#but overall better w arthur and donna around

[childactress-a]

the maraness of this gif... unparalleled

#if you catch my script having a shot like this yes you will <3 we love an Homage #mara doesn't have self-esteem issues exactly #she's confident in her looks #her insecurity stems from intimately knowing how... awful she is #if she gets rejected or broken up with or god forbid GHOSTED 85% of the time she's thinking ''they know how shitty i am'' #but like... DEEP deep down #bc the thing about mara is that she truly doesn't believe she's doing anything wrong! #AGAIN mara has this complex that's like... ''well that happened to me so why shouldn't it happen to someone else'' #she'll see a guy feeling up a clearly drunk unenthusiastic girl and not think twice about it #she doesn't think to stop it or intervene at all SHE BARELY REGISTERS IT AS FUCKED UP #unless she's like really close to someone she'll never be like ''oh i'm sorry that happened to you'' #she doesn't ENJOY hearing about a distant friend being assaulted or drugged or smth she just doesn't Think About It #i forgot what i was ranting about here how did i get here #OH when mara's tripping or super drunk or smth (both often!) she's like...... lol yeah i'm so fucked up my parents wouldn't be proud of me #she isn't entirely wrong arthur and donna wouldn't be over the moon with her but they would love her just as much regardless #then again! if they were still alive she wouldn't be Like This #she'd still have some trauma and mental illnesses and she's a natural troublemaker so she'd def be close! #but overall better w arthur and donna around