed and grabbed Jade's hand, tugging him into a group hug. "I love you. Both of you."

Jade wasn't usually particularly affection and Floyd didn't often practice restraint but both of them cared enough about you to just smother you in a brotherly hug, as long as it will make you happy.

Jade and Floyd made eye contact over your shoulder, making a silent agreement to break every bone in your bullies' bodies and make it look like an accident.

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland x reader #twst #twst x reader #disneytw #jade leech x reader #jade leech x platonic! reader #floyd leech #floyd leech x platonic! reader #leech twins

[hg-aneh]

Yo, I don't know if you know this but your work is being posted on Pinterest

I sort of knew but never really cared about it until now-?

-lots of angry feed up whining below... and a bit of a breakdown-

Just a few hours ago I saw the comments on some of them and holy shit tiktok children are some of the most braindead individuals i have ever seen

I'm fine with reposts, and if I wasn't, I know I wouldn't be able to stop them

What's pissing me off rn is that my stuff is getting attention from *that* crowd, the booger eating snot nosed mocosos de mierda who are so privileged their main problems are "what's skrimblo skromblo doing now? omg is it problematic??? omg theyre like so evil 💀💀"

I- they're still fucking going with the Crowriel thing- How cool, how fun, totally not making me want to disappear again bc of all the trauma from that particular mess, nope, not at all

And the angel crowley x demon crowley thing- i swear to fucking god i- they're so dumb- they're so stupid- how is it incest you- they're the same person🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉🙉

I even saw some little shit saying "omg i used to like that artist until i found out they draw nsfw" ... WHAT IS HAPPENIGNJDNGKDBG??????¿?¿¿????¿

I swear I'm going insane, I wish I could take my shit away from those people, they're so-??????

Like I'm legit about to enter another joker era, I can't believe this is what fandom spaces are now, what is wrong with people

Sorry I'm using this as a vent post or whatever but honestly I'm tired of being subservient when it comes to these fucking people, at one point a bitch has gotta explode

"Why do you care so much about what ppl say abt you online"

Because I have Seen what happens when you shut up about it. You either address it indirectly or become tiktoklovr103892's punching bag, there's no in between. Each second of silence is an admission of guilt for these motherfuckers

And I know that at the end of the day it doesn't matter but bro just allow me to be emotional over having an online space where I can have fun and take a break from life, be riddled with people who I've seen talking like they're praying for my downfall

Seriously what the fuck

What. the fuck.

.

Now if you'll excuse me

#rant #vent #i fucking hate what fandom has become #aneh answers #aneh wont shut up #sorry again #this poor anon skgnkdhm

[aha-chuu]

Okay I read a bunch of the Wriothesley and Neuvillette leaks, I promise this won't be spoilery for the story, I just wanna pick out some of the cute/funny/interesting things I found

Okay. We all saw Neuvillette in the first trailers and were like "severe judge man". Then we met him and a lot of people swerved to "uwu soft baby". I'm here to tell you he has some pent up rage

Very very emotionally distant. Not perfect wording yet but it seems like he fakes a lot of his emotions since he can't express them

Realising I didn't start with the cute or funny stuff ':))

Wriothesley! And Neuvillette, actually. Wriothesley gave him an umbrella in the rain like they're from a goddamn k-drama

Neuvillette got Wriothesley his current position! This is despite Wrio having a bit of a,,,, ah, troubled past with the law

While Neuvillette is full of rage, Wrio is very chill - like he will fuck you up but only if you get on his bad side

Which brings me to: the girl dads are fathering. Neuvillette has this whole "if anyone hurts my sweet precious melusine daughters they will die by my hand" and Wrio has "yes my daughters bully me yes I'm okay with it"

(hoping people can adapt to new characterisation information because this is like the reverse of the vibe I've seen in fanon)

Wrio has zero hobbies and trust issues. Therapy needed.

Neuvillette also needs a therapist but they need to be of a higher calibre to deal with his issues

Wrio is so weirdly nice about everyone - even Furina he's like "oh she thinks I'm boring, I'll bring her tea maybe I can change her mind" anyway I'm giving him headpats rn

Neuvillette full on admitting that Wrio & Sigewinne have some sort of dad-daughter (maybe brother & sister?) thing going on. Adorable.

Neuvillette seriously needs a punching bag he has too much anger in his soft heart

#Genshin leaks #genshin impact #wriothesley #Neuvillette #wriolette #neuvesley #?? #Genshin 4.1 #I'm obsessed with Wriothesley

[itsmealaiah]

I’m seriously having a baby fever rn and I need 2010tom x reader fluff😭

lol same 😭😭 crying together

Pregnant?

Thank you 💋💋 love youu

Tags/ warnings: reader taking a pregnancy test, being unsure, mention of abortion.

MDNI ⚠️

Your POV:

"Pregnant?" I repeat, my heart sinking. I'd missed a period, but I was sure it was just stress. Tom and I had been going through a rough patch lately, and I didn't want to make things worse. I stare down at the little pink stick, willing the word to disappear. But it doesn't. "Oh my god." I close my eyes, trying to process the information. "This can't be happening."

I don't know what to do. I can't tell Tom. He'll be furious. He'll leave me. I don't want to ruin our relationship, our family. We've already been through so much. I sink down onto the bathroom floor, wrapping my arms around my knees, feeling the weight of the world on my shoulders. I don't know how I'm going to get through this.

Maybe I should just get an abortion. It'll be like nothing ever happened. I close my eyes, tears stinging at the back of my throat. I'm scared and confused and heartbroken. I don't want to be a single mother. I don't want to give up on Tom. But what choice do I have?

I hear footsteps outside the bathroom door, and my heart leaps into my throat. Tom. I can't tell him now. I don't have the strength. I need time to figure this out on my own. I take a deep breath, steadying myself, and call out, "Just a minute, okay?" I need to buy myself some time. Some time to decide what I'm going to do.

Time passes slowly as I sit there, listening to the muffled sounds of Tom moving around in the other room. He's probably getting impatient, wondering what's taking me so long. I feel guilty for making him wait, but I can't help it. My mind is awhirl with thoughts and emotions, and I just can't seem to focus on anything else.

Finally, I force myself to stand up and open the door, trying to muster up a smile. "Sorry about that," I say, stepping out of the bathroom. "I wasn't feeling well." Tom frowns, clearly not buying it, but he doesn't press the issue. Instead, he takes my hand and leads me over to the couch.

"Are you sure you're okay?" he asks, his voice gentle. I want to tell him, but the words stick in my throat. I can't do this to him right now. I can't burden him with this news. "You know you can talk to me about anything, right?"

I nod, trying to meet his gaze, but I feel guilty for lying to him. "Yeah, I'm just…not feeling well today. That's all." I force a small laugh, trying to lighten the mood. But Tom doesn't seem convinced. He studies me for a moment, and I can see the concern in his eyes.

He leans in, his face close to mine, and brushes a stray hair from my forehead. "If you need anything, just let me know, okay?" he says softly. And in that moment, I realize that maybe I don't have to face this alone. Maybe Tom won't leave me after all.

But I can't tell him yet. Not until I'm sure. Not until I have a plan. So, instead, I force a smile and nod. "Thanks, I will."

The rest of the day passes in a blur. We don't talk about what happened in the bathroom, but there's an awkwardness between us that wasn't there before. I try to push the thoughts of the pregnancy test from my mind, focusing instead on my work and the things we need to do around the house. But it's hard to ignore the weight of my decision hanging over my head.

As the sun begins to set, Tom suggests we order in dinner. We sit on the couch together, watching TV, but I can feel the tension between us growing. I know I need to talk to him, but I'm terrified of what he'll say. Maybe if I just wait until tomorrow, until I'm sure of what I want to do, it'll be easier.

Later, as we're cleaning up the dishes, Tom turns to me, his expression serious. "y/n, we need to talk." My heart sinks, but I steel myself, bracing for the worst. "What's going on?" I ask, trying to sound casual.

Tom takes a deep breath, and then exhales slowly. "I want to make things right between us," he says. "I know I've been distant lately, and I'm sorry for that. But I want us to try and work things out." My heart soars at his words, but I can't help but feel a little cautious. "I love you, y/n," he continues, "and I don't want to lose you."

I look into his eyes, searching for any sign of deception, and find only sincerity. He truly means what he's saying. A wave of relief washes over me, and I realize that maybe, just maybe, there is hope for us after all.

"I love you too," I admit, my voice barely audible. "And I want things to work out between us, too. But we need to talk about what happened in the bathroom today."

Tom's expression clouds over for a moment, and I can see him bracing himself for what I'm about to say. "You found out something, didn't you?" he asks, his voice tight. "You took a pregnancy test, didn't you?"

I nod, feeling a lump forming in my throat. "I'm pregnant," I manage to say. "I don't know how it could have happened, but it did."

Tom takes a step back, his eyes wide with shock. For a moment, I'm afraid he's going to walk away from me, but then he takes a deep breath and slowly exhales. "Oh my God," he whispers. "Are you sure?"

I nod again, feeling tears welling up in my eyes. "I'm positive," I choke out. "I…I don't know what to do."

Tom reaches out to take my hands in his, his grip firm but gentle. "We'll figure it out together," he says, his voice steady. "We don't have to decide anything right now. We can talk to our families, we can see what our options are. We have time."

I look up at him, hope beginning to flicker in my chest. "You mean that?" I ask, my voice trembling. "You're not just saying that to be nice?"

Tom shakes his head, his expression solemn. "I mean it," he says. "I love you, and I'm in this with you, no matter what."

Something inside me breaks free, a weight lifting from my chest. I throw my arms around his neck, burying my face in his shoulder, tears streaming down my cheeks. "Thank you," I whisper. "Thank you for being here for me."

Tom holds me close, stroking my hair and whispering words of comfort and reassurance. "We'll get through this, y/n," he says. "We're in this together."

And for the first time in days, I believe him.

#tom kaulitz #tom kaulitz imagines #tom kaulitz x reader #itsmealaiah #tokio hotel x reader #tokio hotel x you #tokio hotel

[theold-ultraviolence]

Lots of emotional/smutty fluff with modern!aemond dealing with all his emotional scars with his with his girlfriend maybe as a fic? You have my favorite modern aemond

"I'm About To Make You Feel" • Modern!Aemond Targaryen x reader

Summary: Aemond takes a comment that you make about an actor's eyes to heart. CW: hurt & comfort, fingering & grinding. Words: 1.4k A/N: I was like, 'I'm working on the vday requests and cannot put out a full on fic rn, I'm just gonna write some headcanons..........and then here we are. Hope this is the right balance of emotion/smut for ya, friend, thank you for requesting!! x

His downward spiral that week begins on a cozy monday night. 

Aemond had come back home from work with a couple of VHS tapes he’d gotten at the one surviving video rental store in town that he frequented. They were having an Al Pacino week special, as he’d enthusiastically told you after dinner, while kneeling in front of the TV in your shared apartment to plug the VCR to the TV. He’d rented copies of Dog Day Afternoon and Serpico. 

When everything had been set, you’d brought a couple of hot drinks and blankets to properly nestle yourselves on the couch and unwind after a long day. 

“Gosh, Al Pacino was so hot in the 70’s, wasn’t he?” You murmur idly, to which Aemond only hums in affirmation. 

And then you wince, the second it leaves your mouth, realizing what you’d said a second too late. “It’s the eyes! He has such big, dreamy eyes!” 

“Hmm.” Aemond tenses a bit, but keeps on watching the film.

You turn to look at him with fear that what you’d said had bothered him somehow, but his profile looked calm, with his lips pursed in their usual pout and eye glued to the screen as Al Pacino screamed at the cops circling the bank he'd robbed.

You seriously did not mean to hurt Aemond, it was just something that slipped from your mind without being filtered first – you’d always loved Al Pacino for his eyes. 

But then later that night, when you settled for bed, he was quietter than usual. He wasn’t distant or anything, but, by now you know perfectly well how to read his different shades of quietude.

You didn’t question him, not wanting to intrude, knowing that when something bothered him, it took him a long while to process his feelings before talking them out with you. 

But then Friday night rolls down, both of you already settled in bed.

You have a habit of reading a little bit together before going to sleep. You’d finished your book before him, so he gladly takes you in his arms to pillow your head against his beating heart, while he continues to read. Your eyes had started to close – so soothed by the rise and fall of his chest. 

When suddenly, you hear a little sniffle.

It's so quiet, if you were more asleep you would’ve missed it entirely. Immediately you look up at him and find silent tears streaming down both sides of his face. Something you’d discover was that the tear duct on his left eye was still intact, regardless of his missing eye – a fact that made your heart contract each time you saw Aemond in pain. 

“Aemes, what’s the matter, darling?” you whisper, sitting up and tenderly caressing the side of his face, thumbs wiping away the tears. 

“Nothing, just the book I’m reading.” He dismisses, and while there might be some truth there – he's reading something with a depressing plot you’d teased him about earlier – you know how it is with him. Things sometimes snowball for him, things add up until he ends up admitting to you that he might not be as strong as he makes himself out to be. 

“Aemond…” 

He sniffles once more, takes a deep breath and finally turns to look at you. 

“Are the eyes important for you?” He mumbles. 

“What?” You know what he means, and you hate yourself for it. It had been an honest slip and you hadn’t meant any harm. “No, darling! is this about the Al Pacino thing? You know I don’t care about that! You know I love you, right? All of you. I wouldn’t change a thing.” 

You frame his face in your palms, leaning in close enough to kiss. “Look at me, Aemond.” 

His watery lilac eye pierces you, pleads for you to take over and be the stronger one for just this moment. 

“Aemond, I love you, all of you. There’s not an inch of you that doesn’t drive me wild. I think you’re the most attractive person in the whole world, and I can’t believe you’re all mine.”

You giggle, biting your lip when you see the lines of pain slowly vanishing from his handsome face. 

“You’re just saying that.” 

“No! I’m not! I mean it. You’re so perfect, Aemond, inside and out.” 

You take his book from his hands, place it on the nightstand and straddle his lap, hands on the elegant column of his neck as you lean down to kiss his sharp cheekbones – a kiss for each one, with all the love you possess, whispering in between kisses as you trail downwards, to his angular jawline and chin. “I love every inch of this perfect face.” 

You don’t mean to, but you start grinding your hips against him in autopilot, while your thumb caresses the scarred side of his face, the little dent where his eye used to be, as you kiss the corner of his right eye.

“And you’ve no dark circles under your eye, babe, what the hell do you even do?” 

He huffs out a laugh – the corners of his eye wrinkling a little bit, before he closes it, relishing in your touch and snaking his arms around your waist. He plants one foot on the bed to add more friction to your grinding.  

“I want you, Aemond. All of you. I want you so bad, all the time. Please, never ever doubt that.” 

“You want me?” He hotly whispers against your lips – your kisses getting even more heated. His desperation to be comforted transforms into ardent desire as the minutes tick by.

“How bad do you want me?” He smirks against the corner of your mouth. 

And there he is. 

“You really wanna know?” You tease, kissing down his neck, nibbling his protruding Adam’s apple, and then the spot where you feel his pulse quickening frantically. 

“Hmmm…” His big hands sneak underneath your pajama pants and panties, confidently groping your ass, his stroking of your skin both reverent and rough, loving and demanding.

Then he grabs the hem of both of your garments and brings them down the globes of your ass and thighs, not fully removing them just yet. 

“You really wanna know?” You giggle wickedly, taking his hand and bringing it to your pulsing core. Softly, his fingers trace the outline of your pussy lips – caressing your skin before the pads of his forefinger and middle finger dip inside your soaked cunt. 

He grins widely at the sensation, at your warmth, and your juices pooling around his fingers, hugging him so tightly.

Suddenly he can’t remember why he was feeling so down, when you were already so fucking wet after making out. He figures not anyone can have this effect on you. 

He remembers that the first time you had sex, you’d confided that you had a hard time getting aroused after being single for so long, and being so accustomed to the mechanical intensity of vibrators. But with him? You’ve always been so pliant and ready. A sopping puddle right here on his lap, in a matter of minutes.

And it’s all for him. 

“Do you feel how much I want you? How much I adore you, and need you?” You whine as you start to undulate your hips to the rhythm of the pumping of his fingers - as you look at him, so completely debauched, with your racing heart overflowing with love. 

“Oh darling…” he quietly moans, while hooking his fingers just right, so deeply inside of your throbbing cunt, making sparks fly in your vision.

With his other hand, he pulls down his own pants to reveal his erection – cockhead glistening with precum, a sight that makes you salivate. 

He starts stroking himself while gazing at you passionately, before whispering in your ear. “I’m about to make you feel just how perfect you are for me, my love. I’m about to make you feel how thankful I am for everything that you do for me.” 

The next morning, when the VHS tapes are due at the video store, you both step outside of his car looking absolutely ridiculous, limping your way to the returns section. 

One thing about Aemond is that he’s a man of his word.

And did he make good on his promise of making you feel every hard inch of gratitude he deposited right into you. 

You laugh to yourself, looking at the Serpico poster on the tape while still feeling the burn on your thighs as you walk, which makes you think...Al Pacino could never.

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