#but my school library obviously no longer lends books to me bc i've left

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i've resigned myself to the fact that i just won't manage to read most of my reading list

#the majority of the books cost £25 #and they say that you can find them in your local or school library #but my school library obviously no longer lends books to me bc i've left #whilst my local library has approximately 2 classics books #+ the library system (all 12-ish libraries) only has about £20 in total #least of all these relatively specialist texts #and anyway i don't want to buy recommended reading #especially when i have to buy all of my set texts and their commentaries #apparently they're all available for free on the vle #but we don't get our login for it until like mid to late september #anyway i'm angry bc this uni claims to be accessible #but i'm pretty well off and i simply cannot afford to prepare as they want me to #so imagine what it's like to not have disposable income #hnnnnnn #it costs £300 to buy the entire reading list #+ i've been to some pretty big and pretty specialist book shops and i've still struggled to even find the books #like foyles in london only stocks 1 of them??????