#but mostly it's for spite

[alpacacare-archive]

the brainworms are kiiling me. have a dad and son 👍︎

#papyrus #gaster #dadster #undertale #theres still not enough papyrus and dadster content where sans isnt present compared to the other way around #what will be enough you ask? well idk the exact amount cus numbers are infinite but yaknow #gaster supports let papyrus say fuck day #i believe he just sucks at parenting so papyrus cussed his whole life #and since gaster found out about the holiday papyrus has been nothing but encouraged by his dad #mostly out of spite towards the people who still believe his son to be 5 years old #im sorry i saw someone refer to papyrus as a prec**s cin***on ro*l and had to do something #my shoulder hurts so bad and drawing and typing worsens it and i have an exam tommorow i need to rest it for and look what im doing. #being silly. #>:[

[cemeterything]

passed another stage in the journalism apprenticeship 🥳

#🐉 #ngl im getting a spiteful kick out of this because i was told on this very site that i didnt 'deserve' to write for a living #but im mostly just genuinely excited and thrilled that i might have a chance

[rawliverandgoronspice]

In spite of the whole bonkers thing of TP Ganon wielding his own execution sword, I find it fascinating that he is using a weapon of Light to fight you --a weapon originally conceived for purposes of justice, and that light still steeps through him through the wound.

And, to top it all off, Link uses tools more aligned with darkness to fight him back (turning into a wolf, Midna becoming a eldritch horror...)

Symbolically this combo of reverse mirroring AND literal mirroring is very interesting I think

#thoughts #twilight princess #tp #ganondorf #link #midna #thinking........... #meeting in the middle #truly the twilight of all princesses #seriously they were on grade A mythology shit when they made TP #the failed execution of a failed king ascending by force into a failed god..... still refusing failure to define him until the very end #tp ganondorf really always pulling at my heartstrings :_: #in spite of the game not textually committing to these ideas #I'm fairly certain the arbiter's grounds were intentional at least for somebody in the team #even if the idea didn't translate for everyone or had to be mostly washed clean

[weirdozjunkary]

Gay animals for your pleasure <3

#art #fanart #coloured sketch #Firealpaca #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #knuckles the echidna #Amy rose #blaze the cat #sonadow #sonux #blazamy #this is mostly to spite my tiktok comments

[favoure]

I MISSED THEM

#desert duo #hermitcraft #grian #goodtimeswithscar #gtws #okay 2 tag as ship i dont miiind #wip #favourarts #did this mostly out of spite actually bc. yk. The Monthly Happenings JSHKJDFSDFSDF #anyways eat up hope u enjooooooyyy love these two fr ......

[sparrow-hawk]

MIRROR'S EDGE (2008)

#mirror's edge #gamingedit #mirrorsedgeedit #mine* #i am posting this out of spite mostly bc the game just kept crashing lol #so it's going out even tho i don't love it

[yardsards]

the fun thing about taako is he has very little in the ways of canon physical appearance other than "in-universe, he is seen as extremely beautiful" so you can give him whatever features you want and implicitly celebrate those features as beautiful

#eliot posts #taz #the adventure zone #taako taaco #when i drew him last i MOSTLY went w fanon bc i was too lazy to come up w an original design #but i gave him a few of my own features that i taught myself to love to spite my family members who make negative comments abt them #like the bump in the nose and the soft jawline that almost looks like a double chin #and then i also made him chubby bc that's a very fun body type to draw and i think it's underappreciated

[vyeoh]

What if I make a good omens figure skating au but instead of making them go to the Olympics they're literally just regular skaters at some club in Indiana or something

#vio.txt #im soo traumatized i need some traumatized skater representation #aziraphale's a coach who maybe has had a few skaters go pro but these days mostly does learn to skate #crowley is the former golden girl who quit skating after an injury put him at odds with the tides of club politics and opinion #can aziraphale use crowley's begruding love of children and urge to flex on everyone out of spite to reignite his love of the ice? #find out this christmas on the hallmark channel #inspired by me trying to read a figure skating au on ao3 and clicking off because i have too complex of feelings about the sport to #read a glamourized version of it oops #good omens #ineffable husbands #anyways i got new skates so im about to get back on ice after like 4 months 🤪🤪

[strawberrybabydog]

people who say "i wont feed into your delusion/delusional identity" are so silly because there's no way for them to judge our "level" of delusion. or what behaviors even are related to delusion (yes im talking about psychotics here too. many psychotics are deeply guilty of this sanism.)

i just bought a little personal utensil set online. it has a knife, fork, spoon, and a little container. this is mostly because i have a contamination/uncleanliness delusion. if i follow the beliefs of the "i wont feed into your delusion" crowd, i never would have bought that and would have struggled with eating from utensils indefinitely. because getting my own personal utensil set with the intention of avoiding the contaminated utensils of others, in their eyes, would be "feeding into delusion." in their eyes, any level of non-negative interactions with delusions are inherently bad and inherently harmful. to them, if you're psychotic and not actively attempting to shame yourself out of delusions (or other psychotic symptoms) this is a moral failing.

fortunately, this isnt how delusions work in real life (or anything. when has self-shame helped us really?) my personal utensil set doesnt confirm My reality as any more real to me than it was before. the people in my life who encouraged me to buy my utensil set, and who will encourage me to use it, are not worsening my delusions. my delusions are already there, and they will be there regardless of what happens to me; schizophrenia is chronic after all. all they have done is provide me an environment where i wont be judged if i engage in coping methods related to soothing delusions, and where i am encouraged to cope and feel better

the best part is, engaging with my personal utensil set AND other people encouraging me to use it is completely unnocuous. it's literally just a fork, knife, and spoon; a person eating with a personal utensil set is uncommon and a bit odd, but nothing more. these behaviors not only cause no harm to me (they directly benefit me actually) but they also cause no harm to others

this post is about coping behaviors and respect for delusional people. this post is not about whether you should engage with your delusions in a specific way or not. every delusional person has an individual experience and should address their delusions in whichever way helps them most - but this does not mean forcing other delusional people to cope with whichever method worked best for you, especially if that is shame.

#every time i read 'i wont engage with ur delusions' its laced with passive aggression and spite for other delusionals #ive never read that in a way that made the person who wrote it sound normal or even slightly nice #it basically just serves as a red flag that the person who wrote it is deeply sanist #yes i am still talking about mostly psychotics who write this still. i am so sick of sanism within community going unchecked #if ur uncomfortable with delusional people following u just put us in ur DNI. u dont need to spite marginalized strangers about it #on sanism #not dog #psychosis

[cpunkhobie]

I’ve had this idea about a plural tmnt au for a couple days where basically -

Tw for discussion of childhood trauma obv

Ok so there’s only one turtle that gets mutated with splinter and I’ve already decided on the name “ronin” for a collective / bodily name. But something happened very early on in their life that caused them to naturally … naturally isn’t the right word but you get what I mean, cause them to develop DID.

Bada bing bada boom Ronins brain splinters into 4 distinct parts : Raphael, Leonardo, Donatello, and Michelangelo. Named that way due to the fact that at the time of the trauma they were very interested in the renaissance and high-renaissance, probably because those were the only books their dad had.

There isn’t an “original” alter named Ronin or whatever, it’s just 4 guys controlling one body while not knowing the other guys exist or that there are 4 guys in the first place.

Id imagine that the person who’d be out the most would be Leo , idt enough to really gain the “host” role but enough to where when Donnie Raph and Mikey are fronting they try to mask as him the most.

I don’t have much thought for this au past that other than I don’t think I want the trauma to be related to splinter, just cause there are other ways for DID/ OSDD to form and if I ever flesh this out more I’d want to highlight that.

I could just make this my own iteration tbh. Feel free to run wild with it tho I don’t have time to flesh it out rn

#jonah with a megaphone #🍊🍓🦋🧬 #rise tag #roninpluralau #honestly this is mostly a spite au lol #system who doesn’t wanna stop ppl from having fun but also isn’t comfy with the amount of plural hcs and aus going around just cause it’s #scaryyyyy and they don’t understand ittttttt #I’m sure there are some great ones I’m just worried abt singlets writing plural characters lol

[nico-moist-moses]

It was not fun . . .

#everyone including Gideon and Waddles can skate but Dipper #Dipper claims its mostly out of spite because theres no way he'll make Dippy Fresh #a self-prophecizing thing #highschool mystery twins #highschool au #gravity falls #gravity falls fanart #comic #digital art #moist maguey art #dipper pines #mabel pines #waddles #short comic #btw all the poses are real skateboarders eating shit and omg they look so painful and baddd #art #skateboarding #also i spent too fucking long on the color pallete #the twins are on opposite sides of the color spectrum #mabel is warm colors and is literally and figuratively a ball of sunshine #dipper has cool colors and shows his more calmer edgy side #kinda like artemis and apollo these twins are polar opposites yet compliment each other harmoniously #color theory #im trying put comics! I've never been able to finish them so im really proud of this one!!

[shivroy]

chloeee

#life is strange #lis #chloe price #been playing it lately mostly for the backgrounds (LOL i want to be in oregon. and am not) #im not gonna say this on insta because i dont want to offend their tender hearts but good god the writing in this game sucks nards #its like funny. #chloe especially. girls who suck #in a way that is just like. so at odds with having a play experience thats good #but i sort of love her not in spite of the shitty writing but because of it #sometimes i gotta love a girl because her whole character is YOU SUCK you REFUSE to better yourself throughout the course of anything ever #bae! #im half attached to her and half like What is with you stop actually #also i love how dated the game feels now #every girls fashion........ every guy too you know what #art #digital art #texture #doodle #sketch #life is strange fanart #lis fanart

[mortuarywriting]

if i can be petty in your askbox? that lil video of konig manspreading just made me gag. you know that man already smells like a roll of coins on a good day, but his ball smell wafting out? no wonder the dude covers his fucking nose -391780

Look I'm the LAST person to discourage pettiness in this chili's. This is a petty welcome zone.

I will, however, make it worse 'cause like. Man's also got post-mission smell which has to be appalling. Being in an enclosed space after that just feels. Not Ideal at most polite. Walk my happy ass back to base at worst. Keep a bottle of febreze and spray him liberally before letting him on at funniest.

#391780 #I'm a petty and spiteful bitch I will always indulge petty and spitefulness #I'm not saying i smell like a bunch of roses but I am saying I am aware of how I smell after tromping around in the sun all day for college #And while at the time the student body all agreed its late summer none of us will smell pleasant we at least yanno. Fuckin tried #And once it hit cooler Temps/major specific and you stayed in one building mostly everything was Better #Idk i feel like there's a baseline level of 'I'm dealing with people this is what I need to do' I set up for myself. #He could stand to have something similar #rambles from the morgue #Boy I hope this doesn't wind up in his tag #Doubling down tho it would be hilarious if this man got got by his own trap while setting it up

[mariesoliver]

Every episode of Beef i'm like these ppl sure are making decisions

#all of them worse than the one before god bless #this is strangely such a soothing show to me like #it's making me confront some repressed feelings and also confronts me with a life i'm afraid of making for myself #where you feel so intensely lonely and live mostly out of spite and sense of responsibility #and omg when their lives FINALLY seem alright when everything eventualy seems to fall into place and satisfaction is just within reach #shit hits the fan #beef netflix

[nell0-0]

Success! Inbox finally cleared!

There were a bit more asks but I just deleted some because of... reasons. Look, I love getting asks even if sometimes I can't find the motivation to answer soonish, and requesting stuff is totally fine!

But I would appreciate it if it were more like suggestions and less like demands. My interests shift and there's a ton of stuff I would like to draw. I don't like being told what to do tbh ksksks. If it ain't fun, then I ain't doing it. This is a hobby after all.

Having said that, thanks to everyone who stuck around for my submas stuff, I had a lot of fun in the fandom! I'm taking a break from PLA + submas for more TLOZ + LU stuff since that's my current hyperfixation tho. Maybe I'll be back in the future, maybe not, we'll see ^^

#talk tag #I love asks #I like requests but it's mostly limited to when I say requests are open #also I'm spiteful af. so if you're mean about it or way too insistent about getting a certain thing drawn. you ain't getting an answer #like asking for the exact same thing three times in a row after being left without an answer for a bit #draw/write it yourself you coward /hj #be the content creator you wanna see #i struggle with fatigue a lot so it's not like I don't wanna answer at once #even if y'all see me drawing/posting non stop sometimes. that's just the power of hyperfixation I guess #rambling in the tags

[krackkokichi]

Cosmic Love (Helluva Boss AMV)

#helluva boss #helluva blitzo #stolas goetia #stolitz #helluva moxxie #helluva fizzarolli #theres more than that but im not tagging it #okay im gonna scream. i noticed a couple errors so i tried to fix the post only for tungle to glitch out and delete it #anyway im mostly uploading this to watch it on my phone lmao but i decided to revisit my amv roots since i was in my feels and #i was already editing this when the music video dropped so it was great timing. also i made this partially out of spite for the anti fandom #look at that. no murder or sex. or nothing substantial at least. anyway im done here. tumblr sucks ass. i would have been in bed an hour ag #and i lost my notes in the previous version. oh well... i value fixing the timing errors more