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#but once it hit its middle… it began faltering and it felt like weird choices to shove such overwhelmingly synthy tracks in between parts
pop-punklouis · 3 years
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#i have such conflicting feelings about halsey’s record ugh#on one hand i really dig the theme that revolves around the darker underbelly of motherhood and pregnancy that runs throughout the record#and there are definitely moments that are striking/worth the build up#but…. on the other hand…. it just suffers from something i find it so much of halsey’s work: the inability to stay cohesive musically#it started out incredibly strong— and the first four tracks had me deliriously excited for the rest of the album#but once it hit its middle… it began faltering and it felt like weird choices to shove such overwhelmingly synthy tracks in between parts#of the album#it gave me whiplash to hear a grittier cinematic sound and then all of a sudden be hit with underperforming synth pop that didnt do much#for me and took me out of the experience imo?#what i struggle with the most regarding halsey is that her projects always start out with such a vengeance but they#can never keep up the momentum throughout the entire project— really underperforming in the middle#and even though it does pick up and feel better as the two closing tracks swell#it doesn’t save the album from its musical inconsistencies and all around ? to me with certain choices#i do believe the visual elements from the short film will cause the record to come more to life and possibly not feel so cut up#but from the initial listen i still have found myself only cherry picking a handful of songs to download instead of wanting to absorb#the entire album#which is a shame because the lyrical content is beautiful and heart wrenching and complex#and the songs that are good are fucking fantastic and truly keep the album interesting#i just wish that was reflected more in the sound as the cinematic atmosphere that was built from the first four tracks all but fade as we#get into the meat of the album sigh#i do think it’s halsey’s best since badlands but i still am not :/#10/10 impressed with its musical presentation#theme wise and lyrically? it’s magnificent#it just doesn’t stay that way in its sound unfortunately#regardless i’ll say it’s 7.5/10 rn#just my personal thoughts
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me4gumi-moved · 4 years
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Emergency Request:
Can you write a short hard feral smut between hawks and female reader please? I’ll pay you 10 dollars?
lala, this ain’t what i meant when i said “emergency request”. also i feel like this is very OOC. i need to practice writing hawks. im bit great at writing smut either.
Mate for Life
rating: 18+ pairing: takami keigo x f!reader themes: mating cycles/in heat (not omegaverse)  warning(s): rough sex, name calling, oral sex (female receiving), knotting, daddy kink, breeding kink, biting, overstimulation, “mating”
ever since a few weeks ago, keigo has been acting slightly different. not extravagantly so, but different enough that you, his girlfriend, are able to tell.
he’s started buying to luxurious gifts ranging from cartier bracelets to prada handbags. to be frank, you don’t even like expensive gifts like that but he just looks so excited when he gives them to you that you can’t deny him.
keigo has also been extremely possessive. if someone of the opposite sex (besides himself of course) so much as breathes in your direction, his bright red feathers ruffle up in a display of dominance. he’s even gone as far as pulling you into a steamy make out session. in public.
it’s a lot more embarrassing than anyone could begin to imagine.
even more, he’s a lot more physically affectionate. well, he was already so before just not as much as he is now. he’s always got a hand on you at any point in time and he’s always begging (more like coercing you) for cuddles. you can’t believe you’ve managed to go to the bathroom without him following behind. he has tried, though.
so he’s clingy, possessive, and suddenly a gift-giver.
what the hell is going on?
you decide to confront him on his day off and lo-and-behold, he’s taken two weeks off. you have your choice out of 14 days. you bite the bullet and do it on the first.
“keigo,” you stood there in front of him lounging on the couch. “what’s going on?” your eyebrows were pinched together and your mouth was set into a firm line, giving off an annoyed appearance. which you were — annoyed that is.
he sat up and put his hands on your hips, looking up at you, “whaddya mean, baby bird?” he coerced you into his lap and started rubbing his hand up and down your back in a soothing motion.
“you know what i mean.” you grumbled into shoulder.
“i’m not sure i do, baby. use your big girl words and explain it to me, yeah?” his breath was hot against your ear and it sent shivers down your spine. keigo started leaving light kisses up and down your neck, occasionally drifting to your collarbone or jaw.
you pulled back from him so you could look him in the face, “you’ve been acting funny, lately. you’re buying me all these gifts i don’t need-“
“do you not like them?”
“no, baby, i love them but-“
“but what?”
“if you’d just let me finish, keigo.” you growled. your boyfriend held his hands up in mock surrender. “as i was saying,” you sighed. “you’re acting weird. you’re buying me things i don’t need, you’re crazy possessive and jealous, and you’re a lot more touchy feely than usual. what in the hell is going on with you?”
“i thought i told you, baby bird.” he tenderly cupped you cheek with his calloused hand.
“told me what?” at first there was nothing but adoration in his eyes, but now it’s been tainted by something else — lust. unbridled, red hot lust.
“that i was going into rut.” he tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
you looked at him like he was crazy, “when the hell did you tell me that?” you wanted to wrap your hands around his neck and shake him.
“does that really matter right now?” keigo purred in your ear and pulled you closer to him. he rolls his hips up into yours, making you painfully aware of the hard on he was sporting.
the hot, wet kisses he was leaving down your neck were making it hard for you to say what you wanted to say. “uh, y-yeah, it k-kinda do-does matter.” you stutter out. you gulped — sometimes you hated that keigo knew your body so well. it was both a blessing and a curse.
“hmm? why’s that, sweetheart?” he gave a particularly rough thrust, making you choke back a moan. you resisted the urge to buck your hips into him -- the urge to chase your peak. 
you nuzzled your face back into his neck, a whine escaping you as he continued to roll his hips into yours at a steady pace. “w-well, i don’t know- ah- what a- what a rut is, e-exactly.” 
without a moments hesitation, keigo flipped you onto the couch and positioned himself between your legs, “then how about i show you, babygirl?” one last time, he ground his manhood into your mound, making his intentions clear. you whimpered and nodded your consent. 
at least he gave you enough time for that before he practically ripped your clothes off of your, stripping you bare while he was still fully clothed. “keigo-” he cut you off with a harsh slap to your bare thigh, making the skin burn in a way that sent heat to your already dripping core. 
“wrong name, princess.” he growled. he ran his finger along your slit and pulled it back to take a look at it, your arousal coating his skin. “such a slutty girl. i’ve hardly touched you and you’re already dripping,” the hero stuck his fingers in his mouth and groaned at the taste. “only daddy makes you feel this way, doesn’t he?” he leaned over you and moved your thighs onto his shoulders.
you hid your face behind your hands and squeaked, “yes, daddy. only you.” calling him daddy never failed to make you blush. it turned you on but embarrassed you at the same time. you never even knew it was a kink of yours until you met your winged boyfriend.  
“good girl.” he said before shoving his face between your thighs. his hot tongue delved into your weeping entrance while his index and middle finger rubbed at your clit in quick circular motions. you wailed in pleasure as his skilled tongue poked and prodded against your gummy walls.
keigo’s tongue and fingers soon switched places, his lips now wrapped around your throbbing clit and his fingers stretching you open. he expertly rubbed against the spot inside of you that drove you crazy, making you let out lewd moans at the pleasure.
your hips started bucking as the knot in your stomach began to get tighter and tighter. “daddy, please.” you whined.
“you gonna cum for daddy, baby bird?” he pulled his face away the slightest bit, but you could still feel his hot breath on your pussy. you nodded fervently. “then be a good girl and cum on daddy’s face.” he wrapped his lips around you clit and hummed, sending delicious sparks of pleasure through you.
your body tensed up as the knot in your stomach burst. your muscles inside of your pussy fluttered around keigo’s fingers and a wail tore its way out of your mouth. you sobbed when he kept going, finger fucking you and sucking on your clit, the overstimulation quickly becoming overwhelming.
“too much. it’s too much! i can’t-“you tried to pull away from him but he just wrapped one arm around your hips and kept you in place with a firm grip.
“come on, just one more, sweet girl.” keigo cooed. “i know you can do it.” you thrashed you head side to side and clutched his forearm in your hand, desperately trying to ground yourself.
before you could even register what was happening, another orgasm tore through you. you saw stars, it was so intense.
keigo hurriedly undid his pants and pulled his engorged cock out of his boxers, not even bothering to shove the garments down more than he had to. “fuck, i can’t wait anymore.” he gave his length a few pumps before he started pushing into you.
the stretch burned a bit but it was quickly overrun by the pleasure of his cock hitting all the spots his fingers couldn’t. it didn’t matter how many times your boyfriend fucked you, you could never get used to how big he was. once he was fully inside, the tip of his member brushing against you cervix, he started a fast and rough pace, slamming into you. “you’re always so fucking tight, baby. feel so good wrapped around my cock.” he groaned.
you looked up at keigo through teary lashes, admiring his body as he thrust into you. you took note of how flushed his skin was and the heat radiating off his body. that wasn’t normal. “why are you so, ngh, warm?” you gasped.
he leaned over and pulled you into a rough kiss, your legs still on his shoulders. his tongue forced its way into your mouth and explored your mouth, running it over your teeth and palette, intertwining it with your own. the kiss left you breathless and craving more, but he started to mouth at your neck and leave love bites instead.
“i already explained it to you. it’s my rut.” he ground his dick inside of you, his tip pushing against your cervix.
“i still don’t know what a rut is, though.” the friction of his pubic hair against your clit was pushing you closer to your third orgasm.
he growled into your neck, “it’s a mating cycle. it comes annually, every spring. just like a birds.” his calloused hands traveled up to your breast, both of them pinching and pulling at your nipples.
oh. oh.
when keigo started thrusting into you at a rapid pace once more, your climax quickly overcame you. your toes curled and you threw your head back. his pace didn’t falter at all, prolonging your orgasm. “you look so pretty when you come on daddy’s cock, baby girl.” he praised you.
you fingers gripped at his hair, pulling him closer to you. you felt that if you weren’t holding onto him, you’d slip away into nothingness. you sobbed as you came yet again. you couldn’t even tell where your previous orgasm and your next began and ended, the pleasure just merging together into one never ending orgasm. your boyfriend hadn’t even came once. yet here you were, an overstimulated mess.
your oversensensitive pussy could feel somethunt knob shaped swelling at the base of keigo’s girthy cock. it was catching on the edges of your entrance as he pushed in and out . his groans and grunts were getting louder and his thrusts getting sloppier.
“fuck, baby, take my fucking knot. gonna breed you so good. going to get you round and full with my chicks. is that what you want? you want daddy to fuck you full of his cum?”
“yes, yes, yes! i want you to breed me, daddy!” you babbled. he could say anything to you right now and it’d sound wonderful. you’d say yes to anything he asked of you.
keigo popped his knot into you, pumped you full of his seed, and bit you neck. cumming inside you and the added sting of his teeth sinking into your skin tipped you over the edge one last time. your eyes rolled into the back of your head and your toes curled.
keigo collapsed on top of you, breathing heavily in you ear. after a moment of you two catching your breath, he started peppering kisses all over your face. “you did so good, princess. you’re always so good for me.” his lips ghosted yours. you pursed your lips and moved you head the slightest bit upward, pecking him on the lips.
he lifted himself up and looked at your face — your face was sticky with tears, you had a sheen of sweat on your forehead, and your hair was a mess. you looked absolutely beautiful. he grinned. “you wanna know something, baby?” his golden eyes stared into your (e/c) ones. “birds mate for life...”
“..and we’re gonna be stuck like this for a while.”
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dont-doubt-dopple · 7 years
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New School, Same Trust Issues -Seananners
Adam was used to running while gravity was fluctuating. It’s what Nick specializes in, just like Brennon can bend the metal of the lockers in any way he pleases and Marc can stretch his limbs out like silly putty. Those were their powers, the things that everyone showed off at age 6 so by age 16 they felt like masters.
Adam’s power wasn’t something he couldn’t readily show off like many others could. His power was one that was mental rather than physical. It was persuasion. And he was very good at using his power. He was able to talk himself out of most situations. Unfortunately, his mouth was what got him into those situations in the first place.
Which is where we are now.
Adam running down the abandon school corridor. Diction changing the gravity from high to low, left to right, up to down. Goldy bending the locker doors trying to trip Adam up when Nick moved the gravity from the left to the right. Juicetra trying to keep up, throwing his arms on occasion to try and either catch or scare him.
“Adam!” Brennon screamed again as he readjusted a locker he bent when he passed.
“What? What did I do?!” Adam yelled back, as per usual.
“You know what you did!” Nick contradicted, slamming the gravity back toward the left. Adam shrugged as he landed, before sprinting toward the intersection up ahead. Marc threw another arm at him, which he narrowly avoided along with the spike that came out of the locker he slammed into. But Adam just kept his feet moving, like always. He headed toward the intersection, hitting the center just as Nick switched the gravity to the ground.
Now this is were things get complicated. We take to two points of view: Brennon’s and Marc’s.
According to Goldy, Adam turned and taunted them before turning left and sprinting off again. Marc dropped off to catch his breath while Nick and Brennon followed suit until they too got tired. Adam kept running after they stopped, and they just were never able to keep up the chase.
According to Juicetra, the Marc running was just an illusion. He was really off to the right with Shawn and Scott. When Nanners hit the middle of the intersection, Hutch slowed down time just enough so that they could still function while Nick and Brennon didn’t notice. Sark would then make a copy of Adam to replace the one that Marc pulled into the hallway.
That’s exactly what happened. It was like a well oiled machine at this point since it happened so often.
“I’m going to miss this.” Adam stated, looking as his friends as he tried to catch his breath. “Did I tell Marc?”
“Tell me what?” He asked.
“That I’m moving.”
“Oh yeah, you told me. Although I don’t think Diction or Goldy know.”
“Let them figure out on Monday.” Sark offered. “Your mouth hasn’t exactly gotten them on their good side.”
“How exactly are you going to survive without us?” Hutch wondered aloud.
“I’ll be fine.” Adam assured him, putting a little power behind his words. His friends didn’t push it more, although he did see Sark roll his eyes at the statement. “Trust me.”
“Trust Adam? Sure.” Juicetra commented, and Adam knew what he meant. Everyone surrounding him was wary because everything that came out of his mouth they had no way to prove if it was sincere. He could easily put power behind every syllable, making them believe what he said. It made Adam cautious of who he called friends, and vice versa.
After all, you should never trust Nanners.
~•~•~
“You’re Adam, I’m guessing?” The boy standing outside the main office asked. He was shorter than Adam, with black hair that wasn’t spiky but wasn’t as shaved down as Adam’s was. He had a red Mario shirt underneath a plaid button down with blue jeans.
“I’ll assume your Anthony then.” Adam shot back, and Anthony nodded. “So, how’d you get stuck with me?”
“I just get my orders and follow them. Trust me, if anyone had a choice you wouldn’t have me as your personal tour guide.” He said as he started walking down the hallway. Adam quickly followed suit, falling soon into step with Anthony.
“So, if your my personal tour guide, are you going to sound like one too?” Adam asked jokingly, and he saw Anthony crack a smile. The ‘tour guide’ picked up the pace so he was in front of Adam, and turned when he got to about halfway down the hallway.
“And on your left you’ll see the Library, one of the rare locations of wifi in the entire goddamn building.” He said, and Adam started laughing. Anthony faltered a little, but kept going. “And on your right we are approaching the science wing, aka the location of the biggest Breaking Bad fans. Little fun fact, it’s actually the Physics teachers that make the best meth.”
“Click click.” Adam mocked, holding his hands out as if he was taking a picture, before laughing again. Anthony somehow managed to keep a straight face through it all. Especially since they continued the gag for the whole tour.
“We concluded our at the cafeteria, where the only thing somewhat decent to eat are the cookies. Not the best, but decent.” Anthony proclaimed. “Tips are highly encouraged, and should be paid in cash or cookies. Only the ones from the Corner Cafe, though.”
“I’ll get back to you that.” Adam said, know fully well he’d never pay that back. “What period is it?”
Anthony glanced at his watched. “End of first. Might as well head to 2nd, there’s maybe a minute left.”
“Well, then I’m right here than.”
“Oh look at that, so am I.” Anthony replied. “C'mon. I’ll introduce you to my friends. Well, the ones in this lunch period at least.” He walked straight inside, ignoring the security guard giving him a weird look.
Adam was hesitant though. Anthony hadn’t asked him what his power was, and he wasn’t sure if that was going to change anything. People just don’t trust him, or pretend to be a tour guide just because he offered a suggestion. He wasn’t used to this. Adam never simply threw his trust around as easily as Anthony had. He couldn’t.
“You coming Nanners?” Anthony interrupted his thoughts. Adam opened his mouth to ask the obvious, but the bell cut him off. Waves of students began flooding the hallways, and he was caught up soon in its flow. He tried to get back to the cafeteria, but his attempts went as well as trying to go up on the down escalator. He began floundering, until a hand pulled him off in a small cubby off to the side.
“You need a little help?” The boy asked. He was about Adam’s size, maybe a little taller, with spiky black hair and chocolatey brown eyes. He wore a black t-shirt with the Mexican flag on it, and a look of understanding on his face. Adam only nodded, not being able to get the words right. “Where you head in’?”
“Lunch. I was following Anthony when I got caught up in the crowds.” He said, before muttering. “Something he said made me hesitate.”
“Which Anthony?” The boy asked. Adam shrugged. “Did he have a Mario t-shirt on?” He nodded. “That’s my friend. I’m heading there and the cafeteria isn’t that far away. Just follow me.” Adam grabbed the boy’s hand, and he saw his cheeks redden.
“What? Can’t handle a stranger holding your hand?” Adam teased.
“No.” The boy shot back as they approached the cafeteria. “You’re just like a … a child. One who’d get lost of I let go?”
“Does that make you my daddy?”
“Shut up.” They approached a table where Anthony was already sitting at a table with another boy. He had brown hair with a grey sweat jacket on.
“Hey guys!” Anthony shouted once he spotted us. “Adam, what took you so long?”
“It was just … the thing you said before the bell rang. It just caught me off guard.”
“Sorry, I should have warned you. But in all honestly, your laugh was is distinctive that I knew it was you the second it escaped your lips.”
“What laugh?” The boy next to Anthony asked.
“Max, do the Morgan Freeman voice.” Anthony said, looking at the boy next to Adam. He nodded, cleared his throat, and then spoke.
“I can smell you.” Max said, and Adam just broke into hysterics. “I’ve been creeping around. You just can’t see me.”
“That cracked me up the first time, and it has done it again.” Adam said through fits of giggles.
“And now I know what you mean. It’s Nanners.” The boy next to Anthony said, before turning to Adam. “Your laugh just sounds like a dolphin.”
“Ok, now that my identity has been established, can you please explain how you guys know me?” Adam asked.
“Let’s start over.” Anthony began. “I’m Anthony, or ChilledChaos. Many people simply called me Chilled though.”
“I’m Steven.” The boy next to Chilled finally introduced. “Also known as ZeRoyalViking, or Ze for short.”
“And I’m GassyMexican.” Max concluded. “But everyone either calls me Gassy or Max.”
Adam didn’t say a word. It’s not even 9 in the morning and already he’s found some of the people he’s played online with. He cracked a smile. Sark had nothing to worry about. He was here, surrounded by friends who weren’t judging just because of who he was and what he could do.
“Now that the ice has been broken.” Ze said. “Why don’t you guys sit down and maybe … oh, I don’t know … let go of each other’s hands?” Adam and Max both looked down to see their hands still interlocked from the hallway.
“You’re holding my hand, Max.” Adam commented. “You sly dog.”
Max practically ripped his hand out of Adam’s. “Shut up.” He retorted as he sat down.
Adam laughed as he followed suit. “You know me well enough to know that isn’t going to happen.”
“Unfortunately, yes I do.” Chilled and Ze now joined in on Adam’s laughing, and Max shot a glare at the two of them. Adam once again smiled.
This was going to be fun.
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