#but not right now

[robindaydream]

A Few Days After A SLARPG fancomic

minor SLARPG spoilers contained within

#SLARPG #Super Lesbian Animal RPG #Melody Amaranth #Allison Goleta #Claire Higsby #Jodie Caldwell #furry #okay there it is finally done #whoops my whole style changed in the last few pages #but it's fine cause they look way better #thank you for enjoying my gay ass comic #if you tell me what you like about it I will love you until the end of time #'but Robin are you also gonna draw Melody's date with Claire?' #listen yes I have ideas and I want to #but not right now #maybe someday but I have other things I wanna work on #art

[salivathehero]

i posted the scraps of an idea over on my twitter this is the summary

#i might share it here since so many liked it #but not right now #bnha #mha #kirishima eijiro #izuku midoriya #katsuki bakugo

[lila-rae]

The fact that she acknowledged that she was going on a tangent before she went there.

“Not on the dune cast but…”

Ma’am….

So you knew the assignment and just ignored it???

Cool cool cool cool

WHAT WAS THE REASON MAREE?

She said an answer to your question is lame… here’s an enhanced answer. You’re welcome.

AND THEN WE ALL DIED

#I will be normal about this one day #but not right now

[unexpectedgeese]

Orv: Spoiler warning

One of the things I noticed after finishing ORV was the way Kdj treats all of the characters. To be more specific, how that treatment compares and contrasts with how he views himself. There’s SO. MUCH. IRONY THERE!

He tells Lee Jihye that she needs to keep living, no matter what. That no matter what she’s done, she HAS to survive. That she deserves to live. That she will always deserve to live. And then he becomes the oldest dream- dooming himself to an endless end akin to death itself- because he thinks he deserves it.

He tells Shin Yoosung that in a pinch, he’d choose her life over all of Seoul. That there’s always a way to survive. That a sacrifice like that is never the right play. That all the shitty stuff she’s done? She’s done it to survive. And then he sacrifices himself, again and again and again, like he thinks it’s inevitable. He calls himself a monster for trying to survive a shitty childhood.

He tells Jang Hayeon that the only way to overcome a wall is to fight it. That everyone has a wall, that you will never truly understand someone, that you have to try anyway. And then he throws himself into the abyss and never explains why.

He tells his mother that her sacrifice was not kind. That martyring yourself to help someone will only ever hurt them. That a ‘kind’ lie will never be better than the cruel truth.And then he dies, again and again and again and again, to help his friend. And he lies about doing it.

Kim Dokja teaches those around him the exact lessons he needs to learn. He gives them the exact kindness he’s never received. He uses the story as an opportunity to explore that first question he asks us- what if my life was a different genre? The world changes. He finally gets the chance to be something other than a reader- and he doesn’t take it. Instead, he guides everyone else to the ending he wishes he could reach. Because, in his mind, that’s the happiest a reader can ever be.

And that reader- character divide is the reason that Kimcom’s plan in the epilogue actually works. When he views himself as a character, Kim Dokja is finally able to apply his love for the characters to himself. He can finally learn the lessons he’s been teaching the whole time- because although he’s still the reader, ‘Kim Dokja’ can finally be a character.

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #literary analysis #long post #i just think it cool how Yjh's arc is about breaking free from being a protagonist #Hsy's is breaking free from being an author #and Kdj's is about breaking free from being a reader #but at the same time #just like how even when they break free from fate they return to it again #they all have to return to those roles in order to free themselves #Kdj becomes a reader to free Yjh from protagonist-hood #and then Yjh and hsy return to their roles to save him #idk i'll probably write a long-ass essay about how they reach the ends they want by perpetuating the cycle #but not right now #as always: if you have shit to add DO IT DO IT DO IT #regardless of quality

[staticcnoise]

i refuse to read comics with any semblance of order or consistency DO NOT expect me to have reliable knowledge on anything

like do i know that dick has a half sister? yes. do i know anything about her other than that she’s an fbi agent? no i only read like 17 random issues of the blockbuster arc

#dc #dc comics #sometimes also #marvel comics #but not right now #friendly reminder that we’re boycotting marvel #dick grayson #nightwing #blockbuster dc #melinda grayson-lin

[ramblesbiab]

tumblr keeps showing me gifs of women in lingerie kissing when i just want screenshots of Mizu from blue eye samurai and pokemon fanart

#mizu #mizu blue eye samurai #blue eye samurai #pokemon #women #i like women in lingerie kissing #but not right now #lesbian #gaygirls

[quinloki]

I enjoy carrots so much I turned orange as a small child.

I really like pickles too. I am your pickle person if you do not like pickles.

I have found pickled carrots.

#quin muses #pickled carrots #I really want to try pickling myself one day #and mead making #but not right now

[azoosepted]

im not captioning this the image says it all

#limbus company #lcb #project moon #lcb don quixote #shitpost #mmd #vroid #vroid model #limbus #someone please take mmd away from me #partially unrelated but i also have a few other sinner vroid/vrm/pmx models in the making #i’ll probably post progress #but not right now

[thatshadowgastwhore]

Concept: OCD Tim Drake

#I will elaborate at some point I’m sure #but not right now #Tim Drake

[shiroikabocha]

favorite part of talos principle??????

I procrastinated forever on this ask, sorry. The answer’s kinda sad. But it’s also, like, deeply true and important to me as a person, so.

My mom died at the end of 2013, concluding a truly impressive any% cancer speedrun. Less than 90 days from first symptoms to last. I loved her a lot. It was a bad time.

2014 was the worst year of my life. I became convinced that human consciousness (or at least, my own human consciousness) was not an inherent good. Not an inherent bad, either, just… the nature of the human brain is to want to continue existing, and to be incapable of continuing to exist. It’s not a system that’s designed to function without pain. It’s not a system that’s designed. Consciousness hurts. Being a conscious, physical creature in an unpredictable physical world that has no obligation to make coherent narrative sense hurts.

(I miss my mom. It’s a problem with no solution.)

And then there was this video game. And it had this guy (gender neutral) in it. And this guy was like: you’re so right, bestie. Making sense of existence? That’s a loser’s game. Can’t even get to I think, therefore I am without coming up against some truly gnarly logical conundrums—almost enough to make you wanna invent a big invisible sky-friend who gives you all the answers and reassures you that you’re important and good, right? But that’s stupid. You don’t want to be stupid, do you? You want to be smart. Like me. Smart means you’re better than the people who need happy little answers to all their silly little questions. You don’t need them. You don’t need anybody. That’s the great thing about nothing—it’s so beautifully consistent! When nothing means anything, there are no contradictions. Trying to understand your place in the cosmos—asking the question “I exist; what should I do with that fact?” and expecting to arrive at an actual, functional answer—is a sucker’s game. The only winning move is not to play.

I can’t really explain what it felt like to see my own feelings repeated back to me so clearly, so accurately, and at such length—and for my reaction to my own worldview to be seething fucking hatred. When I started playing The Talos Principle, I was a pessimistic nihilist. I did not perceive myself changing into something different until I was screaming at my keyboard FUCK YOU, my existence has meaning because I CHOOSE to imbue it with meaning and I do not FUCKING CARE if it doesn’t make sense, some things are more important than being flawlessly logically correct and ME HAVING A REASON TO LIVE is ONE OF THEM

(when your internal logic answer to Why should I stay alive? starts out as My life is a precious gift given to me by God and it is not mine to throw away, and then your understanding of the world changes in a way that no longer incorporates an ontologically-existent God, sometimes you wind up with: Why should I stay alive? Answer: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ And that answer really only works as long as nothing terrible happens. It does not hold up well under stress. When you take god away you do have to put something else in its place, and it’s not easy to find something else that can hold up under the weight.)

Like… it would be an oversimplification to say that The Talos Principle made me want to live again. But it wouldn’t be too much of an oversimplification to say TTP forced me to acknowledge that I didn’t currently have a good reason to want to live, and that felt bad, and I owed it to myself to fix it. And that if I could hate this fucking asshole librarian so so much (because he was me), and still feel so much compassion for him by the end of the game, then maybe I could figure out how to feel compassion for myself, too.

Also I really like the puzzles where the solution is to zwoop around all over the place with fans, those are my favorite

#the talos principle #milton library assistant #this is part of the reason I took an extended break from TTP2 #it was bringing up complicated feelings #that are probably worth exploring! but are difficult nonetheless #it’s not the fault of the game that it’s inextricably tied up with how I learned to survive my mother’s death #but that’s what the game means for me and when TTP2 started talking more explicitly about death #it got a little heavier than I was ready to deal with #I will return to it for sure #but not right now #I’m not emotionally ready #(ugh that sounds so fucking weird but it’s also true)

[invinciblerodent]

for the record, I feel like we all should periodically remind ourselves that a person not liking something, or even mentioning their personal reasons for disliking something, is not necessarily value judgement of the thing, OR a slight to its fans.

too many times do I see people think that "I don't like/want this" means "you shouldn't be allowed to like/want this (and are gross/bad/amoral for liking it)", even when all it means really IS "I don't like/want this".

#squirrel speaks #i might say this less cryptically at some point lol #but not right now #i don't feel like i have the energy to articulate genuine thoughts

[wtfcl0ud]

my gender is a bad grade bc it's what i have in my pants (D)

#oh god this is so fucking bad #i promise i can do better #but not right now #bc of the academic horrors #gender jokes #gender memes #cloud nonsense #shitpost #also for all intents n purposes this was just for the joke n D isnt an inherently bad grade #uni life #chaotic academia #dark academia #memes #humor

[allyooops]

Drew some of my old pokemon ocs as pony ocs! Very fun little exercise, I'll have to do some other characters of mine too 😁

#mod doodles #mod draws #my little pony #mlp ocs #Septimus #Cecil #Adela #Irelithe #Guess they're gonna need mlp names at some point #But not right now #mlp fim #Pony oc

[bunnyreaper]

BUNNY YOU DESERVE THE WORLD you will come out of this breakup STRONG !! i believe 😤💜

- 🔪💕

I GET KNOCKED DOWN, BUT I GET UP AGAIN!

Life is unfair but I'm thankful I had the chance to love such a kind soul and apparently, he feels the same way!!

#bunny mail #all will be well in time #but not right now

[name-less-things]

Since I don't celebrate halloween (its not a holiday in my country because of religious reasons) have this TETCHOU YOU SON OF A BITCH WHY ARE YOU BEEFING WITH A CHILD THAT IS A KID. A WHOLE ASS 14 YEAR OLD NEVER HAVE I BEEN ANGRIER AT A FAVE OF MINE BUT N O- TETCHOU HAD TO BE THE ONE Look Tetchou I fucking love you, but n o

You need to s t o p This is not how you vent over losing your boyfriend in an airport-

#bungou stray dogs #suehiro tecchou #kenji miyazawa #bsd tecchou #bsd kenji #but also #suegiku #look man their gay thats it #and kenji is kenji #kenji does no wrong #ever #he's so silly #tecchou is also silly #but not right now #right now he's being a meanie #and i'm just #so done #if the angst won't kill me this certainly will #bsd season 5

[confetti-critter]

Calico critter oven mitts

Calico critter oven mitts.

#calico critters #sylvanian families #stuff i made #sew tag #next i gotta make a matching apron! #but not right now #cuz its 4am 8^) #personable