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bteezxyewriter12 · 2 years
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Love Motel/ 3
Pairing- Changkyun x Named Reader
Word count- 5.3k
Includes- Blowjob, deepthroating, throat fucking, rough sex, missionary sex, dirty talk, hair pulling, nipple sucking, multiple orgasms, fluff
Tag list- @90s-belladonna @mingtina
@direitobulando @honey-zip @chansbabydoll
@anthropologymajorkpopmultistan
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Changkyun POV
Every time the fucking door to the bar opens, I look up, hoping it's her
But it never is
I haven't seen her for a week
She hasn't come here with her friends or alone
I can't stop thinking about her and it's driving me crazy
I replay our time together over and over all the time
How she felt
How she sounded
How she pulled my hair
How she screamed my name
And god, I want to feel everything over again
I want her again
I don't know why or what kind of hold she has over me
I just want to be with her, make her feel so good
I'm normally not like that
Yes I make the girl I fuck cum but not like I did for her
There's something about her that attracts me to her
And the fact that she's not here gets me angry because that's the only way I can see her
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Talk to her
I don't have her cell phone number
I know where she lives but I don't want to scare her
She knows I'm in the jokop and she's already scared she's going to be killed or something just for being near me
I don't want to scare her more
I just wished she'd come here again
The door opens and I look up
A couple walks in and heads to a free table
Rolling my eyes, I look back at the ledger in front of me, making sure all the information and money is correct
The boring part of being the boss of a jokop
Yeah I have a lot of power but I don't really do anything
I have people, employees who carry out my orders
Orders my grandmother advises me in
She's really the one who runs the jokop through me
She took over when my parents were killed and when I came of age, she "handed" the jokop over to me but not really
She's the elder, I have to respect her and it's expected that I listen to what she says
It's how all jokops work
There's always an elder leading through the boss
Either a grandfather or a father
Since I have neither, it's my grandmother
Sometimes I just want to walk away and live a normal life
My cellphone goes off and I roll my eyes
I hope it's not Daseul
My forced fiance
She's from another jokop from Busan, the daughter of the leader
My grandmother arranged the betrothal, told me about it and explained how much stronger it would make our jokop to have an alliance with hers
She asked me if I'd agree to marry Daseul acting like I had a choice
I didn't
At the time I wasn't with anyone and I just agreed for my grandmother's sake
Daseul is a nice girl but I don't love her and I don't want her
This is just an arrangement that we both have to do
She knows this and she knows she's free to be with whatever guys she wants, at least until we're married
And honestly after that because I really don't care
We're cordial but she does like to text a lot
My phone goes off a lot and drives me insane
Looking at the text, I sigh in relief seeing this from Jooheon
"She's here"
Jooheon knows about her
About what happened and that I want her again
He's been keeping an eye out for her at my clubs and bars
I pick up my phone and call him
I'd rather talk on the phone than text a million messages
"Hey. She's here", he says
"Where is here?", I ask, closing the ledger and carrying it back to the safe in the office
"Club Monsta. She's here with her friends. Dancing. Drinking. You should come soon. Guys are hitting on her"
Jealousy hits me hard as I close the safe and spin the combination lock
No one needs to be hitting on her
If anyone tries to take her, I'll kill them
"I'll be there in five"
"Alright. See you then"
I hang up and head out of the bar to my car
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I push through the crowd, looking around for her
When I got here Jooheon told me she's dancing
There are so many people on the dance floor
The music is loud, the flashing lights bright
I remember why I'm never here and always at the bar
I hate clubs
Once I got past 23, I stopped going to clubs
I hate the crowds, the people constantly touching me, the shoving
Dancing with drinks, spilling it when people bump into you
She's the only reason I'm here
As I look through the crowd, I finally spot her light pink hair, a pretty braid in it
As I get closer to her, I see more of her
And my god, I'm so turned on
That short fucking revealing red dress she has on is fucking sexy
And those shoes
Fuck me heels
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Goddamn I need her right now
Her body moves to the music and she can dance
I had no clue she could dance, not like this
Thankfully she's alone, just moving to the music, not really paying attention to anything
I finally get to her, going behind her and putting my arms around her waist
She stiffens in my arms until I say, "I didn't know you had a dress like this"
She turns her head to me, her cheeks pink
Cute
"Milena bought it for me"
"Well I'll just have to thank Milena then", I answer, "You look so fucking hot"
She laughs, "Not compared to you"
Yeah ok
She's fucking hot in anything she wears but I know she doesn't believe me when I compliment her
Which is a shame
I mean everything I say
"Oh yeah baby. We're both hot and look so good together"
"Oh really?", she snorts
"Really"
I move my hands along her body, squeezing her breasts
"Wanna leave?", I ask, moving my fingers under her dress, touching her thigh
"Fuck", she whimpers
"I wanna fuck you", I whisper in her ear, pressing a kiss to her neck, "Do you wanna fuck me?"
"Yes, fuck yes", she answers
"So come with me"
"Yeah"
I slide my hand down her arm, into her hand and pull her behind me as I turn and go back the way I came
Leading her out of the crowd, we get to the club doors in record time
Pushing them open, we get to my car and I search for the nearest love motel
I can't wait, I need her now
Clicking on the nearest one, I put the car in gear and follow the directions
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"Which one do you want?", she asks, looking at the rooms displayed on the machine
"I don't care. Just pick one or I'm gonna fuck you right here", I demand, kissing her neck and feeling her up
I can't fucking keep my hands off her and I don't care how expensive the room is, I need to fuck her now
Her finger presses on a room and a key dispenses from the machine
Grabbing it, I look at the number then drag her to the elevator
As soon as the elevator doors close, I shove her against the wall, kissing her wildly, fireworks going off in my vision from her kiss
Her tongue against mine, her hands in my hair, pulling hard, our bodies pressed against each other's
Fuck I can't wait
Moving my hand down, I push her panties to the side and slip two fingers in her cunt
"Fuck", she moans, her cunt already soaking and throbbing against my fingers
Fuck me she's already ready for me
I don't have to eat her out or finger her, she's ready for my cock
But since my fingers are already there, I move them in and out, rubbing against her spot, I found so easily last time
She moans loudly, her legs buckling, pleasure on her face
"Don't fall jagi. I don't need you to hurt yourself before I fuck you"
All too soon the elevator dings
Pulling my fingers from her, I smile as I put them in my mouth, sucking her taste off them
She gapes and all I say is, "Good"
The doors open and I grab her hand, dragging her to the room
Opening the door, I pull her in, slamming it closer
I kiss her again, backing her up to the bed
Before I can get her on it, she stops me pushing me back
I back up, confused, her eyes on mine
She slowly kneels down, her hands on my belt
"Wanna suck your cock"
Holy shit
Well I'm not gonna say no
"Can I?"
"Of course you can baby girl"
Her hands immediately undo my belt, opening my pants
She pulls them and my boxers down, my hard cock right in her face, leaking cum already
"Holy shit"
I smirk at her, "What's wrong?"
"Nnn..nothing. It's just....huge"
"Is it now?", I tease her
She nods, her eyes not straying from my cock
"Yeah. Biggest I've ever seen", she says, wrapping her hand around me
"Oh yeah? Well your cunt is tiny but my big cock still fits in you. You took me so well"
"I did?"
I nod, smirking, "So let's see if your mouth can take me"
She nods, her tongue licking around my head, pleasure thrumming through me
I'm gonna let her go at her own pace for now until I take over
She licks from my base to my head, making me moan as I watch her mouth move around my head
She sucks and goddamn it feels good
Her hand starts moving in time with her mouth, her tongue licking as she sucks
She looks so fucking hot, on her knees in front of me, my cock in her mouth
God I could cum right now just from that sight
She pushes her head down, taking more of me in sucking desperately
She moves her hand not around my cock on my hip, gripping hard
"Oh god baby", I moan, from the amazing pleasure, "Yes baby. Such a good girl sucking my cock so good"
"Mmmm", she moans, her hand moving faster around my length
I let her play for a few more minutes, riding the pleasure
I want more
"Baby, can you take all of me?"
She looks up at me and I feel my cock twitch in her mouth at the sight of her
"Want to try?", I ask
She nods
"Good girl", I answer
She removes her hand as I slide mine in her hair
"Open baby girl"
She does and I push into her mouth, slowly
I don't want to hurt her
Moving in more I feel my head hit the back of her throat
She gags and I stop moving, running my fingers in her hair
"It's ok baby. Relax ok?"
She nods, breathing in through her nose
I give her a few minutes to relax, then I ask, "Can I keep going?"
She nods so I push in more entering her tight throat, the pleasure fucking intense
She chokes and I try to stop but she pulls me into her mouth more by my hips
I look down at her and she nods, tears running down her eyes
"Are you sure baby? You don't have to take all of me"
She nods firmly, pulling on me so I continue
"Almost baby. Just a little more ok?", I tell her
Not gonna lie, hearing her choke is turning me on but at the same time, I really don't want to hurt her
Bottoming out, I stay still, letting her get used to me in her throat
Her eyes are closed, tears falling as she steadies her breathing
After a minute, I feel a sucking sensation and I look down to see her sucking on me
She goes faster the more used to me she gets and it feels amazing
"Good girl", I tell her, "Fuck, you're mouth is so good"
She begins to bob her head, going about half way down my dick then moving up, taking me all in
"Oh god", I cry, loving every second of it
This has to be the best blow job I ever gotten
Not many girls can deepthroat me and she's doing fantastic
She surges up, taking me all in her mouth and swallowing on my length
I moan loudly feeling her throat squeeze me
God it feels amazing
"Swallow again baby. Please"
She does, the same pleasure spiking all over
"Again"
She complies, swallowing over and over
"Fuck baby, your throat is so fucking tight. Like your pussy"
And feels almost as good
Almost but not quite
She keeps going and I involuntarily move, thrusting into her throat
She chokes and gags, her fingers digging into my hips as she breathes
"I'm sorry", I apologize immediately, "It just felt really good and I didn't even realize what I was doing"
She looks at me, nodding
I really want to fuck her mouth but I don't think she can handle that
"Mmmm", she says, making me look at her
She nods but to what?
"Uh I don't get it", I tell her
She moves her hand back and forth then points to my dick in her mouth
Is she asking....
"You want me to fuck your mouth?", I ask, hoping that's what she's saying
She nods again
Oh shit
She wants me to fuck her throat
"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you"
No matter how much I want to do this, I don't want to hurt her
And my dick is big, her mouth small
I may hurt her
She actually rolls her eyes and sits back on her heels, keeping her mouth open around my cock
Ok then
Gripping her hair hard, I softly thrust into her mouth, cock going in her throat
Oh god yes
My hips move faster, chasing the pleasure, burying my length in her throat over and over
She takes every thrust, not making any sounds except choking every now and again
"Baby girl", I moan, moving faster and harder, "You're doing such a good job"
My cock runs along her tongue as I fuck her tight throat and it feels amazing
I keep my eyes on her mouth, watching my entire shaft moving in and out of her mouth, turning me on and getting me so close
"I'm gonna cum baby. Fuck"
I thrust a few more times and that's it
Pulling her on my whole length, I yell her name as I cum down her throat, the pleasure fucking insane
"Joanne yes, oh god"
Her mouth closes around my cock, sucking on me, more bliss hurtling into my body
"Baby, shit, good girl. Suck all my cum. Swallow all of it. Fuck", I moan
When I finally finish, I pull out of her mouth and let go of her hair
She sits back, swallowing more and breathing hard
She licks her lips then looks up at me
She looks so disheveled, her braid messy from me pulling on it, her makeup surprisingly intact with just a little smudged under her eyes
She's fucking gorgeous
Holding my hands out to her, she takes them and I pull her up, crashing my lips into hers
Moving my hands around her, I untie the bow at the back of her neck that's holding her dress up
Pulling her dress and panties down, she steps out of them as I step out of my bottom clothes
"Keep your shoes on", I tell her
Not gonna lie, they turn me on
I pick her up and get to the bed
Laying her on it, I move my tongue in her mouth, kissing her deeply, loving the feeling of her tongue against mine
Moving my hand, in between her legs, I run my fingers on her cunt, moaning in her mouth when I feel how wet she is
She's fucking drenched
I love that she gets this wet for me
"Www....wait", she says, breaking the kiss
"What's wrong?", I ask, a little panicked
Is she changing her mind?
Does she want to leave?
I'll be so upset but of course I'll stop
I'm not a monster
I'd never force her or any girl to do anything they don't want to
"Can...can you be naked too this time?"
Relief fills my body as I smirk at her, "You want me naked?"
She nods, "Yeah. Please?"
"Sure baby", I say, leaning to her ear, "But you have to undress me"
She swallows hard but nods, pushing me back
We sit up, with her facing me and she reaches out for me
Her hands shakily start unbuttoning my shirt
I guess she's nervous
She shouldn't be, we had sex before and I hope I proved to her that I'm not going to hurt her
I put my hands over hers, stopping her for a second
"Don't be nervous", I tell her softly
Her gorgeous brown eyes look up to mine and she nods slowly
Letting go of her hands, she finishes unbuttoning my shirt and pushes it off my shoulders
I let it fall off me and I hear her gasp
"Wow", she breathes, touching my chest, "I didn't know you had so many tattoos"
Yeah, I got the traditional body suit tattoos that most jopok have
My whole back, arms and chest
I'm not sure if I want my stomach tattooed yet
I work hard for my abs and I don't know if I want them covered
Her small hands touch the ones on my chest and to my surprise my skin trembles under her fingers
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"Two dragons. What do they mean?", she asks, her hands running down my arm sleeves
"Power. Strength. Authority"
She nods, "Because you're the leader of your jopok? You're high up there?"
"Yes", I answer, "And because I like dragons"
She smiles and it takes my breath away
"I like dragons too. Yours are beautiful"
"Thanks", I blush
God what is going on?
I'm acting like a teenage boy not a 26 year old man
"Do you have your back done too?"
I nod
It's a tiger and dragon in battle
"Can I see?"
"Yeah sure"
She moves on the bed, going behind me
"Oh my god. The colors, so vibrant. Beautiful"
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Her fingers trace the lines on my back sending shivers up my spine and I close my eyes, loving her touch
"You really do like dragons", she says
Yeah I do
"What does the tiger mean?"
"Strength and courage"
The tattoos represent everything I need to be in the jokop and especially what I need to be the leader
"Does it mean something that they're fighting?"
"It's the balance between powers. The tiger is hard power and the dragon is soft power. Supposedly if a person manages the balance between them, they can achieve great things"
Something I need to do as leader for the jokop
"Wow, that's beautiful. And so is the tattoo. I like them all"
"Thanks", I smile
Suddenly a shiver runs through me as I feel something soft on my back
Her lips
She moves to another part of my skin, kissing it softly
And she keeps going, trailing kisses everywhere
I keep my mouth closed so I don't moan
And god I so want to
Soon I feel her hands on my body, turning me to her
I watch her lean forward, her lips on my chest, kissing my blue dragon tattoo
And I can't help but hold onto her, my hand in her hair as she presses her lips everywhere
Fuck, her lips are so soft, sending trembles through me
Her lips travel to my collarbone to my shoulder where she spends some time kissing there
I had no clue that kisses could feel so good
Her lips kiss down my arm, turning it as she goes to make sure she gets every inch of skin
When she gets to my hand, she kisses the tattoo, then every single one on my knuckles
Turning my hand she kisses my palm then lets go, taking my other hand and kissing there
I watch her kiss up my other arm in awe
No girl has ever been this way with me
Other girls, once they see my big cock all they want to do is fuck
They want to ride me or more often, they want me to fuck their cunt open
And I'm not gonna say no
It's sex and I like sex
But none have ever kissed me like she's doing
Never touched me softly, gently
Never took the time to actually look at my tattoos, ask about them
They just wanted to be rough right away
This, with her, is different and I don't really know how to react to it
Or what to do
So I just let her continue, enjoying every second
A few minutes later she presses a last kiss to my chest, then moves her mouth to mine, kissing my lips
I fall into her, kissing her back, pulling her right against me
Feeling her soft skin on mine
Her hands move in the back of my hair, tugging my head back, breaking the kiss
I can't stop the moan when she kisses my neck, right into the spot I love the most
How the fuck did she know that's the spot?
Her tongue runs along the spot and I can't fucking take it
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I need to be inside her
Now
Turning us, I get her on her back, her legs around me and I plunge my cock inside her, bottoming out and forcing her open
"Oh god", she moans, pulling my hair
"Fuck", I growl, loving at how her tight cunt wraps around me immediately, "God, this cunt is so good"
"Fuck, your cock Changkyun. Fuck"
I pull out then thrusts back in hard, making her gasp
"Yeah you like it inside you?"
"Yes fuck. So big. Fuck"
I pull back again then barrel in hitting her hard
"Tell me what you want"
I repeat the motion, thrusting hard
"I...I..."
"Tell me", I demand, "Or I'm going to go slow like this and you're not gonna cum for awhile"
"Fuck me Kyun. Please"
"How?"
"Hard. Fast. Fuck"
"That's it?", I egg her on, as I bury my cock inside her again, this time hitting her spot and eliciting a huge moan from her
"Fuck Changkyun, fuck me! Split me open on your cock and fucking ruin me!", she cries
"Oh you want to be ruined?", I smirk
"Yes!"
"Fucked stupid?"
"Yes god please yes"
"As you wish baby"
Moving onto my knees, I hold her legs out and drill my cock into her, fucking her hard and fast into the bed
Just like she wanted
She immediately screams, her hands twisting in the sheets, her cunt pouring juice
Her body arches beautifully, her big boobs jiggling from how hard I'm fucking her
When I first saw her naked, I couldn't believe she was that hot, that stunning
I mean I imagined her naked but the reality...goddamn
My imaginings didn't even come close to how gorgeous she really is
And she's petite, short but she has big tits and a cute round ass
And her cunt is the best I've ever been in
So small, extremely tight, so much so that I almost don't fit inside her, soaking wet and so warm
Perfect
Moving one leg on my shoulder, I pump inside her, watching the erotic sight of her cunt opening for me with every thrust
Feeling her clench my cock hard, throbbing, sucking me back in greedily every time I go in
She can have my cock all she wants, anytime she wants
I'll fuck her whenever, wherever
That's how much I enjoy being with her
Her pussy is already so tight, already so close
"Gonna cum already?", I ask
She nods, "Yes, fuck. You feel too good baby"
Chills run down my spine hearing her call me baby
So far she's only called me by my name
I move my hand to her clit, rubbing circles on to it and she screams, pleasure all over her face, her cunt gushing juice
"Yeah baby. C'mon. God this pretty pussy feels so good. Throbbing just right. Need you to cum for me. Need to feel it"
Her moaning becomes louder, her knuckles white from how hard she's gripping the blanket
She's right there
Barreling into her, I smash her spot and flick her clit at the same time
She screams my name, her cunt tightening on my cock as she floods my length with cum
"Changkyun!"
I gasp from the incredible pleasure and the beautiful sight of her orgasming
Her face full of pleasure I'm giving her, her body arching, her cunt creaming my cock so fucking much
All of it- beautiful
Hooking my legs under her knees, I push them to her chest, watching that her shoes don't hit my face, hovering over her as I fuck her through her orgasm
"Changkyun! Don't stop. Fuck don't stop", she whines
"No? Feels good?", I smile
"Fucking amazing. God your cock is so big, I love the way you fill me"
"Mmm baby, I love being inside you. Wrapped so tightly around me. Pulsing so fast. So creamy. Fuck", I whimper, fucking into her faster, feeling her opening around me, hitting her spot every thrust
Her arms move around my neck, fingers burying in my hair
"Oh my god Changkyun", she moans
"So close baby. I feel you. Your pussy wants to cum"
Her fingers move in my hair, pulling my ponytail out
She runs her hands in my hair, pulling as she moans so prettily
Pleasure runs down my spine when she tugs on my hair
Before her I had no idea I loved hair pulling
No girl has ever tried to pull my hair
I pulled theirs but I think they were afraid to pull mine
Not her
Not after I told her I liked it
I grab her breasts, squeezing hard, then leaning down, wrapping my lips around her nipple and suck hard
Her nipple gets harder in my mouth and I bite down softly
"Mothefuck, yes", she cries
Christ her hard nipple is so fucking good to suck on and I move my mouth as fast as I can
"Changkyun!"
Her body shakes hard under me, screaming my name while she cums on me
Moaning into her nipple, I shove my whole length inside her, feeling her pleasurable orgasm and letting her ride it out on my cock
"Changkyun. Changkyun!", she cries
God I love hearing her call my name
It riles me up, does things to me, affects me like nothing else
Makes me want to fuck her all night, make her scream my name until she loses her voice
Dropping her legs when her orgasm ends, I wrap them around me as I continue to pound into her
Moving my arm around her back, I pull her against me, feeling her soft sweaty skin against mine
Tilting her head towards me, I press my lips against hers
Her arms move around my back as she kisses me, her tongue playing with mine
I don't know why her kisses feel so good, why I want them all the time but I do and I'm not questioning anything
I just want to feel her
Squeezing her breast, I plunge deep in her, brushing against her spot, her sopping wet cunt fluttering around me hard
I know when she cums, I am too
I'm right there and I can't last another one of her orgasms
They're too good
"Cum for me", I ask
It's like that's what she needed because she explodes again, pussy sucking on my cock throwing me into my orgasm
"Fuck Joanne!", I yell as she screams my name
"Changkyun. Oh god yes baby fuck. Fill me with cum baby. I want it all"
I do just that, shooting cum in her tiny pussy, so turned on by her begging for my cum
Her fingers dig into my back as we both cum on each other, the pleasure fucking ecstasy that I don't want to end
When it does end, I slump on top of her, so tired and satisfied
She keeps her arms around me, almost like she's holding me and I like that
After awhile she says, "I have to get home. I have a study group tomorrow"
"On Sunday?"
"Yeah well, we're all a bunch of nerds who are taking a hard class right now"
Wait a second
"It's January. Are you off until February?"
"Winter classes", she says
"So you really are a nerd", I tease
"Yeah I guess. I just want to finish school as fast as I can so I take as many classes as I can"
I guess that makes sense
I didn't go to college
I became the leader of my Jokop right out of high school
My grandmother hired tutors to teach me what I needed to know to run the jokop
Sometimes I wish I could of gone to college but that's never going to happen so I don't think about it
"Alright. I'll take you home"
I don't want her to leave
I want to be in her arms, feel them around me, fall asleep with her
But I'm not going to force her
So I get up, help her up and start to get dressed
She disappears into the bathroom
To clean up my cum
I finish getting dressed and sit on the edge of the bed
She comes out of the bathroom and I watch her get dressed, putting the sexy dress back on, tying the top of it around her neck
She picks up her little bag as I stand up
"Ready?", I ask
She smiles, nodding
I walk to the door and we leave the room
As we're walking to the elevator, I feel her hand slip into mine
Looking back at her, she smiles shyly
I smile back, tightening my hand around hers
When we get into the elevator, she lets go of my hand, my heart falling
But then she comes closer, hugging me, leaning her head against my chest
My heart beats harder as I move my arm around her, holding her to me and I know I have a dumb smile on my face
When the elevator opens, we walk out together, arms still around each other
Passing by the drop box, I put the key in and we leave the motel
We get in my car and I drive her to her apartment
"Thanks Changkyun", she says, about to get out of the car
"Hold on", I say
It's now or never
"Yeah?"
"Can I have your number?"
She blinks, "My number?"
I nod, "Yeah. I'll give you mine too"
"Yeah. Ok", she smiles
I get out my phone and she tells me her number
I press call, her phone going off
She shows me her screen and I nod, "That's me"
"Cool"
We both type into our phones, saving the numbers
She turns to me as she opens the car door, "Text me"
She leans closer, kissing my cheek, then she's gone
I watch her walk to her building door and she turns around, smiling and waving at me
I do the same and she goes inside
My heart pounds as I drive away, amazed that she actually gave me her number
And she told me to text her
Now I just have to figure out when so I don't come across as a dorky teenager
Still, I have that dumb smile on my face as I drive home
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» Request: "Ok, so I was thinking of a One-shot about Reader and Wonho. The reader is part of their make-up team and she and Wonho have confessed to each other that they have mutual feelings, but that they cannot be together due to the circumstances of ruining their professional connections. And they decide to act like nothing happens and hope things just go back to normal. But one day Wonho snaps, because he thinks she is too flirty with Minhyuk and too close to Shownu, and confronts her about it. She gets angry and agues that she feels like Minhyuk is her smaller, Ray of sunshine brother and Shownu is just a very chill shoulder she can count on. That is where Wonho starts feeling bad about what he said and mentally slaps himself. He just destroyed anything he could possibly have with her and doesn't know how to fix it." - BlueOzzyD
» Pairing: Wonho x Reader
» Genre: angst x fluff
» Words: 2.1k
» A/N: PROOF OF HOW BACKED UP I AM WITH MY REQUEST (so embarrassed).......I got this request back when Wonho was still apart of monsta x. I know I'm sorry :( I only have a few left and I promise I'm still working on them. I haven't forgotten anyone.
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"Okay take 5." The director spoke as the boys stepped off set.
You and the rest of the makeup artist began to wipe off any excess sweat from their face as the boys started to drink water. Wonho eyed you as you wiped off sweat from Minhyuk.
"Great dancing." You winked.
"Thanks (Y/N)." He smiled still trying to catch his breath.
You pulled out another wipe, patting down Minhyuk's sweaty face. He always had to make your job difficult by moving around.
"Great now you messed me up." You pouted going for another wipe not realizing there was no more. "I need to get more. Be right back."
You went to the storage room quickly and jumped from the sound of the door shutting behind you.
"I need to talk to you." Wonho spoke causing you to stress.
"Can't this wait until later? You guys have to be back on set in 3 minutes."
"Can we go out tonight? I'm off for the night."
You looked at him annoyed taking a deep breath, pulling your mask down. "You know we can't."
"Come on, I promise somewhere private." He begged.
"No I told you we can't. I already got a warning for "wandering off". If they find out, you and I would be screwed."
"I can't get you out of my mind." He leaned in closer.
"Try harder." You grabbed the pack and left him alone.
You hated seeing him so hurt but there was nothing you could do. You both signed a contract of no dating when you started this job. Wonho was at a successful level when it came to his career and you couldn't be the cause of it ending.
-
You were cleaning your brushes while you had some time before the boys came in. Nothing better then your favorite tunes playing in your ears while you had some alone time.
But your alone time didn't last long as you felt strong arms wrap around you, lift you up as you were spun in circles. You felt shaken as the sudden attack had you frightened from being unaware.
Once you were put down you looked up at your victims laughing only causing you to punch him weakly. "You ever do that again Shownu, I will end you."
You looked passed him as the other boys were watching and you couldn't help but notice Wonho's annoyed expression.
"I thought you were taking off today?"
"Change of plans." You shrugged. "Besides I don't want to miss the rest of your shooting."
"Thank god, and if I'm being honest..." Shownu leaned down closer. "I think you're the best artist here."
.....
"Okay last but not least, sit in my chair buff bunny." You said causing the other guys to laugh except the bunny himself.
"Guys you need to get into costume." The manager came in.
"I just need to finish Wonho's makeup real quick." You spoke as the rest of the guys already got up.
"Okay. No problem."
As soon as you two were alone, you were expecting Wonho to hit on you again but nothing. Nothing but silence.
"What's wrong with you?" You asked as he was blank from you doing his makeup.
He shrugged his shoulders silently.
"You're gonna make me pry."
"I just see how you are with the guys and then you ignore me. It makes me feel like I'm a jerk."
"I ignore you because I'm afraid of what might come out of my mouth." You shrugged. "We're both struggling here."
He grabbed you so you were leaning into him. "Please just give this a chance."
"I can't." You whispered as he came closer about to brush his lips against yours.
Before you could pull away, he desperately collided with you. Ever since the first time you hooked up, you felt like you were suffocating from hiding away your feelings.
He grabbed your thighs, pulling you up into his lap as the kiss deepened by the second. His hands comfortably cradled your bottom, locking you in place.
He pulled away quickly and made his way down your neck, already pampering your skin.
"Wonho?" You heard Jooheon at the door.
"Fuck." You jumped off his lap and quickly started to panic. You pulled up your mask turning away from Wonho as Jooheon opened the door.
"We're going on."
"Be right there." You didn't turn towards them as you lowered your head in shame. "(Y/N)-"
"Stop. This can't happen again." You wiped your single tear. You couldn't lose this job, you couldn't.
-
The boys were lounging in the back and Minhyuk grabbed you forcing you to sit on his lap. He wrapped his arms around you as he thanked the staff for making the shoot close to perfect. "Can you come to my house and do my makeup every day."
"Or I can just teach you how to do it yourself." You looked at him amused.
"(Y/N)....I need to talk to you now." Wonho got up annoyed and you immediately turned your head. "Please."
"What's the matter?" Shownu asked alarmed from the situation.
"It's fine Shownu. I just know how the buff bunny gets if I forget to replace his shakes."
"You make her do that?" Shownu asked.
"Don't worry, it's my job to serve for you guys." You got up following Wonho into the back.
"You can't act like that in front of everyone. They'll know what's up." You said as soon as you were alone.
"What is up with you and Minhyuk?" He asked.
"You're kidding me right?"
"No, I've seen the way you act with him....the way you two flirt together-"
"That's bullshit-"
"The way you two cuddle."
"You're so freaking-"
"And don't think I haven't notice Shownu. What happened the other night when I wanted to spend time with you and you didn't feel good - but then I found out from Shownu you were with him."
"I thought maybe it was nothing but how am I suppose to feel when you're hugging him after each take."
"You are seriously so stupid." You said upset.
"Is this what you do (Y/N), you lead guys on and just use them."
"You are such a jerk." You cried and walked out of the room.
You didn't know where this was coming from. Why was he acting this way? He was twisting everything.
-
The next few days you stayed away from the company until they granted you a transfer.
"Have you seen (Y/N)?" Shownu asked their manager. "We haven't seen her all week."
"She decided to leave the company."
"What?" Shownu said alarmed as Wonho stood up in shock.
He was quick to leave the room and make his way out of the building, taking the first taxi to your apartment, not even caring to let anyone know. He knocked on your door but it was clear you weren't home. He sat on your steps as he pulled his phone out trying to reach you but it went straight to voicemail.
He couldn't help but run his fingers through his hair frustrated. This was all his fault, he felt. He pushed you away when he was jealous and ignorant.
You sighed as you tugged your heavy purse along, crossing out your last number of the day. Your eyes glanced to your steps seeing Wonho look up suddenly alarmed and confused.
"What are you doing here?" You asked confused.
"Why haven't you been answering your phone?" He asked first.
"Because I blocked your number."
"Oh." He looked down. "I'm sorry for what I said."
"Thanks." You said sarcastically as you walked passed him unlocking your door.
"Let me help you." He reached for your book that had addresses crossed out as you struggled holding your keys. "You didn't have to leave the company." He noticed that you were job searching.
"Well I was transferred to cube and their management sucks so....-"
"No I mean.....please come back. I was wrong and stupid."
"You know what. Not only was I risking my job for you but to think I was hooking up with Minhyuk AND Shownu. That's pretty pathetic."
"I know and I'm sorry. I just snapped from how you were so open with them and I was jealous."
"You were jealous for nothing. They're like my brothers Wonho. It's obvious I liked you and I was afraid of getting caught."
"Liked?" He said his voice dropping.
"Well.....you hurt me."
"Please forgive me."
You sighed again as you finally got your door open, inviting him inside. "I'm not going back to starship, so don't bother begging me."
"Then let me at least help you find something else, I'll help you with money."
"I don't need your dumb idol reputation to help me find a job. No one's hiring at the moment, that's all."
He followed you to your kitchen. "You haven't touched your wine since that night?" He glanced over to your counter with a tall red wine bottle a quarter full.
Your eyes drifted to where he was referring to. "I don't usually drink so I have no interest in finishing it."
"What about now?" He asked stepping closer to you and you were quick to stop him. "Please."
"What part of no, do you not understand?" You shook your head.
"I understand that if you're not part of the company, what else is standing in our way."
"You don't get to come into my apartme-" He closed your lips with his.
It only took you a second to pull away and push him as far away from you as you could. "You're a jerk."
He looked at you as he was making you feel guilty but yet sensual. He placed his hand where you pushed him and tugged on the button that was already coming undone. You stared frustrated as he knew what he was doing to you. You wanted him and that was clear.
"I know." He whispered close to you as he came closer. "I'm sorry."
"Please go." You whispered.
"Would it help to say I'm im love with you?" He asked only a centimeter away from filling the space.
"You're not."
"I am."
"No because-" He pulled you into him once again not breaking the kiss as sudden.
You hummed to break away but he was quick to shut you down. The kiss grew more desperate the more you let him take control. You were defeated by this point. You loved him too, you always had but the circumstances were far from acceptable but now that you were out of the job, maybe your fantasy could become a reality.
"Please take me back." He broke away from the kiss as you finally could catch your breath.
"I'll support you....support us." He practically begged.
"I can't just not work."
"Then I'll find you something....just give me some time."
"But if you're caught dating at all, you'll-"
"I know. But you're more important." He gently brushed his lips against yours.
"I can't let you do that."
"Then we'll keep it a secret." He was clearly not letting you go.
"Ok." You softly smiled confirming, sending him kissing you once again but with more passion. He lifted you up, gently sitting you on the counter as the kiss grew deeper by the second.
"Please let me take care of you." He kissed down your neck and you nodded in acceptance. He lifted you up once again carrying you to your bedroom.
"I promise.....I'll make you happy." Was the last thing he said before closing your bedroom door and giving you a night to remember.
Sure, you had regrets....but you loved him and he loved you. It was just the risk you had to play with. Is love really worth it?
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How to say 'I love you' without saying 'I love you' | Chae Hyungwon pt 3
part: 3 of 3
other parts: pt 1 || pt 2 || pt 3
pairing: chae hyungwon x reader
genre: fluff, and LOTS OF SMUT
word count: 7.6k words
note: so. the smut is here. can you believe i had a dream about hyungwon doing this SAME thing here, in my dream? i will RIOT
How to say 'I love you' without saying 'I love you’.
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It’s an hour after you arrived, that there is a knock on your dorm room.
When you open the door, Hyungwon stands in front of your door, and you honestly have already missed him so much that you want to hug him.
“I just arrived.”
“Didn’t you want to change and get some rest first?”
“I… I didn’t want to wait a single moment after I came here, so I washed up before we headed out.” He mumbles, a sheepish smile on his face as he motions for you to step outside.
Awww!!!
“Where are we going, Hyungwonnie?” You ask, taking your wallet and bag before you follow him out to the hallway.
“This will be our first date, so we have to go somewhere nice, right?”
You can’t hide the big goofy smile on your face, and it looks like Hyungwon is really proud of himself.
“I didn’t know you were so romantic.”
“Like I said, there are a lot of things you don’t know about me.” He has to say, reaching for the back pocket of his jeans and handing you a single white rose.
A grin forms on your face while you accept the flower look at him, dumbfounded. “Where on Earth did you get the time to plan this?!”
“[Name]-ah, the flower shop near the restaurant next door doesn’t close until 10, did you think I would come to our first date empty handed?”
“I swear, I’m at a loss for words.” You have to say, watching him give a thumbs up and hurry to grab your hand. You hadn’t had a chance to imagine what Hyungwon would be like when he was dating someone, so every little thing he was doing came out as a pleasant surprise for you.
It’s nice to walk freely in the Seoul streets at this time of the night when there are only a few people around and you can wear masks. Hyungwon seems to be at ease as well, and you’re not surprised when he takes you to your favorite cafe a few blocks from the building.
“I think I found another reason to love this cafe even more,” he has to say, as you two enter one of the private booths. “I always loved this place because I can eat in peace here, but now I can come here often on dates with you.”
“You’re so cheesy, Are you really the Chae Hyungwon that hugged me just a few hours ago?”
This makes Hyungwon’s cheeks flush a little - you’re so glad he lowered his mask! - and you have an idea of why, even before he speaks next.
“Well, are you really the [First Name] [Last Name] that... kissed me a few hours ago?”
It’s adorable, the way he said it in a pouty way but hesitated a little in embarrassment. It makes you wonder if things between you and Hyungwon will continue to be like this.
You take a few minutes to decide what to order, and the food arrives in a little while.
Because Hyungwon had already eaten so well at the barbeque during the shooting, he simply had a drink. This meant that his focus was on you and just you. And for the first time, you become a little self-conscious because you’ve caught Hyungwon staring at you multiple times before, but this is the first time he watches you after you knew he had feelings for you.
“Why do you keep looking at me like I’m some kind of seafood pancake?”
Hyungwon chuckles, stirring the ice in his Iced Americano. “I have something I’m curious about.”
“Yes?”
“When did you start to like me?”
The sudden question makes you almost choke on your strawberry drink. Well, you had expected this question - And you were going to ask this from him as well, but jeez, Hyungwon really wastes no time. 
“I’m asking because you started crying when you found out I liked you.”
You suddenly want to dig a hole and crawl inside and never come out again, and for some reason, this feels so much more like old times when you two had wholesome conversations till Hyungwon’s manager calls him.
There were a few occasions when he stayed past the scheduled time, even though he had to pay a lot of his money for the late fine rule Monsta X has.
The sudden thought makes you giggle.
“What, what?”
“Nothing, nothing! And you’re right! I did like you before too, but I didn’t realize it until you were going to confess to me, and that scared me so much because of Dawon, and also because… I’m just a writer for the company, that’s all..” You look up from your plate of food and you see that Hyungwon is looking at you, eyebrows a little furrowed.
“But when I went back home to Incheon, my mom said this was all happening because I was being a whiny baby and I should just let you forget me if I was going to keep on crying and not doing anything about it.”
Hyungwon bursts out laughing, and he actually chokes on his drink. You have to get up from your seat and pat his back multiple times before he is able to drink some water.
“That wasn’t something I wanted to show you during our first date…” He mumbles, shaking his head. “So, I have your mom to thank for this, huh? Was she the one who also asked you to ki-”
“Nope, that was Minhyuk’s idea.”
Hyungwon’s eyes go wide again, ears going red once again.
“What?! How does Minhyuk know?”
“Because,” you start, “He knew we liked each other and he was trying to get us together, not get in between us like you thought and blamed me for!”
This makes Hyungwon put his face on the table, like he was really regretting his actions. You hear a whiny ‘Uggggggh I’m so stupid!’ before he lifts his head up and sighs.
“About what you said earlier,” he starts instead, “When have I ever treated you like you’re just some staff member? You should have known that I wasn’t treating you with simple polite smiles and greets like I do with the other staff. You’re the only person I go for meals with, and the only person I buy strawberries for when you do a good job with work. So don’t ever say something like you being ‘just a staff member’. I’ll get mad.”
His words sound so sincere, like he is genuinely baffled that you would remain oblivious to his feelings.
“Fine, I won’t. I promise. Now tell me when you started liking me?” You smile, eating some food while Hyungwon seems to ponder about your query for a moment.
“Do you remember that time we shared the same schedule in Inkigayo with Shinee-sunbaenim?”
This makes you gape, looking at him in utter disbelief.
“What-”
“When Minhyuk gave you the signed copy of 1 of 1, you looked so pretty when you smiled.” Hyungwon grins, hand rubbing on the nape of his neck. “You smiled so brightly, and I wished I was the one that earned such a pretty smile from you. I knew I liked you since then.”
“But Hyungwon-ah, that was… That wasn’t even long since I started working for you guys!”
This earns a big grin from Hyungwon, nodding as he speaks. “I’m good at keeping secrets.”
“Why didn’t you tell me? It’s been four years…”
“I liked you since then, and I can’t keep my eyes off from you… But because I’m a celebrity…”
This makes you mumble a little ‘Ah..’ giving a nod. You’re not sure what he is implying by saying that, but the fact that he’s here with you right now, looking at you with so much love in his eyes… It really doesn’t matter.
“I really wanted to be sure what kind of feelings I had for you. I just know that whenever you play with Jooheon or Minhyuk I get mad jealous. I guess you never noticed that I always take you for breakfast the next day after you do that, so that I can get you to look at me.”
You never noticed that that happened as a pattern, so your mouth is hung agape while Hyungwon bursts out laughing.
“That’s why I know you like me. You’ve been giving me happier smiles after I started to sing for you.”
“Because you sound so dumb!” You two burst out laughing together in unison.
“That really made me think you liked me too, so I got the confidence to ask you out.”
“But I’m just surprised you like me, out of everyone…”
“You’re not going to start saying something like you not being pretty enough for me, like the girls in dramas do, right?”
He completely read your mind!
“It’s true, though, you have to admit I look mediocre compared to you.”
“Shut up. I just told you I fell in love with you because you looked so pretty when you smiled.” He says, which in turn makes you clench your hands at the butterflies forming in your stomach; It’s the first time he said he loves you, not just that he likes you!!!
“I don’t believe in liking someone just by looks, even if I just said that. My heart just grew to like you more and more everyday after I got the chance to easily hang out with you often. It��s not just the looks, you should know this well, [Name]-ah. You’ve seen my face for years but you didn’t feel a thing for me until recently, right?”
“Heheee,” you find yourself nodding, which makes Hyungwon smile back at you.
You can’t help but to look at Hyungwon so fondly. You two barely made it, if anything, and you can’t stop smiling at how happy and how normal it feels, to look at Hyungwon and have your heart racing.
“Yah. Stop staring, you don’t even look at me that much when I’m shooting something.”
“True, I’m always looking at Joo because he’s so cute!”
“Hey!!!”
 ---
 Hyungwon is an absolute gentleman.
The first time you learned this was when he dropped you at your door after your first date, a gentle hand at the small of your back until you reached the company; after which he maintained a little distance.
Because he has different schedules every day, you don’t get to go out to eat with Hyungwon as often as you would like. You still find him hanging by the lounge having lunch with random members occasionally.
The lunch thing becomes a little too frequent as the days pass by, and Hyungwon lets you know that he told the rest of the members beside Minhyuk, and they had decided to help him out, getting out with him with lunch as the excuse.
Today it’s Kihyun and Minhyuk seated in front of you while Hyungwon seats by your side.
“Until how long do you two plan to hide from the company that you’re dating?” Kihyun wants to know, out of nowhere, dipping some fish into the soy sauce.
Both you and Hyungwon hiss, eyes widening that the topic of you two dating is even brought up.
“Heh, you think no one will notice where Hyungwonnie always disappears as soon as his schedule is over every night?” Minhyuk adds more fuel to the fire. “Or not even notice Hyungwonnie entering [Name]-ah’s room every ni-”
“Shut up, you’re gonna give everyone the wrong idea if you say stuff like that!” You hiss, shaking your head. Hyungwon doesn’t say anything, looking very embarrassed and avoiding eye contact with you. His action makes you feel flustered, recalling all the nights he stopped by your room before he went to sleep, just to laze on your bed and kiss you till he’s too sleepy to continue - or gets a call from a manager.
Both of your reactions make the matter only worse, making Kihyun’s eyes go really wide, turning to Minhyuk who has a knowing smirk on his face. That little idiot. He knows nothing and always acts like a snake.
But then again, he adds that spice to variety shows that you, as a writer, always get pleasantly surprised at. So you can’t say you hate it.
“You two are adults and all, but-”
“Ah, please stop!” Hyungwon begs, tapping his chopsticks on the table and creating a little ruckus to interrupt whatever Kihyun was trying to say.
“Kihyunie may be stupid but he has a point this time, kids.” Minhyuk says.
“Who are you calling stupid?!”
“Who are you calling kid?!”
 ---
 It’s a couple nights since then, and Hyungwon finished his practice ‘early’, so he pops into your room at 01:39 am.
It’s actually quite an ungodly hour of the night; you would have been sleeping at this hour if you hadn’t started dating Hyungwon. But even if he pops by for only five minutes, it is worth every second and the amount of coffee you’d have to drink the next morning while you doze off.
“Finished everything?” You ask, smiling up at Hyungwon who is wearing a sky blue sweater, and gray sweats. His hair is still a little damp in some places, like he had used his hair-dryer in a crazed frenzy.
The male nods, closing the door behind him and tightly locking the door. You hurry towards him, and you’re able to see the way he breaks into a smile right before he embraces you.
“I was drained out last night, that’s why I couldn’t drop by to see you.” Hyungwon lets you know, his nimble fingers carding through the locks of your hair softly.
“You must be so tired.” You give a little pout, patting his hair. The male glances at you, smiling at the cute action and giving a little nod.
“I have a really early schedule tomorrow morning, but I’ll have the rest of the day off. Can I come to you then?”
You nod, standing on your tippy-toes, and then pulling on the collar of Hyungwon’s shirt - he’s that tall, yes - and pressing your lips to his.
It’s so gentle; from the way he kisses you, the way his lips graze on your bottom lip, the way he softly licks your bottom lip and has both his arms around your waist. You can feel the heat from his body and every warm breath of his, and you end up sighing into the kiss which makes Hyungwon move a little for air and look at you.
It’s a little embarrassing so your cheeks are flushed but Hyungwon breaks into a grin, pulling you for a hug this time.
“I’ll meet you for lunch tomorrow.”
You give him a wave, watching him pull down his hoodie as best as he can and running across the hallway to his room.
The next day, there is a downpour. You get a text from Kihyun that the boys are in the recording studio for their schedule and you’re thankful that he didn’t have to go somewhere far away and would be unable to come back in time for lunch.
Since you and Shownu share a similar diet plan, you’re having lunch with the male when Hyungwon finishes up his schedule and finally sits down beside you. He looks like he had a long day, as he does not talk much while he eats black bean noodles in a jiffy.
“Good luck!” Shownu gives you a suspicious thumbs up, which makes you very confused while Hyungwon hurries to lead you back to your room. You still had some pages of work left to write up, so you find yourself sitting by the headboard of your bed while the male reads some manhwa from his phone.
This is actually quite a common occurrence recently; doing your own thing but with each other’s company. You like the way you would snuggle beside Hyungwon and kiss his cheek while he’s reading some documents, and he would give in and pull you to his lap so he can kiss you better.
And the other days are like today, where Hyungwon is the one who comes up to you, peeking at your laptop, playing with your hair, and trying to distract you with soft kisses.
If anything, it is working, and you can’t ignore the way he mumbles your name and looks at you like a little child waiting for playtime.
“You’re a grown-up, yet, you act like a kid.” You comment, putting away your laptop for the day and opening your arms. Hyungwon smiles, watching you lie on the bed, facing him.
“I have some good news, [Name]-ah.”
“What is it?”
“One of the songs I wrote is going to be on the upcoming album!” He says, hugging you tightly. Your eyes go wide in surprise, and thinking about all the times he had been complaining about how much revisions he had to do feels worthwhile. You grin, giving him a kiss on his forehead.
“I can’t wait for it, Hyungwon-ah.”
“I just recorded it earlier today.” He lets you know, “I can’t wait for you to hear it.”
“I’m so proud of you.” You let him know, genuinely. You smile at him fondly, and it looks like he could see your sincerity in your eyes, before he pulls you to him and pecks your lips.
Minutes change to hours, and it’s already evening when you two wake up from a nap you didn’t even realize you two had drifted off to. Hyungwon stirs in his sleep, one eye opening when you pull his arm off from you and get up to drink some water. When he realizes he was still in your room, he sits up, pointing at the water bottle now in your hand. You bring the bottle to him, watching him take a couple of sips.
It is while he hands you the bottle that the rough fabric of your sweater rubs against your nipple, and you drop the bottle to the floor at the sensitive feeling.
“What? What’s wrong?” Hyungwon looks at you, alarmed, when he sees you bending down to pick the bottle up in a hurry. “Are you okay?”
You give a nod, taking a step back.
“Why are you acting weird out of nowhere?”
How do I tell him that this is a totally normal thing for girls when we don’t wear a bra? You look at him panickedly, taking a step back when he gets off from the bed and comes towards you. The action makes you flinch again, and you can’t help letting out a little ‘ow’.
“Yah. What’s going on? Are you hurt?” He asks, grabbing your wrists before you can flee with the excuse of getting snacks or something. By now, your face is all sweaty and completely red from embarrassment, and you can’t help but pray that Hyungwon does not notice.
“I’m fine!” You say, and your words and actions are probably not matching because Hyungwon furrows his eyebrows at you, while you feel your eyes getting a little teary from the embarrassment.
“You… Why are you crying?”
God damn it, Hyungwon sure is persistent.
“I told you, nothing is wrong-”
“Yah. You obviously do not look fine. We already had such a big misunderstanding because we couldn’t say what we wanted to, so I don’t want something like that to happen again. We barely made it to this point now, so if you don’t tell me why you’re crying right now, I’m going to get very angry.”
You appreciate that he is thinking about your benefit, but you can tell there is no way he would let go of your wrist unless you tell him the truth.
And that is why you smack your face to his chest, and just take a deep sigh while Hyungwon wraps his free hand around your waist, almost out of habit.
“It’s just a random girl thing and this does not mean I’m horny or anything, okay?! But my… nipples… are hard so it’s ...sensitive.”
There is no response, and you wonder if Hyungwon even heard what you said. Your face feels like it’s on fire as you continue to talk, if only to break the silence.
“It’s just something that happens to girls when we’re not wearing a bra, that’s all… That’s why I kept saying I’m fine…”
Still, silence.
You’re very embarrassed, especially because Hyungwon had instinctively pulled you closer to him, so your chest was already pressed against his. When you move a step away and look up at Hyungwon, you’re absolutely startled to see that his face is completely flushed red, eyes unblinking and just looking at you while you take another step away - and yet, he does not let go of your wrist.
“Yah, what are you saying!” He finally reacts, letting go of your wrist and looking away from you. “Y-You didn’t have to tell me all that!”
“You made me say it though????”
Hyungwon moves another step away, eyes on the floor, mumbling something inaudible under his breath.
“Yah, just ignore what I said, let me just go and change, then it’ll be f-” Your sentence is interrupted when Hyungwon grabs your wrist once again, shaking his head.
“What-”
“I-I’ve wanted you for ages, and now that I finally have you, you… you should stop saying things that make it impossible for me to h-hold in what I feel for you,” he mumbles so quietly that you barely hear him, “Because it’s really, really hard for me.”
Despite how startled you are at his confession, the look in his eyes is so vulnerable, his ears and cheeks still so bright red while he lets go of your wrist, this time in favor of intertwining your fingers with his.
“If you…” His voice trails down, taking a step back and pulling you along, up till he is seated on the bed. He does not look away from you for a single second, then pats his lap, looking at your every action. You feel flustered but do as he instructed, seating yourself on top of his lap and watching as he leans against the headboard before he wraps his long slender arms around your back.
Hyungwon’s lips meet with yours, and this is the first time since the very first kiss, where all the gentleness is gone and he is kissing you like he might go crazy if he didn’t. You gasp when he lightly bites on your bottom lip, using the opportunity to slide his tongue in your mouth.
Your heart is racing like crazy, and it does not help that he has his hands under the fabric of your sweater, warm fingers gripping your hips and back as he kisses you deeper. Your lips are trembling when he pecks your lips softly once before he moves away and looks at you, wordlessly. You wonder if you should say something, but as soon as he glances at you, he pulls one hand up to clutch your cheek, face moving towards your neck and pressing his warm lips on your collarbone.
The new action makes your eyes wide, pressing your lips tight together as he kisses your neck, peppering soft pecks on both sides of your neck, his tongue and lips working together and softly sucking at the skin enough to leave a bruise.
This earns a gasp on your side, and Hyungwon looks back up at you, and you’re even more startled when you see that his eyes have darkened a little, watching you with hooded eyes that feel almost too sinful to look at.
“Hyungwon-ah…”
“I won’t stop unless you ask me to.” He says, and you don’t have time to respond - to even say you don’t want him to stop - before his lips meet with your neck once again, another peck on your collarbone until Hyungwon runs out of your exposed skin.
“Take it off.” He orders, pulling at the hem of your sweater. Your thoughts are traveling a mile a minute up till then, going blank when he says that and looks at you, light tugs of your sweater continuously reminding you of his request. You look at Hyungwon with wide eyes, the embarrassment from before replaced by the one due to his order. You lower your hands from around his neck, hesitating a little in embarrassment.
“Do you want to stop here?” He asks when you pause, a little smile forming on his face when you shake your head in response. “Then, are you embarrassed?”
When you nod your head, Hyungwon pulls his hands away from the bare skin of your back, before he begins unbuttoning his own shirt.
With every button that comes undone you become more impatient, watching him discard the shirt, looking at you with longing in his eyes while you slowly run a hand over his bare skin. You feel a little relieved that his skin is just as warm as your felt, and you lean in a little to kiss his lips.
Hyungwon holds your arms while you have your clutches on his cheeks, kisses becoming more and more desperate until he moves you away and takes a deep breath.
You reach for the hem of your sweater again, this time pulling it over your head and throwing it away. You can’t get yourself to meet eyes with him just yet, still feeling embarrassed about showing your bare body to Hyungwon for the very first time. When there is no reaction from his side, you finally glance back up at his face, and find him looking at your newly exposed skin with lustful eyes. He reaches a hand out to grab one of your breasts, giving it a squeeze that makes you gasp. Hyungwon tilts his head up to kiss you once more, both hands grabbing your mounds and thumb rubbing against your nipples. You bite your bottom lip as he presses a soft kiss on one of your breasts, and when he licks your nipple, you let out the first moan.
This makes Hyungwon jolt up his head in surprise, watching your face as your chest heaves up and down. You think there’s a smirk on his face when he kisses the other nipple, softly sucking in such sinfulness that makes you tilt your head back, clutching a chunk of his hair in failed attempts to hide your moans. You can feel your core getting wetter with every little action of his lips over your sensitive buds.
“Hyungwon-ah, please…” Your voice trails off and he finally lifts his head up, looking at you with hazy eyes, and when he leans in to kiss your lips again do you notice Hyungwon’s hard on pressing from where you are seated on his lap. You mumble his name again impatiently, watching as he softly wraps both arms around your back once again, kissing your lips as he leans forward, making you slowly fall back down onto the bed with a little ‘oh!’.
It’s a different kind of feeling when Hyungwon gets on top of you, hands pulling down your sweatpants to expose your bare legs and panties that are getting wetter with every one of his ministrations. You’ve started to get used to Hyungwon staring at you in general, but this is the first time he looks at you with his lips parted slightly, eyes dark from lust as he kisses your thigh, another hand raking his nails on your skin and not even letting you catch your breath.
“Hyungwon-ah.” You mumble, watching him lift his figure from over you in favor of unbuttoning his trousers, and god damn. You thought you might end right then and there; watching the way his eyes never leave yours while he throws the clothing and presses the visible bulge in his boxers against you.
It’s so, so close, and your moan comes out as a whine as he bucks his hips against you once again. A faint smile forms on his face, affectionately kissing your cheek while he presses his chest against yours.
“[Name]-ah.”
You hum, eyes still closed at how painfully agonizing it feels as he grinds against you. You can barely hold yourself, and it seems like Hyungwon felt the same way, lifting the side of your panties and sliding a finger inside your wet cunt.
Your eyes fly wide open at that, a loud gasp leaving from your mouth. Hyungwon’s face is so close to you, his warm hot breath on your face as he watches your every action. While one hand holds his weight over you, the other pulls your panties down enough so he can easily rub his long, nimble fingers over your clit.
When you let out a moan and close your eyes, Hyungwon softly calls your name once again. You open your eyes, chest rising up and down like crazy now that he has inserted another finger and is rubbing on your clit so maddeningly slowly.
“Hyungwon-ah, please.”
“[Name]-ah.” He presses a kiss on your neck, two fingers knuckle-deep inside you while his thumb roughly rubs on your nub. Your legs have started shaking a bit, especially now that he bends his fingers inside your cunt, as if trying to find something - and he does, such a sweet spot that has your moans increasing in frequency and has Hyungwon watching eyes full of lust and confidence that he is the only one who can see you melt under his touches.
You actually have tears in your eyes when he removes his fingers, coated heavily with your warm fluids. Hyungwon uses his thumb to part your lips, putting his fingers in your mouth and watching you suck all of the juices clean. The bulge in his boxers become more prominent, and you can tell he is holding himself as best as he can before he settles between your legs.
You don’t have a moment to even sigh, before he wraps his arms around your thighs, opening up your pussy up for him to stick his wet tongue inside.
“Oh, Hyungwon-ah.” You moan out his name, once again making him lift his head up and look at you in utter bafflement and thirst. 
“You will drive me crazy before I can.” He lets you know, sighing before he licks your clit, tongue rolling circles around the sensitive little spot and making you moan nastily once again. Hyungwon moves his tongue inside your warmth, licking off all your juices and holding your thighs tight apart when you make the slightest hint of closing your legs.
As if his tongue isn’t sinful enough, he lets go of one of your thighs to scissor his fingers inside your heat. You feel a foreign ache in your abdomen, one that knots harder and harder each time Hyungwon sucks on your clit, rubbing his tongue over and over until you’re moaning his name so loud that he has to warn you to be quiet or he would stop.
So you try your best to do as he said, grabbing two handfuls of Hyungwon’s hair and mumbling his name, arching your back in pleasure at how warm his tongue is.
It’s when Hyungwon starts to curl his fingers deep inside you with a simultaneous harsh suck on your clit that you come undone, all over his face, electricity surging through your veins like crazy. Despite your embarrassment, he licks you off clean, sitting up and using the back of his palm to wipe off your juices that had dribbled down his chin.
The entire scene is so scandalous and so seductive that you sigh, sitting up to meet eyes with Hyungwon before pulling him close to kiss him.
“Hyungwon-ah.”
“Okay.” He nods, and you’re not sure how he exactly read your mind, but you’re relieved when he gets off from the bed, pulling down his boxer pants. His erection is hard, and pulsing, and when he makes his way to the bed, you stop him, getting off from the bed yourself and dropping on your knees in front of his length.
Your sudden action, paired with the way you wrap your fingers around his length makes Hyungwon gasp, eyes widened when you look up at him. The tip of his length is already oozing from desire, and you lick off the juices, the sweet sound of his first moan of the night almost driving you insane. You need to hear that again.
And again.
And again, you run your tongue on his length, and you can already tell that he is impatient, in the way he has grabbed a chunk of your hair and guides your mouth to his tip.
You grab the end of his length, palming it gently as you take him inside your mouth, the sound of your saliva rubbing over his length earning a guttural groan from Hyungwon. You take him in as much as you can,  bobbing your head back and forth and sighing at the way the base of his cock reaches your throat. This earns yet another groan from Hyungwon, his grip on your hair tighter as he bucks his hips in motion with your sinful mouth taking his length in. 
“[Name]-ah.” He mumbles in a moan when you rub your tongue on his tip, much like the way he had been ravishing your clit just minutes ago. The thought makes you moan while you take his length in again, eyes going up to see Hyungwon’s face redder than you had ever seen it before, his entire body trembling as he clutches your hair tight and fucks your mouth like he was going insane.
And that’s exactly the way he felt, and you could tell in the way you can feel his cock throb in your hands, each time his length goes deep inside you while you rub the base.
“[Name]-ah, you’re so-” His words halt when you take his entire length inside slowly, and it takes all of his willpower to not tremble and buck inside you, a loud moan escaping through his beautiful lips and you can’t help keep your eyes locked with his. And he tries his best to watch you, but with every time your tongue rubs at the bottom of his cock each time you take him in, his eyes shut tight, a mixture of groans and moans filling the entire room until he lets go; coming undone all over your mouth.
“[Name]-ah.” He sighs, catching his breath as he watches the way you open your mouth to take in the liquid the oozes out of his tip, licking everything off his tip and rubbing your tongue over your lips to lick off the remains. Hyungwon watches you in what feels like a daze, eyes filled with lust while he gives you a hand and pulls you up.
You think he was about to say something before you press your lips to his, bodies in contact and tasting each other’s fluid in each other’s mouth. The thought itself is enough to drive you crazy, and the way his hands slowly grabs your ass and you feel his length rubbing dangerously close to your wetness makes you moan into his neck.
It felt like Hyungwon thought the same, his kisses so desperate as he leads you towards the bed, making you sit down and lean back as he kisses you till you’re laying on the bed again,
“You’re still not asking me to stop.”
“I don’t want you to stop, Hyungwon-ah.” You say, spreading your legs enough just to feel his tip rubbing on you once again.
Hyungwon looks at you, lips parted a little before he sinks a finger inside you, as if to check just how wet you were. Satisfied with the warm wetness pooled in your core, he gets off from you and reaches for his earlier discarded trouser pocket. You are absolutely baffled when he pulls out a wallet and takes a square-shaped packet before he makes his way on top of you again.
“You had planned this long ago, didn’t you?” You can’t help but ask, and Hyungwon shakes his head, chuckling and kissing your cheek.
“No, I really didn’t expect this to happen today, but since we’re guys, we get a big stock of these and we’re always asked to carry one wherever we go.” He laughs, pecking your lips. “I only did this starting from when we were going out, because I wanted you so bad and I didn’t know for how long I could keep my cool.”
You smile, hands on his cheeks and pulling him into a kiss. “You don’t need to anymore. I want you too, Hyungwon-ah.”
Hyungwon sighs into the kiss, and when you rub your tongue on his lips, he pulls himself up from you and you whine at the loss of contact. You watch as he grins at your action, trying his best to take the condom out and sheath his hard, throbbing cock before he looks at you once again.
You open up your arms, and watch as the male comes to you, pressing a kiss onto your lips before he rubs his tip on you once again. You let out another impatient whine, looking at Hyungwon who has his eyes on you as he very slowly inserts his member into your wetness.
You both gasp at the foreign feeling, and Hyungwon intertwines your fingers, resting your hands on the bed as he presses his entire body on yours and leans in to kiss you again.
“Are you okay?” He asks, and his voice is so gentle that the little tears forming in your eyes from his length - god is he big, you didn’t realize until he got inside you - streams down from the corners of your eyes.
“I love you.”
The worry in Hyungwon’s eyes goes away when you tell him that. It’s the first time you had told him that, in response to what he said on your first date and told you he was in love with you.
Such a beautiful smile forms on his face, eyes so full of affection that he loosens one hand free to press it on your cheek, pecking your lips again.
“Hyungwon-ah.” You call softly, and he nods, making him prop one arm on the bed while the other pins your wrist down. Lifting his weight up, he removes his length from inside you, only to buck into your hips and have his tip reaching all the way to the hilt so fast that it has you moaning instantly.
“I love you too. So much.” He says, eyes never leaving you, even for a second as he plunges his length in and out of you. He groans in content at the way your warmth feels, even through the sheath of the condom he has on.
You wrap your free hand around his neck, pulling him even closer. Hyungwon sighs at the contact, a hand reaching to clutch on your breast, and you let out a little cry at the way his squeezes match each of his thrusts. You unconsciously find yourself clenching your walls, the new tightness making a throaty groan escape from Hyungwon’s lips. When you open your eyes, you see Hyungwon biting his bottom lip as bucks his hips and pushes his length inside you, head tilted a little to the back in pleasure while you continue to clench around his member.
You two’s moans fill the room, the sound of sweaty skin slapping together making you wetter and Hyungwon to push inside you with hooded eyes, so you sink your nails into his back; earning another groan from Hyungwon.
“On all fours.” Comes his second order of the night, and you’re whining a little when he pulls his length out of you. You sit up, turning around, hands and knees on the bed. The excitement you feel at not seeing what Hyungwon is up to is insane, and when he presses on your back and pushes his length inside you again, you can’t help but mewl a little.
“Hyungwon-ah!” You cry out, feeling embarrassed when he holds your hips with one hand and uses the other to rub at your clit. The pleasure you feel at being so, so filled up like this makes you unable to control your moans, and you can feel Hyungwon lean in a little, pressing his body closer to you as he thrusts his cock in and out of you. The way he flicks roughly against your sensitive nub has your moans increasing in frequency, his length mercilessly pushing through your folds so much that you press your face to the bed to tone down your voice.
“[Name]-ah.”
You can barely hum in response, legs feeling like it might give out any second. When you don’t respond properly, Hyungwon takes out the fingers inside you, and you lift your head up, whining a little.
“I want to see you.” He whispers into your ear, removing himself from you again, one hand resting on your ass. “Come on top of me.”
The tone of his voice is a little impatient but also stern, and it makes more heat pool at your wetness. You didn’t even realize you liked this kind of thing until today, and you nod, hurrying to get on top of the male who is breathing heavily and waiting for you. His erection is hard and you wrap your arms around it, guiding it inside you while Hyungwon has his eyes shut tight. You take a moment to sigh at how good it feels, and Hyungwon begins to thrust in and out of you again.
Your eyes shut tight, leaning on the bed for support. When you open your eyes, Hyungwon is watching the way your breasts go up and down with every thrust of his. Suddenly, you feel embarrassed, so you lean in to kiss his lips, closing your eyes and sighing when he wraps his arms around your body. He feels so warm, and he tightens his grip on you, his thrusts increasing in pressure and frequency.
You sigh out loud on his neck, kissing and sucking on his warm skin, and Hyungwon lets out a little groan when you clench on his length once again.
“I won’t last long if you keep doing that.” He mumbles into your ear. You give a deaf eat to what he said, because you liked feeling so filled up while he continues to fuck you and hold you so tightly. Despite what he said, you’re the one that doesn’t last long, the knots in your abdomen coming undone as you come while Hyungwon continues to pump his length inside you desperately. His thrusts become slower and sloppier, and from the loud groan he lets out while he sinks his nails into your ass, you can tell that he has reached his high as well. You lift your ass up and down to help him ride out his orgasm, until he wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you to the side, still connected.
There is silence save for the two of you gasping and catching your breath. His grip on your body is still tight and you can feel his warm breath on your head as he rubs one hand over your bare back. The electricity you felt a little while ago dies down, and you finally lift your head up to face Hyungwon, who is watching you and smiles when you meet eyes.
“Wait a bit.” He says, kissing your cheek and then getting up. You feel a little hollow when he gets off from you, tying up and discarding the used condom into the wastebasket. When he climbs onto the bed, Hyungwon notices the way your juices have oozed out of your wetness, and you put your hands over your face in embarrassment as he continues to just stare at your womanhood without a word.
“Yah, stop staring!”
Hyungwon doesn’t say anything, but instead leans down, tongue licking off all of your wetness and making you gasp in surprise. You blink at him in surprise when he finishes off, then comes back to hold you in his arms. The way he holds you tightly and runs his fingers through your hair softly makes you think back to everything that just happened out of nowhere, something you had barely even thought of even though you two have been dating a while.
"I'm gonna have a hard time covering this up tomorrow, huh?" He says, rubbing a hand on the spot on his neck you sucked earlier, which has now turned into a little bruise. He then leans in and notices the hickeys he left on your neck and chest, and gives a content grin.
The way he’s smiling at you with nothing but love and affection makes you wrap your arms around his neck, pressing your face to his warm, bare chest.
“This is the first time I’ll ask, so please. Stay with me for tonight.”
You wonder if he will get upset at you for saying this, but Hyungwon only chuckles, grip on your body getting a little tighter and pressing a kiss to your forehead.
“Mmhmm. I won’t leave you.”
“If you say things like that I’m not gonna be able to let you go even tomorrow.” You say, the two of you laughing together.
Even when words are not being exchanged, the warmth you two shared as you cuddled together under the duvet of your bed makes your heart feel safe and cozy. You almost drift off into sleep once again, but you can hear Hyungwon mumbling a little as he begins to doze off.
“I love you, [Name]-ah. I’ve always loved you.” He mumbles, and you smile, thinking back to how much you two cried in mutual pining.
Really, there really is no way to express that you love someone without saying it first.
And as Hyungwon continues to mumble as he falls asleep, he looks so beautiful and you fondly smile, feeling so glad you finally got the courage to tell him how you felt.
“I love you too, Hyungwon-ah.”
 - end
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chicken-fifi · 3 years
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Clouds of Smoke | Son Hyunwoo - Part 3
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Description: After having been raised by you uncle after the tragic passing of your parents, your cousin, Lee Hoseok swore to protect you and love you like a sister. As the years passed, the two of you were inseparable and you were content with the family that had so graciously taken you in with open arms. But just as it seemed that your perfect world was taking off, it all came crashing down when your cousin took protecting you too far and got involved with the mafia. Before you knew it everything you knew and loved vanished right before your eyes in a cloud of smoke billowing from behind the silver pistol.
Word Count: 1,402 words
Warnings: Blood, mild language, death
Clouds of Smoke Mini Master List
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You could see Minhyuk look over his, “Take her to the car.”
A new set of hands grabbed one of your arms, the ones that were originally holding you moved to take hold of the other arm. They both began tugging, pulling you forcefully with them. Within seconds you flailed your limbs, your legs trying their hardest to get positioning between theirs to try and get them to trip, your arms trying to pull against their thumbs - knowing that was the weakest point on anyone. But it didn’t work. They instead switched the manner in which they were taking you out of your home. One harshly took hold of your arms keeping them as still as possible, while others took hold of your legs. You switched to wriggling your body - you were not going without a fight, even if the odds weren’t in your favour.
The man holding your arms released one - only of his hands gripping both of yours as he opened a car door. As you went to strike him, you finally got a good look at his face. There was a scar that stopped right above his right eyebrow, a black letter ‘J,’ tattooed under his left eye. His face was set in a permanent scowl, the eyes that glared back at you sending fear into your body.
“I don’t hit women,” he said slowly. “But if you even think about striking me-”
“Jooheon,” the second man - the only holding your feet interrupted. “Don’t.”
Snapping his mouth shut, the first man - Jooheon - squared his jaw, breathing out heavily before pushing you into the car and climbing in after you, taking hold of you so you would think out trying to leave the vehicle. The door to your left opened and the second man climbed in. His face was much softer compared to Jooheon’s. Plush, red lips held in a straight line. Not a muscle in his face was tense. If you were in any other situation - and if he wasn’t in some mob - you would most certainly be crushing on him. 
Your thoughts were interrupted as Minhyuk entered the driver’s seat and turned on the engine, sending you a look. “Well then little songbird,” he began - the nickname like poison to your ears. “I do hate to be doing this. I really do. But how else do people learn?”
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You weren’t sure how long Minhyuk had been driving for - or where he was even going for that matter. In fact, you weren’t even sure if you were still Seoul. At some point during the drive, Jooheon had told thick lips - who had been referred to as Hyungwon - to cover your eyes so you wouldn’t memorize the route and try to escape later on. So you were now blindfolded. Apart from that exchange of words, the drive had been dead silent, the running engine the only thing to be heard apart from the pulsing in your ears and the sound of breathing. Maybe that’s why you jumped as much as you did when a sudden ringing filled the silence.
“Yes?” you heard Minhyuk say after the ringing stopped. “What do you mean he wants her there?...That wasn’t the original order….Fine. We’ll be there soon.” Minhyuk let out a noise of frustration from his spot in the driver’s seat. “There’s been a change of plans. The boss wants her brought to him.”
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You weren’t sure how long it took or how many turns Minhyuk had taken, but after what felt like hours, the car finally stopped. Minhyuk cut off the engine.
“Make sure she doesn’t run,” he ordered, the sounds of doors opening following after his voice.
You felt a set of arms grab onto you pulling you towards the open door.
“Carefully set in front of you and don’t move,” you heard a man say in a soft voice. You could assume it was Hyungwon and that was only because neither Jooheon or Minhyuk would probably speak in that manner to you. “Careful.”
You did as he asked and didn’t move, not wanting to risk anything at the moment. Your arms were grabbed pushing you slowly down what seemed like a cement path. After reaching a certain point, there was a grunt of frustration and a nimble set of fingers removed the blindfold - the sudden presence of light blinding you. 
“Up the stairs,” Hyungwon said, his voice calm.
You were beginning to wonder how he could even in the mob with the initial characteristics you had noticed. He certainly didn’t fit the description of a mobster. Jooheon seemed to check every box on the list, but Hyungwon - from what you could tell - seemed to be the exact opposite. His hand reached out and opened a door pushing you gently inside the building where another man was standing with his back to the door.
“Kihyun,” Hyungwon called, the man - Kihyun -  turning at the sound.
“Thank you,” he said, pulling you in.
Your blood ran cold as you took in his face. The man - Kihyun - was the patient you had walked past on your way out of the hospital you last day there. The door behind you closed as you were left alone with him.
“Good to see you again Miss Nurse,” he said. “You certainly helped make things a bit easier for us in finding you. You look much better than when you were leaving the hospital. Has your rest done you good?”
You didn’t say a word.
“Well then, come along.” Not giving you a chance to ground your footing, he began pulling you along further into the house. Why were you in a house? “Changkyun, come get a room ready will you.”
Another man came out of nowhere, quickly making his way past the two of you and disappearing. You turned your head trying to find some sort of escape when Kihyun came to a sudden stop, your body bumping into his back as he knocked on the door.
“You won’t find a way to escape,” Kihyun said. “And if you do you won’t make it far.”
There was a mumble from behind the door and Kihyun opened it, pulling you in and walking you over to a chair sitting you down forcefully. He stepped back, his gaze going directly in front of him. Taking your eyes off of Kihyun, you looked in front of you. There was a man on the other side of the desk, his back facing you, the expanse of his broad shoulders highlighting his tall frame. He turned, looking directly at you with cold eyes. The breath left you at the sight of his face. 
He had on a pinstripe suit - perfectly tailored to fit his frame. His face was full of sharp and well defined features. His jawline looked sharp enough to the point where if one of your fingers ran along it it would start bleeding. His right eye was slightly smaller than the left one - an oddly cute detail. The more you looked at him the more he resembled a teddy bear. The small though made you giggle internally before you cursed at yourself. This man was no teddy bear, he was the leader - well assumed he was the leader - of a mob. He was anything but the cute little teddy bears that were often gifted to children so they cuddle at night.
Your thoughts were interrupted as the teddy bear looking mob boss walked around the desk, stopping before you and leaning against it. He certainly wasn’t a teddy bear, that was for sure. His presence now in front of you sent chills through your body. Jooeheon had certainly frightened you earlier, but now you were terrified.
“I hear you’re a nurse,” he said, his tone robotic but mesmerizing and soft - and certainly not helping the teddy bear comparison. “You graduated top of your class and very promising in the medical field.”
You gulped - not sure if you were to say anything to confirm his words or not. He moved, his frame looming over you as he bent at his waist, his face coming closer to yours as he lowered his tone to a much more grave one.
“Your big brother owes quite a sum of money,” he said, his eyes moving to make eye contact with yours. “I’m sure you wouldn’t mind helping me in exchange for more time for him to pay me what he owes.”
A/N: I knowwwwwwwwwwww. It’s shorter than the last part. I swear I planed these out to be in between 1,000 and 2,000 words - maybe more. I’m hoping to keep this mini series to 8 parts and if I need to add more, then no longer than 10 parts so time skips with flashbacks of what happens in between the time skips is probably gonna be what happens a lot. Just looking at my plan for part 4 I can tell that I will barely be hitting the 1,000 word minimum - if that -  but part 5 is certainly gonna be longer - I hope. Anyways, I do hope you guys enjoyed this. I’m in Mexico so there’s that. I wrote this on the 13th. Hopefully I can get the next part out the week I get back! Have a good day!
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mynameisminhooooo · 4 years
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They get to spend all of quarantine with their s/o (Monsta X)
Request : Hi!! Could you do an exo and/or Monsta x reaction to getting to spend all of quarantine with you?
Sorry I put in bullet points bc it's felt like it made more sense? Sorry if you didn't like that. I also included what y'all would do. Bc why not¿
Shownu :
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Omg this precious little bear was beyond excited to spend quarantine
Like as soon as his manager said plans were cancelled until further notice he ran out of the practice room
"Y/n I'm staying with you during quarantine..."
"Oh. Aight"
Your guy's quarantine consisted of laying in bed from the moment you woke up till 4 pm
As well as making a lot of food
And taking baths bc social distancing who?
Leads to other things 34% if the time, bc why not??
And of course singing together and him teaching you how to dance to all the songs
Cooking with this dude, where do I start
100% chance of making a mess
Would knock over bowls of side dishes while trying to grab a towel to wipe his hands
Just smiled at you when the food is all over the ground
Talking to the other members over the phone during dinner so it was like you guys were all eating together
Taking food to the other members and leaving it on the doorstep
One time they came outside before he was able to run back to the car and he was convinced he was contaminated
You had to spray him with Lysol to make him feel better
Him just being a whole lil bear the whole time
You guys would go on walks when you'd feel couped up too much
Y'all would be that extremely cute ass couple during quarantine
"I'm so glad I got to spend my quarantine with you" he'd say while kissing your forehead
"I love you y/n"
"I love me too, but your cool too"
"That's not funny" cue pout
Wonho :
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Would literally be so happy to spend time with you
Hasn't seen you in like 2 weeks because of his rigorous schedule
When he finally gets to you're guy's apartment he'd just drop all his stuff and run to you, wrapping you in the biggest hug
You guys would eat until you couldn't breath
Ordering take out everyday sometimes for all 3 meals
You guys would take an online art class because why not
Video chatting his family and ofc the members to make sure everyone was well and healthy
Calling his mom 3 times a day
Would be the person who stocks up on toilet paper
Disinfecting everything every morning
Singing karaoke every day after dinner
Doing workouts in the living room because you guys gained weight and he wanted to watch his gorgeous figure
You'd help him write lyrics
You guys would try to be productive and do fun things like read at least once every other day
He'd be so happy to spend time with you like omg
Would literally cry when he looked at you sometimes bc he just loves you that much
Your guy's favorite things to do was lay in bed in each other's arms
"I wish we could stay like this forever, I love you so much y/n"
"I love you too, but can you let me go I have to pee really bad"
Your guy's quarantine would honestly be so fun
Minhyuk :
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Would honestly act like he didn't want to spend time with you
"I guess I'm stuck with you"
\(-_-)/
"Your so lucky to have me, huh because I bought food"
Supports every small business and buys from all of them so they'd keep going
"I'll have 3 jars of kimchi, 2 bowls of kimchi jjigae, just give me half of everything"
"Minhyuk where are we gonna put all this the fridge is full"
Gives almost all the food to his family and the members
Buys like 2,264 board games
"Hey, you wanna play Monopoly I'll let you win"
Once again \(-_-)/
Fights about the dumbest thing
"I wanted to buy boardwalk!"
Throws your character off the board
Another person who stocks up, but he bought all the ramen
Your guy's quarantine would be so unproductive honestly
Like you guys just sit around playing board games
Listening to music all day everyday
Going for walks when the sun went down
If he sees an animal on the street he is bringing it home for "safety reasons"
"Look y/n this poor pigeon was left on the street"
Did I mention \(-_-)/
"Minhyuk... It's a pigeon"
Dancing throughout the house
He broke the TV while doing a twirl
Blames it on the pigeon, who you guys have name Piggy
Trying on each others clothes
But at the end of the day he'd be so happy he could spend his quarantine with you and Piggy
"I guess your ok to spend time with..."
Kihyun :
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He would be so happy to spend time with you
Would be the most precatious person
"Put on gloves y/n"
"I'm changing the channel..."
Would 10/10 spray down everything before you guys touch it
You guys baked a lot during quarantine
Burning almost everything
Would try to make jokes the whole time
They were not good...
He would try to teach you how to hit the highest notes
Him almost breaking the window
Singing together while reading
Would call every member every day to see how they were doing
You guys would try gardening together because you guys got bored
10/10 the type of dude to telling everyone to buy from small business
If he saw anyone in the street outside the window, he'd yell at them
"Get inside!"
"Do you want to die?!"
You guys would people watch
You guys tried everything possible to pass boredom
Yoga, Singing, Staring Contests
If you got sick would literally call an ambulance
"They want to know if you have a fever, are experiencing lethargy, or have a cough?"
"Kihyun I just have a stomach ache"
Would be so relieved when he just found out it was just gas
He would not let you leave the house
"I really care about you, I cant risk you getting sick"
"You do knows there is a 3% chance of death right"
"But I wouldn't be able to see you"
Wow, whatta man
Hyungwon :
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He honestly would be one of those ppl who didn't take it very very serious
"You wanna go to the park?"
"We can barely leave our house to get food?!"
"Ok, loser"
Was happy to spend time with you, but he wanted to actually do things with you like go to dinner
He just wanted to spend quality time with you
You guys would just lay in each other's arms everyday watching TV
Blinds closed letting no light in
The members would call you guys because after 3 days of nothing they were worried
"Oh we're fine, we've just been eating, sleeping and watching TV"
You guys would watch watch every variety show they have been on
You guys would try dying your hair by yourselves
"Wow y/n this blue is really nice"
"Blue it was supposed to be lilac"
How???
Shopping online for everything, food, clothes, furniture
"Y/n we need a new couch I just bought one"
\(-_-)/
You guys got erasable markers and literally drew on the wall
But they did not come off...
He would be kind of sad that he couldn't take you anywhere
But being the cutie he is he'd find ways to do cute date ideas at home
Jooheon :
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"Guess what I'm coming home for quarantine!!!!"
Literally couldn't wait to hold you in his arms
Would cry when he came home, because he gets to spend time with you for who knows how long
You guys just hold each other and cry
Would follow you everywhere
If you went to get the mail he'd go with, if you needed to run to the store to get food, he's right by you
"Why is the door locked??? Y/n, you alive? Did corona get you???"
"Don't break the door down! I'm taking a bath"
"Ohhh, let me in!"
This little jerk picked the lock
You guys just sat in the tub for like 3 hours talking about what you should do during quarantine
Things you would do together during quarantine include sitting in the tub for 3 hours everyday
Calling his sister every day so he could talk to his cute niece
He would teach you all his rap parts from every song he could
You guys would send the members a goodie package every week with food and toiletries
Because he worried about them
You guys would take online dance class
Because why not???
Tango, Rumba, Foxtrot, Meringue
He would enjoy every minute with you
You're guys little vacation came to a halt when he fractured his fibula after falling down the stairs
He felt bad that you had to take care of him
But he was so grateful to have you by his side to help him
"Y/n you don't have to get up I can go to the kitchen to get a fork"
Could barely get off the couch
"Just please sit hear"
"So like you wanna bang?"
"No, I want you to get better"
After he got injured he just got so sad that he couldn't do anything with you really anymore
"I love you y/n"
"I love you too"
I.M :
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He already was used to seeing you basically everyday
The only difference was you guys got to stay home
You guys didn't even have to change your schedule
He was grateful that he was able to wake up to you every morning tho
"Good morning, cutie"
"Why are you so close??"
Would be so nice the entire quarantine
Need him to wash your hair, just yell for him
Need something off the top shelf
He got it covered
There would be days where you guys just laid in bed the whole day though
You had online school throughout this time
"Y/n hang out with me!¡!¡"
"I'm doing homework for my English class"
"But I'm cuter than English class"
*insert pouty face*
Would try to get in your pants every other hour
You'd let him because ofc
"No, not now Changkyunnie..."
"Yes, now... Pleaseeeeee"
All the members would worry about you because you guys were the youngest and they thought you wouldn't take this seriously
Y'all did though, you only left the house for food
"Y/n am I cute?"
"No, now go to sleep"
"But I love you and I miss you"
"I'm right next to you and it's 3 am"
Bro. Idk why but this drained me I'm gonna write the exo one different bc I literally ran out of ideas of what to do doing quarantine.
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miss-noo-na · 4 years
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And Then There Were Three (Part 3)
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Part: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4
Title: And Then There Were Three
Rating: Mature. 
Warnings: Smut, threesomes, oral, choking, dirty talk, you name it.
Summary: You’ve caught on to Jooheon’s feelings, but will he be willing to share?
Note: See masterlist for parts 1 and 2!
Changkyun continued to tease you mercilessly about Jooheon, slipping the idea of a threesome into casual conversations, bringing it up at inappropriate moments, and even making comments in public that only seemed suggestive to you. You would nudge him, shush him, kick him under tables as your face turned beet red. 
But you hadn’t told him to stop, because you couldn’t deny it. Ever since the thought had been put into your head, it came up a lot. When you had a moment alone to think, in the shower, it was even showing up in your dreams but it always ended before anything good happened.
Jooheon was always nervous around you, now more than ever. He could play and joke if you were in a group setting but anytime you were even remotely alone, he couldn’t look you in the eye. It was flattering, but also frustrating. You found yourself wanting to get closer to him, and he made it nearly impossible.
Changkyun took note of this, and not only didn’t mind, but encouraged it.
“You just have to be more aggressive,” He told you, “Like you were with me.”
“I was not the aggressor in that situation,” You snapped, shooting him a look.
“Are you suggesting I seduced you all by myself?” He asked, placing a hand on his chest. “As complementary as that is, you were pretty bold.”
“Jooheon is different,” You shrugged, “He’s like a scared little puppy, I feel like if I make any sudden movements he’s gonna scurry away and hide.”
“Maybe we just have to get him in the right place, make him comfortable and let him know it's okay.” Changkyun nodded to himself, hand to chin. “Then if he makes it clear he’s not interested, we move on. But, I think he is.”
You couldn’t believe the conversation you were having, and the idea of putting any of this into motion was equal parts terrifying and exciting. 
“We could find a way to get him to your place.” Changkyun said then. You usually didn’t go to your apartment because of your roommate. 
“And how do I get the place to myself.”
“Be honest with her, tell her you need some alone time, I’m sure she’ll understand.” He explained, and you hadn’t really thought about just being honest. You didn't have to tell her the details. 
To your surprise, Changkyun was right. You mentioned to her the next day that you were seeing someone new and wanted to have some time with them, and she was more than happy to oblige you, mentioning that she had been planning to go away for a weekend to see family for some time now, and this was the perfect excuse to do so.
Once you had secured the time and place, Changkyun made work on Jooheon, mentioning that you were interested in making the boys dinner, but that everyone else was too busy. He lied, of course, but Jooheon didn’t need to know that. He laid it on thick, going on about how sweet you had been since you joined the team, how close you had gotten to them, and how sad you were that you weren’t able to show them this gratitude and marker of friendship. Jooheon was resistant for awhile, but Changkyun finally wore him down enough to convince him to come, just the two of them.
The night they both showed up at your apartment you had to suppress the fit of giggles that threatened to come up when you saw them there in the doorway together, still not believing what you were getting yourself into. You were giddy and nervous, but reminded yourself there was always the possibility he would say no.
Your main goal was to make him feel comfortable, doting on him in place of Changkyun. You set them up in the living room while you went to finish up dinner. You tried to listen in to their conversation as much as possible, which started off casual at first, but Changkyun started to plant the seed.
“It’s really nice of her to do this.”
“Yeah, it is.”
Jooheon was unusually quiet, probably confused and nervous.
You finished up the meal you had started before they arrived, and all ate together making small talk and jokes. Jooheon began to relax a little, and you were glad to see him smiling.
After cleaning up and settling back in the living room, Changkyun excused himself to the bathroom, giving you an encouraging look before you went.
You had planned a million ice-breakers, but were stunned into silence when Jooheon spoke up first.
“Can I ask you something kind of personal?”
“Sure,” You turned toward him.
“Are you and Changkyun like...you know...together?” He glanced down the hall to where his friend had gone.
“Not really.” You shook your head, “I mean, sort of.”
He listened carefully but wasn’t completely catching on.
“It’s not serious.” You tried to explain.
“So you’re just dating.”
“No, we’re just….having fun.” You cocked your head.
It seemed to dawn on him all at once, and you were honestly surprised he had thought it was romantic. 
“Does that bother you?” You asked, noting the look on his face.
“No, why would it?”
You knew you had to pick your next words carefully, you didn’t want him to know that you had noticed his noticing all this time. 
“Oh I just wasn’t sure if you approved of that sort of thing, you know your members being with staff and all.”
“It’s none of my business,” He stated firmly and it sucked all the air out of the room. You were starting to think maybe this was a lost cause. 
When Changkyun returned he noticed the tension immediately. “Did Jooheon tell one of his corny jokes or something?” He said, trying to lighten the mood and giving you a questioning look as he sat down. You half shrugged as if to say “I tried.”
“Maybe I should leave.” Jooheon said before he stood up.
“What? No, you don’t have to leave.” You said, then glanced back at Changkyun. “He knows.”
“How much does he know?”
“I know that you guys are fucking and didn’t bother to tell me.”
You were both taken aback by the abrupt and harsh tone of his voice, and at first you read it as anger, but slowly you realized it was jealousy, the kind of jealousy Changkyun had told you he sensed from Jooheon from the very beginning.
You reached out then, taking Jooheon’s hand. He looked back and down at you and you tugged a little, batting your eyes at him. “I want you to stay.”
His features softened, eyes darting to where you touched his hand. “Aren’t I just getting in the way? I’m sure you two want to be alone.”
“That’s where you’re wrong, actually.” Changkyun smirked, and Jooheon shot him a glance of confusion, before looking back to where you tugged at him again.
“We both want you to stay.”
He came back down to sit slowly, and you could almost see the thoughts running through his head.
“Jooheon,” You spoke his name quietly and lightly, leaning into him. “I know that you like me.”
His eyes were frantic between Changkyun and you, and then just you,  your chest against his arm as your lips stopped just short of his ear.
“I like you, too.”
The tone was teasing and Changkyun smiled when he heard it, knowing there was no way Jooheon could resist it.
“What about…” He looked back at Changkyun, waiting for him to get upset or say something. 
“You already know that I like you, “ He joked, but Jooheon didn’t laugh. 
“The point is,” You continued, not wanting him to get too distracted. “We both like you, in different ways, and wanted to share what we have with you.”
Jooheon couldn’t comprehend what he was hearing, it was like everything he’d fantasized about for the past few months was coming true before his eyes and he didn’t know what to do with himself. Of course he’d imagined in detail what he would do to you, what they both would, but now that he was presented with the possibility he was afraid he might chicken out.
“Sorry can I-” He sucked in a breath, “I just need a couple minutes.”
He got up to use the bathroom, located in your bedroom, and you and Changkyun looked at each other in his absence.
“He wants to,” He smiled. 
“I don’t want to pressure him,”
“Oh, don’t worry, I think he’s just trying to rationalize a way to say yes.” Changkyun stood then and gestured to you, “Come on,”
You followed him down the hall, questioning his motives the whole way. He crawled into your bed happily and leaned up against the headboard. “Come here,” He opened up his arms and gestured with his hands.
You didn’t totally understand his plan, but you followed, crawling into his lap and laying with your back against his chest. He wrapped you up and buried his face in your neck, sinking his teeth in and making you squeal.
“We just need to show him all the fun he’ll be missing.”
He said it low against your ear when he pulled away, and you shivered in response. He started to trail kisses down your neck, and you closed your eyes, humming in approval.
The sound of the bathroom door had your eyes opening again, and found Jooheon standing at the end of the bed, staring at the two of you with a bewildered look.
“Welcome back,” Changkyun picked up your arm and waved at him. 
“What is-” Jooheon looked around like he was going to find a hidden camera.
“Come over here Jooheon, she wants you to. Don’t you, baby?” Chankgyun looked down at you, and you nodded as you locked eyes with Jooheon.
Jooheon stood there awhile longer, but there was a hesitation in his sway, like he was debating with himself.
“Don’t be shy, get over here.” Changkyun called out again, now taking both of your wrists and opening your arms up wide. “Look, she’s ready.” He smiled.
Jooheon started to inch toward the side of the bed, working his way over timidly to sit down, then scoot himself inward until he was in front of you. He had a hard time making eye contact, and you hadn’t imagined he was this shy, but even you had to admit the circumstances were unusual.
“Do you want to kiss her?” Changkyun asked, lowering his gaze. 
Jooheon nodded, almost in a daze.
“You want to kiss him, right?” He looked down at you now, flapping your arms playfully. You were glad Changkyun was here to take the lead and make things more fun and less awkward.
“Mhm,” You responded as you tipped your chin up, never looking away from Jooheon.
“Well then, that settles it.” Changkyun gave a “come hither” motion with your hand. 
Again, it took him a long time, but eventually Jooheon leaned in, and once he was close enough you came forward to capture his mouth before he could. It jarred him at first, but once he felt the softness of your lips against his, like in his very own dreams, he closed his eyes and kissed you back passionately.
“Took you long enough,” Changkyun chuckled as he let your arms go so you could wrap them around Jooheon’s shoulders and pull him in deeper. 
Right away you noticed the differences between kissing Changkyun and Jooheon. Changkyun was sensual and sometimes harsh, but in a way that made you weak in the knees. Jooheon was soft and tender but hungry, eager to feel you. 
Jooheon’s hands fell to your torso, giving himself some leverage over you, and Changkyun took the opportunity to lift your shirt up and over your chest, as if to invite his friend to touch you more. He broke away for a moment and glanced down at the exposed skin of your stomach and lace-clad breasts and swallowed hard, looking up into your face for confirmation.
You gave him a gentle nod and his hands slid up your sides to your chest, kneading your breasts in his palms, pulling his bottom lip under his teeth as he drank in the sight, you laying back fully against Changkyun’s chest, who also watched with rapt attention. 
Jooheon was still careful, not sure what to do with you next, but Changkyun was already on it, bringing his hands around you to undo the top of your pants, but not able to pull them off. He gestured to Jooheon, who took the hint and tried to gingerly pull them down your legs with your help. You were laid out in your underwear now and Jooheon simply stared.
“She’s pretty, isn’t she?” Changkyun smiled, bringing his hands behind you to undo your bra, which you let slide off your arms and away from you, and you could see Jooheon’s breath quicken.
You reached out for him, drawing him in, and when he came to you, you took him by his head and kissed him again. When you let go, his head ducked down to take a breast into his hand and your nipple into his mouth. The sudden heat of his tongue on the hardening bud took you by surprise and you gasped, arching ever so slightly against Changkyun.
You reached down and slid your panties off, then spread your legs around him, and he pulled back to see, fully naked and displayed for him, something he had been imagining for so long. 
“I think it's your turn.” You said quietly, reaching out to tug on his shirt with a sly smile. Some of his uncertainty was melting away with his arousal, and he pulled the fabric over his head without a second thought. You reached out to trail your hands over the soft lines in his arms and chest, before letting them drop to the top of his pants. Changkyun was planting chaste kisses down the side of your neck and nuzzling your ear as you worked Jooheon’s clothing off until you were both bare. 
Jooheon hissed when you took his length into your hand, stroking him languidly and giving it a gentle tug toward you.
“Do you want to fuck me?” You asked with an air of innocence that drove him crazy, and Chankyun chuckled against your skin.
“Of course he does, he’s wanted you for months, haven’t you?” His friend teased, and Jooheon blushed as he be bowed forward into your touch.
“Are you sure?” He asked you quietly, and you were so used to  getting tossed around by Changkyun that Jooheon’s sweetness took you off guard, but made your heart flutter.
You took hold of his hand and brought it between your thighs, pressing his digits against you, letting him feel how hot and wet you were. “I’m more than sure.”
Jooheon couldn’t suppress his groan, turning his fingers inward and pressing them into your slit, one finger entering you with ease and gently feeling you from the inside. You mewled, not expecting him to go further with his hand like he had, and suddenly there were two fingers now and he was curling them up against your sweet spot, your thighs trembling.
“Oh, she likes that.” Changkyun commented, feeling your body react against him, enjoying the show. “But you want his cock, don’t you?”
You moaned and could only nod in the affirmative, and Jooheon didn’t need to hear anymore. He pulled his hand away and gently scooted himself forward on his knees, placing a hand on your inner thigh to spread you wider and position himself at your entrance. Changkyun leaned forward over your shoulder so he could get a better look, and you both groaned in response to Jooheon’s cock sinking itself inside you in one fluid motion. 
“Does that feel good?” Changkyun whispered into your ear, his own heart-rate speeding up. 
“Nnnyes,” You managed, arching against him even more as Jooheon began to move fluidly in and out of you.  
“You can fuck her harder,” Changkyun spoke up, then smiled at Jooheon. “She likes it rough.”
Jooheon exhaled sharply and gave himself the leverage to thrust a bit harder, and you reacted just as Changkyun predicted.
Not satisfied with simply watching, Changkyun snuck one hand around your hip and between your legs, finding your clit with the pads of his fingertips and rubbing you in tight circles. His other hand went around your neck, fingers against your throat and you pushed your head back. Jooheon’s eyes widened at the way he manhandled you, but not only did you seem used to it, the sounds that left you and the way you tightened around his cock told him you liked it.
Jooheon closed his eyes for a moment, his arousal making his entire body feel electrified, and like he would lose it any second if he didn’t concentrate. He had waited this long to be apart of your fantasy, and he wasn’t about to ruin it so soon. 
“You’re so close, I can feel it.” Changkyun taunted you, flexing his hand against your throat. “Do you want to come all over his cock?”
You pulsed hearing his words, and Jooheon let out a panted “ah” at the feeling of it, gripping tight against his swollen length. Just the thought of you coming undone while he fucked you like this was almost too much.
He was desperate to make it happen, bowing forward and pounding into you hard, making you cry out as the orgasm built its way up. Between Changkyun’s hands and Jooheon’s cock you unraveled before you had a chance to warn either one of them, letting it wash over you in a hot wave. 
“That’s my girl,” Changkyun cooed as he relinquished your throat and pat his hand against your mound, making you twitch. 
You buried your face into Jooheon’s neck, wrapping your arms around him and pulling him down on you. You wrapped your legs around his hips and grinded your hips against him, riding out the last waves of your release but also propelling him toward his own.
“I want it inside me.” You rasped in his ear and that was all it took for him to follow you, whimpering as he pushed himself deep inside you. 
Even as you came down off your high, you could feel Changkyun hard through his clothing against your back and his chest rising and falling rapidly. 
Jooheon finally found the strength to roll away from you onto his back next to you, and watch as you pulled yourself up and turned around, kissing Changkyun deeply. He grabbed onto your head and pulled you against him.
Without speaking you pulled back and trailed yourself down his body, undoing his pants and pulling him free of his clothing. Your mouth found the head of his cock and he sucked in a breath through his teeth.
“I’m not going to last long, not after all that.” He laughed before it dissolved into a moan while you swirled your tongue around the tip. 
You held him at the base and took him as far into your mouth as you could, nudging the back of your throat and making your muscles flex around him as your tongue worked the shaft. He cursed and pushed a hand through your hair, gripping it tight to your scalp. 
Jooheon could feel his heart beating hard against his rib cage watching the both of you, and even though his body was spent he still felt aroused all over again at the sight of you deepthroating his best friend. He had never seen Changkyun lose his resolve like that, usually so calm and collected, but obviously even he could break under your touch.
“Fuck, just like that.” Changkyun pushed his hips up as he neared his end. You took him back in fully again and he groaned, pressing you down on him as he came, holding you there until you swallowed all of it.
You came up and wiped the corner of your mouth delicately before kissing him once more, him still holding your hair as you did so. Then you glanced over at Jooheon, disheveled and flushed.
You crawled over, and he sat up halfway to meet you. You took his face into your hands and grinned before kissing him, too. 
“Thank you,” You said as you pulled away, and kissed him once on the nose for good measure.
“For what? I should be thanking you.” He laughed breathlessly. 
All three of you laid there in a heap of sweat and exhaustion, chatting low and giggling like kids. You didn’t know what you had gotten yourself into, but for now it alright.
To Be Continued
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hoshalicious · 4 years
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monsta x’s reaction to them reading your depressing lyrics
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@cutekitty145​ asked: How would MX(ot7) react to walking into their female members room looking for her and she’s not there. So curiosity gets the best of them and they find her song book, full of songs for the future. They go through it & close to the end of the book there were some folded pages with lyrics of sad songs. All the folded pages seem to have tear stains on them with small descriptions/backstories for each. (The songs are Sorry/Mianhae; Is It Okay?; & Didn’t Know Me by Heize) Sorry if this is a lot!
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shownu. he knocked on your door to tell you dinner’s ready but he realized you were not answering him. when he slowly opened the door and attempted to knock again, he realized that you were not present in your room. something caught his eye and he slowly proceeded to reach to it. on your bed is your lyric book, where most of monsta x’s music are written. he decided to take a look at it, appreciating the work you had done in their career. he realized the folded pages on your book and decided to read through them. he sees a couple of tear stains, the song titled ‘sorry’ and felt heartbroken to how you felt that way recently when you just broke up with your ex not too long ago. 
“shownu--what are you doing here?” you say as he quickly closed the book. he turned around and said, “y/n. we need to talk.” as he sat down on your bed and placed your lyric book down. 
“you know you can tell me anything, right?” he continued.
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wonho. he sat beside you on the couch and asked if you wanted to go out and grab a bite for some burgers. you quickly agreed and you closed and laid your book right next to him before he could speak as you left to change clothes real quick. when he felt the book on his thigh, he felt extremely curious and decided to open it. he smiles as he looks at the lyrics of the songs they have already covered, but sees folded pages and realizes tear stains on them. you were crying but you covered your face up with it when you sensed someone coming to the living room.
he didn’t feel too well right after reading your lyrics, so he decided to talk to you later after grabbing the food. he supported you so much through your recent breakup. but he didn’t know you felt so depressed about it.
he quickly placed the book back to the couch when he heard your footsteps.
“are you ready?” he asked you.
“of course! i am hungry.” you happily replied.
‘i know you’re not okay.’ he thought.
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minhyuk. you and the members are sitting on the couch, all watching tv as you’re writing on your lyric book. you were unusually covering your face, but none of the members noticed due to their eyes glued to the television. minhyuk is sitting next to you, his head resting on your lap and a pillow on top of his head. suddenly, you hear a phone call from your mother, and you placed the book on minhyuk’s chest as you get up to talk to your mother in your room. he made a realization that he has never seen your lyric book and took a peek at it. he suddenly sees tear stains on some of your pages. he turned around to his stomach as he’s still laying down on the couch. he felt a bit gloomy after reading your lyrics and closed your book as he got up from the couch. 
“hey hyung, where are you going?” jooheon questioned him.
“i’m not going anywhere, i just need to talk to y/n real quick.” he responded as he can hear you saying your goodbyes to your mother. he quickly left the living room before he couldn’t speak due to his heart clenching for you.
“y/n, i really need to talk to you. come to my room.”
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kihyun. you and kihyun were preparing for the next mini-album release, and you asked for his help to sing some parts for you as you play the piano. your lyric book laid on the music sheet stand and you follows your orders. changkyun needed you for something really quick so you left the room to help him. he wanted to take a look at the lyrics you currently have down, but he also sees a torn lyric sheet from the book covered in tear stains and he quickly read it. he didn’t know you felt that way recently, and began to feel very worried about you.
when you came back to the room, he stood up and spread his arms for a hug. you went for it, and asked you,
“i read this.” he showed it to you as you turned your head around and realized which song it is. “do you want to talk about it? are you okay?”
he felt your heart pound quicker and harder than ever, and as soon as he heard your sniffles, he embraced you, his right hand on your head and the other on your back.
“we can do this later. tell me what’s going on, y/n.”
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hyungwon. when he just got back from grocery shopping with wonho, he sees you sleeping on the couch with the lyric book right next to you. he crouches down to look at your sleeping figure, and slowly grabs the book to move it out of your way. he suddenly had the curiosity to how you write monsta x’s lyrics and he was so happy seeing them until he saw your recent page. lots of tear stains were all over the page, and he can see some notes about your past, and he could feel the pain on his chest when he looks at you again. he could see your tears dried up on your cheeks and quietly woke you up by slightly shaking you.
“y/n, wake up. i need to ask you something.”
“hyungwon. is something wrong?” you say, barely awake.
“i read your book. do you want to talk about it...?”
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jooheon. it’s 3:00am and jooheon is sleeping beside you as he wanted to spend the night with you. you’re writing your lyrics, and you started sobbing. you tried to not be loud enough to the point that you wake up jooheon. unfortunately, you woke him up, but he pretended to sleep to see what’s going on. you proceeded to get up and use the restroom as he quickly opens his eyes to look at the book laying right beside him. he read the folded pages of the book, depressed lyrics with tiny descriptions of your last relationship with your abusive ex. 
when you got back to continue writing, jooheon scared you just by hearing his morning voice.
“y/n, come here” he tells you in english. you obey to him and you scoot closer. jooheon decides to place the blanket over and cuddle with you as he groggily tells you,
“don’t you ever think about that heartless bastard. he doesn’t deserve you not even one bit. you are wonderful and precious, honey.”
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changkyun. you and changkyun have a platonic friendship, so you sit beside each other on the couch, your right leg intertwined with his left leg as he has his arm around you. he’s currently sleeping with the television on, meanwhile you’re writing your lyrics on the lyric book. you started crying, tears falling into your book. you didn’t want to wake up changkyun, so you had try being as quiet as you possibly can. you got up to leave to the bathroom, and left your book opened at the couch. changkyun woke up as he felt you leaving the couch and the book beside him. he took a good peek of your book, noticing the tear stains on the recent pages you wrote. when he read the tiny descriptions of your cheating and abusive ex who you just broke up with, he felt extremely worried for you. as he heard your footsteps, he decided to pretend to sleep as you went back to the same position.
after about a few seconds, he proceeds to embrace you as he leans forward and your back now laying on the couch.
“changkyun--”
“as someone who should be adored, cherished, and treasured, don’t ever think about him.” he used his forearm to support himself and wanted to catch a glimpse of your face. 
“let me see the smile you used to show me” he could tell you’re choking back your tears as you covered your face with your hands.
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abi; april 06, 2020
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kpop---scenarios · 5 years
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Naughty Boys
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Part 1 | Part 2 |
Pairing: Jooheon x reader x Wonho
"Saddle up baby, it's going to be a long night", Jooheon tells you.
Entering into Wonho's room, he throws you onto this bed. Propping yourself up on your elbows, you look back and forth between the two very aroused men staring at you. Their eyes needy, cocks twitching in their pants.
Biting your lip, you rub your legs together, still reeling from the short pussy eating you had just minutes ago.
Jooheon walks to the bed, hand out. "You going to be a good girl tonight?" He asks, gripping your jaw. You weakly nod.
"Of course she is. Look at her. She's a needy mess, aren't you baby?" Wonho laughs as Jooheon releases your jaw. You nod again.
"Yes I am. Please, do whatever you want to me." You plead.
Both men look at you like you're a piece of meat that they're ready to devour.
"Strip. Now." Jooheon demands, he and Wonho both take a seat in the corner. This is what they had been discussing. They knew you'd do anything, so they planned it play by play.
Finally taking off your panties, you stood infront of both men, completely naked and shivering.
"Pinch your nipples. Hard" Wonho demands. You do as you're told. Roughly grabbing each nipple, you pull, twisting them between your fingers.
"Suck on your fingers" Jooheon pants, licking his lips. You stick two into your mouth and suck as if you're sucking cock.
"Good girl baby. Why don't you take those wet fingers and play with that pretty little clit of yours." Jooheon says. "On the bed."
Climbing on the bed, you lay down, legs spread open as far as they can go. Taking your two fingers, you lightly graze your clit, letting out a small whimper.
"More." They both demand.
You begin to rub, the memories of what had already happened fresh, making your orgasm seem to approach quickly
"You wanna cum baby" Wonho asks.
"Y-yes, please-e let me cum" you cry out.
"You haven't earned that right yet baby" Jooheon says, pushing himself up from the chair. You stopped rubbing while you whined that you just wanted to cum.
"I didn't say stop rubbing. Keep going, but don't cum..yet" Jooheon snaps.
You continue rubbing your throbbing clit, begging them to allow you to cum.
Jooheon couldn't help but smirk. He loved to see you like this, begging him for your release. Willing to do whatever the fuck he wanted. He had you right where he wanted you, and he was going to destroy you tonight. Wonho on the other hand felt a little uneasy. He was usually rough, but this was new to him. Jooheon had told him he liked things intense but Wonho had no idea he meant like this, and he knew it was only going to get worse.
"I think she's done well" Wonho interjects. "Cum baby" he whispers. As soon as those words came out of his mouth, your orgasm bolted through your body. Your toes curled, eyes shut tight, it was amazing.
"That's it baby. There will be lots more where that came from" Jooheon smiled.
You lay on the bed panting, sweat glistening on your breasts and stomach.
"Get up baby. We need some help" Jooheon whispers, as they both take off their pants and boxers. As they both spring free, you take a few seconds to admire each cock. Both thick and veiny. Pre-cum leaking from the red tips, making your mouth water.
Sliding off the bed, you get onto your knees and crawl to both men. Immediately you take Wonho into your mouth. Sucking your cheeks together the best you can, you take him as far as you can go. Coming up for a breath, you release him with a pop before moving onto Jooheon.
You decide to tease him a little bit. You lick the precum from his tip, swirling your tounge around him a few times before he grabbed a chunk of your hair, and slammed himself into your mouth. You couldn't help but to gag, tears forming in your eyes. You fucking loved it.
You took Wonho in your hand as Jooheon continued to face fuck you.
Taking Jooheon out of your raw mouth, you replaced him with Wonho who was a little more gentle with you. You made a hole with your hand as you pumped Jooheon's cock.
"I can't fucking take this anymore, I need to fuck you" Jooheon growls. Stripping off his shirt, you can see slightly defined abs. He had been working out.
"Honey you look so good" you purr, he smiles.
"On all fours baby" he demands.
Getting on the bed, you are on your hands and knees, legs spread open, ass in the air. Jooheon settles himself behind you, teasing your entrance with the tip of his cock.
Wonho makes his way to the chair, to sit down. He takes his cock in his hand and slowly pumps himself to the sight of you getting fucked.
"Fucking fuck, please put your cock in me" you beg. He happily rams himself into you.
"Oh shit" you cry out. He didn't give you time to adjust to his size, or the stretching.
One hand on your hips, he places the other one on the back of your neck, shoving you down into the mattress. His strides are slow yet powerful.
Both hands on your hips so tight they're bound to leave bruises.
"Fuck Jooheon, right there." You cry out, making him go faster.
"Are you going to cum for me you dirty girl?" He moans, reaching around to forcefully rub your clit.
He continues to mercilessly fuck you, his breathing becomes uneven as he moans. Sweat dripping down his gorgeous face.
"Can I cum?" You ask.
"Yes baby, cum for me" he spits. A few more pumps, your climax arrives quickly, spreading through your entire body.
"I'm gunna cum" Jooheon yells out, hunching over you to try to thrust into your as fast as he can.
"Ah shit. Jesus christ" he moans, shaking a little while slowly milking the rest of his high.
He pulls out of you, and goes to the bathroom, while you lay on your back trying to catch your breath. Hearing a creak, you look up and see Wonho standing from the chair he was watching from.
"My turn now, baby" he smirks. "Ready for round two?"
Part 3??
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you-did-well-moon · 5 years
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Who Do You Think You are? |Monsta x 8th Member Au|
Monsta x boys X Arslyn/ Other trainees x Arslyn/ More Changkyun X Arslyn
Summary: Arslyn and the other boys find out there will be a new trainee added to the show. Arslyn had already been a part of the show. The other boys dont react too well, but how will Arslyn react?
Type: fluff/angst get ready boys
No Trigger warnings yet
A/N: Hey this is my first time posting a piece of my writing on this website. This is an original character of mine. I want to see how this post is received, and if received well I will put a whole description for her and I will continue the series. Please enjoy.
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My eyes flitted around the room taking in the sight of all the boys who had practically raised me. My heart felt light seeing them laughing and their eyes shining after all the tears that had been shed. Losing Minkyun had been no easy blow. Thankfully, K.Will had given us a chance to escape the cruel consequences of the reality show by treating us to dinner.
I had been seated between Hyungwon and Yoonho. My outfit was quite simple. A black beanie adorning my head with my soft brown locks in a loose braid, and my bangs framing the side of my face. Big black glasses were sitting on top of my nose. I had a grey over sized hoodie with a black jacket that was now hanging on the back of my chair. Black ripped tights fit snuggly around my legs keeping the cold at bay. The whole outfit was paired with a pair of black dirty high top Converse.
Even though we weren't standing on a stage in front of him, I couldnt bring myself to feel comfortable around K.Will. Minkyun's face kept popping up anytime I made eye contact with him, so I settled with only looking at his forehead. I did my best to push the thought of him packing alone back at the dorms out of my head, and I let myself fall in a state of rest. I leaned back in my chair, and I smiled and laughed with the boys as I ate.
It seemed almost like a dream. I hadn't been able to feel this at ease since before the reality show when we had all just been innocent trainees. Now every night was filled with restlessness and doubt. Every morning was filled with a rushed awakening, and it was spent in the practice room. It seemed like a constant cycle of practicing, producing, and executing the missions.
There was no time for sleeping or eating. There was no time for sitting back, and letting yourself drift off. There was no time to be human anymore. I had to debut.
Hyungwon seemed to notice my distracted state and nudged me. I stepped out of my head, and I snapped my attention to him. He raised an eyebrow, but I simply smiled and shook my head. It seemed to be enough for him since he went back to talking with Hyunwoo and Hoseok. Just for assurance he took my hand and gave it a squeeze before letting go of it.
We ate and continued to laugh and tease each other. The atmosphere tensed for a little when K.Will pulled out the ranking cards. He gave them out with me being in third place behind Hoseok, but in front of Hyunwoo. My eyes fixed on Hyunwoo. Only worry plaguing my mind.
Everyone had given him the title of leader without him asking for it. Now whatever team he was put on, he would carry the hopes and insecurities of his other partners along with his own. Both times his team had lost someone, and I could tell it was taking a toll on him. I could practically see the words "It should have been me" written across his forehead.
I couldn't remember the last time I had seen the smile where his eyes scrunch up, and his cheeks puff up. He was a quiet man, but he was sensible, and he had the natural instinct of protecting others. He had a big figure, but he had an even bigger heart. At first, he had been awkward but the one day I started playing with his hands before a mission it seemed to have broken down the walls surround him. While playing with his hands, telling him all my doubts, and wishing him good luck he had softened. He seemed to look out for me a lot more since that day.
My heart hurt for him, and I was about to call his name to atleast try to make him laugh when I was stopped by K.Will addressing us.
"Enjoying your meals?". A chorus of "yes" rang around the room while my mouth stayed shut. A nervous feeling settling down on me.
"Something completely unexpected has happened. At where you are...this could be your biggest obstacle". My eyes widened as my breath got caught in my throat. My hands seemed to fidget with the cuts in my tights as I took in everyone's reactions. Eyes were either widened or narrowed, and the room had gone silent. What could be worse than the pain of having to watch as one of our close confided friends and brother got taken away from us.
"Regardless to the program, I think this is almost natural to happen in the process of becoming an idol group." he continued. Natural? Had someone been in a scandal? Was someone getting so much hate they had to get eliminated by default? At this point my hands were shaking, and it felt like my heart was being squeezed by an ice cold hand. I quickly took the hands of Hyungwon and Yoonho in mine with a tight grip. Their hands tightening around mine with hyungwon rubbing my knuckles with the pad of his thumb for comfort.
"I came to realize we dont have enough rappers. 3 of 10 trainees are rappers". I looked at the boys and quickly realized it was true. The vocalist outnumbered the rappers by a huge amount. I was one of the vocalist. Were they going to eliminate one of the vocalist to even it out more? My mouth felt dry, and my eyebrows had furrowed. I licked my lips in anticipation. My throat felt like there was something blocking any air coming in, and my chest felt heavy.
Was it the opposite. Would they add- No! They wouldn't. Right? This would create chaos, but at the same time an icy liquid ran through my veins with the thought of having to lose someone else. They wouldn't be as cruel as to-
"We'll be adding a new trainee to NO MERCY" My chest heaved with a silent gasp. I forgot. This was a show. A survival one. They didn't really care about us. This was about ratings and the money. That's what we were worth. That's what had defined us since the very beginning. They would be cruel because to them we're simply their puppets. It was sad to admit, but they were the ones with the strings.
Both grips on my hands tightened making me snatch my hands away. Looking down I saw the red spots quickly disappear until my skin was back to it's normal olive tone. I looked at them, but they were all staring at K.Will. My eyes wandered to all the boys as looks of uneasiness were quickly transforming into glares.
I couldn't keep my head up. I looked down at my hands shaking in my lap as tears gathered at the corners of my eyes. I felt numb. All feelings had gone and now I just felt empty. After all that? Tears shed, sweat dropping, and uncontrolled sobs getting choked out. After all the pressure, and the heaviness of our choices put on our shoulders. They were going to add someone else?
I could feel the bile coming up the throat as my head felt light and the room became blurry. The silence defeaning, but my ears were ringing.
"I'll bring him over."
What? A small scoff escaped my mouth but went unnoticed by our senior. My face was still hidden, but my head managed to shake. My nose scrunched, and I pursed my lips. He really wanted to rub it in huh?
The empty feeling in my chest was replaced with a nasty hot feeling. Anger and hate. Two emotions I despised, but I couldn't help it. My head snapped up, and I managed to make eye contact with the older man. My eyes narrowing, and all the curse words imaginable repeating like a chant over and over again. He held my heated gaze.
" I hope you guys say hello to each other." The atmosphere seemed to darken more than it already had. "Now?" Hyungwon asked with a disbelieve look in his face. I could tell he was incredibly annoyed by the look in his widened eyes.
" Yes, he's coming to the restaurant. I'll bring him in" with that last hate inducing sentence he got up and left the room. We wouldn't have any time to prepare. We wouldn't have any time to clear out our minds of any hurtful things. He was hitting us with a surprise attack, that would change the directions of our paths that had seemed so clear. I bought my hands to my face, and hid behind them.
I hadn't met this guy, but the only thing I could focus on was the crippling emotion of hate. It grasped and weaved it's way into the deepest crevices of my mind. I looked up. Jooheon had put his turtle neck up so that it covered half his face. Others were staring to do the same. As if it would help them block any occurence of the situation. It gave them a mask to hide behind, so that the new guy wouldn't have any idea. We didn't know his name, and we were already thinking of strangling him.
At that thought a little voice seemed to make it through the haze. This isnt right. It's not his fault. My head started to pound. My heart was starting to be pulled into two different directions, and I had no idea what to feel. I felt like an outsider inside my own body. Frustration and pity probed and poked at me. The one minute of absolute hate was slipping away even though I tried grasping at it.
No.
I had a right to feel this. Do you?. I could feel my body slumping into the chair with my head resting at an uncomfortable position. It was giving up. My body was giving up. My mind was giving up. My heart was giving up. I was giving up.
"Will he be as good as kwanji, Yoosu, or Minkyun?" I recognized Gunhee's voice. I wanted to speak up. We have to give him a chance. He doesn't deserve this. He could be as good, or he could be worse. But we can't do this. We can't take out our anger on him. He's human....just like us.
I couldn't find it in myself to speak out. My usually clear and strong voice had abandoned me. All that was left was a meak broken sound.
Coward.
I opened my mouth in a weak attempt to get air into my lungs and clear the haze that was still clouding my eyes. My eyes closing and opening again. As I heard two pair of footsteps coming down the hall I let them close , and allowed my head to slump.
One minute...that's all I need.
Having any distastasteful feelings for a stranger went completely against my morals and beliefs. It went against who I was as a person. That person that had been hell bent on detesting another human being was not me.
"Hello I'm I.M and I'm 20 years old. I'm a rapper. Nice to meet you". A deep wavering voice filled the past silence of the room, but I ignored it.
I let any negative feelings I had housed slip through my fingers. Holding a grudge against someone one for the sole reason of existing wasn't me.
" The rest of you get to work now and prepare to perform even better than you did yesterday". K.Will's parting words made no effect on me as I continued with my eyes closed.
Loathing someone for wanting nothing but to do what they love and live for isn't me.
"oh gosh I feel sick" my mind wavered a bit at Minhyuk's harsh words.
Tearing another human being down instead of helping them stand up was not me. Becoming the exact connection to their insecurities and using those doubt filled voices against them was not me. Leaving a terrified vulnerable human being alone and without a hand to hold was not me.
"We can't really welcome you right now. And to think you replaced him..."
Trying to justify something I know is wrong for the sake of evading any guilt and avoiding looking bad was not me.
"We can't be all that nice to you."
"I can."
My eyes snapped open as I raised my head high. My voice back to the effective and stable tone I had always known it to be.
I am Ceol Arslyn. Not lower than anyone else, but not better either. Just human.
Everyone turned their attention to me. Some with looks of betrayal, and some with disbelief. There was one. One that looked at me with eyes full of hope, and he happened to be the one sitting directly in front of me with a pale face and his lips set in a frown. His eyes flicking down and up every so often with fidgeting hands.
"Who do you think you are..." I let my tone get clipped, and I watched as his eyes widened and a certain strain settled on his face. "to come here and act so horrified". I let my body become at ease with a bright smile pulling at my lips as I stood up.
"You look like you just saw your mom get our her shoe when you talked back because dude samee" I made my way around the table and took in his reaction. He visibly relaxed and looked at me with a funny kind of amusement.
I dragged Hoseok out of the seat next to his and let myself fall on to it. "why are you so nervous hm?" I looked at him and saw as he shifted in his seat. He looked up at me, but quickly let his gaze drop. He responded with a shrug and a mumbled "I don't know".
"You don't know why you're feeling? Uh that's deep but save it for when we're in the studio, and Jooheon a long with Gunhee start googling words that rhyme". I saw the two mentioned men sit up, but I payed no mind as I offered him my hand.
When he took it, and I gave his hand a little shake I continued "I think we should start with real names first. I'm Ceol Arslyn. Vocalist, dancer, and producer. But you can call me Slyn." With a nervous twitch in his eye he cleared his throat
"Im Changkyun" I gave his hand a squeeze and with a soft tone "Nice to meet you. Rapper huh? I look forward to seeing what you can do with that deep voice of yours but for now lets settle for getting to know each other..." as I finished my sentence I gave a pointed look to Jooheon.
I looked at everyone waiting for then to introduce themselves, but everyone stayed quiet. My nervousness at their reactions was soon changing into annoyance. Beside me Changkyun once again shifted in his seat.
Fine. Looks like I'm doing all the work.
Letting the smile return to my face, I put my hand on Changkyun's chin lifting it up so that he was looking at Jooheon. I let my hand drop and lift in Jooheon's direction. "That's Jooheon. Rapper and producer. Just a little warning he's number one right now, but he's really not that scary. Don't let that stupid glare fool you. He's just scared becaue he has some real competition now" my smile widened as both Jooheon and Gunhee narrowed their eyes at me.
Going in order around the table I introduced everyone. I threw in little jabs here and there because they were literally about leave him on his own to figure everything out. I almost did too.
As I finished introducing everyone I didn't see the soft look Changkyun was giving me. He had braced himself, and had put up walls while on his way over here. Ready to be hated and despised, but here you were. Your petite stature that barely came up to his chin with your big eyes and glasses that kept sliding down your nose. You were willing to risk the friendship you had with the other guys, and who you had known for years...just for his sake. For someone you had barely met. He felt like his heart had gotten lighter, and it was easier to keep his head up. You had risked everything...just to do what you thought was right. Your soft orbs filled with a certain kind of light that made him feel comfortable enough to make eye contact with the others. You made him feel safe, and whatever came his way he knew he would have you to lean on. It was a soft mundane blanket of calmness and peace that covered him being around you.
You suddenly stood up making the chair screech as it moved across the floor. "I think we're done here. I'm ready to go home, and pretend I'm doing something productive. You guys can keep eating, but I'll be waiting in the van." I got the jacket I had left on the chair, and let a grin take over my face when I saw Changkyun get up.
"You coming with me?" A quick nod while shrugging on his jacket answered me. I waited for him to walk up to my side before I started walking out if the room throwing a peace sign at the table of boys who had stayed silent. They had scoffed and glared at me. It hurt. Of course it hurt. Having someone like Hoseok look at me with disgust made my breath hitch. I had to remind myself that Changkyun would have gone through worse.
I hope when this all over, they won't hate me.
Changkyun and I walked in silence. Our footsteps echoing around the hall as we walked towards the exit. Leading him into one of the vans, I chose to get in the very back seats. Changkyun sat beside me with his hands grasping at each other. I took a deep breath in.
"So, what's your favorite color?"
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ellebabywrites · 6 years
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Roommates - Yoo Kihyun
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Type : Twoshot // Angst
Word Count : 1612
Author Note : Sorry this took so long my lovelies, this is my first time writing angst so I’m not sure how good it is so any feedback is really helpful ! Send in asks and requests my loves 💛
PREVIOUS : Part 1 , Part 2
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Moving in with Kihyun was a bad idea ; but you were desperate and he was more than happy to have you . College was kicking your ass and your deadbeat landlord had only given you 2 days notice of your eviction . So when Kihyun offered to let you rent out his spare room , it was a godsend . You forgot to factor in that you were absolutely besotted with the boy beforehand . Good job Y/N .
Luckily you had become somewhat of an expert at ignoring said feelings ; Kihyun was your friend , nothing more , he didn’t see you that way and you didn’t want to disrupt the dynamic of the group . You could live with him and get over your feelings , it would be fine .... right ?
It didn’t register just *how* much of a bad idea it truly was till you saw him splayed out on the coach eating cereal one morning with a bare face and the most adorable bed head you’d ever seen . *How dare he look so beautiful so early in the morning* , you had thought .
*Fuck*
*Just push the feelings away Y/N , he doesn’t like you like that , just get over it*
The facade was over , you were well and truly fucked .
The next few weeks were a struggle to say the least . Who knew that living with you crush 24/7 wasn’t ideal when trying to get over them ? Not you , but you’re a dumbass .
Looking back now , you miss the days when the only hurt your heart felt was due to the insufferable longing you had for him and not the pain of listening to his many dates and their late night ‘endeavours’ . Mornings in your shared apartment went from sharing a pot of coffee and talking about your day with Kihyun , to watching whatever girl he’d brought home the night before try and make their way to the door as quietly as possible , drinking your coffee , alone .
It’s at the point now that it would bother you even if you weren’t madly in love with him . The constant , loud and extremely descriptive noises ; the stench of sweaty sex that seeps through the walls of your apartment ; girls passing through every morning - it was all getting too much . Luckily you had a confidant in Jooheon , who had been you saviour more than a few times these last weeks whenever things at home got particularly ‘loud’ .
“Ughhhhhhhh , Heonnie what did I do to deserve this ?” You groaned leaning your head down on the coffee table before you . Having Jooheon‘s apartment a few doors down from your own made it the perfect escape at these ungodly hours of 1am .
“Y/N I love you but this is ridiculous , just tell him to stop” Jooheon made it sound so simple , so easy , like it’s the most logical of solutions ....... okay maybe because it is but you can’t do it.
“I can’t do that I don’t want to nag him ,I don’t want him to think ..” you began, “That you’re jealous ?” But he cut you off .
“That his frequent lady friends are ripping your heart to shreds ? Or is it the watching them leave every morning only for him to come out a few minutes later and barely talk to you ? Maybe it’s that he’s not the same with you sin....” now it was your turn to cut him off ,
“Okay Jooheon I get it , I get it “ you sat running your fingers through your hair trying to think about what to do.
You must have been a pitiful sight ; Jooheon was one of the only people in your friend group who knew about your little (big) crush on Kihyun . One night when you’d came around you had gotten slightly tipsy and cried on his shoulder about how much the whole situation was hurting you - later sobering up and begging him not to say anything .
He just sighed looking at you . You were one of his best friends and you were hurting , but you were also refusing to do anything about it - so he just sits with you till enough time has passed and , hopefully , you’ll be able to sleep without hearing sex noises .
“I’m sorry for coming here again Heonnie , I don’t want to keep bothering you this late “ you said as you hugged him goodnight in the doorway.
“Don’t be stupid Y/N , I love you and you’re welcome at anytime . I’m here for you always” he replies , releasing from the hug to look into your eyes so you can see he means it.
“Goodnight “ a wave goodbye and then you’re back in your apartment.
When you walk in Kihyun is sitting on the sofa alone .
“Hey , Where were you ??” He asks you confused . He’s wearing joggers and a plain t-shirt ; hair still a mess , from his earlier activities no doubt ; watching as you move in and slowly sit down on the opposite side of the sofa .
“I was just at Jooheon’s “ you stifle through a yawn , it’s 1am and you’re exhausted but you haven’t spoken to Kihyun properly in a few days and despite knowing better , you’re still whipped for him .
“You’re spending a lot of time there lately , is it a good idea to be going over this late wearing that ?” He questions you , motioning towards your bed shorts and loose top . You’re taken aback by his comments and stare back at him .
Something in his eyes is dark , he looks almost mad . What for you don’t know , but he’s definitely not happy with you . He doesn’t relent though , instead opting to stare right back at you as if he can find the answers to his unasked questions if he looks long enough .
“I’m just saying , if you’re going there to fuck him is it really necessary to walk around the halls practically naked ?” That causing you to finally look away, scoffing at his rude tone and allegations.
“Are you serious right now Ki ?! You think I’m fucking Jooheon ?!” The anger and hurt you’d been suppressing was slowly bubbling out with every one of his harsh words . How dare he talk to you like this , imply what he is , look at you like you were the most disgusting thing he’d ever seen , when he’d been acting the way he had . It was ridiculous . Jooheon’s words from earlier still fresh in your mind , you’d had enough and weren’t going to stand for his assholery .
“Ki , it is 1 o’clock in the morning , I’m exhausted, you really want to do this right now ?” You look back at him , eyes burning with anger but his look the same peering back at you .
“I’m just making a point . You’ve been going there a lot lately , if there’s something going on just say it . You’re fucking right . No big deal .” His words were hot and stung you with every one . What exactly was his problem , why was he so mad at you about this ?
“Are you fucking serious ?! Jooheon is my FRIEND ! An amazing friend actually , who lets me stay over when I can’t sleep whenever whatever bitch you’re fucking is being too loud !” You shout back at him clearly angry and hurt , he looks shocked . Shocked that you’d yelled back ; you’ve never been one for confrontation and especially never towards him .
“How dare you say those things to me when you bring in a different girl every night ! If I want to fuck someone I’ll do it in my own goddamn bed , hell you do it enough !”
You can feel the tears slowly start to prick your eyes but you quickly blink them away hoping he doesn’t notice . He does .
His eyes suddenly soften as if everything clicks in his mind . Looking at your glossy eyes ; the burst of anger ; hurt pouring through your words . It’s like he finally sees you .
“Y/N... I’m ... I didn’t ...”
“What ? What didn’t you do Kihyun ? Think ? Think about how bad it hurts me to see you with every other girl on the whole goddamn campus every single fucking night ? Or how it makes me wanted to scream when 3 of them were in my Chemistry lecture last week and have incessantly asked about you since ? Think about how I’m so obviously in love with you and you’re killing me ! Tell me Kihyun did you ever even think about me ?! “ you don’t care anymore , tears are freely running down your red cheeks as all the feelings you’ve kept pent up burst out at him and all he can do is stare at you as you let it out .
Kihyun feels tears slowly well up in his own eyes as he watches you . He knew you loved him , he’s known for a while , maybe that’s why he acted this way . Truthfully he loved you as well but he was too scared to do anything about it ; so instead he tried to get rid of those feelings by hooking up with random girls - never once thinking about how his actions could be effecting you . Now seeing you break down in front of him he felt like the worst person in the entire world . How could he have hurt you this bad and not even realised ? How could he let his jealousy take over and talk to you that way ? In that moment he felt nothing but regret .
Seeing he wasn’t going to answer , you moved towards you room .
“Don’t fucking talk to me , I’ll leave tomorrow .” Wiping away the last of your tears you slam the door shut , leaving Kihyun standing alone in the living room to think about what had happened ; as you silently cried against the door .
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kgyeomiex · 6 years
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“It’s so hard to pretend to be friends with someone special, when every time you look at that person, all you see is everything want to have.”
Summary: Have a best friend who sticks with you through thick and thin is impossible to find. The moment you met Jackson, you know he was going to be your best friend for life. Jackson always knew how to make sure you were happy and healthy and always seemed to turn a negative situation into a positive one. However, you would be lying to yourself if you were to say you didn’t have any type of feelings for Jackson… But Jackson is just your best friend… You knew best to push those feelings away and just move on.
Previous Parts:
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 
Part 4 is here~ 
More Parts: 
Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7 // Part 8
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Meeting Yoongi was totally unexpected... Letting Yoongi take you out and him asking you to be his girlfriend was also unexpected however you weren’t complaining. If anything you were happy... Happy to know that you caught Yoongi’s attention.
After today Yoongi showed you a side of him that made you realize that the two of you could maybe work. In the beginning, you were starting to lose hope after all of the relationships you were in but Yoongi was now making you think differently. 
“Are you busy tonight?” Yoongi asks as the two of you were now walking back through the woods and you looked at him.
“Mmm no, why?” Hm, what did Yoongi have in mind?
“Well I have to go soon to run a couple of errands, however, I want to see you again tonight,” from what you know of... You don’t have anything to do tonight and you were ready to give Yoongi your time whenever he wanted it.
“Perfect, tonight it will just be you and me,” you smiled and it wasn’t long until the both of you pulled one another into a kiss and went your separate way from him.
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Jackson’s Point of View 
“You know Jackson... After all this talk about Y/N... I have an idea,” Jooheon says as sat there against the wall looking at one another.
“And what can your idea possibly be?” I asked Jooheon and he smiles.
“Why don’t we go find girls at a club or something? You’re so hooked up on a girl who probably won’t ever see you as much more but a friend,” I didn’t want to hear that but it was true. I know Jooheon is just trying to help me out and help me move on but it’s hard...
The moment Y/N and I even met... I always found her attractive. Then the moment we began to talk and get to know each other I realized... I really liked the girl and it wasn’t only because of the way looked but because of her personality... But just the way everything is... It’s like a sign of telling me that maybe the both of us shouldn’t be a couple... Maybe it’s best if we just remain as friends.
“You know what, that doesn’t sound like a bad idea at all.” At this point on I was up for trying something new. It was time to let go of my crush and find someone who will actually like me.
“Good, I know a perfect place for us!” Jooheon says as he pulls out of phone from his pocket and I just stared at him texting away.
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Your Point of View 
Wait if you’re going to spend time with Yoongi later, what do you even wear? Where are the two of you going? You needed help however now that you think about it... You didn’t have anyone you could pick up your phone and call up... You would usually call Jackson and ask for help no matter what the situation was... But after what happened today... You had no idea where Jackson and you stand.
It’s not like the two of you argued or anything, however, Jackson preferred to be with someone else when he was clearly spending time with you. Maybe you should call him... Or not... You just sat there and looked at your phone. Why are you even thinking the situation?
Without thinking twice, you picked up your phone and clicked on Jackson’s name. In the beginning, you were planning to text him, but instead of texting him you called him up and it wasn’t long until you suddenly heard the phone ringing. 
You patiently waited for the phone to finally get picked up but it continued to ring... However, instead of it ringing any longer, you suddenly went straight to voicemail... Wait did Jackson purposely hang up on you? What?
At this point, you realized the two of you were in a fight... Without even arguing... Wow if this boy wants to act this way... Two can play this game. You threw your phone on the bed and walked straight to your closet. 
Who needs Jackson anyways?
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Jackson’s Point of View 
“Who was that?” Jooheon asks looking over at me and I smiled.
“No one, anyways where are we going?” I asked him and he patted my back and sighed.
“We are going to your house to help you choose something decent to pick up girls. You must be crazy if you think you’re going looking like that. You’ll just scare the girls away,” Jooheon says pointing out my outfit and I looked down and then back at him.
“How are we possibly friends again?” I asked Jooheon and in a matter of seconds he began to smile and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
“Because you love me, and your life would be boring with me by your side,”
I need normal friends.
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After taking a quick shower and freshening up I was now ready to do something that I thought I would ever do... I’m actually going to listen to Jooheon’s advice and go pick up girls at the club. It’s weird to even think that is ever coming to this point in time... However, Jooheon made a good point... I shouldn’t stay moping around waiting.
“I think I’m ready,” I said as I stepped out my room and there I noticed Jooheon’s feet over the coffee table staring right at his phone.
“About time, it took you years,” Jooheon says sitting up. He takes one look at me and just simply shrugs.
“Alright time to head out?” He asks not even complimenting my appearance not at least once.
“Are you not going to say anything about the way I look?” I needed to make sure I didn’t look stupid before stepping out but what am I expecting from Jooheon, to be honest?
“Oh uh... Jackson, you look beautiful... Was that okay?” Jooheon asks and I instantly rolled my eyes.
“I swear I still question till this day how on earth we’re friends,” Jooheon threw my jacket and began to walk to the door. 
Time to meet someone new...
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Your Point of View 
Okay breath, it’s not like this is your first date... Plus Yoongi technically already asked you to be his girlfriend however you had no idea what to possibly expect from Yoongi. Every guy you went out with has been different. You glanced over at Yoongi has he continued to drive and catching you completely off guard, he placed a hand on your thigh however he was still focused on the road.
“Nervous?” Yoongi asked you killing the silence and you looked over at him.
“How can you tell?” You asked glancing over at Yoongi and he softly chuckles to himself. 
“Mmm well, for one thing, you kept twiddling your fingers,” you looked down at your hands and couldn’t help but to giggle. You didn’t expect for Yoongi to even catch on or notice... No guy has noticed that besides Jackson. So to see that Yoongi caught on to that... It low key made you more attracted to this boy. A guy who pays attention to you is rare...
“Sorry,” you mumbled looking back out the window and Yoongi chuckled as he continued to drive.
“Don’t be... It’s cute,” Yoongi comments and you felt your cheeks suddenly heating up. Get a hold of yourself... Yoongi was saying and doing the right things... At this point, you knew that it was a good thing that you decided to meet Yoongi and go on this date. 
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Jackson’s Point of View
It was crowded. I have no idea where I should go... What to do? Do I just approach the hottest girl I see and start a conversation or something? Or should I wait till a lady approaches me? 
“Jackson,” I snapped out of my thoughts and looked over Jooheon who was approaching the bar. Well... 
I followed behind him and the moment we arrived Jooheon ordered the both of us a drink and I began to look around all around me. I have no idea what I’m even doing here now that I think about it... I mean I know I should look for the hottest girl here however now that I’m standing here I don’t know if I can do this...
“Jackson,” Jooheon says again trying to catch my attention and I looked over at him.
“What’s up?” Instead of Jooheon talking, he elbowed me and made me look over a certain direction. 
The moment I looked over, I noticed a girl in a tight black dress looking over at me with a smile. Wait why is she smiling at me? I looked over at Jooheon confused and he shook his head.
Jooheon grabs the two drinks and looks right at me.
“Takes these drinks and go make some magic,” I have no idea what Jooheon wants me exactly to do but the moment I looked over at her I had a feeling he wanted me to go on and flirt. 
I haven’t flirted with a girl in a long time, however, I was willing to give it a try. I grabbed a hold of the drinks and in no time I was now approaching the beautiful woman who was basically sending me signals with her eyes...
Wish me luck...
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Your Point of View 
As strange as this sounds, for some odd reason although you were having a really good time on your date with Yoongi, you couldn’t help but to suddenly think of Jackson.
Was Jackson mad at you? If he is... Was Jackson ever planning to talk to you? You knew that it was messed up of you to even ditch Jackson just to go on a date but he was planning to ditch you too so the both of you did something wrong... 
Whatever... You called Jackson and he didn’t bother answering or even calling back so you have no idea where your friendships even stand with him...
“Y/N,” You snapped back to reality and you looked at Yoongi.
“Sorry what,” you were so busy thinking of Jackson you suddenly began to ignore Yoongi... But you didn’t mean to ignore him, you just didn’t like the fact that your friendships with Jackson felt like it was coming to an end.
“Mmm, I asked what would you like to eat?” You were still staring at the menu until eventually, you snapped back into reality and realized Yoongi was staring right at you waiting for a response. 
Shit, you really need to stop thinking about Jackson and focus on this date.
“Mmm I’ll get this,” you said randomly pointing down at the menu and he nodded his head. You have no idea what you even choose but to be honest but you had to save yourself before Yoongi questions you. 
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Jackson’s Point of View 
I have no idea what the hell happened, All I remember is casually walking over to the girl, trying to have small talk and of course complimented her... Before I knew it, she practically threw herself at me and we were now making out. 
I mean I don’t mind making out but she suddenly grabbed my hand and tried to pull me to the bathroom and although I’m sure most guys would take advantage of that point and make it worth their while I’m not like that.
It was unexpected. I know Jooheon brought me here to basically take my mind off of Y/N but hooking up with someone completely random wasn’t going to solve this. If anything I was hoping to find someone that maybe wanted more than just a damn hook up...
But now that I think about it, will I ever really find that in a club? I apologized to the girl and quickly went my way looking for Jooheon. As I approached the same spot we were, in the beginning, I found Jooheon completely flirting with a girl.
They look very cozy with one another... I didn’t want to interrupt but I couldn’t stay here... I realized that if I want to find someone takes my mind off Y/N it can’t be in a club... Everyone here just wants to hook up and that’s not what I’m looking for.
“Jooheon,” I called out and he stopped flirting with the random girl and looked over at me. 
“Ah, um excuse me my friend is calling me over,” he tells the girl and he walks right over to me looking at me a bit confused. 
“What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be with the girl?” Really? This is the first thing Jooheon is concerned about?
“I’m actually planning to head out,” I said and just from that I can tell off the bat that Jooheon did not look happy with me one bit.
“You have to be kidding me? Jackson, are you serious right now? What happened to the guy who wanted to come here in the first place to forget about his damn first love?” Jooheon says already basically lecturing me and all I could do was roll my eyes.
“Jooheon I know you were trying to help but now that I come to think of it... I won’t find the one I’m looking for here, this is not my scenery,” It was true, I know Jooheon was just trying to be a good friend but I can’t be here any longer I mean I’m looking for a relationship and these girls are looking for a one night stand.
“Okay... Do you want me to head out with you or...” I was quick to cut him off.
“No no, please stay I just wanted to let you know so you wouldn’t think I disappeared,” Jooheon chuckles and sighs.
“I’ll text you tomorrow,” after that being said Jooheon and I both gave each other a quick handshake and it wasn’t long until I walked to the exit and was getting ready to head home. 
Although I couldn’t find someone to take my mind off of Y/N for now... That doesn’t mean I was going to give up trying to find someone who’s possibly my match... I just need to find someone who’s serious about getting in a relationship.
I began to look around hoping to find some type of taxi driving around but nope nothing... 
“Hey, you need a ride.” I looked up and my eyes met with a certain someone. She had long brown hair, very light brown hair and was probably a bit paler than I am. 
I have no idea why she was suddenly offering me a ride however the girl was attractive and I decided why not. I mean I could easily pull over a taxi but a free ride by an attractive girl doesn’t really sound so bad to me. 
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Your Point of View
The moment Yoongi took you home you had to admit you had a lovely time, however, there was something stopping you from having a good night. One thing you hated the most is that you value your friendship a lot and to see that Jackson is mad at you and is ignoring you... It made you feel quite upset. 
You weren’t planning to really do anything however as much as you tried to not think of Jackson... You would think of him more. 
Honestly you couldn’t seem to understand why you even had Jackson in your mind but eventually, you remembered that although you always looked at Jackson as your brother you didn’t want to lose any type of connection with him because it would honestly hurt you more than you think.
You couldn’t even stay put at home because all you kept thinking about was why Jackson was possibly mad at you. Although you shouldn’t really be the one apologizing, you were actually willing to go to Jackson’s house and not explain yourself but try to fix whatever the problem was between the two of you.
Of course, you changed out of your outfit you wore on your date night with Yoongi to something way more comfortable. By the time you were ready you were out the door and was on your way to Jackson's house. 
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As you walked closer to Jackson’s house, you legit began to rehearse what you were planning to tell Jackson and how you were planning to even approach the situation. You were willing to do anything to prevent the both of you from arguing just because you didn’t want your friendship to ever come to an end. 
Little by little you were getting closer and closer and the moment you were in almost in front, you stopped walking when you suddenly noticed a car park right in front of Jackson’s house. 
Jackson doesn’t own a car so you knew that it wasn’t him... However, you tried your hardest to see who was in the car and you saw a girl and Jackson... 
Oh...
You stood there and watched the two talk. First of all, you had no idea who the girl even was because from what you know Jackson hasn’t mentioned a girl to you, however... 
At that moment everything seemed to make sense... Jackson suddenly got a call when the both of you were hanging out and he was about to just leave you without any explanation... Jackson was probably seeing someone and that’s why he’s been acting weird... 
This girl could be the reason why your friendship suddenly felt like it was crumbling down...
Now that you put the pieces together.. You realized that no matter what if Jackson is in a relationship this friendship wasn’t going to get fixed.... Wait maybe you’re overreacting and their probably just friends... You continued to look at the two and then you suddenly noticed the girl approaching Jackson and kissed him right on the cheek. 
There is no way they are just friends...
You turned around and walked off. 
You lost hope in fixing anything...
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Jackson’s Point of View
At first, I found it a bit strange to have an attractive girl suddenly want to drive me home but the whole car ride all we did was talk. Even though she didn’t have a clue on who I was she basically introduced herself and I suddenly started to get to know her. 
I didn’t even feel the car ride till suddenly I felt the car stop and realized I was back at my place. 
“Thanks again for the ride, I mean I know I don’t have to but... Maybe I pay you back by maybe having dinner with me sometime?” I asked looking over at Irene 
“I would like that...” She smiles and I couldn’t help but admire her smile... 
Maybe I found someone who can take my mind off of Y/N after all... 
“Actually,” she started saying and I noticed her suddenly pulling out a random paper and pen. I continued to look at her as she wrote on the paper and then handed it over to me. 
“Here’s my number, I’ll be expecting a call or a text, whichever you prefer.” I have no idea how to react however I wasn’t going to deny this perfect opportunity to meet a girl who might just be the one.
“You got it,” I said grabbing a hold of the paper and catching me by surprise I noticed her leaning in and I suddenly felt her lips touch my cheek. 
I don’t know why but I have a really good feeling about her...
Y/N who?
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To Be Continued
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whaaattheflower · 7 years
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Aloha Aroha! Hi Gabby! @sunkissedjae I’ve been your buddy for the last two weeks during the Arohas Network Aloha Aroha Project! Through sending you anons every day I feel like I got to see a glimpse of what kind of a person you are and I can honestly say I’ve enjoyed getting to know you. I hope this can be beginning of our friendship and I’m glad you were my buddy. Here’s a little gifset I put together based on some of the things I learned about you through our anons. Hope you enjoy! 🖤
Over the past 2 weeks I sent Gabby a lot of asks trying to figure out things about her that I didn’t know before this project. Some of the things I learned were:
Young and Free by Xiumin and Mark is a song that puts Gabby in a good mood. 
One of her favourite videos is “Lets do the fork in the garbage disposal”, which is a funny video in itself, but, she’s also a fan of Got7. The first time I watched their video on dingo for Never Ever promotions, Yugyeoms little dance in the back made me think of the meme. (x)
If she could see anyone live in concert, it’d be Green Day because she grew up listening to them and her entire family likes them. 
One of her happiest memories is the story of how she and her girlfriend got together. Also, she asked her girlfriend to go to homecoming with her and she said yes and Gabby is super excited for it. 🤗
Her current fave songs last week were Outro: Her by BTS, You’re So Fly by BTOB, And JULY by Heize ft Dean, ラビリンス by Mondo Grosso, and Take Me by MISO.
Her top 3 groups & biases as well as their favourite songs are Monsta X’s Jooheon and the song Rush, BTS’ J-Hope and the song Blood Sweat & Tears, and Got7′s Bambam and the song A.
Her hobbies are colorguard, dancing, theater, writing and film. Some of her favourite movies are Coraline, Finding Nemo, The Grand Budhapest Hotel, and the Chucky series. Also, when asked “if ye had the chance te change yer fate, woodyeh??” Gabbys response was “I’m sorry I don’t speak bear” sdjhksfhfe
She has family in Mexico and wants to visit there, but also go to Japan because she thinks its beautiful and shes really interested in their culture.
Her ideal day would be a date with Jooheon where they wake up early and watch the sunrise together on a mountain, spend the entire day at Disneyland, and then go home to their cat and dog (Thor and Wasabi in case you were wondering) where they fall asleep watching The Nightmare Before Christmas.
Shes very interested in writing, filiming, editing, and choreography. She’s currently directing the dance number for You’ve Never Had A Friend Like Me from Aladdin for a production and she’s going to be Genie. She’s also going to be a lead dancer in her school’s fall play 💃🏽
Her dad is someone that she really looks up to and gets inspiration from. She’s very close to him and wants to grow up to be like him.Her favourite animal is actually a monkey because he’s called her Monkey since she was 2 and used to joke that her real dad was Rafiki from The Lion King. 🐒
And some last few tidbits of info are that she loves all colors equally, is a morning person, and her favourite season is winter. 
If Gabby won the lottery, the thing’s shed do with her money is put some in savings, rent her dream apartment, pay off debt, adopt a pitbull or bulldog (or maybe both who knows), buy a new colorguard rifle, and be an annual pass holding Club 33 member at Disneyland. 
Last but not least, we have the same favourite disney movie, The Princess and the Frog, and our all time favourite disney song is Be Our Guest from Beauty and the Beast. 
Even though this project was only 2 weeks long and this post marks the end of it, I really enjoyed getting to know you. I had fun talking to you every day and I hope that we continue to get to know each other better from here on out. 
Love always, your Aloha Aroha, Ru. 💟
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mynameisminhooooo · 4 years
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Baby Fever (Monsta X)
Request : Baby fever with Monsta X?
Shownu :
Y'all had been babysitting you friends baby while she was out of town for a couple days. He was the cutest little guy ever, his small yawns and his gummy smile. After you finished rocking the little human in your arms and put him down, you went to your room and told Hyunwoo that you had baby fever. It took him a minute to process what you said. Then he just took of his shirt and smiled at you.
"Ok, let's have a baby then..."
"Right now?"
"Yeah, he's asleep so we might not get another chance, let's go hurry up. Take off your pants"
(Ok but Dad Hyunwoo... Is the best Hyunwoo)
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(Peep the dad bod, aka my favorite version of Hyunwoo)
Wonho :
He would be the one with baby fever. Your mom had just had a baby and he melted when he saw you holding your baby brother.
"You look so cute holding Y/B/N"
He would wait until you guys got home to tell you that he had baby fever.
"Awww, your a softy" you said pinching his cheeks.
"I'm serious Y/N"
"Let's take this slow, we aren't even married"
"Well do you want to get married... Because I want to marry you and have lots of cute chubby baby's with you"
"Omg, you're baby fever is through the roof..."
"I'm serious... We can get married"
Somehow bby fever turned into marriage fever... 👉🏽👈🏽
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Minhyuk :
You guys were watching the return of superman when you looked at him and said you had baby fever. He looked back at you and smiled. He would be so happy to learn you would want baby's at some point, especially because y'all's parents have been nagging you guys.
"Awwww. Don't worry one day we'll have like 4 kids running around"
(10/10 would want an army, but of girls)
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Kihyun :
Would just look at you weird when he realized you had baby fever. It's not that he didn't want to have a baby with you. But he wanted it to be you and him for a while. Your guy's schedule made it hard to see each other, he wanted to wait until you guys could settle down. He did want to have 2-3 kids with you in the future though.
"Y/N I know what your thinking and I'm sorry but right now I just don't think it's a good idea. We should just take everything slow"
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Hyungwon :
You guys both had baby fever but you wouldn't act on it. You guys would just ask your friends who had kids if you guys could babysit.
"Y/N we're taking this kid home"
"So we stealing baby's now? I'm in."
"Aww look at his little yawn. Ohhh. Stretch those tiny arms"
You just looked at him and smiled. One day he might be saying that to y'all's future baby's.
"Y/N we should have a baby"
Would suggest but later on when you talk about it he'd be like 'I never said that'.
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Jooheon :
Omg. Istg this dude would 10/10 have baby fever all the time. After talking on the phone with his niece he would just tell you how he was feeling.
"Y/N let's get married soon so we can have a baby"
But if you told him YOU had baby fever he'd be like,
"No, but maybe in 2-3 years"
"Ok, I'll wait"
But on the inside he'd definitely want a baby with you but he wanted everything to be perfect before y'all brought a human into the world. He'd definitely be happy to know that y'all would have little baby's in the future.
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I.M :
You guys were that couple who would have a pregnancy scare at least 3 times a year. But after so many times you thought you got pregnant you actually liked the idea oh having a baby with Changkyun. He definitely didn't want a baby in that moment he enjoyed having you to himself.
"I don't want a baby right now, I just want to enjoy you without having to worry about anything affecting our relationship. I'm definitely open to have a baby later on though"
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This reaction is all over the place.
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chicken-fifi · 4 years
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Hold Me Tight - Chapter Eleven
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Description: Cynthia Young, a single mother of a giddy three year old boy, Jooheon Young. The two have been on their own since Cynthia's fiance died in a fatal car accident. And as life would have it, Cynthia is having trouble paying bills and working. As a last resort, she turns to her parents, the owners of Young Corporations. They agree to help her, on one condition, she marries the son of the CEO of Kim Organizations. Deciding this is the only way to ensure her son’s safety, she agrees. A marriage, for the well-being of a mother’s son. A marriage to seal a business deal.
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Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14 | Chapter 15 | Epilogue
“You want me to what?” Taehyung asked dumbfounded.
“Grandchildren.” Cynthia’s mother repeated from her spot on the sofa in his office. “It’s almost December, you two have been married for what...four months. Don’t you think it's about time you two started to think about children of your own? Not just some bastard-”
Taehyung slammed his hand on his desk as he stood up fuming.
“I will not allow you to speak in such a manner about my-” he was cut off by a cynical laugh.
“Your son?” she questioned raising her eyebrows. “That boy is not your son. Your blood doesn’t run through his veins. You didn’t have any part in his existence.”
Taehyung’s face burned red with anger. He balled up his fists and took in a deep breath trying to calm himself down.
“He isn’t your son, and he isn’t my grandson.” she said standing up from the sofa. “I want some grandchildren and I’m sure your parents do too. Have a good day, Kim Taehyung.”
Her heels clicked loudly as she left the office. Taehyung grabbed a folder off of his desk and threw it at the wall in rage, before proceeding to throw his stapler. He took a fist full of his hair and pulled on it as he walked around the room, deep in thought, before a knock on the door pulled him back into reality.
“What do you want!” he snapped, not caring who was on the other side of the door. 
“I brought you-Christ what on earth happened?!” it was Cynthia.
He spun on his heel and watched as Cynthia eyed the various papers laying everywhere in the room and the broken stapler laying in pieces on the floor right in front of the door. She made eye contact with him and then sighed.
“My mother came to speak to you, didn’t she?” she said.
Taehyung threw his head back and sighed deeply before falling onto the sofa.
“What did she tell you?” Cynthia questioned taking a seat next to him, placing a bag and her purse on the table in front of them. 
“Nothing important.” he lied.
Cynthia raised her eyebrows and looked over at the broken stapler and astray papers.
“She didn’t say anything that would cause you to throw a file with papers and a stapler at a wall?”
Taehyung gulped and looked at the mess before changing the topic to the bag Cynthia had brought with her.
“What’s in the bag?” he asked, pointing at the tote that looked about ready to explode.
Cynthia looked over and a small, ‘oh!’ left her mouth as she reached for the bag.
“I brought you lunch.” she said, taking out a container. “Or rather I made enough for the seven of you. I got a bit carried away with all the spare time I had after dropping Jooheon at the nursery school.”
Her cheeks turned a crimson color as she continued pulling out container after container. Taehyung noticed the awkwardness that had swallowed the two of them.
“How did Jooheon deal with having to start going to the nursery school?” he asked, grabbing Cynthia’s attention.
“He was very excited.” she responded. “Honestly, I think I took it harder than him. It’s so quiet in the house now. Yeontan misses him too. He just keeps following me around the entire house.”
A knock came from the door and it opened revealing Jin.
“Hey, we’re gonna go out for-WHAT ONE EARTH!!!” Jin cried seeing all the papers laying astray and the broken stapler.
The door opened more and soon five more heads popped in through the doorway giving the same reaction as Jin.
“Cynthia, brought us lunch.” Taehyung said in an effort to get their attention away from the mess. “Just let me pick that up and we can eat, sound to you guys?”
The six men nodded walking in and taking a seat on the sofa, just as Cynthia stood up.
“I should get going. See you guys later.” she said as she headed toward the door.
“Have you eaten yet?” Taehyung called out picking up a few papers before looking at her. “Why don’t you eat with us? It sounds better than eating at the house alone, doesn’t it?”
She looked at him and noticed the red blush creeping up his neck and onto his face. 
“You’re right. It does sound better.”
***
Jooheon ran around the living room chasing after Yeontan. Movement outside the window caught his attention.
“APPA!!” he shouted going over to the window in the living room.
Taehyung walked by and waved at him before continuing to the front door. Jooheon ran into the foyer, Yeontan right behind him. He jumped up and down waiting for the door to open. As soon as it did and Taehyung walked through the door, Jooheon threw himself on to taehyung. Cynthia watched before clapping her hands gently, grabbing Jooheon’s attention.
“Let Appa take off his shoes so he can come inside.” she said smiling as she took Taehyung's briefcase. “How was the rest of your day?”
Taehyung shrugged and stood up, Jooheon in his arms. 
“Not much happened after you left. Just a few board meetings and project approvals that had to be taken care of.” he responded kissing Jooheon’s cheek. “How was your first day at nursery school? Was it fun?”
Jooheon’s eyes lit up.
“Seonsaengnim, was really nice and pretty.” he said, spreading his arms, nearly smacking Taehyung in the face. “And-and-and-and I made a friend. She’s really pretty and nice and kind and…”
Jooheon kept describing the little girl which only caused a smile to form on Taehyung’s face before he burst out laughing.
“Looks like someone has a crush.” he said, causing Jooheon’s face to fall and his eyebrows to furrow together.
“I do not have a crush appa!” he yelled. “I will never have a crush, because all the girls, except Eomma, Halmeoni, and Seonsaengnim, have cooties!”
“You say that now.” taehyung remarked making his way into the dining room. 
Cynthia brought out a few dishes and placed them on the table before taking her seat. 
“Meogja.” Taehyung said, picking up his chopsticks and picking up a piece of meat dish in front of him and offering to Jooheon. “Here you go, Sport. You have to eat well if you wanna protect your girlfriend.”
Jooheon narrowed his eyes slightly before retorting with the fact that he doesn’t have a girlfriend and will never have a girlfriend.
***
Cynthia closed the door to Jooheon’s room gently, before walking into the living room where Taehyung was sitting on the couch staring at the wall holding random pictures.
“If you want to talk about what my mother told you, I’m all ears.” Cynthia said, taking a seat next to him. “I won’t get mad no matter what you say about her.”
Her eyes were sincere as she looked at him. Yet, he couldn’t bring himself to tell her what her mother had said to him earlier that day. 
“She just…” he trailed off into silence trying to gather thoughts before deciding to not tell her the truth. “She just didn’t like the fact that I wasn’t spending the day here with you after we got back. I let it get to my head. Don’t worry about it.”
He stood up from the couch and began to leave the living room before turning back to face Cynthia. 
“Are you gonna sleep on the couch?” he asked, trying to get rid of the awkwardness that had begun to fill the space between them.
***
Jooheon ran over to Cynthia as soon as he saw her through the nursery school gates, a paper in hand.
“Eomma!” he shouted, waving it as he got closer to her.
He shoved the paper towards her and pointed at the many human like figures drawn on it along with a small dog.
“See I drew Appa and Samchons and Eomma and Yeontan!” he said excitedly, pointing to each drawing.
Cynthia noticed something in her character’s drawing.
“What’s in Eomma’s arms?” she asked genuinely curious.
Jooheon looked at that paper before breaking into a smile.
“Baby sister.” he said.
Cynthia froze at his words.
“Baby sister?” she questioned which Jooheon nodded his head happily as they began to walk on the sidewalk towards their home.
“Yeah, baby sister.” he repeated, taking his mom’s hand in his small one. “I want a baby sister.”
***
Cynthia watched as Jooheon ran around the yard, occasionally just laying down in the grass next to Yeontan. 
“Baby sister. I want a baby sister.” 
Jooheon’s words kept ringing throughout her mind. The more she tried to forget about it, the more she actually thought about it. Taehyung walked out of the door, a tray with drinks in his hands.
“Lemonade?” he offered, placing the tray on the table in front of them. 
She nodded as she looked out into the backyard. 
“What’s on your mind?” he asked, taking a seat next to her. “I’m all ears if you want to talk about it.”
Cynthia sighed and shook her head, reaching for a glass of lemonade in the process.
“It’s nothing important.” she responded, taking a sip of the bitter drink. “I just got lonely throughout the day, that’s all.”
She instantly felt a sense of guilt swell inside her as she told him her little white lie. Taehyung took a sip from one of the glasses and smiled as he heard Jooheon laugh loudly as Yeontan began to lick his face.
“I see what you mean.” he said, turning to face Cynthia, his eyes sparkling as the sun hit them softly.
Cynthia stared into his eyes not hearing a word he said. They were glowing with joy, happiness, and...love? Taehyung stopped talking and was simply staring at her as well. Taking in her silhouette as the sun shined behind her. Her eyelashes cast long shadows on her cheeks, her auburn hair framing her face perfectly, making her green eyes stand out, before falling past her shoulders and down her back. At some point the two began to lean forward. Almost as if a mystical force was drawing them together. Before their lips could touch, Jooheon’s abrupt scream made its way into their ears. Quickly pulling away, Cynthia stood up and ran over to where Jooheon lay on the ground, his knee bleeding slightly. Taehyung watched in a daze before running his hands over his face and muttering a string of words slowly.
“I need to control myself.” he whispered, watching as Cynthia walked back, Jooheon whimpering in her arms.
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“As ever, a light shines from you
As ever, you’re like a fragrant flower
Please believe me now
Hold me again
So I can feel you
Pull me in and hold me tight”
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Author’s Note
Okay that was the last song verse so from now on it will be quotes about something.
Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
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Hold Me Tight - Chapter Seven
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Description: Cynthia Young, a single mother of a giddy three year old boy, Jooheon Young. The two have been on their own since Cynthia's fiance died in a fatal car accident. And as life would have it, Cynthia is having trouble paying bills and working. As a last resort, she turns to her parents, the owners of Young Corporations. They agree to help her, on one condition, she marries the son of the CEO of Kim Organizations. Deciding this is the only way to ensure her son’s safety, she agrees. A marriage, for the well-being of a mother’s son. A marriage to seal a business deal.
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Prologue | Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Chapter 11 | Chapter 12 | Chapter 13 | Chapter 14 | Chapter 15 | Epilogue
Jooheon ran around wildly with Mrs. Cha’s grandkids, playing tag, while waiting to be called over to eat.
“Is that young man coming over today?” Mrs. Cha asked as she carried a container full of salad to a picnic table.
“Yeah he said he would be here.” Cynthia responded. “Jihyun’s brother should also be coming.”
The two continued talking, before Cynthia went inside to get the gift she got Jooheon. As she was making her way back outside, a knock on her front door stopped her. She went and answered it, standing there holding a neatly wrapped box, was Taehyung, Jimin right behind him holding a bag with various different tissue paper colors sticking out. Namjoon, Jin, Ho-seok, Jeong-guk, and Yoon-gi stood behind Jimin, each holding their own gifts. Cynthia moved aside and let them come inside. 
“Just go through the kitchen and the door that leads outside is near the back close to the stove. It should be open.” Cynthia said before closing the door and opening a closet and pulling out a box full of party hats and random decorations.
Balancing the box in her hands, along with the gift, she was about to follow after the seven men, when there was another knock at the door. Quickly answering it, she welcomed her parents in before leading them outside into the backyard.
***
Jooheon instantly ran away from the kids he was playing with and ran to hug Taehyung and the other men before running over to his grandparents.
“Tae-appa!” he yelled once he ran back over to Taehyung after greeting everyone. “Come look at the cake!”
Taehyung followed Jooheon to a table and placed his gift down. Cynthia watched before going over to the rest of Taehyung's friends and offering to take the gifts from them and place them on the table. 
“Make yourselves comfortable. Food will be ready in a few minutes.” she said before walking over to the table and placing down the box and gifts.
Jooheon had begun pointing out his favorite things about the cake and was telling Taehyung about how it was his favorite flavor and how he had helped his mom make it. Cynthia paid no attention to it and looked around the yard, taking in the sight. She didn’t want to leave the home where she had made so many memories with and without her first love. Jooheon had taken his first steps in this very yard. In an instant, every event that had taken place in that house in the past three years, the good and bad, began flowing through her mind.
“Do you want me to help serve food?” Taehyung asked, pulling her from her reverie. “Mrs. Cha, I believe that’s her name, said the food was ‘hot n’ ready’.”
Cynthia shook her head, clearing her thoughts and nodded, making her way to some plates and beginning to place food on each before handing them to Taehyung.
***
After various games and endless rounds of eating, Cynthia decided it was time to cut the cake. Rounding up the many kids that had shown up at random points throughout the party, she led them over to a table with the cake. She had them stand around Jooheon, taking a few pictures before she lit the candles. She began recording the entire thing as everyone sang ‘Happy Birthday’ to him. As soon they stopped she walked over and began to cut the cake and place slices onto paper plates before handing them out with a small cup of vanilla ice cream. 
Taehyung walked up behind her and reached for a few plates before walking away without saying a word. Jimin was next to come up and start help handing out plates and ice cream to the adults and young children. Before long everyone had eaten their cake and were saying goodbye to Cynthia and Jooheon wishing them luck in their new home, telling them how much darker the neighborhood would be without them and other kind words. Her parents came up to her wishing Jooheon a happy birthday before leaving as well. Soon enough, it was only Taehyung and his friends, Cynthia, Jooheon, Mrs. Cha and her grandchildren in the yard. 
“Well, I should get going.”  Mrs. Cha said getting up from her chair, followed by Cynthia. “Don’t forget to stop by and visit every now and then. Oh, and feel free to continue leaving Jooheon in my care when you’re not available. Don’t worry about the furniture either, I’ll have my sons move it back into storage when they come and get these little rascals.”
Cynthia pulled her into a tight hug thanking her for everything she had done for them when they first moved in, all the support she provided her with when Jihyun passed away, and the help she had given her the past year. Mrs. Cha pulled away first and turned to look at Taehyung.
“You,” she said pointing her finger at him. “You, young man, better treat her well or else I’ll knock you into the next century.”
***
“I’ll stop by tomorrow to pick you two up with any other things that need to be taken and show you guys your new home.” Taehyung said before picking up Jooheon. “And a very Happy Birthday for you Little Man. I hope you like the present I got you.”
Jimin ruffled Jooheon’s hair softly, causing him to laugh. “I hope you like mine more. See you two tomorrow.”
***
Cynthia reached for her purse and a few other bags that held clothes that hadn’t been packed. Jooheon was in the living room messing around with Taehyung while she grabbed some final things. When she entered the living room, Taehyung instantly stood up from the floor and went to take the bags from Cynthia before going outside and putting them in the trunk of his car. She looked around the living room, took in the bare walls that once held nearly all of her memories from the past three years, maybe even more. Shaking her head she went and picked up  Jooheon from the floor, taking one last look at the inside of the house before leaving through the front door. Mrs. Cha was waiting outside. Cynthia hugged her tightly and once again thanked her for everything, before bowing in gratitude. Jooheon reached his arms to Mrs. Cha and gave  the tightest hug he could offer before running to the car where Taehyung was. 
“We’ll visit as often as we can.” she said before hugging her once again and 
then walking to the car, Mrs. Cha right behind her.
She helped Jooheon into his car seat and then turned to bow again. Taehyung opened the passenger door and waited for Cynthia to get in.
“You better treat her well young man.” she said before patting his shoulder. “Because if you don’t…”
“You’ll knock me into the next century.” Taehyung finished before laughing nervously. “I’ll treat them both with the respect and love that they deserve.”
***
For three people, the house was very...spacious.
“Isn’t it a bit too...big?” Cynthia asked looking at the towering home in front of her.
Taehyung cut off the car engine and wiped his hands on his legs.
“It is,” he said, agreeing. “I tried to get my parents to find a different house but they said it would just accommodate us better ‘when we expand our family after marriage’.” 
Cynthia’s eyes widened slightly. The thought had never crossed her mind that after her marriage to Taehyung that she would have to do ‘that’, at least it never crossed her mind until now when she remembered that he was the heir to Kim  Organizations.
“Come on, I want you guys to get settled and comfortable in the house before anything else.” Taehyung said getting out of the car and walking over and opening Cynthia’s door.
She stepped out of the car and stepped into a new chapter of her life.
***
Weeks had gone by and little by little, Cynthia and Jooheon had gotten used to living in the house with Taehyung. Not too long ago, Cynthia’s boss had told her that he got a call from an Inga Young, telling him that she had quit her job and was grateful for him giving her a job in customer service. When Cynthia tried to explain that she hadn’t quit and wanted her job, she was told that they weren’t looking for any employees.
Since then, Cynthia had refused to even come in contact with her mother, causing a lot of tension to form between the two. Taehyung had been urged by his mother to bring up the topic of their marriage, and settle on a date for the wedding as soon as they could, but he couldn’t bring himself to throw the burden of the wedding on her shoulders, so soon after they began living together.
Soon enough those weeks turned to a few months. Before Taehyung noticed, a feeling was beginning to blossom within him. The urge to bring up every topic that involved his future with her was growing stronger as each day went by. Soon he only saw her and wanted to form with her. 
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“I only see just you, only you
I see nothing other than you
Look, it’s fair, it’s equitable
If I take you away, nothing
Even just one day without you, please
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Author’s Note
Chapter eight is next.
I intend on having many time skips from here on out.
In order to get this moving faster many unimportant events that I had planned will be skipped or mentioned and described briefly, but are of no importance whatsoever.
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