#but it'll always be special to me

[beanghostprincess]

Fmab got me thinking fucked up things like wanting to have real friends because the guy who represents greed only ever needed love to fill the emptiness inside of him

#'that's what you want. friends like them' bitch stfu can't you see i'm crying #finished the thing yesterday and i can never move on from this show it'll be forever with me #greed and ling will always gave a special place in my heart they're my favorite characters i can't do this #fmab #fullmetal alchemsit brotherhood #greed fma #ling yao

[waterfallofspace]

Quality got shot bc the file was too big ;-; but hopefully it's still acceptable~ Also I wasn't actually sick for this, but I gave the coughing an attempt~

C/huuya comes to his office in the morning to find a disturbance awaiting his arrival. Figures he would show up when C/huuya has a cold.

Been working on this for awhile, and want to dedicate/gift it to @onetrickponi since their amazing wavs inspired me to start doing my own~ since I began they made me a BEAUTIFUL U/ndertaker sketch that lives in my head, so consider this thanks for that too!! (It's not nearly as amazing, but maybe you can get a hint of enjoyment anyways~)

#waterfallwav #wavs are so fun to me but apppaaarently almost 10 minutes was a biiit too much #Also not suuuuper thrilled with how their voices came out #but first tries and all that! hopefully it'll be an alright contribution~! #I had fun making/writing it anyways~~ #sucks bout the quality #but im hopeful it doesnt take away from the wav TOO much #anyways thank you so much to anyone who bothers to listen #and extra special thanks to anyone who may leave a comment or tag!! i always read them all~~ #b/sd #s/oukoku #c/huuya #d/azai #aaaaaaand now I'm off to sleep~

[chalkrub]

svanhildr through the years - 2019 things, which are the earliest svans i can find, 2021, which was the blessed svanhildr revival during my first art fight, and 2023, the latest svan. roughly two years between each drawing! insane and crazy

#my art #oc #svanhildr #i guess this is an improvement meme....i always get so embarrassed showing old art lol #i forgot that svanhildr's cape has been consistent since the early days. but it was red back then. and she was ROUND #2021 svanhildr is around the time i started drawing what felt right instead of putting weird restrictions on myself based on art school #so it'll always be a bit special to me even if it's not so good anymore #anyway the latest svanhildr really popped OFF on twitter which made me start reminiscing a bit #idk it's put me in a weird mood. good i think. life could be dream #ALSO i hit 3000 followers recently yippeee! got a fun thing planned this weekend. keep yer eyes peeled if you want a little drawing from me

[lesbiandemondaddy]

#y'all already know my answer is hbx3 but dance fever was my first album release/era so it'll absolutely always be very special to me #florence and the machine #florence + the machine #fatm #f+tm #florence welch #poll #polls #my post

[jackmerrideeznuts]

me and my irls do an every so often presentation night type thing where we all make slideshows and present them to each other....

this time i'm going to be doing a lord of the flies deep dive presentation from everything to the book to the fandom to the misinterpretations of teachers everywhere

So if anybody has any fun info bites i might not already know DROP THEM PLEASE!!!!!! Will add to the presentation 😎

#peaches speaks #lotf #thats about as far as i'lll be tagging that lmao #going to get started over the weekend probably.. #my friends do not understand my lotf love at all. #also its this blogs one year birthday coming up soon!!! in a week i think? i'll probably make a lil thing in celebration of that #this book rlly changed my life and i met so many lovely people and had so much fun with it #it'll always have a special spot in my hesrt #heart #anyways GIVE ME OBSECURE KNOWLEDGE I MIGHTNOT KNOW!!!

[daz4i]

how and why is there discourse about whether or not certain queer identities exist/if people should be allowed(???) to use them. why is "people know their own identity better than you ever could, and they're the only one who get a say on what they are" such a tough concept to grasp

i think if you find yourself offended by the label someone uses (especially if they're a stranger) or think it invalidates your own, it's a good idea to look inside yourself and question why that may be. more often than not, it's a result of insecurity or uncertainty of your own identity (or many other things, but i won't make a whole list here). whatever reason it is, until you resolve it, you shouldn't take it out on people for having an identity you don't understand

many have said it before but it's worth saying over and over. infighting only helps our oppressors. conservatives don't care if you're a cis gay or a xenogender aegosexual aplatonic lesbian, they hate all of us either way. trying to fit in by going for people who are easier targets for them isn't gonna help you, it'll just alienate you from your own community, and you're never gonna please them. the momentary rush you get from hearing you're not like "one of /those/ gay people" is not worth it and is gonna do more harm in the long run, i assure you

also, it is important to me to say this, but having some less than nice kneejerk reaction caused by confusion about an identity you don't understand doesn't mean you're a bad person or anything. as long as you aren't mean to that person, and you take a second to think smth along the lines of "wait a minute, this isn't any of my business" after having said reaction, you're good 👍 a lot of reflexive reactions we have to things are ingrained into us simply by. well. living in a society 🤡 and you're not terrible for having those thoughts. it's your actions that matter, and your second thought (the "wait, why did i just think that?") is more defining of your actual character and morals than your reflex. i know that having thoughts like this, even tho they're unwanted, can very easily make one spiral, so it's important to me that whoever needs to hear this knows this doesn't make you a bad person 🙏 you're good, keep taking actions to be good, accept other people even if you don't understand them, and you're on the right track :)

#i considered adding that last part in the tags but i figured it'll be too long for that 😭 #i noticed i'm posting a lot of rants lately. sorry. but i do wanna make sure no one's actually feeling bad over them #if i complain about something that you do or call it mean and such. that doesn't make you a bad person #you can always work to change and grow 👍 it's not easy but it starts with smaller steps than you'd expect #and now i just switched to a whole other topic from my original point. oops #i do firmly believe that any discourse about someone's identity is dumb as fuck #seeing it in poll blogs always makes me 😐😬 like how is it any business for any of us. why is this up for debate #if a person says they're queer then they are. they don't need to pass some test or go through initiation to be accepted #if they feel comfortable with a certain word that's awesome. why does it matter to *you* which word they use #'they're only using this microlabel to feel special' so? is there anything wrong with that? #'this label contradicts [insert other identity that falls under the same umbrella]' ok. but does that hurt anyone in any way #a lot of identities can even be self contradictory. does it matter tho? does it affect anyone in any way? #'they might realize that label is wrong later' again. what's the harm in that. #i don't blame anyone for these thoughts bc like. this is how cishets view a lot of the even more common labels #so you're basically taught to think this way from day one. that doesn't mean you need to stick to that thought process #you might have these reflexes forever no matter how hard you try. but you'll get quicker about moving on from them #but you do have to try. you do have to realize that other people's identities aren't about you #anyway. this post feels like batting at a hornets nest. really hope i don't get some bad faith readers here lol #(i noticed a lot of places one could apply bad faith but like it's 3:30 am i'm too tired to add this many disclaimer. #so i'm gonna trust you to not jump to conclusions and to approach this in good faith okay? mwah 🖤) #also my whole ramble abt morality (in the tags too) is relevant to. any topic really #i may just make a separate post about it really. .....tomorrow tho.

[perinkling]

are you ever going to update your lapidot steampunk au? or is it uncompleted and abandoned 🥹

man the last time ive touched that fic was fuckin. covid lockdown, and even then, i'd been falling out of the fandom at the time

and as my ao3 states, i don't write lapidot anymore, i've moved onto oc content, i only write stuff for my ocs now

so, im sorry to say, that yes, it is unfinished and abandoned.

maybe one day i'll find the inspiration and motivation to write more of it (and bridge the gaps between what's published and what's written + unpublished), but it's honestly really unlikely

#i'm not an unhealthily obsessed diehard lapidot fan the way i used to be tbh #sure it'll always have a special place in my heart but like. that time in my life is behind me #n tbh its for the better #the su + lapidot fandoms were uh. not good for my mental health. #clover.txt

[lastoneout]

Warning, Certified Internet Boomer Moment Imminent!

anyway bruh y'all have no idea how bad the baby fever is kicking my ass rn....

#me @ myself like BITCH NOT YET #IT'LL HAPPEN WHEN IT HAPPENS SO JUST STOP FUCKING YELLING AT ME #AHHHHHHHHHHH #anyway I am legit envious of people who don't want kids bcs I assume their brains don't do this to them #and it's always so much worse around the holidays bcs christmas kinda blows when you're an adult #and I'm so excited to get to go all in making halloween and christmas special for a kid #I just have so much love inside of me and I want to share it #christmas was always hit or miss growing up bcs we were really poor #so we got charity gifts a lot #and when you're a teenage girl those gifts SUCK ASS #but I had to sit there and be happy with all the spa kits and make up and shit even though I DID NOT WANT THOSE #while my siblings got really cool shit like video games and art supplies and stuff #and I am so ready to make sure my kid never ever has to go through that #fuck gender I will pay attention to their interests and make sure they get things they love!!!

[jumbaliathan]

EVERYONE SHHH ITS COMING THE DRUMS THEIR KICKING IN ITS BUILDING AND BUILDING oh no i'm GONNA LOSE IT QUICKLY EVERYONE THEIR KICKING IN

#It'll take some time #somewhere down the line #car seat headrest #csh #famous prophets (stars) #twin fantasy #this song always makes me cry. its so emotionally moving and i can't stand it but at the same time i need it. i need it to live it gives me #passion to live and care and grow into a better person #because car seat headrest has changed my life to an extent and i fucking love it so much especially twin fantasy because Bodys brought me #and my partner together and it makes me feel super special and honestly Famous Prophets its so fucking incredible #the whole production of it is absolutely phenomenal like just the small things like and #and the ending is always so damn amazing and moving and honestly its the song i want to end to. its holding a special place in my heart i #i wouldnt be here without twin fantasy. thank you tumblr for my stupid rant love you guys <333 #will toledo

[ragnar0c]

WHATTTTT Seeing that not everyone liked Legends and Lattes the same way I did (；′⌒`)

#They have good points too #But that was the book that got me into reading more #So it'll always be special to me #THIS IS LIKE THE SECOND TIME I'VE BEEN IN THE LIKING SOMETHING AND FINDING OUT A LOT OF PEOPLE ONLINE DISLIKE IT #First time was EOU. #ragna ramblings

[piplupod]

i think what upsets me most, besides the fact that this means no more accordion unless i somehow miraculously get it fixed, is that despite my best efforts to be careful and not mess up, i still managed to make a mistake and fuck it up. despite understanding and appreciating how expensive and valuable and fragile this instrument is, despite my best efforts to keep it safe and in good condition, i still managed to mess up and damage it.

like ... I just mess up. I have something nice, something of value, and I cannot seem to keep it safe and taken care of. things end up ruined. shirts get holes, dresses get stains, electronics get battery acid leaking or cracked, dishes get broken, book pages get torn or bent, trinkets get chipped, instruments are bonked and rattled. i am so terrified of handling anything that things most often just stay sitting in lidded bins so they are safe from carpet beetles and dust and dirt and food and me.

i just feel awful, i dont understand why I can't just keep things safe and in good condition ?? why is this so impossible for me, especially when i care so much ??

#i think this is partially why i dont allow myself any good art supplies #I got a set of charcoals several years ago and I've barely touched them bc im terrified of fucking them up #but if i get smth from the dollar store? that stuff is getting used immediately #bc its cheap and its not very good quality #im not afraid of using things up. im afraid of ruining them #im such a careful person too but i just. always end up fucking up some time #idk what is wrong w me #this sounds so melodramatic but god im tired #i still feel sick that my nice shirt from the 70s got a tiny hole burned into it bc of fire sparks that i didnt know were around #like i just. cannot have nice things idk. i have the absolute worst luck it seems like. or maybe i just am not careful enough #idk how to be any more careful though honestly fhfkdl #like i either keep things stored away safely sealed up or i am exceedingly careful in handling them #and do everything i can think of and find out to make sure nothing happens #and yet ! #i just feel like a massive idiot for this idk fhfmkl silly me to think i could be trusted w this instrument #there are some websites and videos teaching ppl how to fix accordions but... its complex #but i either attempt a fix myself or never play it again bc getting a professional is too expensive #so ... i guess I'll have to take the dive and tinker w it if i want even a chance at playing again #im just terrified I'll break it even further #also i dont think i have access to everything I'll need for fixing it depending on whats gone wrong #so idk if it'll even be possible even if its doable like. i need Tools and leather and felt #i have spare leather scraps but no felt :| #and no special pliers fjfkdl #argh argh im so upset w myself for this #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[lambjock]

my locked trait is that i literally can't get behind hoa or it's popularity </3 tragic i know

#my posts. #like it'll always rub me the wrong way hoa was beloved purely for it's action packed gameplay & 'real' monsters #even the popularity of j/alim feels very. weird to me? #that ship isn't anymore canon then con/brad or dan/drew or even john/drew. there isn't any special hints that these other pairs don't have #ever since man of m/edan's creation people have just demanded an un/til d.awn 2 and then they got it! with hoa and the qu/a.rry #maybe i'm just a hater but those games are also heavily flawed and to see them treated as masterpieces while lh and m.o.m gets shit on is .. #irritating! to say the least! #what even was hoa's plot where was the twist. was the twist the monsters being vampire aliens??? #this isn't even mentioning the other glaring issues but tbh that's all i'll say rn i'm just. blegh #don't even get me wrong like. i bought hoa i played it. i think it's fine! #and i love ud and the q/ua.rry! #but ... little hope's bad rep never ceases to make me viscerally pissed imma be honest <3

[saucy-mesothelioma]

You are given the chance to pick any piece of media and art (and I mean any) to be buried on the earth as the world's legacy; it can be anything, from audios to images to movies and interactive media. Think of it as the Golden Record, though with the certainty that someone somewhere will discover it again in the future and know how to use it.

What would you choose?

This question took a lot of consideration, but I think I finally have an answer. The M*A*S*H TV series collection.

Although the series does focus primarily on the Vietnam war, it's got a lot of messages that've really stuck with me through the years. It's a perfect mix of humor and tragedy and in my opinion shows so many ranges of human emotion as well as dealing with various conflicts both physically and mentally. It's a series that I feel will have some relatability to whoever would come across it and manage to watch the whole thing. And even if they don't relate to any of the stories, I'm confident that certain episodes like "Sometimes You Hear The Bullet" and "The Interview" will definitely leave an impression on them. M*A*S*H is a wonderful combination of funny, serious, and heartbreak and I think it really speaks to the idea of the human spirit in its highs and lows.

#I really liked this question #it really made me reflect on a lot of things and when I narrowed my choice down to this show it made me think about it even more #like I remember watching those two episodes I mentioned for the first time and having to take a minute to really think about them #they're some of my favorite episodes and they absolutely broke me in such a poignant way #M*A*S*H is one of the few pieces of media that've changed my way of seeing the world in such a visceral way #it'll always have a special place in my heart #mash 4077 #m*a*s*h #asks #answered asks

[thecampfirescene]

just remembered that tomorrow is gonna be 4 years since i watched mopi for the first time 🥹

#and then i spent all summer watching keanu and river films god i miss those times 😭 #i am so glad i decided to watch this film. so happy that i got to know 2 amazing actors and human beings #mopi was simply one of those life changing experiences for me #it'll always have a special place in my heart ❤️ #might rewatch it to celebrate the anniversary actually cause it's been too long 🥺

[wildflowercryptid]

kiki's delivery service is gonna be 35 years old in 2024...

#i hope they release a collector's bd for it i've been needing to upgrade my copy for a while now #i wonder if gkids will do anything special for it during ghibli fest 2024 #this movie has left such a huge impact on me i think it'll always be my favorite movie #maybe this will be the year i start a yt channel and make a video about it like i've always wanted to #mj.txt

[neversummerdecker]

druck s5 really didn’t need to go that hard, but it did and I thank them for it

#druck got me through the last few years of high school #it'll always be special to me #idc how bad s7 and 8 were #druck #spiderwitz #davenzi #kieutou #nora machwitz