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girlwithfish · 3 months
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tw abuse
like i cant believe he literally got on top of me his full weight on me i am 90 pounds and he was fucking lanky and not strong either but just bc he is bigger and taller than me which enrages me he could overpower me every single time WHile i was having a panic attack also a bpd episode severe distress and when i have a reaction screaming thrashing obviously i dont fucking like being held down and restrained he covered my mouth with my own shirt forcefully i couldnt get it off and i was freaking the fuck out literally smothering me. yeah i could still breathe i guess i didt fucking die but in the moment i thought i would like yup that's gonna.make .y panoc attack and already restricted breath since hes sitting on my chest and my mentally unwell state so much better. and hed snarl at me to breathe throughmy nose and stuff. like how can i not view him as the most evil person ever and he really made me feel like i fucking deserved it bc i was screaming and stuff and my bpd and idk like its insane. he wasnt even apologetic and hed throw it in my face like u could still breathe or scoff I didnt smother you. like okau
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quarktrinity · 4 months
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quark watches star trek season 1 episode 22
spirk flirting
hahahahahahha these writers thought space travel would happen in the 90s
how can they tell if people are breathing on that ship
WORLD WAR III IN THE 90S???? IT WAS ABOUT EUGENICS?????
mccoy and spock bickering. i reiterate: mccoy thinks this is hot, spock doesnt give a shit
whos this lady am i supposed to care about her
spaceship coma pods look like those japanese pod hotels
scotty would "love to tear this baby apart" (he means the earth ship)
hahahahahahahahaha these writers thought we could travel past light speed in 2018
this girl was ogling kirks tits i think
scotty dont say "oriental"
what is this dude wearing. is this like a fucking gold mesh onesie. its so slutty
dudes been asleep for 200 years. ok
oh my god his tits
why did we need to know how many of the sleeping pod people were women
the 90s were a violent part of our history apparently
this dude is a Super Human from the Eugenics Era. horrifying!
i swear this guy had longer hair a second ago
god this episode better not be racist about this dude being indian
mccoy is so funny. gives advice to the dude choking him about how to kill him by cutting a certain artery. alright man.
they have this dude in the sluttiest shirt ive ever seen. full cleavage
he better not be evil
his name is khan? wasnt there a movie about this dude. and his wrath
this doesnt bode well
spock talks abt how having greater ability translates to greater ambition. yeah i think khan is evil
khan leave the girl alone. why are you being so mean.
dont touch her hair!!!
dont grab her like that!!!!
UGH SHE THINKS THIS IS HOT
why is kirks formal attire green
wow khan is incapable of wearing a non-slutty outfit
him making out with that girl would be fun if the music wasnt so sinister about it and also if he wasnt grabbing her so much
yeah hes definitely evil
star trek says dictatorships bad
Blue Drink
khan has just constant cleavage
suddenly khan is all about consent
suddenly consent is all about asking permission
i hate him
the image of an indian man seducing a white woman to take control of her just isnt that great. like i know its the 60s but still
ok khan was a literal dictator in the 90s
spock says dictatorships bad
so how about we just shoot this guy out into space
khan says eugenics good
i get hes evil and this plot is compelling but why did he have to be Notably Not White
khan doesnt have cleavage anymore :0 terrifying
woooaaahh khans escaped???? thats craaaaazyyyyy
suffocation before surrender
why didnt khan just kill them
good to see a brown dude extra among the good guys so we know the casting director wants us to think theyre not saying all brown dudes are evil
uhura is so cool. go girl
how is kirk a damsel in distress so often
khan hates friendship
"the captain is dead" no hes not
thank you for betraying khan history girl your horniness has not completely taken over your soul
"captain ive saved your life but please dont kill him" nevermind i hate you
Deadly Neurotoxin
show of brute strength by bending phaser like a spoon is sillier than khan thinks
yes kirk kill him with your thighs
/whacks u with a tube/
WHY ARE YOU LETTING HIM GO
WHY ARE YOU GIVING HIM THE OPPORTUNITY TO TAKE OVER A PLANET
WHY
history girl i hate you. dont go with him. idiot
JUST KILL HIM
UGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
welp. see you later khan. and your wrath.
paradise lost reference was ok
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leefi · 6 months
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The Flower That Bloomed Nowhere Read-through | Part 6: 81-90
Part 1: 1-14 | Part 2: 14-22 | Part 3: 22-34 | Part 4: 34-64 | Part 5: 64-80 | Part 6: 81-90 | Part 7: 90-100 | Part 8: 100-127 (caught up here)
Using the Power, it was possible to create structures at obscene scales that never would have been feasible with manual or even mechanized labor, and examples of this could be found in most modern cities. There was the Aetherbridge and the colossal towers of the inner city in Old Yru, but I'd also seen the great library of Tem-Aphat, intended to store all the knowledge of the world on parchment, which was 300 stories tall and had the proportions of a pyramid-- They had to pump air into the higher floors so it didn't become hard to breathe. And even in Oreskios, there were the Thyrian Shipyards, which extended almost a mile out into the ocean and even
oh my GAWDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!! (takes off shirt that says I <3 BLACK HOLES to reveal a second one underneath that says I <3 MEGASTRUCTURES)
I glanced at her for a moment. Zeno really did seem utterly infatuated with my grandfather's work. It was making me increasingly curious about what exactly their relationship had been.
oooh she fucked that old man
didnt utsu also think that nef fucked that old man. everyone is fucking that old man
Seth made a skeptical look. "I didn't wanna say this back when we came down here the last time, but I don't think I quite get what makes it that big a deal. I mean, if you need all of this - this much space, this much energy, just to make one person physically young - isn't it just a safer version of cloning someone a new body, and transplanting the brain?" He looked to Kam. "That technology has been coming along pretty well recently, hasn't it?"
SETH SWEEP. SO TRUE.
"Ptolema said the same thing earlier," I told him.
"She did?" He hummed worriedly. "Maybe I should think it over again."
you are all so mean to her and you dont respect her and you
to be honest? to be honest. i think ptolema has good intuition and has probably been correct about a few things so far (ESPECIALLY observational things) and you bitchless losers are too far up your own asses to see it. and you all HATE WOMEN
This dialing back the clock on the world stuff Zeno is talking about is juicy. I want to see the Flower cast play Outer Wilds
Is Zeno even sure that time before the collapse as they currently understand it even exists? Is she even awares of how hard the (redacted) worked to (redacted) the (redacted) only to (redacted) a measly (redacted) (redacted)? play outer wilds
I’ve been waiting for a good opportunity to talk about this but I share sooo many of Kam’s thoughts on death and agree that every human life lost is an unfathomable tragedy. But I just hate how irresponsibly she seems to approach it especially with her complete lack of respect towards others' own autonomy to do what they wish with their lives and bodies. I hate prescriptiveness!!! Your ideal is not everyone else's!!!! i suppose that makes her a visionary but i don't care. kam the utter faith you hold in human technological advancement and evolution absent the fear of death is the same strength of faith that people draw from other sources. how dare you ridicule that, even if it seems stupid to you!!!!!
I personally believe that everything ultimately repeats -- or rather, every iteration of something will eventually play out, and things will keep happening over and over and over again. To be honest, it’s not a healthy belief system to hold. But I don’t really hold out hope for an infinite afterlife either. I guess I hope for it? But also how could we as finite beings ever unite with the concept of infinity? We would have to transform into something completely unrecognizable from what we are now to be able to do that. In any circumstance we eventually have to shed what we believe is integral to our senses of self. This is unavoidable no matter what we do, whether that's live forever or die somewhere else or crunch with the universe and reform exactly as ourselves, maybe slightly differently, maybe slightly worse, maybe sometimes we won't even exist at all. But it goes on forever, so does it really matter? In any case, the ephemerality of selfhood is a tragedy inherent to existing, and I don’t know how to reconcile it in my mind. All I know is that I really hate lasts, but I hate the idea of no new beginnings even more.
ohhhhhh the ransu and the cyclical nature of the narrative ohhhh the aftermath of the suicide attempt ohhhh. I think that suicide attempt really hit Ran with the gravity of what she’s been doing to Su's mental state. She also never answered what she and shiko were to each other…
HAMILCAR BLASTING OFF NUKES IN THE BASEMENT IS MAKING ME LOSE ITJSIDUDHHDDHHDHS
it seems a little redundant to have brought some of the students down in retrospect…could that have been intentionally set up?
"Hammy decided he wanted us well done," Fang explained. "Melted this whole weird place, but it looks like you hit the thingy in time." They furrowed their brow. "Is it weird that I always wanna give people cute nicknames right when they're trying to murder me?"
SO TRUEEEEEE JIA FANGGGGG!!!!! LET'S HOLD HANDS AND SKIP
kam is SOOOO funny in life or death situations. she should be put in them more often
The Fang/Kam beef being mutual is hysterical to me. I thought the contempt would be one-sided from Kam but some of these quips from Fang seem VERY pointed. That administrator comment hurt MY feelings
Lowkey this kids book about the fused people sounds like something in Plato’s Symposium — lovers used to be one person and then were separated by the gods for their hubris or some stupid shit, doomed to spend their lives trying to find their other half again. anyway look at this
Ohhh im at an index/glossary. Ok a few things here
Collapse: Shorthand for 'false vacuum collapse', a phenomenon of astrophysics where a lower minimum of energy in the vacuum is suddenly achieved, causing destabilization at a subatomic level which spreads at the speed of light until equilibrium is once again reached. Sometimes called 'decay' instead. Such an event was largely responsible for ending the Imperial Era and almost destroying human civilization, though there were also socioeconomic factors which radically impeded the response.
WHEEEEEEEE I KNEW IT. THE INHERENT HORROR OF COSMOLOGICAL PHYSICS SWEEP. It’s connected to entropy btw! I typed out a whole explanation then spared you of it :)
Also that last line? Those refuged in the tower of asphodel were only ones with the means? the rest of humanity (assuming an interstellar civilization/species, a population potentially numbering into the trillions) just dissolved with the old universe? Oh my god…
Uana immediately caught my attention as the only place that hasn’t banned egomancy. The description of their world is sooooo cool too. can we vacation there
so it’s the pneuma that makes the act of cloning so tricky?? that makes sense. Research surrounding it seems limited too considering pneumancy is banned. Never mind that the brain is such a sophisticated organ to begin with. as they say so much of engineering is merely a cheap imitation of mother natures beautiful gifts (read: refinement on scales of time that will be inaccessible to humans, assuming consistently positive progression of technological advancement, for a long time)
refractor rifles are soooo coollll kudos to Lurinas genius mind for those
Tower of Asphodel: The structure created by the Ironworkers at the end of the Imperial Era to provide refuge to those who could obtain it, and later to act as a foundation for the planes they would create. It is visible in the sky at all times, though it exists only partially as a physical object.
aawwwwwwwuuuu?? why did i think she was ten googolion miles away
Ok character info time!!
Oh my gawddddd i share a blood type with Su! ^_^ come here and touch your open wound to mine
Oh my gawddddd Theo too! ^_^ (doesn’t extend the invite again) whats with the ??? in his description btw. theo chan
HIS LOW CARB DIENTJDJUDDUDUDHDH
ugh resistances were explained earlier but I forget what they mean
teehee. kam is 5’3”
“extra meat, please” ema im gonna go to so so many steakhouses with you and keep you alive forever
Seth is gonna die to his tree nut allergy 😭😭😭😭😭 no 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
OPHELIA BLOOD TYPE N/A? N/A???????? WHAT DO YOU MEAN N/A. maybe it’s a religious thing. or bc she’s from a lower plane? is their biology different there?
Ummm but her second pea in the pod’s IS specified at B+? Do they share it across seeds? Why are they collecting blood type info anyway. for the beast?
god it is still so weird that they share a seed. what are the odds. where are the odds. why are the odds
interesting that both the rhunbards have vegetarian-based diets? Wonder if it’s a regional thing
mashallah playboy bardi didnt drink. also forget what I said about the vegetarian diet he just broke the trend
Fang and Ran went to the same university at some point? Saoyu university?
FANG NO CULINARY NOTES!!! I WILL GO TO SO MANY RESTAURANTS WITH YOU AND KEEP YOU ALIVE FOREVER
why is Zeno as a man 6’1. That doesn’t really make sense to me. 5’4 as a GIRL checks out though
Bals culinary note saying no breakfast required confirms to me that he’s a little freak. Even more than the wearing sunglasses indoors. What was that about by the way
Bal has NO QUALIFICATIONS. asked to READ MAGAZINES
these culinary notes are making me crave ‏شوربة عدس. because half of these ppl are old and can’t chew their food
is nobody here a universal donor. that’s so sad (double checks) she’s dead
Oh Ran just confirmed the Plato children’s book thing from earlier!! All of the epic of gilgamesh shit is soaring over my head which is embarrassing because I’m literally Iraqi but I’m glad I caught this one.
I blinked. "It's from mythology?"
"Yeah," she replied. "Or at least, it's the only place I've seen something like this depicted before - a person with double limbs and two heads, I mean." She continued flipping through it as she spoke to me. "It's an Inotian story from late in the Old Kingdoms Era. It goes that originally, there weren't men and women, but just one unified type of human being that were immortal and didn't need to to reproduce. The specifics of it are kinda a mix. Sometimes they were shapeshifters, sometimes-- Well, more like it's depicted here." She gestured to the illustration. "In this version, the king of the gods was afraid of this version of humanity, so he used lightning to split them down the middle. And so everyone spends their life in search of their other half, so they can be complete again."
"Huh," I said. "That's... Conceptually romantic, I guess."
I didn't actually think it was romantic. It just seemed weird.
Yeah it’s a bit weird innit. Anyway can you come and touch your open wound to mine
I wonder if the kid’s book was trying to sell the merger of pneumas as a good thing — two “half people” becoming whole
also realizing the adventure time clip didn’t really make sense without more context. here’s the first page of the passage from my copy of symposium feat. annotations from 18 yo hana
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Linos nodded. "We've taken all due precautions. Anna has the lower floor warded, and I've set the defenses in here," he pointed to the refractor rifles mounted on the ceiling which I noted the previous day, "to fire disabling shots should anyone draw a weapon."
is he stupid
Right now su is going on a philosophical walk of what defines a person and I just wanna say I really love what Lurina did with the idea of the pneuma. I always thought of the idea of transferring a consciousness as a kind of nebulous thing that is never truly successful (due to a full lack of understanding of the human brain, the true result is more like a glorified cloning) but having a physical portion of the brain connect to a metaphysical aspect of the self that exists outside the body is soooo clever and sells it for me in a way that nothing else ever has. I almost want it to be real lmao
I would actually read 1k pages of just kam and zeno beefing they’re SO funny. The beginning of chapter 86 has me cryingggg
“Linos bit his tongue. "That's obviously the impression the culprit... Well, Hamilcar, knowing what we do now... Intended to create, but it seemed fruitless to alarm anyone further at the time." He looked between our various faces. "Obviously, there wouldn't be any beasts, 'divine' or not, down there. Just a lot of cement, and a much thicker metal hatch at the terminus.”
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“Ran continued to navigate the golem along its route. The elevator in the research tower wouldn't descend without a human present, so she was forced to have it climb the glass on the exterior wall, which felt like it took a excruciatingly long amount of time, though it was probably only five or so minutes. Eventually, it made it to the floor on which Balthazar had been left behind.
I noticed Fang's attention had perked up significantly.”
I KNEWWWWW IT WAS WEIRD HOW THEY KNEW SO MUCH ABOUT HIM!!! also me whenever bal is mentioned
but how do they know about bal???? how??? they never should have been able to meet him! unless they have loop memories, or they arrived at the sanctuary before we think...but why!!!! why would they conceal something like that!!!
“Ran held my hand tightly, which was good, because it otherwise might've slipped. I stared at the floor, my eyes out of focus.”
RAN IS SOOOO SWEET HOLDING HER HAND (they're all holding hands because of the spell) and Awwwwuuuuuu....Samium deceasaed...why did he refuse treatment. So that the beast could get him?
Ohhhh Susuuuuu….this chapter is so hard to read
““Like, if you break it down," they went on, "it kinda seems like there's been three, right? Putting aside Vijana, who died way earlier, there's been the big spectacle crimes that are obviously meant to come across as supernatural - with Durvasa and Bardiya, I mean - and then two where it comes across more like they were just killed in a totally mundane way... And then what happened with Saci and Yantho, which is somewhere in-between.””
“Not exactly a vast swathe of evidence to assume a pattern from," Kam said flatly. "One could just easily conclude that the killers are simply playing it by ear."
"I mean, yeah, I guess?" Fang fiddled with their bangs, thinking. "But to turn it around, why would you go to so much effort to keep up a narrative for most of the deaths, only to turn around and not bother with two of them at all? It feels like it makes the whole concept pointless."
YES!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
“I had a theory about that, actually," Kamrusepa chimed up. "Yantho's death, I mean to say. Is it possible that he was some manner of imposter-- Or rather, that his body was being controlled remotely in the same manner as the professor does with his?”
I WASN’T EXPECTING TO AGREE WITH KAM TOO BUT YES!!!!!!!!!
“It's not just that." He held his arms together, looking towards the ground. "Back when we were in the guest house, when I was in that room with Bardiya..." He swallowed. "I didn't want to say it back then, since I was sure it would, ah. Make people think I was even more suspicious. But... When it was happening, when he was being lifted into the air... I thought I saw something behind him. Dragging him up against the barrier."
"Why would you only mention this now?" Kam asked, her tone terse.
"Well-- Because it's impossible. There was no space for anything to be dragging him. It was like a ghost. It was there and it wasn't." He kept looking down, his knuckles tight. "I was sure it was just some trick of the light, since it was so dark. But back when I rushed out in the conference room, I thought I saw it again. In the corner. The same shape..."
"What shape?" Seth asked him.
"The same one you saw in the hall. Or in the story Saci told." He swallowed. "Like a cross between a winged creature, and... I don't know. Some sort of insect."
A bird and a spider.
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Start of chapter 89 has more su backstory how funnnn! ^_^ *starts reading* oh no
are these shiko's memories...oh my godddd
wow. that was painful! :) that's so weird, experiencing two memories at once? i can't wrap my brain around it. but god...
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ajokeformur-ray · 4 years
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✨ Unfiltered Joker thoughts ✨
I watched Joker with a bunch of lovely clowns on my Discord and while they werewolf’d in the chat, I typed out my thoughts here as they came to me. These are unedited, unfiltered, and exactly as they were in my head. I don’t know who’d be interested in this but 🤷‍♀️ who doesn’t love unfiltered thoughts about our man? NSFW ahead in places, lmao and some self-ship elements because it’s always on my mind.
There are Controversial Things within, I’m sure - be nice about it if you wanna comment, or unfollow/block etc. if it bothers you I won’t take it personally. I will take it personally if I’m sent a rude message, though. Fair warning. You curate your own online experience so scroll past silently if you gotta!🥰🥰🥰🥰
Tagging @arthurflecc @jokerownsmysoul @daincrediblegg @sweet-nothings04 bc they were in the chat and missed me there!! 
 Word count: 4, 597.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG JOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJO -
*Presses play*
OMG THERE HE IS BABYYYYYYYY ~ 
Ugh that white shirt... 🥵
“paint me like one of your french girls” 👀
oh, honey, no. 
Don’t force yourself to smile, my love, it’s okay. you can be hurting.
sweet angel who can do no wrong asdfghjkl
wanna kiss that tear away...
CARNIVALCARNIVAL CARNIVAL *STARTS SWAYING IN MY SEAT*
jaunty piano to juxtapose his shitty mood
you spin me right round, baby, right round...
ohhh, baby 🥺🥺🥺
someone’s honky lmaoooooo ~ 
that cello
Ohhhh, darling man.... i’m so sorry. I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry
WOOPS CRYINGGGG ~
sweet angel love still tryna be funy with the flower squirting...
what else will squirt tonight???👀
ohhh, darling. deep breaths baby. it’s okay. you’re okay.
CRYINGGGGG
ohhhh baby boyyyy....
legit just cooed aloud
oh angel <3 
“is it just me or is it getting crazier out there?”
it is my love... it is. 
let me sit on your lap and still the shaking of your legs
ohhhh my love. you’re okay. just breathe.
Dr. Kane was doing her best but you’re beyond what she can handle
you deserve better, sweetheart.
my love, my life.
I JUMPED WHEN HE HIT HIS HEAD IN ARKHAM
“who knows?”
yeah me too, my love. me too. 
“i just dont wanna feel so bad anymore”
oh baby.
i know, my love. i wish i could hold your hand and stroke your hair and kiss your cheeks 🥺🥺🥺
had a shitty day but wants to comfort a child on the bus. thats my manssss ~ <3 <3 <3 
okay but his peekaboo makes me giggle please do that to me when im sad
“‘cuse you bitch?”
the greasepaint still on his face is endearing omg 
GIVE HIM BACK HIS CARD OR IMMA RIOTTTT
CRYINGGGGG 
ohhhh baby. no. deep breaths. i’m here, my love. not going anywhere
those fucking steps
me too, darling. i feel your exhaustion like it’s my own and i long to take it from you without changing a single thing about you.
my love, my life
the weariness of an unchanged routine is a paralysing one
wanna rub cream on your bruises
“yeah, mum” so soft im cry
“eat. you need to eat” i hear you in my head when i wanna skip meals and it helps me.
“oh yeah? who do you talk to?” YES SASS HER
“yay murray” ohhhhh angel you’re so cute I’m cry 🥺
murray you wankstain - old and crusty 🤮🤢🤮🤢
arthur’s laugh in his daydream 🥺🥺
“i love you murray” // “you’re awful murray” baby noooooo
“theres something special about you arthur” the only real thing murrat ever fuckin said AND IT WASNT EVEN A REAL THING IT WAS IN HIS HEAD
“I TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY MOTHER” YEEEES BABY YOU DO! SO PROUD OF YOU!!!
just wantin recognition in your daydreams bc you dont get it in your real life
YOU SWEET THING
HIS SWEET SMILE AND THE CELLO OH BABY 🥺😭
YOUR BACK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
shoes are too tight so you gotta stretch em 
can you stretch me too???👀🥵💦🔥
“chuckletown” RANDALLS LEGACY AND WE TURNED IT INTO SMTHN LOVING AND NOT SARKY LIKE HE INTENDED LMAO FUCK YOU RANDALL YOU PIECE OF SHIIIIIIIIT
arthur’s hair in the sun omg like a halo
randall fuck off fucking fuck off go aWAY LEAVE MY ARTHUR ALONE
you asswipe
arthurs shy and nervous lil giggle omg baby say no give the gun back its not well intended 
“my boy”  AHA LMAO HE DOES PAY YOU BACK BUT NOT HOW YOU EXPECT LMAOOOO YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE
THOSE CURLS
arthur’s sweet little lilting voice in front of his boss omggggg ~ 
HOYYYYYYT 
his logic makes no sense wtffffff ~ 
RETAIL SMILE LMAO THATS A MOOD 
brewing insanity..... 
POUND ME LIKE THOSE TRASH BAGS
RUIN ME AND THEN REBUILD ME IN YOUR IMAGE 
those mf stairs again
it’s the same old team since 1916... in your head, in your head...
never in my LIFE have i been aroused by a FOOT
lmao only Arthur istg that man is the exception to my every rule
Gigi is so CUTE 🥺
THAT SMIRK SIR CAN YOU NOT
“hey” omggg look at you tryna connect ugh so proud of youuu ~ 
the moon is a silver dollar... 
THOSE CURLS
THOSE BARE FEET
THAT SOFT VOICE
ARTHURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR 
frances conroy is a goddess omg i love herrrr ~ 
espesh on ahs she’s a queen
but i digress lmao wrong fandom
“dont you have to be funny to be a comedian”
FUCK OFF PENNY 
FUCK RIGHT OFF THEN FUCK OFF SOME MORE PLEASE
slap that bass.... 
FINGERSSS ON THE GUN ASDFGHJ PUT THEM ON ME INSTEADDDD
zoom zoom the world is in a mess
LMAO YEP
“psh” omg you sweet angel asdfghjk
THAT EYEBROW RAISE ASDFGHJK SASSY KINGGGGG
GET ITTTTTT
UGH THAT BODY WANNA COVER IT IN MARKS OF LOVE TO REPLACE THE VIOLENT MARKS
ARTHUR @ HIMSELF “YOURE A GOOD DANCER // I KNOW”
omggggg sweet clumsy babyyyy
lmaooo “old war movie” do you tell penny that when we get caught having sex on the sofa????
arthur honey following sophie isn’t.... the best way to get her attention asdfghjk 
someone needs to teach you social interactions... 
I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTTTTTE
that student/teacher roleplay comedian at pogos makes no sense to me???? i dont get his jokes at all
lmao bad comediannnnnn
arthur’s cute lil mistimed giggles ksksksksk 
wanna kiss your cheeks every timmmme 
you’re working so hard to achieve your goals im so so proud of you
ambidextroussss ~ (just like me omg we’re perfect for each otherrrrr)
“people expect you to behave as if you dont” YOU INTELLIGENT LIL SHIT OMG I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MIND
you know its a daydream if arthurs wearing a shirt at home 
his shy “yeah” omggggg ~ angelllll 
“i have a gun i can come by tomorrow” LMAOOOOOOOO 
“youre so funny arthur” YES HE IS DREAM!SOPHIE
CARNIVAL CARNIVAL CARNIVAL
I ACTUALLY STOMP MY FEET HERE BC IM HAPPY FOR THE TIME HES ON SCREEN SWEET CLOWN 
THE ONLY ONE IM NOT AFRAID OF
HES SO SO HAPPY OMGGG
BABY BOYYYY IN HIS ELEMENT
SAD THO BC KIDS ARE TERMINALLY ILL 
bestest party clownnnn 
“I love this job” oh baby 🥺🥺
aaaaaaaaand now the betrayal from randall lmao fuck that dude
NO BB YOUR FOREHEAD NO SMASHY GLASSY
LMAO THE FUCK ERIKA???
dudes 35 not a kid 
throwing greasy chips into a girl’s hair isn’t how to flirt my dude lmao you’re gross??? 
ew
EW EW EW WIGGLE YOUR CHIPS ELSEWHERE
ohhhh arthur, honey no omg breathe it’s okay
you wanna help but you dont know how
you sweet thing 
send in the clowwwwwwwwwwwwwwns ~ 
IM CRYINGGGGG
“they couldnt carry a tune to save their lives”
JOEKR ITS NOT YOUR TIME YET GO AWAYYYY
lmao jokes stay you know im lost without you 
HOW CAN YOUR HAIR LOOK SO GOOD AFTER BEING UNDER A WIG ALL DAY ?????
carnival with arthur’s hair is just 👌👌👌👌
WHERES HIS CARDDDDD 
nooooooo omg baby no omg i wish i could take all those punches for you
i’d take it all in a heartbeat to save you
gritting his teeth not taking in anymore
YES BABY GET EEEEEEM
YES YES YES YES STAND UP FOR YOURSELF SO PROUD OF YOU
first 2 self defence, 3rd one unsure lmao but fuck it 
no PUT THE GUN AWAY FROM YOUR FACE BABY ITS OKAY DONT FORGET YOUR BAG OR YOUR WIG ITS EVIDENCE
KILL THE 3RD COVER YOUR TRACKS
GOOD BOYYYYYY
carnival with blood on face = killing your insecurities
8 bullets from a 6 chamber????? mm-hm lmao i know @daincrediblegg wrote a thing on this once lmao bestest Egg is smart and i love her muchly 🥰🥰🥰🥰
run baby run, dont ever look backkk... (check yes juliet)
BATHROOM SCENE BATHROOM SCENE BATHROOM SCENE
fuck me against that dirty counter
joker’s waking uuuuuuuup....
that cello though unffff 👌
got me clenchinnnnn you fluidddd ~ 
and in his eyes, all the sadness of the world. those pleading eyes that both threaten and adore (phantom of the opera)
my brain is 90% song lyrics 
hes so graceful and ethereal so full of pain and of love and of adventure and worth and need and yearning
my sweet boy
my wonderful angel
my fallen angel
T POSEEEEE
DAYDREAM KISSSSS
ugh push me against the wall and shove your hand down my panties and take whats yours 
please and thanks
so confident
so smooth
so sure
unf
take me angel im all yours 
and my name is carnival
SASSY BOYYYYY
I SAY BOY BUT YOURE A MAN LMAO 
YESSSSSS TELL THEMMMMMMMM 
LMAOOOOOO RANDALL SEEMS LEGIT CONFUSED PFFFT
TOUGH SHIIIIIIIT
LMAOOO PUNCH OUT
BUSTING A LUNNGGGGG
HE DOESNT KNOW HIS OWN STRENGTH
OR HIS OWN LIMITS
“DONT SMILE”
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
nothin worse than being told to smile when you really wanna bare your teeth and let rip
aka me every fuckin minute of my life 
SHUSH ME SHUSH ME SHUSH ME
ILL CRY BUT DO IT
LMAOOOOO CHOKE ME WITH THOSE BICEPS 
ILL GO OUT DOIN WHAT I LOVE
YOUUUUUUU 
“gotham’s lost its way” ok trump
“thats not funny” SHUT UP PENNY YES IT IS
STOP SMOTHERING ARTHUR LET HIM BE FREE
“nobody ever saw me. even i didnt know if i really existed”
and
“you dont listen do you”
BOTH ARE MOODS
i feel them so hard
hes so sure of himself in this session
so angry and done and weary
“people are starting to notice” ALMOST A YEAR OF YOU BEING NOTICED
that green jumper omggg 
good luck getting me out of it pfffft 
“erika have you seen my - oh, there it is. never mind.”
want it back???? payment is kissessss
EW SEXIST COMEDIAN
arthur honey stop primping youre perfect <3 <3 <3 
im so so proud of youuuuu
COLLARBONEEEEEES
OMG HE STUMBLES UP THE STEPS DARLINGGG
I wish i could hold your hand while youre on stage and comfort you while you deliver your jokes
just breathe, darling. it’s okay. i’m here, i promise. <3 
every time you gag on your laughter my heart clenches
CRYINGGGGG
oh, my love, it’s okay. just breathe. dont fight it. dont fight yourself 
you’re so good at imitating your ma pfffft 
lmaoooo you’re so funny arthur 
WOO BOI DONT FLASH YOUR PORN PAGES AT THE AUDIENCE 
givin me ideas.... 
SMILE THOUGH YOUR HEART IS ACHING
SMILE EVEN THOUGH IT’S BREAKING 
WHEN THERE ARE CLOUDS IN THE SKY
YOU’LL GET BY
SMILE THROUGH YOUR FEAR AND SORROW
SMILE
AND MAYBE TOMORROW
YOULL SEE THE SUN COME SHINING THROUGH
arthur is my sunshine
EXCUSE ME HEART EYES OMGGGG
ME AND ARTHUR HEART EYESING AT EACH OTHER PFFFFFT 
gonna put people off their food doin that 
thats life
arthur’s imitations and those soft curls and the dancing and the - 
erika.exe has stopped working 
“come on dance with me”
👀👀👀👀👀👀👀
i prefer the horizontal dance myself...
“big date”
“deliver the letter”
NARCISSISM 
ARTHUR YOU DESERVE BETTERRRRRRRRRR
IS IT BAD HIS EYEBROWS TURN ME ON?? SO THICK AND DARK AND STRONG I - 
and those eyes
ugh fuck meeee ~ 
yes thats an invitation
penny “needs care” but her handwriting is that neat???? yeah fuck off 
sorry i dont buy it
she was grooming him i think into some kinda husband role and its fucking gross as fuck she was abusing him and he just wanted her gone 
CUTE LIL NOSTRIL FLARES BC SAD AND ANGRY
OMG
his quiet anger scares me but i admire how he calmed down so fast
angry penguinnnnn
HE CARRIES HIS CLOWN NOSE AROUND IN HIS POCKET
CUUUUUUUTE
the similar clothing colours of arthur and bruce is v def intentional 
in another life, arthur....
i’m so sorry darling you deserved and deserve so much better
legit one small change in anything coulda prevented 80% of this film
your magic tricks are gorgeous ~ 
you’re so funny and soothing and comforting and so good with kids
you are the best party clown
I GASPED AT THE FLOWERS
like my server nameee ~ 
“hi” that soft noise 🥺
arthur’s hands on those bars omg 🥵🥵🥵
okay i’ll admit i still dont get the whole arthur/thomas thing lmao is he his dad???? ive seen this film 10000000 x and i still can’t decide.
i wanna say he is but like ??? idk ??
it’s tragic either way omg arthur’s wasted in gotham
ruuuun arthur run run runnnnnnnn 
the bg music isss 👌👌👌👌
arthur accidentally caused penny’s stroke bc med w/drawal but all that abuse, like ????? i get why he kept her sedated lmao i’d want her knocked out or smthn too
7 meds between the two of them, probably.... that might be why he wanted an increase???
you gotta lie, angel.
you’re in way over your head but lie
yeeees good boy!!
“a clown thing?“ lmaoooo tell them!!!
NO ITS EXIT ONLY
KINDA LIKE MY ASS LMAO NO ANAL FOR YOU 
he just wants love and comfort and for someone to stay omg you sweet thing 
you deserve the world and all the forehead kisses 
TURN THE TV OFF
TURN IT OFF
TURN IT - 
OH TOO LATE
arthurrrrr ~ 
its like a car crash lmao you know its coming but you cant stop looking
fuck off murrat
FUCK OFF SOME MORE
oooooooh thats a danger face....
lowkey want it between my thighs lmao use me to work out your frustrations i can take it 
“kill the rich” lmao relatable 
this film revealed to me that i have a flexible morality ksksksk im all for it though 
sleepy bb ~ 
“we are all clowns” ALSO RELATABLE
🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
arthurs thriving in the crowd omg yes baby looks so happy
flashes of joker comin throughhh... 
sneaky baby...
quick on his feet, light on his sense... 
tread lightly on my ground, (abba; andante)
THE RED THEATRE SUIT OMG FORESHADOWWWW
he looks good in red
he looks good out of red too 👀👀
that is the smile of the world’s most precious angel omg babyyyy ~ 
he makes me smile omg hes my sunshine
my love my life 
you saved my soul do you know that??? do you feel me and how much i love you? do you see me and these tears? 
do you feel me like i feel you?
ohhhhh boy here we go asdfdgfhgjhk arthur going to meet his dad, only asking for love and instead he gets punched in the face
i mean i get it bc of what arthur did to bruce with the whole hands in the mouth thing but bruce is barely mentioned, like an afterthought?
thomas has a nasty temper i wouldnt want him for a dad
thomas legit only mentions bruce after he’s punched arthur its like his only thought is really protecting himself and his rep with the whole penny thing
his son comes after; legit as he’s walking away he mentions bruce so hes obvs not that concerned????
shitty dad award lmao
not that what arthur did is okay im not excusing his admittedly misguided and lowkey creepy actions but like ????
lmao prob gonna get hate for this ^^ like i did last time i mentioned it but i dont care im allowed an opinion
too tired to care rn anyways pfffft its storming so bad outside and my wifi has dipped idk if this’ll save
c’mon wifi, for me... 
yes
arthur didnt have an attack til he got called crazy, its a trigger word for him 😭
oh baby its okay, deep breaths.
dont fight your laughter, that’ll make it worse 
the way he bounces back from that punch though - you know how to take it, dont you, my love?
you sweet thing.
i wish i could get you out of that fridge omg baby those old ones lock - how did you get out ????
meds are wearing off now.....
darling say no to the show lmao you dont wanna go
*facepalm*
every time i watch this i hope it turns out different
it never does
arthur honey dont ask questions you dont want the answers to
that clerk was protecting you not letting you see the file
that clerk and gary were the only ones nice to you
but it wasnt enough
you needed love and support and help and guidance 
and instead you got literal and metaphorical punches and no break
the hand puppet omgggg ~ 
i want him to play peekaboo with me when im sad/upset/make a hand puppet over my shoulder aszdxfcghvjbkn
ohhhhhh darling stop reading stop reading stop reading
put it down. 
this entire scene is confusing and heartbreaking
ive seen this film 10000000 x and im still not sure i fully understand
his laughing is so much like sobbing here
omg moonshine its okay you can cry. let it all out. 
newspaper clips in a real file???? mmmm - unprofessional or arthur’s manifestation of news??
🤔
we love pathetic fallacy in this house
i wanna get you in the shower and wash you down and feed you and wrap you in my warm embrace “i had a bad day”
my dark angel, it’s okay. i’m here. i love you and im staying with you no matter what
sophie was his last hope, his last chance to reconnect
again im not excusing it lmao but im saying i understand him
hes touching everything to experience it for the first time
he knows shes a daydream
hes self-aware but he needs his coping mechanisms
we all do it
not the breaking in, i mean the daydreaming 
“i had a bad day” shatters my black, shrivelled heart 💔💔💔💔💔💔
ohhh, darling.
istg you’re the only person i ever fucking coo at 
finger-guns = reconnecting = remember me see me
but i guess to sophie it came across as ominous/creepy??
poor arthur trying so hard to reconnect to people and he just cant do it he doesnt have the social know-how bc no one bothered to ever teach him
again im not saying its okay im just saying
lmao i hate how i always feel like i have to justify myself even before thats called into question pffft the internet is cruel and prev times ive voiced myself ive been sent rude messages and once bitten twice shy
the sword forgets but the tree remembers
hes sobbign and laughing and its gut-wrenching
that neighbour yelling “shut up” better catch these hands imma square up
have some compassion dickwad
you never know what someones going through so be kind
always always be kind
^^^ film takeaway right there
if looks could kill penny would be 6 feet under
OH WAIT LMAOOOO 😂😂😂😂😂😂
in killing her he sets himself free. but the trauma and the damage done to him leaves him open to more of the same bc hes so vulnerable
that heart-rate monitor went quiet so quickly did he tune it out????
OMG THE WAY HE REHEARSES FOR THE SHOW YOU SWEET MAN OMG YOU DESERVE THE WORLD
sir thats my seat lmao my throne of red
“yeah? all of you? okay” 🤡🤡🤡
us lining up to fuck him into next week 😂
THATS LIFEEEEE ~ 
the fuck kinda hair dye you usin’???
CHOKE ME W THOSE BICEPS
DANCIN TOGETHER IN THE BATHROOM
THOSE HIPS DONT LIEEEEE 👀👀
scissors = pre-med murder but triggered by “my boy” - term used by abusers. 
poor angel’s triggered by lots of things, i think. theres no telling what triggers his violence and thats what makes him dangerous
could be anything and theres also no telling what his “you wronged me” scale is so ??? 
he’s like a kicked dog... lashes out when hes had so much and wont/cant take anymore
“COMING” yeaaaaah i bet....👀
“i stopped taking my medication and i feel a lot better now” GET OUT GET OUT THATS A RED FLAG OUUUUUUUUUUT YOU GO
OOOOOH JOKER’S LAUGH IS OUT - HES MOCKING YOUUUU AND YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IT BOY’S SMARTICLES
this is why arthurs so dangerous. he looks lithe and weak and fragile but he takes down a man twice his size with scissors in one hit
do not underestimate him it’ll be the last thing you ever do
I WANNA LICK THE BLOOD OFF HIS FACE
BRITISH ACCENT ON POINT 
LMAO he’d so mock me for mine 😂
“you were the only one who was ever really nice to me” a moral codeeee; flexible morality like meeee ~ 
okay but he so made gary jump bc he knew gary was too scared to move otherwise
loooooving the gallows humour with the door lock PFFFT
gotham slept on arthur dude’s hilarious
OH OMH OMG OMGOMOMGOMGOMGOMGOKMG JOKER JOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKER
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY LOVE MY LIFE MY CLOWN MY HUSBAND OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
IM CRYINGGGGGGGG
JOKERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
JOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKER
I CANT BREATHE FUCK OMFFFFF LOOK AT HIIIIIIM
LOOOOOOOOOK LOOK LOOK ASZDXFCGVHJBKLKJHGFDSZDXFGHJHKJLKJHGFD
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MY LOVE MY LIFE MY JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKER
JOKERJOKERJOKER
LMAO HE’D BE GIGGLING AT ME RIGHT NOW OMGGGG
lmao let randall rot there fuck hiiiiiiim (and not in the fun way)
i want Joker to touch my clit like he did the lift button 👀
ohhhhh look at you having fun on the stairrrs
happy babyyyy ~ 
dancing  towards what you believe to be your death
so glad you changed your punchline at the last minute you didnt deserve to die
SWEET FLAWLESS ANGEL I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
his “oh” when the cops come lmaooooo ~ 
he does that when you grind down hard on him...👀
so used to pain he gets up from being hit by a car and carries on 😔
run baby run...
hes so agile and so quick on his feet
thinks fast too
arthur for fuck’s sake dont you dare stop
you’re almost there, my love.
im so so proud of you
SASSY DANCING ANGELLLL
i love that smug smirk he has and that chuckle omg lmaooooo ~ 
i’d do anything to see you look at me with such pride
ooof you look so angry in the subway but i’d happily cup your face in my hands and smother you in kisses
your eyes red rimmed with tears. youve been sweating and crying ohhhh ~ 
my love omg you didnt want this, you didnt want the riots and you dont know how it spun so outta control and you didnt choose this
i so desperately want to be with you right now
“i dont believe in anything” THATS OKAY I DIDNT NEED MY HEART ANYWAY
I MEAN ITS ALREADY YOURS BUT YOURE STANDING ON IT OUCH
💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
“mm-hm” i love that little noise
“i love dr sally” BITCH YOU HAVE A WIFE AT HOMEEEE
“THATS WHAT YOU CALLED ME ON THE SHOW. A JOKER. DO YOU REMEMBER?” THATS SUCH A DANGEROUS LOOK ON HIS PERFECT FACE LMAO MURRAY HAD ONE CHANCE TO CHANGE HIS MIND AND APOLOGISE AND HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT LMAO
fuck ‘em, Joker.
You deserve better
GET
THAT
FUCKING
GUN
AWAY
FROM
YOUR 
FACE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all that pain in his eyes....
oh, darling. how did no one see you????
his backstage dancing got me 💦💦💦
hes so ethereal and mysterious, so free yet so constrained, so beautiful and so himself
i love him i love him i love him i love him
smile playing as he comes out on stage lmao even now hes being told what to do and how to act
hes never free
spinny baby
you spin me right round...
he suits the stage so well
lmao woop sexual assault (kissing dr sally without consent) isnt a good move Joker but damn what a first kiss...
never thought i’d be jealous of an elderly woman but here we are 🤡
he looks so good under the lights omg so crisp....
wanna mess and smear it uuuuup
~
you’re all being mocked and none of you fucking know it lmao get wrecked
memory problems bcof the notebook + “get it right” - he really cares
ohhhhhh baby come on change your punchline, come on....
okay but that drunk driver joke does make me giggle lmao it’s so out there and honestly my sense of humour is just as dark as his is
i just sHIVERED 🥵
“arthur” HE SAID CALL HIM JOKER DONT BE RUDE
ohhhhh i’m cryingggg 😭😭😭😭😭😭
i cant watch this without crying ohhhh all that pain, all that suffering and all that anger, confusion and betrayal. a mental breakdown on nat tv and no one sees him. how the fuck are you all so blind?????
“mur-rray” LMAO YOU FUCK MY NAME I FUCK YOURS
SAY IT JOKER IM SO SO PROUD OF YOUUU
hes speaking facts
“they couldnt carry a tune to save their lives” and that eye roll and groan yes we stan a dramatic CLOWN
this is fucking heartbreaking omg “i dont care about anything” but then he rants in the next minute - so unpredictable and dangerous and untamed but so so pretty in his pain so beautiful and so free
but hes not free... not really
“werewolf” as a verb omg only you could make that work
im so fucking proud of you
“youre awful murray” ooooooooh....
LMAO JOKER’S JOKE BLEW MURRAT’S MIND
hes crying and shaking and no one ??? sees him ???? how????
i legit dont understand how people just dont see him? people see what they wanna see but it’s right there???
he seems almost surprised by the fact he killed him
YES GRAB MY FACE LIKE YOU DID THE CAMERA PLEASE
IN THE WHITE ROOOOOOOOOM
UGH I LOVE THIS SONG SO FUCKING MUCH ITS SUCH A FEEL GOOD SONG
GOTHAM IS SO PRETTY WHEN ITS ON FIRE OMG ITS SO ALIVE
I LOVE THE ENERGY THIS SCENE GIVES OFF
ITS LIKE HOW JOKER HIMSELF MAKES ME FEEL
ALIVE
his little “hi” like they can hear him 🥺🥺🥺🥺
his laughter omggg sweet angelllllll ~ 
“i know. isn’t it beautiful?” YES IT IIIIIS
AND SO ARE YOU
OH NO OMG NO NO NOPEEEE
this scene always scares me even though i know hes okay pffffft 
the birth of joker lmao
be careful with him please hes precious cargo
omggg i wanna sit on that car and wipe his blood away and help him to get home so i can patch him up
lmao im a scaredy cat til my loved ones are threatened then i scare up this fawn bites
i wanna help Joker to get help and support
i wanna love him through it all, the good and the bad
his slow dancing always gets me omg it’s arthur, still there, still suffering, still unseen and unloved
hes crying and hes in pain
blood smile - my inside is on the outside now and it still hurts
he didnt want any of this. he chose his name ubt not what came with it
my poor clown...... 
CRYINGGGGGG AGAIN
HIS GENUINE LAUGHTER SENDS ME OMG ITS SO PRETTY
i wanna make him laugh like that
it always makes me smile omg those cute lil hiccups 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
THATS LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFE
i love the audio muted during the scene he sings it omgg it’s so prettyyyy ~ i like to pretend hes singing to me sometimes asdfghjk
metaphorical or literal blood???
hes accepted who he is now.
hes free
dancing in the white light like an angel
i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love hiiiiiiiiiim ~ 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
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I SAID ANSWER ALL THE MF QUESTIONS BEECH DONT MAKE ME COME OVER THERE
Okie dokii
1. What’s one animal you wish you could have as a pet but can’t?
jellyfish
2. Favorite thing to wear to sleep?
Usually just shorts and a tshirt
3. What song really gets you going?
Right now, Lights Out by 3Teeth
4. Where do you usually eat your meals?
In my bedroom
5. Favorite meal: breakfast, lunch, or dinner?
I dont eat breakfast or lunch so
6. Most embarrassing habit?
Bein an asshole
7. Chocolate or fruity candy?
Fruity
8. Soft or hard tacos?
Depends on the taco, man.
9. Worst way to break up a fight?
/ryan stiles voice/ you guys wanna stop a fight
10. Best thing to say in an elevator of strangers?
I aint talk to people
11. What color/design are your bedsheets?
Just gray flannel
12. Any hidden talents?
I aint even got any obvious ones,
13. Favorite thing to drink out of (mug, glass, etc.)?
I love a good pint glass.
14. Socks or bare feet around the house?
Barefeet
15. Favorite board game?
Candyland bitches
16. Do you sleep with the fan on or off?
Always on
17. Heat on or keep it cold with lots of layers?
Cold with lots of layers.
18. Do you sing in the shower?
Always
19. Favorite song to belt out at the top of your lungs when you’re alone?
Grave by Hellyeah
20. Last thing you cried about?
Anxiety attack a couple weeks ago
21. At what age did you first have alcohol?
21, didnt have any before then
22. Relationship status?
Single but into someone
23. What’s the most amount of money you’ve spent on a single item of clothing?
I dont spend a ton on clothes but I think I payed like 60 dollars for a band shirt once
24. What do you typically wear to formal events?
Nicer clothes than usual?
25. Favorite memory?
Just bein a chill happy kid honestly,
26. Gum or breath mints?
Gum
27. Favorite shoes?
Mah boots.
28. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
This whole how I look situation.
29. What is the natural state of your hair?
I gots a shaved head
30. Have you ever had braces?
No, wish I did though, I hate my smile
31. Most dangerous thing you’ve ever done?
Overdose.
32. Most embarrassing thing your parents have caught you doing?
I dont know really. I think I embarrass my parents more than the other way around
33. Last time you had an orgasm?
A couple nights ago
34. Celebrity crush(es)?
Legit dont have any. I have no connection with any of them so
35. Windows or Mac?
Windows
36. How old were you when you learned to ride a bike?
Uhhh 7. Our neighbor taught me.
37. Makeup or natural?
Both. Both is good.
38. What color do you wear the most?
Black!
39. Favorite season?
Winter all the way
40. Umbrella or rain coat?
I live in the desert and it hasnt rained in like 6 months so neither. Whenever it rains I just stand outside.
41. Have you ever fallen out of a tree?
Prolly happened as a kid but I dont remember. We had a tree we all used to love climbing at the house I was a youngin at.
42. First car you ever owned?
Same car I have now, my 91 Nissian Pickup.
43. What time do you usually go to bed?
Anywhere from 12 to 2 am.
44. Are you a competitive person?
Not really no.
45. Least favorite color?
Yellow
46. First pet you’ve ever owned?
A fishy
47. Sweet or salty?
Why not both
48. Favorite pasta dish?
Anything with basil and olive oil 👌
49. Favorite kind of chips?
Nitro Takis are the shit
50. Talk about something you’re passionate about.
Music. Nuff said.
51. What are some of your hobbies?
Music, video games, gunpla, legos, anything that kinda creative really
52. Caffeine? If so, what kind?
Monsters
53. Favorite kind of pizza?
Extra pepperoni with anchovies 👌
54. Fast food or sit-down restaurant?
Fast food. I dont like eating around people
55. Lots of acquaintances or a handful of close friends?
Close friends.
56. Something that ruins your appetite?
Being in a bad mood
57. Favorite labels about you?
Eh
58. Are you a religious person?
Not anymore. I grew up that way but organized religion always pisses me off. Im much more spiritual
59. Night out with a bunch of friends in public or night in with one friend having deep conversations?
One friend
60. What size shoe do you wear?
11 1/2
61. Favorite thing about yourself?
The fact most people cant read my sarcasm
62. Have you ever told someone you loved them first?
I dont think anyone has ever told me first
63. Have you ever had sex on the first date?
Kinda sorta?
64. Heroes or villains?
Maximals all the way.
65. Favorite fruit?
Prolly mangos or strawberries
66. Least favorite fruit?
Unripe melon.
67. Favorite vegetable?
Potates
68. Least favorite vegetable?
I like all the ones ive had Im not picky but the lowest prolly be carrots?
69. How many plates can you eat at a buffet?
Usually 2 or 3
70. Favorite dessert?
Whiskey
71. Do you play any sports?
No, never been my thing
72. Age you learned how to swim?
7 or 8 I think.
73. Tell a funny story.
My boss keep salt lamps in every room of his house "just in case" of rfid waves (???) but refuses to wear a mask when he goes out cause "theres no proof it does anything".
74. What’s one interesting thing about your culture?
How much closer the brown side of my family is compared to the white side
75. What’s one annoying thing about your culture?
All the gossip, man.
76. What job would you be terrible at?
Math teacher.
77. Would you rather watch a TV show or a movie?
TV shows
78. What’s your favorite compliment to give?
Anything that makes someones day a little better!
79. What’s your favorite compliment to receive?
I do not like receiving compliments i always feel awkward
80. Has your opinion changed on something recently?
Not that I can think of off the top of my head
81. Do you always order the same thing at a restaurant or order something different each time?
Usually the same thing
82. What’s something you’ve always wanted to try but haven’t yet?
drug
83. If you could learn to do anything right now, what would it be?
Record
84. Favorite physical feature about yourself?
Ew
85. Least favorite physical feature about yourself?
The whole the things
86. What’s one amazing thing you did that nobody was around to see?
Survived 👈👈😎
87. If you could change your height, would you?
Maybe, I feel pretty short
88. What’s something you would rate 10/10?
Holding hands
89. Heels or flats?
Why not platform boots
90. What’s something you wish you had more knowledge about?
Music
91. Would you want to be famous?
No
92. What’s something you would get arrested for?
Prolly trespassing
93. What’s your spirit animal?
Water bears 🤔
94. What’s the luckiest thing that’s ever happened to you?
Won tickets and got to meet Jonathan Davis so that was pretty cool
95. Are you the type to have an organized mess, or no mess at all?
Organized mess
96. Do you tend to make decisions based on the past, present, or future?
All of the above if able
97. Are you a planner or a more spontaneous person?
Planner
98. Thoughts on the oxford comma?
Important
99. What do you hope never changes?
How close the sun is to the earth
100. How would you celebrate your 100th birthday?
I aint ever wanna be that old.
Thank you Audi!!
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blondecarfucker · 5 years
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Bed of Roses (Last Chapter - 21)
Roger Taylor x Reader
BoRhap!Roger Taylor x Reader
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Fic Summary: It's 1971. You just moved to London to study, and you find a band on a local pub after a bad date. The encounter doesn’t go the way you expect it, and neither does what follows this evening as you try to deal with loving Roger Taylor.
Fic Note: So I’ve had this story in my head for the last three weeks and finally decided to write it down. It’s completely planned. It will have 21 chapters and it’s divided in three acts: Dusk, Night and Dawn. It’s will be a bit angsty in the future, and it will most likely have some smut as well. I hope you guys enjoy it! Tell me what you think about it in the asks/comments/messages. If this is your first time stumbling upon Bed of Roses, thank you for stopping by! The rest of the story is in my masterlist, the link is in my bio - can't put the link here or else the post will disappear from the tags.
Chapter's notes: THE LAST CHAPTER. I CANT FUCKING BELIEVE. i feel like before i start my thank yous i could give you some weird trivia on the story. i wrote the entire outline for the fic at a weekend shift at work, where i always have free time. i had some smaller ideas - them meeting at a bar and not seeing again, the whole kensingon-taxi-class thing from the beginning - but there was a sudden burst of inspiration and in like twenty minutes the outline was done, and very little has changed, i mostly just added some more details. also, i imagine the reader as alicia silverstone in the 90s?? idk. i just do. also, the reader thing with new york comes from the fact that i lived there for a while and i miss it so much, so thats why theres so much detail about places and stuff - its my form of revisiting my favourite spots there. also, will (REMEMBER WHEN) was written with sebastian stan in mind, and liv tyler (in her lord of the rings days) was poppy. i did too much research for this fic on queen history, and everytime i had to change something (especially in the first act) so the dates made more sense, it KILLED ME.
anyway, now the thank yous: SHIT THIS FIC IS SUCH AN IMPORTANT CHAPTER ON MY LIFE. its my first time writing such a long story without abandoning it, and my first time writing fiction in english, so i learned so much!! i was doing some research the other day, and the great gatsby is like 47k words long, and the first harry potter is around 70k words long - bed of roses is around 60k words long. this is crazy.
it's also my first story to get this many readers interacting with me, and i'm so grateful for you all!! i thought about thanking you all by name, but i dont want anyone to feel left out so i just want every and each one of you reading these words to know: if you read my story, thank you. thank you for giving me your time of the day, thank you for connecting with what i wrote, thank you for telling me in any way possible that you've enjoyed it. thank you. a writer must write, but theres not a lot of joy in talking to an empty room. you filled my small room with warmth and love and there's not enough words to express my gratitude for you all. thank you.
about my writing: i plan on FINALLY DOING THE MANY REQUESTS I HAVE IGNORED OVER THIS FINAL ACT OF BED OF ROSES - requests are still open, too! i'm also outlining a smaller roger x reader fic where she's one of the videographers on the news of the world documentary, so keep an eye out for that! i'm gonna open a permanent taglist for the requests (and eventual new fic), so if you want to be added, hit me up in the ask box/comments/inbox!
anyway i'll finally wrap up this chapter's note cause you have the final chapter to read. enjoy my loves
Words: nearly 4k
Warnings: none??? part of their dialogue is inspired by some of my favourite movies and books like her and the wife and almost famous and before sunrise and the fault in our stars and eternal sunshine of the spotless mind and maybe more I DONT KNOW ITS BEEN AN EMOTIONAL RIDE OK I CANT EVEN REMEMBER WHERE DID I PULL THIS FROM EXACTLY. some errors too cause i didnt revise it completely my bad im crying ok
 ACT 3 - DAWN
"It's the moment night time seems weaker and everything seems easier to figure out"
 Chapter 21
Roger lit a cigarette in the train cabin, and tried to open the top window, the one you can usually pull open.
"Rog, it's not gonna open, you know", you told him as you watched him fiddling with the glass.
"I guess you're right. Hope you won't be bothered by the smoke", he said, taking a puff.
"I won't if you share it with me", you answered, and with a half smile on his lips, Roger lifted the cigarette to your lips, and you breathed in the smoke while looking at him through your lashes.
"Don't look at me like that. Especially if the cigarette smoke is going to leave the cabin sultry and hot", he told you, and you laughed.
"Yeah, and we won't do anything about it", you said, trying to make yourself more comfortable in your seat.
"And why is that?", he asked, batting his lashes innocently at you, you you lightly elbowed his ribs.
"We need to do something else, something we've been ignoring the whole trip", you said, and he raised his brow. "We need to talk about us", you told him, and he breathed out, smoke coming out of his nose.
"I guess you're right again", he said, then slid a bit down on his seat.
You didn't think much about talking about your future with Roger while in Paris, so now has to be the time, on a train that will take you to London and to a whole month of Roger being away, promoting News Of The World.
While in Paris, you never talked to Roger about the future, and talks of the past where subtle - you talked about how you felt with the development Doctor Who took over the years, but didn't think much about the fact that you were separate during years of the show.
You enjoyed the city, but most of all, you enjoyed each other's presence, not only going to museums, churches and castles around you, following them up with fancy dinners and walks along the Seine, but you also spent time inside the room, in your pajamas, ordering take out from restaurants you found on the phone book, having a hard time trying to speak french as Roger tickled the sole of your feet and kept trying to distract you.
You would always remember the peace you felt as you ate cheap chinese food on Roger's shirt on the balcony at night, the Eiffel Tower shining over your meal and Roger's electric blue eyes as he hummed early David Bowie's songs under his breath, or how at home you felt sitting on the couch, Roger on the floor with his head on your lap, his soft strands on your fingers as you tried to braid them while watching re-runs of I Dream of Jenie, Roger focused, trying to understand the french dubbing until he noticed what you were doing.
"Babe, are you trying to braid my hair? Think I'd look better if I'd look more girly?", he said, moving his head back so he can look at you.
"Yeah. Always thought so, but I'll have to keep imagining, since your hair is too short to braid", you pouted, and he laughed.
"Don't you like my new hair, then?", he asked, pouting back, and you moved your head to his level so you could press a quick kiss to his lips.
"I love it, Rog. Especially cause since it's shorter, it looks even messier after I pull it", you said, and he smirked. "My favourite look of yours is when you're all dishevelled after sex", you winked, teasing him.
"That's my favourite, too", he said, turning completely around and pulling you in for a kiss, his hand on the back of your neck.
But now, while in the smoke filled train cabin, you needed to make a few things clear.
"I've been avoiding this for a reason", he said, looking out the window, and you raised your brow, waiting for him to explain. "I have this weird, innate fear of you telling me it's all good but you don't want to see me again, or something", he said, and you gave him a half smile.
"I don't want to do this, Rog. And I won't do it", you told him, and he sighed in relief.
"Even though loving you is a bit complicated, I'll admit. Especially if you're me", you shrugged, and he turned to you, confused.
"Let me explain. I loved your idea for a bed of roses, a few days ago, cause it can exemplify our relationship so well. The roses feel so good against the skin, the smell is so intoxicating, it looks so beautiful - maybe too beautiful, ethereal, even. But then there's always a few thorns here and there, and they hurt so much when they lodge themselves on my skin, but I'm so intoxicated by the whole experience that I don't mind - I convince myself that it's nothing, and even that it's already part of me already, cause the thorns fit so perfectly on me, on my little stabs made by myself, by my own insecurities", you say, and he stares at you.
"What I'm trying to say is that every minute that I'm with you always distract me from the issues that come with being with you - the fact that there's a few expectations that come with being your serious girlfriend, be them always travelling with you while we're young, or eventually staying home once we have kids, knowing that you'll eventually cheat on me with a younger version of myself, while I'm too tired of taking care of the babies to even think about my sexual needs", you said, and you watched him frown.
"I'm not sure where you're going with this-", he started saying, but you cut him off.
"Let me finish, I promise it will get better", you said, fixing your posture as you start again. "But the thing is, I love you. I always have, ever since I started talking to you, you always trying to outflirt me, always seeing me as your equal. You desire me, but you also listen and see me as another human being, you never back down or ignore me if I challenge one of your beliefs, and you never treat me as a trophy-wife-to-be", you say, and you can feel your eyes fill with tears, but you're smiling. That's what you always loved about Roger. He smiled back at you.
"And because I love you, I don't want to deny myself the pleasure of being with you. I'd rather be in a bed of roses than in an empty bed - or worse, a blank bed, someone being there just so it's less cold at night. I want to be with you, Rog", you say, and he pulls you in for a hug, and you hold him back for a few moments before pulling away and looking at him in the eye.
"But also because I love you and I want to be with you, Rog, I don't want us to try to fit into this type of relationship I just mentioned. I don't want you to make me the other woman, either, when you eventually find someone so you can settle down, if it's not me" you said, rubbing your nose. "I guess I want to settle down with you, eventually, as we planned before, but this whole thing - living together and cheating if we're away for too long - it kills me, and I think it kills you, too. I respect you too much to want to cheat on you again, cause if I ever do and you never find out, I'll lose respect for you, and the same thing will happen if you cheat on me and I don't find out. And these are ugly truths, but this isn't our first time together; we know each other, we need to think about this", you told him, and he nodded.
"And I need to make it clear that I'll never be a simple rockstar housewife - I'll never be able to quit my job and look out for the kids while you travel the world and I make them lunch. I'll never be able to sit down on a dinner table on some award show with you and when someone asks me what I'll do, I'll smile as I say I'm a king-maker. I'm not", you said, firmly.
"And I'll never be satisfied with dumb spa and shopping trips as you do the actual work when we travel. If I have to live this life, I'll resent you, and I don't want that. I like being domestic with you, but this type of forced domesticity will poison us again - we're both too wild, too career-focused, for this. We've always been similar", you said, and he gave you a smile as you sighed. "I guess that's all I have to say", you shrugged, and he laughed. "Not much, right?", he said, running his fingers on his hair, pulling the strands back.
"Guess it's my turn now", he said, and you nodded, encouraging him. "When I saw you again, at the pub, there was so much that I wanted to say. I mostly wanted to apologize - it got lost as I got infatuated with you again, and tried to get you in bed - you know, usual stuff", he winked, and you laughed.
"But yeah, I kept looking at you while you updated me on your life, your skin glooming under the stars and the moonlight, and I couldn't stop thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. All the pain we caused each other. Everything I put on you. Everything I needed you to be or needed you to say. Cause no matter what - even if you had decided on never seeing me again after all this - I'll always love you, because we grew up together. And you helped make me who I am", he said, moving strands of your hair behind your ear.
"I just want you to know that there will always be a piece of you in me, always. Whatever someone you become, wherever you are in the world, however this" he said, pointing his finger to the two of us "works out, in whatever form it might take", he said, sighing "I'll always send you love. Before being anything else to me - and I hope to God you're always something more - you'll always be my friend, to the end", he told you, and the tears were already streaming down your cheeks. His cheeks soon mirrored yours.
"And now, after you so eloquently told me all your fears about our future, I need you to know something else, too", he said, as you wiped the tears under your eyes. "I always loved you for being the way you are. You always challenge me, you always make me work harder, try harder, to be better. And it's not even something you force me to do; I just follow your lead. The way you look was what first got into me, I won't lie, but the way you are is what made me stay. It's what will always make me stay", he said, a genuine smile on his lips. He made you feel warm, like the sun.
"You're the smartest person I know, you're funny, you enjoy sex, you're unapologetic, you're proud of who you are, even proud of your insecurities. And you have such a huge importance in my life: you made me who I am. Whatever way you want to make us work, I trust you. I just want to be with you, in whatever form it takes", he said, smiling, and then getting up and opening his bag.
"I forgot to give you something", he said, pulling a string out of the front pocket. You recognized the red glimmer. It was the heart necklace. "It's still yours to keep. Even though it's not in its original glory, it will always be yours. The necklace and my heart", he said, and you couldn't help but smile at him.
"Always so cheesy, Taylor", you said, joking as you moved your hair to the side so he could put the necklace on.
"You always loved it", he winked, and you laughed. "I do", you said, smiling.
"So, what does it all mean? Where are we?", you asked, and he shrugged. "Wherever you want us to be. I just hope that you keep me around", he told you sincerely.
"I will. So, we're not going back to our old ways, right? We're not back at sharing a flat and stuff", you said, and he nodded. "Sure".
"And you're going to spend a month away, all around the world. I don't want you to feel pressured not to cheat", you said, and he nodded again.
"Yeah, and you're back in London, starting a new job. I don't want you to be worried, too", he said.
"So, maybe no exclusivity, this time? At least not now. This is still debatable, in the future", you said, and he agreed.
"Makes sense. But I'll have a hard time desiring anyone but you", Roger said in a low voice, and you laughed to break any mood that might have settled. You needed to get things clear before making out in the train cabin.
"Me too, Rog. But I don't want to create any expectations of loyalty because we know each other too well, and I don't want a stupid fight to break this thing we're building together", you said.
"It's a good idea. So, no titles, too? I can't call you my girlfriend?", he said, and you laughed.
"You can, if you want to", you told him, and he pulled you closer to him.
"Good, cause I want to call you that on the News of the World launch party, that I'm hoping you'll go as my date", he said, pressing a kiss on top of your head, breathing in your fruity smell.
"Of course I'll go. I need to see the boys again", you told him, and he laughed.
"So you're not going for me, then?", he pouted, and you laughed again.
"No, I'm just going so I can meet Deacy's kid", you told him, and it was his turn to laugh.
-
Once you got to London, Roger offered to go to the airport alone - he had to get on his flight, and he was late. He knew you had to go home and get ready for work tomorrow, but you wanted to spend as much time with him as possible.
He looked relieved when you got on a cab with him to Heathrow.
"Big day tomorrow, huh", he said, rubbing your arm.
"Yeah, I still can't believe I'm finally going to work at the British Museum. It's so surreal, it feels like a dream. Like I'm living someone else's life", you said, looking out at the window, the early sunday morning reminding you of fresh starts - you were in the middle of one.
"Well, it's your life, and it's your job, cause you deserve it, babe. I never met someone who worked so hard to get where they want", Roger said, smiling, proud.
"I did. You and the boys", you said, and he huffed. "Guess you're right. Me and that pack of idiots, we turned out okay", he joked.
Once you got to the airport, you followed him to his gate.
You were feeling nervous - you had him for a week, and now it's time to say goodbye again.
You're both aware that the rest of the band is already waiting impatiently in the jet, but you can't help it - you hug him, dropping your luggage on the floor, and he does the same, the hug soon turning into a kiss as you rub your hands on each other's body, as if you're trying to remember how every inch of the other feels like, as if you're both about to disappear.
But the airport worker clears her throat, and you break the kiss, looking at each other longingly.
"Don't say goodbye", you beg Roger, putting your hand on his lips as he opens his mouth.
"See you soon", he says between your fingers. You smile at him, grateful he found a way with words so you're not repeating the same old goodbyes.
"See you soon, Roger", you say, hugging him again for a few seconds, just trying to capture every detail - his smell, the feeling of his arms around you, his body against yours.
And once he has to go into the jet, you go to the glass wall, and you can swear you see some familiar faces from the windows of the jet.
But before you can focus, soon Roger's well known face takes over the window you're watching, and he puts a hand on the glass.
You can't help but think about the last time you did that with him, him being on your place as you were inside the plane, moving to another country, your heart weighing down on you, filled with doubts.
But now your heart warmed you up, filled with joy and love, and you could feel Roger's crystal heart on top of your chest. He was right. There would be always a piece of him on you, too.
-
Epilogue: News of the World Launch Party
"Y/N! You're back!" Brian's voice welcomed you to the ballroom.
You squeezed Roger's hand - it was the first time you saw the band in years, and you couldn't help but feel a bit nervous about it.
"Darling, you're really back! We thought Roger was getting high too often and hallucinated a week in Paris with you. But I guess you did come back to him", Freddie said, hugging you by the side as he held a glass of champagne on his other hand.
"I'm back with him only so I can see you all again, of course", you said, winking at Roger as he pretended to be offended.
But then you heard Deacy and Veronica scream your name in unison, and you turned to see them.
"So you're really back!!" Deacy said, but your eyes were on the baby boy on his lap.
"This is the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life.", you said, trying to get his attention. Roger looked at you, adoringly, as you moved your eyes to Veronica.
"Ronnie!! You're so big!" you said, trying to hug her through her belly. "It's coming out in a few months! It's a boy, Michael. Someone our young Rob can play with", she said, and Roger frowned.
"I could swear it was a girl", he said, and John smiled. "Maybe next time", he said.
"Hey, Bob. Do you want to play with me? C'mon", you said, and he motioned to go to your arms. You picked him up as he started playing with your hair.
"You'd be a good mom, Y/N", Veronica said, and you got tense. "God, Ronnie, don't even joke about this", you said, and Roger chuckled. "It's a sensitive topic at the moment", he explained.
"The moment will take quite some time, you know", you told him, the youngest Deacon pulling your earring before playing with the crystal heart on your neck.
You talked to the boys and Veronica for a while, updating each other, but no one brought up how you and Roger got back together. It just felt natural - no need to question.
You stayed with Roger for the whole night - behind the cameras as he did press, by his side during dinner - where he was back at his old ways, teasing you lightly with his hand under the table. You felt good in his arms, getting back into his life.
He was interested in getting back into your life, too. He came back to London last night, and went straight to dinner with you. You were trying different food, and now was time to try Indian food.
As he ate his Chicken Tikka Masala, dipping the naan in the sauce, you invited him for a party your bosses would be throwing next month to celebrate a new exhibit.
He gave you a bright smile. "I'd love to be your date, my love", he said.
And after the Deacons went home - Robert was asleep on his father's lap - the party got louder, the dance floor more full. You could swear you saw an angular face that could only belong to Bowie pick someone to dance - was this Princess Leia? - but before you could process the whole situation, Roger pulled you to dance.
"Thought you didn't dance, Mr Taylor", you told him, wrapping your arms around his neck as you tried to slow dance to All The Young Dudes, by Mott The Hoople.
"I don't dance very well, indeed. But it's just an excuse to be so close to you in public, and God, I'm dying to call you Ms Taylor", he said, and you chuckled.
"Take it slower, Rog", you told him, and he leaned in to rest his head on the curve of your neck. "And why do you want to be close to me in public? Is it still one of your weird fetishes?", you joked, and you felt him laugh against your skin.
"No, it's just that you've been killing me with this dress of yours, and you've been killing a lot of the guys here, too. Could swear I saw Bowie checking you out", he told you, and you gasped.
"Taylor, don't even joke about this. I'd have a heart attack", you said, and he laughed. "You'd leave me here for Bowie, is that it?", he asked, and you laughed.
"Of course not. I just have a hard time wrapping my head around the fact that he might acknowledge my existence", you said, and it was his turn to laugh. "The only eyes I really like to feel on me when I look away are yours, Rog", you said, and he gave you a quick kiss.
"Okay, had enough of trying to dance. Let's get some fresh air", he told you, and you followed him to the balcony.
As the cold, fresh air brushed against your exposed skin, you heard the first notes to Tiny Dancer, by Elton John. You walked to the balcony, leaning in and taking in the view of London at night.
Roger soon took you into his arms, hugging you from behind, and you felt safe, his body heart making you warm in the cold evening as he jokingly whispered "Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man" into your ear, and you scoffed. "Slower, Taylor", you told him, and he laughed.
"However you want it, babe", he said, now paying attention to the view, focusing on the feeling on you in his arms again. Finally.
 But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When I say softly, slowly
 "I could die right now, Y/N. I'm just... happy. I've never felt this type of happiness before. I'm just exactly where I want to be", Roger said in his husky voice, and you nodded lightly in agreement.
Because in Roger's arms, you feel home. You feel what you hoped to feel for years - what got you to move to London in the first place. You feel like you belong.
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1988 Special
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novadox · 5 years
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100 truths
tagged by @pinkpiri
ill put all of this under the cut so it wont be long
1.) Real Name: jacobie
2.) Nicknames: cobie, c 
3.) Zodiac Sign: scorpio
4.) Male or Female: female
5.) Nursery: dont remember anything about nurseries 
6.) Primary School: didnt care what i looked like,,,
7.) Secondary School: was great but it went poof during my last year
8.) Hair color: pinkish,,,blonde
9.) Long or Short: short
10.) Loud or Quiet: quiet
11.) Sweats or Jeans: jeans
12.) Phone or Camera: both!
13.) Health Freak: ehhh???? no
14.) Drink or Smoke: i drink sometimes,,,
15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: i guess you can say that??
16.) Political orientation: in this economy?
17.) Piercings: my ears
18.) Tattoos: 2 !
Have you ever been in:
19.) Airplane: yes
20.) Car *Accident*: no
21.) Fist Fight: no
Firsts:
22) First piercing: my ears
23.) First Best Friend: my friend abbi,,,havent spoken to her since she moved,,
24.) First Instrument played: drums !
25.) First award: uhhhh idk
26.) First Crush: small crush obn this dude who turned out to be gay lmao
27.) First Language: english
28.) First Big Vacation: idk???
Lasts:
29.) Last Person you talked to: my mom
30.) Last Person You Texted: my aunt
31.) Last Person You Watched: something about older minecraft lamo
32.) Last Movie You Watched: slumber 
34.) Last Song You listened to: eaiser by 5sos
35.) Last Thing You Bought: cold medicine
36.) Last Person You Hugged: uhhhhhhhhhh
Favorites
38.) Drinks: water, sod,,sweet tea
39.) Clothing: button up shirts,,,big t shirts,,,skinny jeans,
40.) Book: i dont,,,,remember….
41.) Color: pink, blue, and black
42.) Flower: !!!! all
43.) Music: heavy rock, j-rock, k-rock/pop
44.) Movie: train to busan,,,,always
46.) Subjects: ,,,forensics
In the last year
47.) [ ] Kissed in the rain
48.) [x] Celebrated Halloween.
49.) [x] Had Your Heart Broken
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
51.) [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation.
52.) [] Used a Weapon 
53.) [ ] Breathed fire 
54.) [ ] Had an Abortion
55.) [x] Done something you’ve Regretted  
56.) [x] Broke a Promise
57.) [x] Kept a Secret
58.) [x] Pretended To Be Happy
59.) [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life
60.) [x ] Pretended To Be Sick
61.) [ ] Left The Country
62.) [x] Tried something you normally wouldn’t like, and liked it.
63.) [x] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64.) [x] Ran a Mile 
65.) [x] Went To the Beach
66.) [] Stayed Single
Currently
67.) Eating: nothing jriwelkf
68.) Drinking: none 
69.) Getting Ready To: go to work soon
70.) Listening To: nothing atm
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: work,,,,,
72.) Waiting for: uhhh,,,idk
Your future
73.) Want Kids: kind of??
74.) Want To Get Married: maybe
75.) Careers in mind: i have no idea,,,
What’s better on a guy or girl
76.) Lips or Eyes: lips
77.) Shorter or Taller: t…tall…..
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: arms i guess??
80.) Sensitive or Loud: sensitive, loud girls 
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: relation,,,but i guess hooking up isnt too bad,,,
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: hesitant
Have you ever
83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: yes
84.) Ran Away From Home:mo.
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defence: no
86.) Killed Somebody: no 
87.) Broken Someone’s Heart: yes
88.) Been Arrested: no
Do you believe in
90.) Yourself: still figuring that one out
91.) Miracles: sure
92.) Love at First Sight: kind of
93.) Heaven: im not really religious 
94.) Santa Claus: no
95.) Easter Bunny: no
96.) Magic: yes
97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: ,,,maybe
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: ehhhh
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You’re With: not with anyone atm
100.) Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People: i tag @jinsdykegf @wavesgf @miyagf @bikergangkitty 
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kronos-the-timelord · 5 years
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do all the things !!!! from the admitting stuff post !!!!!!!! I dare you !!!!
i’ll do it,,, i’m not a weinie >:l
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? - it was one of my parents so no 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? - no 3. Have you taken someones virginity? - ???? idk???4. Is trust a big issue for you? - kind of,, i was raised to always be wary of ppl, but my friends are some of the ppl i trust the most5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? - no but he’s coming back to the states tomorrow!!!6. What are you excited for? - my bf coming back7. What happened tonight? - i ordered pizza and took a nap8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? - no, but i do get really worried for them bc ppl suck and are horrible9. Is confidence cute? - fuck yeah!!10. What is the last beverage you had? - water11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? - i trust more women, but the guys i do trust are mostly family and then like 3-5 friends/boyfriend’s family 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? - i only own skinny jeans13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? - hang out with my boy and his family14. What are you going to spend money on next? - probably a background check,,,, im not explaining it further15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? - it was my puppy,,, so no,,, but i do give him many cuddles16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? - probably,,,, hopefully,,17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? - tbh @memeathon and @keencheckerboard bc i see them a lot and ive known them for a while,, theyve heard and seen some things about me18. The last time you felt broken? - uhhhhhhhh,, not really sure,,,,, my memory is bad 19. Have you had sex today? - nope20. Are you starting to realize anything? - nuhuh21. Are you in a good mood? - yes22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? - fuck yeah, sign me up 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? - yes24. What do you want right this second? - more reeses 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? - i think the fuck not,,,,, no26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? - yes, but i wanna dye it27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? - no,, i gotta giggle,,i can’t just laugh at myself28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? - my giant dog was curled up on the smallest section of the couch so my mom could cuddle him 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? - my boyfriend ;-;,, he goes to school in england so he’s been gone most of the past school year30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? - i think it depends on the second chance,, like anyone besides someone who cheated, rape/molested, abused, ect. i feel like can get a second chance31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? - no :0,, it was my boy!! i love him!!!32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? - yes,,, he’s known for like 3-4 years33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? - kind of,,, i prefer to drink water, but sometimes i just need that bubble34. Listening to? - noises on my street35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? - yes!! i love pencils,, but ive been using marker pens lately36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? - he’s downstairs being cuddled my mom bc he’s a cuddly puppy37. Do you believe in love at first sight? - no,, like its more of attraction at first sight,, i wouldn’t call it love38. Who did you last call? - my mom39. Who was the last person you danced with? - i think it was one of my coworkers actually,,, we get bored sometimes and just jam at work when we’re doing nothing else40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? - he’s a v cute puppy,, he needs to know he’s loved41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? - i was actually about to go eat one,,,,42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? - yes!!!43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? - oh,, yeah,,,, definitely,,,,44. Do you tan in the nude? - i don’t tan45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? - no,, in fact, i would give him more smooches46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? - no47. Who was the last person to call you? - my manager Rachel!!! shes great and i love her48. Do you sing in the shower? - sometimes,, not lately tho49. Do you dance in the car? - no,, sneezing is difficult,, dancing is more so 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? - yes!! it was one of the years i was at girl scout camp!!51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? - about a year ago,,, it was for my senior pictures52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? - yes, but they’re great!!!53. Is Christmas stressful? - yes and i hate it 54. Ever eat a pierogi? - maybe??? idk55. Favorite type of fruit pie? - apple56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? - obstetric nurse!!57. Do you believe in ghosts? - yes,, too many weird things have happened to me and my family to not to 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? - yes,, when i was younger i used to get dreams that like, predicted, what was going to happen the next day,, like one that i remember is in 3rd grade is my friend was standing in front of the lockers in a blue shirt (i knew he didnt have one) and the next he came in and showed my his new shirt (blue) that he got after school that matched the lockers59. Take a vitamin daily? - no60. Wear slippers? - sometimes,, but i made them my outside slippers,,, ones that i wear when i dont want to wear actually shoes61. Wear a bath robe? - no, but ive looked at them before,, i want one62. What do you wear to bed? - t-shirt/tank top and either shorts or just my underwear63. First concert? - uhhhh, i think it was one on vacation,, but they were a band that dressed up as the beetles and played their songs64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? - ive sold my soul to target65. Nike or Adidas? - adidas (its my bf favorite brand)66. Cheetos Or Fritos? - cheetos67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? - sunflower seeds68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? - look what you made me do69. Ever take dance lessons? - i took ballet when i was younger70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? - not really,,71. Can you curl your tongue? - yes72. Ever won a spelling bee? - i got 3rd place in the one during second grade that was only for the second graders and v unofficial 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? - yes74. What is your favorite book? - the reciever of many series that @kata-chthonia has written,, its really good 10/10 would recommend 75. Do you study better with or without music? - its gotta be instrumentals or i do have a playlist that only has an africa cover my ninja sex party and i listen to that on repeat76. Regularly burn incense? - no,, but i burn many candles77. Ever been in love? - yes78. Who would you like to see in concert? - no one,,, im not the biggest fan of concerts79. What was the last concert you saw? - my highschools band 80. Hot tea or cold tea? - hot tea!!81. Tea or coffee? - tea!!!82. Favorite type of cookie? - chocolate chip83. Can you swim well? - yes,,, not commonly known fact but i wear a size 11 shoe (they’re actually bigger than my boyfriends and i think thats hilarious) so my feet are kinda like flippers84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? - yes, but not for long85. Are you patient? - yes86. DJ or band, at a wedding? - probably a dj bc its cheaper, but a band sounds fun!!!87. Ever won a contest? - yes, but it was a v tiny one on amino that im not part of any more 88. Ever have plastic surgery? - nope and dont want it89. Which are better black or green olives? - black,, but i do like the purple ones90. Opinions on sex before marriage? - im cool with it,, just depends on the ppl91. Best room for a fireplace? - living room92. Do you want to get married? - yeah
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ivarswickedqueen · 6 years
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Fever - part 14
Hi guys, I am alive, just busy. I wanted to give you a little drabble for Fever, but, as always I got kind of carried away, so I decided to call it a new chapter. 
You can read previous chapters in my Materlist
Word Account: cca 1800
Paring: Alex x Reader x Marco
Warning:18+
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You were sitting on the couch and you were extremely bored. You wanted to do something with Marco and Alex today, but they said they want to watch a football, to be more specific – Danish derby. You rolled your eyes and sighed in annoyance. It was Sunday afternoon and you wanted to do something more exciting than watch 22 men chase a ball for 90 minutes. You tried your best to change their mind, but they were really stubborn, especially Marco. He wore his FC Brondby shirt and to be honest, he looked absolutely delicious in it. You tried to seduce him couple times, but he kept ignoring you and watched the game intently. You sighed and started reading a book, sitting between them, your head on Alex’s shoulder. Alex played with your hair, but his eyes were glued to the TV screen.
“Come on guys, this is boring!” you tried again, but they kept ignoring you. You figured out, that trying to talk with Marco is pointless, so you started bothering Alex.
“Alex please, talk to me,” you said and scratched his leg with your nails lightly.
“Not now, babe!” Alex hushed you and you groaned.
“Fuck!!” Marco shouted and you saw that the other team scored a goal. Great, they will be extremely grumpy after the game, you sighed again and tried to read that annoying book you borrowed from your coworker. You thought that they will talk to you in the half time, but they discussed the first half and you felt like you are invisible. You could walk around them naked and they probably won’t notice. You kept reading your boring book when Brondby finally scored a goal. They both cheered loudly and you raised your eyebrow. They were like a little kids. Alex yelled something in Danish and Marco grabbed your face and kissed you deeply. He caught you by surprise and before you had a chance to react, his attention was on the TV again. You threw away the book and watched the game with more interest now, silently rooting for the Brondby team to score again, wanting another kiss from Marco. Next time you won’t let him go so easily. But unfortunately it was the other team, who scored again. Marco threw his head back, and put on his best bitch face. Truth to be told, he looked so god damn hot, when he was pissed. He made himself comfortable on the couch and spread his legs wide. You gulped and tried your best to avoid looking at him. He didn’t notice your hungry look, but Alex did and soon you felt his hot breath on your ear.
“Don’t you know that staring is rude, Y/N?” he asked and chuckled.
“Shut up,” you blushed and hit his shoulder.
“You want him, don’t you?” he provoked you again and you felt your cheeks turning red.
“Too bad, that he keeps ignoring his naughty little kitten,” Alex continued and you started squirming.
“And you would love to ride his dick like there's no tomorrow,” Alex kept teasing you.
“Didn’t you want to watch the game?” you asked him with hoarse voice.
“This is much more interesting at this moment, babe,” he giggled and you wanted to smack him over the head.  
“It’s so obvious that you desperately want to crawl between his legs and suck him real good,” Alex’s words and the sight of Marco already made you wet.
“Alex!!” You whined quietly.
“What’s up, babe?” he smirked.
“Stop it!” you begged him, but he was ruthless.
“I don’t think so. I bet you are already wet for him” he teased you again.
“Why don't you find out for yourself?” you snapped at him.
“Hmm, I won’t touch you right now, babe. You look so hot, when you are this desperate,” he smirked wickedly and bit the top of your earlobe playfully.
“You are terrible person, Alex,” you whimpered and studied Marco’s focused face. He looked so serious and yet so delicious. Alex was right, you wanted him and you wanted him bad.
“Noooo,” Alex suddenly shouted when the other team scored their third goal. You carefully looked at Marco and he didn’t react at all, he stared at the screen and then rolled over the couch and disappeared in his bedroom. You felt sorry for him, he seemed really sad and disappointed. You stood up, ready to follow him, but Alex stopped you.
“Let him be, Y/N. He is in really bad mood right now,” Alex warned you, but you didn’t listen to him and followed Marco inside his bedroom. You found him sitting on his bed, with his head in hands. You stopped next to him and caressed his hair hesitantly.
“I am so sorry that your team is losing, Marco,” you said quietly. He didn’t reply but he pulled you closer to him. You stood between his legs, slowly caressing the top of his head. He buried his head into your belly and sighed deeply. That moment lasted for a while, and you didn’t know what to do to make him feel better. You took his head in your hands and kissed his lips softly.
“Please don’t be sad, I hate to see you like this,” you begged him and he gave you a tiny smile.
“Come on Marco, I want to see that beautiful smile of yours,” you encouraged him and he smiled softly at you.
“See, that’s my boy,” you smiled back and caressed his cheek gently.
“Thank you, kitten, this was what I needed,” he finally said something and your heart flattered.
“Anytime, baby. There is no need to be sad over some stupid football game,” you said without thinking and his eyes turned dark in seconds. His reaction was quick and before you knew it, your back hit the bed.
“What did you say, kitten?” he growled and you shivered. You have never seen Marco so pissed and you kind of enjoyed that.
“I am so sorry,” you tried, but he wasn’t listening to you.
“Do you think that I didn’t notice how you were looking at me the whole evening?” he growled and you gulped.
“Do you think that I didn’t notice your hungry looks? It was so distracting, I couldn’t really focus on the game. So kitten, I think that it’s actually your fault that they are losing,” he said and you looked at him in disbelief.
“You can’t be serious, Marco,” you protested but he silenced you with rough kiss.
“I think I have to punish you, kitten,” Marco growled again and you felt the goose bumps forming on your skin. Marco quickly got rid of your clothes and started kissing your naked body teasingly slowly.
“Fuck Marco, you said you will punish me!” you protested and he smirked against your skin.
“Yes I did, kitten. Going at it slowly is the worst punishment for you,” he said and slowly circled your nipple with his tongue.
“Marco, please!” you begged but he ignored you. He was avoiding your nipples for a very long time, driving you insane. You were nearly crying, when he finally flicked his tongue over your sensitive nipple. His tongue was dancing on your erected buds, earning deep moans from your lips. He teased you with his teeth and you were moaning his name quietly, gripping his hair into your fist, trying to pull him closer to your chest, make him suck your nipples, but he only laughed and kept teasing you. You hummed when you felt his hand sliding down your body to your soaking wet pussy. He kissed his way to your ear.
”I love to make you this wet, kitten,” he purred into your ear and touched your clit lightly.
“Marco, please!” you begged him, twisting your hand into his yellow shirt.
“What do you want, kitten?” he smirked and kissed the side of your neck, while his fingers ghosted over your cunt.
“I need your long fingers inside me, Marco, please,” you whined shamelessly, begging him with your eyes.
“Is that what you want, kitten?” he chuckled and rubbed your clit gently.
“Yes” you moaned loudly, biting your lip, looking deep into his green eyes.
“I am not sure if you want it enough, Y/N,” he teased you and nibbled at your bottom lip playfully.
“Please, Marco! I was thinking about your fingers in my pussy the whole afternoon,” you admitted and enjoyed the satisfied look on his face.
“Is that true, kitten? Is that what you were whispering about with Alex earlier?” he asked and slowly slid his two fingers inside you.
“Not exactly,” you admitted.
“So what were you talking about?” he asked curiously.
“We were talking about how much I want your cock,” you said and he stopped fingering you and you whined.
“I think that I should give you what you want from me, kitten,” Marco said with lust clouded voice. He already forgot about your punishment. All he wanted was to be inside you as quick as possible.
He pulled down his black shorts, revealing his already hard cock. You wanted to touch him, but he smacked your hands away, no touching tonight, kitten, I have to punish you after all, he smirked and filled you slowly.
“Fuck, Marco!” you moaned deeply and enjoyed the feeling of being filled by his thick cock. Marco started moving slowly, rocking his hips in and out of you. His lips found your nipple and sucked it into his hot mouth, rolling the other one between his fingers.
“This feel so good, Marco babe. Don’t stop, please don’t stop!” you begged him, scared that he won’t let you cum. But it was not his intention. He kept thrusting into you, his hand was suddenly on your neck, choking you lightly, making you roll your eyes in pure pleasure. He kept his slow pace, slowly bringing you to a powerful orgasm. You felt your belly tightening and you were so close. Marco started pushing faster and faster and you felt your walls pulsing around his cock, bringing him closer to his own release. You came hard, moaning his name, breathing heavily, pulling him down for a loving kiss. He followed you quickly, kissing you back passionately. When you finally pulled apart you saw Alex leaning against the door frame.
“It ended 3:1,” he said to Marco and winked at you.
“Well, Marco just scored too. Do you want to equal the score?” you said and licked your lips seductively.
“So, are you telling me, that I have to score three times now?” he laughed already taking off his shirt, jumping on the bed to join you in another eventful Sunday for the three of you.
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acutest-angle · 5 years
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71,72,73,74,75,76,77,78,79,80,81,82,83,84,85,86,87,88,89,90,91,92,93,94,95,96,97,98,99,100,101,102,103,104,105,106,107,108,109,110,111,112,113,114,115,116,117,118,119,120,121,122,123,124,125,126,127,128,129&130
AND HERE GOES PART TWO
71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most?
Black shorts or jeans, yellow troye sivan shirt, and black and white flannel 
72: Post a selfie or two?
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73: Do you have platform shoes?
who do you take me for?? a gay thespian??? (i am but i dont have platform shoes)
74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself?
interesting is relative, but ig one interesting thing is ive been to denmark and if my mother speaks danish at me very slowly with her american accent i can understand it
75: Can you do a front flip?
yeah if i wanted to break my neck, killing me immediately
76: Do you like birds?
I FUCKING LOVE BIRDS
77: Do you like to swim?
i used to a lot more than i do now but i still enjoy it
78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you?
ice skating (i like to go nyoom nyoom)
79: Something you wish didn’t exist:
the police force and military 
80: Some thing you wish did exist:
magic, fae, other creatures
81: Piercings you have?
just my ear lobes
82: Something you really enjoy doing:
watching youtube, writing incorrect quotes on @incorrectk-popquotes, listening to music, reading fanfic, writing fiction, watching netflix, tbh studying but like i hate it too
83: Favorite person to talk to:
@thatnormalcrazygirl and @studiomayaz and oobmoobx
84: What was your first impression of Tumblr?
i joined when i was 11 or 12 when i had really no proper like interests so it was a big empty void with a bunch of cliches that i didnt fit into
85: How many followers do you have?
374
86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes?
i think so??? i used to be able to but i havent tried in a while i think i still could (granted i WILL have an asthma attack but thats not the question)
87: Do your socks always match?
no thats bad luck
88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely?
yeah
its actually really fun to bend myself in half and touch my forehead to my shins or between my legs
89: What are your birthstones?
amethyst
90: If you were an animal, which one would you be?
im no freakin furry
91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be?
idk like a rosebush: prickly, high maintenance, and a lot of like foliage to finally see the pretty flowers
92: A store you hate?
i dont particularly like shopping at walmart tbh
93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day?
too many
94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds?
fly (like reading minds would be sweet but also scary)
95: Do you like to wear camo?
as a gay: no
96: Winter or summer?
summer
97: How long can you hold your breath for?
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98: Least favorite person?
lets not get into personal tea
99: Someone you look up to:
my mom (as cliche as that is)
100: A store you love?
fucking target man
101: Favorite type of shoes
converse
102: Where do you live?
kansas city, mo babey
103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why?
nope i like meat
104: What is your favorite mineral or gem?
uuuummm im not super sure probably amethyst cuz im basic
105: Do you drink milk?
what am i Canadian??
106: Do you like bugs?
until i was like 13 i really wanted to be an entomologist so i dont mind most bugs
107: Do you like spiders?
FUCK no
108: Something you get paranoid about?
people hating me lmao
109: Can you draw:
i can draw diagrams for my science classes
110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked?
“tell me about your childhood trauma” on the first date
like lmao calm down
111: A question you hate being asked?
i dont really have a question i hate?? just some i wont answer but thats like dependent upon my moon
112: Ever been bitten by a spider?
i have a bad habit of bedding with spiders so yes i have
113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach?
i do yeah
114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days?
depends on my mood but i sure do love the sun
115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now:
wouldnt you like to know, weather boy
116: Favorite cloud type:
fluffy
117: What color do you wish the sky was?
i like the blue that it is
shows all the life sustaining O2 in our atmosphere
118: Do you have freckles?
As A Ginger
the answer is yes but not like the cute kind
119: Favorite thing about a person:
a personality that jives with me
120: Fruits or vegetables?
vegetables
im super picky about fruits
121: Something you want to do right now:
sleep
122: Is the ocean or sky prettier?
As Somebody Who Doesnt Live On A Coast i really like the sky
123: Sweet or sour foods?
both have a special place in my heart but id say sweet
124: Bright or dim lights?
dim i dislike artificial lights
125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature?
i dont not believe in anything but given that i have never seen anything i also dont super believe in anything u know
126: Something you hate about Tumblr:
the fact that nobody ever goes outside (like it probably isnt that deep b)
127: Something you love about Tumblr:
all of the really neat people ive met here
128: What do you think about the least?
oh this is an interesting questions but i never think about a lot of things
uuuuhhhmmmm what do i think about the least
things that make me unhappy
129: What would you want written on your tombstone?
“she tried her best but in the end it simply wasn’t enough”
130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now?
the list is extensive and static
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killerqueenjoy · 5 years
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99 Question Tag
okay okay I know i got tagged to do this like a month ago on my main blog by @santonicababy iM SORRY LIN ILY BUT THIS WAS SO DAMN LONG
1) DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED
I sleep in the room where everybodies closets are and they all gotta be closed goddamn do you know how spooky it is to even have one open during the night
2) DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS
my parents do, but alas I don't use them in case they have silicones or sulphates in them because I got a whole lotta curls to protect
3)DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT?
if this refers to the sheet protecting the mattress, then my answer is in because how the fuck would you be able to sleep with that moving around???
4) HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE
NO SORRY IM BORING
5)DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST IT NOTES
heck yeah, but for random shit
6) DO YOU EVER CUT OUT COUPONS BUT THEN NEVER USE THEM
nee my parents are fancy fuckers who use the coupons on their phone (our local supermarket has a damn app skskksksk)
7) WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES
a bear because its one giant son of a bitch and not millions of tiny motherfuckers and also I've never been stung by a bee and intend to keep it that way because majority of my family seem to be allergic
8) DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES
nope! I have a couple beauty spots on my hands and face but thats kinda it
9) DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES
not really but if I've been told to smile then its 200% dead inside
10) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE
i find many things annoying
11)DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK
only when i go up and down stairs, but i also try to make sure i step with each foot equally (if that makes sense) and i step on only certain colour tiles when im bored
12) HAVE YOU EVER PEED IN THE WOODS
the real question is have i ever been in the woods? both answers are no
13) HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS
refer to question 12
14)ummmm idk what this question is meant to be curse you Lin
15)DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS
nope, the idea weirds me out
16) HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK
none, this week and in general
17) WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED
one person and a long yet smol doggo size
18) WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK
Eddie from the Rocky Horror Picture Show has been stuck in my head for the whole week so yeah i guess that
19)IS IT OKAY FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK
HeLL YEAH DUDE HAVE YOU SEEN RAMI MALEK IN PINK
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but yeah, anyone can wear anything they want to wear (although a suit made out of meat might not be wise)
20) DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS
dudeeeee scooby doo and tom and jerry are my jam I watch them on the regular (among other things)
21)WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE MOVIE
uhhm idkkkkk I tend to repress bad movies sksksk
22)WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME
idk shove it in the closet ig at least it will be hidden behind my sexuality
23)WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER
I usually only drink before or after but ig water??? cooldrink if I'm in a restaurant
24)WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN
depends on the nug
25)WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD
How dare you assume i only have one favourite
tbh it depends cos i love pizza and pasta and stuff but then i cannot live with my granny's curries ksksmks
26) WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE
borhap, sing street, rhps, the natm movies, the harry potter movies, any mcu movies
27)LAST PERSON YOU KISSED/KISSED YOU
ahhahahahahahha bold of you to assume anyone wants to do that
28) WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT
nope but I was a catrobat which is basically my preschools acrobatics team that was actually really terrible
29)WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE
nahh m8
30) WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER
this week for a transactional task at school (It was in Afrikaans and I got a C skskskks)
31)CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL IN A CAR
omg no
32)EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET
not old enough to drive!
33)EVER RAN OUT OF GAS
my parents never have for as long as i can remember
34)WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE KINDA SANDWHICH
cheese because I am actually John Deacon
35)BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST
MUFFINS!!!!
36)WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME
school nights its 11pm otherwise i dont have one lol
37)ARE YOU LAZY
YES BUT MY LAZINESS MAKES ME ANXIOUS OOF
38)WHEN YOU WERE A KID WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN
we dont celebrate that here but i rly want to it seems fun!
39)WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN
Ram, which is really cool because im an Aries, so I'm sheep squared
40)HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK
English, Afrikaans (at a basic highschool level), I could speak very vERY basic isiZulu when I was younger but I'm not sure about now, I know a bit of French and Telugu, and I'm gonna start learning Hindi soon!!
41) DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS
nee
42) WHICH ARE BETTER, LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS
i didn't play much with legos and i have no idea what the second one is rip
43)ARE YOU STUBBORN
to an extent
44)WHO IS BETTER, LENO OR LETTERMAN
I kept reading Leno as Lenin ffs
45)EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS
I watch them occasionally with my granny, but I don't keep up with them very well (Kasamh Se is my shit tho)
46)ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS
no, im afraid of falling in general tho
47) DO YOU SING IN THE CAR
My dad and I bop frequently to Never Gonna Give You Up in the car, and also classic bollywood songs (we have even learnt the choreography for some)
48)DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER
i perform
49) DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR
well theres not exactly much space
50)EVER USED A GUN
nope
51)LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKEN BY A PHOTOGRAPHER
not sure
52)DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY
most are but thats why i like them
53) IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL
we don't celebrate because we're not Christian (we still eat a lot and exchange presents tho), but it can get stressful if we have to visit extended family, mostly because my extended family loves to insult everything about me so thats great!
54)EVER EAT A PIEROGI
not i good sir
55) FAVOURITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE
never had one, it doesnt appeal to me
56) OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID
a vet
57)DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS
i am a ghost
58)EVER HAD A DEJA-VU FEELING
not that i remember
59)DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY
yes, I take a multi vitamin, a vitamin D pill because I'm vitamin D deficient, and im not sure if this is a vitamin or not but i take evening primrose oil so that im not outwardly a bitch due to pms
60)DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS
i wear slipper socks, because my doggo got jealous of my doggie slippers and murdered them in cold blood
61)DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE
i have one and rarely use it because i forget it exists
62)WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED
a random shirt and pants, though ive been known to kick pants off (ive been doing that since birth), occasionally i manage to get the matching pj set
63)WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT
ive unfortunately never been to a concert before
64)WALMART TARGET OR KMART
ive never seen any of these stores in my country
65)NIKE OR ADIDAS
i own neither
66) CHEETOS OR FRITOS
neither
67)PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS
Peanuts because thats my doggos name!
68) EVER HEARD OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN
no sorry
69)EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS
i went to a bhangra class for about a year, and we performed for our parents at the end of that year (i was in one of the few groups that didnt have to dance in lehengas thank goodness)
70)IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE
YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING
probably something creative, but I don't mind as long as they're happy with what they're doing and its not harming others!
71)CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE
yep
72)EVER WON A SPELLING BEE
never entered one, having to spell out loud makes me anxious
73)HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY
i think so
74)OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS
nope
75)OWN A RECORD PLAYER
i wish
76)DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE
my granny burns incense while I'm at school because my mom and i both get really sick when its just been lit and the smell is strong. Going to the temple is a damn nightmare because of it
77)EVER BEEN IN LOVE
no, too busy fangirling
78)WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT
oof a long list
Queen, Twenty One Pilots, Waterparks, Frank Iero and the Future Violents (ffs fronk stop changin the name), Panic! at the Disco...to name a few
79)WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW
refer to question 63
80)HOT TEA OR COLD TEA
both
81)TEA OR COFFEE
coffee
82)SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES
sugar cookies
83)CAN YOU SWIM WELL
i wouldn't drown, but im no professional either
84)CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE
im doing it right now
85)ARE YOU PATIENT
eh
86)DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING
I've only ever been to Hindi,Tamil and Telugu weddings and lemme tell you 90% of the time bands flop at those weddings because they can't sing the classics without failing miserably, so DJs are generally better. However, in that case, if a band can perform those songs, then I'd prefer a band ig
87)EVER WON A CONTEST
yep, a couple of reading contests
88)HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY
nope, not planning on it
89)WHICH ARE BETTER, BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES
dont like olives rip
90)CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET
i can knit!
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in fact, my friends and i are so cool that we're in our schools knitting club (which besides myself, @grandfunnyemopainter and @imjustabruh , only has 2 other members)
91)BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE
lounge or study/library
92)DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED
i guess, its not on my goal list tho
93)IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED
no
94)WHO WAS YOUR HIGHSCHOOL CRUSH
currently in highschool, and in love with the borhap cast, sebastian stan, stephanie beatriz and band members (theres more but yeah)
95)DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY
nope, i have only two ways to deal, be a total pushover or a total bitch
96)DO YOU HAVE KIDS
nope
97)DO YOU WANT KIDS
kind of undecided, but i do want more pets
98)WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR
Dark Blue
99)DO YOU MISS ANYONE RIGHT NOW
my dog, shes been ignoring me for about four hours now because I stayed at school for an extra hour (for knitting club!)
@softspaceboibrian @roger-taylor-owns-my-wigg @im-inlovewithmycar do it cowards
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positiveparker · 6 years
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Romeo + Juliet 90′s au Part 3 (Harrison Osterfield)
Let me know if you want a part 4! - L
- warnings ; swearing! fluff! angst! 
- pairing ; haz x reader
- masterlist 
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READER’S POV ; 
I sort of sat on my bad with my mouth gaping open in shock. It was just my luck that the one time I go downstairs to our annual party and fall in love with a boy he is my rival. I didn't like getting involved with the brawls, I sort of listened in to the gossip at breakfast but didn't really care about it. I had promised myself that as soon as I was allowed to I would leave Verona, seek some other sky. Haz radiated adventure, he was like the open door of the next chapter to my life. He seemed like my future. I wanted to get rid of him in my head but I couldn't. He was forever imprinted.
‘i’m gonna shower” I chimed to Maggie, she was using a wet tissue to take off her makeup. 
I dived into my ensuite bathroom and stared into my mirror. My blank face glared back. I had more blush and life to my cheeks, it wasn’t my makeup. It was like a new look, Haz had breathed life into me. I took my hand and brushed it against my warm cheek, I closed my eyes and tried to rack my brain for the feeling. The feeling of his lips. It was faint in my memory, but still more vibrant than any memory stored. I slipped the straps of my ivory dress off my shoulders, then I unzipped the bodice from the side and shifted out of it. I let its slinky material drop onto my cool tiled floor. I pulled off my underwear and stepped into the shower.
I placed a hand on one of the shiny blue tiles and stepped onto the glassy interior. I squeaked the silver handle to the left and a rush of scorching water shifted over my body. I lathered some soap into my hands and rubbed it all over my wet skin, then I graduated to my hair. It felt like I was washing out any memory of the night, maybe it was for the best. I was to be wed to Sam next week whether my heart liked it or not. I squeaked the water off and reached an arm out to grab a towel. I had realised mine was in the wash so I nakedly ran out of the other door at the back of my bathroom. It led out of my bathroom to the hallway with the fishtank bathrooms.
Luckily no one was around to see my naked state. I pressed on the mahogany wood and stepped into the bathroom. We had a huge cupboard full of freshly dried towels. I pulled open the cupboard and pulled out a blue towel. I wrapped it around me.. The soft and fluffy material of my towel comforted my skin. On my way out I noticed something on the floor of the bathroom. I turned around and looked, it was a mask. My heart was sure it was Haz’s, I leant down and took it in my pruned hands. 
I went back over to the sink, tucking the edge of my towel under my armpit to hold it into place. I cupped my hand under the tap spitting out cool water, I splashed the water on my face trying to get rid of any remaining makeup. I rung my wet hair out into the sink and then grabbed my white bath robe and switched my towel onto my head. I opened my door and found Maggie on my bed looking at her pager. 
“My parents are away, they just sent me a text” she said holding up her small pager. “You done in the bathroom?”. I nodded and she stood up eagerly. She brushed past me in a wind of red. I slumped down onto my bed and stared at the ceiling again. I took my towel off my hair and started drying the ends with it. Small droplets of remaining water dripped onto my carpet. I scrunched my toes onto my carpet, I loved the warm rough feeling of it. Then there was a small tap on my window that shook me out of my glaring state. 
HAZ’S POV ;
My body ached the more and more we drove away. Impulse took over and words spilled out of my mouth.
“stop the car Tom” I muttered, pointing to a layby. 
“what?” Tom asked, but before he could stop me I had jumped out the car and was walking down the pavement. “haz what the fuck?’’ Tom hollered, “fine” I heard him huff, the engine revved and then hummed away. As soon as I knew he was out of sight I started running, I ran in the direction of the house, the warm Verona air tinging my skin. The wind was caught under my blouse as I ran, one of the buttons weakly unbuttoned revealing more of my chest. Darkness fell around me but my eyes spotted the warm lights of the (y/l/n) mansion in the distance. I followed my gaze and ended up at the fountain. The crowd had filtered away in their cars, it was too obvious to go through the front so I went around the back where Tom had showed me. It led into their garden, there was a huge pool lit up bright azure blue. I looked up and noticed two balconies on either sides of the house. One was lit up and the silky curtains were being pulled out by the wind. A girl appeared on the balcony, I couldn’t make out her dark figure. She definitely wasn’t (y/n). I snuck around to and placed my body against the wall. I gazed up at the balcony again hoping for (y/n). I heard small voices from inside the room but couldn’t make out the voices. I curved my hands on the decorative cement of the balcony above me. I pushed my legs up onto the viney wall and grabbed onto the wood it was wrapped around. I reached the edge of the balcony and pushed my body onto it and perched. I made out the voices through the wall by pressing my ear against. 
“You done in the bathroom” a lower voice said. It didnt sound like (y/n) but my heart was pretty sure she was there. I slung my legs over onto the balcony and snuck around and looked through the open glass doors. There she was. Her friend in the red dress who’s room it was went into the bathroom and she slumped down onto the bed. She looked sad. My heart ached, I wanted to catch her attention. She took the towel off her head and started drying the tips of her hair. I gently tapped my finger nail on the glass of the door. She whipped her head around and stared in my direction. 
I moved my body to where I could be seen and she tiptoed towards me. Her face lit up and she pushed me back onto the balcony and shut the door behind her.
“what are you doing here?” She whispered
“I wasn’t sure where you lived but I hoped you were staying here” I replied breathily. Her face sort of dropped.
“I live here” she muttered, she seemed embarrassed and then I realised. She was a (y/l/n). Why her, the one who my body was drawn to. I wasn’t heavily involved with the brawls but knew that my love for her was definitely forbidden.
“a forbidden love” I whispered back. She sort of smirked and bit her lip. I leant in to kiss her but she placed a hand on my chest and pushed me back. 
“Meet me down by the pool” she muttered, her lips brushed my ear and then she disappeared back behind the glass door.
READER’S POV ;
I ran back into my warm bedroom, the warmth of the shower tingling my cheeks. Maggie took long showers so I knew I had enough time to see Haz. I slowly opened the door and tiptoed out into the corridor barefoot. I crept down the huge cement stairs and over to the glass garden doors. I unhooked the latch at the top and slowly opened them trying not to make noise. I closed the door behind me and crept over to the pool. There Haz was waiting for me, he had rolled his trousers up and was sat by the illuminated pool with his legs dipped in it. He felt movement and looked up at me, he pulled his legs out of the pool and ran over. 
He wrapped his huge arms around me and we sunk into each other.
“I don’t care about the families” Haz breathed “I don’t care that our love is forbidden I-“
“I love you” I interrupted, he looked at me with his blue puppy dog eyes and then curved his lips into a smirk. With one swift movement he had curled one arm around me and leant us both into the pool, our bodies smashing down onto the turquoise water. My stringy (y/h/c) hair covered my eyes and floated around my face. I brushed it away and was met with Haz’s lips on mine. We were floating, LITERALLY. I leant away and he grinned through the water, the chlorine stung my eyes but the brightness of his kept them open. I pushed myself up from the water and took a sharp breath. I was met with the eyes of my mother. 
“(y/n)? What are you doing? I heard voices” She muttered drunkenly. My hand felt through the water and grabbed Haz’s hair, pushing him out of sight.
“oh nothing mother, just…swimming”
“oh, right” she slurred, she was too drunk to notice anything. She walked back though the glass doors and I let Haz take a breath. He coughed and splutters but I held a finger to his lips. He grinned and wrapped his hand around my finger and kissed the tip of it gently. His blonde hair was a matted and fell damply over his forehead. I retrieved my hand and pushed it back, kissing his forehead. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me over his shoulder. I tried so hard not to squeal. He clambered out of the pool up the steps and set me down by the wall. He pushed me up against it kissing my neck. I held my hand on his chest, his shirt clung to his toned torso. I felt my robe falling and pulled it up. Haz pushed it down and started kissing my collarbone. 
HAZ’S POV ;
I wanted every inch of her and I could tell she wanted the same from me. There we were in the Verona night, entangled in the vines and each other.
“(y/n)!” Someone shouted
“shit, Maggie” (y/n) breathed, she pushed me off but I was like a leech “seriously Haz” she laughed
“fine, but this friend needs to stop pulling me away from you” I laughed softly. She grinned and pressed her lips against my cheek. 
I hoisted her up onto the wall and she clambered back onto the balcony. 
“tomorrow” she whispered through the gaps in her balcony 
“where?” I asked
“anywhere” 
“your number?” I asked softly, 
“wait here” she mouthed, she disappeared back into her room and I heard muffled conversation with her friend. She came back with a small piece of paper with ripped edges.
“here” she said slipping it though the gap and into my pruney fingers.
“i want to kiss you again” I pouted
“come here” she smiled, she leant down as far as she could through the gap and our lips brushed lightly. She leant away smiling “I have to go but” she looked back through the glass doors “I love you” she mouthed. My heart grinned as she leant back and disappeared again. 
TAGLIST ;
@tomsfireheart @feelingsareharddd @lovelyh0lland @i-dont-wanna-go-mr-stark @hazeyholland @lookclosernow @choke-me-sweet-pea @whatareyouhidingpeter @spidey-pal
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tnicolefrancois · 6 years
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“Death Before Disaster” By: Antoinette  Anderson
“Lay the fuck on the ground and if you move again imma shoot you in ya dick…” (Exactly what I told him before I kicked him with my red pump and watched him spit up blood). Now I know this might sound crazy but let me give you the start to this shit…. He woke me up with breakfast, orange juice, eggs, grits with cheese, bacon, hashbrowns, I mean damn, the nigga could’ve won a grammy off the breakfast alone. He sat on the side of the bed looked me in my eyes and said “I love you Emory, you gone be my wife one day” choked on my orange juice. I smiled so hard. He pulled out a bankroll, counted me out a stack and told me he would get at me later. He had “a meeting”, which was dope boy language for selling drugs. Before I could finish my breakfast I got a text, or at least I thought I did, Stacy took my phone instead of his, (them damn iPhones). At first I wasn’t going to look, but then text messages started coming in quicker than checks on the 1st. I opened the first message and read it to myself, some bitch name Sharde. “Hey Baby, imma see you later at our spot” “Don’t forget the money for the rent” “The baby is starting to kick”. Surprisingly, I didn't get mad I texted back like “Cool bae, but let just meet at 151 for drinks”. That’s the first spot that came to mind seeing as how I met Stacy in the same bar 4yrs ago. A text came back “Duh bae, that’s our spot. Why you trippin?” Before I could respond I grabbed the money he left for me and went to go do some shopping. I mean at least if imma meet the bitch I can be cute before I beat her ass and then his ass too. I made it back to the crib at 8pm started getting dressed, I figured by now Stacy would be walking in, he came in the washroom gave me a kiss and asked, “Where you headed?” I look at him and smiled “To this lil bar; meeting a friend from school” I made sure I deleted every text and handed him his phone back, “Here bae you took my phone by mistake earlier.” I figured by now he had already pre warned the bitch I had his phone, good thing I got her address, them damn iPhones are something else. He pushed me against the wall and I instantly grabbed his dick. Stacy asked if I had time to talk, I looked down and although I wanted that mf worst than my next breathe I simply kissed him instead said “Be up when I get back!”, He yelled out, “Damn Emory, that’s how you’re gonna leave me!?” I grabbed my keys and left out. About 33 mins later to be exact I pulled up in front of a brown stone. I started thinking damn if this bitch wasn’t around maybe we could be happy. Benz parked in the front with red tent I stepped out and buzzed the doorbell. A man answered, “Who is it?”, “I’m sorry I’m looking for Sharde?” he buzzes the door. I’m thinking to myself damn that was easy. I walk up a few stairs and turn the corner to find a handsome dark skin man standing there with his shirt off and muscles on hello. I’m bout ready to risk it all, I said “hey” extending a hand, “I’m looking for Sharde my name is Emory”. “Oh please come in, Sharde isn't here at the moment.” “Oh okay I can come back, it’s fine I’m her husband Xavier.” “Her husband?” “Yeah, I’m sorry I still don't know who you are? I’m Stacy’s girl…” Before I could get all my words out Sharde walks up…  She walked up and spoke and put her hand out for shake. All I could notice was that big ass rock looking like a small Business on her hand. I spoke and shook her hand, Xavier stepped in before I could spit my beef and said  “Bae this my friend Emory, Stacy girl”, that bitch expression changed in 2 minutes as she spoke with a shake, “Hey Emory, nice meeting you”. She went inside and closed the door. I looked at Xavier “oh so we friends now?” “We are if you wanna know what I have to say... meet me at 151 in about a hour”. He walked in and closed the door. As shocked as I was, I was ready to fucking kill Stacy. So yeah I went home doing 90 on the E-Way. I walked inside the house and before I could close the door good Xavier called me telling me he was on the way. I replied so calm. “That's cool... I don't really care to hear it. I'm getting ready to kill Stacy!” he yelled “Wait listen to me, let me explain before you do that please!”, after 2 minutes of him saying hello, I simply said “ok I'm on my way” and hung up.I walked in the bar in saw Xavier sitting, drinking what appeared to be Tequila. I sat next to him and words started to flow. “Look, I asked you to come so I can give you the truth. My wife been with your guy for about 2 years now…” I couldn't believe he knew this shit, before I  could ask, he answered, “no I'm not okay with it but I couldn't give her the one thing she wanted and he could.”I looked at him looking at me, “oh yeah what's that?” “a baby” he said rubbing his face. “Nah, he gave her time and she loved that”. I took my shot and told him thanks for the drink, got up to walk off and he grabbed me, “I just thought you should know that I want revenge, and I want you to help”. I sat back down and said “Yeah I'm listening.” He spoke a plan so amazing I couldn't help but except. “I know you probably thinking I'm taking it to far, but I've been down this road before and I never left. This time I'm leaving and taking everything he got with me. He gave this bitch a baby and couldn't give me a decent nut!”  I woke up the next morning to Stacy eating me like I was a full course meal, and the only thing on my mind was making him hurt like he hurt me. When he finished he went to the shower and right on time cause Xavier told me to come through. I waited for Stacy to leave and I got fully dressed, went to Xavier crib and we started to talk. He asked if could help him get even with his wife before we took down Stacy. Damn right I was down! That man fucked me in that house like it was our own. We got so caught up in it we didn't even hear his wife come home. In the background all I could hear was Jay-Z song cry playing as she opened the door. I never stopped riding as I looked at the tears run down her face. She had to be one of them up tight bitches cause she fell to the ground and watched me until that nigga made me erupt  like a volcano. He got up and went to the shower.  I walked pass that bitch and said “Thanks, I hope Stacy was worth it.” She pulled a gun from her purse and went after her nigga, I ran to the door and before I could close it good I heard two shots. I made it to my car in disbelief. I don't know who took that L but Stacy was finna get his. When I made it home he was nowhere to be found. I started packing up everything. Rule number 1: be smart, that nigga gave me every code to every safe. I had three duffle bags full of money as I made my way to the door. I was tryna leave until I heard Stacy in the dark say, “You thought it was that sweet huh?, he stood and walked towards me.I pulled my gun, he stopped and said “Didn't I give you everything you asked for Emory? Baby it was us that's all I cared about” he kept moving slowly towards me telling me how much he loved me and cared about me.  I started to lower the gun and forgive him, until I pictured a new life living without fear off of his money and I picked my gun back up. He punched me so hard he broke my tooth. I got up off the ground looking for the gun that flew under the table. I tried to run and he kicked me and said only a stupid bitch would leave all this. Maybe yall didnt know before but now you know he beat my ass on a regular. But damn I was in love. Stacy stood over me and I kicked him in his dick and crawled under the table to grab the gun. I turned over, he grabbed my feet. I shot once and he hit the ground. I spat out the blood in my mouth and stood up. He laid still, talking shit like I wasn't in control. I kicked him and said “Turn over before I shoot you in ya dick!” You see this is how we got to this point. He turned over and I shot is ass again. All this hurt and anger, and I stayed. I shot again before I knew it. This bitch was crying. I grabbed the three duffel bags and left. Rule number 2 remain a boss bitch. I left that nigga bleeding and got in my car. Before I could pull off I saw Xavier walking up. I pulled over he got in then kissed me “All I could think about was saving you” he said. Just like that I was back from the hell Stacy had dragged me too.... “Let's see how this go” is all I could think to myself. Xavier and I drove right into the sunrise.
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feycreature · 6 years
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All Of Them (multiples of 3 work tho dhdhgfj)
@furrybarista asked for a few as well but here we are
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
last person i dmed? yeah
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
every day
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
nope
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
not really
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
ive hung out with One person recently
6. What are you excited for?
dnd in about 2 hours!
7. What happened tonight?
well tonight im playing dnd, last night i finished watching dread?
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
i think its uncomfortable to be around anyone whos really wasted, idk about disgusting
9. Is confidence cute?
yes
10. What is the last beverage you had?
i currently have a strawberry smoothie from pulp
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
thats a difficult question to answer when i and almost all of my friends are trans and thats confusingly worded in this context
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
yes
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
either play video games or dnd, probably
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
probably starbucks
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
nope
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
absolutely
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
probably dante or luca
18. The last time you felt broken?
i prefer not to think about that because its very often
19. Have you had sex today?
no
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
not that i can think of rn
21. Are you in a good mood?
yeah!
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
yes!
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
probably? idk i try to avoid eye contact with him
24. What do you want right this second?
to kiss my boyfriend
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
well, given that i know You, dante, you wouldnt just go and kiss someone else without talking to me about it, and assuming a conversation about that happened, i would be supportive of that endeavor
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
sort of? its still brown on the sides but i dyed it red a couple months ago so its pink on top
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
probably not
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE I WANNA HUG AND NEVER LET GO SO IM JUST GONNA MAKE A KATAMARI OF LOVE
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
ALL MY FRIENDS
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
depends what they did and how they feel about it
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
THE LAST BOY I WAS TALKING TO WAS U DANTE
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
I SURE HOPE U DO
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
i Rarely drink soda
34. Listening to?
in one ear by cage the elephant
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
yep!
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
not specifically
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope
38. Who did you last call?
my mom probably
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
uhhh i think booker in 8th grade. i dont dance
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
because we were dating and we wanted to
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
last night
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
nope
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
i embarrass myself in front of everyone, all the time
44. Do you tan in the nude?
i have a goddamn farmer’s tan
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
nope!
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
yeah
47. Who was the last person to call you?
also my mom, probably
48. Do you sing in the shower?
yes
49. Do you dance in the car?
yeah,
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
i have an archery range in my basement
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
school photos last year
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
YES AND I LOVE THEM
53. Is Christmas stressful?
yes but purely bc of family interaction
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
all the time??
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
apple
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
uhh i wanted to be an astronaut for a while
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
yeah
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
who doesnt
59. Take a vitamin daily?
nope
60. Wear slippers?
nah
61. Wear a bath robe?
i own one, dont wear it often
62. What do you wear to bed?
t shirt and pjam pants
63. First concert?
owl city
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
walmart i guess?
65. Nike or Adidas?
i own a pair of adidas shoes thats abt it66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
fritos
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
sunflower seeds
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
no.
69. Ever take dance lessons?
nope
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
i forget the exact words but the cool nerd stuff u do,
71. Can you curl your tongue?
yes
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
never been in one
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
all the time
74. What is your favorite book?
lame but the great gatsby
75. Do you study better with or without music?
i dont study well, period
76. Regularly burn incense?
hate it
77. Ever been in love?
i am right now!
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
other than the artists ive already seen in concert: icon for hire, walk the moon, bastille, cage the elephant, and steam powered giraffe
79. What was the last concert you saw?
fall out boy! the mania tour! apparently cleveland was the start of the tour so i was in the first group of people to ever hear expensive mistakes!
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
iced
81. Tea or coffee?
tea
82. Favorite type of cookie?
uhhh the really good sugar cookies i learned to make off tumblr
83. Can you swim well?
id like to think so
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
didnt know there were people who cant
85. Are you patient?
on a good day
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
dj
87. Ever won a contest?
yeah
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
nope
89. Which are better black or green olives?
depends in what
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
go for it
91. Best room for a fireplace?
living room
92. Do you want to get married
probably 
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killcapitalizm · 7 years
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my heart flutters when i see you; peter parker
request: “Can you do one where peter and the reader have been friends for a while but peter starts to like her because she got hot over the summer. And the reader has no idea that peter likes her. Please and thank you. I love your writing.😊😊”
word count: 2,123
warnings: bad writing, bad ending. some swearing. i didnt edit this
a/n: thank you sm for the request!! i’m sorry again for the ending. idk how to write endings still. i listened to this while writing if anyone wanted to know? yeah lmao.
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Peter stood at the main entrance of Midtown, clutching his phone in his sweaty hands. He never really knew why the first day back to school made him so nervous, it always ended up just being like any other school day. Even with this in mind, though, his stomach wouldn’t stop turning and he silently hoped that his new deodorant would be enough to fight of his nervous sweat.
He checked his phone again. The last text he got from Ned was be there in 5min. Not that it's Peter’s place to talk, but it's been eight minutes. He was sure that he looked stupid, standing by the doors of the school, checking his phone every few seconds.
Summer break was over now but summer itself sure as hell wasn’t. The days weren't getting any cooler and maybe it was a bad idea to wear a sweater today, not that he'd let May know that. She had warned him that he shouldn't wear a sweater today but his pride wouldn't let him switch to a short-sleeved shirt.
Sighing, Peter looked back up from his phone; Ned was a full five minutes late now. When he looked up, though, he was met with a sight that made him sweat more than any heat ever could.
Only a month ago had Peter last seen you– and don't get the wrong idea, you were always cute to him– but it looked like it's been two years. Was she always that hot?
This sun had given you a nice tan and a light spray of freckles across your face. He noticed how your body curved in such a way that it made him want to drool and he hasn't ever seen you in 90s-esque clothing but damn did you look great in it, and– oh my god. You were busy with your phone at the moment, which gave Peter a nice view of your case, which was usually just a plain clear phone case, but he noticed a new addition that made him swoon. You had placed a photo of him– well, Spider-man in your phone case.
Before he could regain his calm, you pocketed your phone and looked up, instantly meeting Peter’s gaze. The sight of him brought a broad smile to your face and Peter very nearly fainted in front of you.
“Peter!” You waved and jogged over to him, much to his simultaneous dismay and joy. You bumped elbows with him affectionately. It then occurred to Peter that he was still silently staring at you with his mouth wide open.
“Y/N,” he breathes out. “H-Hey… hey! Uh, how've you been?”
“Great! Really great.” You grinned at him, making his heart flutter. “Gosh, I’ve missed you. You haven't changed at all– I’m glad!”
How is it possible to speak so smoothly his brain screamed. “Oh, uh, I’ve missed you too, um. You’ve changed. A lot.”
“I guess I did switch up my closet a bunch.” You pursed your lips.
“But– But you look good!” He quickly added just in case.
Your eyes lit up and your cheeks warmed. Peter noticed the sunlight behind you that gave your hair a golden glow and suddenly the only thing his brain wanted to think about was running his fingers through your hair.
“Really?” You brought a hand to your chest, thoroughly flattered.
“Ah… yeah.” He took a deep breath. “Really, really good.”
 “Aww,” you cooed. “You’ve always been a charmer, Peter. You know how to make me smile. I really do love that about you.”
She needs to stop doing that or I really am going to pass out, he thought, his heart beating way faster than it should. “I, uh, I–“ The first bell of the day rang loud and clear, you shot your head up to the doors behind Peter.
“Shit! My first periods across the campus, I gotta go. See you soon, Pete, tell me all about your summer during gym, okay?” You leave him with that and sprint inside the building.
Peter can’t hear anything but his own breathing as he slowly looks over at the person left behind in Y/N’s wake, wide eyed.
He doesn’t need to hear Ned say “Dude.”
“I know,” Peter wheezes out. “I know, dude.”
“MJ!” You give your friend a quick hug, she doesn’t hug back but you know she’s happy to see you too.
“Y/N.” She marks her page and closes her book. “Off to gym we go.”
She turns toward the direction of the gymnasium and starts walking with you close behind. Before you could ask her how her summer was, she speaks up.
“Parker’s got a thing for you,” she states simply.
You can feel your heart flutter. “What? Peter? There’s no way.”
“I very clearly overheard him talking to ned about how hot you’ve gotten,” Michelle replies easily.

“My boy can recognize when someone is physically attractive.” You bite back an excited grin. Michelle doesn’t lie and the thought of Peter calling you hot? You know you’re blushing.
“Did you–“ She over exaggerates her pause. “Did you just call him your boy?”
“Yeah?” Maybe you shouldn’t have said that to MJ. You thought it was cute.
“I’m gonna puke.” She pushes the door to the girls’ locker room open, and lets you walk in first. “I knew you’d like him too.”
“I don’t! And Peter doesn’t like me, either.” It disappoints you to think about but you really can’t think of anything that indicates Peter liking you. He was naturally a shy and nervous boy– which is incredibly adorable, by the way– so his behavior around you isn’t anything out of the ordinary.
Sighing, Michelle walks ini front of you and shrugs her gym bag off her shoulder. “You’ll see it, Y/N, and if you don’t I’m going to leave you.”
Peter groaned when he saw you walk into the gym with Michelle, a blush already burning his face. “Come on, how does anyone look good in a gym uniform?”
Ned looks over at you two, shrugging. “I dunno, man. I wish I knew.”
You spot peter and his heart flutters when you wave happily at him and he uses every ounce of energy he had to wave back at you, nearly dropping the basketball he was holding. “Gosh, Ned. I mean, I liked her before but now I’m scared to even look at her. She’s way too far above my level now.”
“Yeah, but, bro–“ Ned leaned in and whispered. “You’re Spider-man. Remember what you told me about the picture in her phone case?”
“I can’t just play the Spider-man card!” Peter lightly threw the basketball at Ned, who caught it.
“Why not?” His friend whines, spinning the ball in his hands.
“I’ve told you, Spider-man isn’t a part trick–“
“Hey, losers.” Michelle interrupts the boys’ conversation and nearly gives Peter a heart attack.
“Ned!” You exclaim. “I haven’t seen you all day!”
 You high-five him and give him a quick hug before turning to Peter. “You have a summer to tell me about.”
“Right,” he swallows. You’re standing directly beside him and you smell damn good. “Right. Summer. Uh, pretty boring? Lots of, um, lots of work. Stark Internship. I was busy a lot.”
While he hated how he never spoke without a stutter, you found it endearing. “Really? You worked all summer?”
“Ah, yep,” he replies. He really wanted to know what the hell you did over the summer to show up looking like this.
“Aw, next time we should do something together. I was at the beach almost all of summer– I could bring you along next time? My mom would love to have you there.”
“M-Maybe.” Peter’s breathing ceases when you link your arms together. He falls into a terrible silence and it almost became awful, but Ned thankfully saved the conversation with a change of topic.
“Hey, Y/N, have you heard of Spider-man?” Ned asks very obviously. Peter sends him a glare as you rips your arm from Peter’s and excitedly turn to him.
“Yes? Who hasn’t? I love him!” You smile so brightly that Peter had to look away before he stares again. A heavy blush stains his face and crawls down his neck, burning his ears.
“Well…” Peter hears Ned hesitate and he knows what the boy’s about to say. Ned, I swear, do not– “Peter knows Spider-man!”
You hadn’t been at school the first time Ned announced that– you were sick with a pretty nasty virus all week– and thankfully the news never circulated to you, so this was a shock to you.
“Peter!” You spun back around and you stumbled into him a bit. “You never told me about this!”
“I–I, uh, I wasn’t really supposed to tell anyone– you see, Ned–“ Peter almost scowled at his other friend. “– just found out on accident. He wasn’t supposed to know.”
“That doesn’t make it any less cool that you know not only Tony Stark, but Spider-man!” You giggles, making Michelle pretend to gag for about the tenth time that day. “Spider-man is made of gold. This world doesn’t deserve him, but we sure do need him. I saw him once, he helped a little boy find his mother– it was the cutest thing I’ve ever seen!”
Peter could barely speak, hearing you talk was so pure and heartwarming that he was only able to nod. It was him that you were talking to fondly of. He wondered what you’d think if you knew it was him; would you talk about Peter the same way you talked about Spider-man? They’re the same person but they aren’t one whole. He wished you’d look at him with those eyes of admiration when he didn’t have the suit on.
“Peter said he met him through the Stark Internship, right, Peter?” Ned continued.
“Uh,” he glanced around at Ned and Y/N and– well, Michelle wasn’t paying attention anymore. “Yeah. Stark Internship.”
“That internship’s got you doing all sorts of things.” You sighed. “I still hate how stressed and busy it’s got you but if you’re meeting people like Spider-man then I guess that makes it a little more bearable.”
“Yep.” Peter crossed his arms, avoiding your eyes.
You turned back around, allowing him to look back up at you. He almost wanted to tell you that he was Spider-man, knowing it would get him in trouble but knowing that you’d realize the person you think so highly of is your friend. But there was also a possibility of that reveal going downhill, maybe you’d hate him for keeping something so important from you, maybe knowing he’s Spider-man wouldn’t be enough to win your heart. He didn’t want his love to end your friendship– cliché, of course, but a real fear nonetheless.
He felt someone elbow his side and he looked over to see Michelle.
“Don’t think I can’t see you drooling,” she raised a knowing eyebrow at him.
“And there you go.” Michelle gestures toward the door of the locker room. You pause, setting your gym shirt down.
“What?” You ask.
“Please tell me you saw him making love-eyes at you.” She narrows her eyes at you and you mirrored her.
“He wasn’t making love-eyes at me.” You insisted. “MJ, Peter was way too into Liz to be over her that quickly.”
“Well, Liz is gone and you’re the only one he’s been looking at like that. I’m going to remind you right now that I will leave you if you seriously didn’t notice how much he was eying you. Bedroom eyes, Y/N.”
“Oh my god, MJ, Peter doesn’t do bedroom eyes!” You blushed furiously.
“Fine, fine. It wasn’t bedroom eyes but it was love-eyes.”
“They weren’t love-eyes, okay? He wasn’t even staring at me.” You put on your shirt, shaking your head.
“I’m leaving you.” She grabbed her book and her gym back, walking away.
You rush to pull on your pants. “MJ, wait!”
Your heart fluttered painfully. Michelle was so insistent that Peter was crushing on you, but you knew Peter better than her and that couldn’t be true. You had never seen him staring at you– if anything, you stared at him. You could only hope that he’s never caught you. And Peter could only hope the same thing. When Ned insisted that you definitely liked him, he was just as deep in denial as you were.
It annoyed Michelle and Ned to no end when the two of you refused to acknowledge any romantic interest from the other– especially you– but what would love be without struggle?
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hello all 95 pls ily ;))))))))))
Nina you’re the biggest asshole I’ve ever met. Also theres only 92 but ily so here u go:
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?it was you but yeah after u take me on a date (;
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?No?
3. Have you taken someones virginity?This is escalating quickly but no lmao
4. Is trust a big issue for you?Only for people who have broken it
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?No, but I will v soon 😛
6. What are you excited for?U to come visit me
7. What happened tonight?I made my first follow forever (shameless self-promo)
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?Not really, you do you!
9. Is confidence cute?YES
10. What is the last beverage you had?Water
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?A big fat 0
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?Yes?
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?Work lmao
14. What are you going to spend money on next?UNIVERSAL TICKETS WITH @sbblou
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?Nooooooo lol
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?YES! I’ve changed so much in the past 3 months that I wouldnt doubt it
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?You, @teentomlinson @sbblou  @spacegaycombeferre @ummharrystyles @louisispuresunshine and @hellaplantsjpg
18. The last time you felt broken?Like the end of September to the beginning of October 
19. Have you had sex today?yep 4 times actually (im kidding)
20. Are you starting to realize anything?That I’m finally happy and in a good place I think?
21. Are you in a good mood?Im kinda salty im only on 21 and that u made me do this
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?I mean I dont have the pressing desire to do so atm but like I would if the offer presented itself
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?I don’t have a dad
24. What do you want right this second?Chipotle
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?Im happy for u, idfk
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?No
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?No wtf kind of question is this? 
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?My answer to #23
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?Yep
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?I think so, unless you like killed someone. I think everyone can change for the better so yeah.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?Yeah most boys suck
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?Yes
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?Kind of? Like I’ll have sweet tea, coffee, and water before I’ll have soda. 
34. Listening to?Actually nothing which is really sad so I’m gonna put on the new Maroon 5 album
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?Yeah?
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?No, probably somewhere in the states of minnesota if I were to take a guess
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?No, sounds fake
38. Who did you last call?@teentomlinson and @spacegaycombeferre did a 3 way last night
39. Who was the last person you danced with?Idfk
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?Bc I thought it would be cool
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?Never, fuck cupcakes
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?No I have not even seen them today
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?I’ve embarrassed myself in front of every person I’ve ever talked to so yes
44. Do you tan in the nude?When I used to use tanning beds, yes
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?Nah, it didnt really mean anything so whatever
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?No?
47. Who was the last person to call you?Probs my mom
48. Do you sing in the shower?No but i sing everywhere else
49. Do you dance in the car?All the time
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?I think in like 7th grade we did it in gym
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?Senior picures, so Fall 2015
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?Yes
53. Is Christmas stressful?Not really
54. Ever eat a pierogi?wtf
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?FUCK FRUIT PIE
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?Doctor and actress
57. Do you believe in ghosts?Meh, sometimes but not really
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?already answered
59. Take a vitamin daily?No
60. Wear slippers?No
61. Wear a bath robe?No
62. What do you wear to bed?Shorts and a tee shirt
63. First concert?T*ylor Sw*ft
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?Target, obviously
65.-69.already answered
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?whatever tf you’re gonna be(;
71. Can you curl your tongue?Yeah 
72. Ever won a spelling bee?No fuck spelling
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?All the time
74. What is your favorite book?Does Y&B count?
75. Do you study better with or without music?Without bc ill literally start singing the song instead of studying
76. Regularly burn incense?No
77. Ever been in love?No
78. Who would you like to see in concert?LOUIS MF TOMLINSON
79. What was the last concert you saw?Louis’ husband, HARRY MF STYLES
80. Hot tea or cold tea?Cold, hot drinks make me sweat lol
81. Tea or coffee?COFFEE
82. Favorite type of cookie?Double chocolate chip or just regs chocolate chip
83. Can you swim well?I can swim, just not well
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?Not if im jumping into a pool
85. Are you patient?I thought this said “are you a patient” and I was like wtf. But the answer is no.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?a band would be pretty cool
87. Ever won a contest?I won a radio contest once and got $150 
88. Ever have plastic surgery?No
89. Which are better black or green olives?BLACK
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?you do you, but i think the whole “sex before marriage is bad” thing is so fake
91. Best room for a fireplace?Living room
92. Do you want to get marriedWe already are?
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