#but it's 5am

[stars-and-skyes]

I was a little girl and she was speaking over me. I didn't mind, my voice was loud and I could match her tone. I could yell about how my day went until somebody heard. Later, I wonder why nobody stopped her from interrupting me.

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As I grew my voice became softer and my yelling not as clear, theyd ask how my day was then turn to her in the middle of one of my words. Soon they didn't know what classes I was taking but could tell you her latest conversation with her teacher. I didn't bring it up. What if that's why nobody stopped her from interrupting me?

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I learned to close my mouth and to be a passive listener, along for the ride, to nod along and scroll through nothing in particular on my phone. I brought a book and sketchpad to dinner and only spoke when spoken to. I seemed content in my own little world. Is that really why nobody stopped her from interrupting me?

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Then she left, and conversation lulled. They'd ask me why I'm so quiet, why my voice shakes when I use it too long and why I can't debate like she could. I want to yell but I don't think I can anymore. I want to cry because it's the only thing I can do anymore. I tell her how she hurt me and she told me I could have spoken over her. Is that's what was expected of me? Surely someone should have just stopped her from interrupting me?

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Then I left, and they asked me why I didn't message without prompting, or why I don't speak to my peers. I don't tell them that I don't know how. How can I message when nobody will bother to read it? How could I carry a conversation when I've always just been on the outskirts of them? How could I cope with a room of people listening when I've never had one? What if they didn't want to hear what I had to say? It's not important enough. I'm not important enough.

That's why nobody stopped her from interrupting me.

#what is this #tw vent #vent ig #vent post #Second post and I'm already venting? #I'll post about other things #Maybe #i'll probably delete this later #Christmas got me thinking and I haven't stopped in 3 weeks #I love her though #idk how to tag this #The wording could be so much better #But it's 5am #So whatever #is this relatable #skye vents #sisterhood

[loki-hargreeves]

Okay note to self, finish the Jake lockley WIP tomorrow 😤

#I want to finish it now #but it's 5am #idk how this keeps happening #anyway I've been thinking about this wip for weeks #gotta finish it #it's time

[astrolavas]

thinking about hunter's childhood in the emperor's coven

#spoiler alert: it was Not Good #the owl house #hunter toh #toh art #my art #fanart #toh hunter #hunter #toh #hunter noceda #hunter deamonne #belos #emperor belos #posting this at nearly 5am 💀anyway

[justcatposts]

Every morning at 5 AM 

(Source)

#cat #cats #Cats of Tumblr #animals #aww #cute #wholesome #5am #kitten #kittens #cat lovers #justcatposts #video #lol #funny

[13ag21k]

What if I was a lonely brooding man but my features softened as I stared at you adoringly?

#one of my favorite tropes #dinluke #geraskier #sambucky #hualian #bingqiu #00q #ineffable husbands #lawful husbands #murder husbands #sterek #wangxian #otps #pairings #shipping trope #telltale #batjokes #it is 5am again #lol #gotta get some sleep #:D #hunter and echo #crosshair and mayday #ghostsoap

[jeansyvesmoreau]

when snow says "it's the things we love most that destroy us" we always assume it's about lucy gray but are we sure he's talking about lucy gray and not about his love for power and control that destroyed his relationship with lucy and with sejanus and later destroyed him as a human being

#the hunger games #tbosas #coriolanus snow #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #thg #NGNFNFNF I woke up at 5am one morning with this thought in my head so I typed it out and saved it to drafts jshsbsbs. I had a point #1k* #2k* #5k*

[genrihgayne]

Pearls POV of Double Life will be forever cherished inside my heart

#mcyt #trafficblr #traffic smp #life series #pearlescentmoon #pearlescentmoon fanart #double life smp #double life #5am pearl

[dubioushonour]

"Can it run DOOM?" - boring, of course it can run DOOM, I've seen everything run DOOM from a knitted blanket to a pregnancy test to DNA

"Can it be used to recreate Bad Apple?" - exciting, imaginative, ALWAYS blows me away with the execution, an eternal banger, I am never expecting it and I am always pleasantly surprised to see Bad Apple in a new medium

#doom #touhou #yeah idk what to tag this #or if it makes any sense #or if its anything at all #5am posts are like that #going back to bed goodnight #i don't actually think running doom is boring but i couldn't #figure out how to format yhis thought

[numbuh424]

made me think of him

#death note #l lawliet #death note fanart #death note art #death note meme #death note L #doodle #digital art #meme redraw #elle draws #I saw this on twt and opened csp so fast I think I sparked a fire #it's 5am my eyes are dry gn everyone

[cultofasparagus]

Ok, ok, but the way Simon misremembers this moment

and the way he says 'goodbye brain' right before this so it makes it seem like that was going to be his last thought

and and the way it's what gives him the final push he needs to finally summon golbetty

#adventure time spoilers #fionna and cake spoilers #adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #this episode has destroyed me #it's almost 5am rn and I have class at 8 #but petrigrof posting takes priority

[halemerry]

Okay but like Aziraphale asking Crowley for things isn't just for Aziraphale. In fact it's often something Aziraphale does for Crowley. If Aziraphale asks, even wordlessly, this creates a scenario where Crowley is allowed to do something nice for someone while being allowed to hide it behind the context of an eye roll or an if you insist. It puts a degree of removal between Crowley and the act itself that makes it easier and safer for him to do. Crowley likes to do nice things. Aziraphale knows this. Just like Crowley knows Aziraphale likes to be cared for. They've stumbled this way into this mutually beneficial act where Aziraphale gets to indulge in being indulged and Crowley gets to indulge in doing the indulging - which are both things they do not normally get to indulge in - because they're complimentary even in this.

Asking the being that just quoted poetry at you to save this dying play you're both watching. Creating scenarios for him to rescue you when you know he loves the chance to get to save someone for once. Letting him drive you both around in his fancy new machine he's so delightfully proud of even though you got a license the same year he got the car. Asking him to remove a stain so he can act like you're the dramatic one while taking all the joy in theatrically removing it for you. They're all acts of mutual care and love. Because they're both so hopelessly smitten with another they can't help themselves from indulging the other.

#the secret is they're both whipped #because god theyre both addicted to indulging each other #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #good omens season 2 #dog said im needy no meta yesterday but 5am cant sleep brain says what if tho

[nerdpoe]

Freak of the week

Danny, in his human form, can take one hell of a punch.

Online he's a well known stuntman, doing absolutely batshit insane stunts that would 100% kill anyone else. He makes a point of flaunting the lack of a meta gene in his genetic tests he took for his audience, and is generally known to be juuuuuust slightly unhinged.

So he's in Metropolis, getting ready to do a stupidly dangerous stunt, when a mind-controlled Superman lands in front of him.

In front of a live stream.

So he can't go Ghost like he wants.

Instead, he turns to the camera and grins, all teeth and feral.

"Who wants to watch me eat a punch from Superman and live?"

#dcxdp #dpxdc #dp x dc #dc x dp #story prompt #phanfic #ficlet #honestly it is 5am and i should go to sleep #but i revisited the Freak of the Week music video from Freak Kitchen #and this cropped up #death mention #injury mention

[astrolavas]

2 years of The Brainrot (happy hunting palismen anniversary)

#it's nearly 5am but KXJSKK gotta post it today while it's still the 17th in some places #the owl house #hunter toh #hunter noceda #hunter deamonne #toh art #my art #hunter #toh hunter #fanart #luz #luz noceda #flapjack #hunting palismen #toh #the golden guard

[laveuw]

BABE WAKE UP, REAL LIFE SMP IS CANON 🫵🏻

I literally was about to draw pearl in her hermitcraft mail outfit when suddenly i saw this agitating grating notification and it was and i quote "real life smp" OH. MY. GOD. I WAS FLABBERGASTED grian was actually spoiling all of US

Also I'm waiting for cleo to actually win on the next smp thank you very much

#pearlescentmoon #pearl fanart #life series #lifeseries #pearlesentmoon fanart #real life #real life smp #reallife #reallifesmp #mcyt #mcyt smp #mcyt fanart #mcyt pearl #vrchat #virtual reality #vr #digitalart #scarlet pearl #pearl 5am #5am pearl #5 am pearl #laveuw_

[prisma-palace]

gay people meetup 2 electric boogalo

this is a redraw of an older piece but in my NEW and WAY COOLER artstyle. find the template here ^_^

#trafficblr #my art stuff #grian #gtwscar #mumbojumbo #joel smallishbeans #scott smajor #impulsesv #skizzleman #tangotek #ethoslab #bdoubleo100 #zombiecleo #martyn itlw #rendog #ldshadowlady #bigbst4tz2 #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #i stayed up til 5am to finish this. it was so worth it #trafficseriesiys

[13ag21k]

Consider me successfully wooed by you holding a knife against my throat.

#sterek #dinluke #ghostsoap #geraskier #murder husbands #steddie #villaneve #thorki #wangxian #batjokes #trikey #jegulus #kylux #kalluzeb #ship tropes #textpost #lmao it is 5am #but i just had to #me and my otps have some things in common