#but if you just cant help yourself then come off anon and stop being a coward <3
love LOVE loveyour latest stsg x reader fics.. something about them brings me so much comfort bc i just Knowww those two are constantly up to no good. and when it involves a certain oblivious, unsure, not so confident reader? they are sooo evil and i think so much teasing comes up between them so theyre always coming up with ways to tease her and get her all flustered for them. it probably starts with satoru who she caught his eyes first.. ever since then he probably makes it his mission to torment her and follow her like a puppy. and suguru notices that every time she appeara its like he doesn’t exist to satoru! hes not jealous no… if anything he becomes even More obsessed than satoru! and probably a more quiet eviler person to her!!! cant argue w me that suguru is probably the more cunning of the two!! anyways satoru teases her and she runs to suguru for help but hes evil and indulges in satoru’s playfulness so he doesnt give in!! sometimes he does!!
but oh my shoko… my beautiful shoko my lovely lady i love her. and reader is probably infuriated with her but having two overgrown lizards constantly bothering her.. i bet its hard for shoko to have reader all to herself …but!! reader has the biggest soft spot for her obviously she makes time for shoko and shoko 100% uses that to her advantage to bully the two bullies themselves that she has reader wrapped around her finger hah! reader can wear something really cute and maybe more revealing than most days and shoko will just rub herself over reader and the two boys will frown like kids getting their candy stolen :))) thru all of this, reader is clueless and just believes that shoko loves her!
anyways i love your writing so much!
anon, ur so sexy for being my first ever ask and it’s so detailed and long too. u deserve this fic.
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laundry mishap (gojo x reader x geto, shoko x reader)
warnings: you let shoko grope you (willingly), 17+ rating, gojo and geto are hopeless, shoko is so attractive i’m going to scream, aftermath of my AO3 withdrawals
You steps were unsteady, hand desperately pressed onto the hem of your much shorter skirt, it’s length just hitting your mid-thigh as your unsteady gait made you stumble.
Your thigh-highs did little to cover your more exposed legs, unknowingly showing the zettai ryoiki to the world as the socks clung to your flesh, subtly highlighting the sexiness and shapeliness of your legs.
Your school blazer clung ever so tight to your figure, showing each curve and wind of your body. Much too different from your usual loose, ill-fitting uniform. Usually so baggy, your figure was so… Boxy looking.
“Do you ever get tired of looking like a sloth?”
Gojo inquired, staring you down through his sunglasses as he looked over your form. Your long skirt hung to your knees, blazer hanging off your form. The sleeves were so long they nearly swallowed your hands, stopping just shy of your palm as you crossed your arms protectively over yourself, as if embarrassed of your uniform choice.
“I’m just… More comfortable like this, Gojo-san…” You murmur, eyes casting downwards towards the floor. Did you really look… Bad? Was that why Gojo commented on your clothes? Did they really look as horrible as you thoug-
“Don’t tease her Satoru, I think she looks cute.” Suguru smiled, watching with glee as he watched you flinch, eyes growing wide and your face stance turning shy as your eyes finally left the ground, turning to face his own.
A cute, upwards quirk of your lips, polite and unsure, as if you didn’t believe him.
“Thank you, Suguru.”
Foolish, you were so foolish to trust Shoko with your laundry for the week.
“It only shrunk just a little!”
Your skirt is too short. That’s fine. You have stockings, they’ll cover them.
“Ah. Your… Stockings, you say?” Shoko tapped a thoughtful finger on her chin in mock thought. A hand tucked behind her back as she tapped her foot. She lets out a nervous huff, pulling out ripped, torn, absolutely devastated remains of your poor stockings.
…
…
…
“You can forgive me because I’m cute, right?”
(You did, in fact, forgive her because she was cute. And because she bought you your favourite chocolate milk from that specific vending machine at that very specific timing you claim has the best tasting milk.)
You huffed a little from running through the halls, the clock just about to hit 8:30 as you slid open the backdoor, attempting to make a sneaky entrance and slide into your seat next to Ieiri a quick and easy feat.
If counting how 4 pairs of eyes were solely trained on you for a summer draft accidentally slamming the door closed behind you counted as ‘sneaky’ anyway.
(Two pairs were absolutely shocked at your way of dress, whilst one was gloating with pride as she took in the sight of you before her. The last pair was apathetic and was more interested in trying to finish the class.)
“(last name), how quaint of you to finally join us. Take your seat.” Yaga-sensei drawled out, turning back around to the blackboard.
“Ahem, where was I?” He looks towards his notebook. “Ah, right. So Imperial Japan existed from 1868, the beginning of the Mei-“
You shyly hurried to Shoko’s side, watching her smirk as you blushed desperately, holding down your skirt and not noticing the two gazes basically pinning their eyes to you. Stuck gazes, watching the way your ‘new’ uniform highlighted your now more exposed frame. The way it clung tight to your chest, the fat of your thighs exposed from your skirt, the way your thigh-highs tightened around-
“Ieiri,” You whispered. “I feel naked…” You let out a quiet whine, adding to the two boys’ building frustration and wild imaginations.
“I think you look great.” The girl began. “So pretty.” She placed her hand on you, her fingers traced your sock-clad leg. “I didn’t know you had these.” Her fingers gently traced the outline of the sock.
You giggled. A quiet, cute melody. “Right?” Your voice barely above a whisper as you grabbed her hand to place it directly on your exposed thigh skin. “I got them a while ago, their quality is absolutely unmatched!”
Surprising all three at once as you let Shoko touch and explore to her heart’s content. Gojo audibly gulped as he watched Shoko’s fingers squeeze and play with the fat of your thigh, the zettai ryoiki absolutely driving him mad. He couldn’t possibly look away now.
Oh, how he would die to have his face buried in between the plushness of your legs as your hand tangled in his hair, begging, pleading him to stop because you just couldn’t handle it any-
Why were you looking at him so anxiously?
“Gojo.” The imposing figure of Yaga-sensei stood before his desk. “Since you can’t listen, you can stand outside for the rest of the lesson.”
Dammit.
Whilst Suguru was laughing at Satoru’s plight, he was fading no better at the sight of Shoko groping your legs. Especially not when you so adorably turned to face him, your eyes lighting up with a smile and shyly waving at him in greeting.
How he would love to turn that smile of yours into desperate whines as those legs of yours wrapped around his hips, bouncing and whining for him to let you co-
“Ah, Yaga-sensei. I can answer this one.” He raised his hand, regrettably turning his head away from you to participate in class.
Suguru has a gentleman’s role to play in front of you, afterall.
——
The bell rung, signalling the start of the lunch hour as Gojo finally strolled back into the classroom after getting a lecture from Yaga-sensei.
You caused him to get in trouble with how hot you looked today! (Not that he’s going to use that as an excuse in front of Yaga, of course.)
Compounded by his irritation and his lack of getting to ogle at you, Gojo was pissed. Especially when he saw you giggling at Shoko as Suguru stood by your desk, his arm brushing against your shoulder as you idly chatted with the both of them with the prettiest smile on your face.
Your glittery eyes caught sight of him walking towards you, an even prettier smile making its way onto your face. (Gojo was about to implode from cuteness. He cannot think right. His mind was on autopilot.)
“Ah, Gojo-san, good mor-“
“What, you gonna go to a strip club or something afterwards? What’s with the get-up?”
Ouch. Your smile slowly dropped as the weight of his words stung you. Subconsciously, your hands came around to wrap yourself in a self-hug.
Suguru stepped in. “Satoru, what the fuck? That was rude.” He stood in front of you almost protectively, shielding you from Gojo’s sight.
“What? Is she dressing like that to impress someon-“ Geto shoved the imposing boy.
Shoko’s turn. “Wow, way to impress girls, jerk.” Her stare was narrowed, eyes piercing and cutting into the white-haired sorcerer.
Suguru sighed. “Listen, man, that wasn’t cool. Cut th-“
“Suguru! It’s okay!” You didn’t want them to fight. Not because of you. You let out a little nervous laugh, arms tightening around yourself. “I- I probably look- Bad. I know. It’s a bit too new t-to me as well…”
The three looked at you, two with worry, and the last with regretful dejection. He shouldn’t just kept his mouth shut.
You stood up, still hugging yourself. “L-let’s get lunch, shall we?” Shoko’s arm came to wrap around your shoulders, pulling you close to her side as she began to lift your mood, chatting with you as the other 2 followed quietly behind.
Your skirt swished and swayed attractively as you walked, Shoko’s hand now around your waist as you began to laugh again, your voice a little bit more free, less constrained from your creeping insecurities and want to escape.
Did you really look that ugly…? You hope your new uniform order comes soon, you don’t want to be in this getup anymore if it-
You felt Shoko’s hand smack against your ass, yelping as you jumped slightly from the shock. Your eyes widened comically, you definitely weren’t expecting that whilst mid-conversation about clothes of all things.
(The audience behind you was seething in jealously.)
“Ieiri…! That’s in-inappropriate !” Your shy stuttering was so cute to her.
“And you,” Shoko began, her hand curling tighter around your waist. “Are the hottest thing I’ve seen today.” She grinned lazily. “Don’t sell yourself short, pretty.”
Ieiri is so attractive. Your blush encompassed your entire face as you looked away shyly, unable to hold her intense gaze.
“Y-you’re prettier…” You shyly began.
“Hmm? Can’t hear you.”
“Ieiri is the prettiest!”
——
Behind you, Geto was unabashedly tearing into Gojo.
“Real charming move today.”
“She- I- I tried to be funny.” Gojo paused, hands tucked into his pockets. “Saw how you were makin’ her laugh so much.”
“So funny, that nobody even laughed.” Geto let out a sigh. “We’re both gonna lose her favour if you keep that shit up.”
Gojo kept his silence, thinking back to the way you shrunk back into yourself. The way you lost your happy glow almost instantaneously. The way your eyes lost their shine, the shakiness of your hands.
He felt bad. He definitely feels bad. He doesn’t want to be the cause of your sadness.
“Shit. What do I do in these situations, Suguru?”
——
“Hey.” You stopped in your tracks, whirling around only to face the Gojo Satoru.
Holding… A bouquet of roses and a carton of milk.
He cleared his throat, pumping his chest up as he pushed the flowers up towards you.
“You’re… Not a stripper.”
(Hidden behind the corridor’s walls, Geto was facepalming and screaming internally.)
You stare at the flowers, at the carton of your favourite chocolate milk that Gojo had opened and drank from.
“Take them.” He shoved the bouquet in your face. “It’s for you.”
You confusedly accept them, holding them in both your arms as you looked up at the tall boy.
“Thank you… But… Why?” Are you being pranked right now?
“Apology. Duh.” Gojo paused, taking a sip for courage from the milk that was meant for you. “For, ya know… Saying you were trying to impress someone.”
You stay silent, eyes casting to the pretty bouquet.
“You look pretty today, by the way. Prettier than the flowers.”
Your eyes widened. The Gojo Satoru… Giving you a compliment? Your eyes shot towards him, only to find him scratching his head, glasses having fallen down slightly, revealing crystal blue eyes that were avoiding your gaze.
He’s cute.
You laugh. Out loud, free, and without restraint.
“Thank you, Gojo-san!”
Gojo thinks he’s never going to forget this sight.
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Notes:
You do not have any romantic feelings for Gojo or Geto at this moment, but you greatly, greatly admire them for their strength.
Shoko erupts the closest feeling to ‘being in love’ for you. You think you have a crush on her here.
Geto spent 2 hours teaching Gojo about all the things he knew about you, in order for him to form a proper apology to you on his own.
As Gojo approached you from afar with your favourite drink in hand and flowers, he got too nervous. He drank your milk himself to build courage, completely forgetting it was meant for you.
Shoko thinks of you as a cute existence. Lively, interesting and amusing to her daily life.
Gojo fell for you first, and Geto second, but Geto was more proactive and got closer to you first.
Gojo is insufferable. He thinks he’s cool but he’s just being an ass.
comment more pls, i really like feedback on my writings instead of just likes :(
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mooooore on the bestfriend!soap helping reader out with the sex pollen im obsessed
ME TOO ANON ONG
johnnys cock would throb- ache in his pants at the sight of you. you, with a sheen of sweat glittering off your skin, your eyes screwed shut and your fingers fisting the blanket you laid upon- too hot with sweltering need to even think about crawling underneath. johnny wouldn't know what to do- planted firm on the fence that was being true to himself, be the friend you deserved, or flipping you onto your stomach and dragging you down the length of his pulsing dick in one firm shove.
it drives him fucking insane, his imagination running rampant with lewd imagery. disgustingly filthy thoughts of you bouncing in his lap, or pressed flat on your back with your knees knocking against the sides of your heads with every desperate drive into your selfish pussy. fuck, you'd take him so well. he just knows it. he could feel it. could damn near hear how perfect you would sing for him.
the tears catching on your eyelashes don't go missed by his hungry eyes. nothing could- he sucks in every single detail. from the way you fight to meet his gaze down to your heels kicking on the blanket, the fabric bunching up at the foot of the bed. the outline of your tits in your tank top. the cleavage exposed and your enticing collarbones. it makes him feel like he's on fire- makes him feel like his pants have never been so tight around his dick. your body invites him in. he's right at the door, lingering.
and god you're begging for it. and any sense of guarding your self-respect goes out the window. gone the moment you manage to curl yourself into a sit and kneel on the mattress, running your hands over his chest and burying your crimson face into the crook of his neck.
'please,' your voice nothing but a whimper, written by limerence. 'please, johnny.'
he should have known the moment he came into your room, there was no ending other than burying himself balls deep into your cunt. he should have known from the get-go that he couldn't deny you, couldn't stop you when you free his cock and mount him like it's something you've done a thousand times before. you barely even bother shoving your panties to the side before he's suddenly engulfed in you. he's lost in you, hands gripping tight on your hips, your arms wrapped around his shoulders. fuck, he's surrounded by you.
you, you, you. your sopping wet pussy, your sultry moans and the fervent pace you set. it comes so fucking natural- like you were built for him. he runs his large hands over the body he'd dreamt of since he'd met you, and he revels in every sharp cry leaving your lips when he snaps his hips upwards and meets your cervix. and when you cum with a howl of gratification he cant help but press you onto the bed, strip his shirt off, bend his frame over you and give you exactly what you'd needed.
what you both needed.
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hello my luv!! ngl i was laughing my ass off when i found out seongmin had beat taeyoung’s horse cock allegations😭😭 but like picture this.. you’re taeyoung’s best friend who came along that exact video and decided to tease him over it when he came for movie night.
“better shut your mouth before i shove it in to shut it for you”
also would it be alright if i could become 🫙 anon? much love to youu🤍🤍🤍
(not me turning this into a whole ass fic help)(n ofc u can be 🫙 anon !!)
review : ★★☆☆☆ , not that big tbh
minors dni ; ~1.7k words
warnings not proof read its like 3am i'll fix this in the morning , dom taeyoung , bratty reader , rlly lighthearted unserious n kinda fluffy , oral (m rec) , unprotected sex :3 (its not a jo seongminiz fic without it tbh) , creampie , big dick taeyoung :') , bulge kink n a little of size kink ig ? idk taeyoung refers to reader as tiny in one instance , liiittle bit of dumbification , i used the words cock n dick so much in this they dont even feel like real words anymore send help , some of the dialog is kinda cringe sawrry abt that , the whole smut part is cringe tbh im going to set myself on fire how am i a smut writer that doesn't know how to write smut
note no bc the way they were talking abt cock n balls on national television like CAN WE HAVE SOME DECORUM PLS anyways ! THE WRITERS BLOCK HAS BEEN CURED Y'ALL cant believe it took taeyoung having a small dick to fix this i love ur brain anon bc like .. YES . i can picture this so well . n i am NAWT letting the taeyoung monster cock agenda go no matter what seongmin says ik hes lyingggg
deep down u know what seongmin said was nothing more than a joke with barely any truth to it. it's not like you're unfamiliar with taeyoung's size, having your fair experience of accidentally rubbing ur ass against him while you were cuddling one too many times and causing some awfully awkward accidents because of it.
still, teasing taeyoung is wayyy more fun than acknowledging any of that. and for once, actually grinding down on him to get a reaction while you're cuddled up on your couch, watching a shitty movie you picked randomly, is fun too.
you can clearly feel taeyoung's bulge growing, just as you can feel him trying to move behind you to make it a little better (and ultimately making it worse each time), and you can hear the way his breath gets heavier by the minute, trying to stifle a few whines here and there you want to hear more of so badly.
when you 'innocently' grind against him once more under the pretense of stretching, taeyoung's last weak bit of restraint is gone. he groans, a hand firmly gripping your hips to hold you in place and finally stop your cruel shenanigans.
'can you stop that?' taeyoung asks, voice strained. 'stop what?' you look behind you and up at him, eyes wide in the fakest innocent expression you can come up with.
'you know what i'm talking about, you're...' he sits up, finally freeing himself from the close contact with you and quickly grabbing a pillow to hide his boner. you smirk to yourself, shaking your head as you sit up too. 'you're making me hard...' he finally says, lowering his voice so you can barely hear him over the movie playing.
'oh!' your expressions shifts to one of even faker concern, pouting a little. 'sorry about that. i didn't really feel anything, though, that's why i didn't notice...' you both know your explanation is bullshit. taeyoung knows that, he's sure of it even as you whisper something along the lines of 'i guess seongmin was right about it not being that big.'
still, he somehow finds himself trying to desperately defend his pride, barely managing to stutter out something about seongmin being a liar and how you both know you're just playing along with that whole bit for shits and giggles.
'am i?' you tilt your head to the side, keeping up your act as well as you can until the inevitable happens. 'you know, i've never really seen it, so how would i know? i guess until i do, i'll just have to trust seongmin on his word...'
for the first time that night, taeyoung actually laughs. 'if you wanted to see my dick that bad, you should've just asked,' he moves the pillow away, and you can finally shamelessly stare at his very obvious bulge as much as you want. taeyoung takes his sweet time with it , undoing the strings of his sweatpants and hooking his thumbs in the waistband before looking up at you, taking in your shocked expression and the way you're basically hypnotized by the sight of his still clothed cock.
because holy shit. you knew seongmin was just messing with him when he made that joke, you knew he was somewhat big, but this?
'this is a fucking monster cock what the fuck?'
the words leave your mouth before you can properly process them and, at the same time, with a quick motion taeyoung gets rid of both his sweatpants and boxers at once, finally snapping you out of your dick-induced trance.
just to have you plummet into an even worse one, probably. because not only is taeyoung's dick enormous, it also looks pretty as fuck.
'told you so,' he simply says, one of his hands gently lifting your chin so you can face him, his demeanor suddenly more serious. 'you're still okay with this, right?'
'of course,' you manage to say, breaking the heavy eye contact for a split second to steal yet another glance at taeyoung's dick. despite your voice shaking, and your actions not matching your words, you try to once again keep up that same act that brought you exactly where you are right now. 'plus, i was right, it's not even that big.'
'oh, really?' taeyoung's hand leaves your face and slides down to your shoulder, a silent command you follow with no objections, sliding off the couch and to your knees on the cold floor beneath you, right between his legs.
and face to face with his cock.
'let's hope it's at least big enough to shut you up, then,' taeyoung runs his hand through your hair, firmly gripping it 'maybe you'll be able to put your moth to good use for once.'
at that moment, you genuinely wish taeyoung was smaller. because no matter how hard you try, you can't seem to be able to take all of him in your mouth, using your hand to cover the part you can't reach.
truth is, taeyoung isn't as relaxed as he would want to be either. the simple fact you can't take all of him is enough to rile him up even more, fighting the urge to just take charge and fuck your mouth like he really wants to.
'so much for it not being that big, huh?' his words come out weak, broken by small moans and whimpers in between them.
of course you don't- you can't reply to taeyoung's taunts, at least verbally, so you opt for trying to take him deeper. the action makes you gag, the tip of his cock hitting the back of your throat. taeyoung almost cums right then and there, his resolve slowly crumbling and breaking down as he pulls you off of him.
after all, he has greater plans than just cumming down your throat. and if the way you whimper and rub your thighs together once he leaves your mouth empty is anything to go by, you do too.
taeyoung gently helps you up and back on the couch. his lips are immediately on yours, pulling you into a heated makeout as he gets rid of your shorts and underwear, sliding one hand between your legs to be met with your soaked cunt. you whine into the kiss, pulling away from him and grabbing on his wrist.
'don't tease me,' you complain. taeyoung wants to laugh at you. after all you've done and said, you are the one who doesn't want to be teased? if that's what you want, though...
'right, you said it's not that big anyways, you should be able to take it right away, no?'
or maybe you can't, but at this moment you'd rather die impaled on your best friend's cock than admit you were wrong, even when all the evidence - especially your own lived one - points to your defeat.
what taeyoung didn't expect you to do was actually agree. you desperately nod, hand still wrapped around his wrist 'i can take it, please.'
you definitely can't.
that's what you realize as taeyoung starts to push the head of his cock inside you and your eyes immediately fill with tears.
'fuck... you're so-'
'i'm not the problem here, you're just fucking big.' you cut him off. your head is spinning and, despite the pain, you can't deny how good you actually feel. how full you are, even as you look down and realize he's barely halfway inside of you.
you close your eyes, squeezing taeyoungs's hand. when did you even start holding it? you don't remember, probably somewhere between when you yelled at him to 'fucking slow down' and when you threatened to 'cut your dick off if you dare to cum before you're all the way in'.
luckily for taeyoung, your threats will have to wait and his cock - a national treasure at this point - will live to see another day.
now that he's fully buried inside your cunt, you can finally adjust to his size, slowly relaxing until it doesn't hurt (that much) anymore. 'you can move,' you say after a while, your hips bucking up in encouragement as taeyoungs's grip on your sides tightens.
'fucking finally, i thought i was going to die before i got to properly fuck you,' his joke and your laugh to it are short lived, cut off by the both of you moaning in unison as he starts picking up his face.
you're so overwhelmed, you can feel taeyoung everywhere inside you, so deep you're pretty sure you should be dead at this point. you're grateful you're not, though, you're pretty sure if you were you wouldn't be able to feel the way the tip of his cock relentlessly bullies your sweet spot, paired with his fingers right on your clit and...
'fuck look at this,' you whine when the stimulation on your clit subsides, but your disappointment doesn't last long, taeyoung places that same hand on your lower stomach, pressing on the very evident bulge formed by taeyoungs's cock ramming inside you.
'but it's not that big right? fuck... maybe you're right, i might not be that big, maybe you're just too tiny for me.'
you moan at taeyoung's words, too far gone to properly process them as you mindlessly nod. 'aw, did i fuck you too dumb? can't think properly when i'm fucking you this good?' he coos at you, and you can't do anything but nod again.
'so full... going to cum,' you can barely speak before you're clenching down even more on his cock, cumming with no further warning.
if taeyoung wasn't about to cum before, he definitely is now, his hips picking up the pace even more as he helps you ride through your high and starts to overstimulate you chasing his own.
his dick twitches inside of you, and you swear you couldn't almost cum again just from that, as his hips stutter and finally slow down, his cum filling you up.
you're both panting, trying to recover from probably the most mind blowing highs of your life.
when you make eye contact with taeyoung, he starts laughing again.
'what?' you ask.
'so? did i change your mind?'
you shrug, suppressing your own laugh 'eh, not really... it wasn't that big to be honest'
:3 thats it bye omg shitty ending everybody say thank u jo seongminiz
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Recommended NCT Fics of November 2022💖
hello, hello! here are my nct recs of november! hopefully these beautiful stories will have more recognition as well as the writers 💝
** anything in parentheses and bolded are my thoughts that can be disregarded if needed **
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Anon: hi!! i hope you’re doing well 😊 i saw your requests were open and i’m hoping you could write something about reader overhearing jaehyun talking/admitting to friends that the reader fell first but he fell harder. it could purely be fluff but i won’t be opposed to it being angst to fluff hahaha — anyway, i hope this is alright with you! thank youuu
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Hazy || @rkiv4d🔞💕✅
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Cheating Death || @seoulbinz💔✅💯
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Masquerade || @moonjella 🔞✅
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Pretty Boys || @eeniemeeniechannie 💕🔄
↳ unexpectedly you a new girl in seoul suddenly got into a lot couple fight and also didn't expect to meet them again.
Sweet Deception || @neowinestainedress🔞✅💯💯
↳ on Halloween, nothing is as it seems. You end up in a room with six guys thinking they have amazing costumes only to be struck by reality when it’s too late; those are not costumes at all. But remember, on October 31, nothing is as it seems. (OLEDUJIKJLASAIKLSJOJIKSDOIKAJDIJOKASAIKOSDSODIKLDOAJSI. my feels when i was reading this)
Toil and Trouble || @moonjella 🔞💕💔✅
↳ to get back at your ex who cheated on you, you decide to take vengeance by employing the help of your potions classmate, haechan, who also happens to be your ex’s arch nemesis. the goal is to make a breakup potion and slip it into their drinks. but the potion goes wrong and turns into a cloud of lust which you both inhale. it seems there is another, more simple way to get back at your ex.
Uncharted Waters || @lily-blue 💕💔✅
↳ you’re so in love with Prince Chenle, the boy you rescued when he was knocked overboard, that you’re willing to sacrifice everything to be with him - little do you know, everything is exactly what he wants to take away from you
Faith || @neolotuses💕✅
Jeno is met with the person he thinks he has been destined to be with, although, he’s scared as hell to pursue it.
Renjun’s Guide to Raising Demon Twins || @trnquilgalileo💕✅
How does one 22 year old art major manage to take care of his younger, hell raising twin brothers? Well Renjun surly doesn’t know. To make it worse he’s crushing on the actress who rented the apartment next door!
Russian Roulette || @jiamour💕✅💯
in which you and renjun are neighbors and you both hate each other, or at least you think you do ~alternatively: film students watch movies together and talk about the french revolution
A+Ta Boy. || @nctream💕💔🔄💯💯
↳ monotonous café waitress Y/N ends up getting mixed in the world of Seoul’s illegal street racing. There against her will, something seems to bring her deeper and deeper into that terrifying world; maybe it’s the dangerous people that she had learned to know, or maybe it’s Mark Lee himself. Either way, she should have listened to Irene’s words, she would’ve ended up hurt — and not because of a car crash.
A Racer’s Heart || @ljxlj48💕💔🔄💯
(i really suck at making up summaries but give this a read!)
Halloween Special: Love At Dawn || @littlecherryhuanlin🔞💕💔✅
↳ Jaemin apparently hates YN and she happily returns the favor until a dawn at Chenle’s house gives Jaemin enough courage to show the girl his true feelings.
New Town, New Me || @loudstan 🔞💕💔✅ 💯
↳ Jaemin can't understand why his destined mate has been marked by another werewolf.
Do check out all of the other NCT Fics that i have reblogged as well!!
** if there is any fics that you guys would like to recommend, please do! i am slowly running out of fics to read **
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hii saw your request is open, may i have a platonic stardust crusaders with a teen reader who is a total sunshine, like they always hug them whenever someone is sad, love to give them little gifts, and giving compliment for every little thing they did (basically they are full of love languages lol) sorry if this is confusing, thanks in advance!!
hey there!! of course i can!! this is such a sweet idea!!! thank you so much for the request anon and this made perfect sense! i hope you have an amazing week and stay super duper hydrated, okay?
Jotaro
at first, this man non stop complains about how annoying you are
but lets be honest here, the first time you get him all hyped up after a battle and throw your arms around star platinum, he cant help but enjoy you being around
he's not huge on hugs or gifts, but definitely give him lots of compliments and admiration because that is something that can really motivate him to do better in the future
but know that even if he seems annoyed, he always appreciates having someone with a constant smile and love around
(plus you remind him of his mom and it motivates him even more to save her <333)
Kakyoin
this man will protect you with his life tbh
like he loves that you are constantly hyping him up and being this amazing person
he loves hugs and will give you plenty, so be sure to look out for that
give him gifts and he will complain that you shouldnt have spent money on him
when you give him compliments, he will get 10x more hype in battle and win, just to show off to you
he wants to be a huge inspiration to you to show you that you can protect yourself too
having a huge ball of sunshine is just what he needed on this trip, so he says a huge thank you
Polnareff
this man is a literal pile of love languages, so now it is a battle for who is the sweetest
lots of hugs and compliments from him and the same comes from you
he loves it though
like especially when he's down
he always feels like he has to be the happy or goofy one, but you tell him it's okay to feel down and you give him lots of hugs and words of encouragement
he also lets you know that it is okay for you to feel down too
you're each other's shoulder to cry on <3
Avdol
this man loves any form of love and encouragement, so show it to him!!
he will pull you into his warm arms and tell you that you did great, beating you to your own job!
tell him how much he is appreciated and you will get the man BLUSHING
nothing means more to him than love from a friend, especially one that looks up to him
he will train you a lot and make you some amazing tea
he also just hypes you up and tells you that you are amazing and have so much more growth to accomplish
Joseph
this man is a sucker for anything sweet
like come on
tell him he's an amazing stand user and he will try to show off and miserably fail
give him hugs and you will fall straight into a bear hug
give him gifts and he'll act like he doesnt want it and then tear that thing open
he is your number one supporter and you are his, so keep it that way forever <3
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jjba masterlist (2) --- pinned post
@tonberry-yoda
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Kaito is supposed to be satire on shounen protagonists but they forgot the satire part
He's constantly making Shuichi do all the work and then trying to take credit for everything which is like. so fucking annoying. Not too bad though, if it was just that I wouldn't hate him
In ch4 Kaito throws a temper tantrum bcs Shuichi disagreed with him and agreed with Kokichi (the horrors!!) and their friendship is strained but fsr the game wants me to believe they're both at fault here????? Like what?????? I need you to understand - Kaito was incorrect in the trial. Being incorrect means death for everyone. Why am I supposed to think that Shuichi was in the wrong for saying the truth? Just bcs Kaito doesnt like it? Get over yourself you self centered asshole everyone almost DIED bcs of you you should be APOLOGIZING
Then SHUICHI tries apologizing to HIM but Kaito refuses to talk to him???? Does this count as guilt tripping I can't tell
Like. "How dare you disagree with me? I won't talk to you again until I need your help, making you feel even worse for disagreeing with me" feels kinda. suspicious
Not to mention that the nickname "sidekick" implies that Shuichi is inherently lesser than Kaito
And then there's Maki!!!
In chapter 3, he started harassing her bcs he decided he knows what's best for her and refuses to take no for an answer. Off to a great start!
She finally goes along with his bullshit. She makes it very obvious she does not want to be there. He keeps dragging her back anyway. fun stuff
So her character development sucks but I can't tell if that's a Kaito sucks issue or a the writers suck issue but basically she becomes a lot more emotional and a lot more murderous and everyone's just. Okay with that
So in chapter 5 she starts strangling Kokichi for no reason in particular and Kaito tells her to stop. but like. His reason why she should stop is so weird ? It's not "Killing is wrong", it's "Monokuma wants us to kill each other". I swear, it's like he doesnt think of Kokichi as a person so it's okay to kill him or something. I'm supposed to root for this guy?
One last thing I'll mention is innnnnnnnnnnn chapter 2. When everyone finds the flashback light. Everyone gives very good and logical reasons why using these things isn't a good idea but then Kaito's like "Yea but we cant move forward w/o taking risks :)" and everyone except Kokichi comes around. (Kichi does stay but he makes it very clear he still thinks this is a bad idea) Like what the fuck happened here
And all of this would've been fine if he was properly called out for his bullshit!! But he wasn't!!!!! The narrative wants you to unconditionally love him, even though he loves his friends conditionally. Hilarious how that works
I think there was also some other smaller things that build up but I can't remember rn. It's been a hot second since I last booted the game lol
~the bigender Charlie anon
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I don’t remember a whole lot of character dialogue from drv3 aside bc it’s my least favorite on the trilogy but yikes. he’s WAY WORSE than I remember lol
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Aira with an Emu like S/0 (≧▽≦) !! I know you play project sekai since i've seen you talk about it before! But also wanted to bring out that reader is ALSO,,, an Idol !! I'm sorry to annoy you so much with requests do this any time you want take your timeee, or just cancel this req !
Make sure to gets lots of rest and take care of yourself or else i'll steal all your dias/j(¬‿¬)
Kannonie!
A/n : no words can describe how much chu love this idea, chu can kiss this req if it was a person /j, anw sorry to dissapointed all of the anon's for posting when im still sick help I cant hold back the inspiration that come out so sudden.
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➹ - secret surprise for you
╰┈➤ - warning : none
✿ - everbody cheered as the the melody of the song start coming out of your mouth followed by the twinkling lights as bustling atmosphere filled the stage.
You can be seen on stage singing , giving off an aura of happiness to the entire audience.
trying your best to please them especially among all of them, there is someone dear to you. and who else if not aira.
your lover and your #1 fan , well at least that what he said.
the concert went smoothly with you singing and chatting a bit with your fans.
When the concert ended, it was already late. You were tidying yourself up and wearing more comfortable clothes.
when suddenly a knock came from the door of the room. You get up from your dressing table and open the door.
upon opening it you were greeted with a canons of confetti followed by aira saying "congratulations for your hard work today!!"
You, who were tired from the concert earlier, became energized again just like a robot after being charged for a long time.
Hurry up, you immediately hug aira as he hugged back holding you tightly, the action make both of you can feel eachothers warmth.
After a while aira and you entered the room as he tidying up your stuff. Aira also said if you both immediately just got home... it seems to be a little bit boring especially you who has many energy even after the concert.
so he decided that you guys should stop by somewhere but he didnt tell you where and said that its a suprise.
You were immediately excited and hugged him again making him almost drop your things that he was holding. After everything is ready. Both of you got out through the back door.
walking together on the silent street until suddenly in the middle of the road aira ask you to close your eyes and hold his hand.
You do what he said while jumping a little showing how exited and curious you're, he just laugh and try to match your energy a little by speak in a more cheerful tone.
step and step you take until you hear the sound of festive music enter your ears.
when you want to ask if you can open your eyes, aira already said that you can open your eyes. As you finally open it, the crowd and excitement around you can be seen, lots of decorations shining and lighting up the late night.
"Just like a lively festival" , you mutter as he reply "it is a festival" With a smile on his face.
You looked at each other before cherring loudly at the same time. You grab his hands and drag him with you into the festival.
Just like a dream. And again as he was dragged by you along with fireworkers starting to decorate the night sky.
A very pleasant surprise, right ...?
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Please, every Waka Wednesday you have me giggling, squealing, kicking my feet and like >:(
BRO I'M TRYING TO GET MY BOYFRIEND TO BELIEVE IM A DOM YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME
Okay okay but I'm currently in an apprenticeship for a body peircer and... Peircer Toshi as mentor. He wasn't really looking to mentor anyone until he saw how cute and sweet the newbie was. Everyone else at the studio wasn't interested or already had an apprentice and as soon as he saw your face fall he hopped on that real quick.
Of course you immediately were terrified of this 6' 2 mass of pure muscle but the way he stumbled through his greeting had heat pooling in your gut. You thanked him constantly for agreeing to help you out.
Another thing that some places require for a mentorship is that they to have at least a piercing or two. It doesn't matter if it's ears or anything but let's say that reader got them as a baby. Since they don't remember the pain, they want a new addition. Obviously, nipple piercings. Reader gets Toshi to do it and he can't help but feel his cock stir when he first sees you topless. Well, not topless but rather shirtless, your top was the one piercing you after all. (Hshjfjdkb why was this so funny to me)
Anyway, you finish your apprenticeship and get a job at the same place. One of the first clients wants a dick piercing and you're like "Wow, okay, sure." Since you've never done or seen it before you ask if the guy if you can have your mentor there to make sure you don't fuck up. They guy would rather you not botch it so he agrees obviously.
So Ushijima comes in and sees red when they guy bites his lip to suppress a moan when he sees your pretty little hand steadying his dick. When you're finished the guy thanks you, pays and leaves his number for you.
Ushijima is pissed. This rando thinks he has a shot with you? He must be joking. As the guy leaves you turn around and you can feel the hatred rolling off of Toshi. You ask him if he's alright and he tries his best to keep calm but he growls out "Just peachy."
A few more days go by an eventually he's like "fuck it" and asks you to dinner to congratulate working there for a week. The dinner goes great and an hour later, you find yourself fucked dumb against the wall but Toshi shows no signs of stopping even though you've already been pushed over the edge 3 times.
UGH, just possessive piercer Toshi brainrot.
(I'm gonna sign off with 🍠)
YOUR SECOND SENTENCE MADE ME CHOKE ON MY OREOS WHEN I READ IT 💀💀💀 my apologies hehehhehehe 😁
OKAY BUT LISTEN
the scene from 1:03 to 1:30 IS ALL I CAN THINK OF WHEN ANONS SHOW UP WITH SPICY THINGS LIKE THIS FJSJJFJD
i swear to god, phoebe is yall coming into my inbox and telling me the scenario thats SO FUCKING GOOD and im rachel and im just like "whO IS THIS?? 😫😫"
anyways omg i love talking about piercer!toshi, ill talk about piercer!toshi until i die, i love that everybody has been so on board with him being a piercer since i wrote that fic hehehehe
also PUHLEEEEAASE become a regular in my ask box, omg, i wanna be your friend based on this entire thing alone 🤸🏻♀️🤸🏻♀️
just a reminder for everyone, this is NOT linked to "breathe in, breathe out"! only similarity is toshi is a piercer!
more thoughts under the cut (female reader, a smidge of dacryphilia, jealous toshi, kinda rough sex?, hair pulling)
It's your job.
It's not like he caught you fucking the guy on the table.
At least that's what Wakatoshi is trying to tell himself right now while he's absolutely wrecking your shit.
He can't help it though. All he can still see is you holding some other guy's dick in your hand.
He knows he probably should feel bad right now, because you're hiccuping and sobbing and begging him to give you a minute because your legs can't stop trembling as they're locked up and near his chest because he's held you there for so long.
He knows he probably should let you down and let you rest.
You look so fucking cute though all whiney and sobby like this.
He isn't a monster though.
So he lets you down.
And you think you're in the clear - maybe you can finally rest on his bed, maybe you can ride him a little bit, let him relax--
But no, he's far from done.
You yelp when he spins you around, bending you over so fast that your hands fly out to catch yourself so you don't fall right into the wall.
Wakatoshi groans low as he pushes his thick cock back deep inside you, and he shuts his eyes as your walls clamp down around him.
You stay still like that, wondering what he's going to do next.
You shiver when his hand reaches up and grabs a fistful of your hair, pulling on it hard to get you to lift your head to look up at him.
And he sees it in your eyes.
Sees how you like it rough like this.
He doesn't see that guy anymore.
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Hiiiii lemon here, gonna drop a somnophilia ask in beforehand (and hope it doesnt get lost in the fanmail lmao) if thats alright bc im gonna be travelling around that time and will likely be in no shape to send it in then (its v exciting but its so stressful i swear im going crazy i wont be surprised if i turn into a motherfucking banana before this is over. A banana anon. Abanananan. If this doesnt characterise the chaos my life is rn i dont even know) (oh crap the banana is taken already. Am i a hybrid? Lemonana? Balemon? Banamon? It looks like a banana and then you take a bite and surprise surprise its evil?? I dont know i should get to the ask prbly)
So idk if this is weird actually but i was thinking seb getting to play with you while youre asleep instead of the other way around?
I mean, he is an early riser and sometimes he would wake up unbearably horny. It starts out as him cuddling up to you, kissing your neck maybe, nuzzling into your shoulder insistently, and he always shakes you awake when he cant wait any longer because he would never do anything without your explicit permission.
And some morning he shakes you awake, and you swing an arm lazily around his neck and tell him he can go on, so now he is grinding against your hip, and it’s so nice—it’s a steady pace that’s almost lulling, and you’re warm and happy and have your favourite boy here with you who is so cute when he is needy, and it’s not like you were fully alert in the first place, so you start to drift back to sleep.
He stops and shakes you awake again.
The problem is, you really don’t want to wake up yet.
“What’s the matter, love, do you need something?” you mumble, and he hides his face into your shoulder guiltily, realising he isn’t letting you sleep when you probably want to. But what if you want him to stop or something and you can’t because you’re asleep? You hum and settle more comfortably against the pillows. “Wake me up if you want to come, but not earlier than in half an hour.”
It turns out to be pretty fun—most of the fun being how into it he unexpectedly is. Because you trust him with this? You trust him to be a good boy and do everything right while you’re not watching him, but also trust him with your body so completely?
He is not allowed to come until you wake up and give him explicit permission, but other things may vary: sometimes you will tell him beforehand that everything is fair game but he cant wake you up before your alarm goes off (otherwise he doesnt get to come for the rest of the day), or that he isn’t allowed to touch you, only help himself.
Initially the main rule sounds something like “no orgasms while i’m asleep” and he is puzzled by it. Turns out, the question is, should he wake you up if you’re about to come? You don’t think there is much use in this rule, surely you’d wake up if you were that close, but you keep it anyway—and turns out the little shit can be extremely sneaky when he wants to, and not a little bit smug about it, too. So sometimes you wave the rule on yourself. As a treat.
With love,
Lemon 💜🍋
p s hope everyone is having a fun kinktober the 15th, will look at what yall were up to as soon as i can! 💕✨🥰
Okay so lemon sent this ask a while ago and I have been counting down the days until somno day because this ask is fucking AMAZING. Lemon you are an absolute genius this is incredible.
Also lemon, we need a travel update. I assume you've gone insane, but we need to know the level of insanity. Update us!! We require a debrief.
Okay anyway, back to seb somno!
Before you came along, seb never really woke up horny after he was like 15. But then he gets into a relationship with you and suddenly he's waking up horny all the time? Like his body is aware that he's next to you and knows you'll make him feel good.
And of course, you love waking up to a horny seb, and love being woken up by a horny seb even more. Because the times when Seb wakes you up himself are just the best. He's so painfully hard, whining into your ear and finally shaking you awake because he cant take it anymore.
Being able to grind against you feels so nice. Not just because it's getting some much-needed friction, but also because he feels so warm and safe? He can can cuddle into your side, head resting against your shoulder as he grinds against you.
But then you fall back asleep and seb panics?
I also think it would take seb a minute or two to realise that you've fallen asleep? Because he's just so wrapped up in how good it feels to drag his hips against you in the warmth and comfort of the bed.
And then he looks up at you to get a kiss and realises that you've fallen asleep? Seb panics so much.
Because he doesnt know when you fell asleep. What if he's been grinding against you and you fell asleep basically the moment you said he could?
He feels so bad. He has no idea what to do, but he's also still so hard and not moving his hips against you feels like absolute torture because now he knows how good it feels.
So he shakes you awake, because he figures if he's going to get in trouble, then he should own up to it. That's one of his rules: he must always tell you if he's been bad and if he's honest with you, he'll get a lighter punishment (you have never needed to punish him, but he insists that you have rules for that).
So he shakes you awake, and you're very confused.
"Close to cumming?" you ask him, still half asleep. You assume he's woken you because he needs permission to cum.
"No..." he mumbles, "you fell asleep, and I.. I didn't know so I kept on going."
Now you're even more confused.
"Yes?" you say, "I told you that you could? Seb, why would you think you'd get in trouble for doing something I gave you permission for?"
"Cause you were sleeping," he explains, "you weren't... you didn't know?"
You roll over to face him, cupping his jaw, "You're my good boy. I know that you'll always follow my rules, even when I'm asleep, and I know that you'd never hurt me. So you can grind against me when you wake all hard and achy, yeah? You're a good boy, and good boys get to do that."
Seb cries at your words, shuffling closer and hugging you tight because he cant he gets to have this, cant believe you trust him with something as precious as your body.
From there, he gets more used to it. He understands he's always allowed to grind against you, that he can get pleasure like that for as long as he wants until your alarm goes off. And he knows that when you wake up, you'll always let him cum.
It's actually him that asks about him touching you while you're still sleeping. Cause he wants to make you feel good?
You're open to the idea, and you know he'd never hurt you.
Seb loves it so much! Even more than grinding against you, just settling between your legs and licking you for a little while is the perfect way to start the morning.
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I'll anon this, but you already know who this is. I just dont need people questioning my taste in men /j
But serious note: Can I have some NSFW headcanons of either Servais and Bane (your pick) with a stressed out S/O who is tense they cant seem to relax? Go wild with what you want, all I ask is consent and aftercare is involved if it gets super kinky-Your local stressed out college psych major who is about to commit book homicide.
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— Relax with me
Fandom — Identity V
Pairing — The Gamekeeper | Bane/reader
Content Warnings — fingering, sexual tension, marking, possessive behavior, implied AFAB reader (no genitals mentioned/pronouns used)
Author's note — horni
Bane is used to being observant about others around him, especially since his friends have been animals prior to his involvement with the manor games. It would be hard to sneak past him that you were stressed since he knew you like the back of his hand.
Also given he's involved in the Manor games more than the others, he has a few... additional permissions to do. He was able to pull a few strings and get you excluded from the games for a little while, but he knew that wasn't the only thing that would help you.
He'd come to you when you were in your room, making sure you knew he was there with a few taps on your door frame before he walks in, making sure that door was shut behind him.
He'd start off slow, making sure that you were ok, that you were in a good place to have a discussion and make sure that you had a clear head. If you make the clear he would move onto his next phase, suggesting he knows a way to ease the tension.
It starts as a back massage, his fingers, rough and calloused from the work he has put himself through, able to dig into those little spots where he eases knots, he's playing you like a fiddle, holding you, touching you. He waits until you're settled before he begins to let his hands wander; your chest, your thighs, he wants to touch all of you, feel you.
If you're responding well, he'll kiss you. Given he wears a prosthetic in order to do things like to talk [be it with a slur when he feels comfortable doing so] or eat [having a second one to do that], he cannot taste you fully. It pains him to know that he will never know how you taste, how your tongue feels roaming against his own, but he makes sure that it's soft, and gentle, keeping you pressed in your chair as he ravishes your body with his hands.
He wants to claim you, mark you, make you his, he has been desiring you from the moment he met you and you have filled his head ever since. To have seen you stressed, tired, tense, it made his want to make you safe grow even more, especially as his fingers began to grow dangerously close to your center, close to where you had begun to throb and be needy.
He knew deep in himself that if he were to be inside of you he wouldn't want to stop, he wouldn't want to be anywhere else but fucking you deeply, making sure you never went a day without his seed dripping down your leg, so instead he made do with his fingers, working at your bottoms to allow them to be skin to skin, flesh to flesh, watching your face as you whimper and groan, wanting him, needing him.
He would pay attention, this was for you, after all, he would gauge the way you reacted to his touches, his presses, his ghosting of fingers over your sex as he touched you, committed you to memory. You were the finest piece of artwork he had seen, especially as you whimpered with just his fingers.
Marking you with teeth, with saliva, with want, he would work you slowly, surely, making sure that you are enjoying every bit of what he does for you, making you commit his touches to your memory. He wanted to make sure that you remembered this, that the next time you tried to get yourself off you would be thinking of him, craving him, desiring him. He wants to be the one that you associate with this feeling, associate with this pleasure, especially as he would steal your breath.
Coming undone would be the best part, blessing his eyes, blessing his fingers as he watched you cum over his fingers, hands and wrist, admiring how small you are compared to him, how his fingers stretched you out despite only having two inside. He wanted to fuck you full, make sure that you would be dripping with his cum, especially as his dick was straining the front of his pants, but he couldn't, he shouldn't—
If you invited him, however, how could he refuse?
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hi beautiful! it’s ☹️ anon. im gonna follow the routine you gave me. i made a list of about 17 affirmations that i can pick and choose from and word them however, but ill loop the same 3 if i ever feel to lazy to rampage. i do need some of your advice because i will be leaving tumblr even tho i miss waking up and sleeping to your posts.
1. what if i spiral and freak out about if im doing something right? like for ex. i am worried about my wording because my desire hasn’t come yet or the opposite happened and i feel the urge to check one of your posts or overconsume. what do i do? i heard most people say “answer it yourself” but what if i convince myself of the wrong answer?
2. what do i do when i spiral? because i know i will, so what do i do?
3. i obviously struggle with comparison, so how do i deal with that? i filtered my social media to avoid seeing people with my dream life BUT when sad tik toks or pretty girls on tik tok pop up on my fyp. i can’t help but want to be sorry for myself, how do i deal with that? even outside of tik tok like real life if i see someone else with their bf while mine is thousands of miles away, how do i deal with that?
4. how do i take care but not neglect my 3D at the same time? for example, if im studying for a test because i think ill fail instead of trusting my ability to manifest regardless of the test. isn’t that contradicting my manifestation? because i used to fail tests or like assignments because i thought “id manifest it away anyways” and now im kind of experiencing the consequences of my actions.
5. how do i stop complaining about my circumstances and life and feeling sorry for myself? whenever my friend is like “ugh i wish i was pretty”, i CANT help but feel the urge to tell her i relate (after comforting her obviously) or if my family calls since im miles away and they ask how im doing and i start complaining.
6. how do i repeat the new story without lying? for example, if my friends ask me if my bf is far away. i can’t lie and say no he isn’t because they know him and they know he’s far away. or they are talking about how they feel sorry about him being away. what do i say? if i agree with them, isn’t that reaffirming the old story? do i just repeat over and over again in my head that he’s actually here with me?
7. how do i deal with depressive episodes while manifesting?
8. does the state from which you’re affirming from matter? like if im repeating affirmations, shouldn’t it just matter that im affirming rather than the state that im affirming in? because a lot of people say that if you affirm from lack, it won’t manifest.
hey love!! u can screenshot this post to refer to during your time off tumblr!! 🤍
if you freak out about whether or not you're doing something right, tell yourself that you are always doing everything right. flip the thought like you would flip any negative thought! and remind yourself it's not about the wording of the affirmation, it's about the intent behind it!!
when you spiral, try your hardest to calm yourself down and go on a self-concept rampage. for example: no, i'm not doing this, i am literally god and i know that im only doubting because my affirmations are working and my ego is scared. but im doing this for my own good and i won't stop no matter what! i am god, my life is perfect no matter what i see in my 3D, i will not be fooled by my 3D. i am more powerful than any negative thought i have and i don't have to fall victim to them anymore. i refuse to!
i get where you're coming from with tiktok. i used to have to take breaks from tiktok bc id see couples/pretty girls and feel bad for myself. but everyone is you pushed out. if you see someone you think is pretty, or someone in a happy relationship, it's because you've been focusing on being pretty/being in a happy relationship. think of it as birds before land/a sign that your desires are manifesting. also a little tool is, for example, if you see someone in a happy relationship just affirm something like "aww they remind me of my sp and i! we act just like that!" or if you see someone you think is pretty/has a feature you want: "omg, my [facial feature] looks just like theirs!" "my body looks just like theirs, but im skinnier!" "wow they're almost as pretty as me!" etc
something i do when i have to deal with my 3d is affirm in my head that i dont know why im bothering to do that thing when i know i have my manifestation. using the example you did, when i'd be studying i'd be like "ugh i dont even know why im bothering to study when i already know everything about this topic and know im gonna ace this test no matter what. im wasting my time studying when i know im literally guaranteed to pass"
i know it's hard not to complain, but you are not a victim to your own thoughts. you have to force yourself, even if it's hard. "i can't help myself" yes u can!!! u are god!!!! force yourself to stop. give a simple answer and then change the topic.
similar to the last answer. don't lie bc that will stress yourself out. give a simple answer and then change the subject. then affirm the opposite in your head. once is enough if you only said one thing to your friend!! don't start complaining. you have the power to stop yourself. no one can force you to talk about something you don't want to talk about.
the way i deal with depressive episodes is listening o affirmation tapes and focusing on my self concept. i also force myself to keep my mind busy. i read, or play a video game, or watch a show/move (not one that's depressing or heavy). and remember that you can still manifest even when you're depressed!!
you don't have to be in any specific state to manifest!! your dominant thoughts manifest. as long as you're affirming for your desire more than you're affirming the opposite/the old story, you will be fine!!
that just reminded me of another thing u can add to ur routine!! write a script that is everything you want your dream life to be like and read it at least once a day to remind yourself of your new story. this would be a great thing to do before you get out of bed in the morning!! u can write it in your notes app!
since you say u like to read my posts to motivate yourself, throughout your day if you feel yourself struggling ask yourself "what would rem do?" "would rem be proud of me if she knew what i was doing/thinking about rn?" "what would rem say about this?" etc. hopefully that'll be a good source of motivation/comfort for you!!
if you are doubting, spiraling, thinking of giving up, tell yourself that's your ego. i always do this, i tell myself it's because im so close to my manifestation and the universe/my ego is trying to trip me up. take it as a sign/birds before land. keep going keep going keep going!!
you got this angel, i know you do!!! i believe in your 100%! you are perfectly capable. make me proud!! 🤍
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(tw ed/sh mention) hey its attention seeking anon again and im sorry if i came off as saying self harm/disordered eating in general is attention seeking. its absolutely not for most ppl but in my case specifically it is attention seeking behavior. i overshare and occasionally exaggerate my issues on purpose, i complain to anyone any chance i get, i trigger myself on purpose to recieve comfort and support, etc. i feel guilty but i crave the validation painfully bad and i cant seem to stop. im afraid of seeking help because i know i am attention seeking so maybe me wanting help isnt actually me wanting to get better, its just more wanting attention. (not a baseless fear either, has happened in the past) i dont rlly know what the point of sending this is but i feel like i came off wrong in the first ask so i wanted to clarify. also thank you for your response, most of the time ppl tend to think the ""treatment"" for attention seeking is "ignore the person even tho they are very clearly in need of attention and you are causing them pain but its ok bc theyre just attention seeking so it doesnt matter". it was very validating to hear that im not alone and like,, even if my behaviors are maladaptive i still like,, deserve help and support and attention. thank you so much. /gen
Hi anon,
You're totally fine. I also relate to oversharing and exaggerating issues on purpose, and I know you said you experienced emotional neglect which I have on some level as well, so it's possible there's a correlation there. I think craving validation is completely understandable. Again, us being social creatures, we flourish from not just attention, but love.
While I know you say you're attention seeking, I still feel like there is a piece there that genuinely wants help and is trying to be mindful of attention seeking behavior, which is great. The way you've framed your issues sounds to me like the concerns you have about yourself are authentic and your desire to seek help also comes from an authentic place.
I also just want to say that I hate the idea that the treatment for attention seeking is to ignore them. It's a cry for help. While I also want to acknowledge situations where attention seeking behavior is harmful to the point that ignoring them is probably safest, I feel like most times someone exhibits attention seeking behavior, especially as a child, it's indicative that something's going on.
Hope you're doing alright. Please let us know if you need anything.
-Bun
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Asker from the super-long ask a couple days ago here - read your response, just wanted to say I resonate entirely with everything you say about being a perfectionistic body control freak, and the rational brain thing (I used to joke that my brain would hijack any sleep-inducing medication I tried via that exact route: it would convince itself that the thing wouldn’t work and thus override any physiological changes via anxiety that the thing wouldn’t work! Wild). So! Definitely look at me as good model for recovery. In the thick of it, I didn’t think I would recover either.
Most important takeaway from my advice - stop making sleep the center, and thus ruler, of your mind and body. Various techniques and accessories available to do so and I touched on some of them. But this is essentially where the problem’s roots go, and knowing there’s a center to it all helps with eventual healing.
The thing you want to focus on doing is not controlling your anxiety and thought patterns, too. It’s actually just noticing when they happen right when it all starts up and then doing something small to help distract or soothe early on, before it can become unmanageable. And this certainly takes a lot of practice to figure out.
Practically this is what it looked like for me with sleep: I would lie down, physically tired, and start to drift to sleep, when suddenly I would feel the first pang of doubt or anxiety, or would think the first lines of the familiar refrain “what if I don’t sleep tonight?” As soon as I would notice this, I would stop trying to fall asleep and instead engage with one of my distractions. You can even get out of bed at this point. Read or watch a thing (or draw, whatever works! I also loved putting on a beautiful galaxy light projector and listening to music in these moments) until you notice your body relaxing a bit and getting that natural-tired drowsy feeling and then let the feeling grow until it becomes unignorable, and then you can drift towards it and into it very gently. Repeat as many times as is necessary. The key is to stop the spiral before it can start. This actually helps rewrite your whole body response to the anxiety cycle! And in all of it, tell yourself - I will be okay even if I get NO sleep. I will make it through the next day. It won’t feel great but it won’t stop me, because I know I have handled it before and I can handle it again.
You got this! I’m wishing you some peaceful rest in whatever form it comes to you as the year ends. 2023 will be less sleepy than 2022 :)
YES!!! yes thats EXACTLY what happens to me. god its so crazy how similar our experiences are. its so amazing to hear from you because it really makes me feel less alone and helpless, i cant thank you enough for reaching out to me and sharing your story. i appreciate it so much. these are all fantastic tips, i will be trying all of them before my doctors appointment on the 10th. thank you so much again!!! if you ever want to talk off anon i would love to hear from u, but i totally understand if u just want to stay anonymous. have an amazing day♥️
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OH MY GOD I GUESSED WRONG. time to wither away i suppose...
WAIT 'DOES THE DOG DIE' IS ACTUALLY A SITE?? THATS AMAZING??
see the issue is, most kdramas have an extremely traumatic event happen in the same ep as the happy event, so we wouldn't be able to avoid it anyways......
OKAY THE ANIME IS CALLED URAMICHI ONIISAN!! THE LINK IS RIGHT HERE: https://youtu.be/0_dVPjbDZuo?si=ucDTiRRRzFh1hZOX
THANK YOU FOR AGREEING WITH ME. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS IT WHEN I SAY JOSH GIVES OFF THAT ENERGY BECAUSE HE DOES. i think its the way he talks....
omg brie that sounds horrible :( she probably doesn't hate you (but even if she did, she should communicate that to you!!). i hate it when people tell me to 'stop overthinking' but i genuinely think it's super good advice!! that being said, you're NOT crazy for being worried about your friend/what she thinks of you, so don't worry 😭😭
in my experience, yes...people just go mia and come back 'normal'.... in that case, you should totally tell her how you feel and everything so you guys can clear it up and hopefully you guys will have a deeper understanding of each other (and a deeper bond)! remember though, if it doesn't work out, don't beat yourself up over it!! some puzzle pieces are so close to fitting with each other, but you can't force them to be together, cuz then they won't find their perfect match. you got this brie!! you are NOT crazy.
OMG HAHAHA YOUR METHOD CAN ACTUALLY WORK??? CUZ YOU WILL EVENTUALLY FIND A GUY THAT LIKES BRATS...the issue is, a lot of dom guys are lowk looking for
1. someone as calm as them
2. someone spontaneous to balance them out
BUT YOU MIGHT FIND THE JACKPOT IF YOU KEEP ACTING LIKE THAT?? I HAVE NO CLUE CUZ i haven't been able to find one either .........
WTF HE SAW UR BDSM TEST RESULTS??? AND THEN THERE WERE NO REPERCUSSIONS??? what kind of guys are around you brie....
no totally!! a sleep study is super helpful since i feel like sleep apnea,apthia (whatever) is seriously super harmful to you as a person cuz sleep is so important?? heres to hoping everything goes well cuz you need some rest 😭
THE THIRD TWIN IS KIND OF FUNNY ICL. VANESSA HUDGENS IS KIND OF LIKE A MAD SCIENTISTS AND I FEAR THAT IT WORKS....
no cuz ive worked at subway and i did the exact same thing... i think it's a way of bracing (?) for customer interaction and just getting into that confident customer service headspace 😭😭😭 LITERALLY DW ABOUT IT...YOU BASICALLY ARE THE MAIN CHARACTER SO YOU CAN DO IT. IT'S ALLOWED.
UMMMMMMM MY FINALS ARE DEFINITELY GOING. YEP. WHAT DIRECTION? I DONT KNOW. BUT THEY'RE GOING. THANK YOU FOR BELIEVING IN ME....i fear my math will take my grade out but i think i can squeak my way by.....
CONGRATULATIONS ON SETTING A CRYING RECORD BRIE!! THAT SOUNDS SO DEPRESSING BUT BEING MANIC AND ONLY CRYING THAT MUCH HAS TO BE A GOOD SIGN...RIGHT......
-big hugs and a lot of comforting gestures that i can't think of from 🫨 anon <3
HAHA ITS OKAY WE GUESS WRONG SOMETIMES
IT IS AN ACTUAL SITE AND IT IS A GREAT SITE AND I WILL STOP WATCHING MOVIES SOMETIMES IF I SEE THE DOG DIES
But god you’re so right… drama episodes are so long anything and everything happens in them
I WILL VISIT THE ANIME
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT 🤠🤠 I CANT SAY MY BELIEF EVERYONE IS SECRETLY MAD AT ME IS GOING AWAY BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS I GUESS I CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE BROKE UP WITH ME ON ANON I AM SO STRESSED AHAH
Well, keep me updated in your dom search because i have full on given up at this point-
OKAY IM SO GLAD YOU DID THE SAME THING AT SUBWAY CAUSE I WAS VERY STRESSED ABOUT THAT I THOUGHT I WAS A VAIN PSYCHO (i am a vain psycho but-)
OH HOW DID YOUR FINALS GO!!! TELL ME ALL ABOUT IT!!
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HEREEE I COME AGAIN!
Okay listen…. KYLE’S MORNING VOICE!!! i dont hear this mans accent in the morning i will die in approximately 13 minutes.
you’re only person I’ve encountered who acknowledges how hot his voice is, so expect me here VERY OFTEN.
The lack of content surrounding Gaz should be illegal.
Same anon again -😏
Imma start living here, you accept thirsts as payment ?
hi smirky anon. its good to see you again :D i’ll do anything for the very small band of gaz voice lovers. we are an endangered species. & i couldn’t imagine thirsts not being the best form of payment.
AND GUYS!! THANK YOU FOR 100 FOLLOWS YAYY IM GLAD YOU GUYS LIKE ME ENOUGH!! 💞💞😓 muahs and smoochoes
here’s part one
warnings: basically non graphic smut at the beginning 😓( if anyone ever requests again, please do tell me to fck off with the suggestive content if thats what you like. i cant help my mind sometimes)
summary: reader finally admits to their infatuation with gaz’s voice and he’s definitely delighted, even taking it further to describe his feelings physically.
wrdcnt: 2.4k
Perhaps you’d taken more melatonin than planned. That’s the only reasonable explanation for the sight ahead of you, because there was no way in a hundred hells that Kyle Garrick would nibble at your jaw oh so gentle as he was now. It tingles like a butterfly’s wings, the graze of his tongue sparking the heat that spreads down your legs like a forest fire. It burns tastefully, “Gaz,” you pant.
His body is just as hot as yours. You didn’t know how long you’d stay here but you knew that you didn’t want to stop touching his sculpted figure.
This was all so new. Excitement is burning behind your cheeks as you ran your fingers down the hard ripples of his stomach. So many times you’ve seen him shirtless but never had you gotten your hands this far— let alone on his body. They flex and he grit his teeth, biting the sensitive spot on your neck as he does.
Its hot and its heavy, his hips start to rock with yours in a breathtaking moment that you weren’t ready for. Sweat manifests on your temple, shining in the moonlight that slips through his curtains. Here you are, letting him take you in his bed like there was no tomorrow.
Your nails find his back and they claw downwards bringing his sweet voice to make a sound of pleasure as you writhe. Everything was perfect. It was wild and dirty of you to do this with the man you considered to be your best friend. Even worse, you’ve always imagined yourself beneath him. You’d blush more if possible but whats the point? You’re as vulnerable as possible.
Again, everything was perfect.
And just as you were losing yourself in the tide, Gaz lifts his head from your shoulder, his eyes immediately lock with yours. The hand that held yours bound to the mattress had finally released the tight bind just to palm your cheek and he said
…
Nothing.
“Gaz?” you noticed that he’s stopped moving. The moment is tense and it keeps you stiff, thinking of what you could’ve done or said wrong. The fear of him regretting having sex with you was a weight you feared you wouldn’t be able to carry. He remains balanced over you, trapping you in between his fists as he turned to look out the window. Confusion posses you to follow his gaze. “What the…?” you quirk, sitting up on your elbows as your chest heaved.
The sun was rising for some reason. And it was awfully bright. If you didn’t know any better, you’d think a nuke just landed right in the middle of the city but… that doesn’t seem to be what happened.
The blankets and mattress beneath you began to sink, pink rose petals come from the sheets and they flood you like a river. They’re soft and they engulf you in something that you could even consider a hug. “Gaz?”
But before he could finally let you hear that beautiful voice of his, your eyes flutter alive.
And you scream.
“Fucking alarm!”
You swear you can hear the clock make a little “ah hah!” sound before you press the snooze button. Even if it only would give you 8 minutes until it went off again, you threw it across the room. Every other night, you’d have some sort of special dream about Gaz and something would ruin it, whether it was Gaz himself waking you up or your neighbors cutting grass too loud didn’t matter.
What did matter- was the fact that you grabbed your fluffy cover and threw yourself back into the mattress, this time you fix to lay on your right side.
and you scream again.
Weirdly, Gaz is laying in your bed or was laying down until you screamed in his face. He instantly sat up and surveyed the room, shivering from morning chill as you caught your breath.
“Fuck, what’s wrong?”
As guilty as a convict, you can admit that his voice doesn’t do your flustered state any better. The dream you’d been rudely torn from had done a number on both you and especially— your underwear. There’s no need to move or jostle even an inch to feel the mess your stupid sleepy hormones left you with.
Even though he just spoke, you close your eyes for a second to reimagine it. The way it rumbled many decibals lower than usual reminded you of a heavy rain. It had all the properties that made you calm, warm, and most significantly, wet.
Your cheeks burn and you claw at the covers that he scoots down to his knees. Urge burns at the fresh memory as you look over the medium sized tattoo that was painted on his right thigh. Only do you have to physically shake your head to disregard what the very erotic version of you had done to it in your dream.
Gaz takes a moment to collect himself after being awoken in such a chaotic way.
His voice was so groggy and it made you feel dirty. “Are you okay, babe?” and no, it wasn’t a filthy type of dirty. You’re more than sure that this was what it felt like to be dirty for one specific person. Specially for him.
He calls you babe in endearment, having known you for long was a gift to comfort. It was nothing out of the usual nor was his intrusion.
Trying not to sound irritated, you subtly scoot over to the left side of the bed as you huff from your nose and swallowed your nervousness to give him an answer. “I’m fine… i’m just tired of that damn alarm.”
He chuckles at the defeated tone in your voice. You try not to stare too hard as he leans back in his palms, naturally emphasizing the brown and smooth muscles of his arms. “What were you dreaming about this time?”
You roll your eyes. “This time?”
The way he looks at you with tired eyes and an equally tired smile tells you everything. Gaz was doing that thing again where he knew something that you should’ve— but didn’t. Maybe it was some amusing little game that he did merely for the reactions you’d give him.
Maybe it was the way you were biting the corner of your lip. Or maybe it was the way your eyes stayed glued to his lips, waiting for him to say what he implicated. Or lastly, it could merely just be his very own form of torture.
“You said some things…” he lingers, waiting for a reaction which you did your best to hide.
“Like…” you wave your hand, coaxing him to continue.
His eyes fall and look over his old oversized teeshirt that you were wearing until they find yours.
“You have to get over here if you want to know” he was speaking so slow that it wouldn’t be foolish for you to assume that his throat was tainted with golden honey, slowing down his syllables in your grace, for your internal pleasure.
As much as you’d like to see what this new deep and groggy tone could whisper to you, something inside of you was too scared and far too prideful to give in… just yet.
“You get over here”
“Oh, thats how want it?”
You swivel, nearly giving the both of you whiplash as he made his way over to your side of the bed. So much was happening at once and your brain momentarily short circuits when he thigh pressed against yours. Your dirty mind tells you that he’s so close— close enough to lean in and kiss the length of your neck, just as you dreamt.
“Gaz, don’t say it like that.”
“Say it like what?” you swallow and lift your chin to dare him to ask that again. The way his british yet suave accent worked was truly a blissful curse. Gaz’s words always seemed like they meant more and they dragged, pulling you to believe that he was really never finished. That accent was a problem.
And another problem is the fact that you never got to hear it in your erotic dreams about him.
Your jaw twists and your eyes locked with his brown and dotting ones. He smells like linen and cinnamon, thanks to your clean sheets and the arguably smelly holiday candles that the hyper side of you insisted on buying. Apple cinnamon wasn’t the best but he’s always told you, ‘if you like it, I love it’
“You’re stupid.”
And his eyes harden.
“Was it my voice that did it?”
Your eyes divert to the puffy comforter surrounding you. A thumping intensifies but it’s hard to decipher if its the one in your chest or the lewd one between your thighs.
Since you’ve met him, he’d always been really observant and even had his impressive moments of intuition but it was only recently that you realized that he had a talent for reading people— specifically you.
He’d know when you were hungry and even would invite himself in your room after you’d been pouting all day like a sad little ghost. He’d know when someone at work made your day a little harder. Gaz always knew.
Coming home and throwing yourself into his muscled frame was truly your peace. You knew that, and everyone else did. More people knew Gaz than he could imagine. Just from the way you described him in perfect detail was always good enough for them to instantly tell that he was the guy you were referring to. Even if he was just out and having himself a decent meal, a friend would call you and ask if the brown british man at their job was the same Kyle you fawned over.
To you, he was everything irritating and special.
“You don’t need to be shy. I told you- you can tell me anything”
Yea but, friends dont just admit to having wet dreams about each other, Kyle.
“…No” you cross your arms and turn your head to the window.
He quirks an eyebrow, staring at the side of your head. “No what?
The weight of embarrassment tugs at your shoulders and it breaks a heavy sigh out of your lips. Even if you’re an adult with a need for sex, it was still so inevitably embarrassing to admit.
“Hey- look at me…” and surely but slowly, your eyes bounce to the floor, to the sheets, and finally to his puffy eyes. He still had that freshly awoken look to him and it was undeniably cute on him. The corner of his lips quirk into a small smile, one that wasn’t teasing you like it usually does.
“I told you that it was fine… and that it’s even flattering”
“Gaz” you shake your head to turn away but his gentle hand was quick to catch it right when a beam of the sun grazed over your glossy pupil.
“Let me finish”
He doesn’t falter under your stare and kept talking, his morning voice rocks the depths of your stomach like a stormy tide as you did your best to ignore the way he was holding you so closely.
You were in his T-shirt.
He was in your bed, holding your face and telling you that things weren’t as bad as they seemed.
The air felt intimate, like vanilla and silk.
“Im not teasing you, alright? I just think that…” and he suddenly stopped to ponder, momentarily looking down at the comforter covering the both of you. When his hand falls from your face, you swear you can feel your complexion leaving in an instant.
Your eyebrows pinch and you fight the sway of nausea that your stomach grants. “Gaz… i’m sorry—”
His eyes lock with yours again and his lip rises again, in a different type of smirk this time. Infatuation and need got the best of him, causing him to lurch forward.
He knew that this would probably be the best time to just show you what he wanted to say for the last couple of weeks. For a moment, you’re winded but the hidden nervousness within you finds itself leaving in an instant. The first thing you could feel other than the stop of your heart was the fact that had lips that were softer than you had anticipated. It’s scary to take it this far with the man you secretly loved more than a best friend or a roommate, but your stomach flutters in pleasantry.
The strength of this man makes you moan into his mouth. He’d gone through so much in his life for the sake of others, it was truly admirable. Gaz was brave and he was immensely intelligent. He knew everything you were thinking and he always knew, just like you said. Even though it’s a little naive to imagine, you swear his lips were specially made for you. The softness and the tenderness of it all makes for immeasurable need, so you quickly find yourself throwing a leg over his.
Gaz doesn’t miss a beat and took both of your soft thighs into his calloused hands, moving you to sit higher on his lap as your tongue entered the warmth of his mouth.
Like a starved man, his hands go out of bounds, feeling at the supple flesh of your behind as you moan and grind into him. “Fuck” his voice caused yet another pulse below your waist. He told himself that he’d behave and take it slowly. He told himself that he’d kiss you and wait however long for the next part but the years and mountains of longing crumble with each movement of your hips.
“Gaz” you whine, writhing in the strong arms of the man underneath you. But he can’t hold himself back and found himself lost within you. Your body and your voice possess him, turning him into a mess that his past flings could never do no matter what they tried.
Nothing ever seemed hard with you. It was so natural that the little naive voice in his head told him that his body was made for you, or better yet,
that you were made for him.
scratches head in sucks in writing smut😓 ah i never write smut, dont bully me
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different anon: my fp cut me off their life a while ago and ive find myself "moving on" in a unhealthy way by hating them and thinking of them like theyre an horrible person and a really bad friend, it helped me cope everytime i felt like i missed them
The problem now is that apparently they told a really close shared friend that they miss us and didnt mean to stop talking to us, just saw that we stopped talking in our gc and went by it and, tbh, i dont know how to feel. The reason i stopped talking there in the first place was bc they were ignoring me, i had 2 attemps and when i told them only my other friend had something nice to say, and it hurted so bad seeing how much i cared about them but how they couldnt give that energy back. After we stopped talking is not like they tried to contact me, they ignored me even harder irl and when meeting other of our shared friends they declined their suggestions of inviting me, GOD even my birthday passed by and they didnt even dm me a dry "hb"
maybe im the bad person here, maybe i destroyed the relationship bc i cant handle them not being as obssesed with me as im with them, but when i meet them irl again im definitely not speaking to them in a nice way. im tired of it. I havent move on, if anything theyre the only thing in my mind most of the time, but ive come somehow far just for them to pull out this bs.
sorry for the traumadump but i need an outsider perspective, what should i do?
I'm no expert, but I would advice not to go towards any of the two routes you are going. It's easier to just hate them, but hate will only harm you and the memories you have of the two of you, but at the same time maybe right now you can't handle having them as a fp in a healthy manner. My advice is time, not necessarily to get back with them, but time to move on, and you find peace by "obsessing" with healthy things, like a sport you really like or an instrument! If you start missing them quite a lot, rationalize why the two of you are better off apart for now, the reasons why you had to separate. It's all for the better, we need to learn how to be alone. Now I'll give the BPD answer haha, don't communicate with them until you know you won't harm yourself or them, everytime you find yourself slipping, make some tea and listen to some proper music! Aaah I'm rambling too much, but basically just obsess over what's best, over something healthy, and replace the bad habits.
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