Commission by @lafirechicken! Kiriona design by @nil-elk, specifically from this absolutely spectacular Kiriona piece
“Good,” said someone, so savagely that it sounded like a new voice altogether. “Good. Die. Die for her … it’s the only goddamn good you’ll ever do her. It’s all any of you ever knew how to give her. You could have lived for her … but you didn’t know how.“
~ Nona the Ninth, Tamsyn Muir
“Don't say that you'll always love me
'Cause you know I'd bleed myself dry for you over and over again.”
~Doomsday, Lizzy McAlpine
Suffering through exam phase right now so please expect this space to be very inactive in the next few weeks but before I go I’m making you all suffer with me by finally posting the art I commissioned of what’s maybe the most angsty Kiriona scene in all of NtN…
Something something the girl who gave her heart and life for Harrow and just offered to do it all over again yelling about how “it’s the only goddamn good you’ll ever do her” with her wounds exposed while covered in Harrow’s blood… I’m in agony
Someone please give this poor girl a hug (and preferably lots of therapy)
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i can only speak from my own professional experience but literally where are these children who only say 'unalive' instead of 'kill'. i work with children ages 6-15 five days a week and i have literally never had a single child say that word. where are you finding these kids.
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🔥 something you really want to talk about
I don't think Sera is evil.
I've seen some takes where some people genuinely believe that she is and I'm just like 🤨
At best, she's morally grey and before anyone comes for me I'm not excusing any of her actions. Yes, she agreed to the Exterminations. But she believes she was doing the right thing and also had been shown to feel GUILT over it.
I agree that she does need to be called out for her actions and I fully believe that she can change her views and mindset. At least, I think that's what the show is setting her up for. But it will take time.
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For as much as I too have a liking for the aesthetic/erotic appeal of fictional men looking exhausted, agonized, and generally miserable, there's still something that occasionally rubs me strangely about the way that we collectively salivate over Viktor's physical deterioration in acts 2 and 3 -- as if we're paying cursory lip service to the gravity of his terminal illness, increasingly debilitating physical disability, and so forth, while simultaneously sighing dreamily over the exact physical characteristics which serve as the measuring sticks of just how harshly his illness is ravaging him.
It's hard to look at the collective response to Viktor's decline and not be explicitly reminded of how the outward effects of literal tuberculosis -- (emaciation + wasting of the body, chronic cough, ghostly skin, slumped posture, fever-bright eyes, etc.) -- were broadly romanticized as fashionable and alluring in the 18th and 19th centuries, "as if delicacy and a tenuous grasp on life made [the afflicted] all the more appealing". These consumptive traits, while once associated significantly with the sensitive, whimsical genius of the creative mind, were increasingly entwined with distinctly feminine ideals of beauty, which at the time orbited heavily upon the axis of 'virtues' such as fragility, dependency, and weakness. So, I can't help but hesitate sometimes at the nigh gleeful rhapsodizing over the visible consumption of a disabled man by his illness, most particularly given the oft-unsung and very specific history that disabled men have of being treated as emasculated, unsexed, fundamentally Othered entities unfit to be acknowledged or perceived as beings with sensual/erotic abilities and desires, while simultaneously being fetishized as frail, cerebral, broken creatures just waiting for someone special to ~see past~ their disability enough to love, care for, and ultimately save them. IN THIS ESSAY I WILL--
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Sometimes, I do think about using twitch to livestream my game sessions. I won't, probably, because there's a lot of work and shit involved, and I already can't remember how to make OBS work. Mostly, I think about it because my mom enjoys watching as I play more than playing, herself, and we can come up with some really dumb/bad/enjoyable-to-us running jokes, but also to just be observed in my natural state of "?????", like Adventures of a Dumbass, or something.
For instance: my Stardew Valley museum collection had been driving me berserk. Under my character's information, my collections of artifacts and minerals WERE COMPLETE... except for the lemon stone. Shit. Back to the bottom of the mines for magma geodes. After cracking open a few, huzzah, lemon stone!
I took it to the museum. I donated it. Nothing happened. Not even a basic reward. Shouldn't... shouldn't something happen, for finding ALL of the specimens? My UI says I did! There is, however, no way in-game to ascertain what is missing. You can't even check it on the perfection tracker in the island coconut room.
Maybe it's the prismatic shard? I only had the one to upgrade my sword at first, but I have a few more on reserve now. I'll just take one of those! I did. Nothing happened.
I go to the wiki. I should get a crystalarium, a stardrop, and an achievement for a complete museum. I know I have not received the latter two yet. I compare a screenshot of a completed museum to a screenshot of mine. The most frustrating Spot The Differences I've ever played begins. I. Cannot. Find. What's. Missing.
Until suddenly, I could. THREE things?! Yes! The number of open spaces on my displays confirms it! AND GUESS WHAT THEY WERE.
A diamond. An emerald. An amethyst. Utter basic bitch minerals. That I had been hoarding back in the early game for gifting and crafting, and just because Minecraft has trained me to hoard diamonds in general, and I just... never went back to donate one later.
I AM IN SUMMER OF YEAR TWELVE.
Anyway, Safay's museum is finished.
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“Why can’t my kid go on that part of the ride it’s literally no different from the rest” cause I said so and im in charge here so stop being a dick about it and also theme park rides have loads and loads of stupid insurance rules. Two parts of the ride may be identical except on one part under 16s are insured if something goes wrong and on the other part they can’t and if your kid loses a limb on this part of the ride the park is fucked
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I do have a sibling, but I only yell at him, not prank him
See, I don’t even yell at my siblings because I think yelling it’s silly and unnecessary— who’s the sibling terrorist now, goofball?
You rn after that sick burn.
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