#but like holy shit

[doorhanginoffthehinges]

heard this and immediately thought. boreo

#boreo #the goldfinch #suburban legends #theodore decker #boris pavlikovsky #But like holy shit #its literally the scene

[radiant--as-the--sun]

y’all have no idea the number of thg (& tbosas) metas I have saved in my notes app

#So fucking many #whole ass essays #Only most of them are like only 85% completed and I’ve never had the executive function to get them to 100% completed to actually post #But like holy shit #i have so much commentary on so many things #Thg #the hunger games #tbosas #the ballad of songbirds and snakes

[brionnne]

Mithrun is autism coded to me, a late diagnosed, high masking autistic woman.

My early life was spent smiling and hiding every bad feeling away because people taught and prized being a "good kid" over being a real person. It's the scrambling, feeling like you're barely a person, struggling while everyone else seems to be doing so well and being so angry and petty and jealous and insecure and hating everyone, but hiding it because you have to be "good". It's also falling more into hyposensitivity versus hypersensitivity, such as burning his tongue and not really reacting to the pain. It's his extreme tunnel vision (monotropism) to the extent of forgetting everything else including bodily needs, which aligns with poor interoception. He doesn't even really become aware he's tired until his body stops, which is something I still experience even while managing other things. It's also lying about said needs, intentional or not. I think this aligns with PDA profile, which I am. Being told or asked to do something can set off the demand avoidance, so saying "No" is pretty much automatic, and I think it's fantastic that he just does it, even when he doesn't have any desire to lie, because it isn't a desire. I'm not saying no because I want to. It's a defense. If I say "No" in the face of any percieved demand, it stops the panic response that would normally occur at the demand, and I use this to manage that.

I even use it similarly, like "Oh, did you shower?" and I just don't want to deal with that so I'll say no, even when it's obvious. There's also the surface sociability. I mean, there's so much really that I resonate with. It's astounding how many marks he hits...

I don't know. He's very important to me. Alexithymia, too. The lack of filter on his speech, while this has been linked with brain damage, is also... I mean, I have ADHD, too.

#i wanted to talk #and maybe #dunmeshi spoilers #but not really #? #i'm tired #and by that i mean 'actively passing out while i write this' which is how i noticed i was tired #but like holy shit #mithrun #mithrun huh? #note: i do also have depression #my identity is like several conditions under a trenchcoat #C-PTSD too #and what the uh #what the goat is most likely an allegory for #yeah #that's also. a part of it. #i'd love to talk more about this #dunmeshi

[one-paper-bag]

genuinely feeling a shift in my soul bc of the plaque for Hester, it’s inspiring in a way i’ve never seen before

#i genuinely have so many thoughts #it’s so beautiful #absolutely moving #it must be so surreal to be the cast rn #also the unveiling speech did make me cry #one look and my tears did start to fall #but like holy shit #it’s just so cool #so inspiring #operation mincemeat #operation mincemeat musical

[everythingsbetterunderthestars]

Also fyi I just finished reading More happy than not by Adam Silvera and I will never be the same again. My brain chemistry has been forever altered. If you even care

#more happy than not #adam silvera #also i read somewhere a description of this book that said it’s part Aristotle and Dante part eternal sunshine of the spotless mind #which are like some of my all time favourite pieces of media #so I knew this book was made for me #but like holy shit #Adam Silvera just always gets it RIGHT you know #absolutely perfect #I need to cry for eternity now

[putting-wheatley-in-places]

WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE!?

#the FoxGirl one is my main account btw #but like holy shit #😭😭😭😭😭 #/pos btw #not request

[jasonstodds]

that scene were they were invading the reyes’ house and separating the family was like a punch to the goddamn throat

#specifically as a chicana specifically #but like holy shit #this movie was fucking amazing #i wanna see it again #blue beetle 2023

[flavia8]

Graphic Design is their Passion!!

#Okay I KNOW its supposed to be an experiment #BUt like holy shit #My Artist and Computer Science sensibilities are bruised XD #Yale #web design #Graphic Design #In case you are wondering yes every page is like this #I do appreciate it in an Its so bad it's neat kinda way but also #Y'all can't make it look good?

[socialtomcat]

cons of hyperfixation: all the routines and good habits you developed are out the window and you forget to do basic self care

pros of hyperfixation: u have the drive to create and draw and write like you havent been able to in years

#can i actually finish anything ive started? well i didnt say that #but like holy shit #also just kinda fucked off that i got into the habit of practicing instrument every day and now i forget to piss bc im thinking abt them #this is fine i guess. shrug #ack #mrrow

[m0d3rnpr0m3th3us]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN MLP EQUESTRIA GIRLS RAINBOW ROCKS IS GOING TO BE 10 YEARS OLD THIS YEAR. I REMEMBER WATCHING THAT IN THEATRES. VERY DISTINCTLY. WHAT THE FUCK. I FEEL OLD NOW.

#seraphim speaks #i realize that objectively speaking i am not that old #but like holy shit #seeing that movie in theatres was my first exposure to bronies

[electronix-arts]

i just saw a photo of my cousin yesterday and holy shit who is that that is NOT my cousin why is he in a cap and gown isn’t he like 8. wasnt he just wearing a ‘dab on them haters’ shirt

#no he isnt #hes like graduating 8th #but like holy shit #im jumping his ass if i see him #update_log.txt

[thatfunkylittlejesterdude]

You ever just unwillingly see the most godawful small group of people cross your dash because of a reblog that you just HAVE to fucking block because Jesus christ you didn't wanna see that.

#Not gonna go into details apart from the fact that the post seemed off from the get-go #But like holy shit #Jesus fucking christ #What the actual hell was going ON there

[ketyoulater]

I’m hit so hard by how intensely chaotic neutral all the EXU: Calamity player characters are (aside from Zerxus, he’s so incredibly lawful/true neutral). Like the part where they tore into Madara and sent her home crying had me realizing that these guys are all assholes and will go to any means to achieve their ends. They trust NO ONE, barely trust themselves, and are playing atop a delicately complex web. Quite a recipe for the apocalypse.

#truly alive during the age of hubris #deservedly so theyre all so powerful #but like holy shit #exuc #exu calamity #exandria unlimited #critical role #critical role spoilers

[bassiter2]

i know this is basically universal for retail but I'm getting so fed up with like every 5th conversation with a customer being like

"what tequila shots do you have?"

"for tequila we've just got [three options]."

(peering at our tiny section of tequila shots) "uhhh do you have [brand I didn't say]?"

"...no, we ONLY have [I repeat the 3 options]. but we do have that brand in other sizes."

"oh so you do have it?"

"not in the shots, just in bigger sizes."

(this often goes back and forth like the "Patrick. The lid." scene)

"damn i really wanted [brand] in the shots."

"sorry!"

"ok I'll just get [something utterly unrelated and even in a totally different price range, like it's baffling that this would be the second choice]"

#i mean i guess i KNOW why like its the entitlement of The Customer #like not grasping that you dont live in a video game where stores always have the thing you need #and not knowing how to handle the disappointment when they dont #but like holy shit #personal

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

infinite amethyst, after Fable, just. hits different. But I think infinite amethyst slowed. infinite amethyst slowed is something special /pos, and it actually genuinely has me crying /pos

#..im sorry #but like holy shit #fable cast members useing this slowed vers. in lore i think would have me crying /pos #fable smp #fsmp #a tag to help find my own posts #Youtube

[naidzel]

it’s literally so fucking tragic one of the times i’m like “oh yeah i’ll make a guy who’s gay” the party is all hot wlw the oneshot ends in an orgy and all of them are in a yuri polycule. and i am not. because my character is a gay man.

#ch: melo blorbo #camp: crime time #LIKE WHYD I DO THAT. #at least i have starling from a different game to bring up since they’re one of the pcs’ partners #but like holy shit #starspeak