#but it comes from the heart haha

[daylighteclipsed]

Sora’s stupid but well-meaning cartoon brothers/dads/uncles: don’t be sad :) always stay positive

Sora young and impressionable: I will never let you see me sad again or talk about it with you ever, heroes are always cheerful and you don’t wanna hang out with me if I’m not, my sadness is an inconvenience to everyone, got it, I am internalizing this forever

#i go from having no new drafts to like 14 in a day #kingdom hearts #sora #donald #goofy #as much as i do wanna smack the cartoon duck and dog for this i enjoy that they are flawed #they don’t mean for their words to come across this way #they don’t realize sora’s getting a different message than just ‘cheer up’ #they don’t mean any harm by it but i definitely believe they are a big reason why sora becomes a stepford smiler #why he’s unwilling to talk about his feelings especially with them #why he forces cheer and silliness #that kh2 potc scene is so… hurjthrhdhs like ohh my god. it could not be more obvious #and donald and goofy don’t press him about it when they Should #they drop it every time #or sometimes they just straight up don’t ask if sora’s okay #when he is obviously not #coupled with as the series progresses how everyone else also expects sora to always be cheery #you’ve got a real mess haha… it’s such a mess #it sure is interesting revisiting kh1 and seeing how different sora is

[suzienightsky]

So I finally watched Futurama, definitely one of my favorites. Of course I had to draw some stuff ✨️🥰

I'm in the middle of season 11 and I'm enjoying it so far. I knew I'd love this show before I started it ✨🥰

#futurama #turanga leela #bender bending #philip j fry #bender #leela #bender bending rodriguez #fry #zapp brannigan #freela #i love the characters so much such a good show #the little candy hearts comic comes from a scene in season 4 episode 4 btw i love that moment haha #i knew i would love this show before I started watching it #futurama art requests open btw bc i will draw them anytime <3 #futurama fanart

[starculler]

strap in for this week's fic flavor: the failsafe episode of season one of the young justice cartoon except the simulation just won't. fuckin. end.

(fics that inspired this at the end)

If I ever did sit down to make my own fic, I'd split it in 3 parts:

The Simulation: bits and pieces of the 40 years Dick lives after most everyone he knows has died

The Return: the immediate aftermath and healing from the trauma of having not-quite-actually lived a whole life only to wake up and find out it was all fake. nothing traumatizing about that whatsoever.

The Unintended Consequence: aka the twist I'd love to add and would hint to in the second part - finding out the simulation, through martian mind fuckery, pulled from the real world (and in many cases, from real minds). Dick meets a bunch of people he didn't think were real outside the confines of his simulated life. A bunch of rowdy, heroism-inclined teens across the years get to meet the sibling/friend/mentor figure they all dreamed up one night.

(actual idea snippets under the cut)

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Dick Grayson is 14 and most of the world's heroes have died. He planned a suicide mission that left him the sole survivor of a doomed team he helped found. The invasion may have been stopped, but is this really the price he wanted to pay?

The first face he sees in the infirmary is Roy's, and he has to close his eyes and just breathe for a few minutes because for one painful moment he'd thought it was Wally. But this isn't the world where his best friend miraculously survived alongside him. This is the one where he got his best friend killed and didn't even give him the courtesy of following behind him. Behind them.

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Dick Grayson is 27 and has lived longer without Bruce than with him. The invasion's anniversary is always a tough day for him, but that morning seems especially harrowing. He'll get shit for it later, but can't resist stepping out onto the balcony of the manor's master bedroom (Bruce's old bedroom) for a smoke -- his first since he'd promised to quit if Jason, just 15 then, did too.

"Bad habits tend to pile up," he'd said, a rueful quirk to his tired grin. He'd tapped the cigarette twice on the railing and added, lower, "and this one's especially nasty, huh."

He inhales, watches the sun creep across the horizon, and lets acrid smoke burn through his lungs for a long moment before blowing it out in a small cloud. His eyes water, but he doesn't cough. It tastes just as bad as it did the first time he smoked one, not even a year after the invasion and treading water as Robin proved insufficient.

There hadn't been enough heroes to go around then, and Dick had been trained by one of the best. It hadn't been fair, but it had been his plan that had ultimately stopped the invasion. His shoulders everyone's expectations fell on.

He takes another drag, then smudges the lit end against the rail he's leaned on when he hears a boot scuff purposefully against the roofing above him.

"Todd and Pennyworth will be upset with you."

He doesn't turn around. Damian doesn't jump down to join him.

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Dick Grayson is 54 and wakes up in a room full of ghosts. He hears his long-dead father-figure tell his long-dead team about a simulation they weren't meant to win. A training exercise gone wrong and only half a day spent under their mentors' careful, if slightly panicked, supervision.

He looks at his hands, watching the way his gloves crease when he flexes them in and out of tight fists. He looks at his team, their eyes a little haunted but shoulders slumped with relief even as they grumble. Batman's heavy, gloved hand settles on his shoulder and the weight of it is a nauseating mix of foreign-familiar.

He opens his mouth. Closes it.

Tears prick his eyes behind his domino mask, and he tells himself the suffocating, acidic void building in his chest is just some leftover side effect of the ordeal and not the grief-guilt of outliving yet another family (no matter that they hadn't been real in the end).

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Dick Grayson is 16-going-on-56 and well used to the coincidences piling up between his simulated life and the real thing. Some of it -- missions and villains he remembers cropping up -- he's marked for Bruce to review and sort as he pleases. Some -- security for the cave, team building anecdotes, and training regimens -- he's shared with the team. And some he keeps only for himself.

Tim is one of those. He knows it's not fair to the kid (so much smaller now than he ever was when Dick lived his simulated life), but he can't help being selfish just for this. Tim is the one kid he's sure he didn't make up, and if Dick's taken to babysitting the kid just to be near at least one member of the family he built for himself in the wake of the worst days of his life .... Well, anyone who says shit about it can happily stand in line to have their teeth kicked in.

Despite this, it still catches him off-guard when he sees a familiar face pop up in one of Bruce's reports.

Jason Todd, caught boosting tires off the batmobile, is nearly the same age now as he was when Dick met him. He stares at the words, but none of them really sink in beyond the kid's name and address. He's moving before he's even made the decision.

He's used to the world kicking him when he's down - lived it for 40 frustrating years. But he has Bruce again. And things with Tim have been so good. And he's always been selfish when it comes to family. If he could just see Jason. If he could just meet him. If he could talk to him.

If if if if if--

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Inspirations:

Circles in Shattered Mirrors by InfinityIllusion

Fine (But Not Okay) by CharlotteDaBookworm

Verisimilitude by mutemelody

#young justice #young justice cartoon #batfam #batman #dick grayson #thoughts and headcanons #the heart wrenching inability to cope with the fact that you've lived a fully realized life #you've loved and lost and loved again in the face of every unending tragedy #until you've forcefully carved out this one little safe haven for yourself #only to be thrust back to the beginning of one of your greatest traumas - esp one you're partly responsible for! #gotta love it #anyway i am and always have been obsessed with dick grayson and no one can stop me #the simulation was fake but some psychic bs means real world elements filtered in #cue several children with weird dream-memories of half-lived experiences and a massive sense of deja-vu #when they wade into the superhero world #all i can picture is the spiderman pointing meme but it's the batkids at dick lol #my favorite idea is that once Dick gets his grubby hands on Jason and Tim it's all over from there #he's pulling late nights and researching and scouring facial recognition databases until he finds his kids #(he blurs the lines a lot when it comes to considering them his siblings vs kids #on the one hand they're not super far apart in age bar Damian #on the other he hasn't been a kid in any meaningful way since he was 14 and he very nearly raised half of them in some way #(plus side to an au is that i can space the ages out more as needed compared to the show haha) #jason and cass are firmly siblings close as they are to his age #steph tim and duke fluctuate depending on how in trouble or injured they are #i will die by dick being damian's dad tho lmao #babs is more platonic life partner than sibling but very firmly family regardless #this is the dick grabs on to any shred of family he can with both hands and drags them in kicking and screaming if he has to au

[sysig]

Anime good :) (Patreon)

#Doodles #MP100 #Shigeo Kagayama #Reigen Arataka #Ritsu Kageyama #Forgive the anglicized name order lol #MP100 was another one of my breakfast anime! Admittedly I did not Just watch it during breakfast tho lol #It was too good ahhhh I kept finding my thoughts returning to it throughout the day! #I probably ended up watching an additional episode or so per day over however long it took haha - drastically cut down the number of days! #The lead ups to the finales especially got me - there was no way I could for the whole next day to see them through! #Plus getting to see those beautiful EPs gosh <3 What could be better than some absolutely stunning animation ♥ #I was quite impressed the whole way through :D The cast was great and the animation was beautiful and fluid and impressive #And the technical ability that went into the painted animation! Gosh!! #But most of all - of course - it's just a good solid story <3 Of course it's beautifully expressed but it's just - good down to its bones #I love a story like that :) Mob is such a wonderful character and he's surrounded by good people ♥ It made my heart happy to see #He's loved and he loves <3 That's my very favourite! #Unsurprisingly to me I was most enamoured by the brother relationship who could've seen that coming lol me? Siblings? Pfsh ♪ #Ritsu's a sweet boy as well <3 I cried at him crying from Mob not even considering forgiving him because there was never anything to forgive #Not me shorter older sibling feeling exactly the same way hhghghh I'm fine ;; #Reigen is such a fun deadbeat supportive adoptive dad haha ♪ He's hard to pin down! Loved his redemption arc(s) :) #Flawed individuals my beloved <3 #Such an enjoyable cast and set of circumstances! I might actually have to give OPM a proper go sometime soon if this is the writing quality

[lunarharp]

qifrey's birthday and silly stuff

#witch hat tag #orufrey #excerpt is from my 30k failing eye fic (link in pinned) which has a birthday scene. i revisited and edited it again and it is now 30k :) #kerplunk thing is because of a mysterious game that shirahama has drawn orufrey playing before and to me it looks like Kerplunk. #a kids' game from this 'Real World' which we live in. card game is Cheat from neopets. but it's a real game. i want to play it for real.... #you lie and cheat in it..hence the name..and 'branston the eyrie you are a bold one' classic neopets tumblr post...no....ok then..... #'hey qif i know we're obsessed with witches' kerplunk but we used to play cheat all the time what happened to that??' #'oh. i just..don't like lying to you. i don't like how it feels.' 'oh haha i guess that's a good thing. ok let's play kerplunk instead ^_^' #'mm. *dying inside crying in the rain in my soul*' #i dislike trying to illustrate my writing. i resent myself for having described oru's captivating mysterious smile so perfectly #i can't draw that. i know what it looks like perfectly in my mind and i am right there on that roof but i can't draw it satisfyingly enough #writing comes from a different part of my brain. there's different things in there. i'm glad i wrote out some of what i can't draw. #then there are things that i don't write or draw but which are still a crucial ongoing facet of my orufrey mindscape. #the Written orufrey the Drawn orufrey and the Unspoken orufrey... three faces of a beautiful irreplaceable jewel in my heart... #could a depressed person do THAT.

[ame-in-the-rain]

okay i have to ask, have you seen my favorite starkid musical (starship) yet? i must say i really don't like the hatchetfield ones but i ought to disclaim i haven't even seen nerdy prudes for dissatisfaction with tgwdlm and black friday so my judgement is probably inaccurate. starship is near and dear to my heart though as well as twisted because I ❤️ DYLAN SAUNDERS 4EVER (i need that on a t-shirt) and also have you seen little white lie? genuinely prepare yourself for the craziest audio quality you've ever heard and an almost unsettlingly young little set of starkids

omg i've been meaning to watch starkid, i've seen so many clips that have ended up in my vocabulary (THEN I'LL SHOOT EM!), it seems so fun and also joe walker looks like solid snake through the entirety of it which is really funny

#nauta your take is downright scandalous #i like tgwdlm because it was the first one i saw so obviously its gonna have a special place in my heart #i like it as its own standalone thing so coming back 4 years later like OH SHIT THIS THING HAS LORE???? #nerdy prudes i didn't really have a strong opinion on other than the music which is really good #and nightmare time is kind of hard for me to watch because there are people very close to my screen please give me space #i like most of the hachetfield stuff because haha fucked up town but don't worry im not gonna kill you because you are my friend #anyway *steps down from my soapbox*

[venjamin-kingdomhearts]

honestly. streliven can be the funniest fucking ship people just aren’t trying hard enough.

#streliven #venlitzia #imagine you’re lauriam and sora just returned from quadtratum with your sister who has been dead for 1000 years #while you’re catching up she mentions she’s been dating sora’s older brother for a bit. and you’re just. ‘sora has a brother?’ #strelitzia answers ‘yeah he’s adopted :) he has amnesia so he doesn’t remember his birth family haha’ #and you’ve gotta meet this guy. sora’s brother AND he’s dating your sister since she came back from the dead? ok. #you’re prepping to give him the usual shovel talk but everyone says he’s very nice and polite and after everything strel’s been through you #know the best thing you can do as her brother is trust her taste in men isn’t horrible #. ‘he’s coming to pick me up for a date you can meet him then lauriam :)’ #and suddenly the door opens. there he is. your sisters killer. ventus kingdom hearts.

[the-bi-space-ace]

not to be a downer but I am suuuuuuper worried that because Hunter is going through it and is pissed he's going to say something to Echo blaming him for what happened to Tech.

I am not prepared for that kind of pain.

#like in a moment out of anger and I don’t think he will mean it #but still #Like I don't want it to happen #but I can see it happening #saw plenty of people blaming Echo for even coming to see them and coming for help with intel #and now I have a new fear that is unlocked #I would probably lose my mind with absolute sorrow if this happened #It's just like... how separate Echo was from Hunter and Wrecker at the end in the last scene #it got me thinking #and the thoughts were not nice #haha this would never happen #right? #someone tell me it won't happen #pls #he's already probably feeling so guilty #and so sad #and having a part of his family blame him and say it out loud to him would break his heart and I can not handle that #honestly maybe it is because I am a writer who loooooves angst #and my current series contains so much family drama #the bad batch #tbb echo #tbb hunter #tbb tech #echo bad batch #tech bad batch #hunter bad batch

[neo-shitty]

finally catching up with bsd after one hell of a month (+ midterms) 🫠

#bsd spoilers #updates for ep 2 :3 #right off the bat all i can just say is fukuchi is such a well-written villain; while i can’t completely emphathize with his plan yet #i have to applaud him (uh and asagiri too) bc that’s quite a villain to fear—he’s already in a position of power that puts him in a major #advantage compared to the ada; it’s like he masterminded this whole thing to lead up to this but WHY (idk if i just forgot) #point and case: i hate him and im always terrified of his next move but damn he’s such a well-written antagonist i can’t even 🤐 #ATSUSHI GET OFF THAT FUCKING BOAT RN WHY DID IT HAPPEN SO EARLY INTO THE SEASON IM CRY WAIT NO #fukuchi pointing out that ranpo is just jealous that he and fukuzawa way back is just so adorable made me forget what happens next haha #how come i dont remember these cute moments from the manga 😩 #god im stalling so much :(( i hate it i hate it i hate it #the reveal was so… he should’ve deducted this shit sooner (objectively the build up was so nice hsjdhdj) #MY JAW DROPPED THEN AND IT STILL HAPPENED NOW :))))) #ok fukuchi in his complete villain mode is kinda 😗 #watching this after being detached to bsd in general is so much better bc i can now appreciate the whole thing as is without much bias??? #THE WAY HE JUST TURNED COLD ALL OF A SUDDEN AND I OOP— 😗😗😗😗😗 #oh both canon and beast atsushi and their paralyzing fears :(( my heart actually hurts #ATSUSHI THINKING HE’S ALONE ANDDDDDD #OH MY GOD I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE MY SSKK #I CANT WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE #toff.txt

[void-kissed]

"I know I'm struggling to fit the role.. Isn't there anything to make me whole? And I can stomach it, or so I'm told - but, promise me you'll hold me so I'll live through the night?"

Somehow I managed to start working on this render and then finish it within an hour, oops?? It.. maybe doesn't quite fit the vibes I was trying to go for from the caption, but I think it still turned out nicely, so hopefully it's alright to post ^-^

Tag list: @dragonsmooch | @hiraya-rbs | @bugsband | @sunlight-ships | @winds-beloved | @friezaforce | @starlit-selfships | @stargazer-sims | @maniwas | @detective-with-one-arm | @deepsea-loves | @kimberlywex | @artificervaldi | @thatslikesometaldude (To be tagged or stop being tagged in my work, please see this post!)

(Anyone is welcome to comment on or reblog my work if they wish, as long as my DNI is respected!)

#a call from the void #creations from the void #made using MMD #OC selfshipping #this post is okay for anyone to reblog as long as my DNI is respected! #selfshipping #heart of the void #love: crown of clovers (clio) #selfship: of flowers unchained (clio/aria) #self‑insert: darkness' champion (aria) #this is.. possibly the first render i've made using clio's new outfit I think? #she does still wear her original outfit (the one with the blue jacket) but i kind of think of it now as an ''old''/''previous'' outfit #because I prefer this new one so i want it to be her most recent/current one #anyway shoutout to snorlaxin's premade poses for enabling this to be created within the hour haha #if you click on the caption it'll take you to the song it's from. the song very much does not fit the vibes the render ended up with #but at the same time it's fitting for something coming up in fatebreakers so.. it stuck. also ASTERIAN sounds SO GOOD in it #anyway the idea was aria's in a bit of pain and clio's helping her through it. 'cause you know heartless and all

[castielfucks]

i love that we are discovering our boundaries and saying No, but there comes a point where you can't cancel on your friends anymore. you have to say yes eventually and actually be there. if you like being invited you have to show up at least once. like listen to your body and energy, obviously. but there will come a time where your friends will start hurting and think you're avoiding them or don't like them or don't want to hang out, because every single time you had the opportunity you said no or you canceled last minute.

#this post is brought to you by My Friend Invited Out 6 People Including Me and I was Literally the ONLY Person that Didnt Cancel #his heart was broken #like 3 of then straight up waited until the very last minute to cancel #youre not fooling your friends when you do that. it does hurt their feelings. and they can only take it so many times before giving up #and when they do it wont be their fault because they reached out already multiple times #when does Haha Canceling on My Friend go from protecting your energy to isolation #for both of you #it just hurt to see my friend hurt #because they all initially said yes too #5 people pulling out we had a whole gamenight planned that turned into a 2 person dinner #smdh wake up out of main character syndrome babe we're learning how to be A Good Friend again #being a friend comes with responsibilities btw like there are things you have to do to maintain your friendship #im not talking out of my ass on this one either #do you have any idea the dbt and workbooking ive done to relearn how to connect with people #and notice the damage my isolation and agoraphobia was having on my deteriorating friendships

[vargaslovinghours]

Apparently sweetness was on the menu

#💟 #Digital art #Art #Edgar #Scriabin #The requests from the stream ♥ Thanks for coming and hope you enjoy the final version ♪ #I do like how the requests were very general haha #Like the first one was ''Fave ship being sweet'' - Oh so all the favourites all at once lol #And the second was just ''Something to do with the couch'' - yes can do #Although no one specifically requested short hair Scriabin that was all me lol #Played a bit more with leaving lines out for the first one - skin contact ♥ #Edgar being sweet and offering affection in what can be read as platonic or romantic makes my heart happy #And both holding on to each other - Scriabin tightly and pulling him forcefully and Edgar gently surrounding him ahh #It was fun to draw ♪ #Oh yeah and I did something I've been thinking about for what feels like ages!: Scriabin's glasses in colour After #Since I desaturate them in B&W doodles but how would full colour work?? I decided to just make them closer to Edgar's haha #Ever so slightly less saturated ♥ #And then a slightly more silly/painful one for the couch hehe #Braiding would be a good exercise for Scriabin! It would encourage his fine motor skills and he'd be able to use it when his own hair grows #Unfortunately there's no one he can get close to that has particularly long hair so there's only so much he can do #Short hair is so much harder to braid haha well he'd get to practice on a higher difficulty so coming back to it on easy mode would be nice #Edgar just putting up with it since it makes Scriabin happy ♪ Or at least closer to it lol #And it's way they can be close together without being tooooo combative hehe #Good ideas all 'round

[feroluce]

I am holding this art of Ingo needing reading glasses in Hisui oh so gently in my cupped hands, it makes my heart so soft.

Because like I can just imagine that with Ingo and Emmet, after Emmet Falls and they reunite in Hisui. Ingo already needs reading glasses by then, so any time he needs to read small print, he passes it off to Emmet (before he realizes just how bad his sight has gotten though, Ingo will sit there squinting at something very hard...then hold it out at arm's length, then squint at it again, until Emmet's finally just like "Ingo-niisan oh my god just give it here" ksozjsksk).

As is often the case with these two, though, Emmet is eventually also farsighted, to the point that he and Ingo match. So Ingo will try to read something, pass it off with an "Emmet, my dear, could you read this to me," Emmet will try to read it, and then pass it off with a "Hey, Akari, what does this say." XD

Sometimes when Ingo asks Emmet to read something for him, instead of just taking the paper from Ingo like a normal fucking person, Emmet will come up behind him and hook his chin on Ingo's shoulder, with his arms wrapped around his waist, and then tell him to hold it closer or further away. No one in the nearby vicinity wants to be there anymore.

"Closer. ...No, further. ...Closer, actually. No no, like really close! ...Hmm, too close."

"...Emmet, my love. Are you perhaps messing with me."

"Yes. I left my glasses at The Wallflower last night."

And then without even turning around or anything, Ingo bops Emmet with whatever he's holding akzhjzjzhdjxi

#blankshipping #submas #pokemon emmet #pokémon ingo #pla ingo #that art quickly became one of my faves I love it so much ha #My mother is also very farsighted and needs reading glasses so she does the exact same thing #which is how I knew exactly what Ingo was doing even with zero translation haha #which is where a lot of the inspiration behind this especially the part with Akari reading to the twins comes from #she forgets her glasses all the time so I have to read stuff for her a lot haha #and so this whole hc is very close to my heart ♡♡♡ #ingo #warden ingo #emmet #hisuian emmet #akari

[sysig]

It’s hard to put on a bright face, in spite of everything (Patreon)

#Doodles #Flowey #UT #Underfell #Just regular Underfell this time! His interactions with Fellplates!Gaster are fun but it was also a great springboard of thinking of Just He #I've never really considered Underfell!Flowey - I love that he's duplicitous and tragic and terrible <3 So a happy Flowey was just kinda #Fine I guess? Kinda missing his depth tho isn't he? #That's what I thought initially anyway hehe ♪ I think he could definitely hold some lies in his belly still ♫ #I think no matter what version you end up with - no matter what stimuli you introduce to him - you're going to end up with Flowey™ #He's still just a lost little soul with too much Determination and the ability to use it to his own ends - and he's bored. And he's Tired #Especially of getting killed all the time - that whole Kill or Be Killed thing got old Fast - faster than it did in Undertale anyhow #He's still just a fearful little dust-coward in there <3 And when he loses his ability to come back? Oh I think that'd scare him silly #I don't believe for a second that he'd be any more merciful to the player if he didn't think he'd get something from it #Protection - new things to see or feel - maybe he'd even have something of a capacity to be appreciative that'd be nice #And I do think he'd be genuinely helpful! But I think it'd have a Lot of the same undercurrents as what happens to him in the Genocide run #Depends a lot on the player as well - maybe the kinder you are to other monsters the better he'd behave #But would it be out of fear or cockiness of still surviving haha ♪ I just love when he's the worst! He's my favourite when he's the worst! #I think the big question would be Omega Flowey - I mean. Even someone kind-hearted like Asriel became what he did #And Asgore was willing to give himself up to become a True Monster as well - I just :| I don't think he'd fare well lol #Maybe the rules are different in Underfell I dunno but if the rules are the same- #But then again ♪ I also like it when he has the opportunity to be terrible and then doesn't. For whatever reason - selfish - selfless #He's just my favourite :) And it's fun to imagine him acting differently from the same source/different reasons hehe

[lunarharp]

some illustrations/vibes from my uhh 29k memory trauma/disability focus orufrey fic, into the deep end.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #idk what more i'll draw so i'll just put these here. i think my failing eye qifrey will be with me forever now. #yesterday - i realise this is probably weird - i BURST into tears for ages like hot tears bc i just suddenly was overwhelmed #by oru's feelings rather than qifrey's. i was just in my orufrey mindscape as usual teehee and i just. oru wanted qifrey to be able to look #at him so much suddenly. and realised that can't ever happen again. i could literally cry a lot again now. i wrote oru trying so hard #to focus on the good qifrey can still have from living and i felt bad and HE felt bad in that moment for being SO sad about it #but until then i/he hadn't processed the truly painful parts of disability that you can't deny. sometimes it hurts so bad and it's unfair #the thing is i do feel that shirahama is leading up to this. disability is so central to witch hat and as for qifrey's narrative... #mm. i can't really believe the powerful and desperate emotions orufrey give me lol anyyyyywwaaayyyyy read my fic haha #i want more ppl to read it and tell me they enjoyed it..but you can't beg for such a thing. no matter what orufrey is..god they are so much #i am so glad from the bottom of my heart that i encountered this manga. #the first drawing is meant to express the feeling of pain coming from one place in your body. and feeling like a conduit #*oru voice* You are a human being.

[meownotgood]

i think that aki has a soft spot for old school shoujo (think rose of versailles) and is too embarrassed to tell anyone about it

I think so too.... he's almost a sort of hopeless romantic, enjoying those type of soft romance stories and living vicariously through the characters since he knows he has no time for relationships himself..... he keeps all of his favorite shows on VHS to watch at any time

#why's it so cute to imagine him coming home from a long day of devil hunting to watch something like that #it makes his heart feel happy haha #we see a vhs player in his house so I always wondered what kind of things he'd watch on there #aki watching 90s shoujo.... #I want him to be a sailor moon fan #ask mags #aki <3