#but im currently at a cafe by myself and can't go home aye

[kirishwima]

uhhhhghh textures

#i get this thing sometimes idk #where like ill suddenly hate a lot of textures to the point that i cant touch them #like rn i cant even touch my laptops mousepad i hate the feel of it #or i have a usb-c to usb adaptor and i hate the feel of it i cant touch itt #or paper i cant touch paper rn and i need to study #i hate when this happens and i no of no way to stop it other than just. wait without touching stuff until its gone #how long that takes no one knows #im generally this way w a lot of textures like i cant touch velvet suede and a bunch others #but eg the keyboard i dont mind cuz its plastic #:)) i hate this ghhhhh #and ppl are like 'why are u so pissy' if they see me like this #and its not like i can just tell them ya feel they'll be like 'uhh ok' #last time it happened it was really bad #and someone on tumblr had suggested taking a cold bath i think? and it'd helped #but im currently at a cafe by myself and can't go home aye #fuckkk it all my dudes #at least this time i dont hate the feel of my clothes #its a good thing i wore jeans instead of leggings