#but not feeling those atm

[positivelyadhd]

Friendly reminder that you do not have to buy loads of new planners/journals or try new productivity systems in the new year.

You do not have to try and reinvent yourself overnight.

Change and growth happens slowly, and you are allowed to take your time with it.

#something about all the specifically adhd focused productivity apps/subscription services/journals ect around atm rly irks me #it feels like a new flavour of the productivity money making thing specifically for those of us that struggle with it #and i cant help but feel like its exploiting our adhd tendency to try new things like that #look after yourselves this new year <3 #actuallyadhd #recovery #productivity

[janesprescription]

him and that fuck ass accent

#i need to lock him in a glass enclosure and experiment on him the way Bruce K. did on those rats in the 70s #repo! #rtgo #repo the genetic opera #pavi largo #artists on tumblr #kinda done twinkified him past recognition here but i feel like i need a little bit of that in my life atm #slasher

[sea-buns]

All the buffs they've added to the cooking mods is hilarious to me. Like it's for sure super fun and exciting. But imagine the world cracking apart at the seams and from the moment you wake up you are immediately pounced on by "DAD! DAD! LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!" *places brick oven*

I just imagine Chayanne has been surrounding his dads' beds with various plates of food. Cuz you KNOW he's a stress cooker.

And Talullah's like "bro that's a loose popsicle on the floor Missa's gonna slip and die"

#qsmp #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #qsmp death family #qsmp philza #qsmp missa #those two are kinda vague mentions i know but it feels weird to NOT tag them with their babies lol #i still am like super fucking behind on prison vods and shit #wanted to watch ALL the philza vods ive missed in their entirety but i might have to skip to the lore bits and do the rest later #god bless jetmoh videos as well. the only way ill be able to catch up at all with other perspectives atm

[daddyplasmius]

Danny Fenton isn’t dead. And Maddie is grateful for that, as his mother. But, as a scientist, she knows, realistically, he should be dead. Yet here he is, walking around with enough ectoplasmic contamination in his system to kill a grown man ten times, acting like nothing is wrong. What the honest fuck.

Maddie’s first theory is ectocontamination. A severe case. The problem with this theory is that there’s no proof of contamination besides the absurd amount of ectoplasm in Danny’s system. No adverse health effects as far as they can tell. Which is oddーwhen she compares it to her other theories.

Her second theoryーJack’s firstーis possibly low level possession. But, again, Danny shows no signs or symptoms besides his ectoplasmic levels. He can even pass through the Fenton Ghost Shield.

Third? Maybe he isn’t affected as much by ectoplasm and so it just sticks to him without any adverse effects. She did handle samples while pregnant, which wasn’t very good. But, again, the problem here is that the same could be said of Jazz, and she has a perfectly normal level of ectocontamination. And when she had gotten severely contaminated, Jazz fell illーalong with dozens of other students from Casper High.

It is quite literally just Danny.

Danny Fenton is an enigma. Maddie finds herself stuck in this thought loop often. Her son doesn’t even seem to notice the absolutely massive amount of ectoenergy he gives off. Normally, that much would be coming from the deceased victim of contamination or a ghost, not a healthy, living teenager.

And Danny is healthy. Nothing is wrong with him besides that. Which is weird. Well, it’s good that he isn’t dying, but… scientifically impossible. Never before witnessed. An anomaly in the field of paranormal science. A human giving off so much ectoplasmic energy a day, it could fuel a blob ghost, without recharging, for ten years.

Another mystery. How did Danny discover blob ghosts before she or Jack did? Why didn’t he tell them before one wandered out of his room? And why on Earth would he give them such a ridiculous, albeit accurate, name?

Maddie feels like her head is going to explode. She wishes she could justーask. But her son thoroughly avoids any mention of ghosts. Add it to the list. Because that’s what this is becoming. Just a list of odd things about her son that she can’t solve. Her son that should be dead, but against all odds isn’t.

#like 400 words of something i forgor i wrote (like a bit over a year ago apparently?) #story of my life tbh. i still don't remember writing HOMSH #posting in case anyone else wants to run with it. i may do so myself at some point but pretty focused on FOtPoD & my 2 original series atm #Danny Phantom #my fic #the document is titled: that's just a theory a danny fenton theory #feel free to rename it. by all means rename it. please rename it #OH ALSO IDK HOW TO USE EFFECT & AFFECT. SORRY. IGNORE MY LIKELY MISUSE OF THoSE WORDS orz

[piierrote]

collection of random AA doodles ive been doing while trying to get back into drawing <3

also

#maya and mia are older #those edgeworth ones i literally did today #piierrote draws #ace attorney #miles edgeworth #phoenix wright #maya fey #mia fey #wrightworth #narumitsu #drawing is so so so hard atm i feel like im wrangling cats #also phoenix hair is hard to draw #and edgeworths face #havent quite decided what i want them to look like tbh #so just playing around

[lunarharp]

random stuff dump =___=

#witch hat tag #orufrey #feel like i can barely draw in the past day or so.. (agott voice) you are drawing tho. i wanted to do cooler tarot cards #like a cooler more dynamic pose for qifrey but i could only get out scribbly draft things for later..i feel frazzled #truly idk what im doing atm... ive received some REALLYYYY nice comments & messages lately tho🥺🥺 #mostly cause i felt so bad i begged for them LOL praise is honestly like 😳?????? but..ough..thank u to those ppl..... #thank u guys.......... #i gotta get better so that i am deserving of such words....

[mattodore]

this is like free therapy to me

#river dipping #ts4 #theodore doe #echthroi #i’ve been pretty down today so #i’ve just been in cas spinning theo around and dressing him up and trying on different hair styles and colors yk #that bunny hat… greatest item of clothing i have ever put on him 💏 #i want to recolor that blond hair for theo btw… the brown swatches i tried didn’t look good 😞 #so. blond theo moment #or maybe i could download one of those hair overlays actually i saw one the other day 🤔 #but i think it’s a nice in between from theo’s teen 15-16 hair and his adult 22-24 hair #i need to get back to packing things tho #so this’ll just go on my list of things i wanna do #for now i’m more focused on matthias’s scars… i haven’t started them at all yet but i’ve messed around with making scars a bit #edit also sorry i haven’t went through my activity recently i’m just not feeling up to talking atm i will get to it when i feel better

[charactersmashorpass]

i know no standard i set will be uniform and not everyone will view it the same way i do. and i can't stop these sorts of submissions from coming in, but i can make my own decisions about what is and isn't acceptable to me and put in effort to do a more thorough vetting process

edit: okay one more thing, me choosing to not include characters is not some ultimate signal of morality, it's just based on me and my own beliefs. this is a dumb gimmick blog, and ultimately i'm going to prioritize my own comfort and boundaries before getting involved in discourse that i, quite frankly, don't think i have the ability to speak about in the way that i think it should be spoken about

#this is the last i'll say of this for the time being bc i have such low energy atm #i may go through and delete other polls as i feel necessary and like. if i'm honest i would rather this gimmick blog not be the center #of these sorts of complex conversations because i do not have the ability to adequately word it #i get the point these conversations are making but i am not someone who is well versed or energized enough to have them #if you want to make a blog with the same gimmick and have those conversations i say go for it. do what i can't

[hellishgayliath]

needed to draw something comforting

#rottmnt #rottmnt oc #my ocs #my art #I'm doing okay dw #I'm just in one of those moods where i don't want to talk/feel like talking or being vocal too much #or talking to other people just seems hard atm #bleh #pico opossum

[airborneice]

some freyjas

(freyja's design as usual inspired by hilda-fanblog's!)

#hilda the series #hilda netflix #yes it feels like cheating to tag those but hey twig is here lmao #freyja #art tag #hilda oc #i guessss #freyja 🤝 mattie stealing kaisa's cape on the regular #blows a kiss to my beloved kitty who used to like hiding under newspapers and inspired that one <3 #probably why I’ve got cats on my brain atm

[juustozzi]

day 31: the one character I can't stop putting in weird situations: me! (one could argue that 'juusto' is actually a character, but shhh)

big love to you all for liking my little oct drawings, it was a delight to see tags go "omg this series/character"!

#sidenote: I know how to hold guinea pigs properly lol #sidesidenote: recently came to a conclusion the salt&pepper piggy is probably deaf #but yeah seeing people get happy seeing randomass characters was so nice!!! #I was kinda feeling like offering commissions for this kind of pictures earlier this month... but the genocide and stuff..... #I might be a bit stressed abt low work hours atm but not enough to ask for your money when there are those who need it more #(if you got something to spare) #(not being able to help financially is understandable bc everything is shit currently) #oops went kinda deep n dark here but hey at least art is a good n fun way to escape from irl horrors for a bit! #oct drawing challenge #own art

[rottingcompost]

cracking open a new bottle of antidepressants on the same day as you crack open a new bottle of green hair dye sounds like a mental breakdown but in reality it's just me preparing for laundry day tomorrow

#ramblings #basically i want to be done with everything that produces more laundry before i have my laundry time #if i could go to the laundry room butt naked i would if it meant i could produce less laundry for the next laundry session lol #also i really needed to touch up my hair lol #and also also my last bottle of antidepressants ran out and those are the only ones that have actually worked and made me even remotely #close to functioning lol #legit i couldnt feel better atm as it is and a huge part of it is that i can actually function for once in my life lol

[paintpanic]

Here's my stuff from the Aggie we did tonight. Big thank you to everyone who showed up!

#kirby series #i don't feel like tagging everybody atm #again thx thx thx to those who drew with me i had a blast!!

[commanders-sole-braincell]

I keep humming and haaing about getting a gw2 tattoo for a first/second tattoo but it's a toss up of Commander symbols, elite spec symbols and the basass quotes in tyrian script

#For a first ish tattoo I feel like a quote in the script would be too big?? #But also the tattoo I've got my heart set on atm is one of those 2k 5 year wait lists gotta travel to Italy full arm ones #So could get a small one then a medium one then BIG ONE #But even then what quote #I shall bring it back to you? You could be an ancient elder dragon and I'd still bring fish? #The whole I'm the god of war what are you still standing???? #Endless opportunity

[qweerhet]

not entirely sure how to best articulate this, but something i've been rotating in my head lately is the :handshake: solidarity between black and disabled american experiences:

both experience other marginalized groups' progressive movements actively exploiting them to further their assimilation and acceptance into current power structures; notably, the feminist and queer progressive movements

both experience a form of oppression centered in their visible bodies, blocking them from utilizing acceptance within power structures to their own benefits (or temporary safety) moreso than other groups who are able to temporarily "blend in" and reap the benefits of assimilation

both have presumptions of violence enforced on their bodies via thin-slicing

both actively and specifically targeted by eugenics, including for the benefit of progressive movements

related to the prior bullet point, however, both in living memory and currently experiencing mass literal nonconsensual medical experimentation, among other genocidal medical tactics (mass forced sterilization, etc)

both the highest targets for lethal police violence among any marginalized groups in america (over half of everyone killed by the police in america has a disability--literally, over 50%--and black folks are killed by the police at a higher rate than any other racial group by orders of magnitude)

both plagued by the constant phenomenon of highly publicly-visible grifters from their own marginalized groups attempting to push social narratives about their oppression being overblown or actually "privileged," despite those grifters being extreme outliers in not facing most aspects of marginalization the rest of the group broadly faces

and of course, because of this overlap and interaction between forms of oppression, the black disabled experience is intensely marginalized and subject to extreme social + state violence

and as i've been thinking about this, i am infuriated by the attempts of social-media lefty grifter types to pit disabled and black experiences against one another--as if the groups are mutually exclusive and have no overlap, as if the groups don't experience a shared history and current experience of being stepped on and exploited in other groups' frantic clawing for assimilation into white supremacist abled power structures. as if we aren't both historically actively left behind and pushed farther down by movements like the queer and feminist progressive movements' active utilization of the power structures that view our bodies as disposable trash, in order for those movements to profit off our bodies and gain power in society--power over us, because we're the disposable underclass.

our fights are linked; ableism and white supremacy don't only go hand-in-hand, they also prop each other up in a horrible incestuous clusterfuck of hegemonies. to pit disabled and black experiences against one another in a thread of clout-driven twittok rage-click fuel is to leave our black disabled community members to rot, and to ignore the solidarity we could have.

#i'm sorry if this sounds particularly derogatory towards queer and feminist movements atm #i've been both learning a lot about disabled disposability within those movements and about antiblackness in them #and disposability of black bodies within them #and it's been making me feel... very jaded. #i don't believe in the oppression olympics but at the same time not every marginalized experience is an exact 1:1 equivalent within society #it's not about being ''more'' or ''less'' oppressed--it's about the broad social movements and marginalized individuals' places within them #not being interchangeable and certainly not progressing in 1:1 equivalent ways #all american-centric ofc.

[corpseprxnce]

If there's one thing I HATE in media (books, films, etc) it's cheating storylines. They make me feel ill. I hate them. Especially when they're unexpected.

#reading a book atm and its the most horrible chapter of a book ever lol #i didnt wanna read about one person deciding to cheat on their partner and then the thoughts and feelings as they did it #it just made me think of the times ive been cheated on. did they feel like that? great #now i feel even worse about those times #fucksake #books #my text #mine #thoughts