#but last night i was grinding fates while waiting for a queue to pop and someone in the same fate whispered me that

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anyway hi

#ffxiv #miqo'te #Syrena #my art #I've been struggling a lot with inspiration recently #(haha i say recently but it's been over a year since I last RPed aside from D&D) #I feel like I'm forgetting how to write #I feel like I'm forgetting how to draw #and losing motivation and connection to the creative aspects of FFXIV in general #idk it's been a long slog of 'what is the point i'm so tired i expect nothing and still somehow get let down' #but last night i was grinding fates while waiting for a queue to pop and someone in the same fate whispered me that #they love my art and my blog #and it was #nice. #I felt a little bad though like 'do I really deserve this praise I haven't drawn really in forever and I've fallen so behind on #answering asks and engaging with people in general #and i MISS that you know? I miss feeling connected and interested and inspired #so I sat down this morning and forced myself to pick up my tablet pen and draw #and it was fun. and i felt good. so thanks for reading this ramble lmao and thanks orphieus-ffxiv for #being so nice yesterday and motivating me to draw a little