#but it doesnt hurt any less

[wingsofwater]

peach pit

[id : a chubby skywing dragon named pyrite, who has yellowish-orange scales with a lighter yellow underbelly and dark freckles across her scales, resembling the inside of a peach. she has a crest of dark spines along the back of her neck and on the tip of her tail, antler-like horns, her body is dappled with scars, and she wears a cord around her neck like a choker. she is sitting down, facing towards the left, with her wings held open and an uncertain expression on her face. the background is a teal rectangle with inverted peach blossoms overlayed on top of it. end id]

#thinking a lawttt about how pyrite was described to be the same color as a peach a lot #the freckles as described in the id are supposed to make her look like the inside of a peach #she has scars all over her body bc she was enchanted to be really clumsy so i would imagine she would be constantly getting hurt by acciden #her feet [and other skywing feet] have a fifth toe on the back kinda like raptor claws that they use for balance and grabbing things #in winter turning the original pyrite[?] was described to have black eyes so i gave her really big pupils - #- that would probably make her eyes look black head-on #she has lil bear ears btw !! i think skywings and icewings have bear ears bc theyre smaller and wont get cold as easily . also theyre cute #i just thought the crest of spines would look cute but then i realized the resemblance to icewing spikes so i added them to the tail too #the antler horns looking like icewing reindeer horns also wasnt intentional i just wanted them to look unique - #- instead of the generic straight horns or curved i usually give skywings #i think ​she has quite a bit of icewing remnants left over despite the spell actually #like i would imagine her fire is weaker than the other skywings and would be a lot less hotter #she also instinctively isnt used to skywing proportions hence why shes sitting the way she is with her legs all weird and wings not closed #other than that shes rather boring and isnt very flamboyant bc i think scarlet would think she doesnt deserve it #i dont really have any other design notes everything was added last second or by complete accident gafksndkxk #I JUST REALIZED THE THUMB ON HER WING IS BACKWARDS . I WAS WONDEIRN WHY IT LOOKED WEIRD CKJFMCJXNX #whatever im not fixing it. suffer with me #🖌 #wings of fire skywing #wings of fire #wings of fire pyrite #og my GODDD tumblr eated the wuality on this one real bad wtfff

[zarovich]

having to say goodbye to my senior cat today, roughly 14 years with her

#personal #ive had her since i was around 10 maybe younger idr. shes basically family not just a pet #ive known this was coming btw dw. this isnt a sudden so ive had a few months to prepare #doesnt make it hurt any less obv but its much better than a sudden loss. i had my time to grieve leading up til now and forward

[dailyreddevils]

#manchester united #david de gea #i get why his contract talks didnt work out #doesnt hurt any less

[lemonyinks]

I didn't like Mekt much but I do hate seeing him only utilized as a villain, as if Legion Worlds didn't happen.

Where is the Mekt who admitted that he was wrong to let his loneliness and jealousy dictate how he acted? Where is the Mekt that worked to be better? Where is the Mekt who welcomed Ayla home and put himself in harms way to help her save their parents farm? Where is the Mekt that delighted at the idea of seeing Garth again and was sad to hear he wasn't really coming back?

I don't know. Maybe it's just me but Mekt works so much better as a character of redemption and reconciliation than as one who stays bitter and antagonistic. He's more interesting that way

#this is just about post zero hour mekt i dont know much about other mekts' #losh #legion of super heroes #mekt ranzz #inkytalks #AND I AM NOT EVEN SAYING YOU AHVE TO LIKE HIM #OR THAT HIS SIBLINGS *HAVE* TO FORGIVE HIM #this still works if THEY are still bitter to HIM for what he did #BECAUSE THEY WOULD HAVE A RIGHT TO BE #but he doesn't deserve the watered down one dimensional asshole characterization I've seen in a few fics that are ABOUT pzh #my ideal rannz sibling dynamic is ayla being bitter and hostile to mekt garth being wary and hurt and at first unable to be around mekt #while mekt himself just feels so guilty for what he did and desperate to make up but willing to give them however long they need #even if that means he doesnt get to be in their lives ever again... #and then eventually they fall into a comfortable normal that is still not fully recovered and still bitter but they can #have breakfast togther without incident #they can talk about things like the weather or town gossip #they can work together on the farm in comfortable silence #ayla slowly grows less suspicious of mekt and begins to trust him a little more #garth stops feeling like mekt is going to lash out at any given moment and can spend time around him alone #things arent great and they probably wont ever heal all the way their relationship will always be strained #but he's trying and thats all they care about #and things are kinda sorta okay

[sage-greenery]

mike and will are such a mess cause they’re literally both head over heels, whipped, so down bad for each other yet they keep pushing the other to be straight which does nothing but further solidify the idea that the person they’re in love with is straight so now they’re just both hardcore pining thinking the other is straight and like yall 

#its kinda funny but its also really really not #and ofc they have their reasons but #it doesnt make it hurt any less sobs #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #stranger things

[arolesbianism]

I hand you a doodle and then go back to dying of the plague

#keese draws #oc art #oc #ocs #furry #furry art #furry oc #Im sick 😔 #I can tell because all my joints are hurting instead of just my knees lol #which actually is strange since usually when Im sick the first sign is my nose being super duper runny #but I can actually breath just fine if not better than usual rn wow #but yeah say hi to antinio theyre a design I got a couple months ago I think #theyre a part of a new ish story I made around the same time that surrounds the other escaped patients of the facility pent escaped from #pent didnt actually go with them tho partially because none of them like her and she doesnt like any of them but mostly because shes more #physically unstable than the others and needs regular goop recharges that kept her camping near the facility until bud and daisy dropped in #but yeah everyone else left together and spent some time wandering before getting lured into the origin place of the goop #this guy is actually quite the unique case among the bunch because they were originally an ocean dweller before they were revived #this basically means they only half understand what everyone else is saying and can't actually talk themself #and also that despite not needing to breath they constantly feel like theyre suffocating and they are generally pretty bitter abt all this #they cant rly go home partially because theyve been dead for too long and mostly because theyd kind of just fall apart in the ocean #even just washing their hands causes their fur and skin to get all slimy #hey they at least have a new bestie even if said bestie is also part of the only half understands everyone party meaning they even less #know how to communicate with eachother since they both speak different languages from eachother #but hey now they can be confused abt whatever the hell applebounce is yelling abt together

[gotyouanyway]

didn’t use my crutches for a day and a half bc my pt said not to and guess what i’m in so much pain now exactly like i predicted it’s almost as if having a hip joint that sucks so bad it’s destroying itself doesn’t mix with [checks notes] putting weight on it and bending it at the same time over and over and over

#i’m going to use them less because she’s right about them causing other problems (looking at you SI joint) but like she can die for acting #like i don’t need any kind of support here #Sitting with it bent to 90° hurts. it hurts this morning bc of yday and the day before. IT DOESNT. WORK #p

[emphasis-on-the-oopsie]

Im leaning towards voting amane forgiven right now, though i still fear what the consequences will be if she ends up forgiven

But the damage amane can cause can be managed (not all of it but better than nothing), while the mental (and possibly physical) damage that a second unforgiven vote will inflict on her will be too much

#milgram #i dont think amane can grow and change in the system of milgram #but if she's voted unforgiven again then even if somehow she gets out of it she'll never recover #victor rambles #still fear her possibly hurting mahiru but. i doubt that any prisoner will die before t3 #mainly because if they do the voting system doesnt matter anymore #whats the point of forgiving or not forgiving if the person is dead and cannot do anything with that verdict #im still fucking scared but. i mean #t3 will be a shitshow might as well make it Less Worse for amane #i do think she'll be mad at how many people will forgive her because we see her as a hurt child however

[sieglinde-freud]

think this is the first time ever i have been disappointed to see an awakening banner

#ann cries about feh #I WAS SOOOO READY FOR BABY RAM VILLAGERS MAN #SO READY #BABY KLIFF… WHERE YOU?!???? #cuz like. sorry i love the ram kids so much. and NONE OF THEM HAVE ALTS #ok well. thats not true. valentines faye and alm and celica have a few #but 1) v!faye was SO long ago and 2) alm and celica NEVER get seasonals #they got valentines and then??? AND THEN WHAT?? #brave alts cuz they won and legends bc its mandatory for lords. ????!!?!!!!?!!! #THATS IT???!!!! #not that baby hell is the best outcome but i thought theyd be a shoe in eventually #also for an awakening baby banner i was. kinda hoping if it happened itd be like. the second gen??? #bc. theyre the babies??? #BABY LUCINA IS LITERALLY IN THE GAME #i mean i guess itd be weird to have a newborn out on her own like that #but idk i think baby lucina + a few others would be a much better idea than chrom and lissa im sorry #do we not have enough chrom alts. #+ consider if we got like. cousins duo baby lucina and owain. cMONN owain doesnt have enough alts considering hes. yk. OWAIN?! #itd be nice if emmeryn was there though. though again her being relegated to BABY BANNER is kinds insane #ugh idk. couldve had duo baby celica and faye and i think that wouldve been adorable #or not. actually high chance intsys would ruin that and turn them into only talking about alm… #instead we get to have lissa and emmeryn only talking about chrom! whoop de doo! #i think theres actually child chrom lissa emm art out there somewhere i forgot where but #thats probably why. but that doesnt make the missed opportunities hurt any less #whatever ram gang fs next year!!! #please #what if we got baby awakening tiki and its j y!tiki again lmfao

[asiogie]

I understand tho :(( It sucks rn, and its hard to deal with the total inaction from everyone else- and I mean, tbh I'm generally karl negpilled, I think he totally avoids showing dream for his own rep which is crummy, but also it really does bum me out for that idea to be more or less confirmed

yeah

#it just doesnt make it hurt any less #to see him constantly talk about george and sapnap and ignore dream #ask

[weirdcat1213]

Crying once again cuz I remembered Lina and his grandma loved Vash so much even when they realized he was Vash the stampede. They straight-up adopted him and treated him with the kindness Vash always deserved. It could have been a nice life.

and then Vash fucking leaves

#IK WHY HE LEAVES BUT IT DOESNT HURT ANY LESS #trigun 98 #trimax

[lunaremy]

I remember like 2 years ago I had a dream where me and my family died while trying to escape some sort of deadly situation, there was fire around us and shit and multiple people were dying and then everything went blank. then my mom guided me and my sisters to this weird chrome underground in the sea building. We just clipped through the wall and some weird white-haired guy whose face I cannot remember for the life of me was all "sup my dude." and took me on a tour around the place. then he was all "watch this its so cool" and the wall opened up and it was genuinely the most vivid gorgeous depiction of space I had ever seen, like every star ever, as if I had just watched the birth of a million happy lives, and it was the beginning of something incredible

then that guy said "btw theres free sodas in the minifridge" and i went to grab one but woke up. and then i bawled for 3 hours

he looked kinda like this guy

#imagine meeting god in a dream and he doesnt say anything profound #i talked about it with my mom and instead of going “damn thats interesting” she said that our world would end not with water but with fire #and a new thing would result #I remember being so scared of everything going on before I died in the dream but after I died I was less worried and more confused #which is interesting #because every time any other iteration of me died in a dream it hurt real bad and then went black like a jumpscare #i remembered every single detail of this fucking dream even though it was like 2 years ago and ive had multiple “head injuries” since then #my memory is SHIT this shouldve been purged like 2 weeks after. but nope #down to the ex from puyo puyo image #fucking bizzare #remyrambling

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

its so important to me that william is a jealous petty little bitch. its so important to me that hes an absolute shithead about it. you go girl be so toxic<3

#im allowed to say this because i was like this #literally “youre the most jealous man i know” “YOU KNOW OTHER MEN???” #no but fr. i like that hes shitty and jealous and petty and mean about it. i really really like that #william wisp is like if danny phantom was me in middle school and i will stand by this fact until i am proven wrong or i die #whichever comes first #i cant put it into words much but. representation for the jealousy bitches without completely villifying them immediately <3 #is it cool to do? no. is it mean? yeah absolutely. does it hurt other people? sometimes!!! #but also sometimes youre a teenager whos been hurt by the world in more ways than you can count #and the one person whos had your back through a lot of it is now #spending all their attention on other people and treating you like youre invisible (<< a particularly harsh jab for this specific case) #you thought what you had was special but it was never really *dating* was it? #so technically theyre not doing anything wrong but that doesnt make the knife in your heart hurt any less !!!!!!!! #sorry im having ghostknife emotions tonihht i just finished episode 5 its so important to me that william is petty and shitty and jealous #reaction time #i BETTER see some fics out there with this. #you people are not allowed to sand him down to be the sad quiet emo softboy. #which he is but like hes more complex than that. let him be shitty and mean.

[oscill4te]

i hate dissociation at times but i guess i must thank it for making it easy to ignore physical pain. Kind of a miracle for repetitive heavy labor or dealing with the sprains and stains you will get from work every now and then

#no meds or subs... just my endogenous opioid system doing her thing :^) #i do have to wonder what dissociations connection is with the endogenous opioid system. ive read that they are connected but havent read #any actual studies or articles on it yet.. i wanna know more about it cus its cool and i hope i remember to look more into it one day #txt #ironically some days im so sensitive to pain.. like inflammation.. but its way less of an issue these days #when im sick it happens and near my period too.. like my body feels so easy to like. tear apart. at times. idk how to explain .-. #but it sucks when im in that state #i hurt the ulnar side of my wrist and i wore a brace and have been very careful not to twist it inwards.. #and my body rewarded me for my carefulness by making me feel lessened pain today.. like i feel the pain but #it doesnt feel like -my- pain or my body.. its like im carefully tuning into someone elses pain and working slowly #so shes not hurt.even though “she” is me. #when it *feels* like this body isnt mine i weirdly get more compassionate and careful about not hurting it. i dont know.

[bicon-crange]

this sucks so much ass i should be able to sue and i fucking mean that

#LIKE WE ARE GOING ON WEEK THREE OF THIS TORMENT AND I HAVENT GOTTEN ANY LESS SANE #IM SERIOUS WHEN DOES THIS SHIT GO AWAY #im fucking. im erratic!!! im lightheaded my CHEST HURTS i cant BREATHE im borderline getting vertigo here this SHOULD COUNT AS A SICKNESS I #SHOULD BE ABLE TO CALL IN SICK TO SCHOOL BECAUSE OF THIS MASSIVE BULLSHIT #SORRY? ANY LESS SANE I MEANT ANY MORE SANE FFS #i talked to someone in my real actual life about this today and they were like yeah it sounds like ur going insane lol. THANKS I KNWOW #THIS IS SO CRAZY EMBARRASSING!! HEY!!! THIS IS SO CRAZY EMBARRASSING and on top of that theres no WAY this is going to work #like lets get worst case scenario here folks lets say i do talk to them and theyre like woah! hey! i like you too! :] #theres no way im not fucking stupid and dont immidiately shoot myself in the foot with it theres no FUCKING way #ugh i already know myself. i KNOW ill be like well thats a bad idea actually!!!! bc youre great and fucking. brilliant and personable and #totally gorgeous and EVERYONE likes you and theres no way in hell my dumb ass isnt just going to drag you down!!!! #theres no WAY you dont deserve better than this!! theres no POSSIBLE world where you don't have better options!!! #ugh doesnt THAT just reek of insecurity or just being a lil shyyy but i MEAN IT. I TOTALLY MEAN IT. ugh. i hate it here i hate it here i ha

[the-kipsabian]

grieving

#i guess thats why i feel so gross rn #its just. gnawing on me. regrets. loneliness. im tired #thats probably why ive been so insistent on working on something at all times. i dont like being alone with my thoughts #and now that i have a moment of silence its just. so loud #getting constant updates doesnt help. seeing my parents fight about it doesnt help. seeing others grieving differently doesnt help #i dont. i dont know #i dont think im gonna come to terms with any of this any time soon #i wasnt that close with my grandpa the past few years since covid but he was always there when i grew up without a dad #he was always a good person when i was a child. as i was an adult a little less so but thats how it goes right? and old people are like tha #it doesnt help that my mom doesnt talk very kindly of him. she loved her dad but is also very mean about him #i dont know. its so difficult for me to grasp #i dont know what to do with grief. it hurts but both not enough and also an overwhelming amount #i just... #funerals next week. i dont wanna do this #night is an absolute mess on main #im just afraid of losing everything. my family has never been that big and now both of my grandparents are gone #and my stepdads family has never accepted me in really so its. i dont know where i belong #it just hurts. i know i have people around but it feels like everyones leaving #i dont want to be alone. i cant