#but im not sighing papers--

[tei-to-tei]

December 5 - Solidarity

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#rottmnt #rise fanart #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rise donnie #disaster twins #in reference to the dec4 early snack post: #yeeeah they were not napping in the living room *sigh* #really rushed im sorry today is horrible - i might redo this one someday (they got paint everywhere except on the paper shh) #this might be the last “turtle tots” one #idk what the hell i'm doing tbh #i can't believe i've doodled stuff 5 days in a row #daily challenges are so hard #really hoping i can keep it up just for my own sake <3 #teidoodle #tei's dec23

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the high prices of fucking Everything is so exhausting i stg

#i need to take an uber to the vet TEN MINUTES AWAY #i repeat IT IS A TEN MINUTE DRIVE #and its gonna cost me nearly 60 bucks. the FUCK #and who knows how much the checkup for my cats is gonna cost #let alone whatever prescription they need for the long drive #im so tired. im so so tired #its moments like these where i can see my future #ah yes. working 9-5 for a company that sees me as nothing more than a tool to be replaced when broken #just barely scraping by on minimum wage in a world where that isnt enough to pay for essentials #left with no time or energy to actually enjoy being alive or do the things i love #years and years of the same exact shit over and over and over again hating every second #and KNOWING it could be so much better but also knowing that it fucking Cant. sigh #sorry sorry im just. angry again at the absolute state of things #i would love to love life but my fucking god the world at large makes it tough #white-knuckling the little things once again #man its just. its so STUPID lmao #like why are we torturing ourselves like this? why are we just Accepting this #life could be so great but stupid shit like taxes and inflation and utilities exist #most of the shit we have to pay for should be free. it should be free. #it shouldnt be difficult to Live just because the majority of us don't have the fake fucking paper to buy things #its pointless its ridiculous and it makes me furious #why should i kill myself just to survive huh. why should i. why should any of us. #we all deserve to fuckin. idk enjoy sunsets and good food and art and each others' company. #instead everyone's stressing themselves to death over making rent and getting groceries and paying bills. fuck. #id love to be able to create art that Sells and open a shop or something #but also the thought of creating purposefully marketable art purely to make money fucking kills me inside #comms are one thing but... just... sighing sighing sighing. man idk #i just dont know. ill deal but everytime i manage to think positively reality comes in with a sledgehammer and now i want to go back to bed #the point is to live BUT YA CANT FUCKIN LIVE BC POINTLESS STUFF REIGNS SUPREME. WHO'S GONNA COMMIT ARSON W ME CMON LETS GO #this stupid fucking country and this stupid fucking government. i hate it here

[wilsonthemoose]

Teachers who set extremely personal topics for class presentations are the worst.

Analyze yourself according to all the theories we've discussed and present your development to the class.

Excuse?

#Like ok it's not even that this class is full of vipers #In general. This is a shitty idea. #It's not even just the freud theory. It's a shitty idea whichever way you look at it #Vent #Sincerely contemplating halfarsing this one. #She's also horrible at marking. My paper went really well and she gave me 70%. So why even bother #'i never give full marks' well mam i never give my full effort to teachers who dont give full marks good day to you. #(im furious can you tell) #(it's not about the gpa it's about the effort i put in vs the result i got) #Sigh

[sincerely-nines]

im too tired here some few sl jims i was cooking up in a burning kitchen

#leaned more into the whole detective/patrol theme by the third uh thing #my darling daughter #i am really really exhausted i just needed to get these few out my system #im gonna sleep now and wake up to three hundred more papers to finish #sighs #such is the life

[lemongogo]

(coughs wetly) legwto.. legatoo… ..

#drew him:: but im balking @ wht to do 4 the bg #i cant have akothee white bg i cant I CANTTT #i was gna do eyestrain blue but its not meshing well w his hair . HELPGPFB #but also im leaving town tmr and wont have my tablet w me thru the weekend ouhhh .. sigh.. #thts so unfortunate tho. finally get four days off work n i wont even be able to draw normally💔💔💔 #pen n paper u will become my bsf #legato #trigun

[rykno-j]

guys.

wtf is that g/ojo nose upwards angle. im trying to keep my shit together for a major exam paper in literally 10mins but i HAD to drop this here.

istg initially i was looking at this poster thinking "ehhh?? where is he???" UNTIL I SAW HIM UPSIDE DOWN AND NOW ALL i see is g/ojo's FKING beautiful.. beautiful.. WHAHDHHFGSGH

good lord.

yeah, thats it, that's the post

#j/jk #alright i have an exam now sigh #update after my paper: LOOKING AT HIM AGAIN HES SO FKING BEAUTIFUL LITTLE SHRONKYK AHHHHH HES GORGEOUS <3 #im so excited for the slice of life to continue in the 2nd half of s2 #surely nth worse than thr kfc breakup will happen #heck i heard they even get back together <3 #/s

[quietwingsinthesky]

what if. Amy “fix-it” because hallucifer makes sam so paranoid about dean leaving for no reason that sam gives in and follows him and is witness to the whole thing

#hallucifer: wow. big brother really trusts us. (beat) so something’s up right? we know it’s never this easy. #sam: (visibly restraining himself from saying shut up. about to grab his scar.) #hallucifer: (aware he’s about to be banished) don’t listen to me if you want but. I’m just trying to help. #don’t blame me if you look in the papers tomorrow and find a obit for your brain-eating girlfriend. and… what was her kid’s name again? #sam: (touching the scar. not pressing down. face all screwed up.) || hallucifer: :3 it’s not like it’ll hurt anyone #if he really does trust you he doesn’t even have to know we’re following him. *and* you’ll know your brother still trusts you. #even when I’m here. maybe he won’t even punch you again. that still hurting? #sam: (grimace. because yeah. it does.) || hallucifer: door number two - he thinks you’ve lost it and he’s going to stab that woman to death. #so what’s it gonna be Sam? ready to gamble your friend’s life on if Dean gives a shit about your opinion? #[and that’s the point where sam goes to follow dean. still doesn’t talk to Lucifer. not there yet. but oh hallucifer is sooo pleased with #himself about this. because he’s Sam. and he picks up on what Sam doesn’t. and he could see all of Dean’s little giveaways that Sam was #turning a blind eye to. and now here’s the perfect opportunity to put a wedge between them and get sam to trust him more <3) #GOD. FUCK. IM UPSET NOW. WHY WASNT HALLUCIFER IN THAT EPISODE. MOST OF THE EPISODES? #such a good fucking concept. squandered. #anyway. idk if sam saves Amy but he DEFINITELY here’s Dean’s little speech to her about how she can’t change. #hallucifer with faux sympathy like (sigh) damn. well. i always told you what he was like. Michael. Michael-sword. no difference. #both of them want us dead the moment we step out of line. #and Sam just frozen there in horror with Lucifer’s voice sinking in. and he believes him. how can he not. with dean proving him right #hallucifer #spn #sam winchester #amy pond

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#im still procrastinating so bear with me #ive just been thinking abt something. like the idea of a support system #bc as a 1st year grad student ppl around me r like: it must be hard being away from ur support system or ive left my support system when i #moved halfway across the country. and like i dont really feel that way bc idk the idea of a support system is sorta odd to me #like for me i guess it would just b my parents who i kno love me but im just so weirdly asocial that i never really talk to them #like i hardly ever text them. we talk maybe every couple months. so like i guess i theoretically have support but its a bit abstract #and like i have friends i guess but again im a bit weird and dont really feel connected to ppl so i dont feel that close to anyone #surface level friendships i guess. i dunno. i just feel weird not not having a support system but also having it b hollow #i guess i cant feel it more now. like i feel like getting diagnosed as bip0lar made my problems seem more realized to my parents #like i dunno i just assumed they knew i was doing awful most of the time but maybe that wasn't the case #its such a weird thing to b diagnosed with. like the conotations feel a lot heavier and i feel like im not supposed to talk abt it to ppl #bc theyll think im unreliable or something. like it wouldnt b that big a deal if i was just depressed but the sometimes buring out of my #skin makes me somehow scarier. and i still feel conflicted bc i do have a bip0lar mood profile but i have very very high impulse control #and even when im going high my mind is still super rational about it. which seems weird bc low impulse control is common with #the diagnosis. its also y i dont fit an 4dhd profile. not that it really matters. i fit the criteria enough to be on the bip0lar spectrum #its not like someone's gonna come yell at me for not being bip0lar enough. i just feel odd about it is all #still feels fake i guess. hard to imagine feeling any different to how i feel now. which is weirdly stable. so i guess the meds r working #sigh... ok enough i need to go to sleep at 7pm so i can get up at like 2 to finish reading a paper. for some reason my god forsaken brain #works better in the early morning rip #unrelated

[yuukimiyas]

g’mornin & happy monday friends! ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა my supervisor is messin w my schedule so i have today off & fri-sun!! i’m thinkin of goin to a lil coffee shop to get some writing done & to try & see what my options for schooling are!! ꒰✿´ ꒳ ` ꒱♡ i hope that your wknd set you up w the most positive energy for this wk to be the best one yet!! ପ૮๑ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ๑ აଓ kissin you & makin you your fave snackies!! mwah!!

#guys both my head & my laptop hard drive have been filled w so many blurbs/hcs!!! eeep it’s getting insane!!! ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა #but also…im not complaining bc i love being delulu ღゝ◡╹)ノ♡ lmaosksk #im tryin to go back to school to actually finish getting my bachelors degree by next spring but i alwys forget how much goes into applyin:( #sigh i only have like 1.5-2 yrs of schoolin left to get my degree bc i had done 1.5 years after hs so not bad at all!! #& i LOVE LOVE LOVE school!!! i love learning anyth & everyth & i love writing papers omg ꉂꉂ(ᵔᗜᵔ*) #i hope today is so super magical for you all!! & ilysm always!!! <333 #ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!

[lovedazai]

dazai is always shown with paper airplanes so imagine him writing the sappiest little love notes throughout the day + sending them across the ada to u :(

#⸝⸝˚₊💬﹕mai speaks #SIGHS. #kinda wondeing if theres any significance to the paper airplanes #i can think of three instances he had one #im sleepy so i may be overthinking this >:/ HMMM #bsd always turns me into a little theorist

[skitskatdacat63]

Girls will write two sentences of their paper and then go back to scrolling tumblr 😭

#my paper is not going as bad as i thought actually! #i just dont have the mental energy for it i guess #i open the doc and im so *big sigh* #like when you know what you want to write but the phrasing isnt coming out properly? #catie.rambling.txt

[lesbiangiratina]

Invested in a display case for my ggx tcg box cuz testament is on 1 side of it therefor it is a testament object so i want to put it with my testament stuff. But i dont want it to like fucking turn to dust. The reload boxes i have are on their own idgaf (as much) (i will still store them somewhere safe) (eventually)

#just in general the testament zone needs an elevated spot. i like elevation in my shelves. #i should also get curtains to stop the sun from damaging my shit (HAPPENED TO A BOX I LIKE. SAD) #but man idk how to put up curtains. who do you think i am. #i also UM bought more printer paper. and some lamination sheets. i still want to make testament paper doll. #but we have no facking paper i used 1 i Found to run ink tests. magenta is working better after 4 cleanings. sigh #also i could print out testament cards and put those on my wall. i dont have enough dupes to do that with many cards #should also do that for my binder… #im committed to keeping a binder with Every card and a separate testament binder. so um. im gonna need some extra testaments. its fine #UGH BUT ID HAVE TO EDIT THE TESTAMENT CARD SCANS TO DO THAT. AND IM SAVING THEM FOR LAST. AS INCENTIVE. GGGUHHH #whatever ill get to it. #okay. thank you for listening. i cant do anything of this Right Now and its bothering me so i have to talk about it. #the kat goes meow

[seariii]

Que horror

#THE EMOTIONAL BACKLASH DAMN LMAO #okay so lately in my mind has been floating a small story i made like... 6-7? maybe 8 years ago for a literature class #the teacher was kinda weird and i didnt really learn anything on that class but so be it #he also made us write some sort of journal? okay and this story i was talking about i have the vivid memory i wrote it on a sheet of paper #not on the journal. so now im here like shit am i sure about thwt? where could i have put it? so i tried to look for it and didn't find it #and thought okay ill take a look at that journal AND WHEN I TELL YOU SEARI WASN'T ON A GOOD MENTAL STATE THEN IS #OVERSIMPLIFICATION. DAMN I DIDN'T READ ANYTHING BECAUSE JUST THE PAGES EMANATED SUCH HORRIBLE ENERGY #DAMN GIRL CHILL- it's okay it was something very necessary to pass by it was an important character arc but damn was it a lot #sigh so... ill probably have to re write that story.... i remember i made it in such a way that would make sense in both Spanish and english #i was really proud of myself heh... and i think its a cute concept that would be good to touch again... #heh mi pequeña Sol va a volver #so yeah ill write down the littke bits i remember and hopefully get to draw it soon... #i dont have high hopes on myself tho #seari talks

[jitterbugbear]

i rotoscoped an entire sequence and i'm trying to put it together in photoshop but i forgot to put markers on the frames and now i have to guess where everything goes and it looks so janky im gonggna cry

#trying again tomorrow #i have something like 340 frames to do and i only have 15 of them done and it took an entire day #lmfao a big project for sure #scene 1 is fucked but scene 2 will be easier because IM GOING TO MARK THE GODDAMN FRAMES ON THE PAPER FUCKINNNNNNHG #chat tag #i might have to overlay the frames i roto'd with the drawings and see if i get it working that way #big ol sigh

[caffeiiine]

I love math but I hate tests why cant i just learn math without tests ☹️

#I KEEP FUCKING UP TESTS #BUT GETTING GOOD GRADES ON EVERYTHUNG ELSE SOMEHOW #math in general #Is a very 10/10 #But the tests :( #I THINK I DID GOOD ON MY TEST ESRLIER THOUGH #despite. Being on the verge. Of falling alseep. #Idk how learning works #Like #sometimes i can look at something and do it a bit and understand it #Other times k can follow that Process and not understand a thing i just did #like to me i just did magic on the paper that’s how it got there #we should just abolish math tests for optional classes #Technically alg2 w/ trig is the last required math class in my state #But point stands #i think #im literally just complaining about math tests #Sigh #i stull love math #Math is so everything #Also #Quadratic formula over everything >>>>>>>>>> #sodaramblestoomuch #Okay tangent over i lvoe math #Get rid of math tests pls!!!!!!!

[dear-ao3]

my capstone professor is going to absolutely flame me tomorrow because were doing practice run throughs of our presentations and i have not done a single scrap of work on mine for the whole entire semester. heres to hoping i can come up with something at 12:48 am

#not a tag #from saph #i do be suffer #but im done with 1 and 3/4 of my 5 finals #the outstanding ones are a paper i have 5 pages of and have not thought about in months #a test for a class i havent paid attention in #and this capstone presentation which requires me to edit a 7000 word story i wrote #and also find something to wear to present said presentation in #and i have a fake dance final #sigh #i am tired