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silenthillbunni · 2 months
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#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff#hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o#istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this#so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours#then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic.#and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19....#i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much#she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet#i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do???#ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me??#i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo#then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks#and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts#ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life#but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today#just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol)#i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om
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Lets. Talk. Boys.
So, here's the thing... by this time, the T-Birds have left.. Or are in the final process of leaving, since Cynthia states she doesn't wanna see Gil's face. And the only people who are still around, are the Soc's.
Right?
Nancy has kissed everyone. Even B- Buddy. But she hasn't said anything about the T-Birds.. Then again, it's not like anyone asked. Besides, I don't think she can. After all, different circles and all that.
And technically they aren't Pink Ladies- YET! But for the sake of my rant, it would go AGAINST THEIR FUTURE CODE!
Im getting a rant ready about the 'RULES/CODE' of being a Pink Lady, so I will spare you all the most of it here. But three of which need to be said.
Again, not the pledge, the RULES! You can even google them! Weirdly enough, only the ladies have Rules, whereas the T-Birds don't... W.T.F?
Rule 2: At no time is a Pink Lady to become romantically involved with a non-T-Bird member. Restriction is rescinded only after graduation from school or expulsion. A Pink Lady will not date a: Jock, nerd, Preppie, anybody non-cool, or member of a rival school or gang. T-Birds, not Nerds!
Rule 3: The Pink Lady jacket symbolizes that the wearer is the girlfriend / consort of a T-Bird member.
Rule 6: No Pink Lady is allowed to interfere with other Pink Lady to T-Bird relationships. If the leader of the T-Birds is spoken for, unattached Pink Lady is not permitted to trespass on fellow Pink Lady relationship. If the leader of the T-Birds is available (Pink Lady girlfriend leaves - see rule #3), unattached Pink Lady may make advances on unclaimed T-Bird leader.
So.... Nancy hasnt/cant have kissed Richie, Gil, Shy Guy or Potato.. That opens up the making of the rules of such. AND I want them to do it! I need to know how their 'code' comes about! Its briefly spoken in both movies, but never fleshed out much.
And I like to think that Nancy will kiss Potato here..
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And either need a Dewey Decimal System or will help create the rules themselves to make things simple so as to not over complicate things in the ranks so to speak.
From what I know, each Lady has a Bird.
Jane and Richie. Gil and Olivia. Nancy and Potato... Cynthia.... Hmm..
I've got a thought about this.
In recent events, we see Cynthia in a leather jacket. That means, she 'leaves' the Ladies. Then again, I would still want it to say Pink Ladies on the back, but in T-Bird font, if that makes any sense. And if she leaves, who then takes her place?
My unpopular opinion is on Susan, believe it or not. And if that works out, Hazel would take Susan's place among the Soc's whether she takes up with Buddy or Wally- doesn't matter to me.
Susan wants to be loud. Be bold. Not do the things she's told. And if she is acting out and rebelling while eating burgers, she could potentially be a Pink Lady. And my pairing for her? Shy Guy. And I know he kinda has a thing for Cynthia but.. Think about it..
A bad boy/giant teddy bear who rides a motorcycle and is part of a gang (who is loyal to their girls). CLASSIC. REBELOUS. Good Girl ACT. But..
HE'S A GOOD. GUY! And I believe she deserves that.. (Don't remind me of her going after Richie to make Buddy jealous. )
In conclusion, Cynthia would be able to walk between both worlds, as it were and could even be with Lydia if that's the road she+ the writers decides to take.
I'm super tired and don't know if my rant made any sense, let me know what you think. I love discussing this show!
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leastdatablebracket · 8 months
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ROUND 1, MATCH 53
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Propaganda under the cut!
Baxter Ward
That Boy Needs Therapy
He ghosts you after the end of step 3, even if you try and date him.
look i love my boy, but baxter literally dumps you outside of your childhood home, shuts the door in your face even if you’re sobbing in the middle of the street, and then ghosts you for five years and then pretends he doesn’t care about you when you meet again. this is even if he’s aware that he’s your first love (if you chose to make him that). he literally says that you have bad taste in men if you choose to date him again before you’ve talked anything over shshhshssbb. love him but he needs a therapist waaaaayyyyy more than he needs a partner.
Ryouta Kazama
ok so i havent actually seen all of his route cause the game's only available in japanese and the streamer i watched play the game switched to a different guy like halfway through the game n i seriously doubt anyone else is gonna submit him i just need someone else to know about this so! ryouta and the player character (doesnt have a canon name but is given the nickname of marii by the two girl friends) were friends in kindergarten with ryouta having a very blatant crush on her n wished on a pinwheel for them to get married when theyre older he then moves to england as soon as he gets old and he n marii dont interact at all until nine years later when he comes back for high school and is still very blatantly down bad for a girl he last talked to when they were six but has spent the last nine years still thinking about (theres something in the game you can unlock called adv events where you get the love interests pov on moments in their lives and one of ryouta's reveals that even though he couldve he never sent marii any letters but very much did spend all those years thinking about her) n a lot of his interactions with marii are weird n circle back to him being obsessed with them being friends as kids and like a first it just kind of seems like oh he hasnt gotten over his puppy love yet lol but it is kind of like acknowledged that this is a weird thing in game as if marii gets his gift in the christmas exchange ryouta will say something about it being fate n marii pointedly ignores that n is like wow what a coincidence that we got eachother's gifts (not in an oblivious heroine way btw ryouta's straight up is like oh ok ur ignoring what i said) n he treats her like shes naive n completely innocent which like marii is cause shes a mostly blank slate otome heroine but its still noteworthy as being weird due to his aforementioned memorialization of them being friends in kindergarten n that none of the other love interests really treat marii that way or really make note of those being notable traits of hers that often while its something ryouta does frequently anyway so the moment that made my thoughts on ryouta switch from "lol hes kind of weird" to "i want to study him like a bug" is that His Bedroom Is The Exact Same As It Was When He Was A Six Year Old Child In Kindergarten And Hes Keeping It That Way On Purpose like genuinely thats immediately read to me as horror movie shit imagine reuniting with a childhood friend of urs who keeps bringing up stuff you did as kids (that you dont really remember cause you were like six n are now in high school) n making comments about how naive and easy to read you are n gets weirdly jealous about other guys being buddy buddy with you and then like a year or so after hes moved back n you've becomed friends again he invites you to hang out at his house so you go over and then His Room Looks Like It Belongs To A Six Year Old and hes telling you about how his room hasnt been altered (beyond cleaning) at all since he left n since hes come back hes chosen to keep it exactly the same n hes telling you this like its a reasonable thing literally what the fuck also while ryouta is the posterboy childhood friend love interest of this game theres another love interest who was both ryouta n marii's childhood friend and you'll never believe this he treats her like a normal person and is just a normal guy who barely remembers being friends in kindergarten and him n marii only learn that theyre childhood friends cause of ryouta being mildly exasperated that neither of them really remembers them being a trio when they were six theres definitely like worse love interests i could submit from this series (like the teachers n one of the three secret love interests in the second game whos route is just straight up him emotionally abusing the heroine) but im submitting ryouta cause his reasons for sucking as a romantic partner are bizarre n live rent free in my mind
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katastrophic-n3vulaa · 2 months
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hey this might sound weird but im currently writing a story that heavily involves talking about the experience of being aroace. i js wanna be as accurate and inclusive as possible so if you could share some thoughts or experiences you think should be included that would be literally incredible
(saw your comment on thediamondarcher's post and thought you might have some helpful words to say! i appreciate anything and everything your willing to share!)
thanks! <3
HI!
sorry i took a while to answer, life got in the way.
i think the experience of being aroace is different for every person, as both asexuality and aromance are spectrums, and being aroace is simply both at once.
my experience with love hasnt been extensive- i didn't like romantic love as soon as i started seeing others my age experience it, and when people described the 'feeling of being in love' i had never felt it. I'm not sure whether this is because i have trauma associated with people in a romantic relationship (my parents) or whether i am just like this- either way, i am human and i can feel all other types of love anyways.
Asexuality wasnt as hard to figure out. i have never liked the idea of sex, and i like the idea of me doing it even less. i'm basically disgusted by it.
as a note on that, some ace people need experience to rule out sex as a part of their active lovelife. I didnt, but its not the same for every person
I think there's quite a few hardships that come with being aroace, but because i never got into the dating scene before i figured out i was aroace, the experiences i had were lessened. there's still those people that are convinced i havent found 'the one' yet or i'm broken, and maybe thats true, but if i ever find 'the one' my relationship with them is still likely to be platonic.
enough sad shit! there are some upsides to being aroace: laughing at couples, hugs (all the hugs) and people not think im trying to steal their person.
i have had some friends that ive been in a qpr with, but mainly that was just being close friends for a while. not a serious one, especially not with my mental state before the end of school.
all of that said, it's different for every person. thanks for asking :D
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cross-armageddon · 9 months
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BACK AT MY PJO X PRSK AU BULLSHIT
by the way, i am starting to have troubles coming up with powers, haha...
i did call backup in the form of my friend that used to be as big of a pjo nerd as me, but he hasnt come up with anything yet, so if you wish to help, you can ask me about a character in my askbox (that is always open) and i'll tell you who said character has as their godparent
LESS GO GUYS
More More Jump (1/2)
i decided to split every group into pairs like that because it's easier for when i dont have ideas 💪
today's sillies: MINORI AND AIRI
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(they may both be children of minor goddesses, but trust me it works so fucking perfect)
Airi got the same treatment as Tsukasa and MMJ also got split 3v1, but unlike him, she knew that at least Shizuku had something going on, because they both saw things they weren't supoosed to and Shizuku told her about Camp Jupiter and tried to invite her, while she's like "there's a second one"
You get the thing, they know
I personally like to think she's seen shit before she actually got attacked for the first time, but she had to run with it
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Hebe is the Greek goddess of youth and we (the 4 people that worked on the original list), thought that she'd be perfect for her, because of Airi's repeated theme of youth in her stories and comms <3
Airi passively has the ability to age slower, so at the prime of her life, she will naturally retain beauty for a prolonged period of time. She's also slightly more resilient to wounds: bleeds out less, doesn't get bruises and marks easily etc.
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An active ability of hers is reversing wounds, without any training she can easily get rid of minor scratches - personally called it an ability similar to Rapunzel's hair, just without the hair and singing part
Imagine her being Happy Everyday and booping a kid's scraped knee,,,,,,,, and the injury goes away like magic,,,,, ,, *fucking cries*
As for Minori - she's a kid of Fortuna, the Roman goddess of luck
Which she found incredibly out of place when she got claimed at Camp Jupiter, because she "keeps failing" (girlflopping) and generally being unlucky, but that was simply her own fault (unknowingly)
Her power is giving other's her luck, but it's at her own expense - she's so kindhearted towards others, she wishes everyone all good and suffers from it afterwards
You know all those auditions she "failed", despite being so talented? She wished the girls who were her competitors the best of luck... :')
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(minokoha middle school friendship because i forgot how miya's high school uniforms looked like, so i drew the miya middle school ones - dont ask how i know those and not the hs ones)
tumblr has tried to silence me like 3 times by deleting my draft or parts of it, this is literally 1984
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sabaramonds · 1 year
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the thing about mikoto of milgram fame is that hes like. okay. so theres a lot that cant be said about him yet because his 2nd trial hasnt released and wont be for quite a while and his music video and interrogation only tell us so much. but what they DO tell us is um. enough to say some things if he answered his interrogation questions honestly, we know he has a younger sister he brags about, his parents are divorced and his father isnt involved in their lives. in regards to his mother, he says that “she raised me. i cant let her worry.” he downplays his own interests/hobbies a lot. he said he played baseball in high school but that he wasnt good at it; he went to an art school but did so in order to go into business (though design was related to his chosen company) and says that he likes drawing but, again, isnt good at it. he says he hates working late nights but we see him pulling an all nighter at work in ‘undercover’. when asked why hes working his current job, he says he worked incredibly hard to even get hired, so its something to be proud of. finally, when asked if he ever gets angry, he says he doesnt. he says, “i dont think ive ever gotten angry before. isnt it disgraceful to get angry?” theres also the following milgram portal conversation (src):
Yuno: Hey, Mikoto-san. Don’t you get tired being so conscious of others all the time? I mean, you’re free to do what you want though.
Mikoto: Eh…… Aha, what are you talking about? I’m not being conscious or anything. It’s normal to make sure to get along with everyone, right?
I mean, when you put it like that, aren’t you the same, Yun-chan? You’re always smiling and getting on with everyone too.
Yuno: I don’t smile unless I actually want to. But with you, when you’re talking with other people it’s more like you only smile deliberately. So I kept thinking, don’t your cheeks get tired?
Ah, is this just what happens when you become a working adult? ……you see people like that sometimes.
Mikoto: Haha, you don’t mince your words do you.
…….that was never my intention, but now that you mention it, yeah, I guess I do. This might’ve been since I started my job too…… But like, if I was rude to everyone I met, all my efforts would come to nothing, right?
all these little things add up to paint a picture of a stressed and deeply repressed guy working a job he doesnt actually like (but he has to have a successful job he can brag about or his mother will worry) he thinks little of his own interests and hobbies and socializes more out of obligation than out of genuine desire. all of this culminates to um...his present situation... basically what i want to say is that i think its fine. also i think he killed someone and immediately repressed it but that incident is entirely unrelated to his anime brand DID and his alter. who aside from trying to whale on es that one time has only ever really showed up to be like “can you shut the fuck up. and get away from me. im trying to be normal over here and you are RUINING my life” or to pace around in mikotos cell in the middle of the night like a creature. i think mikoto 2 was entirely unrelated to mikotos repression stress induced rage murder but they might have cleaned up after him idk. we will see. mikoto wants to be a normal guy having a normal time and not worrying his family at all ever and never experiencing anything like anger or frustration at all EVER EVER!! because he has to set a good example for his sister and be the perfect son for his mom so she can relax. and he doesnt think he can do the things he enjoys for the sake of doing them. so what im saying is if he killed someone who cares. whatever. also we should all mass vote him forgiven/innocent just to spite kotoko after last nights birthday timeline post. AND because it would be funny as hell and the fandom flopped HARD voting haruka guilty/unforgiven. like god forbid girls have a little fun 🙄 btw its my firm belief that the tarot set we see in his mv (and i could talk a lot about the rest of the imagery used in that video but its almost 2am and ive rambled long enough) was designed by him during college. really funny to think about it like that. he does have one of the card designs (the. hangman, actually. i think) visible on a canvas in his apartment, partially obscured behind his couch at one point. so. lol
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boysunberry · 1 year
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april tc challenge by @morethanwords0475 ୨୧
doing this cus i saw @fauxfurbaby do it and im unoriginal, gonna do day 1-6 then daily too hehe
day 1: happy april fool’s! have you ever pranked your TC; if so, how did they react?
im not a big prank person cus im terrified of people not liking me LOL but my tc has made me prank someone else before and it was super awkward HA
day 2: what is the earliest thing you can remember about your TC?
not the earliest thing cus that was kinda boring ( id just stare at him at lunch and break cus thats when hed take his class in and i didnt have him as a teacher yet LOL ) but i remember my first week of year 10 i was waiting for the bus and he was walking outside of the school and he smiled at me?? he didnt even know who i was yet too
day 3: do you like your TC’s subject? do you consider yourself to be good at it?
yereeezz i love his subject, currently getting 8/9s in it so.. ya id say im good >:)
day 4: how do you feel about your age gap?
15 years LOL erm... not as bad as other people's yknow..... ( totally jk haha whatt ofc its bad haha )
day 5: have you ever said anything to your TC that showed you favoured them? have they said anything like that to you?
i said im too lenient with him once cus he was my fav teacher but i dont think he heard LOL, i also signed his christmas card with -from your favourite student.. and i think i said he was my fav in that card too but i honestly cant remember, anyway he hasnt said im his fav student ( IT WILL HAPPEN ) but he has said that he wont leave the school til he's finished teaching me so.... close enough
day 6: have you ever noticed any small habits that they have? if so, what comes to mind first?
in class he'll stand against the radiator cus he's always cold, he puts his hand thru his hair a BUNCH when he talks to me and he's stressed, everytime i enter the room, or he sees me he'll always raise his eyebrows at me before greeting me, and theres more but we'll be here for hours if i list them all LMAO
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manie-sans-delire-x · 4 months
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I've ADHD and other problems. Changed multiple jobs. I'm interested in research but don't want to do a Ph.D. Maximum I can do a master's but I honestly don't know if I can complete it. I am not interested in studying for so long but a bachelor's is a waste of time If you don't want to study more in the psych field. But you can go to other fields.
Since I've mental health problems, I don't think I can see others, or listen to their problems. Don't have patience but sure it can come with time. But really nope. I don't wanna treat patients.
I/O, perhaps but you need masters. I'm pretty much tired and from what I've read although there are jobs in I/O, people are still unemployed
Developmental, cognitive, and behavioral sounds interesting and you can go to research but a Ph.D. is needed.
Oh I see. Dont take this to be passive aggressive or implied as a negative thing, but is autism or schizophrenia one of them?
Ive job hopped a lot as well, and definitely relate to your situation, quite a lot actually, Ive been thinking about and considering similar things.
Well you dont have to do a masters program right away. You might not get accepted the first few times anyways- a lot of the successful applicants already have a masters and are going for a second. Its kinda unfair imo, but I suppose it means you just have to be that good to compete. I think that especially for mentally ill people in psych, you have to be in a good enough place in your life to be able to do the work long term, or complete a degree. Thats not always now.
I have a friend who made it, graduated with her masters, now opening her own clinic and giving therapy sessions independently. I have another friend who hasnt made it in yet, despite being very intelligent and good at school. Im sure she will though.
I wouldnt say a bachelors is a waste of time, not at all. Especially if you want to work directly with clients. Even if you dont, education is never a waste of time. I would say going to college was one of the best things in my life. Whether or not its financially worth it these days, is another matter and I think depends on the individuals circumstances, personality, and goals. Also, having a degree in anything improves your chances of getting most jobs, and psych is applicable to a wide range of jobs. Everything involves people.
You could always try it for a few months if you dont know what else to do. It may surprise you. But yeah, I mean, its psych. Its going to be very difficult to work in the field while avoiding people. Academics and research would be the most promising in terms of minimizing all that, but like you said, you need a doctorate.
Let me ask you this, why do you want to work in psych at all? It could still be part of your life, without being your profession.
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amanjinka · 7 months
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Movement One
(A/N: The prelude and first movement took me 20 days to finish [I used to be able to write 2k words in less than a week] Absolutely wild from start to finish, had both a lockdown due to a potential bomb and a shooting threat at my school. Hope everyone has fun.)
The first week back in school was pretty average for me. Even though we started on the 6th, nothing happened until the 11th. That was the day of that big subway crash.
I remember I couldn’t sleep very well the night before, so I got up early to get ready. That was also the day that I emailed my boss to make sure my work schedule got changed.
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“Thank you very much in advance,it was a pleasure to speak with you, [l/n] [y/n].”
After a quick read through, [y/n] rubbed the sleep out of her eyes and hit the enter key to send off her email. She pushed back from her simple desk and stood up, stretching deeply to further wake herself up. 
After quickly shutting the lid of her laptop, she crossed her room to don her school’s uniform and prepare for the day. ‘Did Hanabi ever bring back those nail gems of mine?’ She wondered, inspecting her faded manicure as she slipped on her ivory coloured socks.
For a brief minute, she debated styling her hair differently from normal, but after a failed attempt or two, she sighed and fell back on her usual look. A couple more layers, a bit of mascara and a spritz of perfume later and she was all ready to head out. Luckily, the walk from dorm to school building wasn’t intensive, and the mid-spring breeze kept her from feeling the slight discomfort of her new shoes as they rubbed up against her ankle. Less than five minutes later, she stood in front of the front entrance to Kosei High School. 
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It was only a few minutes into the first class of the week and already [y/n]’s phone was being bombarded by chats from her friends. Quietly, she slipped her phone out of her bag and began to read up on all she had missed. 
☆Momo 7.57 - There’s a criminal in my class this year. 😶
☆Hanabi 8.01 - ?? WDYM 
☆Momo 8.01 - I mean theres a kid with a criminal record who’s gonna transfer to Shujin this semester. 
☆Momo 8.01 - That’s what I heard at least but he hasn’t showed up yet so I wonder if Mishima was just trying to scare us lol.
☆Yuna 8.01 - You have Mishima in your class? And the transfer student???
☆Momo 8.02 - Yeah, he looks like he went to hell yesterday. What’s going on in your guys’ practices???
☆Yuna 8.02 - He just sucks lmao. Gets hit all the time.
☆Hanabi 8.03 - Which one was Mishima again? Did we see him at the tournaments last year?
☆Yuna 8.03 - He’s the kid with the short dark hair. He never got to play so you probably never saw him. Not like you went to watch the boys match anyway. 
☆Momo 8.03 - Yeah he was at the tournaments.
☆Hanabi 8.04 - He didn’t go to middle school with us, did he??
☆Momo 8.04 - Nah, I think he went to one in a different district. 
☆Yuna 8.04 - Thankfully!
☆Momo 8.05 - Thankfully?
☆Yuna 8.05 - Hes a total kiss ass.
☆Hanabi 8.05 - Yuck.
☆Momo 8.05 - Oh yeah..
☆Yuna 8.06 - I stayed up way too late last night, about to pass out in homeroom.
☆Hanabi 8.06 - Teacher is here, one sec.
☆Yuna 8.09 - Did [y/n] fall into a pit on her way to school or something? How come she hasnt said anything..
☆Hanabi 8.10 - Lol she’s probably just actually paying attention.
☆Momo 8.10 - Omg speaking of [y/n] I still need to send her the dates for the concert lol.
☆Yuna 8.11 - Why didn’t she just ask the director?
☆Momo 8.12 - 🤷‍♀️
☆Momo 8.13 - Is Shiho in class today? I meant to ask her about her birthday plans but didn’t see her this morning. ☹️
☆Yuna 8.13 - Nah, she’s out today for a funeral. 
☆Momo 8.13 - Oh. My bad... Well I’ll text her later then.
☆[y/n] 8.20 → ☆Momo [🤷‍♀️] - I don’t know the director’s email address.
☆Momo 8.21 - It was on the sign up sheet and the like every other paper we’ve gotten.
☆[y/n] 8.21 - I don’t have any of those with me, they’re at my mom’s house.
☆Momo 8.21 - then text your mom??
☆[y/n] 8.22 - :( 
☆Momo 8.22 - Whatever. It’s the 28th, 29th, and 30th of April.
☆[y/n] 8.23 - Thank you Momo, I love you <33
“[l/n] [y/n]?” A male voice rang out from beyond [y/n]’s screen. She quickly jolted in her seat, shoving her phone into her desk and looking up to acknowledge her teacher.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what you said,” [y/n] said, her voice fading as her embarrassment set in.
“I can tell,” He responded, crossing his arms. “I just asked if you could could tell me what it is called when we do geometric calculations on a non-flat surface. ”
“That’s non-euclidean, I think..” She whispered. 
“Yes. Thank you very much Miss [l/n]. It would do you good to turn off your phone before class starts next time so you could answer the first time I ask,” he reprimanded, then turned to move away from her desk and back to the front of the room. 
Shifting down further into her seat, [y/n] focused her gaze to her legs so her peers would not see how red in the face she was. What a great start to the day…
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“[y/n] are you working this weekend?” Hanabi asked as the two walked the halls during lunch time. 
“Yeah but I’m going to be Sundays only for the first couple weeks back,” [y/n] responded then took a quick sip of her drink.
“So you're free Friday afternoon? Cause I was thinking we could go and get our nails done professionally instead of just doing them ourselves."
"I have rehearsal right after school but I'd be free after 17."
"The salon I looked at closes at 20 so we're totally fine,” Hanabi smiled,”It’s only like a 7 minute walk from the station so I’ll just wait for you there.”
After a short silence, [y/n] sighed,“I’m so not ready for that performance.”
“Momo said there was gonna three nights of it, is that for real?”
“Yeah, I’m really not looking forward to it.”
“My brothers going to be back in town pretty soon so I might take him to watch you two.”
“You’d be better off watching a bunch of crickets hop around. It would probably be more to your liking anyway.”
“Yeah well the more you say that the more I want to go.”
“Aww Hanabi, come on!”
“Oh what’s that? Is the bell ringing? Well I guess i’ll get a head start and order my tickets on the way to class! See you [y/n]!”
All I could do was sigh and head back to my class. That concert ended up pretty good, but it was overshadowed by all that stuff with Mister Kamoshida.
The rest of that day was pretty uneventful. I just met all of my teachers and walked back to my dorm after school ended. Hanabi wanted me to run over to the store with her, but I was still pretty tired so I skipped out on it. 
After changing into a more comfortable outfit, [y/n] fell down onto the edge of her mattress and laid her head back as she let her body sink into the soft blankets and comforting scents. Her eyes fluttered shut for a moment, before a loud and obnoxious buzz reverberated throughout her body.
Groaning, she turned over and pulled out her phone, turned it to silent then skimmed through the notifications.
“Detective Prince Akechi on Mental Shutdowns: ‘It could happen to anyone’”
“Everything to know before watching ‘The Cake Knight Rises’”
“4 dead in subway accident, more injured. Driver comatose.”
Hah…
None of it was interesting in the slightest. 
Clear, clear, and clear!
Finally, [y/n] opened up her messages and scrolled up to check just how much she had missed after the morning.
☆Momo 13.12 - He’s real.
☆Momo 13.13 - Transfer student came in after lunch, hes honestly kind of scary looking. Like disheveled almost. He didn’t even introduce himself either.
☆Yuna 13.14 - Kizana said she saw him come into the school with Sakamato. He still hasn’t showed up to class though so maybe he’s getting chewed out.
☆Momo 13.14 - Oh so he really is a delinquent. You think they were up to something or what?
☆Yuna 13.14 - No clue, but she said the same stuff you did. Told me he looked like he was gonna snap at any moment. 
☆Momo 13.15 - 😗
☆Yuna 13.15 - stop that.
☆Momo 13.15 - 🎱
☆Yuna 13.15 - About to come over to your class and tell your teacher to kick you out. 
☆Momo 13.16 - 😱
☆Hanabi 15.36 → ☆Momo[He’s real.] - Did you ever find out what he did? 
☆Momo 15.45 - Only rumours.
☆Hanabi 15.46 - boo.
☆Momo 15.46 - Not like hes just gonna show up and say “Hi, I’m your new classmate, I’m on probation for armed robbery” or something.
☆Hanabi 15.47 - I wouldve.
☆Momo 15.47 - Sure.
☆Hanabi 15.53 - They’re all out of the good brand of rice crackers.
☆Hanabi 16.04 - Hey @[y/n] do you want me to get some of your [favorite drink UwU]? They have your flavor here.
☆[y/n] 16.07 - yes please 
☆Hanabi 16.08 - Alright. It’s buy two get one so I got a new type too.
☆[y/n] 16.08 - You’re my number one Hanabi. Forever and always baby <3
☆Hanabi 16.09 - So you’ll pay for the nail salon?
☆[y/n] 16.09 - I can if you really want me to.
☆Hanabi 16.09 - <3
☆Momo 16.10 - Thought I was your number one forever and alwats 😞
☆[y/n] 16.10 - Alwats.
☆Hanabi 16.10 - Alwats
☆Momo 16.11 - Alright what if I died in a plane crash tomorrow and that was the last thing you ever said to me.
☆Hanabi 16.11 - Then I’d be [y/n]’s number one forever and always for true and real and always and alwats
☆Momo 16.12 - Okay then bye I’m going to go die. [y/n] I will always love you, not Hanabi though she’s my enemy.
☆Hanabi 16.12 - Absolutely.
☆[y/n] 16.17 - I’m going to go do my homework you guys. 
☆Momo 16.17 - Loser.
☆Hanabi 16.17 - booo.
The rest of that week went by really quickly. I didn’t do anything out of the ordinary really. I did my best in class, did my best in practice, did my best to talk to the people around me. It felt like the year was going to be really uneventful to be honest, but all I really had to do was wait until that friday and everything really kicked off.
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bridgyrose · 1 year
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May I ask for a sequel to the test request?
After the group arrive at a place to stay, Summer stays outside, obviously still upset (not just sad, but also pissed). Raven gives her company in bird form, sleeping in her leader's lap.
Eventually, Ruby comes out and sits next to them. At first, there's an awkward silence from the teenage. After a few minutes, Ruby says that she won't force her mothers (Sum and Rae) to share anything they're not comfortable with.
Summer gives a small quiet word of thanks. Ruby then says that she and Weiss are trying out a romantic relationship, though they're taking their time with it. She then apologizes that Yang hasn't shared anything with her yet. Summer nods, before sighing.
Summer then opens up about her heart surgery, explaining what happened and the solution. She does not visually notice her daughter's reaction, but thanks to the Grimm heart in the former STRQ leader, Summer can tell that Ruby's feeling pity and sadness.
Summer then explains that she's not ready to explain her childhood, to which Ruby nods. Ruby takes a deep breath, before asking if Yang should know. The former STRQ leader said she will tell her when Yang shares her "secrets".
Ruby nodded, before asking if Summer's still angry. Summer admits that she is, but she doesn't know at who or what anymore.... She admits that she's tired of everything, before feeling Ruby leaning against her shoulder.
The conversation comes to a quiet end as Ruby and Raven both provide Summer comfort and company.
(Gonna put this one under a read more)
Summer let out a heavy sigh as she stayed outside the farmhouse that was found for shelter. The cold never really bothered her anymore and it was easier than staying inside with Ozma and Qrow. Her fingers gently stroked Raven’s feathers as she looked up at the broken moon, her thoughts made their way back to her time in school and how much easier things used to be. Back when the biggest worry she had was if her team was going to accept her. 
Out of the corner of her eye, she watched as Ruby slowly made her way out of the farmhouse and next to her. A small smile crossed her lips as she closed her eyes to relax in the minutes of silence that followed. 
Then, Ruby finally spoke. “I… wont force you both to share anything you dont want to. But after everything that happened with Jinn and Ozpin, I dont want anyone to hide secrets they’ll regret.” 
“Thanks,” Summer quietly spoke, her fingers ruffling through Raven’s feathers gently to keep her warm. 
“Speaking of, Weiss and I are… have been… trying to figure out a relationship together. We’re going to take our time on it to figure out what we really want, but I thought you should know. And Yang… I’m sorry she hasnt been exactly straight forward with much either, but I’m sure she’ll tell you when she’s ready.” 
Summer nodded with a small sigh. “I know she will.” She sat in quiet for a few moments longer as the snow started to fall around her. “When… I was around your age, I became sick. My heart started to give out due to the stress of the silver eyes from overuse. In the end, my uncles managed to convince a doctor to give me a heart transplant using a grimm heart. One they made that would work for me.”  Her heart started to ache as she felt the fear and anger that came from Ruby, and then the pity that came after. “I’m not ready to talk about anything else, its still painful to think about.” 
“And Yang?” Ruby asked after a deep breath. “She’ll know too, right?” 
“When she’s ready to tell me her own “secrets”.” 
Ruby gave a small nod, then paused. “Are… you still angry?” 
“A bit, yes,” Summer admitted as she relaxed a bit. “But right now, I’m not sure if I’m more mad at Ozma, or myself. I’m… tired. Tired of the lies, of fighting, the pain from what Salem has done, from the grimm heart I hold in me… tired of the pain from my own past.” Her words paused as she felt a weight on her shoulder, her head turned to find Ruby leaning against her, finally asleep. She slowly put an arm around her daughter and moved her cloak over Raven as the snow quit falling, finally giving them peace to rest as she kept watch for the presence her heart sensed. 
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neensies · 1 year
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okay so these are the lovely little main characters of the dream i had i thought it would be fun to draw them,,, alice was tge only one with a name so im calling the other two boy and girl,, no clue why she was grey??? noone really pointed it out so im assuming it was normal for her erm.
anywyas more information on the entire dream below i just dont want it to take up much space erm
so basically it was in some sort of university?? everyone got a message on their phones with a timer saying that they should hide whenever the timer reaches zero,, when it DID reach zero some weird little shadow creatures took away ppl who werent hiding or something?? the timer then reset and started counting down to zero yet again.  anyways.., during the short period of time where the beasts(???) werent attacking, the ppl in the school were supposed to go out of their classroom and look for supplies like food and chargers, bc if their phone died, they wouldnt know when the weird shadowy things would come out again i guess??
alices phone is nearly dead and sge is FREAKING out. shes hiding in a classroom thats suuuper cramped with ppl hiding, so she decides to run out and look for a more empty room that has a charger in it. the school is some weird sort of nonsensical building, it just consisted of long corridoors that branched out into even MORE smaller corridoors FOREVER and ever.
anyways she gets to the microbiology section of the university?? and she hides in the “microbiology bathroom” (????? like does that mean its exclusive to microbiology students?? why is noone else allowed to use it) and goes inside right before the timer reaches zero again and YAY theres a charger. the room looks empty but theres a guy hiding in there (the guy is the above depicted boy). boy says that the charger doesnt work bc the last group of ppl that hid with him abandoned him and broke the charger, and he hasnt been able to leave since bc hes afraid of getting yoinked by the shadow critters. alice decides to help him scavenge for food and stuff. over time more and more ppl hide in this room with them, including above depiced girl. she didnt do much she was just really mad this was all happening (most normal reaction ever to this scenario), thats it she just sat there and complained. everyone called her evil incarnate for some reason she was literally just sitting there idk WHAT their problem was with her. ermm  i dont remember anything interesting after that but i remembered how the characters looked rly well so i thought doodling them would be fun. would doodle more of my dreams since i write them all down but idk which one id start with
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also tgus is the summary i wrote seconds after waking up (i dont know what the last part was it was like a reoccurring theme everyone kept bringing this guy up they got so mad at me when i said idk who he is)
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b0nywh0res · 1 year
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hi!! so since im not active 24/7 anymore i feel like u missed a lot so little update!!
i lost most of my friends. ive had so many depressive episodes and then weird episodes where i would hate them and want them to die. so ig it makes sense but also they know that i have these episodes but wtv not everyone can handle that and i respect that. they didnt have to be such bitches abt it tho. i got them muffins as apology bc i rlly cant control those episodes and they fucking rolled their eyes at me. girl. ur acting as if ur not fucking toxic urself. at least own it omg.
L and i got sooo close irl. shes been way more touchy w me which i rlly appreciate bc its so comforting and makes me feel so much more loved than just words.
and uhm. today was the worst day of my life. i had a panic attack during english class so i left and decided to skip the next period which is allowed if ur in a bad mental state. i told a teacher and he was like okay fine but for some reason the secretary still called my mom? she was so mad bc she doesnt believe in mental illnesses and all that yk so i was too scared to go home. i told my homeroom teacher and she said that there was obv a bigger underlying issue that was causing this. i basically started sobbing and she was so kind to me and hugged me. she even started crying w me oml.
she said that one of the teachers saw me looking at pro-ana sites in class(probably tumblr i hate yall LMAO) and they told her. she wouldnt tell me who it was. if i find out who snitched i will hshdhsjdh. i fr cant let anyone know abt my ed but god i was so close to telling her everything.
she said that i dont have any adults in my life who i can rely on and that i carry way too much for a teenager. shes getting me a school therapists and tbh i dont think itll help much bc ive had a few before but shes so nice to me so ill try. idk if im ready to talk abt my ed yet but i def want to do smth abt my mood swings and everything that comes w it. its so tiring.
she couldnt rlly do anything abt my moms anger so she told me that it was just one day and that i could get through it and i would speak w her again tmr. heating her say that was a real relief ngl. my mom hasnt ever been this mad(except for that one time 3 years ago when she wouldnt allow me anywhere but the attic for 3 weeks) and its rlly scary. home situation isnt great and school isnt either but god id do anything to be at school rn.
all in all life still sucks, i love L and now im starting school therapy. woohoo.
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Hi!!! I'm so so sorry I haven't replied! I know it's been days lol. I've been meaning to but I kept getting distracted or busy and also I've just been using Tumblr less and trying to be more productive. Never take it personally or anything..thats why I said before the back and forth replying can sometimes be hard for me having to keep up with it and I also like to take my time replying to you. I hope you don't think I forgot about you! 🩷
Haha I'm sorry I had to inform you about the back covers not matching. It is what it is but I'm also so excited to see some of the other photos. I think there is another one where she is holding an ice cream cone too, and I've seen one where she is wearing the white shirt from the pink or blue vinyl. I love that picture so much! But ya I actually connect with Rep a lot. I think that was my favorite album before Folklore cuz I love all the songs on it. But I never listen to an album if the rerecording hasnt come out...only a few songs. I made an exception for the concert when all the songs were on shuffle and rep was the only CD in my car. But usually I don't like to..so I won't know how to compare it..not that I would anyway. I did listen to 1989 before Midnights came out though cuz I wanted to hear most of her other albums. I also love Red and those would probably be my top 3. What about you? What would be some of your top albums or top songs? I probably have a good or solid top 5 I think. I know..my predictions are probably way off but that also makes it fun. I don't have many other predictions cuz I feel like it's similar to something else we already have on the album, and I don't really think there will be a ballad type song either but I'm happy to be wrong. Every vault has given me at least one or two songs i absolutely love though so I just hope that's still true and it probably will be! I'll be sure to send you all my thoughts..an exact month from now!
It is very hard for me to keep track of every show I've seen so I can't imagine how it is for you. I totally agree about the atmosphere of some shows..Rent was like that. I totally recommend the movie or cast recording though cuz I just love some of the songs a lot. But it is rock music so you might not like it as much. But if you like Tick Tick Boom, I would at least listen to it. I would probably feel the same about Newsies too cuz it seems like such a fun show. I did see Aladdin and it was fun to see a Disney show but I'm sure Newsies would still be different. There's also something so fun about seeing a show you know so well! I haven't seen a show more than once and I would really like to someday. Unless you count school shows that I was a part of in elementary school haha. But ya I can imagine..that's the point of theater really is that every show is different and each one can be special. Funny story..my mom didn't know what a thespian was the other day so I had to explain it to her..even when I said theater she thought I meant movie theater lol.
So..I actually haven't finished Theater Camp yet. That's another reason I waited to reply to but I didn't want to keep you waiting any longer! I waited to watch it with my sister and it just didn't work out. I put it on last night and ended up falling asleep. I woke up like an hour later and tried to rewatch it but fell asleep again! This is shocking to me cuz I was so excited to watch it and I'm usually never tired! But it was also 3AM. I've just been really drained lately I guess and that could be why I never replied. I've been sleeping more and sometimes that makes me more tired than staying up late. Midnight is usually afternoon for me lol. I am definitely going to watch it tonight though but I'm glad you liked it! The little bit I did watch I enjoyed and I know it's my kind of movie. I am also going to finish Some Mistakes were Made by the end of this week! This will actually be my first fully finished book I started of the year. Sorry it's so late but I think I liked it mostly. I w Thank you for thinking of me with your post and I will look more into the book you recommended. I will also tell you if I read the other ones. I have not been watching much of anything lately but I listened to Madison Beer's album and I think you would like it..and also Laufey and Mitski so you can share your thoughts if you want! I don't actually know what Ask Evans is besides gifs on here but im glad you liked it and I think Heart stopper is cute from gifs I've seen. The Bear will probably be the next show I watch..but I know I was saying that a month ago haha. I hope you're doing amazing!!! Love the new url if it makes you happy! I can't remember which url I followed you from lol. 🩷
hi friend!!! no worries at all; i don't take it personally at all and i hope your tumblr break is going well! 🤍
my top three albums are probably: debut / speak now / red but i love love love fearless and folklore and evermore and lover and midnights and 1989 and rep! she just has such a good discography. just one month away till 1989 taylor's version!!! i'm so, so, so excited! i took the day off (i usually take release dates off work, just because i'm notoriously bad at taking days off just to take days off) so i'm excited! i'm not sure what i'll do though — maybe something crafty! i've been in a major crafty mood lately.
i want to see rent! but part of me feels like since it's been so long i should just wait until i can see it live!! what shows were you in? i'm always so curious about school productions! and omg that's so funny about your mom! did you see the new papermill gatsby stuff? what are your thoughts? i know you were also excited about it a while ago! i hope you got some sleep + that you enjoy theatre camp when you get to finishing it! i did notice that you usually send me asks late at night for me (for us! since we're in the same timezone) and was a bit worried about your sleep schedule!
and no worries on being behind on the buddy read 🤍 i'm excited to know your thoughts when you're done! and yes — i totally forgot that for the wolf/for the throne has twins! i've been struggling to read the book (i bought a copy over a year ago) for months now so decided to just check the audiobook out from the library and my head snapped up when i heard "twin sister" and i was like OH I HAVE TO TELL 🩷 ANON IMMEDIATELY!!
i will add all of those to my list soon!! i finally treated myself to a badlands vinyl, so i need to spin that sooooon but i've been busy with work (and just generally feeling ill still) so i haven't been listening to that much music. and then there's the new del water gap album out tonight, and acoustic there it goes by maisie peters! so much new music! i love doing new music friday but i'm so bad at listening to things haha. i used to text one of my best friends a new music friday roundup, but i haven't done that in a while!
why didn't they ask evans is a miniseries that my friend jamie loves!! and i was very intrigued by it and watched the first episode many many months ago, and finally got around to watching the rest of it over the weekend! it's based off of the agatha christie book of the same title (which i haven't read, but want to)! heartstopper was very cute, and so lovely to watch while i was feeling poorly. and the music in heartstopper is phenomenal! i hope you like the bear; i can't wait to hear your thoughts when you get around to it :)
and hehe thank you!!! i have a (bad) habit of changing my url very very often! i'll probably change it in a month or so too (maybe for 1989, or maybe for holly humberstone's new album)! hope you're having a good day <3
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joalinder · 7 months
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The silent kid
"Hi, im eight, and im the silent kid" i said, except I didnt. I probably introduced myself normally, with my proper name, and a not so interesting hobby. My therapist once told me that my feelings are just that, feelings, and not facts. That no matter what youre scared of might happening, hasnt been decided yet, and you have every tool you need to avoid it. My therapist didnt understand how much more anxious I became after that session, because if we are in total control of our own life, then Im pretty much screwed. I didnt start going to therapy until I was much older, in my early twenties, and the reason behind it wasnt anything dramatic. I has never been cheated on, my family is healthy, and our confrontations at home never got violent(except one time when i hit my sister, but she deserved it, i swear). I simply went to therapy because i wanted to die, and apparently thats concerning. I wasnt thinking much about these things when I changed schools in third grade. I was twitching my heels back and forth, rubbing my index finger against my sweaty palm as I was presenting myself in front of the twenty-something new faces in front of me. Yes, I was nervous, but I also thought things would work out, mainly because thats what my mother said. I was excited even, to be able to make new friends. Except, it didnt work out. The class i entered was a mixture of all kinds of kids, and yes, of course we had stereotypes. We had the nerds, the popular crowds, the owls(those who mostly delivered messages between the social ranks and never knew who to invite to their birthdays) and the silent kids, which would soon include me. The thing is, that even though I tried to solve the social puzzle, I still found myself staring at the other kids like they were a bunch of aliens from another planet. I couldnt for the love of (insert whatever you believe in) understand them. I tried to engage in their humor, and I succeeded sometimes, but my moments in the spotlight would never last and I would soon become the center of humiliation. Maybe it was my bushy eight-year-old eyebrows, my sickly white hair, or my awkward way of talking. I soon began to realize that I suited better as a member of the group, and not as a leader. I would contribute to the conversation, and laugh along, but as soon as I had to tie my shoes, the crowd would leave me without noticing they were one person fewer. Its not like Im complaining, we all need to prove ourselves in order to be noticed, its just the way it is. Maybe I lacked the motivation, or the drive. Maybe I didnt see it as important. After only a couple of months I would stop chasing attention, and id just sit at my desk, gazing at the people outside of the window and fantasize about their lives. The teacher had to concentrate her attention on the troublemakers, and that suited me fine. I soon became the awkward silent kid who would be excited for stuff that nobody else found exciting. I loved adventure, i loved rain, i loved stories, fantasies, and dark mysterious legends, but nobody talked about those things. The other kids seemed to be running an endless race of trying to reach up a social ladder. It could also just be the case that their interests were vastly different from my own, and that was the main issue.
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