#but like. i know their stories. like. Evalur?? Fillok and Vielyn?? Khorahn? King Briarloch Von Birus III?? Adelaide and Ilzonaxx Hallowkeep?

[somelazyassartist]

Love that I stayed up all night drawing and still have like. nothing to show for it. go girl give us nothing 😔

#it was all Artfight attacks and references for more of Hallows' family tree 😔 #i usually don't post Artfight attacks on my Tumblr unless i put way more effort than usual into it like my animated ones #and with Hallows' family there's like. maybe one other person that even remotely cares lmao #and like even then i don't have the story written out in a format that's easy to explain so it just seems like a bunch of random characters- #-with no content for them just cuz i don't have it set up in a way where it WON'T take me like. 500 years to explain everything. #so even then like i can only assume it's just support for the artwork and not the characters because i totally get it like. there's not much #character there to like. #but like. i know their stories. like. Evalur?? Fillok and Vielyn?? Khorahn? King Briarloch Von Birus III?? Adelaide and Ilzonaxx Hallowkeep? #i would love to make like. plot related content for them someday. but i can't cuz the art wouldn't make any sense without an entire book's #worth of context #and like I'm working on it y'know??? i really do want to write it all down and make it so that i don't need to explain every single thing. #writing's just a lot harder than drawing is and i keep procrastinating it cuz if I'm focused on that I'm not putting out my other content #and i get anxious when i don't put out content cuz like. that's my Thing that's what I'm known for I'm the art kid #if I'm not that then what am i y'know?? #the embarrassment whose family was happy they moved away so they didn't have to deal with their mental issues and stupid name anymore?? #i mean #that too i guess #but I'd just rather be known as the art kid #how can i draw for so long and not have anything worth showing? this is what I'm supposed to be good ati should be better than this by now