#but im feeling pretty low rn

[gooopy]

LOOK AT MY SELF INSERT BOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cringe is dead i can do whatever i want FOREVER and that includes making a character to beat scout tf2 to death with my own two fists

#tf2 #tf2 oc #scout tf2 #sprinter #soldier tf2 #cw blood #goopys glop #i wont tag the other brief appearances here #also if anyone needs image descrptions let me know! i dont know that many people will look at this so im preserving energy rn #but if someone needs i can write them #anyways i lvoe autism i have gameplay mechanics mostly worked out and everything. i love tenth class ocs so beautiful #also i was fighting for my life trying to come up witha fucking name for this guy you dont even know #anyways hes a support type character. big hammer to help destroy buildings and a small sprint meter #can apply a slowness effect w the hammer and i feel that you play him by ambushing people and applying slowness and letting your teammates #pick them off and all #movement speed is actually pretty low and the sprint is very limited #but i straight up could not think of any other decent name. i wanted to avoid another s name but alas.... #anyways um um um i love autism if anybody has any questions about him please let me know flutters my beautiful eyelashes

[cinna-bunnie]

thinking about older women

#hey auntie 👉🏾👈🏾 #some of them b dancing on that line and i am looking respectfully (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) ♡⁠ #many such cases... giggling at how often w how many ppl aksjak family friends.. or it be ur own family 💀💕 #someone's mom would joke about snatching me up like 😭😶‍🌫️ ma'am first of all .. would #and the touchy prima (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) ♡⁠ yes please put ur hands on me i am so comfortable with physical contact (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) let me hold ur hand ♡ #🚶🏾‍♀️ being hot is nice sometimes #the forbidden fruit... hey tía (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) 👉🏾👈🏾💕 #some of the exchanges I've had were so 😵‍💫😵‍💫 ma'am.. i got a lil crush on u. #← not my actual family. i do not have one. engaging in one from this perspective is a lil different yfm 🚶🏾‍♀️u don't have to get it #or maybe u do idk im zooted rn and feeling rly gay abt aunties and older women in general okay 😩💕 #i need to go sweet talk someone's tía i know she's looking beautiful tonight 🚶🏾‍♀️ i see u girl. i love ur hair your nails are beautiful #i love your color coordination you have such good fashion sense (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠) ♡⁠ #ur earrings are so pretty i love your necklace i love your bracelets (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) lemme go help y'all cook or I'll make the drinks whateve #let's talk.. ♡⁠ #Lupe... what are you up to these days 😩💕 my favorite. a family friend #i kinda see family friends as family too sorta bc my fam was p small when i did have one so a friend would be a basically auntie #but also not.. technically. so ╮⁠(⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)⁠╭ idk. they r tías 2 me though and i love them. #they r so nicey 2 me ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ ♡⁠ #she wanted me to say her name n talk to her in Spanish a lil bit and she ate it up 😵‍💫 (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ♡⁠ she loved the way i say her name #i had such a crush on her omfg. low-key but not but yeah but respectfully..

[selfindulgentfandomstuff]

I WISH I was more confident with giving ppl compliments irl like. I WANT you to know that ur that your hair color is epic or that I love your sweater or your freckles are beautiful or or o-

#IM SO SCARED THO #I don’t wanna come off as creepy bc like #they’re strangers they don’t know me #I just wish it was more socially acceptable to give strangers compliments #like if I were not socially awkward as hell I would just be complimenting everyone #I’m so serious when I say I think most people are pretty attractive in one way or another #be it their earrings or their nose or their platform boots or or you get the point #I just want ppl to know that they are soooo beautiful to meeee #obviously nobody’s self worth should hinge on whether or not ppl find them physically attractive #but so many ppl truly are and they just don’t realize it I’m so serious rn #idc if anyone calls it ‘my standards being low’ or something #try seeing the beauty in the common person and then maybe you’ll feel better/ref #sorry for rambling hopefully none of this comes across as weird or objectifying 😭😭

[weskinz]

maybe if i go back on antidepressants ill ask for wellbutrin

#p #like yes i am pretty depressed rn but i dont feel like killing myself like i did when i was on viibryd #no genetic altercations my ass i was on that shit for years and just now looking back at my messages and notes no wonder i was scaring ppl #i was so anxious one time i had to sit in my brothers room so i knew he wasnt going to die suddenly #and i was so so so scared but it was like there was a mental block where it couldnt become a panic attack jst paranoia #but i was one degree from it. just imagining what i did to him happening to me scared me to death and i had to reassure myself #my mom asked me abt it the other day like 'hmmm. wouldve been nice to let me know you werent on it anymore. seems like a thing your mother- #'-should know.' and like yes since im still completely dependent on her in all aspects but man #i didnt want to explain i had no interest in seeing lisa anymore and i was just done. i was so tired of my lows being so fucking low #and not even noticing they were so bad yknow #do i even know how to be honest anymore. no i dont think of killing myself but i dont see a future for myself either #i have no goals no motivation no nothing #its selfish to want to die but its like that mytoecold dude video where hes like 'if i spilled milk and then killed myself technically- #'-the problem would be gone' like yeah. that is true. how do i get that out of my belief system #he was a raging addict btw i just saw that video. crazy and sad but i guess when you are dealt a bad hand you see eye to eye

[bsaka7]

really didn't realize quite how much i was catering my life to like. my head hurting and also just general body feel for running. until i am like. not doing those things.

#literally like so much shit gets me feeling bad too much fried food too much sugar which sucks bc I love sugar. #variable eating times is ok but I don't think does me well with the other stuff #my phone + florescent lights r always like not great when im already not feeling great but rn the lights r unavoidable #and my self control for phone is bad... #im pretty straightedge generally as well but that's kinda more cuz im a control freak #well ig this stuff is also cuz im a control freak #Anyway having a low grade freakout or whatever and also my head hurts. #Just gotta get home. #I'm like. So lame. Like literally just a few days of increased activity level feel like they make my head like. Hate me. Or whatever #Running is whatever im just obsessed with it bc marathon training or whatever

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#yesterday i was wandering around the campus where ive resided these last 4 years bc ive banned myself from running until my leg heals #and i was thinking like. what am i gonna miss about this place when i leave? bc im always thinking abt the things i cant wait to get away #from. and its a real short list. ill miss the palm trees bc i never get sick of seeing thrm. theyre so weird #ill miss the yucca. again bc theyre so weird looking. ill miss the way u can see where all the ants r bc in the non human populated areas #there isnt grass everywhere bc desert. ill miss that there r so many birds of prey hanging around. and the road runners and all the lil #lizards. and maybe in an abstract way ill miss being so close to the boarder bc when u live near a boarder boarders feel like bullshit #like staring down the road into another country. idk theres something i like abt that. ill probably also miss being able to run outside #all year long bc in the winter during the day all u need is a light jacket lol. where im going it gets real cold 🥶 #maybe ill even miss the constant blue skies. but idk ive always liked a cloudy sky better. makes me think of home haha #ill def miss how convenient my apartment rn is. the loft bed. the low cost. the 5min walk to campus. sigh. but thats pretty much it. i #dont think ill miss anything else. im not really close with anyone. my boss was the reason i came here and she left this school in January #so thats it i guess. i think i stayed a year too long and was not well for a lot of my time here but so it goes #just gotta move to the next place. just gotta pray pray pray that i find an apartment soon. i dont even wanna say anything abt it bc im #afraid to jinx things. even tho thats irrational. like. i just gotta somehow project how good a tenant i am. im so quiet u will never see #me and i never complain abt anything bc i have brain problems. sigh. i cant wait for this transition to b over #im so so so ready to be in a new place doing new things. but at least my energy is back. im back to high energy on little sleep lol #i dont understand how my body functions lmao. somehow when i get a normal amount of sleep it's a sign that i feel awful #unrelated

[shadowsreblogs]

debating on going to see my friends tomorrow or staying home bc my period is kicking my ass

#on one hand i wannaaaaa but on tge other. auaghagaugh i feel nasty #yeah i think ill stay home im pretty low on money rn so i dont feel like going to a place that doesnt allow outside food/drinks for 2 hours

[kxllerblond]

guys i really wanna get back on my pirate oc

#but he's like OFMD inspired and thats filming or whatever rn and like i havent peeped the rpc for that fandom but bruhhhh #i feel like im not active on blogs i DO have muse for because its just so hard to get blogs...running #i feel safe enough to ghost here when muse is low because there's like 7 or so of you that i know will be around when i have muse again dkjg #but new blogs? nah nah if you arent on them evERY day then its pretty much dead

[whitepeachfarm]

giving my sister-in-law stardew tips and literally vibrating in place bumping up and down like "YES finally my hyperfixation is coming to use for someone else!!!"

#sometimes i get imposter syndrome and go 'pfff i dont know enough about stardew to give anyone tips' #but then she's like 'hey what do i do about hay; all my grass is gone and marnie's is too expensive' #and i go 'WELL' afjdksl #and i proceed to give her tips about that as well as something i thought of earlier AND inform her about horses and the hot spring #and about strawberries and ancient fruits and pigs #and when she starts telling me the stuff she's doing i spout off like 'oh that makes sense as an early game strat tho #bc you dont have access to iridium sprinklers and your tools are still pretty low on upgrades and fishing probably still feels hard' #and shes just like 'yeah. how do you know all that' ajfkdsl #its because i hyperfixated on it HARD a couple years ago and made a whole cork board of stardew knowledge #i studied that stuff EVERY DAY and watched so many videos #i still dont know everything tho. i still haevnt become friends with everyone #and ive never caught every fish or finished the museum completely #but i have so much knowledge and im straight up STOKED to share it man; im happy vibrating rn ajfkdsl #ren speaks

[bitchthefuck1]

were you a septiplier shipper because you give that energy

That's honestly the meanest thing anyone has ever said to me

#tbh i actually don't know anything about either of those people so I can't even say for sure how offended i should be rn but when has #'you give off the energy that you ship youtubers' ever been a good thing #i feel like this is kinda on me for saying id die before i admitted to what i shipped when i was 11-14 because my bar for what counts as #embarrassing enough to take to your grave is pretty low #like one of my not very online friends casually admitted to reading harry styles x oc fanfic on Wattpad as an adult and like. if i was her #you wouldn't even be able to waterboard that out of me id kill myself before id admit to it #like the actual answer is cringe but its not THAT bad #also im just pathologically opposed to shipping real people #like no thank you. not the vibe not for me

[orcelito]

Experienced biiiig big plot twist things in tales of arise. I am fucking Reeling. That was so good but also so. So much. Oh my God...

#speculation nation #doesnt help that this came after probably the hardest boss of this game so far djfkshkfbd #i was fucking BLAZING through my items trying to keep up with how many people were dropping #and i made it. but having three team members down while the only one standing is pretty low on health #is VERY nerve wracking hdkshckd #i managed to turn the tides but hoooly shit lmfao. man. #and. GOD this plot twist is just. oh my godddd #im only level THIRTY WHAT DO YOU MEAN GAME CHANGING PLOT TWISTS ARE HAPPENING RN #I HAVENT EVEN REACHED THE LEVEL OF THE GIANT BUG IN THE FIRST MAP (level 40 ish) #hfkshfjdjjdfb i need to look up how long this game is bc this feels very endgame like but i am only level 30 😭😭😭😭😭 #am i underleveled??!????! i was defeating the normal enemies with ease so i figured i was a comfortable level #but after that boss battle im not so sure... hfkshfkdb #and now i have to go without my primary healer for ??? amount of time #dear dohalim you have been promoted from secondary healer to primary healer. dont fuck this up. #yelling screaming crying i meant to go to bed an Hour ago but that really threw me for a loop #this game. this fucking game. hoooly fucking shit lmfao

[kuiinncedes]

thanks for taking one for the team hits different dngjdhfk

#i've listened to it like twice so #it would probably be higher but yeah lol #rip idk why question is so low :( #but otherwise this is pretty good maybe eh idk lmfao #using my time wisely <3 #bro midnight rain and the great war rn im like obsessed w them <333 #also i love them all ofc lmfao XD #also kinda unrelated but do i even . think about getting concert tickets TT #when i got tickets for rep i literally like got them like .. 1 or 2 weeks before or something #after seeing a lot about the tour and stuff and like being able to think about it for a while #whereas this idk thats the only concert experience i've had so idk how to like do this shit with the presale and registration and waiting #and whatever lmfao and like all that stuff idek XD #i feel like whatever i do i'll be too late for tickets lmfao #i would rly want to go tho :( #the other thing is also justl ike being at a concert :[ like obviously i rly want to go for the show and everythign TT #but lowkey dont wanna be in a . crowded ass stadium :D #anyway the summer dates do be looking possible tho TT unlike fucking conan touring during the school yr TT #but i just feel like i cant do all that like presale ticket shit idk how it works and i feel like it would stress me out and i dont wanna #figure it out XD so rip me getting tickets probably lmao #also concerts are so expensive i hate it :[ like my most recent sort of concert experience with six even i was like #damn should i even do this like this is fucking a lot lmfao #anyway :''''') like sabrina's tour fucking sold out before i could think about looking at getting tickets maybe XD #LIKE I NEED SO LONG TO THINK ABOUT THIS DECISION YA KNOW LMFAO ANYWAY #jeanne talks #cus like everyone talking about how hard its gonna be to get tickets and idek how any of it fucking works lol so ya fr rip that for me lol

[andragoras-in-vanity]

i really want some cookies or muffins but even if i had the energy to make them i can't because we live in an actively hostile society where butter costs 7 bucks a stick if you dont want palm oil in it, so i have to make the one i have last until it goes on sale IF it goes on sale.

i cant even get premade stuff from the bakery because i live in a city and there are none outside of the grocery store that put who knows what in their recipes, all of which make me sick if i eat the quantity id really like to.

can i substitute ingredients? no because im fucking disabled and allergic to soy and sensitive to oils. the fact premade things are now cheaper (clothing, food, anything) than getting to supplies to make things yourself is pure ablelism and false scarcity and even if its not outright killing us it IS making life unpleasant and difficult. even if our diets and lifestyles arent an able persons definition of healthy, we arent even allowed to try to do better for ourselves and im speaking as someone whos mum pays for groceries since we live on the same property, i cant imagine how much worse people on disability income have it

#ableism #disabilities #disabled #ibs #fibromyalgia #dietary restrictions #ssi #odsp #disability support #palm oil isnt even a food grade oil and its in butter or fed to cows and fucking rips my insides out #and im already sensitive to dairy unless its butter due to the processes in making it #but i have to be so careful that it comes from a good clean farm with healthy animals #this brand is reletively local but its still so expensive because they dont feed any of that shit to the animals and the packages never say #anything about whats fed to the animals or if its bulked up with palm oil but you can feel it cause anything with palm oil feels more solid #and its disgusting it tastes different too. and all i want is some oatmeal muffins #im starving i dont have a full kitchen so i basically live on bread cereal which im also low on because theres a shortage and chicken #which is disgusting and just ..not real chicken cause the brand i like discontinued their best breaded chicken breasts years ago #and the bread i have to eat i either have to make with flour thats fucking expensive as hell and pray i dont run out of yeast #or my mum has to drive two cities over to an independent bakery that uses pretty much the same recipe i do #but even if i could afford the ingredients i dont always have the energy and rn i DEFINITELY dont have an oven unless i want to haul all #my stuff upstairs and hope the gas oven doesnt fuck up and catch fire because thats just my life #im starving all the time and i dont want to be and i dont even have to be if my gut isnt already shredded #but we live in a world that would rather kill us than help anyone at all let alone dosabled folks #i also live in the worst fucking province after nb and quebec #its the most expensive part of canada even compared to bc which.. ......its fucked up considering they USED to be the most costly #but anyway i wake up and go to sleep hungry because i cant drive so i have to make sure i dont run out of the food i DO have and CAN eat #if my mum isnt dping a grocery run that day #dont ask me when the last time i bought salt was #that box is getting real low #but yeah im sick of living here and this world already hated me before i got this sick and i hope it all burns itself to ash 😌

[desertdragon]

T/////Eight story amounted to basically nothing so I guess I'm back here to the other stupid as shit game I give too many chances on a more full time basis again (minus still writing my As///u/////Lil////i fic I love that thing too much and people in my DMs are counting on me for more)

At least I'll always have my friend and her best ending

And her faggot

EDIT: Ok it was nonsensical and full of holes like swiss cheese but now that i've calmed down this was always a goofy silly dumb game that cares less about taking itself seriously as it does being cool and fun, so while im disappointed and im allowed to be disappointed, im not running away with my expectations on this like others have. Tekken is still fun and will always have a place in my heart. And I do appreciate receiving some things I've always wanted regardless of my upsets with their execution flaws. They were finally able to make me feel like my favorite characters have closure on some level regardless, and that has to be commended.

#devastated. i'm devastated. the one time i was hoping Bamco would give us a decently written feast without shitting the bed #on the one hand i'm a fool for thinking they'd ever not write utter nonsense on the other hand i did get a handful of things i wanted #and i'm ok w going back to not really taking it seriously but it feels like even when i got things i wanted or liked #the WAY they were given to me was so shit i almost wish i got nothing #also this game has the best Asuka ending for once but that's such a low bar- it's the only ending where she's finally happy #god it wasn't even a story it was a skeleton of a script with ten different ppl working in separate rooms only coming out sometimes #to keep Jin on track and even with him as lead he got half baked shit- ALSO JUN??? JUN??? THE WAY THEY DROPPED THE JUN BALL #THE WAY WE GOT NEW CHARACTERS BUT NONE WERE LEGIT EXPLAINED OR GIVEN BACKSTORY? aaaaaughgghghhghghggh #telling everyone here bc i can't put spoilers on my main dash rn since it's not officially out for all platforms yet the PS5 ppl got theirs #and they streamed/posted all the cutscenes and character episodes days early so i saw it on youtube bc im impatient #i know none of you here give a shit lmao #ALSO THE MAIN BRANCH OF THE ******** FAMILY BEING REVEALED AS WIPED OUT BUT ASUKA HAS NOTHING TO SAY ABT IT- HARADDAAAAAAA #it's a fun game to play as a fighting game but dear god anything else you're in the trenches THE TRENCHES #i'm still arguing w myself if i'm gonna buy it once the recent global strike for Palestine is over or if i wait for a steam sale #once again collecting the less than ten things i like abt something and mourning the rest #this is my asuka alt in the pic btw I'll always love asuka goofy or serious but damn girl... I'm so sorry #i liked the ending of T8 but how we got there is borderline nonsensical and contrived #and at the expense of consistent character depth for pretty much anyone #EDIT: YES IM DISAPPOINTED BUT- this has always been The Goofy Game and i accept that now and yes i got things i loved and i love them #this is a game that has never taken itself seriously before anything else- which isn't the same as a serious game dropping the ball ie. FF #so in the end i'm mixed! i have what i don't like and what i think was missed- but i like it for what it is and i LOVE Asuka's potential #i love that in this game Asuka is finally at some form of peace regardless of the holes in the execution

[pizzapizzadickz]

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#diary #personal #im super fucked up rn. im laying down but my body feels like its pulsating #and im osolating between a high and low mood and i cant keep anything straight in my mind #like im pretty sure i ate enough but do i really remember or no? am i sure i ate? do i know what day it is even?? #I'll like. try to hold on to a thread of my sanity as i try to sleep but based on how i usually am while sick i dont usually suceed

[jyoongim]

I have a brainrot to share and maybe it's a request idk but I feel like I have to preface this by saying I swear I have normal non-horny alastor thoughts he's just really taking up so much space in the brain rn.

Anywaaay, can you imagine Alastor with an extremely cautious darling? He wants her soul to keep her tied to him forever but no matter how good his offer is, reader turns him down and Alastor is just like sick of the rejections and the scheming so he's just gonna stoop to some other ungentlemanly methods.

And the night starts off as their normal fuckery in the sheets but Alastor starts denying them their climax and as reader gets more and more desperate Alastor proposes the deal again. Sell him your soul or he's just gonna pull out and go to sleep and he'll never let you finish ever again. and just

i swear i swear im normal i swear im not always like this 😭😭😭

Themes: rough sex, orgasm denial, alastor being a little shit, dealmaking, hair pulling, pet names, plot if you look hard enough, soul possessing

Title: Deal of a Lifetime

Alastor had always made it known that you were his.

It took you a while to figure it out from the subtle lingering touches to the way he acted. No matter how much time you had spent with the Radio Demon, you were still wary of him.

its not like you could help it through. 

Does were naturally skittish anyway.

And when it came the smiling demon, you had every right to be cautious.

Tonight Alastor made plans for the two of you to go out on a date for dinner.

You finished preening your hair and rushed to the lobby to meet Alastor.

”O-okay I’m ready. Sorry if i took so long” you said nervously as you approached the tall red demon, a blush bleeding into your cheeks as Alastor let out a low whistle as he took your hand and spun you around.

”my my Darling, what a pretty Doe I have” he purred, kissing your hands.

Your nerves were going haywire, fighting your instinct to back away you smiled “so what do you have planned tonight?”

what do you have planned tonight? Alastor grin widened at the thought as he watched you happily look at the menu.

How pretty you were in your black dress. Gloved hands excitedly tapping the menu. A bright look in your eye as you honed in on what might be your dinner.

You even wore the necklace he had gifted you.

Alastor was content with the looks you got as you strolled around with him.

you were his and everyone knew.

But you weren’t his officially.

At least in his way.

For years, Alastor had offered you a deal; Be his. In body, mind, and soul.

He wanted you by his side forever and a deal would solidify that.

But each and every time, you rejected the notion.

”I dont need to make a deal to be yours Alastor” was always your answer.

And quite frankly, he was getting sick of it.

But he was nothing if not resourceful. After all, how else do you capture a Doe?

Make them drop their guard.

The two of you chatted and ate to your hearts content.

When the waiter suggested dessert, Alastor simply declined, stating he had other ideas sending you a wink.

Back at the hotel, Alastor whisked you away to his bedroom.

Once the door was closed, he pounced; lips on yours and claws tearing at your dress.

You were flustered and aroused. Your hands massaged at his undercut as he laid you on your back on the bed.

His lips trailed your neck, sharp teeth nipping at your flesh, causing you to gasp.

”Alastor”

He hummed as he kissed your torso, tweaking and sucking at your nipples.

His claws dipped to your pantie, finding them soaked.

He chuckled “such a needy Doe” he tore off your panties to toy with your puffy clit and circle your slit.

You tugged his hair to bring his lips back to yours and moaned in his mouth as a finger dipped into your cunt.

Satisfied with how you began grinding into his hand, he discarded his pants and his heavy cock slapped against your mound.

You panted breathlessly as he teased his cock along your slit. You hooked a leg around his waist and threw your head back as he sunk into you.

Soft thrusts opened you to allow him deeper into the warm canal.

You arched as he steadily picked up his pace.

Your nightly rendezvous with the demon always made you feel exhilarated.

Alastor was very attentive to you. Always knew what made you tick.

He knew your body better than anything, so when he saw those pretty eyes flutter and how you cried out in pleasure, he knew how to handle you.

Your cunt was clinging to him with each thrust he gave you.

The sound of him sinking into your warm depth was music to his ears.

”On your knees dear” he said, patting your thighs.

Happliy, you turned over and lowered yourself into a deep arch, presenting him with your adorable ass and wet cunt.

Alastor admired you.

how submissive you were.

He growled as he lowered his weight on you and guided his cock by to his haven.

You gasped, feeling a hand wrap your hair into a fist, pulling your face up out the pillows “You sound so lovely doe, i wanna hear those tunes of yours”

His thrusts were hard, jolting your body as he rutted into you.

Subconsciously, you tried to meet his thrusts, whining as he hit that spot that has you seeing hearts.

”A-Al-Alastor i-I’m gonna…” you moaned feeling your cunt be wrecked.

Your insides tingled with the telltale signs of your orgasm.

But your sweet release was ripped from you when Alastor slowed his pace.

You tried to wiggle your hips against him, to seek that explosive pleasure.

Alastor was having none of that.

”Not yet darling” 

over and over he teased you right to that delicious edge, just to rip from you.

You were sobbing, ears flat to your skull as your cunt fluttered from your orgasm being denied.

You reached for him, whether for a anchor or a silent plea, you didn’t know.

You whimpered “Alastor please!”

His smile creased his cheeks, feigning a concerned tone “What ever the matter my dear Doe?”

He started thrusting into you, relishing in the soppy squish and how deep he was able to sink into you.

”Please please let me cum. I can’t..I-Ill do anything!”

A harsh thrust made you squeal

”Anything?”

You nodded, a moan ripping from your throat as he teased your throbbing clit.

”Then be mine. Submit your entire self to me my sweet doe. I already your sweet body and heart, but give me your soul. Let me own your very essence. Grant me that darling and ill grant you the sweet relief you so desperately crave” 

your insides clenched as he kissed your shoulder, beginning to pound into your soft cunt.

”or i empty myself inside this sweet cunt of your myDoe and you’ll never be granted a taste of my cock every again”

His lips at your ear, “your choice so what do you say Mon Cher?”

his hips grinded his cock into.

”Do we have a deal?”

You cried out, feeling your orgasm teetering “yes! Yes!Yes! YES! Please Alastor! Alastor just let me cum please please”

You felt your ring finger burn as he chuckled deeply

”why of course sweet Doe, cum for me”

A high pitched scream racked the walls as your orgasm clashed into, sending you in a babbling mess.

Alastor rode out your orgasm as he thrusted into you, before emptying himself inside you.

You shook as he wrapped you in his arms, bringing your hand to his lips.

A shiny gold ring adorned your hand.

He pressed a kiss to it and then an affectionate kiss to your forehead.

”Sweet sweet doe, my sweet Doe, all mine” 

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