Unrequited mikosai hits diff sometimes
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Here's the thing:
I can empathize with Emma to some degree. At the end of the day, she's just a girl with an intense crush on Itsuomi and constantly makes her feelings known to him hoping that one day, he'll feel the same way. Just peek high school girl behavior.
HOWEVER...
It has been literal years and Itsuomi has made it clear more than once that he is not interested and he's now in a relationship with Yuki. And Emma refuses to get the hint and even went as far as to try and make up a lie about spending the night with Itsuomi to chase Yuki away. So when she's at her job crying about how Itsuomi "ghosted" her over text, it's hard for me to feel even remotely bad for her.
Again, I feel for her on the "unrequited love" front. But for everything else, she needs to move on.
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You're in a box in my room.
I took your photo down from off my mirror and put it in a box.
I took your painting down from off the wall and put it in a box.
I took your toothbrush from off of my dresser and put it in a box.
I took the gifts that you gave me and put them in a box.
I put you in a box, where I can't see you.
I put you in a box, so I don't have to think of you.
I put you in a box until the pain in my chest dissipates into numbness.
I'm not ready to let go and holding on is killing me,
So for now you're in a box.
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Its ok, I know the door is closed
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5x03
13x04
13x06
(scripts)
Tiptoe Through the Tulips lyrics
Knee deep in flowers we'll stray
We'll keep the showers away
And if I kiss you in the garden, in the moonlight
Will you pardon me
And tiptoe through the tulips with me?
(the Netherlands was the first country to introduce a legal form of gay marriage)
(personal space thoughts)
(tulips meaning)
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what do you need most in a relationship? by mmchamomile
[no images, pale background/dark text (not overstimulating), 2 lyrics questions, 14 questions total (no free response)]
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I just don't know quite how I let it happen. Perhaps I had no choice, or perhaps you never loved me quite enough, and I didn't want to know.
Renata Adler, from Pitch Dark
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little does my crush know, this is a secret fan page for him lol
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(it's really just me ranting about my own relationship/romance/love life issues disguised as original content)
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You say you're proud of me and that you love me, and it heals a part of me that's been broken for so long, I forgot it wasn't always like that.
And I wish I could reach out and ask for those simple words when I'm feeling awful as I usually do, but I don't want to mess anything up. Because if I could never hear those words from you again, I don't know what I'd do.
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okayyy i see how it is you're allowed to make a kms joke at every minor inconvenience but when I call everyone and everything my beloved or the love of my life after knowing them for 0.2 seconds I'm "needlessly dramatic"? pfft
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Fanfic Tropes I Love! Pt. 1
Hanahaki Edition :)
Character A: *suffering from the disease* Character B doesn’t deserve me. They deserve better. They shouldn’t be with me. Why would they like me? I’d rather suffer through this than for them to be unhappy with me.
Character B, who somehow found out about Character A’s condition: *angerly makes a dramatic enterance* YOU’RE STUPID AND I LIKE YOU TOO. STOP THINKING LIKE THAT, YOU DESERVE THE WORLD IN MY OPINION.
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don't @ me for this i live under a rock okay
not to risk being earnest and therefore cringe on main (/j i literally do not care at this point) but i just learned abt hanahaki like a few minutes ago and i got ideas. probably never gonna write them because *dial-up noises in 2 current WIPs and has never even read hanahaki*, but like.
platonic hanahaki. when you love your best friend platonically but they don't love you back, you're just an acquaintance to them.
familial hanahaki where the parents don't love the kids or the siblings don't love each other. that'll fuck you up. i got you childhood trauma besties.
found family hanahaki. these people are everything to you but they don't feel the same way. alternatively, someone in your group doesn't really mix well with you but you get along just fine, and suddenly whoops plot-significant flower petals. the drama. does everyone else know that it's you? do you admit it? does everyone blame themselves?
hanahaki that starts in the middle of an established relationship. your partner(s) doesn't love you anymore, but you still love them. and that's how you find out.
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literally thee funniest thing the cw possibly couldve done after eleven years of All That was to go ok fine one of thems in gay love but its UNREQUITED and so destiel is NOT REAL. and then make the one in love be CASTIEL like it is so much more insane and gay and powerful for one of gods first and purest creatures to go through all these changes and die several times over and come back to life and defy his maker and his purpose and everything hes known in the MILLENIA of his existence just for the love of one man. a love which he didnt even UNDERSTAND or like acknowledge as a factor in his impartial angellic existence at first, a love he had to look for and learn and learn how to feel and to want. he wasnt even a man and you took the time to make him a GAY MAN and confirm it. because you thought somehow thatd be less gay than making dean sex addict winchester be a little non discriminate with his sexual partners genders… ok.
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ok soo
i was supposed to help him hang his signs up but he ultimately decided he wouldn’t do the workshop? he constantly looks like he has something to do and somewhere to go so i don’t blame the guy
we did end up talking for abt half an hour so i can’t rlly complain
and AAAAAAAAAAAAA im trying to be normal abt the whole thing but i truly do feel like he’s mildly pleased to talk to me when we do. i mean, he had the chance to cancel on me the day before but ultimately didn’t so that’s something
he also said he was gonna give me some candy he had laying there but ultimately ended up eating it himself (see, it’s hard to hate him when he does stuff like this). the idea of having multiple shared interests and base a whole ass conversation on it makes me want to kick my legs in the air and just pray for it not to resemble juno’s situationship with the man she’s supposed to give her unwanted baby to
i just watched juno today
i can’t remember nothing else but the fact we said goodbye with a fist bump and it was cute somehow
i just hope things stay like this, i’ve gotten rid of the constant urge of talking to him and i’m glad since, recently, when i talk to him i’m not left with a feeling of emptiness that makes me want to throw up but, a reason for my best friends to roll their eyes at me
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