#but if anyone wants to know u can message me

[agapemoon]

i find very funny how everyone in the island knows that q!philza is really good at pvp, like even out of rp viewers from all communities know this, know how good he is bc it’s always implied. And then, there is fucking q!roier ….. silly q!roier who is secretly really good at pvp but is always goofing around bc he doesnt want anyone to think he is a “tryhard” so no one in the island and out of rp (besides q!spreen) knows that he is actually very fucking good at fighting and a nerd, he just never activates his tryhard mode bc why would he? Silly guy just wants to have fun and be silly, there is no need to take things seriously and he doesnt want to be taken seriously either …. bc once again, he’s just a lil guy being silly <3

#qsmp #roier #philza #spreen #like its funny bc im sure everyone thinks roier is not good at pvp as if he wasnt raised in highpixel since he was 13 alongside spreen #I dont think he can beat spreen though but spreen says roier is hard to fight when he plays seriously so yes even spreen agrees #correction: he won against spreen once dkxjdkxf #also ive seen tryhard-roier in action and yes all my hommies love tryhard-roier #is very cool to see him kill other players so fast and quick makes me proud. Is like ‘oh so spreen was right’ Ik it’s unexpected but #we (roiers community) know he is GOOD he just doesnt want to show it hes like shy or smth he doesnt want anyone to think he is a tryhard #he always says he is just ‘silly and funny moments roier’ and then he is at the finals of every single mc event with an amazing countkill #u all have no idea how much i want this server to push roier into his tryhard mode i MISS TRYHARD-ROIER #he only appears when he is caught up in the moment or when he is playing an event seriously and wants to WIN #HES A NERDDDDDDDD HE IS A CLOSETED NERDDDD !!! WHEN HE SAYS HE ISNT THAT GOOD HES LYING !!!!!! HES A LIAR !!!!! #YES IM EXPOSING MY STREAMER #HE WAS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO MESSAGED CCS TO TELL THEM STARTEGIES TO WIN. IM TELLING YOU HES A NERD NERD NERD and i love him for that 😭💖 #if u guys dont believe me. Watch the vod of that day roier didnt log in after bobbys death and streamed on a sunday for a mc event #he killed three players in a row with a ton of lag. yes thats my streamer <3 #alessa's posts

[taegularities]

some men are textbook villains fr

#tw religion? #kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on #some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago #liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not #tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much #i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different #things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how #id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet #but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that #and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on #you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding #things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc #life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam #me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you' #AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you' #even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that' #and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone #(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it) #(nothing even ever started you bitchass) #also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it #mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal.. #but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared #my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN #'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean #i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective #but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back #and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever #anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol #def gonna delete later #but ty for reading if u did <3

[anxiously-sidequesting]

SPEAKING OF WHICH are there like any chill wizard101 discord servers or group chats that I could join. Or if anyone just wanna add me on discord shoot me a tumblr DM because I'm lonely and I like you guys :)

#ive had this thought for a while BUT IM JUST SHY. but after the soap opera morganthe dream i just had i need wizard friends to yell at #i got like one wizard mutual on discord already. if youre reading this you know who u are. love you /p <3 #other than that one person NONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON DISCORD PLAY THE GAME AND IM LOBELY #I WANNA TALK ABOUT WIZARDS AND SHIT #altho ill probably be a useless discord discussion partner because i have no literary comprehension- #-and i havent played the source material in years. okay #all my knowledge on wizard101 is either personal headcanons im now considering as facts or secondhand knowledge from the internet #also my ocs. i love talking about my ocs even though they have the depth of cardboard #ALSO LOVE HEARING ABOUT OTHER PPLS OCS THATS MY FAVORITE THING TO READ FROM MY FRIENDS #like you could dm me at 4 in the morning to talk about your ocs i would be so happy #altho fair warning i can suck at dms bc im an anxious little chihuahua so if ur gonna add me i must warn u. i text back 5 years later #either i send 200 messages in the span of 5 minutes or you wont hear from me until we're both 30. sorry thats just the autism for u #BUT YEAH if anyone wants to add me they can #this fandom is like the only fandom in the world im comfy with interacting with LMAO #wizard101 #w101 #wiz101 #text posts

[venusiangguk]

You are evil. I hope you die when you go to busan. I hope the plane you are going to ride will crash. My gosh! You are the daughter of satan!!! I hate you so much! So full of lies! Jungkook will never like you because you are a brat! Fuck you!!!

ty n goodnight <3

#jungkook would think u are MEAN !! #n he HATES mean people !! #so ask urself next time: would jungkook be proud of me if i send stella venusiangguk this MEAN anonymous message? #anyway ty to people who have sent me tips about traveling !! #i’ll answer some tomorrow so anyone else who may end up wanting to go to seoul can know the tips too <3 #ask #anon #stellanswers <3

[petrichorium]

Happy anniversary of the time I wrote 20k words in a week and got ghosted by the artist who was supposed to make art for the fic lol

#it’s been a year I can be bitter now right #for a SINGLE DAD BAKUGO FIC r u kidding I should have had artists lining up to make the art and instead I get shafted #I don’t fully blame the Big Bang staff. I think it could’ve been handled better but it’s mostly on the artist #but wow that rlly happened huh LMFAOOOOOO #shoutout to Shay for being the most supportive friend through all that truly #I got to live vicariously through her assigned artist who was amazing && also she drew me some stuff that was adorable 🥺 #if anyone wants to know why sleeping is taking so long to write it’s bc I was fueled by spite and a deadline for the first chapter and now #I am just. kinda bitter and sad abt the rest #which sucks bc I love the fic I rlly do #hopefully I can get over it bc it’s silly to let something like that ruin the fic entirely #SO insane tho. the way I was the only one who made the cut and didn’t get art too #not even bc I didn’t get picked but bc my artist was a sham. nice. love that truly #the staff was okay. I’m not gonna pretend I felt supported but I get that it’s a complicated and stressful event #and it was a difficult situation bc my artist insisted they were working on stuff. never got an official ‘sorry I’m dropping out’ message #so I get it. but I’m also still pissed :) abt the whole situation not. at any singular member or staff or anything #mostly at the artist #but again could have been handled better fr

[homosexual-fanfiction]

okay theoretically .. if you were to look at the word count for a chapter.. how many words do you think would make you say "this is too fucking long"

#extremely unsure as to weather i should chop this up yet again cus . i maybe sort of really rushed the planning near the end #when i was drafting everything out at the beginning of november #because i REALLY wanted to start writing but now i am paying for it by having to wrestle with these last few chapters #i think if i did break it up #i have an idea of where i would do so. but then i think i would end up with like a long chapter and then a shorter chapter and then a long #chapter again? #i want to give everything the space to have the attention it deserves and its looking like i might have to split this and make it 12 chapte #chapters if i want that tumblr can you please stop putting error messages over my tags while im trying to type. you bitch #anyways #all that is just to say i'm curious what everyone's opinion would be on what would constitute too long of a chapter #cus right now im thinking if it breaks 10k i'll find a place to break it up #but i'm interested to hear other opinions #i could have said that a lot more concisely instead of having an essay in the tags but u kno #btw NONE OF THIS MEANS ANYTHING IS READY SOON. just incase. i dont want to get anyone's hopes up on accident i think this chapter might tak #take a hot second here to write like i have chunks of it done and i know what i want to happen but i'm going to have to beat at it a lot to #make it happen smoothly #soooooooo be patient with me #for the sake of having a good chapter to read <3 instead of a rushed one <3 thankies <3 #not an update

[cryptidapprentice]

literally why the hell am i always so anxious to call out of work

#marine myths rambles #like... worst that could happen is they fire me for calling out too much. but then i get to find a new job (is not too fond of current job) #(mostly bc of how the higher ups treat their employees. i actually quite like most of my coworkers n the actual work isnt tht bad sometimes) #(i just think the owners dont fkn know how to properly compensate or take care of their employees. its kinda wack. anyways.) #i guess i just need more ways to say tht i cant come into work bc i feel like im repetitive #literally as i was typing the last tag i got a message asking abt when i can make up the hours. like... #i offered a day tht works for me but apparently not for them bc its too many hrs for me in one week?? idk but im just like. #what do u want me to say. im already working extra days bc i was asked to. n u want me to make up the hrs im missing??? huh??? #imagine if i quit rn. (i wouldnt bc id rather have another job lined up before leaving my current job if possible. but the thought is There) #anyways off topic as all hell but im thinking abt changing my url should i just do it n not say anything? would anyone care even?? lmao #would love to hear any thoughts and opinions (abt both the url and my work sitch if uve got em tbh)

[eeunwoo]

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#actually also #I was thinking abt this bc I can’t sleep and like. #u guys prolly remember my bestie m///ika and I’ve never talked abt it properly but like #we were best friends for abt 6y before she ghosted me bc of a new boyfriend (army guy which is already 🤢 but yeah) #and like before she ghosted officially she basically met another group of girls and a guy online and they all have regular meet-ups and #hang out. which is fine. but it’s such a slap in the face bc they’re like. all rich lol #like they say they’re not but if u can afford regular trips across the country. hotels and restaurants and parties. u are rich #and I already know she’s rich but yeah I thot our friendship kinda looked over class status lmao #but to see her make friends strictly w rich people and suddenly forget all her morals re other stuff has been. hard on me to deal w frankly #I unfollowed her on all socials bc it makes me sick to my stomach knowing that she ghosted me even tho I asked her a few times to just tell #me if she doesn’t want to be my friend anymore. bc I saw it coming bc when she made other friends and got the new bf she started pulling #away. and I know ppl grow apart but we never really did. she just decided I wasn’t good enough. completely out of the blue decided to stop #answering my messages. idk #my trust issues skyrocketed since then #we were so close I was supposed to teach in the usa and we were gna move in together like it was that deep #and yeah idk. I think abt it every so often bc. it’s upsetting #like #I thought she cared abt me lmao but #I guess I’m basically only good to make ppl feel good abt themselves and then if anyone else comes along I immediately get ditched #it’s an awful existence to have #mrow.org

[the-casbah-way]

How should I very politely tell someone I know online that I don't care about every aspect of their life and like I come online just to get a break from the real word .

Like I've met them some time ago now online sure but still I'm here to be silly not a therapist and I want to tell them but I'm afraid I'd hurt their feelings.

Any suggestions? Thnkx

im really not the best person to ask this to because i am an aries and autistic and have a personality disorder so if someone is bothering me i either tell them very bluntly and directly to go away or ignore them forever LMAO you don't owe anyone a reply and as long as you're polite and respectful then how they react to you setting a boundary is not your responsibility

#literally just tell them what you said. “im not really in a position to answer this and i came on here to relax and be silly sorry” #or just lie and say youre busy. the great thing abt the internet is you can just ignore people and run away <3 #and also like by entertaining something you know you have no interest in youre wasting your own time but also theirs #let them go find someone on here who DOES want to have their entire life story dumped into their inbox im sure theyre out there somewhere #sometimes being silly means u have to tell some harsh truths. for example please leave me alone and stop messaging me im too silly for this #but also let this be a lesson to anyone who messages me. like unless i explicitly tell you to go away then it means i like messaging you :3 #anyway im sorry if this made no sense or is like The Wrong Answer i really do not do well with human interaction its kind of My Whole Thing

[rotturn]

once i come back from my trip i think... there's gonna be some big changes

#theres a Lot of mutuals ive been trying to interact w who ignore me and a fair few I've stayed mutuals w #just bc it feels like i have to #and it has made tumblr feel. very lonely #i know this time of year just gets like that #but like. theres people who i used to be close to and talk to a lot who i can not get a reply from ic or ooc these days #and like people move on thats fine its just. idk it sucks #and i know im guilty of being slow sometimes and messages sometimes get missed if im overwhelmed but #i try very very hard to at least reply sometimes or acknowledge peoples posts/existence #but it only feels like 3 or 4 people actually want me here or want to talk to me #idk i love rping and i love being here but this is a collaborative hobby and it feels very much like everyones got people except me #the two people that i talk to every day mean the world to me i love u guys #but outside of those 2 and like 3 other people who like my posts i just feel. like im only a number in peoples follower counts #maybe come the end of jan people will be back online more and I'll feel better but idk #i just try so hard to be here all the time and have completely fucked my sleep schedule on Many occasions #just to hang out and talk w people and i throw my all into trying to be here and have friends and be interesting #and i guess im just. not? and it sucks but it is what it is i guese #i just wish that this wasnt such a lonely place bc im so tired of deleting a bunch of posts constantly bc they get no notes #and it makes me feel like my blog looks messy and bad for anyone new whos looking #i just constantly feel like i have to apologize for existing here and its not fair thats not what this is meant to be #i miss having friends here. people used to like me and im not sure what changed

[voidcat]

God its kinda stupid that one message threw my mood off as if I wasnt in a bad enough headspace already

#danyl rants #this is why I wouldnt associate w Turkish men UGH #the impulse to just leave that server without saying a word and not reply to anyone for few days is strong #like bro there isn’t even anythung florty abt that last message either and I talk w friends in dirtier ways #idk man ig im like this bc a) sure attention is nice abd I’m I’ll b losing thag and b) it was states kn clear terms between us before that #we both were doing that without meaning anything so why the I comfort now #if anything I should be ghe uncomfy one and I HAVEBEEB FEW GIMES I just waited for it to pass orbit say anythung bc it was stated mutual it #serious. and idk I didnt want to say hey can we Soto snd have it come off as ‘ugh they think I took it serious or smt #IDK IM TIRED #also I jist hate it in general when ppl suddenly switch the way they interact w others when they start dating someone #like ok bro #u have been talking all types of flirty w me and legit used the terms my cat and my girl NOT EVEN A WEEK AGO #KNOWING FULL WELL IM IN A RELATIONSHIP but k

[littlecafe]

oliveyoung global shipped so fast omg my package came within a week of me ordering?? that’s like 5 business days??? and i ordered after lunar new year when they were off for a couple extra weekdays

damn their prices are expensive but $60 free express dhl shipping almost makes it worth it (to the USA)

but money saving tip if you ever want to order from them though is to browse the website first before signing up since they give you some coupons for signing up ($5 off $70 and $10 off $80) and if you download the app you get a free $5 worth in points, points can be used in conjunction with one coupon so you can get $15 off of $80 instead of just $10

if you’re trying to save even more then wait until they run an event where you have the chance off getting free reward points so you can stack them (actually they have one going on right now for 3 days!! they do them every now and then so don’t stress it), but to stack with events you seriously have to plan beforehand because those points expire within one day so you basically have to be ready to order within 24 hours

idk if it’s timezones or if they’re nice and give you a full 24 hours on the event points, but either way there was some overlap for me at least so you might be able to stack up to 2 days worth of reward points if you’re lucky and get points on 2 consecutive days!! or ur unfortunate and pull a coupon instead of points if so then it won’t stack due to the one coupon per order limit :--( but this was how i got like $20 off my order since they did a similar lucky draw points event for lunar new year

and another good thing is that they base the free shipping on your original cart amount, so if your points bring you under $60 you still get free shipping if you’re original amount was $60+ unlike some other websites (cough jolse cough i’m sorry i was hurt)

#free advertisement i should sign up for their affiliate program or something damn #i'm kidding....except i'm not because i think they also give you $$$ if you sign up for it sjhfsdfsf #so i'm going sign up the next time i want to order lmaooo we love u oliveyoung and ur free points #the event gives coupon or points and i've seen them go up to $20! so if ur lucky u can actually get so much #this time i think the highest is $14 since it's for valentine's day so you know feb 14 lol #that jolse jab was personal i can't believe they would do that to me #i was literally sitting here trying to figure out how my cart got MORE expensive when i added a coupon #smh it was because it dropped me like a few dollars under the free shipping threshold so they added back in the shipping costs #if anyone needs clarification message me i'll try to explain better but this was supposed to be a short post #but i felt like i had to let people know!! i cannot have you guys ordering at full price!! unless u can afford it #if so good for you tbh!! #oh and oliveyoung doesn't really do free samples if ur into that don't expect any with ur order lol #they do have packages like 1+1 or free gifts but i ordered some with free gifts but they must have ran out bc i didn't get them smh #tea talks #delete later maybe this post is way too long the tags are a whole new text post too damn girl

[catmanbowser]

teehee :3c

#forgive me it was 12 am when i saw the ask and i guess i was rlly tired and eepy already #sorry to anyone who saw my midnight vent abt some anon i probably shouldve just deleted it and go to sleep ;; #but i wanted to set boundaries that my shitpost got nothin to do with any canon bs and that im just some guy with a batman pfp who make art #and thank you to the people who left me messages it does make me feel kinda bad abt venting but nah its cheering me up actually #sorry if i dont reply im dont know what to reply im just glad that you guys enjoy my shit and are here to support me im grateful #and ily all <3 #ask box is still open but please please be nice or idk be silly? just dont be mean and an ass #ive made a post abt this before already and its regarding proshippers and mean asks. dont be a creep dont be a jerk block me if you can #it aint that hard #button's right there #set boundaries for yourselves too man idk who you are or what ur into #i dont like you then im ignoring ur ass and blocking u. you should try it instead of sending weird and mean shit #anyways bye #enjoy this long ass tag lol

[bunnysfarms]

Might update my pinned/make a carrd or a website of some sort! I could always revamp my old carrd but I'm sentimental abt it bc I made it as a teenager lol. I want to also update my theme since I don't have a desktop theme here and maybe tweak my main's theme. I'm also sentimental abt that one too though. Thoughts.

#text #delete later #rambling a little sorry but i looove tumblr customization! i dont see a lot of people with themes anymore :[ its so fun to- #figure out the coding! #if anyone has advice or knows how to code u can message me if u want!

[vvanessaives]

actually a good question about vesper/fenix is: why tf were they even together. i keep on saying how she refused to talk with him and so on and so forth so like why did she in the end bite and say fuck it i think i could give him a shot (metaphorically and with a gun). the answer is as simple as the laws of attraction baby: fenix thought she was hot and actually really enjoyed when she refused him every time, yes he even enjoyed the few punches he got from her (brain went grrr aaaa woof bark boxer woman really can HURT. hot). vesper on the other side thought he was hot too..sadly, fenix is charming we need to give him that, and vesper actually felt pretty alone and having someone that went out of his way to seek her attention really did smth to her, beside if she didn't appreciate his bothering she would've let him know and fenix teased her about it a whole lot. if you wanna know yea it was vesper that kissed him first :)) he will never let her forget that :))

#rena.txt #then yea they broke up bc hes a piece of shit and we all hate him (affectionately) but still i like their dynamic. they are old married #couple that turned into old divorced couple basically. also fenix actually made vesper a little less >:( grumpy like she wouldn't talk with #anyone. guard always up and so on. he made her a little more friendly :3 he sadly only stayed a dumbass ALFDFKSLCK #also not to make anyone clutch their pearls and fan their face but she went way forth than that single kiss. my girl is a woman of action #oc: vesper #oc: fenix #yea that gifset gave me thoughts. thots even #ALSO the message i want to send with fenix is that you don't change sometimes like yea sometimes being in a relationship can make you strive #to be better and so on but sometimes u know. if someone is...themself they will not change for anyone. doesn't mean fenix didnt care for her #hes just himself and vesper accepted that and she just couldn't keep being with him and thats it