#but if yall are interested i am willing to post it.

[hyperfixiation-station]

Sorry, I meant Ghost in a fight/discussion with reader 😭 Still, I did love your take

CW: Fighting, emotional abuse, light swearing I am so sorry anon 😭😭 I am literally the dumbest person to have ever existed lmaooo Also apologies for length, I am moving and wanted to get you something cause I'm not sure when I'll be able to post again. To whoever asked, I am making a pt.2 so send me an ask if you want to be notified :)

As always, no beta, please lmk of any mistakes!!

A lot of ‘fights’ you guys have are one sided, where you concede quickly, not wanting to argue, and he just keeps going and going. He, like a lot of ND’s, gets a thrill from fighting, and he will pick fights about everything. You just disagree once with what he says and he goes off.

Fem!Reader: Anytime he is upset/angry with you/thinks you are disrespecting or ignoring him, he'll call you 'woman'. 

"I'm still talking woman!" "Watch your mouth woman" "Woman I am talking!" 

He does not love bomb. He does not come after arguing with you with flowers and chocolates and showering you with love to make up for it. 

Don’t get me wrong, this man does bring you flowers, just not to make you feel better after a fight. He’ll get you flowers for valentines day and your birthday and your anniversary and any time he feels like you deserve flowers, but he does not give them to you after fights. 

And you guys don’t fight too often. At least, not fights where he feels bad and has lingering guilt. Very rarely will he realize(or at least admit) That he was wrong, especially not in front of your kids, if you guys have them. However, if he does realize and admit he is wrong(typically after you sleep in a different room or don’t talk to him except for the bare minimum) he will apologize in private.

One very memorable fight for you was back in the early days of your relationship, just after you had started living together. He had left his gear just piled on the front table, and you had folded it and moved it to the bedroom so that it wasn’t cluttering up the front room. He came home and, well, freaked. He screamed at you, punched a hole through a door, and you still remember him telling you ‘Go to hell then woman” when you said you had just wanted the space to be clear. 

He gets pissed off about the stupidest stuff. Your guy's 10-year-old daughter bought a Stanley? He’s mocking him for the next 3 weeks about wanting to be popular. Your teenage-daughter wears ripped jeans to a concert? He’s telling everyone about how she must have bought them at half-price since so much cloth is missing. 

One interesting thing is that he respects fighting back, to an extent. You watched in borderline horror as your eldest got into a screaming match with him that lasted hours and ended with no victor. And yet, since that day, you’ve never seen Simon scream at them again. 

Hearing this, he sounds toxic, yeah? And he is, to an extent. But you stay with him because he knows he has issues, and he actively works on bettering himself. You’ve been with him for a decade now, and you can see so many differences in the way that he acts. He no longer screams and throws things and punches holes in the walls. He is more willing to admit when he is wrong, hell, there's even been a few times when he’s said sorry in front of your kids. 

You understand his trauma, you understand why he responds and acts the way he does, and most importantly He does too, and he is working on bettering himself for his family, because he loves you, and he hates that his explosive reactions hurt you and your kids.

I am going to make a pt. 2 to this so that I can go more in depth, but again, I’m moving and not sure when I will be able to post again so I wanted to at least give you something. lmk what ya'll think :)) ALSO: If you think I am mischaracterizing Ghost please let me know, and I will either explain my reasonings or you will change how I think of him. Either way, I would like to know yalls thoughts so please do not hesitate to say something

#ghost x reader #simon ghost riley #cod fanfic #no beta we die like men #cod #cod x reader #ghost fanfiction #angst #ghost headcanons #simon riley x reader #he has anger issues okay #sorry again lol

[blueberryratz]

help a disabled autistic system afford testosterone pretty please? 👉👈

$30/$300

venmo: @/blueberryratz (i dont have my other accounts working rn so that's it unfortunately :P)

i didn't think id have to ever make a post like this but my job cut my hours pretty severely (i went from working 35 hours a week to 12 or 18 if im lucky) and im becoming a bit more anxious to start transitioning ;-; my medicaid insurance doesn't cover gender affirming care so im looking to do folx's $300 annual plan (which is not exactly money i have the ability to spend right now, it's honestly more than a single paycheck for me)

im not the most in-need person in the world but if youre willing to spare a few bucks i would seriously appreciate it. however there are some things i can do in exchange for donations.

i can make some custom self-made adult content if anyone would happen to be interested in that (honestly itd probably be more fun for me than anyone else lol) other than that i am an extremely good editor and willing to read over essays or personal writings to help with grammar, pacing, missed details, rewriting, etc.

i appreciate yall for reading/reblogging :') id really like to start transitioning soon and any little bit helps <3

#🦈

[punkrockgenasiashton]

Already seeing a ton of posts attempting to woobify/humanize/normalize The Ghoul from the Fallout series in an attempt to make him a more shippable character with Lucy and...yall. I am just so tired. Like, if you wanna ship the sexy ghoul man with the pretty sex positive lady, go for it! There is absolutely a charged dynamic between the two and it would be kinda hot.

But also. The Ghoul is at best Lawful Evil (to borrow from the dnd Alignment Chart). A man with a set of codes who is willing to do anything, including kill a dog and a town full of people, to get a McGuffin that MIGHT get him in a position to MAYBE get answers about what he wants. Was he at one time a genuinely good person? Absolutely! But now, right now, in the narrative, he is not much better a person from a moral perspective than Hank. And thats okay! Hell, thats good!

The lengths he is willing to go to get what makes him an interesting character. Can we not smooth over the rough edges and not take 2 second clips of his eyes supposedly softening when he looks at Lucy and say ThAt iS wHo tHe ChArAcTeR ReAlLy Is while ignoring that this is the same guy who baited a kid into going for a gun so he had a reason to shoot him?

Like. Just let morally dubious characters be morally dubious and not and them until theyre some simulacrum of their former selves that is easier and more comfortable to ship. Please.

#Fallout #fallout spoilers #fallout tv series #The Ghoul

[refeminizeme]

hey yall, i was here, went 2 @re--feminize-me m i was having some tech issues on my other acct and decided 2 give this one another shot!!!

Mandatory disclaimer that transphobia in real life sucks and so does misogyny etc and i dont condone pretty much anything on this blog if its not in a consensual kink context, obviously. If this content triggers you pls block me.

loves

forcefem/feminization!!!!!!!

bondage esp sh1bari

brainwashing/conditioning/mind control

bimboification/dumbification

hypnosis!!!!!

breathplay (incl. being choked and more)

dp

edging & denial

sensory deprivation ♡

likes

cnc (if in the mood)

breeding (pregnancy is less of a kink for me if at all, i used 2 be super uncomfy w it and im like, getting more comfortable w it????)

gaslighting/manipulation (consensually and negotiated first, and only w the right person so dont do this right out the gate)

spirals

intox (consensually and for the right person), esp. aphrodisiacs

degradation in very specific like, um, ways??? like um, i like sweet degradation.

exhibitionism but like um, im not like, TOOOOO into this its a minor kink for me

misogyny kink (which like, seems 2 be getting stronger lately fsr????)

curious about

lactation

hucow

consensual blackmailing

will update as i like, think of more???? if u think of anything not on this list ask me about it n like, it just may get added hahahahahaha

hard limits

findom/me

v0mit

watersports/scat

cgl/ddlg/daddy dom anything

age/re

alternate personality stuff/anything related to that

feet

body shaming, esp weight related

weight control/eating disorder stuff

racism/racist slurs/etc

any kind of inc3st including daddy/mommy as a title

ass to mouth in any capacity

rimming (giving)

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some of my hypnotic triggers im like, willing 2 share publicly:

dr*p and sle*p - some obvious ones, put me into a trance

deeper and deeper - makes me go deep real fast if used after dr*p and/or sle*p

thr*b - makes me really horny and makes my cunt, well, throb

edge esp in all caps/bolded - makes me immediately reach an edge and if im touching i HAVE 2 stop until the edge has passed

like a go0d girl - makes me want to obey whatever precedes it

submit/surrender - makes me feel very obedient n like, submissive

tr*th - makes my subconscious answer a question without my conscious mind being aware of it and i will immediately forget answering the question after

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i occasionally make detr4ns/misgen/bimbofication files (you can find them here!!) but im primarily a sub.

I've been listening to hypnosis for like 3-4 years and this is like, how ive turned out bc of it???? I really am detransitioning n becoming the best bimbo i CAN be irl this is not like, ENTIRELY a fantasy for me but i dont like, condone this stuff outside of a consensual kink context to be clear. ask me abt it??

my tits are like,,,, soooo big omg. last i posted abt them on this blog they were a DDD/F cup and now theyre an h or an i cup depending on the day??????? i like, hope they keep getting bigger 😳😳

also fwiw i AM a bigger girl, which like, means dont expect me to be the waifish manic pixie dream girl many guys like, seem to expect??? My icon + header are both me so that shld give u an idea of what to expect from my pics.

Also i do "commissions" for pics, audio, videos/gifs, etc just lmk what ur looking for n im sure we can arrange smth!! For those interested I also also have a gdrive folder of my fave nüdes (23 pics, 2 vids, n a gif) for whatever u think is a reasonable donation ♡ I'm trying to raise money for several fun detrans things so I'm like,,, open to negotiation on that. DM me if any of that interests you!!

Alternatively, follow me on Loverfans here, for free (lewd content) or $5 a month (the good stuff) ♡ Easy peasy.

[haaawaiianshirt]

my issue with "stans" and people who like Billy or any other Stranger Things Guy is not that they like him, sympathize with him, headcanon him, whatever, (I know nothing I say can talk you out of liking them but it's fine, to each their own) it's the rampant hypocrisy yall like to spout I am SO sick of it

I appreciate that y'all want to take a nuanced look at the source material, but you can't cherry-pick what parts of the narrative you want to acknowledge !!

y'all want to talk about classism and ableism within the show, which i admire! those are super interesting themes in Stranger Things!! but you all REFUSE to acknowledge or interpret the themes surrounding racism, misogyny, and cycles of abuse and it discredits any argument yall wanna make about your special little guys.

I can acknowledge that Billy is a survivor of his father's abuse, I can see that he is a complex and interesting character and I don't care that you guys like him for this! but what y'all conveniently like to omit is that he chose to perpetuate the abuse he faced onto Max. he could have forged a relationship with her like his literal narrative foil, Johnathan, did with Will in the face of their abusive father, but he didn't and that was His Choice.

or the common argument about Nancy and ableism for example! (and before yall come for my ass, yes, i am autistic.)

when Nancy is rude to Robin one (1) time, it's not because she's an overwhelmed teenager who just lost another friend and has had to face so much doubt in her ideas thanks to the men in her life and is just now trying to forge friendships again, it's because she's a master manipulator ableist obviously.

So, if y'all care about Nancy getting annoyed with Robin, where are the posts shunning Steve for being mean to Robin? calling Robin hyper? for telling Nancy that Robin has "problems"? for letting Robin run off into the Upside Down alone? is that not more ableist than Nancy getting annoyed with Robin for talking a lot in a high-stress situation?

Do you see the issue?

how are y'all willing to excuse Billy for attacking actual children but aren't willing to provide that same grace towards Nancy when she protects those same children with her life?

you ask us to see the truth behind the actions of Billy and Steve yet condemn Nancy for every mistake in the same breath? what exactly is the line between a traumatized teenager and a monster in your mind?

you claim that Nancy is evil and classist towards Johnathan but ignore the sexism (which is literally. the main conflict. of their relationship. they don't understand each other), neglect, and parentification she faced. you wax poetic that Billy is so misunderstood but ignore the way he routinely tormented Max and attacked Lucas for dating Max, which both the Duffer Brothers and Caleb himself said is meant to be racially motivated.

y'all make up so many reasons to forgive and excuse the men of the narrative for their behavior but do not allow female characters the same grace and it is so. annoying. y'all want to be this cool nuanced fan safe space but you just pull the same shit as a dudebro movie buff echo chamber and I'm soooo done with it.

#billy hargrove #steve harrington #they are just some guy #fandom discourse #idk babys first im just so fed up #got told to See The Evidence In The Narrative about Nancy's Hatred For Disabled People from a BILLY STAN and that was the last straw

[vampiricegirl]

would any of yall gaymers wanna play vampire the masquerade with me as storyteller? it would be roleplay style over discord as that is what im familiar with. it would also be my first time long term storytelling so i would appreciate players willing to be patient with me and work with me on stuff. beginners absolutely welcome. i can explain character building and clans and stuff. preferably people that live in EST or close to it because i go to bed somewhat early and id like to get started while i still have brain juice in my noggin. i would like to do tuesdays starting at 7 pm EST. but i am also open to mondays, wednesdays, thursdays or fridays if that works for the group better. we would probably wrap up around 10 pm or 11 pm. if youre interested please reach out to me in dm, in ask or on discord (salemcross) or reply to this post.

#personal #vtm #vampire #vampire the masquerade

[thegamingcatmom]

Can’t wait to read your human!Ellie x reader x deadite!Eliie fic!

HELLAW

(Since we´re in the humanverse now, have this:)

First of all, tysm hon!! 😭🥰

I´m pretty pumped as well because I´m rather unfamiliar with sane territory and just...being normal in general lmao. I do plan on it being my first "big" project though, as in posting actual chapters that are actually connected to one another and not just stand alone (shit)posts sort of. So, seeing as this would truly be a rather big project I`m not sure when I´m gonna get started on it because life´s pretty busy for me rn and will continue to be for the next few months BUT, I am willing because Momma says so and Momma´s got me in a rather tight chokehold indeed. 🥲

But also...I find it very interesting that you immediately assume the other "person" in this affair to be Maggot Momma. Or are you simply trying to get me gush about and admit to it? Hmmm?

How about @everyone else? Who do you think is the other person in this equation? I´d love to hear your thoughts on this so feel free to send me an ask or leave a guess under this post. 😈

(Your ask has tempted me to do another poll though. Just to see if/how greatly the results would differ if it was revealed who I intend to be the other lady lover, vying for someones love and attention. 😏❤️‍🔥)

Oh and @everyone else who´s sent me an ask:

I see them and I WILL get around to answer them, I promise. Yall are not being ignored. 🙏❤️

Thanks again for that ask!

#evil dead rise #maggot mommy #evil dead rise...but gayer #alyssa sutherland #deadites #ellie bixler #someone #and someone else #love corner

[crabonfire]

Hi! May I request a tssm Eddie Brock x reader pretty plz 💞

TSSM Eddie Brock x Reader <3

character: tssm! Eddie Brock

tags: fluff

note: this is seriously long overdue (sorry anon) but i saw this in my drafts and I HAD to do it because I am hyperfixated SPECIFICALLY on tssm eddie brock.

can be seen as post or pre venom!!! I wrote it ignoring his venom counterpart but I could write venom stuff if yall are interested

also i didn't know if you wanted like...headcannons or a fully fledged fic but I'm gonna do headcannons because at the moment I'm out of ideas for Eddie fics

♡Eddie♡

• He doesn't show extreme PDA, thinks it's a little corny to be so overly intimate with your partner like that in front of people. But he does love holding your hand or having his arm around you when you two are out.

• Makes any attempt to compliment you when he can. It doesn't mean that his compliments have no meaning, no, he means it all.

• Anywhere you want to go, he's willing to take you on his motorcycle.

• He LOVES motorcycle rides with you. Usually its too loud for either of you to talk, but he loves the feeling of your arms around him as you rest your head on his back. The cool air, you, and the road the both of you take. Something about it is real romantic to him. (It's symbolic in a way I guess.)

• Will teach you how to use it if you've never rode one <3

• Loves when you wear his jacket. Oftentimes he'll purposely leave it over at your place to see if you'll wear it. Will tease you when you do, but hates when you take it off.

• He gets super quiet whenever you two are alone together. Usually because he wants you to talk about your day and such, but other times he's preoccupied with other ideas. Sometimes he just wants to sit in silence with you, hugging you from behind or pulling you to his chest and feeling your hair.

• Physical intimacy is a must for him. He won't show it early in the relationship, but he craves your hugs and kisses. Adores whenever you are the one holding him, running your fingers through his hair, he can't get enough.

• He might have a hard time expressing true feelings to you. When he's angry it's obvious, but when it's something about love and trust it's a little difficult for him to convey it into words. He doesn't want to worry you, and if this relationship was serious, he would have a hard time saying "I love you" or even returning that sentiment unless you two had been together for a long time. After being left behind so many times it's difficult to trust.

• But he loves you. And that is enough for him.

♡♡♡

reblogs and comments appreciated :)

I love you tssm eddie brock...one of my fav adaptations...aside from Tom Hardy I love you Tom Hardy...

#tssm #the spectacular spider man #tssm eddie #tssm eddie brock #eddie brock #tssm x reader #tssm eddie brock x reader #eddie brock x reader #eddie brock x you #fluff #tssm headcannons #eddie brock hcs #hcs #tagging #wow

[none-i5]

Tonight, I have a few thoughts and feelings. This unfortunately means I have to make an extremely long post. But anyways

Idk about others, but Furina losing her status as the Hydro Archon in those theories isn't what bugs me. If yall wanna have some food for thought, then that's perfectly fine. There are even a few that have some interesting thoughts, and yk if a girlfailure wants to chill for a bit, then good for her.

What I am pissed off about though is how most people want this to happen because...they don't like her?

I'd like to establish that there are two things to determine about how good or bad a character is: if they're good morally/have a good attitude, or if they're written in a good way. These are two separate things. I want to emphasize that.

Whether or not a character has good morals or a good attitude is up to the person, but I think regardless of whether someone thinks the character is good or bad morally or attitude wise, if the character hits the criteria of being well written by creative writing standards, then that needs to be acknowledged. Basically:

Good moral/attitude =/= good writing

So, we get back to Furina. Literally just a few minutes into her introduction, and most people already have very strong impressions or opinions about her: she's a brat, she's childish, she's insecure, and in some situations she is a coward. As we learn more of her, we learn that: she is willing to give herself for her people (her people pleasing tendencies + her extensive research of the prophecy over centuries) and that she isn't too annoying or heartless if someone like Neuvillette is willing to stay under her care for 500 years.

Whether or not you think she has a good attitude or good morals is up to you, and I'd respect that. I deeply respect people (like bwaap) who may have some less than the best opinions of her, and yet can fully acknowledge that she's a well written character.

But first, why do I think she's a well written and well performed character? Well, let's take a look at a list of notes of basically how to write a good character according to a post by Brighton Rose and lectures from Brandon Sanderson. I'll try to keep these as short and concise as possible. These notes are:

They have motivation, long-term or short term

They have flaws and setbacks

They have little quirks

They have progress throughout the story

And that all of these are shown properly, not told.

Furina checks out most if not all of these notes. She has a long term goal (to stop or protect people from the prophecy), and a kinda short term one (to gain the attention and affection of her people and recently, the Traveler). Obviously, she has her flaws and setbacks--I'm sure you'd know. Same for quirks. But for progress...while I can't say much since not all the Archon quests are out, I will note that Furina took the second trial more seriously after seeing that she nearly made the grave mistake of falsely accusing one of her people. Whether or not that's due to her embarrassment or because she actually cares about only putting the right people behind bars, that's up to you. Regardless, it is still progress.

Whoo, I've been going too long at that. Where was I again? Oh right, the thing that really pisses me off

If you don't like Furina's attitude or morals, then that's fine. I'm not that blind. But then, there are people that--just because she's too bratty or that her flaws are a little too apparent--immediately claim that she's the embodiment of bad writing. Honey, she doesn't need a personality workshop, she just needs to grow.

Also, I don't dislike Neuvillette but I do dislike the role some of his fans push on him. No, I don't mean the Archon role. I mean as someone Furina should be. I mean as someone they want Furina to be. It's extremely disrespectful for both of their characters--with all of my arguments basically boiling down to "they're different people".

TL;DR: What pisses me off is how people want to transplant Neuvillette's personality onto Furina, or to hold him up as some sort of standard of what she should've been, not all the "She's going to lose her Archon status" theories. I'm not asking people to like her attitude or morals, I'm begging people to stop thinking of her as someone who needs fixing.

She doesn't need a fix. She needs growth. Yknow, if you'd actually let her grow and not just turn a blind eye away from it.

So...yeah!

#furina #focalors #sigh #I'm so tired #remind me why I even go to twt ij the first place?

[hypnos248-blog]

Hey everybody, if there are people reading this. Usually I post the same thing, but this time is different. My name is Jack and I have been a hypnotist for a few years now. I hope to have video sessions like Entrancement UK, FFProductions, Hypnosis on Display, and also @qu1etdays . It has been really difficult to find female subjects to have these sessions with and I am willing to start with text hypnosis first. Please reach out if you are interested and please don’t be afraid. I once had a subject who waited 3 months before she messaged me. My hypnosis kinks include Sleep play, memory play, bimbo, and so much more. Please if you are a female sub reach out to me because I really want to hypnotize yall. Thank You

#hypno fantasy #hypno pet #hypno toy #hypnok1nk #hypnosis #hypnosub #hypnotic #hypnotism #hypnotist #hypnotized #submisive and breedable #submit #mind corruption #mind conditioning #mind control #sleepy #bambi sleep #bimbo doll #bimbo hypnosis #bimboification #bimbo girl #big yawn #yawn #big tiddy committee #natural titts #sexy titts #hypnotized girl #hypnotherapy #i just want to sleep #sleeping beauty

[ashesbreadandbutter]

AYO? YALL WANNA ROLEPLAY?!

So I'm not sure what it is exactly but I'm feeling quite passionate tonight about many things, like a burst of energy and honestly it's feels fuckin amazing.

If anything the reason could be behind the time I have on me these days outside of pt. I've been drawing and writing and I'm willing to open some spots for roleplay partners. I'm open to taking 6 at a time. For some reason 6 is calling out to me so don't ask lols.

Some info:

• I'm literally novella and multi-para so it would be lovely if you could do the same in order for both of us to enjoy the roleplay.

• I'm open to doing OC x OC, OCS x canons, and canons x canons but a lot of discussion will have to go into this from if we chose OC x OC we need to share character sheets, OCS x canons are lovely but I like doing it where I'll RP my OC and your favorite character and you do the same that way everyone gets the attention they need. I'm picky for canons x canons but I know one ship that has always gotten to me is Sebastian x Claude from Black Butler. I'm always open for that shii fr fr. Though, like I said everything will need to be discussed.

• MENTAL HEALTH IS IMPORTANT! We don't have to rp all the time all day, of course I'd love for us to take breaks when we need them as long as we inform each other of such. I'm fine with talking about normal things like hobbies, or how you day is going you know? Let's be friends.

• PLEASE refer to my post about my writing coms and such. I'm asking this of you so you can see a direct list of the many fandoms I am a part of. I'm open to roleplaying in any of them though my faves atm would have to be Hellsing, FNAF Security Breach, SCP Foundation, Creepypasta, Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss. ÙwÚ

• If you do art let's be art mutuals! We can draw our roleplay scenes, characters, love interests and whatever. It sounds fun so just know I'm very open to the idea.

I think this is all I have to say for now so I'll leave this post like this for now. I'll come back and make corrections if I need to but always know that my dms are open everyone!

✨

#roleplay #literate rp #literate roleplay #roleplays open #habzin hotel #helluva boss #creepypasta #scp foundation #fandoms #multifandom account #multfandom

[apomaro-mellow]

alright, i'm going to go ahead and made a rant post about this car situation just so i can get it out and put it to bed. I don't mind if yall wanna comment or whatever but after this I'm just done.

So we need to go back almost a year. My car at the time seemed to be on its last legs. There was a repair it needed that was going to cost like $1200 and I had already paid close to that amount just a few months prior for another repair. I didn't want to pay that again but was willing to save up until it was suggested that I start looking for another car.

I will give my dad props for this one and only thing. He held my hand during this process bc it was my first time. Every other car I had, had been gifted by my grandparents. This was my first time shopping for one. Now it gets interesting bc instead of just getting rid of my old car, my grandparents were going to foot the $1200 bill anyway so that my brother could get it.

I felt iffy about that situation but figured it was for the best since I'd be getting a vehicle with no problems. The problem came about when he decided to drive it around and rack up tickets while MY name was still on the title (this cause my insurance premium to shoot thru the roof but thankfully i got it fixed). I literally had to escort my brother to the DMV to sort out all the paperwork and even THEN he took forever to actually change the plates so I was STILL getting tickets on my record and I had to be the one to go and take what were still my license plates off the car.

This could have potentially been an asshole move, bc I had no idea where his new plates were, but that's not my responsibility. Lucky for him, the new plates were where? In the car, bc he never did anything with them after our DMV appointment. This all occurred in summer/fall 2023.

Then in December, he starts having problems with that car. It even stops on him a couple of times. There is talks of him getting another one. Just like me, all of his (many) previous cars were gifts from our grandparents. I should have probably said earlier but these are all USED cars. We're not getting brand new ones, but still, good condition that we've never had to pay a cent for.

It's also worth mentioning that in the like....six months my brother has had my old car he got hundreds of dollars worth of tickets. Not a single one he paid on his own. Either I took care of it bc they were in my name and he's literally gone to court for not paying, or my dad has paid. But I feel like I'm digressing.

About last week, he curses out my mom because she asks him to *checks notes* receive his infant child when his baby mama drops her off. Apparently that was disagreeable and he cursed her out on the phone, then later to her face when she got home. The part that stuck out in his rant to me was that no one in our family had ever done anything for him. I think just from what I've stated above, it's pretty obvious to see that's false.

So whyyyyyyy

Why why why

After that breakdown, my dad and grandparents thought "Let's just give him another car"?

It is exhausting to see the same thing happen again and again. But this time kind of burned me bad because he got the exact same car that I have. The one I had to shop for. The one I had to visit sellers for. The one I am currently on the hook for a $10,000 loan with like 15% interest. My mother told me this was the case but I didn't actually see the car until this morning.

Here's where I give my dad the benefit of the doubt a single time: It's a common car, dealers have a ton of them, it's probably still an attractive price range. And that's the end of it.

But what I see, is that I can do everything I was told to do: do well in school, get a degree, get a job, start building my career. And it gets me virtually the same as if I did none of those things and on top of it disrespected my parents to their faces.

Like really, why am I working so hard? If doing what I do gets me the same as a foul mouthed, lazy ass, ungrateful son who's shackin up with the most frustrating baby mama in the world then what the hell is this all for anyway?

#personal #home life #it's quite a bit #fun fact! #the baby mama is a bitch #who has gotten into a fist fight with both me and my mom :) #and my brother had the audacity to get mad #i need #to get out #of this house #just in case we're keeping score #im on my 3rd car the first 2 were three #my brother has probably had at least 2x and many and has never paid for any of them

[sketching-shark]

Man, zhu bajie n tang sanzang had to b up there w swk about their mischaracterization n hated in lmk fandom

I have never seen so much mishandling as i seen with those three characters 😭😭(like bro i get that the most noticeable arc that ppl retain is the white bone spirit arc bc of OSP BUT THEY DIDNT STUCK TO THAT CHARACTERISTICS IN THE LATER ARCS LIKE CMON NOW—bajie couldn’t even lie about the dragon piss medicine in a later arc, what makes yall think he’s always a fantastic liar. Theres some benefit to his lying but they also backfire. BAJIE DO END UP LIKING EVERYONE LIKE HE REFER TO SWK AS ELDER BROTHER!<- no man could ever live up to the wonder of zhu wuneng. He just sweet n he does get a fantastic arc in the novel!

Tang sanzang does have some(albeit rare moments where hes nice but his asshoole moments sometimes intertwined) where hes like “yea my disciples r greats but theyre mad ugly.” Or that he gets better at having more trust in his disciples besides zhu wuneng. Even if its followed by hella traumatizing moments that no human person would remain sane like that. <hes just barely holding on by his faith, his mission and his disciples. Not his horse bc he cant hold on to save his life but that character arc where he DIDNT FELL OFF THOO!>

Monkie Kid spoilers below

Hmmm I know about the Sun Wukong & Tang Sanzang dunking but is that happening with Zhu Bajie too? Have to say I find that a little surprising given that (if memory serves correctly) Monkie Kid did say Zhu Bajie's main fault (well besides the whole being a man-eating yaoguai thing) was being stubborn, but then lego Patriarch Subodhi said he became one of the hardest workers of the pilgrimage. I guess I was under the impression that people were more light on their criticisms and thoughts about Zhu Bajie, but maybe that's just because he doesn't seem to be a point of great interest in the lego show fandom lol.

Kind of funny story anon but I've been vicariously growing in awareness on how much Zhu Bajie is loved in China through @antidotefortheawkward's posts about the pigman. And yeah, I can see that being in large part because Xiyouji in its totality does give a very different impression of who these characters are and where they end up than a cartoony summary can provide. As a number of people on this site have noted for example, the White Bone Demon Arc can be understood in a much more complex light than "Tang Sanzang & Zhu Bajie hurt poor monkey for nothing" when placed in the context of it being more near the beginning of the journey when the pilgrims were still grating against each other a lot & it happening very soon after the whole debacle with the Ginseng fruit tree. Here after all you can see how the monk has a recent history of getting into serious trouble from the monkey lying and being quick to destruction, so he would be primed to not believe SWK, not to mention he does hesitate to use the headband against SWK more than many give him credit for here. And YEAH given all the things they go through together I am more willing to accept a Sun Wukong and Zhu Bajie enemies to friends arc than that put on many another character.

Also LMAOOOOO Tang Sanzang DOES seem to have quite a few lines where he tries to comfort terrified individuals by telling them that the pilgrims are good people even with their rancid looks (ugly pilgrim rights <3). And oh dang anon you are so right about how even if Tang Sanzang is much more of a static character in comparison to SWK it's kind of a shame more attention isn't given to the series of horrifying events he goes through and what effect that would have on him so that he gets a little more depth than "weepy monk who's mean to the Monkey King & falls off his dragon horse" in the popular western imagination. But then again I can understand why the monk's trauma is largely downplayed in western cartoony retellings, given that said lighthearted cartoony retellings probably wouldn't be the best medium to even touch on stuff like human butchery, death threats, sexual assault, and the consequences thereof.

#anon answered #monkey critical #journey to the west #sa mention

[not-goldy]

I'm observing too. Either its baiting fans on purpose or its their quirky love language or Jk wants Jm's attention even when he leaves and Jm takes the bait everytime. And its a point made to do it publicly. Esp when we know they have each other's numbers and group chat. Inchresting. I'm pretty sure Jk has a secret IG too and this is how he times posting with Jm the last few times he posted on TikTok right after Jm posted on IG. He wants that connection to Jm. In music. His style. His dance, even when posting. He does it on weverse. Did it on IG, now on TikTok. Its an established pattern. There is no doubt whatsoever Jk sees everything happening with Jm. He told on himself by watching all Jm's content and saying he saw it all, even what he didn't watch with us. His posting after Jm tells on him. His algorithm told on him and played Jm videos automatically and his playlist told on him & played Jm songs automatically. It's interesting to see them keep this pattern up for years though. Number connection, posting back to back. Now Jimin leaving and Jk going live or posting ramen.

What gets me is Jm will make this public post and ask Jk to cook for him, but then turn around and say he hasn't seen him or he hasn't cooked for him when asked. He shoots himself in the foot doing that. Esp when JK told the world publicly already, YOU KNOW I WILL, OF COURSE I WILL DO IT FOR. So we know he is not the reason why its not happening. Same way we know he is not the reason why we aren't getting that Jikook live yet. He is ready to do all that. He was willing to cook it & go live. So if you are being truthful & he didn't cook yet or you didn't go over to get it, why even mention it publicly in the first place, just to turn around and say it didn't happen? Kinda sets them both up. (we know Jm got it though, but that's our little secret). Then we end up with "Jimin has to beg for food, but Jk won't cook for him, but cooks for others willingly blah, blah, blah bullshit from antis). Where was the 'willingly' in ITS2 where Tae basically had to drag Jk's ass out of the chair and annoyed him til he did cook? Straight up pulled the hyung card for food. Willingly flew out the window. He had no choice LOL. IDK, Unless Ramen as in food is not the Ramen Jimin wants or talking about. SMIRKS. IDK maybe I'm delulu and just overthinking everything.

I would like to talk about this in all seriousness but-

It's 2023, baiting fans is old and tired.

They shouldn't do that. Don't do that jikook.

Don't do that.

I'm over this whole fan service thingy and it's starting to get on my nerves each time I see it.

Playing tricks on us like who raised you!

We are grown adults AND YOU LOT ARE NOT CHILDREN ANY MORE TALKING BOUT FAN SERVICE-

IF I GRAB YOUR THROAT JIKOOK.

We don't need two grown male adults to play pretend anything to be happy. Stop with the fan service just stop.

We want real organic and authentic interactions.

And Park Jimin didn't you say you hate fake interactions and friendships? Why you masterminding this deception 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I personally like to believe and hope they do these cute public interactions because they ACTUALLY enjoy talking to eachother in this way. Which is fine, no one is judging.

they've always given off that exhibitionist streak though over time they've learned to tone it down- which is cool- I just dont know how I feel about that- but it's cool. I SAID IT'S COOL.

COOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLAH.

ALL GOOD.

IM OKAY

You hear me JJK? IT'S COOL.

Keep your relationship to yourself don't share

Since yall got your BB1 and you got everything now.

And you're professionals and disciplined keep your relationship to yourself then. Don't share.

No. No but why????

Why so stingy Jikook wwwwwyyyy😭😭😭😭

And I know the answer but whhhhyyyy🤧

I am not one to judge or shame couples who like to put their relationship on display- God knows we've all fooled around and screwed in places we shouldn't have. I have sucked titties, eaten my gf out in the back seat of our uber ride and gotten myself figured in a room full of campers at church camp. I am not one to Judge.

And you'd think I did all this several years ago- think just last week. A WHOLE ADULT. Sometimes you just can't help it. Things happen. When you are caught, you feel shame for a while a promise not to do it again because you are a home bred, disciplined and self respecting individual- then you go and do it again 😊

I know it does something for Jikook when they do these things but if they don't like it then they need to stop.

No one is forcing them to be "friends" so no need to put up a performance of friendliness for us. We are not hybe. You don't owe us anything.

Matter fact, yall could decide not to speak to each other again and there's nothing we can do about it.

Yall could decide not to post anything on each other's birthday.

What are we gonna do? Cry? Weep? Wail?

The tantrums we throw over your non interaction does not warrant the wool you throw over our eyes😩

Set yourselves free and set us free

THE DAY I FIND OUT ALL THESE TWO NINJAS BEEN DOING OUT HERE SINCE POST SOLO ANNOUNCEMENT IS FAKE ELABORATE THEATRICS TO SELL TSHIRTS I WILL PERSONALLY HAUNT THEM IN THEIR SLEEP WITH THE FULL FORCE OF MY ANCESTORS

[ughthatimagineblog]

hello! anya here!

important info below!

this is going to be a small update! but in short: im aware now my blog has been out of date for a LONG while now! i came back from a hiatus after a year only to go through something very altering for me! i lost inspiration/interest to write for many of the characters ive loved so much! i am so sorry for all the unanswered asks…

this does not mean i wont write for any characters i have before, but i think ill only write for a select few previous characters, and only under select prompts. i simply wont force myself to write something if my heart is not in it. it will show, and everyone deserves to read good fanfic ;)

in regards to previous asks, i have cleared most out and i encourage new requests within the perimeters below ↓

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moving forward im going to list some of the characters ill be inclined to write for, but yall are more than welcome to ask about characters that arent on this list ➸

(ACOTAR) any of the batboys, + nesta x reader

(Supernatural) dean or sam. (sorry theres not much range here lol)

(new girl) nick miller obv

(hunger games, future man, etc) josh hutcherson/peeta

NEW:

TLOU! joel :) i will write requests for joel. ive known abt tlou this whole time but its become my obsession thats inspired by writers block away. please request joel.

any pedro pascal requests are much appreciated (narcos, got, etc)

THINGS YOU SHOULD KNOW:

✦ . I will write smut, but any likes or reblogs from any underage blogs or blogs with no age will be blocked!

. ✦ . 　⁺ ALL of my fics will be with a feminine reader UNLESS REQUESTED OTHERWISE! ⇘ i myself identify as female so this is what i am most familar writing, but i am willing to write for male or nb readers!

✦ . headcanons, nsfw alphabet, ships, etc also open for request with these characters!

if yall have any questions or suggestions pls let me know!

sorry for the break! ill also be posting dates on each post so if you come across anything ive posted, youll know how old/new it is!

(7/27/23)

#acotar #rhysand x reader #rhysand x you #cassian x reader #cassian x you #azriel x reader #azriel x you #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #dean winchester x female!reader #dean x reader #dean x you #sam winchester x reader #sam winchester x female!reader #rhysand x female!reader #azriel x female!reader #cassian x female!reader #nick miller x reader #nick miller x female!reader #nick miller x you #sam winchester x you #sam x reader #new girl #new girl imagine #acowar #acomaf #acosf #tlou #tlou fanfiction

[voremevorny]

Awesome it’s hard to find talented writers like yourself who are willing to do a story sent my an anon! It’s hard finding V writers who give us the anon option.

My story will be sent after this post.

Real quick I feel like it’s important to point out a few things real quick.

1: I don’t do ANYTHING unwilling, not because I don’t like unwilling but because I flat out can’t. I’m just bad at it since it’s not something I can play myself. Now CNC is something else but unwilling is a no. Also I will do straight stuff but it may not be as good since I am a gay male and have no experience or interest in topping a woman. I will also not do underaged stuff (duh).

2. I will only be doing captions for request if you want a full blown story story I’m sorry but I’m gonna need some paper… or I guess in game currency considering how most money is digital now.

3. I’m a college student so I most likely won’t be able to get request done SUPER fast. Yall just saw that. Before these recent post I hadn’t uploaded in over a month. I get to these when I can and when the mood is right.

4. IF YALL WANNA RP I’m down just know once again I’m usually prey and can get busy.

5. PLEASE IGNORE THE UNICORN I ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED IT AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT LEAVE 😭😭😭