#but im so tired

[yawndogs]

i'm honestly so pissed that i have to pay so fucking much every month just to be myself. i'm pissed every trans person on HRT has to go through this in order to survive. i wish things were different for all of us. i wish strangers would stop deciding who we get to be for us. i wish it wasn't so hard for people to access HRT and i wish we didn't have to rely on dumbass doctors and pharmacies to live. this is hell

#the pharmacist that charged me 70$ today instead of 60$ was so sassy and acted like i have no right to be pissed #and like i shouldnt even be surprised that its this expensive #but i have the right to be angry and so does everybody else #ive been job hunting for months now and i havent gotten a single call back #commissions are my only form of income and im petrified for myself #i havent gotten a single commission on tumblr for the past few months #i want to hide in my bed and sob #i know this isnt my fault and i just need to keep trying and fighting for myself #but im so tired

[cyellolemon]

Francisco!! (He/him)

#oc art #my art #digital art #trans artist #my oc art #my man fr #wait for more of him ok #i can't do anything but post art because of how bad internet is tho #but im so tired #Fran

[lightprkdraws]

@usukweek

July 6th: Cardverse

#i wanted to draw something for this so bad #but im so tired #so #it's rlly messy #usukweek #usuk #nyotalia #hetalia #nyo england #nyo america #hws england #hws america

[aliens-took-my-iwa-chan]

I cant believe this teacher who is new at our school took over my whole club *that I made*, started doing everything her way, and is now making people run for president.

like hello??? I did all of this last year. I ran every single club meeting, came up with activities, did all the paperwork, advertised at club rush and during summer break, and literally started this club from the ground up. and now she thinks she can walk in here, take charge, and change everything without asking me once???

well. lets hope people vote for me to be president this year. because if they dont she successfully took my own club away from me.

#sorry I never make this vent posts #I try really hard for my blog to always be a positive space #but im so tired #i just. need a second to get this off my chest #if the negativity bugs anyone pls lmk and ill delete this and not do it again

[puffywiz]

Halloween at the Halloween store I work at is so damn exhausting why do I do this every year lmao

#the money is shit but i love them 😭 theyre such good employers #theyve been there for me all these years #this is my 11th year ffs #but im so TIRED

[chaosifimaybesobold]

If this doesn't summarize the mood I'm not sure what will.

#like i should be doing my papers #but im so tired #and i can listen to Neat gay little things instead #mabel podcast #mcr #brimstone valley mall

[running-ronin]

hi guys new oc + some stuff i wrote about her in the form of a broadcast + her inspo :333

fun fact! when structures still standing says stuff abt a familiar bond. shes kind of just talking about how her and eons of blooming share coding!! so they ar technically sisters

#rain world iterator #rw iterator #flight rising #i need to make more lore #but im so tired #coming from the nsh introject btw

[applejongho]

I just want my degree rn I'm so sick and tired of this grandpa!

#apple lady words #i feel so drained and sad 😭 working all day and now im too exhausted to do anything so im just lying in bed #could i crochet or gif or read or do anything? sure #but im so tired

[auro-cyanide]

I'm looking forward to not sleeping on a couch

#it's not too bad #but im so tired #and i miss having a bed

[zeroends]

Being cupioromantic is all about being so desperate for love you convince yourself you love someone romantically every month only to be wrong. In your joy that you finally got your one wish to be alloromantic, you immediately confess only to find it was purely platonic. So then you decide to keep your relationship because the cute little romantic things you do make you feel a little less dead. Now you let this relationship go for awhile even as it eats away at you because there is nothing real about this relationship. It's just one big lie.

#aromantic #aromanticism #aroace #aroacespec #lgbtqia #lgbtq community #more sad aromantic posting #being aro is cool #but im so tired #of all of it #aroace people deserve the world atp #i'm so serious #this shit is hard #cupioaroace #cupioromantic

[anony-mouse-writer]

“How are you doing?”

- cost of livings increasing

- everyone i know is miserable at their jobs, spanning at least 4 broad range fields (ie, retail/food service of any kind, engineering, and ‘works at computers in a capacity beyond microsoft word/excel’) largely due to managerial or company based incompetence or greed

- planets on fire and it looks like the ppl who have the power to change that dont want to cuz theyre greedy bitches

- theres like three social media platforms that arent teeny tiny and theyre all shit and actively getting worse in ways that are profoundly effecting and blindingly stupid

- multiple fights in the past half decade trying to convince people that my job is not something a computer should have

- the same people who tell me that my work is very good and i should monetize it (i am thanks) think that computer work is either just a fad that will pass soon or the just something i should accept and do not see how these conflicting messages might be frustrating

- theres a globally televised genocide happening and like half the ppl who are supposed to stop that are funding it

- KOSA and other internet censorship laws continue to get closer to passing

- “woke” is increasingly synonymous with “anyone who has basic human decency” according to several major governmentally active political parties

- casual and “just common sense” transphobia is now at an all time high as terfs are told that outright killing trans kids is frowned upon and they should try bullying instead

- food prices are so high but i have to eat

- increased social pressure to shun anyone who isn’t spending all their energy being loudly upset at the above issues and/or dying due to the above issues

- companies have more rights than we do and the government would save them first in a crisis. this is “normal” and “fine” and giving a fuck about it is also “woke liberal shit”

- our best hope for a new shitty fire hazard apartment building going up is that the rich bitches everyone hates for building their houses in ‘thats gonna fall down dumbass’’ zones decide to fight for their ‘view’

- pandemics still happening. they dont even stock masks at stores consistently anymore

- my landlord still hasnt responded to our request to fix the flickering kitchen light we have been told we are Not Allowed to try fixing ourselves

- kids are increasingly fucked over by a system that was already failing and is now failing worse due to covid-related fuck ups

- school districts are pushing to graduate kids on time despite the Actual Fucking Plague these kids had to live thru

- speaking of, kids are apparently largely not taught basic computer literacy because they can just teach apps instead

- or any kind of internet safety oh my god. i have had to personally teach every child ive met for the past two years under the age of 15 to not to tell strangers online their full government legal names. i was on roblox for 30 seconds and watched two separate children half dox themselves

- its february and i kinda miss the sun

“I’m doin’, thanks! Hope spring comes sooner than later tho haha.”

#im so fucking tired yall #i think i need to up my meds again #op #vent post #im reasonably certain most of my issues rn are exacerbated by the last one #but im so tired

[archivists-notes]

mmgh... oh- uh...

Notes on Gallifreyan Courting Rituals and Marriage

Courting rituals vary among the different groups in Gallifreyan Society, and are unfortunately one of the less well-catalogued cultural quirks. Few details I can say for certain, but one part of the record I wish to set straight is that despite what many groups seem to think, Gallifreyan society is not big on arranged marriages.

This is primarily because we're not big on marriages in general. That is not to say they don't happen, of course; they're just not very common. When they do, they happen after anywhere from decades to centuries of dedicated displays of affection from all of the parties involved.

And here is where we circle back around to courting rituals. These tend to vary by Chapter, and despite my best efforts, reliable sources are hard to come by on this topic (one source that seemed to be more reliable than others suggested that the courting process within the Prydonian Chapter involved no small amount of physical fights.) and I can only speak to an extent about my own. In the Patrex Chapter, courtship typically involved plenty of gifts, usually art pieces that increase in complexity throughout the duration of the courtship.

This is all I have to say on the matter as of right now, although I may delve further into the topic at a later date. Romance has never been a concept that interested me, so I never saw a reason to look further into the intricacies of something I saw, and still see, as trivial. I suppose I regret that now.

#archivist's notes #archivist's addition #gallifreyan culture #valentines day #ooc tags: #yeah im pretty tired so this isnt super coherent #i have some thoughts about how gallifreyan romance works #but im so tired #so yeah have this #doctor who #doctor who rp #doctor who eu #dweu #oh yeah also the prydonian thing is absolutely correct in my mind #this does mean the doctor and the master are in the process of a millennia-long courtship with insane amounts of collateral damage #one day their relationship becomes like a myth of some kind where all the prydons are like 'this is the pinnacle of romance' #and rassilon is rolling in his grave #anyway #happy valentines day. i dont get it personally. but im glad for yall that do

[gorbo-longstocking]

so glad i had the foresight to warn there will be a longer space between chapters because work is kicking my ass

#update on how i am if anyone was curious #im so very sleepy #i got a little less than 1k words of nemesis & nike written and i HOPE ill be able to write more on saturday #as its my day off #but im so tired #i work sunday and monday for eight hours. then im off two days #so fingers crossed everypony #i might talk to my boss about lowering my hours back down i am not built for the grind

[dromaeo-sauridae]

giys im not gonna make it thru fnaf. my meds kicked me like a horse i have to finish it tmr

#im so upset i hate breaking up movies #but im so tired #personal i guess

[writingmoth]

its been a rough week, y'all. i didnt expect to listen to the "you are being laid off" speech for the second time in less than four months but here we are. i still have a job until january, and i might be relocated to another team, but i'm already interviewing at other companies. i wish i could go back to writing.

#but im so tired #studying for a technical interview on wednesday #ugh #also im sick as a dog rn #got a nasty cold #in the middle of the warmest summer weve had in years #wHY #ren.txt

[hiro-doodlez]

Huh! Its fun learning new things about myself i never knew. Turns out if i get upset and mad at myself enough, i have a terrible feeling of.. butterflies in stomach! Interesting, didnt know bodies could just. Do that.

MUAHAHAHA DRAWING INK WHILE… feeling sick? Ow STOP IT BODY RAGHHH

Kikuo you get me TENGOKU HE. IKOU! /j or something

#i think im just overwhelmed #but i dont wanna sleep #but im so tired